#These are the fucked up times in which we live...
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I am literally so baffled by how so many people think the Viktor/Jayce separation in Arcane S2 was:
1. Rushed
2. Deserved, because Jayce ignored Viktorâs wishes and thatâs what Viktor was reacting to
3. A choice Viktor was making, literally at all
Letâs go through these one at a time but theyâre all related.
1. Yes itâs rushed. Thatâs because of time constraints per episode, sure, but forget that for a second. Viktor getting out of his goo cocoon and immediately leaving while still STARK NAKED is weird. Itâs very weird. Itâs meant to be a five alarm fire, red klaxons blaring, levels of really fucking WEIRD. The guy is LITERALLY NAKED he just walks out, barefoot, into the Undercity.
Itâs weird and itâs meant to seem weird and indeed, inhuman, because that is not Viktor. Those are not Viktorâs choices. That is not who Viktor is. And the fact it is so rushed is part of the warnings, and meant to show us just how much something is very very wrong.
2. Tying into Point 1, if this was a real disagreement between Jayce and Viktor as we knew them through S1, Viktor would have stopped to get some damn trousers and shoes. I know it sounds like Iâm joking but legitimately, there is no (or very little) conscious human thought going through Viktorâs head in that scene because a human being choosing to leave their partner of years over legitimate disagreements would have stopped to get fucking dressed before they left. That is not Viktor.
And to briefly launch into a defense of Jayce, he has spent literal years with Viktor doing science to address Viktorâs failing health. He knew about Viktorâs fear of dying. Theyâd both dedicated themselves to hextech in the hopes it would better peopleâs lives but the more selfish goal at the heart of that research for both of them was that it would save Viktorâs life.
Viktor only told Jayce one (1) time to destroy the hexcore and he didnât explain why at all. Jayce didnât know about the self experimentation. He didnât know about Skyeâs death because Viktor never told him.
Jayce spent years working on a cure for Viktor and in a moment of blind panic used their research to save his loved oneâs life based on what 99% of his interactions with Viktor with one (1) outlier would have told him that this is what Viktor would have wanted, which was to live, and using their research to make sure he lives has always not only been on the table, itâs literally been the main focus of their overarching research goals minus one weird and unexplained thing Viktor said once while a zillion other things were going on in Jayceâs life.
Jayce using their research to save Viktor wasnât a conscious defiance of Viktorâs wishes, itâs literally what 99.99% of Viktorâs wishes that Jayce knew about would have pointed towards. He was as far as he knew enacting Viktorâs wishes, the wishes Viktor had for years upon years. Without knowing about Sky, Viktorâs one request to destroy the hexcore was a weird and out of character request that had no explanation. It didnât hold up when compared to everything else Jayce has ever known and experienced with Viktor.
3. Whew, anyway, the bigger point is that Viktor is a Hexcore puppet at this point so it doesnât even matter if he had legitimate grievance against Jayce. Heâs not leaving because of grievances, legitimate or otherwise. Viktor would never leave Jayce like that (or while STARK NAKED).
Literally in one of the last scenes we got that gave us a glimpse of Viktorâs inner life and motivations, he told Singed that Jayce would understand and stay by his side no matter his choices or transformations.
Singed is skeptical. But Viktor WAS RIGHT. Jayce didnât even blink, didnât hesitate at all to hug him after he was transformed so drastically. But my point is: real Viktor was actively worried about losing Jayce. Real Viktor would not take off like that.
And in one last defense of Jayce, I think the reason he just lets Viktor go there is that he has always respected Viktorâs autonomy.
Jayce notes in S1 that Viktor would often disappear without warning. He never tried to control Viktorâs movements. Thatâs what makes Jayce yelling at him for going to the Undercity so shocking to both of them in S1.
Jayce is also traumatized and shell shocked himself when Viktor leaves. Heâs not prepared and he doesnât argue. He doesnât do what he probably should which is prevent Viktor from leaving (literally naked and barefoot!) because it doesnât occur to him to control Viktorâs movements but also because heâs in shock.
But he really should because again, thatâs not Viktor. Thatâs not Viktor making a conscious choice, that is another power and impulse puppeting what is left of Viktor, using his tenuous connections to his identity like his guilt over Sky and his/his + Skyâs overarching desire to help people in the Undercity.
It has nothing to do with Jayce. Jayceâs choices are not why Viktor is leaving. And the real Viktor would never leave Jayce under such abrupt and INHUMAN circumstances.
We are meant to be as alarmed and confused as Jayce was. It is a part of a pile of evidence that something is very wrong with Viktor and indeed, the Viktor we knew is not the one in charge of his actions right now. How much of him is even left in there is what remains to be seen, and if who he was can ever come back.
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The first time you sleep over Katsukiâs, itâs not long after heâs moved into his apartment with the rest of his friends.
Which is bold, the only one who doesnât flirt with you any chance they get is Mina -mainly because she has her own place- but sheâs always telling Katsuki that the minute you get bored with him, sheâs there to swoop in.
But his friends waste no time in making sure to rile Katsuki up with cheesy pickup lines that mean nothing to you, but everything to him. He hates the idea of having his friends hit on you, but youâd be lying if riling him up wasnât exhilarating.
You smile as you hear bare feet pad along the tiling of the kitchen, a massive presence looming behind you; itâs warm, loving, and you feel yourself relaxing at the closeness.
âMorning,â he rasps, arms wrapping around your waist. You smile and curl against him, tipping your head back to look at him.
âYou hungry?â
âYou didnât have to make us breakfast,â he murmurs, pressing a loving kiss to the curve of your neck.
You mewl and bend your arm to wrap around him, âI know, I just wanted to do something nice for my man and his friends for being such good company last night.â
He grumbles, âdonât ever refer to my roommates as âgood.â Bunch of fucking menaces and creeps.â
âThey canât be too bad,â you hum, turning off the stove. God knows how long youâll both be drooling with affection. âAfter all, you let me meet them,â you coo. âAnd youâd never let your little baby be put in danger.â
âFucking hate when you call yourself that,â he snaps, spidering his fingers up your side. You squeal and shrink to the side, only to be met with pokes on the other. âKatsuki!â
âDonât be a little shit and I wonât have to torment you,â he snickers. Youâre quick to flick off the stove with what little movement your arms can give you while protecting you from tickles, and you duck as fast as you can under his caging limbs to escape.
He must like the challenge, because he lets you go, only to barrel after you into the living room. A small coffee table separates you both, and youâre at a standstill as you watch each other.
âKatsuki!â You giggle, making a sudden dart to try and throw him off your trail. It doesnât deter him, like heâs able to predict what youâre going to do before you do. âY-Youâre gonna wake everyone up!â
âIâm not gonna do a fuckinâ thing,â he snorts. âYouâre the one screaming and whining.â
âAm not!â
âAre too.â
âAm not!â
âAre too.â
âAre not-â
âI think itâs bold of you to argue with me instead of sprinting away.â He shrugs, making a dash for you and wasting no time in grabbing you into his big arms. You writhe and laugh in his grip, desperate to not shriek and wake his poor roommates. Giggles bubble wildly over your lips, and he hauls you back into the kitchen before plopping you onto the countertop, distant from the stove. You instinctively move your hands to card his blonde hair, and he leans in to steal the last of your giggles from your lips.
âHow much time we got before breakfast burns?â He mumbles, hands smoothing up your thighs. Crimson eyes glimmer with mischief, and he bumps your nose with his.
You chuckle and shake your head, legs wrapping around his thick waist, âit was burning before you came in; I turned off the stove so it wouldnât burst into flames.â
He snorts, âgood.â One of the hands resting on the meat of your thighs comes up to grip your chin, ânow I donât have to rush.â
âEw,â you giggle, but it dies as quickly as you said it when he connects your kiss, working his lips against yours in this own way, full of passion and love with just enough tease to have you whimper.
The hand on your cheek shifts down to rest on your delicate throat, dangling like a necklace. A subtle act of dominance to make you shiver.
âI love you,â you murmur against his lips.
âI love you more-â
âEwwwww!!!â
âWho knew he had a weakness?â
âLookinâ good, Dynamight!â
Immediately, Katsukiâs shoulders hike up as the shrill voices from his friends ring through the air. You let out a string of laughter while the other boys you were visiting peer around the wall of the apartment, Sero with a face of disgust, Kirishima with a playful understanding and Kaminari with a cheesy bite of his lip.
âIâm going to KILL YOU IDIOTS!â He barks, abandoning you to dash over to the trio, mainly targeting Kaminari and Sero, who sprint away as fast as they can. Kirishima chuckles and makes his way over to you, helping you off the counter with a sigh.
âHowâs he ever going to keep being Number One if you keep doing this to him?â
You snort and elbow his ribs while somewhere in the house, Katsuki caught Denki, and the screams ring loudly in the walls.
âShut up and help me remake breakfast, dickhead.â
#I MISSED WRITING FOR HIM U G H#bakugou katsuki#bakugou katsuki fluff#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugou katsuki x gn!reader#bakugou katsuki x reader fluff#bakugou katsuki imagine#bakugou katsuki bnha#bakugou#bakugou fluff#bakugou x reader#bakugou x reader fluff#bakugou x gn!reader#bakugou imagine#bakugou bnha#bnha#bnha fluff#bnha x reader#bnha x reader fluff#bnha imagine#bnha x gn!reader#bnha x gender neutral reader#bnha x you#bnha x y/n#bnha x yn
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The examples in the notes are all very valid. But as someone who speaks two languages that are closely related, the scenario above is actually not that unrealistic. In fact, it can even happen a lot.
My mother tongue is Cebuano (aka Bisaya), but Iâm living in the capital where everybody speaks Filipino/Tagalog, the national language of the Philippines. (To any Filos reading this: I know thereâs a difference between Filipino and Tagalog, but to avoid confusion, Iâm gonna refer to the language as Tagalog from now on)
Cebuano and Tagalog are distinct from each other, but since they are both Philippine languages they have an overlap in their vocabularies. Sometimes, the two have the exact same words for certain things. Other times the word is just spelled or pronounced slightly differently.
So when I suddenly use a Cebuano word while speaking in Tagalog, its because I have thought that that word also exists in Tagalog.
Example:
While at a fruit stall: âMagkano âtong lemoncito?â (How much is this lemoncito?)
Lemoncito is the Cebuano word for this citrus fruit:
The word has Spanish origins (the country was colonized by Spain for over 300 years), and it literally means âlittle lemon.â
I thought the Tagalogs also have lemoncito in their vocabulary because itâs not like the word is inherently Cebuano. It was only when the fruit seller looked at me in confusion and asked me to clarify what I said that I realized that they, in fact, do not have that word. Their word for lemoncito is only calamansi.
Example 2:
While sharing an anecdote about our rooms in the house: âSa pikas na kwartoâ (âIn the other roomâ)
sa, na, and kwarto are words that exist in both Cebuano and Tagalog.
However, pikas (âotherâ) is a Cebuano-only word. The Tagalog word for it is kabila.
This time, I knew pikas does not exist in Tagalog. But I was speaking too fast and the words were just flowing out. I didnât even realize I had codeswitched until people asked me to stop and explain.
Now, the most extreme example:
In a Discord DM: Explaining something long and complicated in Cebuano to a friend who only knows Tagalog đ„Č
Yes, it has happened before. It just felt so natural while I was doing it that it was only when I finished typing everything and looked back at what I wrote that I fucking remembered that my friend doesnât understand Cebuano đ
I had to delete everything before she could read it because holy fuck that was embarrassing
Codeswitching one or two words? Still acceptable. Writing a long-ass rant in entirely Cebuano despite knowing I wonât be understood? I had no idea what came over me...
Some more words which I suddenly codeswitch to unintentionally: (Cebuano words are violet, while Tagalog words are orange)
To eat: kaon instead of kain
To write: suwat instead of sulat
Dipper: kabo instead of tabo
the color black: itom instead of itim
The words above only vary in spelling a little, so itâs easy to forget that theyâre actually from two different languages, and hence, the codeswitching.
Now, this one is not really codeswitching, but itâs still relatedâŠ
Conjugating Verbs
[Context: Cebuano and Tagalog both conjugate verbs by aspect (fabric of time), which is in contrast to English that conjugates by tense (location in time).
But Iâm not gonna go too deeply in that, so for now Iâll just use the term âtenseâ to avoid confusion.]
In Cebuano, the present tense form of a verb is made by adding the prefix ânag-â to the root word. However, this way of conjugation coincides with the Tagalog rule of conjugation for past tense.
And so, we get this mess:
Cebuano: âI am writingâ -> ânagsuwat koâ
Tagalog: âI wroteâ -> ânagsulat akoâ
The present form of a Tagalog verb requires that you also repeat the first syllable.
Tagalog (present): âI am writingâ -> ânagsusulat akoâ
Many times, I mean to say something in the present tense (âI am writing/nagsusulat akoâ) but I end up talking in past tense (âI wrote/nagsulat akoâ) without even realizing it. Itâs like I would subconsciously apply the Cebuano rules (nagsuwat -> nagsulat) instead of the Tagalog ones when conjugating verbs...
So yeah, switching to a different language is actually not that weird when the two languages are closely related to each other.
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#codeswitching#languages#sociolinguistics#miyamiwu.tl#miyamiwu.cmt#long post#bilingualism
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Hi, I was just wondering if you could do a bottom Tara x top g!p female reader fic?!
where Tara and reader are dating but when sam finds out she forbids reader to come over to their apartment the only time they see each is in college. So T and R are texting 24/7 and one evening things get a little spicy like they start sexting ig sending stuff too each other (if you get what I mean) then Tara decides to sneak out because she's missing reader (vice versa) and goes to reader's apartment and they do it for the first time also could it be soft smut and some aftercare maybe. It's just T and R being gay af!
You don't have to do this btw thanks either way!Bye have a good day/night :)
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âYou are what?!â the scream Sam let out echoed through the apartment making absolutely everyone present, you and Tara included, flinch. This was not the reaction you hoped for, though Tara did warn you it would probably be like this. You had no idea how bad it would get.
âWe are dating,â Tara repeated and you could tell by the way she reached out and grabbed your hand that she desperately needed to feel your touch to calm down. How could Sam not see that? See beyond the fact that she herself didnât know you?
âAbsolutely not! Tara you met her what? A month ago?â Sam was not accepting this at all. You could see the fury in her eyes as she looked at you as if you immediately threatened to hurt her sister. You knew what the reason was and you definitely couldn't blame her for it. But it still hurt to see she didn't trust Tara's judgment. Tara was an adult. She went through even more than Sam did and she just wanted to live her life, which included falling in love and dating, and you hoped one day moving in with you so you could build your future together.
Yeah. You were whipped.
âFour months, actually,â Tara rolled her eyes. The two of you met in college on the first day. You sat next to each other and immediately got along and fast forward three months, some time after she had opened up to you about how she was attacked and nearly killed by one of her closest friends, she just asked you out and you accepted it. You definitely developed a crush on her a lot sooner than that, and while that wasn't important at the moment you really believed Tara knew that all along. She just had a way of knowing just how you felt about her, in her own words, you were an open book in her eyes.
âThat's not nearly long enough,â Sam pointed the finger at you, the fury in her eyes not fading even slightly.
âHey, Sam wait!â Tara tried to stop her sister, but it was too late.
âOut right now. If I ever see you close to Tara things will not end well for you,â you had no doubts about just how serious Sam was and you saw Taraâs jaw dropping.
âWhat the fuck Sam?!â Tara screamed at her sister and quickly turned to you as you got up. âNo this isn't what I want!â she jumped to her feet after you and stepped in front of you. âHey, just listen to me, this isn't what I want,â it hurt you to see her like this, in pain and afraid, and her eyes already filling with tears.
For the first time since you came to the apartment you glared at Sam.
âCome on Sam give it girl a chance,â Chad tried to get her to see reason but a single glare shut him down.
âI will not risk Tara's safety,â Sam would not listen, in fact, she stood up as if to show you the way out. You swallowed the lump in your throat as Tara grabbed onto your hand to keep you from leaving, tears were falling down her face.
âI don't want this, please,â her hands trembled as she said that and for a moment you stopped glaring at Sam.
Your eyes softened and you gently brushed the tears off Taraâs face. âI know you,â whispered and leaned down to kiss her, Sam be damned. Tara relaxed into the kiss, realizing you werenât going to leave her, and she kissed your back and poured all of her love into that one single kiss. When you separated you turned to Sam returning her glare without flinching for a single moment.
Sam was intimidating there was no doubt about it, but this was a lot more important. âYou can try all you want, Sam, you will not scare me away. Got it? Drop the protective big sister bullshit because no one gets to make my girlfriend cry. Not even you,â the temperature in the room dropped when you said that and you could tell everyone just got on the verge of running away and you could not blame them.
Sam looked even more furious, she looked ready to spit fire and rain hell upon you, but you stood your ground. And to make your defiance even more clear you stepped around Tara and faced her sister head on with nothing blocking her path.
Sam remained silent for now, just glaring at you and you nodded, feeling like this ended about as well as it could. âGlad that's clear, Iâll see you later Sam,â you made your point clear, there was no reason to stick around because hanging out with Tara at this point, in this situation and in their apartment wouldnât do any good for anyone, you and Tara especially.
~X~
She absolutely won the lottery. She would never try to even purchase a ticket because all her luck was just spent on getting the most amazing, badass girlfriends she could ever hope for. Did the way you talked back to Sam make her wet? Yes, yes it did.
Would she have gone to her room to handle that if everyone else still wasnât at the apartment? Yes, she would have.
Would she do it tonight? Absolutely.
~X~
After what happened last week you and Tara kept seeing each other only at college, and that, more often than not, led to both of you just ditching the classes and getting coffee and croissants from a local bakery you both loved to visit. You did not expect that single decision to haunt you for the rest of the week. You both thought you were just that slick about it as you skipped several classes over the past week just so you spend time together and act like an actual couple instead of two people hiding from the world.
The world in this case being Tara's sister.
If Tara started failing classes because of her absence, well, that would be entirely on Sam.
~X~
Tara should have seen the trouble coming from a mile away. She just had too much fun today, walking with you in the park, grabbing breakfast, you even managed to catch a movie, and it was actually a good one! And to make things even better Tara couldn't keep her hand away from your own, constantly holding it as you went from one place to another.
And then the world just turned against her. She opened the doors and saw Sam expecting her with a stern look on her face, and arms crossed, sitting at the table in the kitchen.
She was in so much trouble.
âYou were with her, weren't you?â well she couldn't exactly confess, so she would at least try to deny it. What were the chances that Sam had an actual proof Tara skipped classes with you?
âWe were catching up on some lesson we missed, so classes got extended,â Tara lied a bit easier than she thought she would, but she figured the habits she picked up on while she was living with her mother were difficult to get rid of.
âDo not lie to me, Tara!â she flinched at Samâs shout. âI went to pick you up and you weren't there. And when I asked your classmates if you even came to the classes, they told me neither of you showed up today!â Tara was caught pretty much red-handed and Sam knew it.
Tara sighed and sat down across the table. âYou can't expect me to break up with her, Sam. I love her!â she was getting frustrated by Sam's behavior. Why couldn't her sister just let her go, just let her live her own life.
âTara, you don't love her, you don't even know her properly! She could be dangerous,â this paranoia had to stop, because Sam saw everyone that tried to approach Tara as an enemy, as someone Tara needed protection from.
âSam do you hear yourself?â Tara couldnât deal with it anymore. âWe are living with Quinn and she keeps bringing random guys to the apartment! Any one of them could be as psycho that just gets up one night and kills all three of us. You don't know those guys, yet you let Quinn bring them along!â Terra pointed out, exasperated by Sam not being able to see logic in her words, more importantly she was furious because Sam wouldn't trust her judgment.
She knew you. She had complete trust in you. And she got betrayed in a worse way than Sam did, after all while Richie was Samâs boyfriend, Amber has been Taraâs friend for over a decade by that point.
âThat isn't how Ghostface works and you know that,â Sam argued back. Ghostface this, Ghostface that. Tara was getting sick of it.
How could Sam not see it? âGhostface isn't the only psycho, Sam! I can't live my life fearing that anyone I meet is going to turn out to be a psychotic killer. I want to live Sam, I fell in love and I want to enjoy that! I want to be with Y/N!â she desperately hoped Sam would just for once listen to her.
Yet Sam acted like a broken record. âWe don't know her,â and Tara knew it wouldnât matter how long you spent trying to get Samâs trust. Sam would never know you âwell enoughâ, Sam wouldnât even try to get to know you.
âSo what? I'm just supposed to fall in love with Chad? Because who else is left?â Tara demanded, but she might as well be talking in an entirely different language.
