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hate to see a crazy bitch get domesticated
#they took away his sparkle (propensity for war crimes)#ron speirs#band of brothers#trying and failing to study a guy a day for december..... wild choice#yes that is ac speirs i lost my fukcing mind its the brain tumour making me crazy
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Ok, Childe as a wuxia/xianxia trope. It's honestly a bit embarrassing how well this fits.
(blame @a-yarn-of-purple-prose for this post and if anyone here is a wuxia fan feel free to correct me, I'm new to the genre)
Wuxia is a Chinese martial arts fantasy genre you are all familiar with. An adjacent genre is called xianxia, "immortal heroes", it ramps all the fantasy elements up to eleven and skews tropes a bit (we'll get back to that).
A common trope is some kind of unorthodox school/sect or technique, allowing to achieve greater power without the usual decades of training. It could be straight-out evil or just revolving around chaos.
Such a martial school is usually called an evil/demonic sect (sect is more like a clan in that setting, not the modern concept of sect) and their techniques tend to drive practitioners to insanity. Either because they are inherently corrupting or because getting too much power without growing as a person is really not the best thing for your mental health. They are also often cast from hp points.
And then there's the archetype of a demonic sect heir. The best pupil or simply someone who has inherited a lost art. Proud, always greedy for more strength, often noble in some weird way.
*points to our calamity of a boy*
Common elements of such stories include:
Falling into some weird realm or meeting a weird person who teaches the hero a Forbidden Technique
Learning a technique too quickly through some sort of magic/alchemy/memory manipulation
Some people are so singular in their pursuit they become insane (走火入魔)
Ambition bad, loyalty and family good
Conflicting loyalties, generally a conflict between a chosen path and personal weaknesses/attachments (could be both ego and familal love, and this is more of a xianxia trope)
Fits like a horoscope so far but wait.
There's a very interesting case of Korean murim genre (their version of wuxia) where sects are less varied (I recommend this post for a basic introduction) and we get three paths:
Justice/Righteous/Orthodox/Light — theoretically they keep the Evil Faction at bay, and protect innocent people, but usually are corrupt to the core
Evil/Unorthodox/Dark — these try gaining as much power as possible and attempt ruling the whole world
Demonic Cult — usually dont take part in evil and justice battles, follow their own code of conduct based on their religion, value strength above all else.
(I'm sure there's a similar distinction in wuxia too, I just can't find it in the deluge of lore)
"Demonic" is closer to "pagan" or "heathen" than Christian idea of demonic here, their beliefs are often based on Zoroastrianism and worshipping a sacred flame. Do you remember all the Persian themes used for Khaenri'ah? And Surtalogi being the flame on Surtr's sword in Norse mythology. I also had the impression that Genshin gnostic references are based on the Zoroastrian-flavoured branch of Gnosticism.
In murim the trope of demonic sect heir is called "heavenly demon" (I believe, a more correct translation would be "supreme heathen"), they are utterly badass, live for the glory of battle, seem more like forces of nature and follow a very strict honour code often conflicting with normal human ethics.
(do I need to spell it out)
TvTropes also says this about Korean stories:
(do I need to spell it out pt.2)
I'm not sure why a Chinese studio would focus on the Korean version of this trope but I'm sure something like this exists in China as well or maybe there's a popular manhwa that inspired authors.
Xianxia extends the fantastic element further, focusing on Taoist concepts and practices and adding all kinds of magical realms (celestial, demonic, etc) and magical beings and making immortality achievable. I still need to read more about it but if I understand that right, demonic heir trope turns into a demon prince in this case. An actual visitor from the demon realm or a practitioner who achieved immortality through dubious means.
These are fae-coded in a way very similar to Childe and have a certain nonchalance towards things most humans would consider traumatic. They are simply not bothered by them, having a different set of morals or faring from a realm that is much worse.
Our boy isn't that (he's still very much human) but he's aesthetically coded like one, same as Scaramouche is yokai-coded, despite not being a yokai.
So. When people say Childe's arc is a reference to Journey to the West, it's not entirely untrue, JttW is the classic of xianxia genre and Childe does belong to the same genre. He, however, is not Sun Wukong but a different, darker trope.
This also explains why he has that "shonen anime protag but not quite" vibe. Shonen was heavily influenced by wuxia but this trope never quite made it to anime or maybe never became popular enough. It's not a deconstruction, it's a different story. Or perhaps a deconstruction of that different story.
