#To Forgive

[crmsnmth]

To Forgive

I'll be here, begging for forgiveness until my tongue runs dry cracked and bleeding, it falls out and I see the truth

I am unforgivable.

It doesn't matter that I'm a better person then I was It doesn't matter that I got on medication, got my head straight It doesn't matter that you were at fault too None of that matters

I take action and responsibility for every hole I put in the walls For every lie I told you, just to see if I could for every time I blamed you instead of myself for every time you were on the receiving end of my bipolar delusions for every single pill that i stole from you while you slept You caught me a million times and I still went out with a lie

None of us are perfect we are a flawed species love is just chemical reactions and I should've told you from the start I didn't feel it from you

I'm sorry you were just a body to fill the void that had become my heart

I can't force you to forgive me and I don't expect you to anyway That's just a fact I cannot change

But I can forgive you I forgive you for the manipulation For the brainwashing for the isolation for the screaming in my face for the knife in my chest for the mug that broke my nose I forgive you. I forgive you.

[dailydoseofjapanese]

yurusu | 許す | ゆるす

eng. = to forgive

trans. = "Ohhh 💓 cuuuute!! Forgive me for stepping on you, lil kitty" [smooching sounds]

[lured-into-wonderland]

second-nature - muse a runs their hand through muse b’s hair who’s leaning into them from behind - pls forgive the self-indulgence

Nunnally was standing on the rooftop, close to the railing, where she had a splendid view of the city. She liked it there. It was not only the view, but also the feeling that all her problems were left somewhere down below.

Suddenly, she heard the steps. She did not have to turn around to know it was Khaz. She could tell it by the way he walked, by the scent she could feel when he approached. It was the feeling of safety she had when he was close. When she was with him. Her hand moved up to gently touch his hair. It was supposed to be a quick gesture, a quick brush, but Nunnally let her hand stay there a bit longer. Caressing the soft blond hair of the other, then moving her hand lower to touch his cheek, and finally ending up hugging his neck and pressing herself close to him to almost melt into Khaz. He was much taller and she felt almost like a doll in his embrace. Although this feeling, the feeling of being a doll, usually made her annoyed, it was much welcomed when she was with him. Nunnally did not feel necessary to speak for a few moments just enjoying them being together, when finally, she whispered: --

“I missed you. It was too long since I saw you.” – she knew she should stop there but she just could not avoid adding – “Every time you’re gone, I am all scared I am not going to see you again…” – there were so many reasons why that might have turned to be the reality, but she did not want to discuss them. Instead she just pressed herself closer to him.

“It’s good to be here…with you…Khaz…”

[liakns]

Não se culpe por ter sido bom, não se culpe por ter sido honesto ou intenso. Não se culpe por ter sido gentil só porque tiraram proveito disso. Pelo contrario, se orgulhe, porque você conseguiu manter seu coração puro diante de tanto caos. Mas perdoe. Sobre tudo, você.

[antennatoheaven]

[wolfertinger666]

self portrait

(He/him) 🏳️‍⚧️

[xzyumi]

tang dynasty miku

[thequotegarden]

Imagine meeting someone who wanted to learn your past not to punish you, but to understand how you needed to be loved.

[kaisenkalogathia]

Gojo x Deadpool 😫😫😫

Art by: akutawah

[bellwethers]

Tough.

[hinamie]

post-graduation trip airport looks

[sparrowlucero]

The greatest injustice ever faced is that I almost certainly started the still thriving "clown husbandry" tag on here, but any discussion about it (from a know your meme page to a youtube video with 500k views) says it's a joke of "unknown origin" or credited to this post, likely bouncing off of mine (which was actively circulating at the time with like 30k notes):

This is a tragedy for many reasons, most of all because it wasn't just an offhand joke but actually a direct response to some of the funniest online hate I ever got:

They're erasing the truest history of tumblr: its desperate need to seethe and argue over every obvious joke with more than 10 notes.

anyways here is the canonical pet clown. according to me

[insomniphic]

What's your take on Odysseus's trauma and recovery back in Ithaca?

*looks at all the comics I made*

Lol but really, I realistically expect it to be severely rocky. He’ll have good days, mostly bad days, but what keeps him grounded is of course his family, you know?

But imagine losing your entire fleet under your command...

...only to come back to an entire population of thousands of people, expecting that you will lead them.

What if he fails again?

[wolfythewitch]

i have so much rage in me one day i think i will explode. i dont think i know how to forgive as much as i know how to forget

[paddysol]

they are gossiping your honour