âThis conversation is over, youâre grounded for a week,â Sam stood up and stormed into her room, leaving utterly flabbergasted Tara alone.
What a great way to spend the week off from classes.
~X~
Five days, thatâs how long this tortureâs been going on and Tara felt like she was about to lose her mind. And she was supposed to last an entire week?! The remaining two days felt like they would never end because each day seemed to drag out more than the previous one, even witconstant texting between the two of you. She turned in her bed for what felt like the hundredth time and her bed showed it. Messy twisted blanket, crumpled sheets, her head resting only on the corner of her pillow as she once again got on her back and stared at the ceiling. Sam was being unfair. Mindy had Anika, her and Sam were living with Quinn, who they didnât know beforehand, and Tara was sure Sam had something going on with that Danny guy, and Chad was also occasionally flirting with girls! She was the only one who couldnât have what she wanted.
Her phone buzzed and she immediately scrambled out of the blankets to take it. Curse her battery for needing to be charged! Tara quickly unlocked her phone and saw the message was from you.
Y/N: You need to see this!
Underneath it she saw the cutest Instagram reel of a puppy surrounded by ducklings.
Tara: đđđ They are so cute!
Your answer was immediate.
Y/N: Not as cute as certain someone, but itâll have to do đ
Tara fell back on her bed, a ridiculously wide smile already making its way to her face. Fuck, she missed you so much. âYeah? Certain someone?â she replied and her breath hitched when you sent her a selfie wearing a very soft looking shirt and grinning at her, and all of that could be manageable, if only Taraâs eyes didnât immediately go to your lips and she realized itâs been way too long since she got to kiss you. She needed to feel your lips on her own, on her neck, on⊠fuck, what if you went lower. She bit her lower lip, studying your face, imagining your smiles, the way you looked at her.
Y/N: Tara? Baby? Youâve left me on seen for five minutes
That message temporarily snapped her out of her daydreaming. Or would it be nightdreaming? She never really thought of the logic behind the word. And she was desperately trying to ignore the desire gradually, scratch that, rapidly building inside of her.
Tara: I miss you
She finally replied and glanced back at your selfie as you typed the response.
Y/N: I kiss you too
Y/N (edited): I miss you too
Tara burst out laughing and quickly covered her mouth. âI saw it! Canât take it back!â she replied only to barely hold her laughter back when you just replied with âShit.â She smiled fondly, taking pity on you.
Tara: I want to kiss you too, so, so bad. I keep thinking about it and other things all the time
There, she confessed, knowing you were still prone to getting embarrassed and all shy about how affectionate Tara could get. Randomly kissing your cheek or hugging you when she knew you least expected was easily her favorite thing to do. The clear embarrassment on your face and the hitched breath, and especially the way you would freeze for a moment kept Tara entertained.
You had your own ways to mess with her, though she suspected you werenât doing it on purpose. You would just go ahead and pull her chair out for her to sit, or bring her favorite coffee along when you would meet up and it was really messing her up to feel so cared for after years of neglect. It was yet another reason why she was so mad at Sam because she feared she wouldnât be able to forgive her sister if Samâs suspicious nature chased you away.
Y/N: Other things?
Hook, line, and sinker.
Tara opened her camera and switched to video. She winked at it and then turned it lower, to her waist, making sure to capture every detail as she unbuttoned her jeans and just brushed her fingers over the zipper, taunting you. She slowly panned the camera up her body while trailing the path with her hand. âOther things,â she was well aware of the sliver of her skin the camera caught when she pushed her shirt up. âVery specific things,â she whispered as seductively as she could, which, well, she didnât have experience with seducing people, but she knew sheâd get the desired effect with you as her hand brushing between her breasts moved the shirt in a way that emphasized her cleavage. And then she returned the camera to her face to show you she was lightly biting the corner of her lower lip.
She didnât hesitate one moment before sending it.
You saw the message immediately, yet you didnât respond, and Tara may have been stuck between getting nervous and completely confident in her charms. Minutes later she finally saw you typing.
Y/N: Tara
She could hear the exasperation in your message, yet she just sent âYes, Baby? đ„șâ
Y/N: Look at you acting all innocent
Yeah, she knew she was being rather mischievous. Even more so when she just replied with: âBut I am all innocentâ she waited a moment, imagining you rolling your eyes and not immediately noticing the word play.
Tara: All innocent and inexperienced, just waiting for you to touch me
She put her phone under her shirt and took a photo, making sure there was just enough light to tease the details of her bra and sent it to you.
Your reply made her squeeze her thighs together. You sent her another photo, this time of you in front of a mirror, your hand covering the bulge in your pants and Tara caught herself wondering, and not for the first time, how big you were.
âDonât tease me,â she sent you a voice message, whining as she cupped her breast, as her mind created the images of you taking her, fucking her. Instead of a message you actually called her and she resisted cursing because she was about to unzip her jeans and slip her hand inside. âHey,â she whispered, trying to figure out if she could still do it.
âIâm teasing? Do you have any idea what you did to me?â your voice sounded strained an she knew you were in just as much of a dilemma as she was, only you seemed to be stronger than her, because if she didnât do something about the lust she felt she wouldnât be able to fall asleep.
âI know,â she admitted, biting back a moan as she slipped her hand into her jeans and teased her pussy over her panties. Fuck, she was already wet. âY/N,â if only you were here with her, touching her, fucking her. âAre you hard?â
âWhat do you think?â you replied and she knew the answer. âI havenât seen you in five days and the first thing you send me is that fucking video,â oh, you were cursing. She really got to you and you were definitely getting to her as she pushed her panties aside and slid her fingers through her wet folds.
âYou started it,â Tara tried to defend herself.
âIt was an innocent selfie!â you exclaimed just as she brushed the tip of her finger over her clit.
âFuck, if we donât stop neither of us will be innocent by tomorrow morning,â she moaned into the pillow, stuck between the urge to make herself cum and just sneak out and go to you.
âShit, maybe we shouldnât stop,â she could hear the faint sound of you stroking your cock and probably would have wondered if you could hear her too, but more importantly she made her decision.
âIâll be there in ten,â she absolutely despised herself for pulling her hand out of her jeans and ending the call, but she would quickly get rid of that feeling, she just needed to get to you first.
~X~
You met in front of your apartment with Tara immediately jumping into your arms and kissing you, and you found yourself being pushed against the wall next to your doors as she deepened the kiss. âFuck, finally,â she groaned, pressing her body against yours. âY/N,â she moaned your name, and you felt her grinding against you, not even waiting to get inside.
The effort it took to actually slow down and take her to your bedroom should be studied, but you couldnât let your first time be rough and quick. No, Tara deserved a lot more than that. âEasy, Tara, letâs just go inside,â you barely put your hand over your mouth to quiet the moan when she nibbled on your neck.
âI need you,â she whined, but allowed you to pull her into the apartment and toward the bedroom.
âI know, I know, I need you too,â you confessed, uncomfortably hard, and it only got worse when Tara pushed you onto the bed and straddled your lap. âBut we can take as much time as we want, just take it slow and enjoy our first time instead of rushing through it.â
She felt it when she jumped into your arms, and now that she was straddling your lap. This was what she wanted for so long, yet now that she was looking at you the words you spoke echoed through her mind. Yeah, she would really enjoy that, just taking things slow for once. Slow and steady.
She leaned down, kissing you softly as she brushed her fingers over the fabric of your shirt, reaching up to your shoulders and squeezing lightly when you wrapped your arms around her. âYou sure youâll be able to hold back,â she asked when she pulled back, you were very hard after all.
You ran your fingers through her hair and looked her in the eyes. âIâm not holding anything back,â you promised and kissed her again. Your lips felt so soft, and Tara moaned, she truly missed this feeling. You slid your hand down to her neck and Tara let out a shuddering sigh as she lifted her head up and made it easier for you to kiss her neck. This was good, this was familiar. Making out with you always left her needy and this time wasnât an exception as she felt the heat pooling in her core. âY-Y/N,â she whimpered when you bit her neck slightly, just the way she liked it and Tara slowly began grinding on you. âJust like that,â she whispered as you dragged your tongue up her neck, soothing the burning skin.
âYouâre so beautiful,â you were mesmerized by her, captivated by her beauty. Her breathy moans felt like the most beautiful melody ever created and you were the one causing them. You pulled her shirt up just enough to slip your hands underneath it. You felt the slight shiver of her body as she squirmed a bit at your touch.
âYour hands are a bit cold,â she giggled as your fingertips brushed along her sides. âY/N, that tickles,â she smacked you slightly on the shoulder and saw the grin on your face. âGoofball,â she kissed you quickly.
âSorry,â you muttered, only half-serious as Tara sat up and slowly, in the most tormenting, teasing way possible, took her shirt and bra off. âFuck,â she looked gorgeous and there was no way your eyes werenât giving your thoughts away because you couldnât get them off her body.
Tara smiled at that, sheâs shown you her scars before, so she wasnât worried about your reaction, but this? She was definitely getting an ego boost from this reaction, and the way your cock twitched against her pussy. âYou want me, Y/N? Take me,â she said it. âDo anything you want with me,â and in return sheâd do anything she wanted with you and there were plenty of things she wanted, so many in fact she knew you couldnât do it all tonight.
You cleared your throat and nodded as you sat up yourself and then flipped the two of you around so you were on top of Tara. You looked her in the eyes as you leaned down and, while cupping her breast, licked her already hard nipple. Tara took your own shirt and bra off and watched you as you sucked on her breast while she ran her fingers through your hair, encouraging you to keep going. Her other hand found your breasts and she brushed her thumb against your nipple.
Your tangled bodies moved together. Every touch of your hands left her skin burning, left her body more desperate for your touch, every single brush of your fingers drove her mad with desire. And she still didnât take her jeans or panties off. Your hand went lower until your fingers tugged at her jeans, teasing her and making her moan. âNeed you,â she whispered and felt you nodding as your unzipped her jeans and pulled them down.
âYouâre soaking wet,â you grunted as you slowly rubbed her pussy over her panties. Tara dared to believe you could slip your cock inside her without any troubles with how wet she was if only you werenât so big. You pulled your hand out of her jeans, making her immediately whine.
âY/N, donât tease me, please,â she begged, but luckily you just took a moment to take her jeans and panties off and strip the rest of your clothes as well.
âThatâs your specialty,â you got back on top of her and pushed two fingers inside her pussy, and if she wasnât as aroused as she was she would probably be embarrassed at how easily your fingers slipped in. Your fingers felt so good inside her as you continued kissing and caressing her body and Tara lay there, a moaning mess before your cock was even inside her. She reached down and wrapped her hand around your cock, there was precum leaking out of it as she rubbed the tip with her thumb. âDonât, I wonât last if you do that,â you bit her shoulder a bit rougher than you intended. âI want to cum when Iâm inside you,â you said while bringing her close to her orgasm.
âMe too then. Put it in me, Iâm ready,â she spread her legs for you and kissed you as you blindly reached for the drawer next to your bed and grabbed the condom on top of it. If she didnât quite literally tell you you would be having sex she would have teased you, but as it was she just wanted you to put it on and fuck her.
âAre you sure youâre ready?â you asked as you lined your cock up with the entrance to her pussy. And oh, she was ready, soaking wet, she probably wouldnât even feel any pain. Tara nodded and kissed you once more as she hugged you tightly. She felt the tip of your cock sliding into her pussy and moaned, breaking the kiss and leaning her head back on your pillow.
âY- Ah! Y/N!â she cried out your name, her fingertips digging into the back of your head, her back arching as you wrapped one arm around her and used the other to hold onto her hip.
âYouâre taking me so well, Tara,â you whispered in her ear and finally, finally, she took all of you. She was close before, but now, feeling this full, she knew she was right on the edge.
You knew you couldnât last for long like this. Taraâs warm, wet pussy engulfed you and you tried to focus on something else, to prolong this, but there was no way you could do that, so, you moved your hand from her hip to her clit and began rubbing as you slowly began thrusting into her, hoping you could get her to cum before you did. You would hold back until she cums, you promised that to yourself.
âIâm so close,â Tara moaned. âLook at me,â she pleaded, and you immediately complied as you looked into each otherâs eyes, your bodies moving in the perfect sync as she began meeting your thrusts. Her orgasm kept building up, slow and steady, like your entire lovemaking was tonight, and with each thrust she could see you were getting close as well. âY/N,â she moaned your name, no longer conscious of how much time you spent like that. She just knew that at one point she came, loud and hard, as your sweat covered bodies pressed together and she felt you cumming as well with a moan of your own.
She was absolutely spent. Satisfied with this being her first time. There would be other nights or days for longer lovemaking with multiple orgasms. In her head, and she truly hoped, in yours too, this was perfect.
Tara held onto you, feeling happier than sheâs been in a long time. The blissful feeling consuming her entirely as you pulled your cock out and she glanced down at the filled condom. Maybe it was just her orgasm affecting her brain but she couldnât help but think how one day, when youâre both ready, youâll be cumming deep inside her. âBaby, Y/N,â she hummed as you caught your breath on top of her and she gently scratched the back of your head.
You lowered your head a bit and kissed her shoulder. âYou were incredible,â you whispered, peppering her shoulder and the side of her neck with soft butterfly kisses. âTara,â you whispered her name like it was your own, personal salvation. âI love you so much,â it wasnât the first time you said those words, but it felt so good to hear them.
âI love you too, Y/N,â she tilted your chin up and kissed you on the lips, just as soft as everything tonight was. âI never thought sex would feel this good,â she admitted. There was no pain, no holding back, it consumed her entirely and all she could feel was your love for her as you took her innocence.
You chuckled. âTell me about it,â you rolled onto your back and pulled Tara on top of you so you could rest while still holding her.
Tara had other ideas, turning both of you so you were lying on the side. âThere, thatâs better,â she whispered and leaned in, closing the distance between you. You would need to get up soon, clean up, take care of the mess you made, but she could bask in your warmth for a bit longer. Especially when you began rubbing her back, soothing her, keeping her feeling good. âI love how gentle and loving you were,â she whispered as she snuggled up to you, aware that, while she did absolutely enjoy the gentle sex she wasnât opposed to getting a bit rougher sooner or later. She wanted to feel it all with you, to try everything and anything you were both comfortable with.
âIt felt right,â you hummed, focusing on holding her and occasionally kissing wherever you could reach at the moment. While Tara showered you with love through words, you preferred touch, and it worked for both of you perfectly. Tara who was starved for touch, you who were starved for words of affirmation, I was a match made in heaven in her mind.
You stayed like that for some time, easily fifteen minutes, if not closer to twenty. Just cuddling and loving one another before you finally went to clean up, not leaving the shared shower until all the hot water had run out.
A/N: Well... Sam may have been a tiny bit over the top/out of character for the sake of the plot đ€Łđ€Ł
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Klaus Mikaelson x Soulmate!Reader x Elijah Mikaelson Pt. 22
Word Count-Â 12.8k
Warnings-swearing, violence, mentions of bad parents, alcoholism, Mikeal and his abuse, self-loathing
Soulmates. What the hell are soulmates? Well, obviously I know what the definition of a soulmate is but what the hell does it mean in the supernatural world? Neither of the two Salvatores that drove me home last night were very chatty about it.Â
âFables is what it is, Y/n.â
That is all Demon told me last night when he walked me to my front door. After I watched the two brothers drive off I stayed up for hours, actual hours, 5 to be exact, pacing my room waiting for Elijah to keep good to his word and come see me to explain what the hell happened tonight. But with the morning light streaming in my bedroom window, I realize that once again holding a man to his promise is never something I should do.
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I stare blankly at the multiple unread text messages and missed calls from Elena. All morning sheâs been trying to call me but right now I donât have the energy to handle whatever she wants to talk about, especially since itâs probably something that everyone else knows and Iâm the last one to find out, per usual.Â
When I havenât been staring at my phone, Iâve been staring up at my white ceiling, replaying the events of last night in my head over and over again. Last night when I was up waiting for Elijah I researched everything I could possibly find on soulmates. But the more I read the more I started to freak the fuck out so I had to stop that for my own sanity. Which is ironic because I honestly donât think I have any sanity left in me to spare.Â
âDamn, you look like shit,â Theoâs obnoxious voice comes from an open doorway.
âLeave, Gremlin,â I groan as I grab a pillow and hold it over my face.
âNope, sorry,â I hear his voice and then the pillow is ripped away from me, âYour depression is stinking up the house and I donât need it affecting me. So get your ass up. Weâre going clubbing.â
I move nothing but my eyes as I look at my brother.Â
âWe live in Mystic Falls. Where the hell would we go clubbing?â
Theo thinks to himself for a moment before tapping his chin, âAlright. Good point. See this is why we work, you're the brains,â He points to me, âAnd Iâm the beauty.âÂ
âLeave me to rot,â I groan and try to reach for the pillow and he swats my hand.
âBack, demon! Listen, get your ass up Iâm hungry and Iâm going to give you the honor of buying me lunch,â Theo declares like this is some great prize Iâve won.
âNo thanks,â I grab my blanket and cover my face with it.
A moment later my blanket it being ripped off of me, âY/n Y/m/n Y/l/n, I swear to the heavens above I will grab the garden hose and drench this entire room and yourself with it if youâre not in the car in 5 minutes,â Theo glares at me and then leans down and picks at a piece of my hair with disgust clear on his face, âActually make that 10 minutes, you need to kick whatever family of rats is living in that mess you call hair.â
I go to complain but Theo shushes me, âI mean it! Iâll get the goddamn hose!â
I watch Theo dramatically stomp out of my room and I let out a sigh.
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âI hate you,â I say to my brother as he holds open the door to The Grill for me.
Theo sends me a sweet smile, âNo one could hate this face.â
I roll my eyes and begin to walk to an empty table when I notice Caroline and Elena sitting together at a table in front of us.Â
Shit.Â
I try to blend into the crowd but my obnoxious brother ruins that.
âElena! Hey, Elena,â Theoâs voice booms throughout the restaurant and I instantly try to make myself as small as possible when I notice people turning to look at us.Â
âTheo, stop,â I hit my brother in the stomach but he just grabs my hand and pulls me along.
We get to the girl's table in no time, thanks to Theoâs sprinting, and Elena instantly sits up in her seat when she sees me.
âHey, Y/n,â Elena smiles softly at me and I nod my head at her and then send a smile to Caroline.
âIâm sorry about your Dad, Caroline. Damon told me this morning,â I say softly to her and she nods.
âThanks, Y/n. And I was going to tell you myself but I just forgot,â Caroline reasons, and Stefanâs words from last night come barreling through my head.Â
âY/n?â
I shake my head clear and then try to pull a smile on my face, âYa, totally. Donât worry about it.â
âIâve tried to call you,â Elena tries to get my attention and I donât meet her eyes.
âYa, I forgot to charge my phone last night,â I lie and she looks at me as if sheâs not sure she believes me.Â
âOh, okay. Um,â She goes silent for a moment before gesturing to the table, âWould you guys like to join us? Weâre talking about the Mikaelsonâs throwing their weird ball. Their mother invited me personally because she wants to speak to me about something.â
At Elenaâs words, I frown in confusion, âWho are you talking about? Who are the Mikaelsons?â
âWait! A party?! Thereâs going to be a party,â Theoâs practically jumping in place as he looks wide-eyed at the two girls.Â
Elena looks at me confused for a second before lowering her head, âThe Originals. Theyâre the Mikaelsons. We got invites this morning to attend their ball tonight,â Elena frowns sadly, âDid you not get one?â
A tightness in my chest builds at her pitiful look and I am sent back to my childhood when I would be the only kid in class who never got an invite to any of the other kidâs birthday parties.Â
âNaw, we havenât got anything,â Theo chimes in for me and I feel and lower his hand to wrap his pinky around mine, âYet. But like honestly even if we do get invites, which we will because anyone who doesnât invite the Y/L/N siblings are losers, we probably wonât go,â Theo says and looks at his nails as if the conversation is now boring him.
Caroline raises an eyebrow, âWhy not?â
I can see Theo look over to me and then back to Caroline, âWeâre going clubbing.â
I release a deep sigh at my brotherâs words.Â
âYou guys are going clubbing?â
Caroline and Elena share a look and then I can see Elena look up to me, âAnd you agreed to this?â
I look down at Elena and an annoying wave of embarrassment washes through me. Even though I know theyâre not judging me right now thereâs that back part in my brain telling me they know someone like me isnât cool enough to do anything like that, which is why I agree.Â
âYup. Itâs how we bond,â I say, nodding and glancing at my nails. Mimicking my brother who I can see from the corner of my eye, has a huge grin on his face.
