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More clips from the video of Technoblade and Etoiles playing together on United UHC! I actually hadn't finished watching the entire video before editing this compilation, so that twist ending REALLY caught me off-guard.
Remember to check out check out Techno's original video, and as always: Subscribe to Technoblade! 👑🐷🎗️
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Technoblade: Welp, I'm ready to die instantly. Tell me when you're done, I just almost walked off with like - without the Enchant table and anvil. Would have been pretty awkward.
Etoiles: It's my enchant table.
Technoblade: Ok.
Etoiles: I want to give it to the mode.
Technoblade: Just remember the anvil as well.
Etoiles: Yeah, you can grab the anvil.
Technoblade: Nope, I'm gone.
Etoiles: [Laughs]
Technoblade: I ain't carrying that thing! It's heavy!
Technoblade: I'm not used to this feeling of like, actually having stuff.
Teammate: Right?
Technoblade: This has never happened before.
Etoiles: [Laughs] Can I have that because I forgot my Enchant table?
Teammate: Oh my god.
Technoblade: Nope.
Etoiles: Yeah, like really.
Technoblade: I gave you ONE JOB!
Etoiles: [Laughs]
Teammate: Do you guys think hot dogs count as sandwiches?
Technoblade: Do you think it's too late to change teammates?
Teammate: [Warning that another team is coming]
Technoblade: Oh god, it's Ginger, run!
Etoiles: I'm running out, I'm running out!
Technoblade: Oh god!
Technoblade: Run run run run run. Run run run.
Etoiles: Just a prank, bro~
Teammate: Why is Etoiles behind them?!
Technoblade: I don't know, man. They're - they just-
Teammate: WHY IS HE BEHIND THEM?!
Technoblade: Wait, ARE YOU THE MOLE?
Teammate: The mole?!
Teammate: Etoiles is the mole!
Technoblade: Etoiles, you piece of trash!
Technoblade: I'M GETTIN' 5v1'ed, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! Was a 4v1 not enough?
Etoiles: Sorry, Techno.
Tecnoblade: WHAT IS THIS 5v1?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Teammate: C'mon Techno, you got this!
Technoblade: Oh, yeah, let me just 5v1.
Etoiles: You got this!
Technoblade: AAAAAAAAA Leave me alone!
Etoiles: Techno!
Technoblade: WHYYYYYYY
Technoblade: Can I get like, free therapy after this?
#Technoblade#Etoiles#QSMP#tangentially#Untitled UHC#Subtitles#Edited#There's some very loud moments here but I tried to edit it so it wouldn't necessitate a volume warning#but be aware that the volume is a bit louder than usual#anyways that twist DID have me gasp I didn't expect that LMAO
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Only For Them | Prologue
Summary: A lone omega was on the run from a ruthless alpha. Running was all she knew until she bumped to two certain alphas that would change her life forever. Crazy things happen to her once she realizes that they are her mate. Two mates. How will she able to cope?
Characters: Omega!Fem!reader , Alpha!Steve Rogers, Alpha!Bucky Barnes (James Barnes)
genre: omegaverse au, alternative au, love, humor, angst, comfort, yandere
notes: hello everyone ! my old account got hacked so I had to make a new one sadly *cries* anyway, I hope you guys like this! i had to edit it and make some changes. if you are interested and wanna get tagged just comment below or send me a DM. Feedback is appreciated. Hope you guys enjoy this little peek lol
Footsteps echoed through the dark city as rain poured even harder. Slight winds getting bolder as they came stronger by the second. A soft thud echoed in a dark alley as heavy breaths were heard. [Y/N] tried to catch her breath as she was on her knees in a puddle. She had been running for the past hour from him. He had finally found her. After so long trying to get away from him, he found her once again.
In the back of her mind, there was this small little voice that kept nagging at her that he would always find her no matter what. Her whole body shivered as she managed to get up.
Chills ran thru her whole body as she walked deeper into the dark alley.
