#They are strugglign but trying!

[ancha-aus]

RealAgeAU - First Night

We are back because i had a new idea and i really liked it :3 and I really wanted to type a KillerPOV drabble so here we are

So we are back with a new drabble! also @spotaus get over here :D also. *nervous laughter* I think these drabbles keep getting longer and longer. don't expect long drabbles each time please hehe... Some concepts are just shorter in what they need to do them justice and sometimes i get multiple ideas for the same scenerio and they get longer to fit it all.

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Look at these guys trying to parent their immortal child. Look they know the situation even if they are still getting used to the idea and all it implies

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Killer watches the farm house through the tree line with a frown. Cross stands next to him with his own frown "Think this was a bad idea? Maybe we can go to another place."

Killer thinks as he keeps staring at the door that Horror disappeared into "Maybe..." except they had been constantly universe hopping for the last four days. Never staying for longer than either a quick nap, meal or supply run.

A glance back to see Dust who stands with a very exhausted Nightmare.

Killer turns back to the house "Maybe for the better." even if they really need a night of rest and-

Dust huffs "Or you can just have trust in Horror's opinion and wait it out."

Killer turns back with a glare "I am being cautious!"

Dust doesn't even look at him "You are being an idiot. Crop is fine. He never sold Horror out to the Stars. He won't sell out Nightmare." Dust keeps looking at Nightmare who is very clearly on the path to fall asleep fully.

Killer glares but steps away from the treeline and marches over to Dust. He glares and takes Nightmare from his hold. Dust looks unimpressed but doesn't challenge him.

Nightmare grumbles but just turns around and holds unto him instead as Killer hugs him close. Killer can feel his soul getting a bit smushed between them but it feels nice. a pressure that reassures him that nightmare is there and alive and fine.

Ngihtmare is still so light and tiny and fits so perfectly and Killer honestly doens't want to let go.

There is a very good reason that Nightmare hardly has to walk himself as all four of them are more than happy to hold unto him.

Cross looks up "Horror is coming this way."

Killer turns to look in the right direction as Dust stands next to him with his hand in his pockets.

Horror joins them and looks between Dust and him. more pointedly at Nightmare before pointing back over his shoulder "We can stay for a bit." Then he stares at Killer "please just behave. Crop is nice."

Killer huffs as he hugs Nightmare tighter to him. Nightmare huffs as he looks at him annoyed but doesn't complain. Killer actually feels Nightmare hold unto him tighter as well. Clearly more anxious about this meeting than he wants to admit.

Killer coos and nuzzles the tiny skull "It is okay Nightlight, if anything happens we are out before they even have the chance to do anything." Nightmare ducks his skull and mumbles some words before nodding.

Cross pushes and pats his own clothes down. Trying to get some of the dirt and grime off "Okay. okay. good first impressions. We can do this." he straightens his spine and nods to Horror. Clearly giving up on being presentable.

Killer can admit the constant universe hopping hasn't been the best for their overall hygiene which was another deciding factor for even considering doing this.

Horror gives him another look and Killer grumbles "Fine fine! I won't start trouble." for now. unless that other sans tries anything to hurt or take their little nightlight.

Horror still holds his gaze for a moment longer before nodding and leading the group towards the house. Instead of knocking again he just pushes the door open and gives them a look "no shoes" he glances at Nightmare who still doesn't have fitting shoes and clearly gives up with having manners concerning their babybones.

Killer shrugs and easily kicks off his shoes by the door, Dust does the same while Cross puts his shoes neatly by the door. Horror removes his own shoes again and leads them in.

Killer holds Ngihtmare close and starts to hang back in the group, nearest the door but still able to keep a close socket on what is going on.

Steps on the stairs and a sans walks down. this one has green eye lights and looks up with a smile "Howdy! It is nice to meet you'll!" he nods to dust "Good to see you again Dust. How is the shoulder holding up?"

Dust shrugs and gives a thumbs up.

Crop nods and smiles at them "Anyway. Horror told me about... the situation." and it is obvious in his curius gaze who he is looking for.

Killer pulls Nightmare a bit closer to him but Horror shoots him a warning look and motions forwards.

Killer huffs but slowly walks closer. Making sure everything about him says not to even fucking try or there will be pain. Nightmare turns slowly to study the new skeleton.