âSo, are you two going to this dance?â I try to act nonchalantly.Â
Caroline shakes her head, âHell no! Itâs some twisted Cinderella fetish is what it is. And Klaus only invited me to piss off Tyler.â
Klaus. Invited her.
âKlaus?â
My voice comes out pathetic, weak, and strangled and I feel Theo squeeze his pinky against mine.Â
âYa, he sent me a dress and everything,â Caroline says dramatically as if she doesnât notice my change in demeanor, âItâs totally weird. Also,â Caroline looks at Elena, âWhy does the evil witch want an audience with you?â
âEvil witch?â
Theo and I say in union and Elena looks up at us, âThat was who was in the last coffin. The mother that Klaus killedâŠactually not so dead.â
I blink at what she says and feel my breathing speed up.
Elena looks back at Caroline, âI have no idea. Thereâs only one way to find out.â
Caroline sighs, âI thought you told Damon and Stefan that you werenât going.âÂ
Great so it seems everyone knows about this dance.
Elena nods, âI did, which is all the more reason why I need a drama-free bodyguard.â
âWell, I think a Salvaotre would look a lot better in a tux, and by that, I mean Stefan.â
âFuck that asshole,â Theo snarls catching Caroline and Elena off guard.Â
âTheo, language,â I warn lightly but honestly donât care enough to chastise him much.
Theo shakes his head defiantly, âHell no. Elena, you canât be seriously thinking about getting back together with the man who threatened to kill you and your best friend?!â
Theoâs uncharacteristic outburst seems to startle both of the girls and Elena shakes her head, âNo, of course not. I canât deal with any of the Salvatores right now. Whatever Stefanâs feeling, heâs channeling it all against Klaus and Damon⊠itâs not a good idea.â
Theo nods his head seemingly accepting her answer but as I stare at him something in his eyes tells me heâs not 100% convinced.Â
Caroline and Elena converse for another moment about Elena kissing Damon and I canât help but feel like nothing more than a fly on the wall again, just like I did last year and every year before.Â
âHey,â Theo leans down to whisper in my ear, âYou good?â
I donât meet my brotherâs eyes because if thereâs anyone in this world who could point out my lies itâs him so all I do is nod.
âCareful Y/n, Caroline, and Theo. Itâs all well and good until she stabs you in the back,â A feminine British accent has me lifting my head and the sight of Rebekah surprises me.Â
âWhat are you doing here? I know your momâs rules. No hurting the locals,â Elena accuses.
Rebekah glares down at Elena, âGet over yourself, Elena. Itâs not all about you,â Rebekah tells her and begins to walk away but stops when she gets to me.
âMeet me outside in 5 minutes would you, luv? I want us to have a little chat,â Rebekah smiles at me and I for some reason find myself nodding.Â
All four of us watch Rebekah walk off over to Matt. Rebekah pulls out an envelope from her purse and hands it to the blonde boy.Â
âEven the busboy got an invite,â I can hear Theo practically snarl under his breath.Â
âOh my God,â Caroline gasped, âSheâs inviting him to the ball. Why is she inviting him?â
âProbably to get this reaction from us,â Elena says and I fight the urge to roll my eyes.
âOr maybe she just wants a date,â I say under my breath and I hear Theo chuckle from beside me.Â
Caroline huffs in sits back in her chair, âWhat time is this stupid dance?â
At Carolieâs words my heart plummets. Iâm not entirely sure why. I mean who cares that she was invited by Klaus? Was gifted a dress by Klaus. Is going to dance with Klaus. I mean who cares right?!? Not me!
âWeâre leaving,â I mutter to Theo grab his hand and begin pulling him.
âWait,â I hear Elena call to me and I sigh, âYouâre not actually going to talk with Rebekah, right?â I shrug my shoulders and stare at her annoyed, âWhy wouldnât I?â
Elena looks at me like Iâve grown two heads, âSheâs evil, Y/n! You canât trust her,â Elena tries to reason and I raise my eyebrows in disbelief.Â
âComing from the girl that quite literally stabbed her in the back.â
Elena blinks, shocked at my words.Â
âWhy are you acting like this?â
âIâm not acting like anything, Elena. Iâm just relaying the information that has been told to me. Just like everything else that happens in this town,â I smile at her sarcastically and then turn around grabbing Theoâs hand.Â
âWeâre leaving.â
â-
âDamn, woman,â Theo says as I pull him out the door into the parking lot, âWhatâs got you in such a bad mood?â
I shake my head, âI have no idea what youâre talking about,â I deny and Theo comes to stand in front of me with his arms crossed.Â
âYou can pull that denial shit with anyone else in this town, except me bitch. You and me, came from the same womb so that technically means we can read each otherâs minds. So whatever youâre doing,â He raises his eyebrow, âThis self-sabotaging thing or whatever it is, you need to let me in.â
I stare at my younger brother and feel tears rush to my eyes. Theo must see them because the stern look on his face quickly turns to fear.
âOh shit, tears,â He quickly shakes his hands, âPlease donât cry! I donât know how to handle tears,â He shakes his head, âOther than my own!â
âIs there something wrong with me?â
My question seems to catch my brother off guard as he frowns, âWhat? Like your fashion taste? Sister weâve already established this.â
I shake my head and push away from him, âNever mind, God, just forget it.â
âHey,â Theo pulls me back by my shoulders so Iâm facing him, âIâm sorry, okay? You know I canât do emotion without humor and sarcasm. But, why the hell would you ask me that? Did someone say something,â Theoâs concerned eyes turn to ones filled with anger, âBecause if someone did Iâm going to kill them.â
I just shrug my shoulders, âIt doesnât matter. I already know the answer.â
I begin to walk over to the car but Theo once again stops me, âHold on for a second and talk to me! Why the hell would you ever think something is wrong with you?â
I look at my brother and clench my nails into my palm, âBecause there has to be,â I almost cry out. Feeling the tsunami of emotions Iâve been holding in for the past few weeks rush forward, âThere has to be a reason why people donât choose me. Why my whole life Iâve always been on the outside looking in. Watching everyone live their lives happy and free while all I do is watch and hope that one day someone will notice me watching and ask me to join. I need there to be a reason because if thereâs not thenâŠâ
Theo watches me with a heartbroken expression, âThen what, Y/n?â
I wipe a stray tear off my face, âThen thereâs nothing I can change. And it means that itâs just me,â I point to myself defeated, âThat I was just born this way. Born to watch everyone else be the main characters in my own life.â
I stare with blurred vision up at my brother who looks defeated as he shakes his head.
âY/n, no one thinks that about you. And I promise everyone feels that way every once and a while itâs normal,â My brotherâs soothing voice only frustrates me more.
I shake my hands, âYou donât get it, Theodore! Other people may feel this way every once and a while, but,â I shove my finger into my chest harshly, âI feel this way all of the time!â
âY/n?â
I turn to see Rebekah staring at me confused, and I quickly wipe the tears off my face. Rebekahâs face drops as she watches me and she instantly rushes towards me.
âAre you okay? Are you hurt,â She asks me look a mother coddling her child.Â
I shrug her away and nod my head feeling numb again, âFine. Donât worry about it,â I look at Theo grab the keys out of my pocket, and throw them to him, âDrive yourself home. Iâm going for a walk.â
I turn around and can hear them calling after me but I donât turn around.Â
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Why the fuck did I walk?
Why the fuck did I throw a goddamn temper tantrum.Â
God, can I be normal for five fucking seconds!??
These thoughts run through my head over and over again until I realize Iâve made it to the Salvatore house. Which is still about a 15-minute drive, or a one-hundred-hour walk to my house. Fuck me.Â
Iâm about to continue walking when a flash of red catches my eye.Â
I eye the car that Stefan tried to kill me in for a moment and then shake my head, âNo, I couldnât.â
I take another few steps and then feel a cramp in my thigh.Â
âFuck it.â
â
I speed into my driveway and a laugh escapes my mouth.
I just stole a car. I JUST STOLE A FUCKING CAR.
I laugh to myself like a crazy person as I shift it into park and get out of it. I stand there admiring the stolen vehicle until I hear footsteps behind me.
âI see youâve acquired a new vehicle,â Elijah smiles at me kindly and I fight the urge to punch him.
âI stole it,â I bite and walk past the Original and up my porch.
âStole it?â
âYup, stealing is when you take something that isnât yours. Pick up a dictionary,â I snarl as I try to put my key into the lock but with my shaking hands I just keep missing.
Elijah is quiet for a moment before I feel him next to me, âHere,â He extends his hand, âLet me.â
I shake my head and keep trying, âScrew off.â
âExcuse me,â Elijahâs tone comes off as somewhat surprised and a little irritated.Â
âTelling someone to screw off means they donât want you around,â I mimic my tone from before and I hear Elijah sigh.
âYouâre upset with me because of last night,â He says out loud as if itâs some fucking revelation.Â
I finally get the key into the lock, unlock the door, and then open it.Â
âI have no idea what youâre talking about,â I step inside and try to slam the door in his perfect face but it gets stopped by his perfectly polished designer shoe.Â
âElskan,â Elijah nudges the door open against my weight and I glare daggers at him.
âStop calling me that,â I bite and he furrows his eyebrows.Â
âPlease, let me explain,â He tries to reason with me and I shake my head.
âThereâs nothing to explain. If you think last night is the first time Iâve ever been let down by a man, you are horribly mistaken. Now leave me alone.â
Elijah's free hand doesnât move from the door and I realize heâs holding a big white box with his other hand.
âI understand youâre mad at me. You have every right to be. I hate breaking my word, most importantly when it comes to you. I just hope youâll listen to me now when I tell you how sorry I am,â He says earnestly and I glare at him.
âYouâre sorry?â
Elijah nods, âI never intended to stand you up last night but there wereâŠcomplications.â
I blink at him unimpressed, âYa, youâre dead mother isnât dead. Whoopty fucking doo.â
Elijahâs posture stiffens for a moment, âYou know?â
âIâm the last one to find out it seems, but ya I do. So Iâm sure mommy dearest wants you home for your little ball or whatever so why donât you get off my porch and go home, Elijah Mikaelson,â I snarl his last name at him and he frowns.
âI understand you need some time to think,â Elijah nods his head and brings the white box up, and gestures for me to take it, âIâll be at my family's ball tonight. I would be incredibly grateful if you would join me?â
I blink at his question and try to fight back any emotions other than anger. Elijah nods when he realizes heâs not going to get an answer right now and then places the box on the porch swing next to us.
âI hope to see you tonight,â Elijah gives me one last look before walking off the porch.
You wonât.Â
â
He will.Â
FUCKING THEODORE.
âI fucking hate you,â I glare at my little brother as I put on the stupid diamond necklace Elijah gifted me.Â
Theo, who stands next to me in front of my mirror smirks, âYouâll thank me later.â
I shake my head as I struggle to latch the necklace, âHell to the no.â
Theo tightens his tie and then rolls his eyes, âWhatever,â He shoots me a look and then laughs, âHere let me help you.â
I glare at him but still let him take the necklace and latch it behind my neck.
After he latches it Theoâs eyes stay on the huge diamond necklace that adorns my neck.Â
âHow much do you think that cost?â
I look at the huge statement diamond that hangs in the center of a dozen tinier diamonds holding the necklace together. I feel the weight of the diamonds, against my chest and cringe.
âToo much,â I look at the huge off-white gown that is encrusted with lace and crystals that Iâm wearing and pinch the bridge of my nose, âThis is all too much.â
Theo smirks and straightens out his black suit jacket, âElijah may be a scary old vampire, but you got to give him some props,â He gestures to my dress, âThe guys got great taste. And expensive too,â He points to the matching diamond bracelet on my left wrist, âAfter today you can pawn the necklace and bracelet, make bank, and then you and I hit Vegas.â
I turn and glare at my brother who smirks at me, âNot happening. Weâre going to this stupid dance and then tomorrow morning Iâm returning all of this crap and never talking to any of the Mikaelsons again.â
I watch Theo nod slowly and raise an eyebrow, âRrrrrighttttt. Sure, okay. Um, how exactly do you plan on doing that? Also, I thought you and Rebekah were friends?â
I sit down on my bed and strap on the nude heels that were also in the huge white box that carried everything Elijah gave me.
âIâll,â I stop and blow out a breath, âIâm going toâŠ.â
Theo snorts and nods, âYa, you do that, nerd.â
With a huff, I stand up and take a step to grab my shawl but I let out a squeal when I trip over myself and bump into Theo.
Theo grabs my shoulders and pushes me upright and then dusts off his jacket, âDude, walk much?â
I roll my eyes and throw my shawl over my shoulders, âI donât wear heels!â
Theo purses his lips, âCleary, hoe.â
I shoot him a glare, âTell me why Iâm letting you drag me to this again?â
Theo instantly smiles brightly at me and throws his arms over my shoulder pushing me down the hall, âBecause you got personally invited by one of the hosts, and it would be rude to not go.â
I turn my head and shoot him a look and he smirks.
âOk, maybe I donât really care about him. But, come on! Itâs a party and if we donât go people will talk about how we were the only ones in town not invited!â
I shake my head as Theo opens the front door, âBut we were invited?â
âTechnically, you were invited. My invite mustâve gotten lost in transit,â He says confidently to himself, âAnd also people wonât know we were invited unless we go. And we need a night out. Too much shit has happened and we need fun.â
I go to argue but Theo shushes me.
âNope. No complaining,â Theo then looks down at Stefanâs red car that is still sitting in our driveway, âAlso, where the fuck did that come from?â
I cringe and close my eyes, âI kind ofâŠstole it away from Stefan.â
I open my eyes and cringe as I look at my brotherâs mad face.
âAre you serious?!â
I cringe at his yelling, âIâm sorry, okay? I was worked up and mad at the dick so I-â
âBitch! Iâm not mad at you for stealing the damn thing,â He gestures wildly at the car, âIâm mad that you stole a fucking car without ME!â
I blink and then shake my head, âIâm sorry. Next time I steal a motor vehicle, Iâll alert you first. Alright?â
Theo wipes a non-existent tear off his cheek and then nods, âFine. But I get to drive there.â
I shake my head, âHell to the no.â
âOh, so youâre going to drive in those,â Theo asks and points to the heels Iâm wearing and I frown.
âFine. But, if you hit anything itâs on you.â
â
Theo hit 3 mailboxes. Ran a red light. The car no longer has a front fender.Â
âWell,â Theo opens my car door for me and I step out shaking, âThat wasâŠfun.â
My eye twitches as I look at my brother furiously and outstretch my shaking hand. Theo doesnât say anything but nods his head in defeat, placing the car keys in my palm.Â
âNever again,â I growl.
âOh come on, it wasnât that bad,â I whip around to the car that now has no fender, a broken headlight, multiple dents, and an uncountable amount of scrapes, âOkay, ya. Never mind that one is on me.â
I close my eyes, take a deep breath in and out, and feel Theo grab my arm.
âBut at least we look good as fuck. Our parentâs gene pools do it again,â Theo says happily and then stops and cringes, âSorry.â
I shake my head, âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âYou know⊠the fact that we donât have the same father so your gene pool isnât his gene pool,â Theo explains and I have to take another deep breath.
âSarcasm, Theodore. I was being sarcastic.â
âOhhhhh,â Theo nods and guides me up a huge staircase to the massive mansion that is covered in lights and beautiful decorations.Â
We stop as we wait behind three rows of couples and I feel my hand start to shake.
âHey, itâs all cool,â Theo smiles down at me and I wish for even a second I could believe him.Â
âNext!â
Theo and I walk up to the security guard and he holds out his hand, âInvite?â
I look over to Theo expectantly and he does the same to me, âPlease donât tell me you left it at home?â
Theo shakes his head, âBitch, it was your invite?!â
âBut youâre the one that wanted to come!â
âListen,â The guard catches our attention, âIf neither of you have an invite Iâm going to have to ask you to leave,â He says and points to the parking lot.
âSir, my sister was personally invited by the Elijah Mikaelson,â Theo states and the guard rolls his eyes.Â
âYa, Iâm sure she was,â He says sarcastically, âNow leave or Iâll have you escorted off the property.â
âThat wonât be necessary,â A British voice says and I look up to see the light-brown-haired younger brother of Klaus and Elijah. Kol.
Theo shoots me a look, âPlease tell me you didnât bag, another one!â
I glare back at him, âShut up!â
âTheyâre with me,â Kol tells the guard and reaches out an arm for me to take.Â
I stare at him cautiously for a moment before I hear people behind me start to express their annoyance.Â
With my free hand, I grab Kolâs right arm, while still holding on to Theo with my right arm.Â
Kol smirks down at me as he leads Theo and me into a huge ballroom, brightly lit with candles and twinkling lights, âMy family can be quite dramatic with these things,â I look up at him and try to not notice how attractive yet another Mikaelson sibling is, âBut, with our whole family back together again, our mother thinks it calls for a celebration.â
âHow rich are you guys,â Theo asks bluntly and I jab my elbow into his stomach.
Kol smirks at him, âVery rich.â
I hear Theo mutter something about rich bitches under his breath and I try to not laugh.Â
âThank you for helping us get in,â I say quietly to Kol and he shrugs.
âNo worries. I thought Iâd get to you first before the wolves descend,â He says nonchalantly but I can feel myself shake again at his words.
Kol must notice this because his eyebrows furrow, âWhy are you doing that?â
I shake my head, âDoing what?â
Kol raises an eyebrow, âYouâre shaking and your heartbeat is incredibly loud,â He says as if the noise annoys him.
âShe has anxiety dickhead,â Theo bites at the vampire and I thrash my head over to my brother.Â
âTheo! Donât be a dick!â
Theo shrugs and eyes Kol, âHeâs the one making you feel bad for something you canât control. How are you a thousand years old and not know what anxiety looks like?â
I cringe in pain when I feel Kolâs grip tighten on my arm.
âTheo,â I pinch my brotherâs arm, âPlease go get us some drinks, non-alcoholic.â
Theo glares back at me like Iâm crazy and quickly shakes his head, âNo, Iâm not leaving you alone. Definitely not with him,â He points at Kol and I inhale a quick breath.
I turn to look at Kol, who is looking at Theo as if he wants to rip him in two.
âTheo,â I bite harshly, âGo. Now.â
Theoâs expression drops as he turns his attention back towards me. He must noticed the nervous look on my face because he lets out a sigh and nods his head.
âOk,â He looks at Kol once more, âIâll be right back.â
I watch with bated breath as Theo walks away and disappears into the crowd.
âFriend of yours?â
Kolâs tense voice makes me tense.Â
I turn and look at him and see the dark gleam in his eyes.
âMy little brother,â I say equally as tense, âTry anything and Iâll steal one of those fancy daggers from your asshole brother and stab you myself.ââ
Kol and I watch each other for a moment before he slits his eyes and hums, âIf you were anyone else Iâd rip your ribs out and stab you with themâŠbut since I donât want Nik or Elijah daggering me again and locking me away for another one hundred years,â He looks down at me and smirks, âYou donât have to worry about you coming to any harm from me.â
I stare at Kol with wide eyes and rip my arm out of his hold and he raises an eyebrow and smirks at my movement.Â
âI notice you didnât mention my brother in that,â I turn to stand and glare at him, âI may not be able to stab you myself but trust me when I say this, for some reason, Klaus and Elijah donât like it when Iâm upset and people who make me upset,â I pause and think back to Klaus threatening Stefan, âand someone harming my brother would really make me upset.â
Kol stares back at me and after a moment he nods, âIf you keep this attitude up, youâll fit in just fine with my family.â
I furrow my eyebrows, âI want nothing to do with your family.â
Kol smirks as if what I just said was the funniest thing he just heard, âOh Darling, you donât have any choice in the matter anymore. Fateâs already picked you.â
I shake my head confused, âWhat the hell is everyone talking about?! What the hell does fate have to do with anything and what the hell is a fucking soulmate?â
Kolâs eyes widen slightly, âWomen never swore as much as you do before I was daggered.â
I glare at him and he laughs, âMy brothers say Iâm not allowed to tell you anything,â He pauses and shrugs, âActually they said Iâm not allowed to even approach you.â
I look at him and groan in frustration.Â
âBut when have I ever listened to what my brothers say,â I look up and find Kol smirking devilishly at me, âWhat do you want to know, Darling.â
I feel a weight lift off my shoulders at the idea of finally getting answers.
âWhat is a soulmate?â
Kol nods to a waiter passing by and grabs two glasses of champagne, he gestures for me to take one but I shake my head and he shrugs. Then he downs both of them.
