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I was thinking just one time Maybe the stars align And maybe I call you mine
You are not my father, and you are not my brother, so why do you care so much? B e c a u s e. Happy 15th Kiss-iversary: October 27, 2008 ∞ October 27, 2023
#gossipgirledit#ggedit#Gossip Girl#Nate\Jenny#Ultimate OTP#Forever and always my number one#Epic#My Stuff#Honestly didn't expect to be making a set for their 15th anniversary#Like holy crap it's been that long#I remember seeing this live#Also I was 15 when I fell for these fools even before the show was a thing#Haven't been the same since#They have my fandom heart forever#I've been also meaning to do a set for them to this song because even though it fits so many ships#Had this come out in 2010 best believe I would've connected it to them like I did everything else#I have another one in the works for 1989 TV so stay tuned for that
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prime and protector fanart for @astolat's story, fool's hope on ao3
#megop#maccadam#transformers#optimus prime#megatron#this is fanart from a year ago that i decided to finally post#with tf one coming out soon i hope everyone will fall in love with megop anew#it's the ship that got me into tf fandom and will forever be dear to my heart#if you have never read astolat's megop fics please do!!!#they are all fantastic#my art#illustration
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istanbul (not constantinople)
#kingdom hearts#khux#khdr#khml#video#animatic#oh my god its finally done#ive been working on this for the better part of a week#and ive had the idea for much longer#it feels really good to finally have the finished product#yeah fun fact this is the first animatic ive made#kinda crazy since ive been in fandom for what feels like forever now#but ive never made one before#its pretty fun!!#and frustrating#but primarily fun#homegrown
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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Sonic in sonic prime: "i heart you too shadow"
Me, watching it for the 4th time: "omg he hearts him too"
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sonic prime#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#river talks#sonic fandom#Shadonic#Sonic x shadow#Sonic x#shth#I can't get over this moment#Seriously gonna rewatch it again#I love prime shadow so much#You have no idea#I am so normal about them#Shadow#“I heart you too”#Is going to be tattooed in my brain forever
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gotta be honest gang, i'm starting to feel like i'm never gonna love another show as much as i love ofmd
#tv: our flag means death#ofmd#seeing a lot of people on my dash posting about newer shows has me feeling some type of way#and the thing is the shows a lot of people seem to be moving on to are ones i genuinely like!#i get why you would want to talk about them!#but none of them hit for me the way ofmd hits you know?#even series that i've loved forever don't have to the same type of luster#i've been in a lot of fandoms in my life and loved a lot of stories to the point that they felt like a part of my soul#but i can't remember a time i've loved any story quite as much as this one#i think it's gonna live in my heart forever
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where are my GROSS and DEPRAVED women. where are my SICK FREAK NASTY touch starved BITCHES
sooooo xara pilled truly. WANTED TO TAKE A CRACK AT MY OWN DESIGN FOR HER. she’s one of my favorite characters from season two (besides binta my love) despite her like. mmmmaybe 30 minutes tops screentime LMAO
might do her actual admin form at some point too, but that’d be along with the other admins of course !!!!
loveee Making sketch pages that are impossible to crop properly HAHA heres the full!!
#i have been soooo enamored joining this fandom and seeing the fuckin#COOL ASS ADMIN DESIGNS!?#the animalistic ones especially just catch my heart i loveee that added fantasy aspect!!#wanted to draw xara so bad and try my hand at a neat design ever since I got back into this damn series heheh#love her dearly forever and ever#so glad I didn’t almost accidentally kill her on my first playthrough COUGHS#mcsm#mcsm art#mcsm fanart#minecraft story mode#minecraft#mcsm xara#xara mcsm#mcsm season 2#mcsm s2#i see the admins as like. all part dragon. if that makes sense?
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Did you get bored with Greed? 🥺
Oh not at all, I just have a clinical need to make a name for myself shitposting in as many fandoms as I can so sometimes the older ones go on hiatus for a bit, I'm greedy like that
#that's how it is#as a less shitposty answer I actually shift fandoms fairly regularly lol fma was actually a major outlier in how long it was like#the ONLY one I posted art for#I still love greedling with all my heart and soul but also I spent all of 2022 working on nothing but a greed animatic#and burnt out Hard once that was done hahaha#gotta let the old earth recover for a bit before you can till it again ya feel?#but don't worry i have a whole fuckin cosplay of this guy i'm stuck with him forever lmao#reply#doodles#fma#greed
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These renders of disgust have me on my KNEES /pos
#SHES SO PRETTY (respectfully)#I will forever heart disgust#I'm proud to have her as my current pfp#inside out#inside out fandom#inside out 2#inside out disgust
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Honestly, I'm really grateful that my brain isn't wired to jump from hyperfixation to hyperfixation. It has its own unique drawbacks, sure, but I've always found it really comforting that I know what to expect from myself.