Crop smile turns more nervous as Killer goes closer but his whole face lights up when he spots Nightmare. Killer is a bit torn on how to feel about that. Obviously it is the correct reaction, Nightmare is the most adorable little babybones. But this is their babybones and Killer feels possessive over him.

Crop smiles more gentle as he focusses on Nightmare "Hey there. I am Crop. Horror's friend. Nice to finally meet you."

Nightmare frowns and pushes closer to Killer. Still feeling a bit conflicted about being treated as a kid it seems. At least he isn't trying to deny he is a child anymore. Killer nuzzles the top of the tiny skull and Nightmare relaxes more in his hold.

Crop grins widely as he looks at Horror "Anyway. I was grabbing some stuff. I don't have a lot of children things but I do got some too small clothes for either my brother or me." He looks from skeleton to skeleton "I... think you all can use a moment to relax."

After which Crop points out the obivous living room and kitchen. He motions towards two doors to the side which he says are his own and his brother's room. Next he shows the door under the stairs that leads to a bathroom and he welcomes them to use it.

Dust frowns "anything apple scented? apples dont go over well with Ngihtmare."

Crop tilts his skull but clearly thinks it over "I don't think so... if you do find anything with apples you can just leave it in my room, I ask you not to throw it away because somethings are harder to get than others."

Dust nods and takes Nightmare out of Killer's arms again and Killer can't help but watch closely as Dust easily gains a secure hold on Nightmare and Nightmare gets comfortbale with practised ease.

Dust nods to them "I am going to wash us." and he goes towards the bathroom.

Crop frowns "I am afraid i don't have enough toothbrushes for all of you. Maybe I got some somewhere but i wouldn't know where."

Dust shrugs as he raises his own bag "Has some necesserities." and he disappears inside.

Crop nods before looking at the them "I can show you the spot I had in mind for you guys. It is the attic and I apologise for the mess but I am sure it can be quickly changed to fit you."

Horror nods and Cross smiles "Thank you so much. Sorry for springing this on you..."

Crop waves it off "It is better than Horror just showing up with a stranger who had a hlaf severed shoulder."

Killer and Cross both blink and slowly turn to Horror. Horrro just looks sheepish "The crystal wasn't charged and Dust had been the one injured. This was as far as I could get..."

Killer blinks, okay that explains why Horror had trusted this place and this person.

Even so as Crop starts to lead them up the set of stairs Killer shares a look with Cross and nods towards the bathroom holding Dust and Nightmare. Cross follows his gaze before nodding and easily going to stand guard by the door.

Perfect. that way if anyone tries anything there is Cross to stop them as Dust can get Nightmare away safely. Killer quickly goes after Horror and Crop.

The attic is full of old boxes. But also an old closet, a large lounge chair by the round window and a nice queen sized bed. It is bare at the moment but Crop walks over with some new sheets and blankets and puts them on the bed. After it he quickly goes to the window and opens it to let the room breathe.

Crop turns around and smiles "Well, this is the attic. obviously a bit of a mess but we can probably move all the boxes and old stuff towards that area" he points to the side "Which will open up the space for you five to use." he looks sheepish "my house isn't exactly made to hosue this many people so it isn't a long term solution but this should work for a little while for you guys."

Horror nods as he starts moving stuff around "Thank you again Crop. This means a lot."

Killer gets to work with putting the bedding on the bed and getting ti ready. He doesn't care to much about bedding himself but Nightmare can't handle the cold that well and he deserves every bit of comfort they can get him.

Crop smiles "no worries! I am happy i can help." he starts helping moving the tinier things around as Hroror does most of the heavy lifting "I can go into town aftr chores tomorrow to see what I other people in town have that we cna use. I will also call my brother after you guys are set up to tell him of the situation." he stops and shoots them a look "I already told Horror but I am going to need somekind of story to tell others around here. THe multiverse isn't a known thing and I honestly don't want to get involved with that too much." and he waits.

Horror and him share a look before they look back at Crop "We will... figure somethign out..."

Killer nods "We will have to talk with the others. see what we can say and get a general idea." Killer figures they can sell it as being one of their babybones having been stolen six years ago. Probably either Dust or Cross as both have purple magic and would fit genetic wise. Can probably fit somekind of abusive ex in there that would explain Nightmare's nervous and scared reactions.