"I need to keep moving.." She mumbled to herself as she kept her feet going.
If she stopped then he will catch her again. She couldn't let that happened. She already caused a lot of trouble for everyone.
Especially two men that hold her heart so deeply.
Steve and James.
Tears rolled down her face at the thoughts and memories of them. She was only with them for a couple of months and it had been the best time she's ever had. She wouldn't let him hurt them. She would never forget herself if they are hurt because of her.
Even her wolf is hurting. Clawing and howling at her to get back to her mates.
Well, now her ex-mates.
Her heart was tearing so much at the last moments she was with them. How she had to hurt them to get away.
She couldn't move anymore as she leaned against the wall, sobbing her heart out.
"Stupid [Y/N]…I'm sorry Steve…James. So sorry." She mumbles as she slides down to the ground, exhaustion winning the game. "I'm so pathetic..such a pathetic omega."
Her vision was slowly getting worse as she was seeing double now. As she sat there, memories of her time with them flashed in her mind once more. Her lips curved into a smile at all the love and care they gave her. Even the rest of their so-called family. They welcomed her with open arms which she wasn't used to. She felt like crying even more from losing them to him. Fear of him hurting her new family. She would rather give herself to him than have him hurt her family.
Her mates.
The thought of her mates was killing her even more. She gasped for air as it felt like someone had punched her so hard that she couldn't breathe.
She wrapped her arms around herself as if she could just turn invisible. She wished all this ended. All the pain. All the running.
Just everything to stop.
She sniffed as she tried wiping her tears or so called rain. She knew that she had to keep moving. She couldn't stay here. She slowly managed to get up on her feet as she was about to be on the move until something stopped her.
More like someone did.
"Doll…?"
Her eyes widen at the soft, broken tone that she's very familiar with. Her body froze for a slight second before she kept moving.
"Take one more step and you'll get it."
Another familiar voice that she knew.
She shook her head as she kept her legs moving.
"Leave…me..alone." She says out loud, trying to sound confident yet it sounded like a cry for help.
"Like hell! Doll stop this!"
His yell made her shake in fear at his alpha tone as she gripped on her head, trying to forget all about him.
"Please…just stop…" She mumbled to herself but loud enough for them to hear her.
"We will never stop."
That voice sounded closer which caught her off guard. She cursed under her breath as she was about to make a run for it until she bumped into a hard body. A warmth that she knew very well.
She gasped as she backed away and looked up to see blue eyes looking at her.
It was Steve. He looked so broken and hurt.
"It's all your fault that he's like that." A small voice echoed in her mind.
She shook her head as she backed away from him, hoping that she can outrun him but as soon as she turned around, she noticed someone in front of her. Someone she knew very well.
"Doll…please stop this. Just come home with us."
It was Bucky. James as he would always tell her to call him.
He was the most emotional one of the two and she could easily tell that this was hurting them two. Not just her.
She shook her head as she backed away from both of them. If she ever got too close to them both then she'll give in to them. She couldn't do that. She had to leave and fast.
"I…I can't go home. He'll…find me. He'll kill you to get…to me."
Steve and Bucky looked at each other before looking at her, getting closer to her.
But the closer they tried to close the distance, the more she'll open it.
"We can protect you, love. You know that we can protect you. You're save with us." Steve tried to reason with her.
She shook her head.
"No, if he hurts you then…I..don't.." She couldn't even finish the sentence.
She kept looking away as she tried to find a way to escape them.
But there was no way.
She was weak and tired. Also an omega. Unlike them that are alphas.
She didn't know how long the silence was but it suddenly stopped once she felt rough hands cupping her face as he made her look at him.
"Bu..Bucky…"
Rough lips smashed against her as she couldn't help but moan at how bad she had missed him. It had only been a week since the last time she saw them. Now, they were here in front of her and Bucky was kissing her with so much passion. She could feel the burning sensation thru his body pressed against hers.