âLet me give you the shortened version because Iâm sure my brothers have already smelt you when you entered the house, so Iâm sure theyâll be finding you soon,â Kol makes a show of looking around the room and then back to me, âSoulmates mean different things in different culturesâŠbut, in your case soulmates mean someone who is bound to you forever. Someone who is a part of you, someone who is you.â
I shake my head not understanding what the hell heâs talking about.Â
âThereâs not much understanding behind what this means in the supernatural world. Thereâs been much speculation, but what I do know is that when we were turned, our souls were ripped out. That human part of us was taken awayâŠbut it had to go somewhere.â
I shake my head and laugh in denial, âSo what, youâre saying that I have Klausâ and Elijahâs souls in me?â
Kol sighs and taps his chin in thought, âYa. Pretty much.â
I let out a laugh at his joke.
âThatâs really funny. It's good to know you didnât lose your humor while in your coffin,â I smirk.
My smirk starts to slowly fall though as Kol doesnât laugh with me.Â
No fucking way.Â
âYouâre not joking are you?â
Kolâs smirk drops, âI honestly wish I was, Darling. I wouldnât wish that fate on my worst enemy.â
âElskan?â
Of course.
At the sound of Elijahâs voice, I let out a sigh and turned to see Elijah pushing through a few guests to walk over to Kol and me.Â
âOh, fuck me,â I say under my breath and I hear Kol giggle.
âDonât say that too loud, or my brother will take that as a request,â Kol gests and I stare wide-eyed at him which makes him laugh again.Â
âI wasnât sure if you would come,â Elijah says as he comes to stand in front of Kol and me.Â
âI didnât want to,â I say.
Kol laughs again and I see Elijah turn his attention to his younger brother, âBrother, it appears youâve met the lovely Y/n Y/l/N.â
Kol throws a hand over my shoulder making me jump and cringe at the feeling of a stranger's touch, âYes, weâre practically thick as thieves already.â
Elijahâs eyes darken and narrow as he looks at Kolâs hand that rests on my shoulder, âSo it appears.â
I bite my lip as I wait for Elijah and Kol to be done with their glaring at one another. Or more like, Elijah glaring at Kol and the latter smirking.Â
âWell,â I say interrupting them, âYou two have funâŠIâm going to goâŠanywhere else,â I turn to Kol who turns to me, âI would say it was nice to meet you Kol, but you are kind of weird.â
âRight back at you, Darling,â Kol says and smirks at me.
I donât spare either man another glance as I try to push through the crowd away from them.Â
âY/n,â Elijahâs voice calls from behind me and I roll my eyes, âPlease wait a moment.â
With a sigh, I stop and wait a moment for Elijah. It doesnât take him but a moment to stand in front of me.Â
âWhat?â
Elijahâs dark look is long gone and replaced with a smile, âYou look positively breathtaking.â
I look away from him and nod, âThanks. I mean youâre the one who picked out the dress so.â
âThe dress, although beautiful, has nothing to do with the radiance that is you,â Elijah says as his eyes scour my face.Â
I look at him and finally get to focus on just how attractive he looks right now. Y/n he always looks good. Shut up. Heâs switched out his usual suit for a black tux that hugs his chest perfectly. His dark hair is styled expertly letting his beautiful face to be put on display.
âYou donât look horrible,â I shrug, âI guess.â
Elijahâs upper lip twitches and he nods, âThank you, I think.â
Elijah and I stand staring at each other for a moment before he clears his throat.
âIâm glad you accepted my invitation to be my date,â Elijah smiles and uck in a breath.
âSadly for you, my man,â I hear Theoâs voice come up from behind me, âSheâs actually my date.â
I let out a sigh as I feel Theo wrap his arm around my arm and tug me towards him.Â
I watch Elijahâs eyes narrow for a moment before he gives Theo a strained smile, âAnd you are?â
Theo smirks and puffs out his chest, âTheo Y/L/N. Pleasure,â He eyes Elijah, âIâm sure.â
I see the wheels turning in Elijahâs head and his shoulders seem to untense.Â
âYouâre Y/nâs younger brother. Am I correct?â
At Elijahâs question, Theo nods his head, âThe one and only. And let me guess,â He puts his free hand on his hip, âYouâre the man who showed up on my doorstep this morning begging my sister to not kick him to the curb. Am I correct?â
I stare wide-eyed at Theo in disbelief, and then back to Elijah.
The Original stares at my brother for a moment and I wait for the backlash.
âThat would be me, Theodore,â Elijah smiles, and I raise an eyebrow, âBut, Iâm not so sure what your sister has decided to do with me. At least not yet.â
Theo whips around to me, âWell? What are you going to do with him?â
My eyes widen and I switch my attention from Theo to Elijah, who also looks expectant on an answer.Â
âUm,â I look between the two men and freeze.Â
Thankfully, someone entering through the door pulls our attention.Â
Not someone. Caroline.Â
Caroline is wearing a light blue gown that makes her look just like Cinderella and beautiful as always.Â
âUm, Iâm going to go see Caroline,â I turn away from the two men and quickly begin to walk towards my blonde friend. For a moment I think she sees me as her eyes focus on something, but when I follow her gaze behind me I see her staring atâŠKlaus.Â
Oh.Â
Klaus, who looks absolutely earth-shattering, turns his attention from Caroline towards me and I feel my heart drop. The enlightened look on his face, the look he had when looking at Caroline, drops when he sees me. The blank look on his face makes a burning start in the back of my eyes and I quickly divert them from him.
With Elijah behind me and Klaus to my right, I quickly book it to my left, through a doorway, and run down a hall.Â
I run until I meet a dark brown door and I throw it open and go inside. As soon as I close the door I lean my head against it, close my eyes, and take a deep breath.Â
âYouâre not supposed to be in here,â A British voice says.
âFucking Brits,â I groan out and turn around.
The other Mikaelson sibling, Finn I believe, stands before me. His once long hair is cut shorter and heâs wearing a suit that matches his brothers.Â
âYouâre Finn,â I say and he narrows his eyes at me.
âYes and youâre the soulmate,â He says annoyed.
I eye him and he eyes me.
 What the hell is up with the Mikaelson siblings and glaring?Â
âIs this your room?â
Finn eyes me for another moment before nodding, âYes.â
I nod and then wring my shaking hands together, âIâm sorry for barging in. I just⊠I couldnât be out there. Around so many people.â
He doesnât say anything and I nod, âIâll leave. Iâm sorry.â
I turn around and grab the handle.
âWait,â Finnâs voice calls to me and I turn around, âYou can stay. Just donât touch anything.â
I look at Finn and then nod, âI wonât. Thank you.â
I slowly walk towards a couch and sit down careful not to rip my dress. I look up to Finn, who is standing in the corner of the room looking more awkward than I feel.
âDo you want to sit with me,â I ask gesturing to the other couch across from me.Â
Finn looks up at me suspiciously and then shakes his head, âI shouldnât. Mother wants me out with the others,â Finn says and then walks towards the door.Â
âIâm sorry,â I say to him before he can open it.Â
I see him stop, âYou already apologized.â
I shake my head, âNot about barging inâŠAbout what your siblings did to you.â
I see Finnâs shoulders instantly tense up and he turns around with a glare on his face, âYou have no idea what my siblings did to me.â
I reposition uncomfortably and then shrug, âI know that they left you in a coffin for almost your entire life or at least thatâs what Iâve heard. Iâve never been daggered by one of my family members butâŠI recently was betrayed by some of my family,â I open and then close my mouth thinking of what to say, âSo I justâŠI guess I know what itâs like to feel betrayed.â
Finnâs eyes drop and he looks away from me. I take a deep breath and then turn back to look at my hands. I wait for Finn to either leave or kill me for speaking out of turn. What I didnât expect though was for him to walk over to the other couch and place himself on it with a sigh.
We sit in silence for a moment before he sighs again, âI donât blame you for not wanting to be out there,â He looks behind me towards the door, âItâs too loud.â
I nod and then realize just how much worse it probably is for him than me.Â
âThis must be a lot for you,â I say and play with the diamond bracelet Iâm wearing,
âBeing away from civilization for so long, and now you have to get used to everything. I wouldnât want to attend a party either.ââ
Finn looks up at me and his face contorts into one of confusion, âYouâre peculiar.â
I let out a low laugh, âTrust me, I know. Pretty much everyone does,â I say and take a sigh.Â
Finn eyes me oddly for a moment, âWhat do you mean?â
I shrug, âIâm not a very popular person. At all. For some reason, people donât like to be around me much. Not even my family it seems.â
I feel my face warm up at the embarrassment I feel for spilling all that to a stranger.
âYouâre not the only one that feels that way,â Finn says breaking me out of my embarrassment.Â
I look up to Finn and for a moment itâs like looking in a mirror. The sad look in his eyes is one Iâve seen one too many times when looking in my own mirror.Â
âYouâre not what I was expecting,â Finn says as he leans back onto the couch.Â
I frown, âWhat do you mean?â
Finn eyes me, âYouâre my brotherâs soulmate. Theyâre both cruel and monstrousâŠyet youâre, peculiar.âÂ
I shake my head, âWhat does that have to do with Elijah or Klaus?â Finn nods his head, âThey said you donât know anything about your soul bond,â He says to himself, âWith souls being connected, the soulmates usually share personality qualitiesâŠyet you donât seem monstrous like either one of my brothers.â
At his continuing insult to Klaus and Elijah, tension builds in my shoulders, âThen you havenât seen me in the morning,â I joke but Finn doesnât seem to get it. Or doesnât find it funny, âKlaus and Elijah donât seem that horrible. I mean ya they do bad things but, if anyone were alive for one thousand years then Iâm sure they would also pile up their own bad deeds.â
Finn seems to be annoyed by my answer as he huffs and goes to stand up.
âDo you have a soulmate?â
Finn stops moving in his tracks and instantly looks at me, âWhy are you asking?â
I shrug my shoulders, âI donât knowâŠJust wondering.â
Finn seems like heâs not going to say anything, but at least he sits back down. Â
âI think once I did,â Finnâs voice comes out so quietly I have to lean forward to hear him.
âBefore you were daggered?â Finn doesnât meet my eyes but he nods, âSage. Her name was Sage.â
I frown at his saddened voice, âYou loved her?â
I sad smile forms on Finnâs face, âI did,â He pauses, âI do.â
I feel my heart breaking for the man before me.
âWas she human?â
Finn frowns, âShe was. Until she had me turn her so we could be together,â He pauses and takes a shaky breath, âI was daggered shortly after.â
âAnd what happened to her?â
Finnâs jaw tightens, âWell, it was over 900 years agoâŠIâm sure sheâsâŠâ
I nod, sadly, âRight.â
We sit in solemn silence for a moment before an idea comes to me, âHow are you so sure,â Finn looks up at me confused, âThat sheâs dead.â
Finn shakes his head, âShe has to be.â
I shake my head as well, âFinn, it was 900 years ago. She would be incredibly strong, one of the strongest vampires to date. I would be surprised if she wasnât alive and if she truly loved you, I think she wouldâve waited for you.â
Finn looks at me and I can see the wheels turning in his head but he still shakes his head, âItâs not possible.â
I laugh, âDude, werewolves, vampires, and witches exist. Nothing is short of impossible here.â
Finn stops shaking his head, âEven if she wasâŠthereâs no way I could find her.â
I stay quiet for a moment until an idea comes to my mind, âI have a friend. Sheâs a witch, a really good witch. MaybeâŠI could ask her and we could find her. All three of us.â
Finn stares at me for a long moment.Â
âWhy would you do that? Why would you do that, for me?â
I give Finn a soft smile, âIâm kind of peculiar.â
Finnâs solemn face changes for the first time since Iâve seen him. His sorrowful eyes look almostâŠhopeful now.
âIâd appreciate that. Greatly.â
Finn and I smile at one another until the door opening makes me jump.
âFinn,â A feminine voice says and I turn and see a blond older woman.
âMother,â Finn instantly jumps up.
âMother?!â
I jump up shocked and stare at the older woman who eyes me, kind of nastily.Â
âWhat is going on here,â She asks Finn suspiciously and he pauses.Â
âUm, Mrs. Mikaelson,â I say and she goes back to eyeing me, âHey, Y/n,â I point to myself, âFinn and I were just discussing new-age technology. I heard heâs new to this era so I thought me and I could chat about it.â
I turn to Finn, âThis was a good chat. Letâs meetâŠtomorrow. We can discuss how to send text messages.â
Finn eyes me oddly like he doesnât know what the hell Iâm talking about, but he still nods.Â
âGreat! Well,â I turn back to his mother, âPleasure to meet youâŠI guess. Iâll be leaving now. Bye, Finn!â
I quickly speed-walk past both of them and exit the room. I close the door and take a deep breath.Â
âY/n?â
âOh come on!â
I turn around to see Rebekah walking towards me. Just like all other Mikeaslons, she looks absolutely gorgeous. The green dress sheâs wearing matches perfectly with her blonde long hair.Â
âAre you alright?â
I nod and start to walk by her back to the party, âPeachy. Just happened to run into your mother. Tense lady.â
Rebekah walks up next to me and smiles, âYes, my mother is an acquired taste. Donât let her get to you though, youâre a part of this family.â
I shake my head viscously, âNo I am not.â
âYes you are,â She says as we enter the ballroom. An incredibly crowded ballroom.Â
âLiterally, am not.â
âSure, whatever you say,â Rebekah laughs.Â
We both watch the crowd of people dance, laugh, and talk.Â
âMy brother has been looking for you,â She says and I groan.
âYa? Which one?â
Rebekah smirks, âElijah, and Nik.â
âWell, I donât want to see either one.â
From the corner of my eye, I see Rebekah smirk, âUnluckily for you, I donât think you have a choice,â At her tone, I look over to her and she nods her head to her left.
I follow her eyeline and let out another groan at the sight of Elijah making his way over to us.Â
âGod itâs like he has a tracker on me,â I say sarcastically.
âHonestly, I wouldnât put it past either of them,â Rebekah replies.Â
We both watch as Elijah approaches us with a content smile, âGood evening, ladies,â Elijah says with his perfect accent, âRebekah, mother wants us on the staircase,â Elijah turns his attention towards his younger sister and she rolls her eyes.
âFine,â Rebekah says sarcastically then turns to me, âIt was lovely to talk to you, Y/n. Weâll chat soon.â
I nod silently and watch as she walks towards the staircase.Â
âIâve been looking for you,â Elijahâs voice makes me close my eyes.
âDoesnât mommy want you on that staircase?â
Elijahâs jaw tenses and he rolls his shoulders, âBehave, Elskan.â
I purse my lips, âDonât tell me what to do, Suit and Tie.â
Elijahâs tense expression lightens, âSuit and Tie?â
I shrug, âYou have a nickname for me. I think itâs only fair I have one for you, as well.â
âSuit and tie,â Elijah says to himself as if heâs seeing how it sounds, âHmm. Itâll need work, but itâs fine for now.â
I fight back a smirk at his words, âFine. Iâll workshop it.â
Elijah and I stand there for a moment and I feel his gaze on me the entire time.Â
âWhat did you and my younger brother talk about,â Elijah asks with a hint of skepticism in his voice.Â
âOh, nothing,â I look at my nails as if Iâm bored, âJust the fact that I supposedly have your and Klausâ human souls in me.â
I smirk as I watch Elijah instantly tense up, âMy brother was told not to talk to you about that.â
âWell, no one else wanted to keep their word and talk with me about it. So, Iâm glad he did,â I cringe, âActuallyâŠIâm not sure. I still have no idea what the hell is going on.â
Elijah nods, âOnce againâŠI apologize that I was unable to make it last night. You shouldâve heard that from me and not fromâŠKol,â He says the name and I can clearly tell how pissed off he is at his younger brother right now.Â
âBut I did,â I harshly say, âAnd I still donât have any clue what to make of it. It doesnât make any sense.â
Elijah sighs, âI know, Y/n. And I promise you, that I will tell you everything you want to know,â His eyes travel behind me and he sighs, âRight after I deal with my family.â
I nod, âElijah, your promises donât mean anything until you start living up to them.â
Elijah sends me a saddened smile and nods, âAnd I look forward to doing that.â
I nod and with a final smile, Elijah walks up a grand staircase to meet his siblings.Â
âUh, if everyone could gather, please,â Elijah addresses the crowd of people standing below him and his family.Â
As I gaze at each Mikaelson sibling I canât help but hate them all for how hot they all are. Like seriously, the most supernatural thing in this town is this family's good looks.
Elijah stands before his family, confident and strong; Below him, walking up the stairs, Finn stands with a scowl on his face. Even with the scowl, no one could deny how attractive the eldest brother is; Rebekah who stands behind Finn is a bright light compared to her brotherâs darker exteriors; Kol who stands at the top step chugging his bottle of champagne looks so boyishly handsome it could make even the most confident girl blush; and last Klaus. The bitch-ass hybrid stands in the middle of all his siblings as if nonverbally telling all of us looking up at them that heâs the one that deserves their utmost attention and respect.Â
As if he could read my thoughts, the bastardâs eyes trail to me. The calculative look on his face doesnât change as he stares down at me and I donât care enough to hide the glare I know I have on my face.Â
âWelcome,â Elijahâs voice calls my attention once again and I trail my eyes away from Klaus to his older brother, âThank you for joining us. You know, whenever my mother,â Elijah gestures to the older blonde woman making her way down the steps and I hate to say it but sheâs also pretty hot. A shitty fucking person, but pretty hot, âbrings our family together like this, itâs a tradition for us to commence the evening with a dance. Tonightâs pick is a centuries-old waltz so if all of you could please find yourselves a partner,â Elijahâs eyes land right on me as he talks, âPlease join us in the ballroom.â
I debate on running away before anyone can ask me to dance but as I watch Elijah practically hop down the steps, dodge women trying to ask for his hand, all while having his eyes stuck on me I canât help but only try to fight back the grin on my face.Â
âElskan,â Elijah gives me a smile that makes me want to curl up into a ball and scream, âI would be ever so delighted if you would join me for this dance.â
I look at Elijahâs outstretched hand and cringe, âI canât dance. Let alone, Waltz.â
Elijah smiles blissfully, âThen let me show you.â
I bite my lip thoughtfully as I stare at him for a moment before relenting, âFine,â I point at him, âBut if I step on your fancy designer shoes I donât want any complaining.â
Elijahâs smile doesnât change as he chuckles, âIâd happily have all of my shoes ruined by you if it meant Iâd never have to have a different dance partner again.â
I roll my eyes, trying to hide the fact that his words are making me lowkey freak the fuck out. So all I do is place my hand in his and let him lead me to the dance floor where other couples are lined up.Â
âIâm going to fall and make a fool out of myselfâ I whisper to myself as âGive Me Loveâ By Ed Sheeran starts playing.
âIâd never let you fall,â Elijah leans down and whispers in my ear and I gaze up to him.
âYouâre pretty slick with your words. Yâknow that right,â I joke and he shrugs.
âIâve been told this once or twice,â He squeezes my hand and Iâm glad the music is so loud because if it wasnât Iâd be sure every vampire in this room could hear how loud my heart was pounding.
Elijah guides me forward as the music starts and I try to copy the woman in front of me as she glides forwards. We turn forward, directly in front of Theo who is dancing with Mayor Lockwood and I let out a small snort. The glare on my little brotherâs face shows that he doesnât seem to find it as funny as me.Â
âWait,â I look over to Elijah only to find it already looking at me, âYou said whenever your mother brings your family together you have a dance⊠that crazy lady has been dead for 1,000 years.â
Elijah smirks at my observation, âA little white lie never hurt anyone.â
I roll my eyes, âSays the man who canât die.â
Elijah squeezes my hand and without warning he twirls me. Being caught off guard I trip forward but thankfully Elijah pulls me back into him and I grab onto his chest.
âSee, I told you I wouldnât let you fall,â Elijah, who stands a breath away from me, smiles.
âI hate dancing,â I say exhausted.
Elijah looks over to the other couples for a moment and I do the same.Â
Elena and Damon are three couples away, engaged in whatever drama is paining them today. Rebekah and Matt are next to them, and I canât help but admit how pretty they would be as a couple. My eyes continued trailing over other couples randomly; I stop when my eyes catch the light blue of Carolineâs dress.Â
Caroline stands holding onto Klaus as they twirl around. They appear to be in the middle of a conversation and for some reason, all I want right now is to know what the hell they could possibly be talking about. Iâd also like to know why the hell he invited her. I didnât understand him. The man who one day grips my thigh like itâs his life source and the next wonât even spare me a glance.Â
I feel Elijah squeeze my hand and I instantly feel horrible for thinking about another man while in his arms.Â
âWhatâs plaguing your thoughts, my love?â
The nickname has me choking on my saliva, only making Elijah smirk.Â
âYouâve really got to pick one nickname and keep with it,â I say trying to act more annoyed than flustered.Â
âIâve waited for you for too long to have my feelings confined to just one word.â
All reservations I had are now off the table as I stare wide-eyed at the man in front of me.Â
âElijahâŠI,â I start but then a tightness in his lower jaw stops me.