He will offer it as an explanation to the others later.

Crop nods "I will for now just say some friends came by with a babybones and you guys aren't willing to tell me exactly what happened yet. Should buy us more time but also enable to get someone to come to make sure he is okay."

Cold dread and Killer growls "What the hell are you talking about?!"

Crop blinks "A healer? Horror said that there was magic at play that caused him to become an adult before and now a child again. I can only imagine what kind of strain and restriction that places on a child's magic and soul."

A new dread. a fear he hadn't considered.

Did the magical protection harm Nightmare's own magic?!

Horror nods "And a healer would be able to make sure he is okay?"

Crop relaxes and smiles "hopefully. But for that I am going to have to need somekind of explanation or they will worry any damage or wounds have been newly inflected." and he shoots them a look "Which... could cause trouble with the family situation you guys have established at the moment."

Hroror frowns and Killer knows they both know what Crop implied. If someone thinks they are actively abusing him they will try to take Nightmare away from them for his own safety. The fact they all have love and aren't the most... friendly looking monsters will work against them.

Crop finishes putting some spare clothes in the closet "Again, I can buy some time with vague answers but from there on the explanation is up to you four." he looks around the room "This good for now? Sorry there isn't anymore space but Papyrus will come back soon and need his own room."

Horror thanks him again and says it will work just fine. Crop welcomes them to use the shower and bathroom as much as they want and that his kitchen is open for them to use whenever.

After that is is mostly a blurr. They finish getting the attic ready for them and Killer takes his turn to shower after Dust as Horror and crop work together on some quick dinner for them all.

The meal itself is mostly silent as Horror tries to coax Nightmare into eating. Nightmare still has the bad habit of eating too little or not eating at all when he is nervous or anxious, which is often.

Killer is still not a fan of how Crop seem to stare mystified and in awe at Nightmare. completely enchanted by the sight of the small babybones.

soon dinner is ready and Killer gets ready for bed quickly as Dust takes over most of the duties to get Nightmare ready, having had the most practise up to this point.

Killer just lays in the bed waiting when Dust comes by to drop Nightmare off with him "get him comfortable." and Dust leaves to get ready for bed himself.

Killer immediantly hugs the tiny form close and purrs "busy day today."

Nightmare hums sleepily nad give shim the stink eye but Killer grins as he pokes one of the little cheeks. Nightmare grumbles as he pushes at the hand poking him "Killer..."

Killer chuckles as he hugs the other close "Tiny grumpy nugget." Killer laughs as he sees Nightmare's little skull explode with a purple blush as he pushes at him.

"Killer stop that" it is more of a whine than a real demand and Killer nuzzles the skull with a purr. Killer can admit it is amazing to just lay in a bed. feeling clena and having a Nightmare near while content, full of food, and clean. only thing better would have been to have him wrapped up in a warm blanket directly after a very warm bed. but Killer only had that happen once before.

For now he just holds the tiny being near and relaxes when his own soul is right next to the comfortable babybones.

Honestly? All of this was worth it to have Nightmare clean, well fed and ready to sleep in an actual bed. Killer will admit to himself that the others were right with them having to find a place to settle, at least for a short while.

By the time that Dust returns and joins him Nightmare is already sound asleep and Killer is close to going to sleep himself. He falls asleep before either Cross and Horror join them.

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Cross finally finished cleaning up himself and feels so many times better. Cross can admit he has problems with being dirty and is a neat-freak as Killer likes to call it. Cross doesnt mind it much because despite his teasing Killer also makes sure they go to places and by places where Cross can get the time to clean himself up.

Cross was a bit unsure about this plan at first but with the absolute faith both Horror and Dust had shown in the plan it had been a quick decision to trust them on this.

and they had been right!

The sans, crop, had been nice and helpful and immediantly saw Nightmare as the child he was. Which honestly is amazing and the only correct answer in Cross's mind. He also apologised for only having one bed available to them but Horror had just shrugged and siad it wouldn't be the first time they slept in a pile. Crop had been confused but didn't demand an explanation. Which is good because Cross doubts any of them have an explanation for why they all feel so comfortable with eahc other and will gravitate to lay together.