"Don't you dare leave us again, Doll. I don't care about him. I only care about you." He mumbles against her lips before kissing them again harder. "It's been only a week and I'm this crazy looking for you. I'm not letting you handle this alone that's why we are here. That's why we are your mates. We are in this together."
[Y/N] gasped as she looked up at him, staring into his beautiful, brown eyes that she grew to love, but that quickly changed as she felt another pair of arms around her waist. A different type of warmth behind her. She glanced back to his blue eyes staring at her with so much love in them.
"S-Steve…"
"Love, we've told you before. Whatever happened in the past with you, don't worry. Me and Buck will protect you. No matter what. It doesn't matter whom or what. We will always protect you." He said with a stern look on his face while he leaned down and gave her a passionate kiss.
#bucky barnes#steve rogers#marvel#mcu#james barnes#stucky#captain america#winter soldier#bucky x reader#steve x reader#omegaverse#alpha steve rogers#alpha bucky barnes#omega reader#mcu fandom#mcu imagine#steve rogers x reader#steve rogers imagine#steve rogers x you#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes imagine
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Camping: one bed.
WARNING: CONTINUED POSSIBLE SPOILER ALERT! I may or may not mention "Are You Sure?" scenes in detail and their outcomes during these long rambling messy posts beginning with the next sentence.
I am 100% certain
Snuggle
happened. I need tumblr to make it possible to use different fonts on one line.
But first. Dinner was cooked.
Reminded me of this... sorry to digress.
That darn glare on the camera:
Jungkook immediately washed his hands after touching Jimin's tongue... don't blame him, I really wouldn't want those kinds of cooties from Jimin either. I love you Jimin but I don't want your stomach bug. Sorry.
Whatever the hell this was...
Jimin had a soaking the meat in the sauce scolding from Jungkook years ago. Okay.
Dinner is served.
There was a moment when perhaps an oops was edited out. Did Jimin mention a brand name accidentally?
They got a kick out of whatever he said because then they recalled that time Tae kept saying brand names during their live back in LA.
JK's face was incredulous like "wtf dude shut up"
Some members were called.
There was a comment about making Tae and Namjoon speak to each other... ??? What in the name of spillage of tea and inside jokes was this about?
Jungkook Facetimes Tae.
So is this where Tae finds out Jimin and JK are doing a travel show? And was JK worried Tae would start saying something about not getting to ride motorbikes? HAHAHAHHAAA welp... we don't know what that was all about.
JK hanging up on Tae was priceless.
Tae cusses him out via text and JK tries to de-escalate with "i love you". JK thought it was hilarious. I wonder if it is not often he gets the upper hand in this dynamic? The push and pull has not abated.
Yoongi's deadpan "what?" when Jimin called: tell me you get a lot of frivolous phone calls from Park Jimin without telling me you get a lot of frivolous and pointless calls from Park Jimin.
Some reflecting happens...
Jimin says regardless of how its going so far, he thinks its good he came so Jungkook could travel around and relax as he embarks on his first solo promotions. Jungkook says he is grateful and Jimin says he has regrets and Jungkook brushes it off. Just enjoy it now he says. I think this is the moment they both relax and they are back in their groove. Jungkook really needs quality time with his Jimin. Just enjoy... finally... that's where JK is at this point.
Finally, lights out. There's a camera in there but its too dark... we only hear this:
Jimin: "You seem cold, Jungkook. Come here." (I suspect Jimin may be running a temp at this time)
Jungkook: "I'll sleep without the blanket." (In an attempt to make Jimin comfortable.)
Jimin: "Come here, Jungkook." (insisting)
They were sleeping in very close proximity. It's a miracle if JK did not catch the stomach bug too.
The snoring that is loud enough you can actually hear it even with the music track and sound effects playing:
MMA elbows flew in the night and Jimin got smacked in the nose. It even swoll up a bit. Also, more diarrhea. My man didn't get much sleep. He was miserable.