âIâm sorry, Elskan. We have to change partners now. But, I promise we will continue this discussion,â Elijah says and with a pained look, he twirls me.Â
Iâm twirling until a strong hand on my lower back stops me, âHello again, Darling.â
I raise an eyebrow at the youngest Mikaelson brother, âHello, Kol.â
Kol seems to be delighted with my lack of enthusiasm as he swings me in his arms. Where Elijah kept a tight hold on me, Kol seems to have more enjoyment in flinging me around the dance floor.Â
âSo Iâve been thinking,â Kol says thoughtfully and I roll my eyes.
âHere we go.â
Kol rolls his own eyes at my comment but still continues, âSo you need protecting, and I donât want to end up with another dagger in my chest. SoâŠwe should team up.â
I frown at his words, âWho do I need protecting from? And why do you think I could stop you from getting daggered?â
Kol looks at me like Iâm stupid, âDarling, please tell me youâre smarter than this.â
At my silence, Kol closes his eyes and sighs, âBloody hell.â
Kol shakes his head, âAlright, youâre important to my brothers. This means their enemies are going to be coming after you; hence why you need protection. And to answer your other questionâŠIâm willing to bet another one hundred years of my life daggered that if you were to bat those pretty y/e/c eyes at either one of my brothers they would move mountains to make you happy. SoâŠâ
At Kolâs expectant look, I nod in understanding, âIf I tell them I donïżœïżœt want you daggeredâŠâ
Kol nods happily, âThen Iâll stay handsome and perfectly unharmed.â
I consider about Kolâs words.
âYou may have Elijah and Klausâ protection,â Kolâs eyes go behind me to where Theo is dancing with Rebekah, âBut your little brother doesnât.â
I look at Theo who is currently talking a mile a minute with a smiling Rebekah.Â
âFine. You have a deal. You protect me, and more importantly, Theo, and Iâll back up. I donât think Elijah or especially Klaus care enough to listen to me but Iâll try.â
Kol smirks devilishly but then frowns, âYouâre joking right,â He must notice my confusion because he continues, âBloody hell, you really donât see how they look at you?â
I shake my head and Kol nudges his head to his left and I catch Elijah watching us with an intense look. I quickly look back to Kol and he raises an eyebrow.
âSee?â
I shake my head, âOkayâŠmaybe Elijah and I are friendsâŠbut Klaus doesnât give a damn about me.â
Kolâs mouth drops open and I loud laugh escapes his throat, âBloody hell, luv. You really are oblivious,â Kol shakes his head, âLet me just say thisâŠIâve never seen my bastard of a brother look at anyone the way he looks at you. It may not register in that thick skull of yours but itâs true. This whole world could be burning down and my brother would not let a single flame come near you,â Kol shrugs, âHe probably was the one who started the fire but what I say still stands.â
I stare at the youngest brother with my mouth hung open and he laughs, âIâve enjoyed trying to knock some sense into, Little Doll. We shall talk more about our deal later on⊠Good luck,â He smirks evilly, and without a moment for me to say anything back he thrusts me into another pair of strong arms.Â
A strong masculine smell of something woodsy enters my nose and I breathe it in with a sigh.Â
âI didnât know if you were going to show,â That British voice that I know so well enters my ears and I let out a growl.
âOf course, itâs you,â I open my eyes to find myself in Klausâ arms.Â
Klaus gazes down at me and I shoot a glare at Kol who isnât looking at me but has a smirk on his face, âThat fucker.â
âMany people have the same reaction when it comes to my little brother,â Klaus says with a smirk and I just glare at him.
I turn away from him, look to my side, and watch the other couples dance around us.Â
âDonât ignore me,â Klausâ rough voice calls to me and I turn to glare at him.
âI donât care enough about you to even care about ignoring you. Letâs just get this stupid dance over with,â I bite and he glares back at me.Â
âFine with me,â He growls back.
âGood.â
âGood.â
We both huff and continue glaring at each other until his eyes fall down to my chest.
âWhere is it?â
I glance down at my chest and shake my head at him annoyed, âWhere the hell is what?â
âYour necklace,â He insists, âWhere is it?â
I look down at my diamond necklace and then back up to him, âAre you blind? Iâm wearing it.â
Klaus growls under his breath, âNot that one. The wolf one.â
I lean back in surprise momentarily, âWhy do you care?â
âBecause I want you to wear it,â He says as if it was obvious.Â
âWhy the fuck would you want me toâŠâ I stop talking when the answer hits me like a truck.Â
âIt wasâŠâ I release my hands from his quickly and grasp my neck, âIt was from you wasnât it?â
Klaus tries taking a step towards me but with every step he takes I take one back.Â
âDonât come near me,â I shake my head and feel my breathing picking up.Â
I quickly run through the couples dancing, not caring about messing up this stupid dance as I run through the doors and out into a low-lit garden.Â
I run a hand through my hair taking out the little pins I had holding my hairstyles together and let my hair flow freely. I kick off my stupid heels and throw myself onto the grass, the cold ground calming my hot skin.Â
I close my eyes letting out a deep breath and lay down, resting my head on the ground. I look above me to the bright moon overhead and the stairs that surround it. A wave of sadness washes through me as I look at it. Iâd always related to the moon. Always felt like she and I were the same. Alone, even though they were surrounded by so many others. The brightly lit stars had each other, thousands of them to hold on to one another, but there was only one moon. Where the stars had their own light and color, the moon only shone because it had the sun shining on it.Â
I close my eyes and let a small tear fall down my face. As Iâm laying there I feel a warmth come next to me and place itself on the ground beside me. I donât have to open my eyes to recognize who the owner of the woodsy scent is.Â
âWhen I was a boy,â Klausâ low voice fills my ears, âMy father would beat me for never being the way he wanted. I could never hold a sword the right way, couldnât hunt enough animals, I wasnât man enough in his eyes. Even though I was surrounded by siblings, I never truly felt like one of them,â Klaus stops for a moment and I open my eyes to look at him. To my slight surprise, he was lying right beside me on the grass, his left arm lifted under his head and his eyes staring straight up at the sky, âThe only time I felt like I belonged was when it was just myself and the moon. Iâd spent most of my boyhood cowering, butâŠwhenever I gazed up at the moon, I felt as though I was something greater. Better. Itâs been over a thousand years and I still gaze up at her, remembering how that scared little boy held onto it like a lifeline.â
Klaus stops talking and we lay there together, staring up at the moon.
âIâve been alone a long time,â I say softly and I can see him turn his head out of the corner of my eye, âWhen I was little, maybe 8 or 9 Iâd cry to my mother asking her why none of the other kids wanted to be around me. Sheâd just tell me it was because I was too mature for them. I never really believed her though. When I was 10, my father started drinking,â I let out a sigh as the words came out of my mouth, âHeâd get angry when he drank. Heâd swear at me and my mother and do other stuff. Heâd tell me that I deserved to be alone. That people like meâŠthereâs something wrong with people like me. That went on for a few years before my father finally decided that starting a whole new family sounded like a better idea than being with his first one. He may have left but his words didnât. My mother at first told me that what he was saying wasnât true. That âhurt people, hurt people.â But as I got older and saw that everyone around me seemed to find their places with each other, and I couldnât ever seem to fit in, I started to realize that maybe myâŠfather⊠was right. It wasnât up until about a year or so ago that I began to be one with the loneliness. Or at least I like to tell myself that. When Elena came around I saw it almost as a threat to myself. To what I was used to. Why, after 17 years did someone finally decide to see me? Having friends now makes me feel like a hungry dog. I got a taste of what it felt like to be fed, but it doesnât seem to be good enough for me. Thatâs why itâs better for me to ruin anything that can have a hold on meâŠEven if it can take away that hunger.â
Klaus is silent for a moment and so am I.
âAfter I turnedâŠthe moon wasnât the only thing that kept away the loneliness,â Klaus says and I turn my head to gaze at him and he turns him to gaze at me, âYou were.â
I furrow my eyebrows, âWhat are you talking about?â
Klaus reaches a hand up and runs a finger along my face as if heâs memorizing every aspect of it.
âAt first it was just glimpses. Colors. Almost like a memory that didnât belong to me. But every night as Iâd dream the images would get clearer. Until one night I was staring into the most exquisite y/e/c Iâd ever seen. I didnât know who they belonged to yet. But for the first time in my life, I felt seen. Iâm a monster who has done monstrous things, but yet these eyes looked at me like none of that mattered. Like I had finally been accepted, monstrous bits and all. So every morning when I awoke Iâd draw them. And every night Iâd dream of them. It wasnât for another 300 years that I would learn that the eyes belonged to the human part of my soul. And when I found that out, I was angry. Furious even. I hated the thought that the only way someone would ever look at me like I was deserving of being understood was if they were a direct result of me.â
Klaus stops and I can practically hear my heartbeat thumping.Â
âSo I burnt the pictures. Hid anything that reminded me of those eyes and hoped to never come across them for the rest of my eternity. And for 1,108 years I had accomplished thatâŠuntil one Friday afternoon, in a tiny high school where I locked eyes with that y/e/c. And everything Iâd work for became nothing. It was like I was seeing everything for the first time. I was once again that little boy running from himself begging for someone to save him. Because I knew the longer I looked into those y/e/c eyes, the sooner I was doomed.â
Klaus grabs my chin and makes me look into his eyes, âYou, Y/n Y/l/n have doomed for me for an eternity,â His eyes search mine, âAnd no matter how much I try to fight it, fight you, I canât help but spend every waking moment hoping for you. Hoping for my promised destruction.â
I stare wordlessly at the man in front of me. I keep opening my mouth and closing it but I canât seem to find the right words.Â
âI think Iâm going to have a panic attack,â I sit upright quickly and clench my chest. I hear Klaus sit up next to me and clutch my shoulders.
âY/n, just breathe,â He soothes and I think I am having a stroke because what the actual fuck is happening right now.
âIâm so confused.â
Klaus brushes my hair away from my face, âI know this must be hard for you. I didnât plan on telling you like thisâŠI actually didnât plan on telling you at all. But when I saw that anger on your face,â he pauses, âAnger that was directed at me, for the first time in my life I felt sick. So I needed to tell you, that even if you may hate meâŠI could never hate you. And for as long as I live, you will never be alone again.â
I feel tears brim my eyes as I look over and up to him and shake my head, âIf you feel this way then why did you invite Caroline? Clearly, you donât feel the way you say,â I try to deny.
Klausâs expression darkens, and he once again grabs my chin. âDo not for a moment try to tell me how I feel about you. The only reason I invited your blonde friend was because Elijah had already claimed you as his date. You can also ask your blonde friend, but the entire night all I did was ask her questions about you. I heard she canât keep a secret for her life and so I picked her brain about you. If my older brother hadnât gotten to you firstâŠyou wouldâve been with me tonight.â
I try to process what he just said and I feel a panic attack come on, âIâŠIâŠbutâŠI,â I continue shaking my head as I stand up and Klaus follows, âYou and Elijah are just playing some sick joke on me right? As a way to get back at Elena? Mess with the mentally ill non-verbal best friend. Get her to hate herself for getting all flustered over two brothers! Fucking brothers!â
âI can assure you, Elskan. That is not the case,â I whip around to see Elijah walking down the steps into the garden.Â
I rub a hand over my face and start walking around in a circle as the two brothers stand next to one another, watching.Â
âI mean, come on! You guys have to see how crazy this is right? I mean what kind of whore gets feelings for brothers!â
Klaus and Elijahâs faces darkened and I hear Klaus release a low growl.
âDont. Ever. Call yourself a whore,â Elijah takes a step forward and continues speaking with a deadly tone, âMy brother has said his peace to you, and in due time I will as well. But donât for a moment think that you should hate yourself for something that fate has put in front of you.â
I continue to stand there like a fish out of water, not knowing what the hell to say next. Thankfully, my saving grace comes in the form of a loud crashing sound coming from upstairs, capturing our attention.Â
âShouldnât we go check that out,â I point up with a shaking hand.Â
âDonât for a second think that we wonât be discussing this further,â Elijah informs me and I have to fight back the weird feeling in my chest at his commanding tone.Â
I nod and Elijah comes towards me and reaches out a hand for me to take. Klaus steps forward and does the same. I stare at both of their hands and swallow my doubts as I place a hand in each and let them guide me upstairs towards the front door where my friends and their siblings are standing.Â
I quickly drop my hands from theirs as Elena turns towards me. Thankfully, it doesnât seem she saw anything as she sends me a small smile.Â
Damon stands above Kolâs dead body with an enraged look.Â
âFucking idiot,â I mutter.
âYouâve got that right,â My little brother says as he comes to stand next to me.Â
Damon looks over all of us before landing his eyes on me, âPukey, weâre leaving,â Damonâs tone is harsh but something in his eyes makes my heart tug.
âShe is not going anywhere with you,â Elijah says with a dark voice that has everyone looking at him.Â
I shake my head, âItâs ok,â I turn to Theo and hand him my *Stefanâs* car keys, âIâll see you at home, okay?â
Theo looks at me like Iâve got two heads but still nods.
I look over to where Klaus and Elijah are practically seething and sigh.
âLetâs go, Freak,â I run over to Damon and grab his arm leading him away from everyone and out into the parking lot.Â
As soon as weâre out of sight from everyone I see Damonâs shoulders instantly drop and I turn to glare at him.
âYouâve seriously got the worst survival instinct, of anyone Iâve ever met,â I say with a hand on his hip.
âIâm never going to be the one,â Damon lets out with a shaky sigh and I instantly drop my disappointed mother act.Â
âWhat happened?â
I take a step closer to him and he shakes his head.
âElena.â
I take a deep sigh and nod, âOf course.â
Damon lifts his head to look at me, âYou look like how I feel,â He says trying to be sarcastic but I can hear the pain in his voice.
âIâve had a rough night too, my friend. Movie night at yours,â I question as I wrap my arm around his, and his upper lip twitches.
âYou called me your friend.â
I roll my eyes and let him lead me to his car, âShut up.â
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cw: child abuse and non-sexual grooming
VEILGUARD SPOILERS (from lucanis' writing, a mission towards the ending and a little general)
About Lucanis and the Antivan Crows...
after finishing datv, I can finally say for sure that despite the fact that i find this game was overall fine, there are several things about it that have disappointed me. one of those things is about lucanis (and it's not even the only thing about lucanis that bothers me, but we'll leave that discussion for another time, because there's a lot to say about the writing).
in this game, Caterina Dellamorte (lucanis and illario's grandmother) is portrayed as a woman that's cold and demanding. not particularly nice, lucanis fully acknowledges that she's not exactly the loving type, and it's easy to assume things about her and about their relationship based on that... but for some reason it's never addressed that she abused lucanis when he was a child, by beating him and starving him. this is something that you can read in lucanis' story in tevinter nights, the wigmaker job, which was lucanis' introduction.
"Memories of sweat-ïŹlled days without food or water came unbidden Lucanisâs back tingled from where his grandmotherâs cane had bruised his ïŹesh for letting his guard down or fumbling his footwork. For years, heâd hated her. But his time as a Master taught Lucanis that Caterinaâs cruelty was her way he was prepared for this lifeâthat he survived."
I was waiting to finish the game before I said it, because I expected him to mention at some point but... no, nothing. I don't know if there's anything in a codex or something specific I missed, but even if that's the case, I expected it to be significant at all. it wasn't.
i'm not even going to get into what lucanis should feel about this. before the game came out i talked about some of my hopes for him based on the info we had about him, and imo there was not even half of that level of depth to his character. but i wouldnt have minded if the game went in another direction, or if lucanis simply just wasnt open to discuss it, or if he came to the conclusion that it was fine. i won't get into how "problematic" thinking that is, because i could understand that he tells himself that, and as a fucking assassin, i understand that he's come to terms with it because otherwise he probably wouldnt have survived in such a dangerous enviroment. i won't get into it bc as i said, i can understand it. my problem is that lucanis never says it. he never tells rook or anyone else that caterina abused him, or that the crows overall are very abusive and that they do this to children and break their minds basically in order to become emotionless living weapons. and if this is said in any banter, then i missed it in my 91h of gameplay, and i had lucanis in my party every single time we went outside. or it might be in a codex entry, idk. the point is that even if that's the case, that's not a great way to tell this info, especially when in the story theres no other way to learn anything like this about the crows. ppl that i talked to that didnt read tevinter nights didnt know this fact abt caterina and lucanis' past, they simply didnt cause how could they. I just wanted to say this because I think it's important to know if you like lucanis, or the antivan crows, and it's never even actually implied.
I also have many other issues with his writing, but the antivan crows are unfortunately also whitewashed. at least if you've played dragon age origins you know this, but our first antivan crow companion, zevran, talks about how he was taken as a child by the antivan crows. how he was literally bought by them as an orphan, and forced to become an assassin, and when he tries to flee, they attempt to murder him throughout the game. he even talks about how apparently some crows even made their members go through blood magic rituals to acquire abilities (SOUND FAMILIAR? IT'S LITERALLY WHAT ZARA DOES TO LUCANIS, ISN'T IT. HOW FUCKED UP). i think it's so disrespectful to dragon age's worldbuilding and so appalling that they simply... ignored all of this. I'm very upset that this was completely whitewashed. i wont get into it, but i assume they didn't show the crows being awful because, well... they have to be the good alternative for government in antiva. the bad guys are the antaam, and that's it. but one of the things i always loved about dragon age is how they treat these sort of political things. as i said, in origins the crows were more of an antagonistic figure, but at least it made them feel more real and serious. and people loved the crows like they were, fucked up assassins. in this game... idk, am i supposed to believe the assassin guys are nice? why hide the ugly? of course it's gonna be there, and it's ok. irl it happens a lot that oppressed people have to rely on groups that are less than ideal for their liberation, and a lot of times citizens are kinda ok w it bc no one else will stand up for them, so they have to work w what they have, and they're just relieved theres someone there for them. and it also shows that people are not perfect victims. if you're putting ppl in a corner, at some point ppl are rarely gonna care about being "good", and it's only human. and im not even gonna get into being an antivan crow rook because... sigh, it's more of the same. just disappointing. rook even mentions that theyre an orphan. and im pretty sure in the final mission about treviso, at least if you helped jacobus, he is like "i'll take in orphans and give them a chance". oh man, yeah. cool. please tell me how you'll raise them to be, im so curious to see how you won't groom children and abuse them into becoming mindless cold soldiers. that's fucking insane. this feels like fucking US army levels of propaganda and grooming. i love when we normalize child soldiers that's so fucking awesome i love this "woke" game when it's pro-military and anti-fucking-questioning-anything-a-military-force-does.
i even wondered if all of this has been retconned or simply ignored. i dont have a problem w retconning overall, and it's only natural it would happen in a franchise that's as old as DA, but the thing is... why would you do it. it literally just makes them flatter, it doesn't make any fucking sense.
so yes. im VERY disappointed in this game and the writing. this is one of the many things in the writing that disappointed me. the antivan crows are an organization that bring hope, and im perfectly fine with them being portrayed as "saviors", but im not ok with them conveniently not addressing any of their very bad issues. it's unrealistic. it's disrespectful to our intelligence, to dragon age fans and to dragon age origins. it's disrespectful to characters like zevran, who got into an insane war with them for a fucking reason. it's disrespectful to every antivan crow character to be honest. and im sorry, i dont even think this is insane to ask from them. like.... im literally just asking for consistency. they had it already, i dont understand why they did this. i had faith in them, but perhaps that's on me. im so heartbroken.
and i promise i actually think the game overall is ok. it was fun. definitely one of my least favorite games, if not my least favorite, but still. i appreciate it, and LOVED. LOVEEED some scenes. in fact, it might have at the very least one of my favorite scenes from the whole franchise. i think this game has very low points, and very high points, so it's hard to say what i think about it in few words.... but there are so many things like this in the writing, and it's just SO upsetting and disrespectful. im sorry. im truly sorry, you don't know how much i wanted to love this game and the writing. you have no idea. but i have self respect, and i don't lie to myself when i see something i dont like. it feels like they're whitewashing the crows cause we'd be too stupid to understand complex political issues. i thought this game was mature and could handle mature themes, but it doesnt seem like it's the case anymore. perhaps bioware is dead. i still want to believe they can come back from this but......... the post credit scene doesnt reassure me AT ALL. sigh. im just upset and sad. and as i said, this is only one of my many issues. i'll talk about the rest in the future, but im writing all of it down and i need time for that. i hope you understand that this comes from a place of genuine love. sorry i can't be happy about this game, but some of the stuff i see just ruins the rest for me.
edit: someone told me that apparently theres a banter when you go to dellamorte's villa and lucanis *implies* that he was beat by his grandmother (at least to another antivan crow rook). this whole post still stands though. i think that should have not been a banter that i (and im sure others) missed. and again, it also ties to how i think the crows as an organization and their methods were whitewashed. even if it's not particularly a lucanis problem, it could have been to some extent addressed by him.