The fresh ingredients and meal made with it had also been welcome and even needed by how clearly all of them had needed a calm evening. Seeing the others relax had been a welcome sight and Cross takes all their dirty clothes to the washer.

Cross takes time to put their things in the washer and turning it on the right cycle. They will probably have some clothes dye mix-ups but Cross isn't going to seperate it into three different loads and hog the washer and run up the electric AND water bill just to run three tiny washes when it fits in one.

Cross nods to himself as the washer gets to work and makes his way up the stairs, hearing Horror move around in the kitchen. No doubt cleaning up and preparing some food for tomorrow in advance. Cross walks up the set of stairs with a certain excitement, he hadn't seen the attic yet as Horror and Killer took care of getting their things up there and getting them all installed while Cross helped Dust with Nightmare.

Cross feels the clothes he is wearing. it is just old cotton t-shirt and old sweats but Cross feels so much better. Just the idea of not sleepign in his everyday clothes will be so nice!

He opens the door and moves silently into the dark room. THe window is still open to let in the fresh summer air and Cross sight finds the three sleeping in the bed.

Cross walks over and smiles as he sees Dust, Killer and Nightmare all sound asleep. Nightmare is held captive in Killer's arms but lays with his skull right against Dust's own skull. Dust lays mostly hidden under the blanket wiht Nightmare and Cross is pretty sure that Dust is rolled up around nightmare as much as he physically can with Killer being where he is.

Killer has two arms tightly around Nightmare but his skull lays higher on the pillow than Dust, making it seem both are slotted together.

The three of them hardly take up a third of the room on the bed like this but Cross can't get himself to lay in it just yet. Not with the sudden turbulance in his soul. He quickly, but silently, leaves the room and rushes out of the house.

He stands on the porch panting and shaking. What are they doing? They are going to mess this up beyond believe and-

A hand on his shoulder. Horror leans with his back against the fench and stares at him "What is wrong?"

Cross chuckles and lays his skull on the wood of the porch fench. It is cool in the night air "We are messing everythign up."

Horror tilts his skull "I mean. I think we have been doing alright."

Cross laughs as he holds his skull "alright?! We have been dragging a babybones through different universes and dimensions for the last two months, you know, after abandoning him for a month?!" How is that okay?! This is the first time that Cross saw Nightmare completely clean, fed and comfortable in a fucking bed. Three. Months!

Horror doesn't disagree with him and just rubs his back.

Silence around them and Cross groans "What are we going to do?"

Horror shrugs "Same as before? figure it out step by step and try to do right."

Cross pulls his skull away from the wood and looks at him "We couldn't even feed him regularly. we had no place to stay. We were homeless Horror."

Horror nods "And we will have to figure out a plan for that now."

Cross feels himself shake as the anxiety returns "How?! We have no money. we have no papers or passports. we have no plan. nothing!"

Horror gives him a calm look "We got a place to stay right now to figure it out."

Cross groans as he rubs his face "Great. just taking stuff."

hroror shrugs "We can help Crop on his farm as thanks." he shoots him a look "It wasn't like it was that different wiht Nightmare before. we did somework for him and in trade could live there and get things." he raises a brow "If it makes it easier. See it as a temporary job with included housing."

Cross blinks as he considers that. it... sounds better than just getting things and owning someone for a lot of things. he gives a slow nod.

Horror nods as he continues "As for the other things. we are still... figuring stuff out. We ar e new to all of this and didn't exactly have places to stay when we started this whole thing. I think we did okay." he shrugs and nudges him back inside "lets sleep. You are tired and it is making you anxious. Tomorrow we can talk with Crop about how this will all work and go from there."

Cross is unsure before nodding and following Horror back inside. Horror locks the door behind him before going upstairs. They get to the bed and Horror gets comfortable with practised ease and Cross follows his lead. a bit of rearranging and Cross feels himself relax as he lays near his... friends? colleagues? fellow co-parents? Cross doesn't think about it much longer.

Killer had once compared them to cats for their habit of laying on and enar one another and Cross can't help but agree. it helps to hear them and feel them close as Cross tries to sleep in an unfamiliar place.

He drifts off rather quickly as exhaustion makes itself known.

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And there we have the drabble on how their first night/day went when they started to stay with Crop!