#falling out of love with my own projects is something I find really oddly horrifying#but the only time I really ever stop loving something is if the thing itself gives me a reason not to like it#the only reason I ever really stopped doing VOH fanart is because the fandom for it dried up completely and my my job at the time demanded#all of my art attention#i've still drawn the characters a few times since then tho#I still love them with all of my heart lol#same with slayers and sailor moon#and ofc my love for dmc revs back up into action every time a new game comes out#(looking at the reboot) not you#been hyperfixated on resident evil since 1996 lol#killer instinct since 1994#god now that's a thing why have I never done modern killer instinct fanart? Sabrewulf's new design is a chef kiss#I've got my ancient KI fanart from the 90s have I ever posted it for you guys lmao it's amazing. all the love a 10 year old can pour#as we speak I have some of my voh doujin [hush you they're clean/story driven ones] on my desk bc I was reading through them again#anyway my point is... there's a few things I fell out of love with ofc#but those were all for actual 'story jumped the shark/tied to a bad experience' reasons#I'm thankful that my exact form of audhd doesn't come with jumping hyperfixations#ofc this means you're stuck with soli#stuck with it forever#(villainous thunderclash)#I love tumblr's post culture most of this post is in the goddamn tags
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unfortunately i have the kind of autism that makes people have to explain things to me/i have to bounce my ideas around with people who know things before thoughts become anything for me
#when i did cape literature it was the first time i had actually read shakespeare in its like. original english dialect#and i would read the play on my own at home‚ not understand anything much less connect themes or anything#then go to school and sit in class while we read it and it would feel like i was reading it for the first time#much of my existing is masking like. pretending i know things i think i'm fr stupid at heart#<- i got away with a lot of this at school like i never spoke in patois i never wore braids my parents were still super helicopter-y#so i was generally unaware of like. school gossip or jamaican pop culture because at first i didn't have a phone and then later on#i straight up stopped caring about pretending to care about that stuff#i was pretty quiet but at the same time i had a lot of friends but didn't have a friend group etc etc#i Appeared like the perfect student so i got away w cheating on tests or not knowing stuff etc etc#especially towards the end of highschool when my depression got really bad and my overall average was in the 60s#very often i would submit assignments and tests thinking i got my point across perfectly or answered questions right according#to what i studied then id get the grades and commentary back and i fucking failed or something#so now whenever my profs or people in fandom r like you're so smart or you articulate your works very well i'm like What the fuck thank you#and it imprints in my brain forever because this is new to me#jamaican academia and jamaica in general is like so much about following roles than it is being a person#and when you're neglected and outcast and autistic it becomes impossible to be jamaican at all#and now people both here (jamaica) and in ghe us ask me shit like “wait you were born and puved in jamaica your whole life??”#it's. anyway#this post was originally about how i'm actually kind of stupid#*
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one direction was such a part of our childhood and teenage years growing up and the band and all the members in the band were very much more than just a band to us and to anyone especially going through a rough time. we didn’t have the best childhoods and so we found comfort in a band and it’s members and we grew up with them as the same way they grew up. those core one direction memories when they were still a band will always be there and yeah it is a lot to now think about how that band growing up and that band that made you smile, that band that provided you with such a happiness that you couldn't even begin to explain is now four members like it is an odd feeling to now just think about and try to contextualize with everything, so if you need a moment take it. grief is an odd feeling and everyone will deal with it in their own way
#I had said something similar to my best friend because we both just feel odd about the entire situation#for me as I told her one direction was a comfort because I had a shitty childhood and life in general and I found comfort in a band#and in a fandom and I would tweet my little heart put back in 2013-2016 on my fan account#the band and the fandom made me feel happiness and at that point in my life if i didn’t have the band I don’t know what would have happened#and I still think about it today in the sense of how alone I felt when I was first diagnosed with depression and anxiety at 14#and how despite everything going on in my life at that point I always had one direction to make me feel better in a way#and it’s a lot to process and comprehend and how to articulate how you feel#i had family members messaging me today that I hadn’t talked to in forever because again I was known for loving this band so much#more of steph’s random thoughts#one direction#liam payne#louis tomlinson#harry styles#niall horan#zayn malik
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Sonny joined his nation football team in Kuwait around 3 in the morning for 2026 FIFA World Cup qualification
#his hand omg his hand#dude's hand should have its own fandom#no sure abt the pink tho#Son Heung Min#Sonny#my favorite people#I put my heart into every gifset I’ve made#forever#Son Heung-Min#my roman empire
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Skyfall by Adele is so Johnlock.