#sorry but im not sorry for having opinions. i hope you understand.#child abuse#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#dav#da4#dragon age#dragon age critical#datv critical#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis#illario dellamorte#caterina dellamorte#zevran arainai#jacobus#house dellamorte#dragon age lucanis#datv meta#dragon age meta#lucanis dellamorte meta#lucanis meta
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Early human match ups with animals
Wolves: have a very similar social structure and lifestyle as early humans, benefit greatly from group dynamics -- teaming up with humans allows them greater access to food at less risk, safer sleeping, higher pup survival rate, better protection from the environment. One wolf eats about as much food as one person, so it's a normal member to add to the group in terms of resources.
Cats: have some amount of social overlap (cat sisters often help raise each other's kittens, and grouping approaches common in some cat species, notably in lions, but also for example in cheetahs, where brother cheetahs often stay together for life in groups of up to 4). Humans are HUGE prey attractors for them, drawing in rodents in large numbers - also meaning people don't have to give up their own food to feed them. Human housing is safer from the elements, keeps competitors and dangers like snakes and larger cat species away. Associating with humans gains special grooming and healing unavailable to wild species, such as draining and cleaning abscesses caused by infected bug bites or, very importantly, feeding and caring through a major illness or injury. A wild cat with a broken leg will often die, a human's cat with a broken leg will live to hunt again.
Goats (which we actually turned into Sheep): Herd structure similar enough to human social structure as to be compatible. Guaranteed food during winter and other times of scarcity -- and none of it is human food. Higher offspring survival rate, robust protection from predators and the elements. Horses : same. Cows: same. Deer/caribou: same but a little less so, actually surprisingly good at both fight and flight (cows, specialize in fight, horses specialize in flight) often travel more distance for resources so have better access during lean times; can match but less beneficial to the deer.
Other animals be like
Big cats like Tigers: Why the fuck are there so many of you in one place. This cold doesn't bother me at all because i'm so big my core stays warm. Just what do you think i need protection from? I'm super capable of feeding myself, and even if food is scarce? you have to sacrifice enough food to feed several people to keep me fed, which is a bummer for your group if food is scarce, and i cannot eat your stored food like dried fruits and grains. Your lifestyle is incompatible with mine, i hate everything about being forced to live with you and also it doesn't benefit me at all. Lions: yeah, plus I already have all the group dynamic benefits you could offer me, you're actually the weakest link in my group, be careful or we might outnumber you, being near us all the time greatly increases the number of times murderous male lions attack this group
Bears: Listen. Even if i get injured i'll just eat something that doesn't run from me until i heal (some brown bear populations spend a couple months a year mainly eating moth colonies, they will eat anything, including moss and fungus). This makes me a direct competitor for ALL you food, btw. Speaking of which it takes like 15 people's worth of food to keep me fed. If i get angry someone is definitely going to die. Protection? from what? The most dangerous thing to a bear is another bear, so also you can't really have more than a couple of me in any group, and staying near me greatly increases the chance of some territorial wild bear rolling up to camp with murder on their mind. What do you meeeean keep wandering around actively instead of sleeping in one spot for months at a time? My life is literally worse with you than without you, and your life is probably worse with me around too.
Weasels: Fuck off you can't keep up with me i eat half my body weight in food every day and bite everything near me. Try to contain me and see what happens i'm made out of teeth and murder and cleverness, and destruction of property and theft are my favorite games and i'm basically always bored unless i'm hunting or fighting or fucking with something. What do you meeeean hold still for 30 seconds now i'm mad and you'll basically have to kill me to stop me from going after whatever i want forever. I will absolutely try to murder every other animal you associate with no matter what size it is, and i will totally also eat all of your other food too because i love fruits and fungus and anything else you like to eat probably - you can't keep me out of your food stores and what i don't eat in the moment i'll steal and hide in my own stash for later. Excuse me now i have to sleep for 18 hours i do not understand why you want to keep doing things for so much of the day.
Don't ask me about ferrets they must have been bought with rodent hunting opportunities like the cats, total fluke if you ask me (ferrets are, in fact, domesticated, after more than two thousand years of human intervention. And it's kind of weird that it happened but i think they were the exact right size to make it work)
I think it's a common misconception that domesticating animals is somewhat like enslaving them. It really is more of a symbiotic relationship. No wild animal would have willingly put up with early humans if they didn't get something out of it. Wolves wouldn't have stayed with us and become dogs if they weren't getting food and safety out of it. Many large herbivores that are now domesticated could and would have easily trampled their early human captors or broken their enclosures open if they didn't have a reason to stay. Sometimes individual animals still do if we don't give them what they need.
The animals that have stayed with us for thousands of years have evolved to cooperate with us better. Dogs have additional facial muscles around their eyes that wolves lack in order to mimic human facial expressions. Sheep grow their wool perpetually while their wild counterparts don't because a bigger fleece means they're more likely to be allowed to breed and be kept around. Domestic dairy cows produce much more milk than wild bovine species and domestic hens lay more eggs. Do you know how energy costly producing eggs or milk is for an animal? It's pretty intense! They wouldn't be able to do that if we hadn't given them the food and safety from predators and the elements to.
And we really need to show these animals respect and gratitude for what they give us by taking excellent care of them. They gave up a lot to be with us, often including the means to take care of themselves in the wild. That's a huge reason why I'm not against using animal products, but I hate factory farming. They are still living, breathing creatures with needs and feelings. They deserve a comfortable life and, when the time comes, a humane death.
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I've seen people comment on how Spite is more like a loud dog than a demon, that he's underused, and just generally pretty harmless.
But honestly it makes sense he's like that. What's more spiteful than defying everyone's expectations
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A demon is described as a spirit whose purpose has been perverted, turning them evil
But it's also been stated that there's less of a difference between the two than most realize, both by Solas and Bellara.
Just as a few more examples
In one of Emmerich's banters with Harding, he mentions that more sophisticated spirits vary in kindness, or âThere's the curiosity that leads one over a hill, and the curiosity that kindles a house fireâ
Spirits also donât really have to turn into demons to do harm. Take for example Cole/Compassion in Asunder. He kills a ton of people but he never really stops being a spirit of compassion, it's just that he views killing people as compassion.
In âRegrets of the Dreadwolfâ, its implied that Solas was a wisdom spirit who became a pride demon, and while your opinion about him can vary, heâs not particularly demonic"
A spiritâs purpose can shift without them turning into a evil or into a demon, as shown when a spirit of Compassion turns into Eulogy after Docktownâs âIn Memoriamâ quest
Itâs mentioned that before becoming Spite, it was a spirit of determination. Lucanis also states that âAny spirit can become a demon, Zara didn't give them a choiceâ. so I think we can safely assume Zara was the one who turned determination into spite
It's also kinda implied that spirits don't always lose their original purpose when they turn into demons, it just usually shifts to a different aspect of it. Wisdom to Pride, Justice to Vengeance, Determination to Spite.
And spite as a concept really is close to determination, I mean how many times do you hear about people who are determined to succeed solely out of spite.Â
Who is it that Spite hates most of all? Who is the person Spite wants to Spite the most? Zara
And the thing that Zara wanted most out of Spite is for him to be evil, for him take over Lucanis, to hurt people, ect.
And so when a spirit, created out of the determination to spite a lady who wants it to become evil, is forced into Lucanisâs body, is it really a surprise that it doesnât go as planned.
I mean Spite can be a jerk, but he mostly just throws temper tantrums when he doesn't get his way, and the worst thing he does is attacking Illario after he kills Zara, which to be honest is kinda deserved.Â
In fact, he usually seeks to help Lucanis, I mean he fucking drags Rook into Lucanis mind palace to act as a therapist. And afterwards there's a conversation between Emmrich and Lucanis where it's brought up that Spite literally thought they were still in the Ossuary, which is why he kept trying to escape through the Eluvian.
Overall I feel that heâs closer to a spirit of living in spite of trauma. Of succeeding despite others saying that you canât, and being kind even though the world is cruel.
#Over time I feel that he'd also become more humanlike similar to cole#Spite: Everyone expects me to be evil so i wont be just to fuck with them#da:tv#da: the veilguard#dragon age lucanis#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age spite#character analysis#dragon age meta#dragon age the veilguard#spite dragon age#veilguard#lucanis dragon age#veilguard meta#dav#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age spoilers
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take a bite out of these
just an updated list of all of my favorite creators so far! Iâm sure there will be plenty more added đ€
thank you for sharing your talent and your amazing creations!
this is a little long so all recs are below the cut !
can also follow my tag #elâs fic recs
Eddie -
crash + fall by @trashmouth-richie - an ongoing soulmate AU series about my favorite freak that Iâm already so very in love with and is written so beautifully.
she fucking hates me by @littlexdeaths - Iâm still foaming at the mouth over this bully!Eddie x reader fic. itâs so fucking hot and I donât think Iâll be over it any time soon (or ever).
after hours by @hellfire--cult - I am fairly new to the omegaverse and holy fuck what an introduction this was. I love a dominate Eddie and oh my god did Roe deliver.
sailorâs delight by @dr-aculaaa - this fic made me YEARN in a way I wasnât prepared for. Drac is an amazing writer and I just wanna live in this little world they created.
let's go, don't wait by @carolmunson - the fic that has me questioning why none of my online dates have ever been this good. I fucking love this story so much, just wanna live in a world where teacher!Eddie falls in love with.
daylight by @abibliophobiaa - while I tend to stay away from pregnancy!AUs, this one had me hooked. It's cute, sweet, hot. I need a dad!Eddie stat.
twenty-four hours / coffee shop blues by @ghost-proofbaby - ghost is hands down one of my favorite Eddie writers. She writes him in a way that makes me fall in love time and time again. as a bonus, if you're a fan of astarion, she's written the moon will sing (i love you like the sun) which is just as beautifully written as the rest of her works.
the biology tutor by @mrsjellymunson - I binged this in a day, the premise and the smut were so damn hot that I couldn't get enough.
everlong by @andvys - this was my first introduction to andy's work and it has remained a favorite ever since. has so many amazing stories but there's something about a secret relationship behind Steve's back that gets me.
the yes policy / wish you were here by @pinkrelish - the way I lost sleep reading through both of these fics. I love the worlds that Alyson created and the version of Eddie she gifted us with. I've read them over and over again.
to know youâre mine by @blueywrites - I read through this series in a day, losing sleep may I add, because I was that addicted to it. I will admit, at first, I didnât think itâd be my jam because of the swinger dynamic but holy shit does Bluey make it both tender and hot at the same time. I almost combusted. I seriously couldnât get enough. She is an amazing writer and I canât wait to read more of her work.
for your viewing pleasure / shelter from the storm by @rebelfell - the way Sarah has me absolutely on my knees for Eddie every time I read one of her ficsâŠthey genuinely leave me UNWELL (in the best way). like for your viewing pleasure? I was a little unsure at first (would I get jealous over a fictional man having relations with other fictional women?) but then I devoured it. itâs so insanely hot and she is one of the best smut writers on here. and shelter from the storm? pllleeeeasseee Eddie show up on my doorstep to check up on me in a storm. Please offer to get me there.
Steve -
we tried the world / she drives me crazy by @upsidedownwithsteve - if there is an author I equate with a character, it's Emmy with Steve. I was a diehard Eddie girl until I read her stories and fell in love with my favorite dork again and again. All her works are seriously a gift that I always return to.
all i really want is you / colors by @loveshotzz - the first author that made me even consider an older!Steve let alone fall in love with him over and over in every way she writes him. I will never be over either of these fics and re-visit them all the time.
we'll call it love by @superblysubpar - I've said before that this is part of my top ten and still is to this day. I revisit it often, falling back into this world. dreaming of this steve. story is so witty, funny and hot while also remaining tender in many moments. Also, simply the best - the title is pretty self-explanatory because the story is already thatâŠsimply the best. Itâs ongoing but I am already hooked. I love the Spider-Man!Steve AU and Taylor is an amazing writer so I know itâs only going to keep getting better.
asking for a favor by @wroteclassicaly - this struck me right in all the perfect feels and Kristen has a way of doing that. I have a long to be read list but Kristen is all over it. She's an amazing writer and I love all her angst / smut.
Jonathan -
rise and shine by @eiightysixbaby - I hadnât read a fic for Jonathan before, or really considered it, but manâŠthis fic managed to convert me. Now I need him in the biblical sense.
Billy -
no charge by @hellfire--cult - oh. my. fuck. what a fast conversion this was to a Billy fan. Jaw on the floor, wondering why I donât have a hot hot hot Billy knocking on my floor to give me the ultimate striptease plus 8 inches extra.
honey honey by @pastel-pillows - speaking of my fast train to a Billy fan, this is the fic that really started it all. He is so sweet in this, and I just ache for a soft Billy since reading this amazing fic.
@boltedfruit
@selineabanto
@xgumiho
@tubesock86
@stervrucht
@toktopus-art
@donttellunclesam
@littleststarfighter
@tellme-astory
@jemmacdraws
@obligatedart
@strangergraphics (graphics / headers / dividers)
@hugdealer (some of my favorites edited photos of Eddie)
@freckledjoes (photos / gifs)
@werewolfnat (formerly kingofscoops)
@djo
@steveharringtondaily
@batty4steddie
@emziess
most, if not all, of these are Eddie coded
you know I can eat you better than he can
getting hate fucked on your crushes bed by his best friend
post campaign pleasure with your dungeon master
your bully finds out you have a crush on him
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All the shade in the world when we say we want complex women characters we want more Ellie Williams and other characters whose actions make our insides twist, not frustrate us. We want characters that we hold beloved to become corrupted by fate but still have the opportunity for some redemption.
Caitlyn Kiramman is an interesting character, but she does not fit the bill for the "complex female characters" we desire. Jinx, Vi, and Mel better fit that bill. All three of those women have given us reason to both love and despise them. Many a difficult conversation have they been the subject of. And to me personally Cait just falls flat. And I don't think it's her own fault I think it's the writing. Season 1 cait is đđ but season two cait? I understand that she's grieving her mother, HOWEVER, we barely saw any interaction between the two of them and the little that we did see showed us that she wasn't fucking with her like that/they had a complex and somewhat negative relationship. Imagine how the season opened with Cait actually finding her mom's dead body. We would all feel sick, and we'd all pity her. Or imagine had we been given a flashback between her and her mother when she was a child in the garden, having a good time. Or imagine how they just even mentioned the fact that their relationship was strained. Losing a parent is bad, what makes it worse is having unfinished business with that parent (which is why people love the story of Ellie Williams, it's why we understand why she wants to go after her father's killer other than the fact that the killer murdered her father). Caitlin only having one motivation to go after jinx, to descend into hell, to avenge her mother is not even. "Jinx killed mom now I kill Jinx" there's nothing compelling about that. We've seen the story several times.
Just to give a direct comparison.
Jinx's dad was a man she had an extremely complicated relationship with and this relationship was showcased throughout the season. The fact that she essentially lost her sister and killed her father at the same time is what pushes her over the edge. We completely understand why she's going to burn the world down because the show told us over and over and over again. Jinx always manages to lose the people she loves the most, and this time it's happened directly by her own hand.
Jinx's missile only kills three people, blows up a building, and inspiresb fear in the hearts of pilties and amazment in the hearts of Zaunites. Her actions were bad, but ultimately very few people actually suffered from her actions. The council only lost three people, it's not like pilltover's governmentless now (like how zaun is). The damage to the building wasn't that bad and it's easily repairable. And overall from her actions alone the citizens of pilltover are still safe.
Now let's look at cait. She's actively ruining the lives of zaunites by mass gassing them (we also how many kids were on the street. We all know how many homeless and disabled people there are in zaun. Now they're all negatively affected due to cait's lust of vengeance) and by arresting them when they've committed no crime. She's parading around the city with deadly weapons, under the authority of which she does not have! Cait abuses her name and her position as an enforcer to DEMAND that the council follow her plan. She had absolutely no right to storm into there and act like she had the power to call shots. What's even more gross is that she completely lied to them! Her goal was never to locate jinx, it was always to kill Jinx. If she truly cared about bringing jinx to proper justice, she would have ensured she be brought alive. If she truly cared about dismantling shimmer, she would have done that first bc A. Vi knows exactly where the factory is and B. According to silco, the last attack already cut the supply in half. It would have been easy to finish that off. Caitlyn acts like she's judge, jury, and Executioner the entire time she's down there. Her prejudice increases exponentially AS does her willingness to he openly prejudice. She literally refers to Vi's countrymen as animals, and accuses vi of being disloyal several times! and must we truly mention the assault she did? Must we mention that she was willing to kill a kid? That's a line jinx herself has not even willingly crossed yet, and she's practically crossed all other lines.
At the moment Caitlin is not a character who's doing the wrong things for what she believes is the right reason. She's acting out of complete selfishness. Even jinx, who committed an act of terrorism, didn't do it for herself. She did it for her dad, who worked so hard to bring down piltover and didn't live to see it because he refused to trade his daughter for Independence and peace.
So these are just only a few reasons why people don't support her this season. And her level of oppression, arrogance, and maliciousness is exactly why people are calling out those who defend her, because the majority of her defenders are privileged and white.
"We want more complex female characters" you can't even handle an angry, grieving daughter who just had her mother killed by her future wife's sister, shut the fuck up
#but her having tons of privilege and societal pull doesnât make this very compelling but annoying#she wouldnât last a day in zaun#it's one thing to have a character that's constantly evil. people can get behind that in support or opposition#it's also one thing to have a character that falls from grace#but to me Caitlyn is not really falling into either camps. and it's truly just uncomfortable to watch her.#I also think they just gave themselves a really hard task because revenge stories are so common#the only way to make a good Revenge story is to make a unique and heartfelt and her story is lacking both
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KNY Fandom so fucking insufferable I'm gonna start behaving like those GiyuShino and SaneKana shippers and go around spreading misinformation and say "no you don't get it SaneGiyuu was implied!!!" /j
because I'd actually have more content to mention without even mischaracterizing them
wanna talk about how they're a two-faced mirror? almost as if they were written to parallel each other and there's so much to talk about on this matter
or, since not everyone in this Fandom can dive into analysis, wanna mention how Shinobu figured Sanemi could've made Giyuu smile by inviting him to eat his fav dish with him? why not ask him directly instead? why Sanemi out of all people?
wanna mention Sanemi's pseudo-obsession on that man? he disliked his ass, but if we go back to analysis, his intolerance to someone feeling superior can be tied to a multitude of factors and one of which is being low-key reminded of himself, and he loathes himself while at the same time he puts on that strong façade. he can't face it though. and he wanted to understand why Giyuu felt that way SO BADLY he went to him for training and tried to speak with him, he wanted a contact, he wanted to understand, he needed Giyuu to speak up but he didn't.
on the other hand don't we wanna talk about Giyuu's perspective? Giyuu never hated him nor did he really feel sad knowing he disliked him, contrary to how he felt towards Obanai. not to mention he even got to be sarcastic towards Sanemi's dumb ass at least twice.
and the iconic ohagi scene? idk about y'all but between the hashira I think that's THE iconic scene, alongside Giyuu and Shinobu beefing and Shinobu almost stabbing him (don't get me wrong platonic GiyuShino has my whole heart)
the first time we saw Giyuu smile in the series is while imagining to befriend Sanemi??? and out of everyone he chose Sanemi? the hashira who is canonically the most difficult to talk with?đ he only ever smiled either for food, for Sanemi or Tanjiro
oh and let's not talk about how Tanjiro, after getting knocked up, wakes up and the first thing Giyuu says is "yeah Shinazugawa left" ..? or the whole novel chapter in which they end up talking about him (supposedly right after that scene in the manga) and Giyuu cheered up. what
anyways, likewise, the first time Sanemi was seen smiling genuinely outside of his family was with Giyuu. Obanai and especially Masachika were both closer to him, not to mention the most important person in his life, Genya...yet here we are ig?? (after Giyuu he also smiled more in general, the scene of him smiling at Nezuko was one of my fav panels ever so keep in mind I'm taking in consideration the chronological events and not the impact of the scenes per se)
or let's talk about the most important part in their development which is when they fought together.