I think they did okay :D

[jammystarscout]

its the 1 year anniversary of me being hyperfixed on hdo tomorrow :)

[zrllosyn-art]

Veronika "Nika" Belova and Zeke Manalo for @izfaish on artfight

[lucyfrankenstein]

writing ✍️

[minesweeping]

I SUCK AT SPLATOON

[alittleplaytime]

WAN A JOB SO BAD, I'M STRUGGLIGN TO GET ONE SO BAD THAT I'VE BEEN REGRESSED MORE OFTEN TO TRY AND COPE WITH IT BUT I REALLY WANT ONE. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO COMFORTABLY HANG OUT WIF MY FRIENDS ADN NOT FEEL LIKE A BURDEN BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO BUY ME FOOD WHEN WE GO OUT, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO PAY TO TO THE MOVIES LIKE THEY WANT AN BUY THEM FOOD TOO AN ALSO BUY MYSELF LITTLE PRESENTS EVERY NOW AND THEN!! :((

[eddiethehunted]

this edible is giving me the worst high ive ever had like im freaking out because my tongue feels weird and heavy and i can hardly move it and the back of my throat feels so dry and cottony that i am strugglign to swallow my spit dude. ive never had an eidble do this before am i going to die like actually. i feel like i am going to fucking die because my tongue is like not responsive properly. like it IS but i have to think about it really hard. also it made my gag reflex go away because i brushed my teeth and tongue really hard to try and help the cotton feeling and didnt even gag a little bit when i shoved that thang back there wtf. anway i am scared.

also i have had cotton mouth before but this feels like. worse

[musicfeedsmysoul12]

Uhhhhh.... hmm.

Switch around the protags and the parties for the plots of the Dragon Age games, maybe? Like the Dragon Age II are in the position to deal with the Dragon Age Origins plotline instead of the normal characters of that game.

A headcanon style answer. I spun a wheel for this:

Veilguard to Origins

Okay so- Davrin is now the experienced Warden helping the newbie (Rook) when Ostagar is overun by Darkspawn. Since he's an elf we don't have the subplot of 'secret prince'. Instead we have him struggling with the same sort of 'I should be dead' thing.

Bellara is the daughter of Flemeth who is still Bellara and low key so nervous about the whole Old God baby but as time goes on she wants to as she becomes friends with the others, and is scared to lose them.

Lucanis is the Antivan Crow sent after the wardens. Here he wants to die as he was recently posessed by a demon and just wishes things to end. Illario is sent after him, but instead of a fight to death it's Illario faking Lucanis is dead.

Taash is here but as a Vasoth warrior who is struggling with their identity after their mother was killed for hiding a firebreathing Qunari and Taash was taken by the Antaam however they escaped in Ferelden. It's a struggle for them.

Neve is a mage hiding in the Chantry after she trusted the wrong person during a case. She is facing her past as Aelia is after her.

Harding is the dwarven companion picked up in Orzammar who is lost in her own regrets after the woman she loved went looking for the Anvil of the Void, but Harding refused to follow. She was to scared to.

Emmrich is an older mage whom was visting the Circle from Nevara when it was over taken. He decides to assit in defeating the Blight.

Origins to DA2

HOF is now a refugee from Ferelden. Can be human, dwarf or elf. Things do change depending on it, with either the Alienage, Lowtown or Hightown their final destination.

Alistair is the Chantry Brother who is a prince. He is struggling with his feelings of duty to his country Ferelden which needs a king vs Elthina who he sees as a mother. This plotline is more focusing on identifying Elthina as abusive and deciding what he truly wants.

Zevran is the elf hiding from his former owners the Crows while trying to find the book he stole.

Leliana occupies the space of Bethany/Carver, being a friend of the HOF though here she is a romance option depending on what you do. You take her to the Deep Roads without Wynne, she dies. With Wynne, she becomes a warden. She stays in Kirkwall, she is a romance option.

Morrigan is the mage trying to rebuild a mirror she views as a piece of history.

Wynne is the Grey Warden posessed mage who is being corrupted by the lack of justice in the world.

Sten is a Qunari who ends up joining the HOF from time to time while while searching for the thief. He ends up leaving no matter what after act 2.

Loghain is the new guard captain who is trying to keep this city together.