Crew delivers pepto, JK pours a dose but does Jimin down it? We aren't sure because we don't see it. My man... please help yourself out of this (literal) mess. Though we only see the pepto being delivered I will assume other precautions were taken in that they made him drink plenty of fluids, took his temp, contemplated whether to abort the mission, etc. Knowing Jimin, he declined that last option.
Jungkook: "you came all the way here for nothing but pain."
Jimin: "I came so far ... smacked by your elbow... stomach bug... I can't even eat... and I had a fever, why am I even here? it gets sadder by the moment..."
They were laughing about it. What else could they do? It was a genuine moment.
So Jimin slept while Jungkook made himself some coffee.
Me either, Jungkook. Need coffee.
And spent some time building a rock cairn tower so he could send up some wishes to the universe. That was something else.
It was such a precious thing to watch.
Please no falling in the water, no explosive diarrhea, no broken bones or loss of blood... well... that last one though... little did they know.
In my opinion, even though Jimin was struggling with his illness, the activities were healing and bonding. We'll have to wait for the behinds to see what else happened. I wonder if they will release that this week or wait and drop them after the final episode in September.
Regardless, I am thankful for this window we get to see them together, after two years of knowing Jimin was working so hard and seeing Jungkook light up time after time, wanting to see him, especially the first half of 2023.
They are together right this minute, though they are the most isolated members of the group from whatever is happening. Not knowing how much information they are able to receive about what's going on, I know they will at least have each other to talk to until things get resolved.
On to Episode 2...
#jimin#jungkook#jikook#kookmin#are you sure?#what was that thing about namjoon and tae?#let us in!#was soaking in the sauce a reference to 50 minute showers?#or something else cuz it sounded X rated
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Howdy, I hope you're having a good day! I just read your post with the 141 and a partner that uses their callsign in an emergency and it's really good! I know Alejandro, Rodolfo and Konig don't have callsigns but I was wondering if you could please write the same scenario with them? Perhaps the partner calls usually them by a nickname (Ale, Rudy, Ko) but uses their full name when in danger. I apologize if this doesn't make sense but thank you for reading! :)
As promised, here's a second edition for this request for our other COD boys🙂🩷
Original Request-
Alejandro/Rudy/ König x Reader, Where Reader Calls For Them In An Emergency
Warnings: unwanted advances, mentions of violence, crying
A/N: I tried to be respectful with this one. Please be advised that this can be triggering for some readers.
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König-
You were finishing up cleaning the training room for the night, when three of the newer recruits had come in, sauntering about the room.
You knew of them from König, as they were not the biggest fan of him. König had gained quite a bit of notoriety lately, as he'd had a few successful missions, which caused quite a few members on base to grow jealous of your boyfriend.
"You're Königs girl, aren't you? Heard you're quite the fighter. Let's see how well you can fight." One of the recruits said, his voice laced with malice. It was clear the three of them were very drunk, and you weren't a fool. You knew you were outnumbered.
"This isn't a fight you want." You said, your usual confident tone faltering slightly as they started to corner you.
"Hey, man, I wouldn't. König will fuck us up if he finds out." One of the other recruits said, backing up slowly.
"Oh, whatever. Let us have some fun." The first man said as he backed you into a corner, swiping at your legs, catching you off guard and sending you buckling to the floor.
Two of the men laughed as the other backed off slowly, the taller one landing a kick to your midsection. "What, not so strong without your mammoth of a man here, are you?"
"Please, stop." You held your hands out defensively. You were in no position to get up and fight back, as they had you pinned to the ground. Another kick was landed to your stomach, knocking the wind out of you.
"Stop! KÖNIG!" You screamed, praying your boyfriend would hear you.
König, who was just walking past the training room on his way to your dorm, stopped dead in his tracks upon hearing your scream. His blood ran cold, and he quickly threw open the door.
His body reacted before his brain could, as he stormed up to the man who had been kicking you and picked him up by his shirt collar.