#childe#tartaglia#wuxia#my investigation into what the hell this boy is is concluded#this means I'll get to think about something else#many thanks to saoki for indulging my questions for the past two days#there's also an argument for childe being a demon princess rather than a prince but I'm tired#maybe I'll get back to it if anyone wants to meme together#genshin lore tumour#skirk#khaenri'ah#if abyss be thy name I pledge to you my loyalty#I'll need another post to explain how it fits into some scenes#this is already too long
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thiiiink we might be in the last stage of my dad’s cancer journey and im feeling
#it’s like well I COULD cry all through the day but also what’s the point it’s the same#he’s ok about it tho. brain tumours got my guy feeling Placid#dad stuff
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Seeing Progress
Glioblastoma (GBM) is the most intractable and fatal type of brain tumour and models to aid study towards better treatment are urgently needed. Here, a genetically-relevant zebrafish model of aggressive human GBM which, thanks to the transparency of the developing fish body, enables live imaging and presents a means of high-throughput genetic and molecular manipulations towards therapeutic discovery
Read the published research article here
Today – 17th July 2024 – is Glioblastoma Awareness Day
Read here about the OurBrainBank initiative, the research and data collection community with a mission to turn GBM from terminal to treatable
Image from work by Alex Weiss and colleagues
Developmental and Stem Cell Biology Program, The Hospital for Sick Children, Toronto, Canada
Image originally published with a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International (CC BY 4.0)
Published in eLife (reviewed reprint), July 2024
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#science#biomedicine#immunofluorescence#biology#neuroscience#brain#brain tumour#cancer#glioblastoma#glioblastoma awareness day#awareness day#zebrafish#gbm#oncology#brain surgery#ourbrainbank
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Happy 10/25! I very sketchily drew some random points during Cascade. Let me know if you have a favourite :^)
First, the Heir of Breath creating the Scratch on the Beat Mesa. Second, Exile-era Earth with the control modules set to explode, Red Miles in the background. Third, Bec Jack Noir overlooking Jade’s questbed as he is about to lay her to rest there on LOFAF. Fourth, Dave and Rose in the core of Derse’s moon, deploying the Tumour. Fifth, Peregrine Mendicant discovering the Ring while dragging a fatally injuries Wayward Vagabond. Lastly, the enlarged Fenestrated Window (or Fourth Wall) that the Witch of Space is preparing to launch a Prospitian Battleship through.
#land of heat and clockwork#Land of frost and frogs#bec noir#Derse#wayward vagabond#peregrine mendicant#s: cascade#[s] cascade#10/25#cascade day#homestuck#panel redraw#flash redraw#the tumour#my body hates my now ooooooooooowwwwww
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actually i am going to elaborate on that psychoanalyzing blorbo post from days ago lol. long story short i've been trying since abt september to kind of start getting my shit together, maybe get into some kind of club or hobby that will help me work on my anxiety, maybe do some bucket list kind of stuff i've been putting off. and then last month mom got diagnosed w breast cancer
my Consistent response to things going wrong in my life is avoidance, isolating myself and trying to repress shit, so i gave up on all of those plans immediately bc i felt like it would put strain on my family and i started trying my best to focus on literally anything else bc i have shit to do + people/a job that needs me + i really couldn't face the reality of it right away
and that news came literally days after act 1 aired. so watching caitlyn then go on to try to repress any and all of her emotions/wants in favour of trying to be the person she believes everyone around her wants her to be and seeing exactly how badly that fucks up her life. felt extremely fucking pointed let me fucking tell you
#moms doing lots of tests to figure out how shes gonna proceed but its looking good atm. probably caught it early#from what i understand the plan is to just cut out the tumour and shell be pretty much ok? i dont even think she needs to do chemo#and im doing ok. really trying my best to not do all of my usual shit lol. i have great friends which helps a lot#im not Fine ngl. it sucks. going through family history and literally the only people in my maternal line who didnt die of cancer#died young in some kind of accident before they could develop cancer. inc nan. who died when mom was my age#but im dealing w it! and mom seems ok if nothing else#but lacans mirror as a literary theory is fucking REAL and it haunts me every day of my life#levi.txt#cancer tw#this isnt any kind of cry for help or looking for sympathy/to talk abt it or god forbid trying to win fandom arguments etc etc#just like. its relevant to general life shit. itll probably come up bc its hard to completely avoid talking abt so i should mention it#and i think its funny the way the universe works out sometimes and how art can find you right when you need it#i feel like the cat in that post thats like 'see how jonesy survives alien bc she lets ripley put her in the carrier?'#'hello lesbian w avoidant coping mechanisms going through a massively upsetting life event. watch This'
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i want socialism and a systematic dismantling of the patriarchy and a sugar cube mounted on my wall that I am able to nibble at my leisure and those are my campaign policies mr president prime minister sir !