Oghren is our dwarven companion, recently exiled to the surface as he tries to regain his glory alongside his wife Branka.

Shale has recently escaped Tevinter and wants revenge for how they treated her.

DA2 Becomes Inquisition

Hawke is the sad bastard in the wrong place at the right time.

Sebastian takes Cassandra's role as the right hand. He wants to help save the world while strugglign with the revelation of Chantry corruption.

Varric is a scout who joins the team from time to time. He and Oghren who is back as a compaion do not get along.

Oghren as said is still in Varric's canon roll so he is here.

Merrill is an elf mage who joins hoping to right the world. Or so she claims as she hides the secret she is behind this being the Dreadwolf herself.

Fenris is both Dorian and Bull, a veteran from Seheron. He is still an escaped slave.

Bethany is a mage who has high power in the ranks, and is invested in keeping her place. Her sibling may be the Inquisitor, but she wants peace more then anything.

Carver is a Templar companion who kind of takes the place of Blackwall, as he has some dark secrets and a few deaths he hasn't admitted on his hands.

Anders is Dorian kind of? He's a mage who joins to help the world but he's got his own issues going on.

Isabela is Sera really. She joined to get things profitable again. Why the FUCK is there ancient gods around?

Inquisition to Veilgaurd

Inquisitor was picked up by Oghren to save the world.

Vivienne is a Fade expert picked for her expert mind and knowledge of the beyond. She also is struggling with her lover's death which has left her fighting with others about his estate.

Bull is a Mercenary captain known for killing dragons, who wants things to go back to normal. As time goes on, he comes to terms with his own feelings about the Qun and how he is torn between two extremes in his life.

Sera is from Tevinter here, helping the Shadow Dragons stomp down on the bullies as she views them aka the Venatori.

Solas is our veil jumper who is very invested in the truth of his people.

Cassandra is from Nevarra, having been in the Necropolis her whole life, and struggles with her secret revulsion of death magic due to how her uncle raised her.

Varric is our companion from the third game, now unhappy to have magic.

Dorian is also from Tevinter, having teamed up with Sera to work with the Shadow Dragons.

Cole is a spirit being controlled by the Crows to kill. His story is about freeing him.

Blackwall is actually Thom here and a real grey warden who is looking after the griffins. His life is much better.

[isforever]

i should post this on @ass4ssinates but shhh deep in thought abt how blitz grew up poor, and how he's still strugglign financially, and how if there was a windfall after mastermind, he'd have no clue how to manage his money, and the fact he will go into debt trying to give stols vaguely the quality of life he had before and fksjdkjfkjs anyways

[orbot5]

Im unsure what ur going through and stuff and I'm just a random teenager on the internet telling you this but

Don't give up!! I can tell you from personal experience that life gets tough, Especially in your mid-teens. But giving up isn't the answer.

You're gonna look back one day and realize you made it through a ton of stuff and that you always got back up no matter how difficult it is, and it's a VERY difficult thing to do.

Take some deep breaths. In through your nose for 4 seconds, hold for 7, and out for 8. it's always helped me in my hard times. Think about the things you are grateful for. The little things, waking up in the morning, having food to eat, having the ability to draw, even these tiny things, can make a difference.

as someone whp just got out of a depressive epsiode, i reccomend talking to someone, anyone. if your strugglign with bad thoughts even call your su*c*de prevention/mental health hotline (988 for usa)

stay safe my freind and i send prayers for better days for you

I’ll try to remember these tips, your literally so sweet ty,,,i will,,i’ve just been a little stressed im doing a bit better, thank you for being so nice, seriously..^_^❤️

[brackenfur]

for so many years i’ve been strugglign with how i wanted to do a wc rewrite, mostly bc i have so many ideas and would love to write mu own version of wc, but idk why i would limit myself to starting with the first arc. i think once i read through dawn of the clans AND the field guides, i’d much rather try and do my own version of the wc founders…..i remember pre dawn of the clans i had so many ideas and tj feels like such a natural and unique place to start

[reeveskryze]