"Touch them again, I fucking dare you." Königs voice was laced with vitriol, as he pushed at the man's throat slightly, cutting off his oxygen. "I promise you won't like the outcome."
The man put his hands up in surrender, and König dropped him to the floor with a loud "thud." The other two men had vanished the moment König had barged in the room.
König placed his foot on the man's abdomen and pushed down harshly. "You make sure and tell your little friends if I ever, ever catch any of you harassing my partner again, I'll end all of your miserable lives."
He lifted his leg off the man, and the man took the opportunity to stand and bolt out of the room.
Königs eyes softened as he looked down at you, and crouched down next to you.
"M-maus?" His voice came out as shaky, a complete 180 from the man that was just defending you. "Are you okay? Let me see you."
You let out a strangled cry as you lifted yourself off the ground slightly. "Kö."
"Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I wasn't here." He said softly as he gently pulled you in his arms. He rubbed at your arms soothingly as he pressed kisses to your temple.
"It's okay, Kö. Thanks for coming to save me." You sniffled before nuzzling your face into your boyfriend's neck.
"Don't thank me. I'd do anything for you, Maus."
He later took you to your room and cuddled with you in your bed, not letting you from his sight.
He made sure the next morning to make it known to the other two recruits that no one was to ever mess with you again.
Alejandro-
You were out walking yours and Alejandros dog on a sunny afternoon in Las Almas.
Depending on the area you lived in, in Las Almas, there were some safe areas, and some not so safe areas.
You and Alejandro lived on the safer side of Las Almas, but there were areas nearby that blended into some of the rougher sides.
Unfortunately for you, you had tuned out the world as you listened to the newest album of one of your favorite bands and had ended up on the other side of the block, into one of the rougher sides of town.
Your dog had started to grow a little restless and kept looking behind you, which caused the hairs on the back of your neck to stick up slightly.
You looked behind your and were met with the sight of a middle-aged man, who had a sinister smile on his lips. It was clear he had no good intentions for you, and the fact that your dog, who normally loved everyone, was nervous had your heart sinking into your stomach.
You began to increase your pace, walking briskly back toward your home, when you heard his footsteps rapidly approaching from behind you.
"ALE!" You screamed, running as fast as you could away from the man.
Alejandros head shot up from the garden he was tending to in your backyard, and quickly got to his feet.
"Y/N!" He cried out, trying to find the source of your cries. "Y/N, where are you?"
He darted around a corner, as was met with the sight of you sprinting toward him, your dog not far behind you. What had his blood boiling, though, was the man chasing you.
He quickly caught you in his arms, the wind being knocked out of him slightly at the impact. "Who is he?"
"I don't know, Ale, please help me." You cried, your voice coming out panicked.
The man stopped dead in his tracks upon seeing Alejandro, a terryfing smile falling across his lips.
"Who the hell are you, and why are you bothering my spouse?" Alejandro called out as he pushed you behind him.
"Don't know what you're talking about, man." The guy held his hands up in mock innocence. "Just minding my own business."
Alejandro took a menacing step closer to the man as his grip on your wrist tightened. "Then get the fuck out of here."
The man gave a dark chuckle, before slowly sauntering away from the two of you.
Once the man was out of sight, Alejandro turned back to you, anger clearly showing on his face. "Cariño, why were you over here? I told you so many times to mind where you're walking. What if I hadn't been here?"
"I'm sorry, Ale. I zoned out. I should've been paying attention." You said softly, your bottom lip trembling slightly.
Alejandro sighed deeply as he took in your expression. "It's okay, mi amor. Please just be careful next time. I couldn't live with myself if anything happened to you."
He pulled you into a tight hug as he pressed kisses to your hair. "Please, promise me you'll be careful next time."
"I promise, Ale."
Rodolfo-
You and Rodolfo were at a local farmers market, enjoying the day off together. Rodolfo had insisted that he get fresh vegetables for the dish he was making the two of you for dinner.