#johnlock#sherlock#johnlock fanfiction#sherlock fandom#sherlock tv#sherlock x john#sherlock bbc#bbc sherlock#skyfall#adele#the melody is just UGH#Sherlock and John will forever have my heart#just a thought#Spotify
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playing sonic adventure 2 has healed my inner child in ways i cannot describe
#sonic franchise was my first ever fandom i have joined. discovered it thru my older brother etc etc.#i used to#consume the amvs and fanarts on a daily basis in doses that were considered unhealthy and#and it was just so#idk#i loved it tbh#the fandom will forever hold a special place in my heart#forever n ever until i die i gues s#ok ima shut up now whatever#segaaaaaa thank u#thank u for the sonic franchise#oh wait...maybe#maybe i should draw some sonic related stuff since the franchise is trending again#anywah#goodnight#👍#kyu talks#txt#shadamy forever btw#and knoxuge also
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I know we as a fandom all love to shit on Duncan whenever we get the chance (see: me posting Duncan GruncanWuncan) especially since the like, two times we ever see him he's shitting on us for being ourselves then tries to kill us because of his own delusions of grandeur but I thought about it and I was like, "......man that's kinda Sad actually"
BECAUSE seeing this from Duncan's perspective; he's The Best, he always has been the best, but reality constantly shows him that isn't true (Malorn, The Wizard, anyone else)
Like imagine how painful that can be when you think something that you truly deserved and something that you've fought for, maybe for your entire life, is seemingly handed to others who aren't nearly as deserving as you
And yeah WE know that Duncan has neither worked (very hard, at least) for his perceived greatness NOR does he truly """deserve""" it (Duncan has been shown to be shirking his duties off to us and possibly others for his own gain), but DUNCAN doesn't know this. Like in his mind he truly, honestly, genuinely believes with his whole fragile heart that he is just above everyone else and puts more effort in trying to convince others of that rather than literally just trying to work towards that himself
And then there's the extra added insult that even in his own class he's pretty mediocre. Duncan INSISTS that he was Malistaire's best student and that he praised Duncan maybe once and that all other Death students only wish they could be like him, but... Malorn. And I bet deep down Duncan KNOWS that in fact Malorn was Malistaire's best and most talented. And Duncan can't even really twist that in his mind because it was made solid when Malorn took over Malistaire's duties instead of him. It was proven as a hard fact that Malorn was more suited to the job than Duncan was and is widely recognized as being The Best Death student (if the YW isn't a Necromancer)
Okay so fine. Whatever it's just Death right? At least Duncan can be the best at ANYTHING ELSE, maybe he's not the most talented Necromancer but there's 6 more types of magic to excel in!!!
But then another person ruins that. The Young Wizard poofs in from another world and suddenly, Duncan is overshadowed once more because a literal child prodigy and Local Hero arrives and literally saves their world and then, the universe. Multiple times in fact
Like bro I can imagine that could be at least a little bit painful for anyone, but imagine with Duncan's already low self-esteem and his fragile, large ego, he literally and genuinely took that personally and a hit to your pride is devastating for anyone, no matter who you are. That was like, Strike Three for Duncan and it was so very personal and important to him that it left him in a deep and vulnerable state
But I think the absolute saddest part of Duncan's downfall is that near the end, he was ultimately manipulated by an adult. A grown ass adult noticed and acknowledged his insecurities and purposely struck where it hurts the most, in his weakest state. Duncan already wasn't thinking clearly from the start but when everything went to shit for him and he was clinging, Gretta DarkKettle approached him and completely broke him down to make him into something else entirely for the Schism's benefit.
Of course Duncan was a piece of shit from the start but he truly didn't have any malicious intentions until Gretta messed with his mind. Like, he went from a pretty much harmless bully to an actual criminal of the state and a threat to the literal universe. Duncan was CORRUPTED and all of his worst fears and delusions were solidified the moment Gretta """validated""" those feelings Duncan had.
Is Duncan completely blameless? Fuck no he did some fucked up shit actually and I'm glad he was held accountable for it by the narrative and the fandom!!! But I think it's something to be said that at the end of the day, Duncan was still a child that was suffering from many type of issues before being recruited and manipulated by a powerful literal cult. Wizard101 does have a theme of malicious intending and less than responsible adults using children to get what they want (Malistaire, Morganthe's brother, GF Spider, GM Raven, coughcoughAmbrose) but unlike the Young Wizard who successfully stays true to themselves despite that, Duncan had a more Morganthe-like route and ultimately succumbed to it. Of course their situations are a lot different since the YW wasn't brought in by a cult, but you can't help but feel bad for someone so young being preyed on by older people who are supposed to look out for them and protect them from something just LIKE that.
I will always shit on Duncan because it's funny and hold him accountable for his actions because he should, but I also feel bad for him and I hope he had a better ending after he was defeated
#this isnt like a callout post btw LMAO everyone is free to feel how they feel#this isnt me like shitting on the fandom or anything pls dont feel that way#i just think duncans situation is really interesting and kinda important to look at beneath all the memes and stuff#duncan is a loser in my heart but he's a victim in my soul. poor kid#also think about the fact that he STILL wasnt strong enough even after all that. we still defeated him#he spent most of his young life having all that resentment and anger and hatred in his heart-#-and thought it would all finally be worth it once we were dead but that also fell apart#my fave types of villains are the ones who trult believe they were right/were wronged by the world#duncan literally had delusions of granduer. thats super tough to get over#the feelings and belief of self can be so so important to someone#what you truly believe about YOURSELF is like the core. it can even be more important that religion/family/etc. for some people#it personally makes sense to me that duncan would feel so broken after having that 'taken' away from him#because if you dont have yourself to count on then who???? what else is there#also sad because literally the wizard did nothing to him. we were just minding our own business but duncan still took it personally#it didnt have to be that way at ALL and i hope he gets some therapy and gretta gets locked up forever#anyway. im normal#wizard101#w101#wiz101#duncan grimwater#long post#text post
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