Ahsoka ep 8 reactions under the cut

i am the head of the morgan elsbeth defence squad look at her my murder bby OMG YES GIVE HER HER NIGHTSISTER POWERS NGL they did her dirty with her face paint but the sword of Talzin????? YES PLEASE

why is huyang talking to kanan's kids about him and his lightsaber making me cry wtf

let them HUG GOD DAMN IT

more acknowledgements of anakin beign a good master im

trust in the force

"lets try the front door" im wheezing\

Ahsoka leading her babys into battle like this, you know anakin is beaming ear to ear

I really really love that Ahsoka is lettign them work to their strengths and notices sabine is strugglign with the saber

"what's your excuse"

MORGAN FIGHT SCENE PLEASE

FINALLY LETTING DIANA DO WHAT SHE WAS HIRED TO DO LETS FUCKING GO

oh fuck they strong

EWWWW

COMEONE SABINE

love the babies working together T.T

yeah i saw that end coming for morgan. sad but not unexpected.

Also where the fuck is shin??? there is like 10 mins left

THE DAMN OWL

EZRA GOT BACK IM

no hug from hera

hmmmmmm idk how i feel about this. this ending. i will have to chew on it for a bit but it doesn't fit right with me atm

they don't close baylan's story nor do they close shin's. We see so little of them, maybe 3 mins tops. It feels like they could have easily filled another 4 episode.

Im not satisfied and Im sure as hell not content with that ending and that's really fustrating

[rockinreblogss]

actually no. its more like. one is better at dealing with mental issues and one is fuckign struvglkng. (im the one whos strugglign) and lj,e. shes trying but like I Can't. I Cannot. i am like this forever and whatever i do is in vain why is she sfill tryimg 3 help me. stop trying to help me

[marvinsthoughts]

tw drug abuse

i cant help but wanna feel like that again i cant help but want it i cant believe i want to feel like that again. Maybe get sick. avoid school a little longer "What pills will it be this time?" some fucking voice in my head asks me over and over i hate being like this

i dont wanna be a problem i just have problems major fucking problems i wanna smoke or drug myself i cant sleep i cant relax ti feels like my head is fucking buzzing im TRYing to percever or hownever the fuck you spell it BUT IM STRUGGLIGN i cant do this anymore i cant take it anymore

i need a break onger than 2 days because everyday IS A BRAND NEW EPISODE!!! i would fucing cut myself to relaese the pressure but DAMNTTT im a fucking PUSSY i might aswell get that fucking screw driver and lighter IF IT WERENT FOR ALL THE LIGHTETRS IN MY HOUSE BEING OUT OF FUEL. I WANT TO BURN AND I WANT TO HURT I WANT THE PAIN TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE FOR ONCE

FOR ONCE NOT ACHEING MY HEAD

NOT MAKING ME THINK SO MUCH MY STOMACH TWISTS

[sparkofthetelling]

was strugglign for like 3 days trying to make a graph display the same as the tree drawing function

It was being autobinned into 93 bins

what the actual hell

[lovergirl03]

okay so kinda back in my yapping silly mindset idk!! my head just needed to explode and talk and idk im just talking about nothing rnn but thisi s how my brain works bc everything feels so impoirtant but idk!!! im CONFUSED why do i talk smm but im also so awkward n shy its actually so confusing to me and probably people around me and it scares me i just want someone to baby me bc i think i lowkey talk a lot out of pressure but i also dont know bc even when im alone like this i dont stop YAPPING so uhm i guess i need someoen who i can talk too about silly thing but who doesnt just listen and returns equal if not more energy??? im not rlly sure bc when someone just listens i get rlly insecure and feel judged but that is what it is i guess anyways its christmas time and im craving like sugar star shaped cookies and i might try to make some actually thats a rlly good idea. im also needing new music i love the songs i listen to but i need something new to just make me feel magical rnn!! I still want to run across an empty meadow and just collapse into the fresh grass and yuh yuh yuh. currently strugglign to know what i want bc guys can be rlly cool but if they show any signs of brattyness or more femininity than masc i cant act normal aroudn them and start being kind of grumpy and idk i dont rlly like that. and im trying to tell myself i shouldnt feel bad for having that preference. but it does feel rlly shallow at the same time and im sorry :(( i just need someone who can handle me and balance me out and if i feel like a certain type of ppl makes me act worse then i shouldnt encourage myself or feel bad for that right?? idk maybe im just being weird rnn!! But ya blah blah blah i need to learn more strumming patterns <333