"Alright, mi amor, I'll go get some of the fruits, are you okay with getting the vegetables?" He asked, pressing a kiss to your hand.
"Of course. Meet back here in 10?"
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You had just gotten a few of the vegetables needed when you felt the presence of two men behind you. You'd noticed them following you earlier, but thought nothing of it at first.
While trying to get away from them, you hadn't noticed you ended up at the end of an alleyway.
One of the guys had let out a dark chuckle as the two of them approached you. "You look lost, need us to help you find your way?"
"Please, leave me alone." You begged, your hands flying up in a defensive gesture.
"Why would we do that? Don't want to leave a pretty thing such as yourself alone out here, do we?" The one man asked, looking to his partner.
"No, we wouldn't. You look awfully lonely. Let us help you." The other said as they got closer to you.
"RUDY!" You cried out, desperately trying to get away from the men.
Rodolfo, who was over at one of the fruit carts nearby, dropped the fruit he was holding and quickly darted over to the source of your cries.
He frantically searched for you and found you hunched in a corner, with the two men surrounding you, their hands trying to undress you. He felt something within him snap at that moment, and before his brain could catch up, he quickly landed a crushing punch on one of the man's jaws.
You let out a yelp of surprise as your leg instinctively shot out from underneath you, tripping the other man in front of you, sending him toppling to the ground face first.
You scurried back against the wall, and watched as the two men cradled their wounds, and sprinted in the opposite direction of you and your husband.
You let out a sob you didn't know you were holding in, your hands flying to clutch at your face. Rodolfo immediately turned to you, his heart shattering as he watched you.
"Cariño, are you okay?" Rodolfo slowly slid to his knees next to you as he cradled your face in his hands.
You instinctively pushed him away, your fight or flight instincts still in full effect. "No! Please don't!"
"Hey, hey. Baby, it's me. It's alright, I'm here." He cooed gently, his hands slowly approaching you again. "Come here."
You let out a choked sob as you threw yourself into his arms. "Rodolfo."
"I've got you." He pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead as he held you tightly in his arms. "I've got you."
He held you like that for a while before picking you up bridal style in his arms. "Let's just go home, okay, sweetheart?"
He kept you close to him, as the two of you walked to your car. Even on the ride home, Rodolfo's hand never left yours. He'd be damned if he ever let anything like that happen to you again. The next person who dared trying would have a death wish.
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A/N: I hope you enjoy!!! Let me know if there's anyone else anyone would like to see!🙂🩷
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Hi! I saw your post asking for prompts, so here's one for you, if you'd like. ☺️
Out of all of Nevermore's traditions, Larissa disliked Staff Bonding Nights the most. She preferred to drink her wine alone in her office instead of in a loud bar, thank you very much. But thanks to the new addition to the staff, maybe this time it wouldn't be that bad of an evening...
Here you go!! Thanks for the request, I hope you enjoy!!! :)
I owe a massive thank-you to @pro-weems-places for editing this for me, it was written at 1am and required much revision.
Black and White
Warnings: NSFW, alcohol use
Word count: 3.4k+
Your laptop screen glowed a bright white in your dark bedroom, the seemingly endless stream of emails welcoming you to the Nevermore staff taking up the open tab. The most recent one caught your attention the moment you read the subject line, “Staff Bonding Night at the Weathervane”, written in bold black letters.
“That could be fun, I suppose...” you pondered to yourself while scrolling through Netflix for something to watch.
Normally, you were more of an introvert, but you were determined to come out of your shell a bit in light of your new position at the school. You turned in for the night, shutting your laptop and curling up in bed with a nature documentary, unaware of what the following evening would bring.
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The next morning was a bit of a drag as you roamed the hallways of the school, nearly getting lost (again) as it was only your second week. It was still early, about an hour before your class was supposed to start. Rounding a corner, you almost run head-first into Larissa Weems, the stunning principal you’d hardly stopped thinking about since meeting upon your hiring. She gasped in surprise and stepped back from you, clutching her chest while she caught her breath.