#please#guys I agreed to go in on my day off for overtime but now im sick and im regretting it and I want to just go sit in the graffiti tunnel and#and go buy my little copy of the brokeback play and read it sitting a pissy bit of a kurb and#smoke my lungs into two big tumours and write bubble writing on the wall and draw something political but instead I have to bake baguettes#and deal with the recessed rotting mind of the average retail customer😔😔😔#am I cooked
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#bring me the horizon#bmth#music#ramble in the tags ignore;#double post because relistening to amo has made me hella emotional#recently my friend i started messaging in 2019 is currentpy undergoing treatment and its fucking with me i know my pain is literally#obselete#in this scenario because holy fucking shit they have a brain tumour what the fuck its so fucking cruel and i’ve been. crying listening to#this fucking song because i dont lnow what to fucking say anymore#how could i ever be so deeply attached to someone and have never met them in person#its fucking awful and i miss the days when we could send voice memos between shifts or school or family events to update eachother and talk#shit or editing kingdom hearts and kalegur#just got a notif from my other online friend who i have actually met in person once and they were so tired and i was so tired and while it#was awesome to meet them there’s so much time i still want to spend with them and who’s to say anything won’t happen to more people i know#i have another friend of 8.5 yrs and we joke about me moving out to mexico and being self sustainable and stuff and man i just want to be#with my friends happy and healthy and togetehr and just fucking okay jesus fuck#Spotify
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When you receive good news and the weight of the world falls from your shoulders…
#IT’S NOT CANCER#personal#context: I lost my dad to cancer 6 years ago and now they recently found a tumour on my mum’s brain#after several scans that kept getting rescheduled we’ve now learned it’s not cancer#in fact it’s not even on her brain it’s just next to it#like I know something has to take her one day but I was NOT ready to go through all of that again#so fucking relieved like this is all I’ve been thinking about#emotional tears#personal post#to maybe delete later
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my brain is not good rn
#imptxt#mild complaining#paranoia sucksssss#i am scared i might have a brain tumour. it's not likely at All but i can't control my brain#ive had a mild headache for. the last three days and it's continuing today#it's not there 24/7 nor is it incredibly painful. but it's annoying! and getting me paranoid!#probably just stress im always stressed
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sometimes i love healthy anxiety because i find such creative ways to link symptoms together
#i just had an ear infection the last few days#and i also have like a weird lump on the back of my ear#which sorta appeared out of nowhere in the last month or so?#apparently you can get ear infections from benign tumours in your ear!#so!
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baby girl forever
#minnow#rats#mine#yeag i am very aware of her tumour please dont come to me about it 😔#evaluating her qol every day#minnow is extremely loved and cherished
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You know what infuriates me from classicists? When people talk about the inheritance of the Greek and Latin literary and theatre traditions they always jump to the ascetic halls of European universities, and fucking cut out the Persians and Arabics and Andalusian Spain and literally all of the Islamic world. Like no! The French didn’t invent courtly fucking love you buffoons! They don’t have shit on Ibn Sina’s Treatise on Love, you just are cowards who didn’t read it.
#unintelligible rants#writing#greek#classics#classical literature#classic literature#literature#latin#islam#i’m going to fight oxbridge one day and burn that cancerous tumour people call a bastion of learning to the fucking ground#watch me
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5 year brain tumour “anniversary”
I don’t love saying the word ‘anniversary’ in relation to something so awful as being diagnosed with a brain tumour. But also, i suppose I am celebrating today. Despite it being Boxing Day, I am also celebrating being alive after 2 brain surgeries, 2 chemotherapy treatment rounds and 1 radiotherapy treatment and about 20+(?) MRI scans. I never ever imagined five years ago I would have made it…
#anniversaries#boxing day#brain#brain tumour#brain tumour awareness#life#mortality#positive#positivity#thoughts
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I got screened for a cancer and found a plethora of health issues that have taken up essentially all my time outside of my current commissions.
I'm real sorry the GTA and new SR art has been delayed this long, but it is for a good cause! I am applying for surgery and more scans to assess treatment options to recover my health as soon as possible!
It has been very scary, but I wish to heal and return to art very soon so I am not giving up! But I do need a little bit more time before I set up some fun stuff.
#at first it was just my art laptop suffering BSOD when i used CSP#i fixed that and was then handling memory allocation concerns and trying to prevent further issues#then my pc died and i had to take emergency commissions to replace some parts so i can use it again#i have it hooked up to a tv right now because I replaced the graphics card first LMAO#and I can't read my tv but it allows me to do work calls and try to play dnd on the saturday#i have been working saturdays even though it is against my beliefs but god will forgive me#the genocide affected my family personally recently and there was some distress about it#i think we'll genuinely have a lot going on for a while of course#but i was working strong on my hobbies and health until I expressed some trouble breathing and we noticed a growth in my neck#that tumour is not malignant so we are going to leave it for now because my blood work revealed an insane amount of problems later#confirmed or countered at the ER depending on the test LMAO so much came up at the ER#they wanted to do surgery on me that day but because some scans conflicted they could not approve me#I'm now going to get more scans from a specialist for the most immediate issue#the other tumours they found they THINK are noncancerous as well!#but I have some dysfunctional organs they want to keep a close eye on and one not working at all#not saints row#very personal update which i am sorry about#it feels important to say in case the doc is right about how dangerous this all is#i dont want to just disappear with no words if it's the worst#but It will not be that way if i can help it
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25 hours left with the family dog.
#he has cancer and is 16½ and we can't manage his pain anymore#his tumour is causing his spleen to bleed into his abdomen#until a few days ago he was still happy#until last night we could manage his pain#this is the most evil fucking entry in my planner
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