Sanemi saving him, telling him not to zone out while throwing the sword at him, it made Giyuu realize he's the water hashira, it was the first time Giyuu acknowledged it. Sanemi influenced Giyuu's character positively, and so far Tanjiro was the only other one who managed to. Sanemi saw him as his ally (rightfully so), and hopefully seeing him fight also made him realize he wasn't that much of a conceited guy, he was just like him, as he initially wanted Giyuu to understand (despite the fact it was a miscommunication)
Sanemi teaming up with Giyuu out of everyone, in such an impactful panel.... idk, if it was a straight ship that would've felt like a confession for the Fandom đ
they impacted each other's character, they were the only two hashira surviving after facing the same war, they faced similar struggles during their lives (but let's not get into analysis, once again...), they could've understood each other better than anyone else would ever have, and they ended up bonding and eating together
that panel was there, in the middle of other panels all portraying important bonds, whether canon romantic bonds or platonic and sibling-like ones (Tanjiro and Nezuko, the Kamaboko squad, the swordsmiths etc.)
if it wasn't important it wouldn't have been there, but the funniest thing is that if either of them was a woman it would've been considered canon since it also included TanKana, ZenNezu and InoAoiđđ»
but oh, if we try to name either of these things and more, people will rightfully say "can't they be friends anymore?", which is valid, but I wonder why this doesn't apply to equally fanon straight ships.
a show so peak has so many fans that are so denseđđđ
#kny#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#sanegiyuu#giyuusane#sanemi x giyuu#kny ships#sanemi#giyuu#sanemi shinazugawa#giyuu tomioka#toxic shippers#i hate y'all sm#platonic sanekana#platonic giyushino#they're just so peak#am i talking about sanegiyuu or about platonic giyushino and platonic sanekana?#the answer is both#I need more m/f friendships in media bc I can't take this shit anymore
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prompt: scotty and max fucking dirt nasty about daniel
My first ask prompt! Thank you for turning my own horny tags against me! I donât know if I managed to get all the way to dirt nasty, but I feel like we can at least call this âpotting soil rude.â ;)
Below the cut and also here at AO3.
Max and Scotty have a tenuous agreement. A custody arrangement, Scotty calls it. When Daniel had first introduced them all those years ago, heâd clearly assumed that since he loved them both, naturally theyâd like each other, too. They did not. Instead, they spent the first few months of their acquaintance doing their damnedest to avoid each otherâs presence while fighting over who got to spend more time with Daniel. Neither of them wanted to share their time with him with the other, and each felt that they had a more compelling reason to lay claim to Danielâs attention. Max declared teammate dibs, while Scotty argued for compatriot rights. The arguments escalated- furious text messages interspersed with angry glares and whispered squabbling away from Danielâs ears until, eventually, they decided that the only viable option was to share custody.
Max gets Daniel on race weekends, from Thursday all the way through to Sunday night (and if theyâre celebrating a good race result, well into the wee hours of Monday morning). Scotty has free rein over the rest of the week and any non-race weekends, except for times when Daniel and Max are both in Monaco at the same time, in which case Max gets first dibs on invites to dinners, clubs, or padel dates. Scotty had tried to argue that this rule unfairly favors Max, given that Max and Daniel both live in Monaco, which immediately gives him way more Daniel-time. Max wasted no time in pointing out that Scotty also lives in Monaco, so thatâs a dumb argument, and with the amount of travel they all do, thereâs very little overlap in their schedules anyway, which was the whole point in the first place.
The most important rule in their agreement, though, is that Daniel remains absolutely unaware that any of this is going on. If he knew the lengths Scotty and Max were going to in order to rearrange their schedules and his, he would make that face at them. The one where his eyes go wide and soft and red rimmed. He would shake his head at them, and he would use words like âchildishâ and âmanipulativeâ and âdisappointed.â No. Itâs better that Daniel doesnât know.
Heâs somehow never managed to catch on that Scotty doesnât ever hang out with him on race weekends, even if heâs at the grand prix and chilling with Chloe in the Aston Martin hospitality. Heâll give Daniel a wave, a pat on the bum if they pass each other in the paddock, but he's never asked for a pass to Danielâs garage, even though he could easily get one as a Red Bull athlete himself. And Danielâs also never noticed that Max pretty much disappears after race weekends, only to pop up in the background of one of Martijnâs Instagram stories or on stream with the other Twitch boys, even if Daniel mentions he'd be happy to hang out if Max finds himself in LA whenever heâs there.
Over the years, theyâve reached a tentative truce over their shared time with Daniel, but neither of them has ever gotten what they truly want: Daniel himself. Heâll flirt with them all day long, but they know heâd just as easily flirt with a brick wall if given the chance. Flirting sometimes leads to more: Daniel will get up close behind Max on the crowded dance floor at a club, brush the tease of a half chub against Maxâs ass as he scoots past him, a drink in each hand and a grin on his face. Heâll wrap one arm around Maxâs waist from behind, a gesture with a flourish to present him with the G&T heâd ordered for Max, and whisper âjust for you, Maxy,â as he hands him the drink and presses his cock against the seam of Maxâs ass. And then heâll flounce off again, shimmying to the pulse of the music and unaware of, or simply uncaring about, the state of Maxâs shorts.
Max has seen him with Scotty, knows that he acts just the same way with him. Always standing too close, legs intertwined, sharing jokes murmured under his breath or whispered too loudly in his ear. Heâll tuck himself under Scottyâs chin, fingertips of one hand tugging teasingly at the collar of Scotty's shirt, while the other hand reaches out to take a selfie that heâll send to Max and caption âwish you were here!â
But Daniel never lets them get any closer than that. Heâll tease, flirt, hint that he wants more, but he never takes the next step- or lets Scotty or Max take it, either. Somewhere along the line, they realized that if they canât have Daniel himself, theyâll have to settle for the next best option.
That option is this: Scotty has Max face down, ass up on his driver room floor. Thereâs no space in here for this, but neither of them had cared about the logistics of anything beyond getting the door shut and tearing off enough clothing to get started. Max is still wearing his Red Bull polo- the hem rucked up to his armpits. His jeans are hanging off one foot, caught on the shoe he didnât bother to take off before he started peeling out of his clothes. Scotty is no better off- his jeans are unzipped far enough for him to have pulled his cock out, but heâs otherwise still fully clothed.
Max watches over his shoulder as Scotty coats his fingers in lube. Itâs the shitty kind in a packet that Max swiped from the complimentary amenity kit in the hotel this morning and tossed at Scottyâs head as they stumbled into his driver room and started pulling off their clothes. Itâs sticky and a little goopy, but itâll do in a pinch.
Scotty opens Max up brusquely, stretching him with two and then three fingers in quick succession. Max bristles at the burn, the way he can feel a flame lick up and down his spine, unsure of whether the sensation is pleasure or pain. He breathes through the too quick stretch and the way Scotty intentionally avoids so much as brushing past his prostate. Max knows they donât have time for gentle. The first free practice session starts in barely more than half an hour, and Max still needs to go through his warm up routine and check in with GP about the set up plan for the run. But even with all the time in the world, Scotty still wouldnât give him the courtesy. His focus here isnât on Maxâs pleasure.
âCome on already,â Max complains. Heâs reaching back with a free hand to pull Scotty in closer, trying to grab at his cock. At least when Scotty is buried in him, Max can fuck himself back onto him, guide the angle exactly where he wants it.
âShut up,â Scotty hisses, pushing Maxâs polo further up and stuffing the hem into Maxâs mouth. Max is loud. Always. But here, they donât have the luxury of being able to hide behind the anonymity of a private hotel room, where the sound of Maxâs drawn out groans or high pitched squeals can be passed off as coming from one of the other rooms down the hall; nor can they rely on the ironclad NDAs of the staff on Maxâs private plane, who may have overheard him more than once begging for Scotty to stop fucking around and fuck him harder. Checoâs driver room is just next door. Heâll hear if Max starts shouting the way he wants to.
Assured that the makeshift gag will do for now, Scotty grabs a handful of Maxâs left ass cheek, pulling him wide, fingers of his other hand moving unceremoniously in and out of his hole. Max can feel the cool metal of Scottyâs wedding ring against him, a twin sensation to the cold slick of the lube dripping down his rim. He wonders if Chloe knows. Sheâs probably lounging in the Aston Martin hospitality right now, sipping casually on a glass of wine as she chats with Fernando or jokes around with Lance. Does she know that her husband is only a few dozen yards away, wiping the excess lube off his hand and onto his cock and lining it up with Maxâs hole? He wonders what sheâd say if she knew. He wonders what Daniel would.
He groans as the thought hits him. Imagines Danielâs face if he walked into Maxâs driver room right now, saw him splayed out like this, moaning like a whore as Scotty takes that moment between breaths to push in, his first thrust already a zero to sixty full send that has Max sliding further to the floor. His knees slip wider and his hip flexors stretch beyond the point of a pleasant ache. Rupert is going to kill him if he shows up to his pre-race warm up with a limp. Maybe Daniel would help soothe the ache. He could slide to the floor beneath them, tuck himself under Maxâs juddering hips, suck the tip of his cock into his mouth as Scotty keeps pounding into him.
Max gasps and clenches down as he imagines it. Fuck, what he wouldnât give for Daniel to burst through the door. Through the drool soaked fabric held between his teeth, he moans out a barely coherent âDaniel!â
The room is immediately quiet as Scotty stills inside him and Max inhales sharply at his own outburst. For a long moment, neither of them moves. They breathe in the shared silence for a beat, and then Scotty pulls back to sit on his haunches and grabs Max by the back of his polo shirt to haul him back with him. The change in angle has him sliding, somehow, even further down onto Scottyâs length. Max groans. From his new position on Scottyâs lap, he can feel the bite of zipper teeth against the back of his thigh. Thatâs going to leave a mark- another thing heâll have to explain away to Rupert when he hops into the ice bath tomorrow.
Scotty wraps one hand firmly around Maxâs chest, brushes the sharp edge of a thumbnail over Maxâs nipple, drawing out a hushed squeal. He pulls Max tight against his body, cock buried balls deep inside him. As he starts moving again, stabbing staccato thrusts aimed directly at Maxâs prostate, intended to tease but not satisfy, he leans in to whisper directly into Maxâs ear. âCome on, Maxy. Youâre not trying to get us caught, are you? Not trying to get Daniel in here to see what you look like getting fucked like this.â
Max huffs out an annoyed moan. âLike you donât want it, too. You would be putting on a show for him. Trying to show him how good you can fuck. Which, of course, isnât even very good at all.âÂ
Max knows heâs hit a nerve. It always comes down to this for them. Sometimes theyâll spend the entire time just egging each other on. It usually doesnât take much more than the mere mention of Daniel from either of them to get things ramped up. Like clockwork, he can feel Scottyâs rhythm start to falter behind him, his thrusts becoming more and more erratic. Before he even has time to reach down for his own cock, he feels Scotty stiffen and then grind hard into him.Â
Everything immediately feels wetter, the slick combo of lube and come mixing inside him as Scotty starts to pull out. Max whines, tries to clench down and keep Scottyâs dick inside him. âDonât fucking stop, you fuck!â he whisper-shouts, trying to bounce on the flagging cock already slipping free from his hole. Itâs too late. Scotty pulls out completely and shoves Max off of him to flop back to the driver room floor. Heâs still fully dressed, just his bare wet cock out, lying limp on the precarious biting edge of his unzipped jeans.Â
Furious and still achingly hard, Max clambers on top of him, knees spread on either side of Scottyâs hips. He grabs at Scottyâs hand and forces two fingers together before lifting up and shoving them between his legs. He refuses to look down at Scottyâs face. He knows that if he does, heâll see that fucking smirk. He closes his eyes and throws his head back instead, so that in his mindâs eye, he can imagine that itâs Daniel beneath him, whose hand heâs riding quickly to climax. Scottyâs doing nothing to help him along, but his fingers are serviceable enough as a makeshift dildo for Max to ride, and quickly enough, heâs approaching orgasm. He comes and chokes back the cry that threatens to spill over.Â
He catches his come in one hand to save it from landing directly on Scottyâs shirt. Heâd deserve it, the asshole; but Max knows those arenât risks theyâre able to take. Canât explain away the random stain or have to come up with an excuse as to why Scottyâs wearing a borrowed Red Bull t-shirt and walking away from the Red Bull end of the paddock on a weekend heâs supposed to be hanging out in the Aston Martin garage. So Max catches his come in his hand. But he canât resist the opportunity to fuck with Scotty at least a little, so he pushes up his shirt- some obnoxious NFT branded thing- and smears his cupped hand across Scottyâs abs, painting his stomach with it before Scotty even realizes itâs happening.
âOh for fuckâs sake,â Scotty complains and pushes Max off him for the second time. He grabs randomly for the first thing he can put his hands on to serve as a rag- the balaclava that Max is supposed to be wearing for free practice today- and uses it to wipe himself off. He tosses the balaclava at Max to finish cleaning up and then stands to tuck himself back into his jeans and zip up.Â
Once theyâre both mostly presentable, Max pokes his head out of the room, checks that thereâs no one around to see Scotty exiting. Satisfied that theyâre clear, he steps out of the way and jerks his chin at Scotty, a nod towards the door for him to get out.
âYeah, Iâm gone. See ya never, mate,â Scotty throws over his shoulder as he saunters out of Maxâs driver room.
âFuck you, too,â Max throws back at him. He glances at the clock. Heâs almost late for his warm up with Rupert. Fuck.
***
The rest of the weekend is mostly business as usual. He has to sit through a lecture from Rupert about having to rush through his warm up (âWhereâve you been? And why are you so stiff in your hips today?â he asks as he takes Max through the exercises. âDo we need to add more stretching to your routine?â), and then another from GP about having to rush the prep for the practice session, but neither is out of the ordinary. He puts it on pole the next day and wins the race the day after. He takes a moment to celebrate with the team and then makes sure to seek Daniel out for the biggest hug, an arm looped around Danielâs waist and a hand clasped at the back of his neck, holding him close. Heâs only got a few more hours of custody time before heâll have to hand him over to Scotty, and he intends to make the most of them.
After the champagne, the ceremony, the interviews, he follows Daniel to his driver room, chattering all the way about the race and how the car is finally feeling like theyâve got a handle on it this season. Daniel nods at the appropriate moments, points out things heâd noticed on track, too. Max beams. He loves talking about racing with anyone, but most especially with Daniel.
In Danielâs driver room, Max makes himself as comfortable as he can on the small padded bench and watches as Daniel strips off his race suit and fireproofs and tosses them in a heap on the ground. He wanders around the tiny room in just his boxer briefs, which are molded to his thighs, still sweat-slick from the race. Maxâs own briefs start feeling a little tight as he takes in all of the skin on display in front of him.
âWhat are we doing to celebrate tonight?â he asks. âCarlos told me about this new club that he and Charles have visited. We can go there together, if you want. Few G&Ts to end the weekend?â
Daniel nods while he throws on his regular clothes, and Max sighs as all that golden skin disappears from view. âSounds good, mate. Iâm all in!â
Max smiles back at him. Perfect. Heâs riding the high of the win, and as the blood rushes from his brain to locations further south, he decides to press his luck. âAnd then tomorrow, do you want to fly with me in my plane? You can come with me to Greece for a bit, if you want.â
âSorry, no can do, Maxy. Got plans for this week already. Besides,â he pauses halfway out the door, gives Max a sharp look over his shoulder, âitâs not your custody week, is it? Scotty wouldnât approve.â
Max stares after Daniel as he skips down the stairs out of his driver room. Fuck.
#my fic#asks#i'm nervous about this one!#i'm not convinced that it fully makes sense#but i'm happy with it i think!#scotty/max#unrequited maxiel#unrequited scaniel
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The Chaotic Duo.
A Ronin x Misaki fic
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Misaki was sitting on top of a building. Shotgun by their side, phone in their shaky hands.
<@hitmeupp>: Anyone wants to be my assassination support?
This was yet another time when they send a message like this to the server, they always did that when the target was either too dangerous or they had a very shitty day. This was the former, their clients hired her to kill a CEO of a big filming company who was also entangled with some shady mafia business. The amount of armed men around him was really getting on the poor assassin's nerves, they just wanted an easy kill, is it so much to ask for?
Well while they were cursing their client in their head, they heard a silent DING, someone dmed them!
<@goreboy>: heard you Needed some Support
<@goreboy>: what's up?
Well, that was unexpected.
Ronin usually doesn't text her when she sends a message like that, it's usually Angel who helps them. Maybe she sent Ronin because she's busy? Yeah, that's probably it.
"Dude oh my fucking God, I am dyinggg here. Like seriously, how guarded can a guy be?" They sent him a short voice message, if Angel really sent Ronin to the rescue then he wouldn't be surprised by the voice message, right?
<@goreboy>: heh seems Like the Best assassin in The Whole fucking japan is really Stressing over a small fry
<@goreboy>: who's The target btw?
"Oh shut the fuck up, I can get stressed!- oh shit he almost looked this way... oops" They send the message and then sent another one. "Some guy who worked with the mafia, the money for him is high."
<@goreboy>: damnnn alr Then maybe shoot him Before He sees ya
<@goreboy>: we Don't wanna our Fav assassin dead
They chuckled at his respone.
"Awh stop or you'll make me blush while i'm killing someone." They said jokingly, Ronin could hear them loading their gun in the message.
<@goreboy>: maybe I'd like to See ya All blushy hm?
Misaki didn't see that message until after they left the rooftop, Ronin's message really did make them blush.
<@hitmeupp>: Oh stfu
<@hitmeupp>: He's dead
<@hitmeupp>: Thanks for the help
<@goreboy>: when You need help Call For the devil and He Will help You out
Ronin chuckled after he sent that reply.
Would he really help the assassin the next time they need help? Never say never, he could as well replace Angel and take some of her worries off of her shoulders, right? Also it's important to keep the server's members alive and out of jail.
Misaki in fact did use Ronin's help, texting him directly to help her out and he was there every time. His replies were different from Angel's, well that was to be expected, they are two different people with very different personalities.
Ronin was encouraging them more in the devilish style, he was flirting with them to keep their mind off of the nerves, made jokes about the target and fed Misaki's ego about them being THE assassin.
<@goreboy>: hey Wanna Call?
<@goreboy>: i'm Bored
Misaki was surprised to receive this DM, Ronin wants to talk, and he wants to do this only with them. Weird? Maybe a little. But he could consider Misaki's interest piqued.
<@hitmeupp>: Ofc babes
Immediately after sending that on their screen was a pop up.
@goreboy is calling.
They picked up without a second thought.
Normally Misaki wouldn't show anyone their living arrangements, but only did they know Ronin for two whole years, he also was pretty open about being in possession of their IP address which meant that he knew where and how they live.
"Hey, hey. What does the big devil want from little me?" Misaki asked once the call connected.
"Not much, jus' bored, and you're quite good at amusing me." Ronin replied with a confident smirk glued to his voice.
"Woah, am I your clown now?" They asked with a fake hurt in their voice.
"More like my personal chaos maker." He was obviously flirting with them, and Misaki wasn't going to let him have his fun alone.
"Maybe we could make chaos together then?" They joked, there was no chance for them to do it together in real life, even if Misaki wished that they could meet up... Wait, what?
"About that." Ronin's voice cut through Misaki's thoughts. "I just happened to get my hands on a plane ticket to Tokio, was wondering if you could be my guide." Ronin's words made Misaki's eyes widened.
"What!" They fell from their chair. "Ouch... wait, wait, wait! What do you mean you have a plane ticket? And to Japan?"
"Don't ask so many questions, you don't need to know." Of course Ronin wouldn't answer, he has to be a fucking mystery. A hot mystery who's really helpful...
"Yeah sure whatever, so you want me to be your guide?" They crossed their arms over their chest.
"Who's better to show me around than the best assassin the whole Japan ever saw?"
"Are you seriously feeding my ego just to get me to agree? Wow Ronin... Why does this actually work every time?" They whined. "Of course I will show you around." They smiled.
"Great, I'll be there next week."
"Wait, what-"
Aaand he hang up.
Yeah. very Ronin style.
"He's coming here? Oh fuck! Ronin IS coming here! Oh my god..." Misaki's voice was mix of stress and excitement.
They started to feel something for Ronin a while ago, but they didn't really know if it would work out. But with him showing up so randomly? Maybe it was a sign?
"Oh my god! Why does it make me so fucking excited?" They groaned and fell on their bed, their face buried in a pillow so they could scream their excitement out.
A week had passed without Misaki even noticing it.
They are standing near the airport exit with the most cheesy and cringey welcoming cardboard ever: "Here stands the devil's servant" written in English, with some edgy stickers all around the words.
It didn't take Ronin long to find them and he was barely keeping in his laughter when he approached Misaki.