“Oh Principal Weems, I’m so sorry! I didn’t see you coming-” you apologized, but a quick wave of her hand dismissed your apology.
“It’s quite alright, Ms. Y/L/N. Are you lost? You seem a bit turned around.” You blushed at the realization that you definitely were, and nodded in confirmation to her question.
“Walk with me darling, I’ll show you the way from here,” Larissa offered, and you gratefully accepted. Keeping in stride and making small talk was easy with her, she was so sweet and polite. You wondered if you would see her that evening at the staff gathering.
“Hey, will you be at the Weathervane tonight? How do those events usually go?”
Larissa rolled her eyes with a sigh, “Oh yes, that.. I myself am not normally in attendance, but I’ve heard they can be quite fun, according to other staff members. I much prefer my study and a glass of red personally, but to each their own.”
Your heart sank a bit at her admission, but you tried not to look too defeated. “Why don’t you give it another shot? After all, I’ll be there..” you said in a mock-suggestive tone, secretly hoping she would realize you meant it in a way that wasn’t entirely a joke.
Just as you delivered your makeshift pickup line, the two of you arrived at your classroom. You stopped at the door and leaned against it with your arms crossed, looking up at Larissa with a challenging look, “What do you think?”
She chuckled and looked away from you - was she getting flustered? Clearing her throat, she stated, “I’ll think about it. Enjoy your class this morning, Y/N.” And with that, she headed back to her office. You watched her leave for a moment and smiled to yourself, then removed the keys to your room from your pocket. If she decided to show up tonight, you would make sure she had a great time.
By 5 o-clock that evening, you found yourself rushing around to finish getting ready, hopping out of the hot shower to throw on a button-down and some slacks. Leaving a few buttons undone in hopes you would catch the principal’s attention, you put on some light makeup and headed out the door. You hoped beyond hope that Larissa had made up her mind and decided to show.
After a short drive down the winding road, you parked outside the café and noticed the inside had been completely revamped to reflect a vibe similar to a nightclub of sorts; the tables had been pushed to the edges of the space or removed altogether to make room for a makeshift dance floor, and the overhead lights dimly lit the room in a variety of colors. “Maybe this’ll be more fun than I thought...” you whispered to yourself, glancing in the mirror of your sun visor to double check your makeup before leaving your car.
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Swinging the front door open, you were immediately greeted by a chorus of hellos from the handful of staff members already inside enjoying themselves, the low hum of dance music hitting your eardrums.
“Y/N! I’m so happy you showed up! Welcome to our little annual bonding tradition,” Ms. Thornhill exclaimed, quickly looping her arm through yours to guide you to the counter. “Would you like a drink? There’s a full bar and a table of snacks over in the corner, too. You’re welcome to them!”
You smiled your thanks in return, and she patted your back before rejoining a group of teachers by the door. She seemed like the excitable type, which you weren’t really into, but she made you feel included nonetheless and for that you were grateful.
Peeking past the counter, you spotted Coach Vlad preparing a few drinks. He handed them out, then headed your way with a grin.
“Hey, fresh blood! I’m so glad to see you! What’ll you be having?”
You thought for a moment before deciding, “Just a Jack and coke for me, Coach. I’m glad I could make it. This place moonlights as a club for you guys, huh?” You jest, leaning on the counter, eager for something to take the edge off your remaining nerves.
“Oh yeah, the Nevermore staff really knows how to get down,” he joked, gesturing to the dead crowd before you both, all chatting away. He handed you the drink and you took a swig. Strong stuff. You wondered where Larissa could be. Would she really decline your ever-so-convincing offer?
“I guess Weems doesn’t really ‘get down’ much, does she?” You asked him. His hands were already busy with prepping another drink.
“Not these days. She hardly shows her face at these events. Not really her style, I gather.” He wandered to the other side of the counter to take some more orders. You took another sip and pulled out your phone, suddenly feeling out of place without someone to really talk to.
