#This is making me so upset

[pigeon-butch]

ARGHHH I AVOIDED COVID FOR SO LONG.... genuinely so frustrating that my school has decided its not a problem anymore and reverted to pre-covid absence policies so half the damn class came in sick!!! keep other people safe and fail the class vs take the risk and pass. goddamn

[carbonatedpitt]

Shut up why is he so gorjus

[shepscapades]

i apologize for bringing up evo but the last time jimmy was stuck in an empty town, he ended up working for the listeners and it drives me insane /pos

it was my 1st thought about tumble town being empty

Oh my GOD

NO YOURE RIGHT I.

head in hands ohmygod

[blizzardprincess]

Rp struggles

As a writer and someone who does RP, I hate it when I have a character that I love so much but I can't use her because she's a girl and my RP partner prefers male characters...

In this new RP I have three characters, two girls and one guy. It is very obvious he favors my male character. I have so much lore for the two girl characters and yes even for the male character, I don't discriminate while crafting my characters. My main thing is I put the character first, I don't care about the gender. However he sees my male characters and automatically is drawn to them first because they have d!cks. He's literally admitted that.

I just don't know what to do. I don't want to only make male characters but in order for them to have written screen time I feel like they have to be male. I am so proud of how I write my characters and I love writing my female characters, but he prefers my male characters. Honestly this male character so far has been so BORING for me to write because of this factor. I know the only reason he's liked is because he's a male character. I'm tired.

I guess I just don't understand why someone would prefer a character because of what's in their pants, probably because I'm asexual. I like a character based on their character, but he always likes a character first up because the character is a man.

I don't know what to do, I really don't and I feel like I've said that enough. I've tried to bring this up to him but he just brushes off my feelings, I don't know why. I try to always listen to him and honestly I wasn't even going to make a male character but I forced him in there because I know what he prefers. My first two designs for the RP were the two female characters, but then I got extremely anxious that he wouldn't want to RP if I didn't add a male character, so I forced myself to. Now he's overshining my other two characters, even though I'm convinced if one of my female characters was a male he'd be all over her. But no because she's a girl she gets side lined.

[saintturpentine]

Thinking about the day I told myself I’d play guitar more then cut my finger so badly I can’t play anymore. Good times

[merlucide]

How to stop binge eating, no borax no glue

[rinsilverstar223]

I think one of the hardest things is when I give so much of my time to listen to others talk about their interests, but they don't even have the decency to listen to me share even a little about mine.

Today, I was sitting with my sister. She was sharing about this new audio book she's been listening to. When she finished, I spoke up and wanted to share about the audio book I've been listening to recently. She just put her earbuds back in and didn't let me finish my sentence.

I want to be an empathetic person who listens to others, but it's so hard sometimes. Stuff like this really makes me want to be like, "you know, I don't actually care about this audiobook that you're listening to, and I'd rather not spend precious time listening to you tell me some long drawn out explanation of the plot and characters".

[jeonseoguu]

fighting spirit

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[enduracarrotchips]

devastated abt champions tunic upgrade materials

[inkskinned]

we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.

"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."

i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.

you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"

i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.

what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.

i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.

"don't make a big deal about this," you said.

this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.

"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.

you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."

the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.

afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."

[beastlyidiocy]

my sweet old man who is genuinely too kind for the world he lives in :(

[yaolmao]

they should work together idk guys

[shepscapades]

Your highness… I don’t feel so good

[buppkizz]

tf2 karaoke! 🎤🎶

(here's a list of the referenced+a couple extra songs)

[hinamie]

off on an adventure ! this au turns 1 week old today

jjk atla!au with @philosophiums

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[hahahalfwit]

I HATE MIRROR MIRROR IM GOIGN TO FROW UP