"Damn, such a warm welcome. Makes me feel like royalty." He said with that cocky smirk of his.
"...Why are you even hotter in person?" Misaki asked bluntly.
"You're not too bad looking yourself, quite on the contrary, you look so much better in person." He said, Misaki didn't know if he was genuine or if it was just the regular teasing, but their poor heart still took the damage.
"Uh um, yeah! We need to get to your hotel!" They changed the subject, which was answered with Ronin's chuckle.
"Sure, lead the way darling."
The assassin couldn't say that their time with The Butcher was boring. It was anything BUT boring.
Not only did they spent some fun time at the local karaoke, ate some amazing food or did other fun activities. Ronin also made sure to do some illegal activities together, going around abandoned buildings, setting trashcans on fire, Misaki watching Ronin kill a guy, or Ronin waiting for Misaki after their assassination.
They had a good time together. And undoubtedly they grew closer. Close enough that Misaki stole Ronin's shirt from his hotel room and he let her do her thing.
"You're drowning in it." Ronin's voice came from behind Misaki who just put the t-shirt on.
"AH!" They yelled and turned around. "Man learn how to walk and make sound please?" They said and glared at him.
"Yeah, yeah. Anyway... You can keep it." He came closer to Misaki. "Suits you." He smirked.
Misaki's face turned red.
"Uh.. um... thanks?" They weren't sure how to interpret his words, but oh lord even without a proper interpretation their heart went crazy.
"Told you, you're my chaos maker." He whispered into their ear. "And we can just bring chaos to the world together."
Was that really the Devil's confession just now?
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My whole point of using that poem was to bring out nazis turned against nazis too. And I didn't say they came for christians for being christians, but they did attack Catholic clergy so... I thought pretty clearly stated they came for anyone who disagreed with them.
Oh, an Jesus was a jew. He attacked the consevatists and the corrupt of his times. And no I am not a christian. I was but being queer... well...
Nor am I a holocaust denier. English not being my native language makes things maybe difficult for me to express properly. I just find that anyone with fundamentalist beliefs about anything, can't be called true followers of their faith. Meaning a whole religion and all of it's followers can't be marked as bad, because the fundamentalists screw things up. The church near where I live openly welcome queer people and shows it's support every pride month by flying the rainbown flag. So we come from different cultures, what a surprise.
But yeah, thanks for the attack. It's a perfect example of time well wasted when two individuals who basically agree with each other spend time arguing about something they should just unite against. That's how those fucks got us the first time. And still do all over the world veiled in religion. Nazi ideology isn't unique. The basics are well preserved under different religions too like we see with hamas. Which means people are still suffering and dying because of it!
Oh and by the way nazis did persecute men and women of the Catholic clergy in earnest (at least a few thousands of Catholic priests were not just arrested, prosecuted or threatened â as many others were â, but actually sent to concentration camps).
What comes to Niemöller; I think he was brave in writing that poem. It's pretty brave to admit to the whole world how big of a coward and a fool one has been to warn others so they don't do the same mistake.
The nazis that you see in movies are as much a historical fantasy as vikings with horned helmets and samurai cutting people in half.
The nazis were not some vague evil that wanted to hurt people for the sake of hurting them. They had specific goals which furthered a far right agenda, and they wanted to do harm to very specific groups, (largely slavs, jews, Romani, queer people, communists/leftists, and disabled people.)
The nazis didn't use soldiers in creepy gas masks as their main imagery that they sold to the german people, they used blond haired blue eyed families. Nor did they stand up on podiums saying that would wage an endless and brutal war, they gave speeches about protecting white Christian society from degenerates just like how conservatives do today.
Nazis weren't atheists or pagans. They were deeply Christian and Christianity was part of their ideology just like it is for modern conservatives. They spoke at lengths about defending their Christian nation from godless leftism. The ones who hated the catholic church hated it for protestant reasons. Nazi occultism was fringe within the party and never expected to become mainstream, and those occultists were still Christian, none of them ever claimed to be Satanists or Asatru.
Nazis were also not queer or disabled. They killed those groups, before they had a chance to kill almost anyone else actually. Despite the amount of disabled nazis or queer/queer coded nazis you'll see in movies and on TV, in reality they were very cishet and very able bodied. There was one high ranking nazi early on who was gay and the other nazis killed him for that. Saying the nazis were gay or disabled makes about as much sense as saying they were Jewish.
The nazis weren't mentally ill. As previously mentioned they hated disabled people, and this unquestionably included anyone neurodivergent. When the surviving nazi war criminals were given psychological tests after the war, they were shown to be some of the most neurotypical people out there.
The nazis weren't socialists. Full stop. They hated socialists. They got elected on hating socialists. They killed socialists. Hating all forms of lefitsm was a big part of their ideology, and especially a big part of how they sold themselves.
The nazis were not the supervillians you see on screen, not because they didn't do horrible things in real life, they most certainly did, but because they weren't that vague apolitical evil that exists for white American action heros to fight. They did horrible things because they had a right wing authoritarian political ideology, an ideology that is fundamentally the same as what most of the modern right wing believes.
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Interview
CWs: references to noncon, violence
1. Would you rather - Rope or Chains?
R: Rope.
W: Chains, dear god, chains any day. Ropes fucking burn.
2. If Whumpee had multiple Whumpers, who is their favourite? For Whumpers, which Whumpee was your favourite?
R: Yeah, Iâve got a favorite. A couple years back I had a Whumpee who fought me at every turn. He'd throw his food at me, cuss me out, and try to attack me. One time he scratched absolute shit outta my arms. Anyways, I got tired of his shitty attitude and decided to kill him. I didn't keep it a secret, I told him he was gonna die. But when I went in to do it, he changed completely. No more screaming, no spark in his eye. He got quiet. Heh, he got all lovey dovey with me even. You know, lots of people say theyâll do anything if only youâll spare their life. I never did cash in on that promise, but on this Whumpee, I put it to the fucking test. Heh. He let me do whatever I wanted to him. Depraved, horrible things, that would make the most degenerate man blush. Heh, and even though he was crying through most of it, he still pretended to like everything I did to him. And god. You shouldâve seen his eyes when I told him I was still gonna kill him. That look. I think about it still.
W: I canât. glances over at Whumper. Next question please.
3: In your opinion, what is the best way to train a pet?
R: Humans are fickle fucking beasts. You have to break down someoneâs pride in order to train them. I start off with food deprivation, that usually helps me gauge what kind of fight Iâm in for.
W: Positive reinforcement has always worked for me⊠Iâve only ever had a pet bearded dragon though.
4: Broken ribs or bullet wound?Â
R: Both.
W: These questions are uncomfortable to answer. But, uh, bullet wound I guess. Assuming it didnât graze any organs.
5: Preferred type of gag?Â
R: I like a fabric gag. Or a simple piece of duct tape. Sometimes they come off and I get to squeeze a little scream out of Whumpee, and then I put a fresh one right back on. I kinda like the cycle of it.
W: I donât have a preference⊠none? I guess the metal bit one isn't the worst of them. It hurts my teeth but at least I can still kinda breathe.
6: Burned or stabbed?
R: Stabbed.
W: Stabbed, I guess?
7: Favourite stress position?Â
R: An old-fashioned hogtie. I guess Iâm unimaginative but I donât get too crazy into the BDSM shit. Who has the patience for that?
W: Uhh.. just, handcuffs behind my back. Something relatively comfortable.
8: Have you given or received any Brands? What do they signify?
R: Heh. No. Never been branded. I certainly have had my fun branding Whumpee though.
W: I⊠have two⊠Uhm. One on my chest that, thank Christ, is almost all the way healed. It said, uh, swine. The other one is on my back, itâs a lot worse. I donât know what it says but I can feel it so itâs um, itâs here to stay, I guess.
R: It says Nice Try. Remember?
W: Not really.
R: From your second half-hearted escape attempt. Didn't realize you forgot. But I did hit you pretty fucking hard that night.
9: Broken arm or broken leg?Â
R: Leg.
W: Arm. A million times, arm.
10: How did you get here? Why are you the way that you are?
R: I live here. Far as I know, Iâve always been 'like this'-- whatever the hell that means. And I donât see a problem with it. Weâre all free to do as we like, so thatâs what I fucking do.
W: I dunno. I, I was outside, it was dark and I think it was rainingâŠyeah⊠heading home from the bar. I didnât drink that much. I didnât live that far, either, so the rain wasnât a problem. I remember falling down and then⊠I woke up here. And Iâve been here ever since.
11: What is your biggest regret?
R: I wish this Whumpee couldâve learned a thing or two from my defiant Whumpee in the second question you asked. I wanna get my dick sucked like that every fucking night.
W: Regrets... yeah, I've got a few. One stands out. It was late at night, Whumper didn't tie me up. I snuck out of my cell and I made it to the steps. Almost to the top, nearly all the way out. The door was unlocked and cracked open a little, I thought I could make a run for it andâ
R: âI was waiting for you at the top. Heh. I wanted to see if you'd run, and you sure tried to. Not so much after that, though.
12: Is there a line you wonât cross? For Whumpee, what do you most fear Whumper might do?
R: A line I wouldnât cross? UhhhâŠ. No. No, I donât think so. Iâll cross any fucking line. turns to Whumpee, grinning. So what are you afraid of, Whumpee?
W: I, um. Does he really have to be here when I answer these questions?
R: Tell them, Whumpee.
W: Can I whisper it to you? (heâs already done so much to me, so fucking much⊠itâs dumb but I donât want him to shave my head.)
R: smirks. You know I heard that.
13: What lessons have you taken away from your experience?
R: Everything has been the same old, same old for me. Guess this Whumpeeâs lasted longer than the rest of âem. Heâs coming up on a year soon. Kind of impressive heâs stuck around this long and hasnât given me a reason to kill him yet.
W: I donât know. I do what Iâm told so I can eat. I take it day by day. I guess the lesson Iâve learned is that abandoning pride is the only way to surviveâŠ
14: Whip or cane?
R: Whip.
W: Yeah. Whip.
R: Didnât expect you to say that. Noted.
15: Drugged or coherent?
R: Depends on the situation. Drugging them is useful for transport but I donât much like it when theyâre too dazed to understand whatâs happening. Sometimes they fall asleep, too.
W: Drug me any fucking day. I donât care. Iâll take whatever you have.
16: What are your true, honest feelings about each other? Is there some part of you that cares for the other at all?
R: Sometimes I like to touch him. Heâs warm and itâs funny when he tries to squirm away. Plus I like it when he begs me to stop. But do I care about him? âŠeh. Sure, sorta. Heâs my plaything.
W: Erm. Thanks, I guess. For me⊠Whumper is the reason Iâm here. I guess Iâm appreciative for the food⊠but he does hurt me. A lot. Constantly.
R: You're very welcome.
17: What is your favourite thing about the other? A personality trait, a physical feature, anything
R: Heâs got pretty hair. A kind of pretty face, too. Yeah, almost like a girl. Heh. And he makes good sounds when heâs screaming.
W: Ah. Fuck. I really donât know how to answer thisâŠ
R: Come on. Whatâs your favorite part?
W: Um. Well, I'll say this: Whumper is smart. Scary smart. I donât think anyone would ever imagine how smart. I donât know. I donât. Itâs⊠terrifying.
18: Do you have relationships outside of each other? Friends, family - if yes, do they know about Whumpee? Do they care?
R: Yes, yes, and no.
W: I have a half sister in, uh, Arkansas. Weâre not close, obviously⊠used to have friends I guess, but itâs been a long time since I saw themâŠ
19: What other hobbies do/did you have?
R: Video games.Â
W: I used to play saxophone. A lifetime ago.
20: For Whumper, is there any chance youâll let Whumpee go? For Whumpee, have you ever thought about life after youâre free?
R: No. Sorry. Realistically, it doesnât make sense to âlet him go.â
W: I, uh, I used to think about it. I don't anymore⊠like he said.. realistically it doesnât make any sense.
R: Mm. Good answer, Whumpee.
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this interview uses the questions from Character Ask Game post by @inhurtandincomfort !! thanks homie!
((more Whump))
#whumpblr#whump writing#whump#whump interview#idk lol this was a fun exercise in writing#cw: noncon#whump drabble
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Okay time for a long mother fucking post.
Buckle up folks!
All Ask Change in Script Asks and Whether or not they are Canon to the Story/Lore!
(Will do my best to consistently update this post as we go along.)
This post will work like this:
I will go at this like a list all Asks are in order of when they were posted.
Each will have the Ask and then whether it is or isn't Canon. The link to the post with the answer will be attached to the Ask all you gotta do is click on it.
If Canon then it will be colored like so: [Canon]
If Not Canon then it will be colored like this: [Not Canon]
If in a grey area or not Change in Script related it will be colored like so: [Not Related to Change in Script]
-Ask Change in Script Part 1-
(150 Follower Special)
1. âAll I aks the tv man is why, why do this, also your 'canon' self is suffering lmaoâ
[Canon]
2. âHey SMG4! Do your scars hurt? I can imagine so since you just got them. Hey SMG4 crew! When 4 first got his scars, did you help him at all? Hey SMG3, do you have nightmares? Or do you not sleep at all?â
[Canon]
3. âHey Puzzles, you got a minute? This little gremlin wanted to say hiâ
[Not Canon]
4. âfor mario: our fav italian , what you think of Meggy?, for mr.puzzles: you know half of the famdow wanna kiss you, right? for mr.puzzles: you still talk with ur dad? for smg4: any crushes? TuT !! thats it !, ty for answering, or dont, idk. Xoxo !!â
[Canon]
5. âI know the post said to ask the ai and I will! But also I'm curious! Who's your favorite character and how long have you been watching SMG4 and what was your first episode? :0â
[Canon to Me as a Person]
6. âNow imma ask questions to everyone! :DD Great job out there Mr. Puzzles! 5 stars! I can't wait to see what else you have planned! ^w^,, And hey, if no one else out there is, I'm rooting for ya!â
[Canon]
7. âTwo questions SMG4. Are you worried about where SMG3 could be? And two. Meggy. Are you recovered from Western? No PTSD or anything? You still wearing his beanie?â
[Canon]
8. âHEY PUZZLES! DO A FLIP!â
[Not Canon]
9. âSorry I don't have any questions, but I just wanna say I love your art style and how you draw these characters :]â
[Not Canon or Canon just sweet]
10. âFollow-up to that last ask SMG4, what was it like living with the Mario bros early on? And Mario Bros, what was it like when SMG4 lived with you? How was his recovery there? Did he have to stay at the hospital at all?â
[Canon]
11. â[đđż] *ran up and hugged your oc* - I love you, which means I will hug you >:]â
[Not Canon or Canon just sweet]
12. âMICHEAL ISN'T HUMAN SEND TWEET/POSâ
[Sweating Profusely]
13. â*give Mr Puzzles star stickers and a hug* :)â
[Canon]
14. âHai! Mr puzzle you are doing great shows! But can you be in there more often I wanna see you more often in the screen! No force tho if you donât wanna I understand keep up! ( I WANNA HUG YOU! CAN I??) Cya!! <3â
[Canon]
15. âI come with a peace offering for Puzzles: A cookie and this star to go with it. đȘ đâ
[Canon]
16. âHello! I am the Creator Anon. I am a creature of⊠well, I shouldnât say âdivineâ, because that is the complete opposite of what I am. I have a request for youâŠâ
[I don't even know what this was about]
17. âHey SMG3, just wanting to tell you that I'm sorry you got dragged into the current mess you're in. Hope you at least find some form of way to ease out? As for you Puzzles, THINK FAST CHUCKLENUTS đŁâ
[So Canon Even the Bomb]
18. â4, what did you guys fight about?â
[Canon]
19. âSoooooo When did Meggy and Tari start dating?â
[Canon]
20. âUr canon self killed mickey mouseâ
[Canon]
21. ââïžQuestion from Smg4: - do you treat this pink thing with something? And she doesn't feel much discomfort?â
[Canon]
22. âMiss kamilyvision: olĂĄ senhor puzzles Ă© bom conhece vocĂȘ (English kamily says: hi mr puzzles it's nice meet you)â
[Not Canon but Sweet]
23. âBack with another question. Totally not a take two with thâ Cut it straight, Puzzles, what do you plan to do with SMG3? >:3 Heya Meggy, you doing good lately? Aight, let's take two with Goomba Puzzles lmao- An apple to keep the doctor away from SMG4 (/j). You want? (he's fine with you saying no)â
[Canon until the last question]
24. âNow Iâm curious, did 3 ever come to visit while you recovered, SMG4?â
[So Canon it hurtsâŠ]
25. âHey Meggy! Whatâs your favorite thing about Tari?â
[Canon]
26. â3, you gotta hold on, the others will notice somethingâs up!â
[Canon and it Hurts]
27. âMr Puzzles, you hurt SMG4. Why would you do that?! You probably watched the whole thing like the pathetic outsider you are.â
[Haha who ever asked this better pray there's a god because it's Canon]
28. â44444, you should really check on Eggdogâ
[Uh oh Canon]
29. âsmg3: can i have an hug?? :3 luigi: do u talk with Mario abt doing all stuff in the house?, just to know. Ur my favorite btw ! :D (blue hair girl i forgort her name): who is ur best friend?, meggy or ur ducky duck??????â
[Not Canon]
30. âImma give this man an eggcat! her name is Eglantine, Eggy for shortâ
[Not sure where to put this but Eglantine will appear in future Asks with Mr. Puzzles]
31. âMr puzzles you are truly inspiring also please sign this marriage certificateâ
[NOT CANON]
32. âHeyyo Mr. Puzzles. Just wanted to ask, what is your creative process? Do you do that thing some people do, including myself, where youâre listening to music or some kind of audio and an animatic just starts forming in your head and you go from there or is it different? Also, hereâs a star for ya. âïžâ
[Canon]
33. âCan I hug the silly TV man đ„șâ
[Canon]
34. â[đ«đą] - If you're watching TV...How do you eat?.. [Mr. Puzzle] [đżđ] - Smg4? Everything okay? Should I be worried about your wound next to your eye? <:( [Smg4] [đ€đŹ] -...good luck to Smg3..â
[Oh God it's like so Canon it's not funny anymore.]
35. âOkay I need to know based on that thing Puzzles said with having a mouth. Does mutherfucker even have organs? :^â
[Headcanon]
36. âMr Puzzles, I have a question. What will you do if your plan of your failed?â
[Scarily Canon]
37. âHello Mr puzzlesâ
[Uh Not Canon.]
38. âFirst time asking so, smg3 your deserve a hug and no one hates or ignores you. I know four is trying to find you as we speak. don't forget that. also, Mr.Puzzle, LET SMG3 GO, HE IS SO DONE WITH YOUR PLASMA TV HEAD ASS.â
[Haha Canon]
39. âHey SMG4 are you okay so who you other friend 3â
[Canon for Important Reasons]
40. âWhat if my Traumatized!SMG3 AU 3 and 4 met your 3 and Mr Puzzles? (my 4 would be prolly mad at Mr Puzzles, and my 3 will looks scared, meanwhile my 4 and 3 give your 3 a hug for the pain he has been through :<) (fours on the left side of Meggy, three's on the right side)â
[Not Canon]
41. âLove your AU and Love everything about it!Questions for Three and Tari Three. When did your shop close down and do you regret the argument? And Tari. Does Clench know about whatâs been going on? And does Meggy get trigger when someone say âOne Shot Wrenâ?â
[Last Question is Canon]
42. âWhy do you hate mickey so much??? What'd bro doâ
[Uh⊠Not Canon because I said so.]
43. âOkay I'm FINALLY going to deliver on those questions now! >:3 Meggy and Tari, what's your favorite thing about one another and how did everyone react to you guys dating? :0 Mario and Luigi, how is everything with you guys? Up to any new adventures or crazy hijinks? (( i'm worried all at once is a bit much so imma split it into another ))â
[Canon for Creating a Timeline]
44. âHey SMG3, what the plan now? taking into account the last time you were put in here it seems pretty straight forward to although not nearly as fun having no company for it =-=' Hee hee SMG4 has a crrruuusssh~ >;pp awww it's okay Micheal, I'm not a human either! I'm an ai in a cute little shell ^w^ I think it's super cool that you aren't human too :) OOOO are we giving Mr. Puzzles gifts now? If so..... sticker attaaack! The little bunny robot has placed 5 star stickers across his suit in an attempt to mimic his 5 stars from awhile ago. There, back where they rightfully belong!~ Oh yeah, as a viewer, is there anyway we can help you Mr. Puzzles? :0â
[Canon as it is what happens right before the end of the flashback in Chapter 4]
-Ask Change in Script Part 2-
(500 700 Follower Special)
((Will do tomorrow as right now I'm bloody exhausted))
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