While you were mindlessly scrolling through your social media apps, the group of teachers suddenly went silent, quietly muttering to each other as opposed to the loud conversations they were just having. You look past them and see a flash of silver brush past one of the windows. Was that..?
The front door eased open and you swore you had never seen anyone more beautiful - in walked Larissa, adorned in a silver dress and white elbow-length gloves, her hair done up perfectly.
Your jaw dropped to the floor and you struggled to keep from staring. She caught your eyes roaming up her figure and strutted her way over to you, politely greeting everyone along the way. It was at that moment you realized the alcohol was starting to hit you, giving you more confidence than you normally possessed.
Setting your drink aside, you attempted to lean coolly on the counter behind you as she approached. “Fancy meeting you here,” you teased when she reached you, her gloved hand coming to rest on the marble surface next to you, effectively trapping you beside her.
“I suppose I could say the same..” she said, her eyes openly sweeping over you, momentarily coming to rest at your slightly revealing choice of clothing before flicking away to Vlad who was still wearing a look of surprise on his face at her appearance.
“I’ll have a red, Coach,” she said all too smoothly. Grabbing the wine bottle, he poured her drink with a nod. Her gaze turned back to you, her eyes glistening under the multicolored lights as she regarded you.
Leaning in, she said in a low voice, “You sure clean up well, Ms. Y/L/N.”
You were momentarily grateful for the low lighting, positive it hid the blush that quickly rose to your cheeks and shiver down your spine. But you feigned shock at her words, putting a hand to your chest as you retorted, “Principal Weems, are you flirting with me?”
She raised an eyebrow and elegantly turned to accept her drink, looking you dead in the eye as she took a long sip. You felt a searing heat gather in your lower abdomen. God, this woman is stunning, you thought to yourself.
“It’s possible,” was all she said.
There was a sudden clap sounding from the center of the room, an attempt from Thornhill to command everyone’s attention. “Alright everyone, partner up! Let’s get a little dancing in, shall we?” She said with a grin.
A collective groan passed through the room and she jogged over to you, a huge smile still plastered on her face. “Would you care to join me? It’s your first time here, you have to give it a shot at least!”
You would feel bad turning her down, so you jokingly rolled your eyes and agreed, Larissa watching your reaction the entire time. She tried to hide her amusement but she was looking forward to this. You swallow the rest of your drink and let Marilyn lead you out onto the dance floor.
Someone cranked the music up a little higher and you quickly found yourself swaying to the beat, the alcohol in your system doing its job. You were grateful several others ended up taking her up on the offer as well, all of you dancing together to the rhythm. You closed your eyes and lost yourself to the music for a moment, your hips working on their own to keep time with everyone else. Maybe Nevermore really did know how to get down.
You opened your eyes to see Larissa staring you down from her spot at the bar, her eyes raking over your body while you danced. Without thinking, you reached a hand out to her, wiggling your fingers in the air as a silent signal for her to join you. Tossing the remainder of her wine down her throat, she placed down the glass and stalked over to you, her eyes never leaving yours. She came to stand in front of you, and you boldly placed your hands on her hips. You looked up to catch her eye and confirm that this is alright with her, her only response a sly smirk and a glint of mischief in her eye.
She began moving her body to the beat in time with you, and you released your hold on her to raise your hands above your head, losing yourself to the music once more. She closely watched your every move, almost hypnotized, like you’d put a spell on her. You turned your back to her and threw her a glance over your shoulder. That was all the invitation she needed.
Placing her hands on your hips instead, she pulled you against her front for a moment, and you gasped at the contact and her forwardness. You deliberately moved your hips more seductively against her, your intentions becoming infinitely more clear. You knew you couldn’t keep this up in front of your co-workers, so you turned to face her once again as the song ended, tossing your head back with a throaty laugh.
You looked up to find her smiling down at you, that hint of something more never leaving her glare. You crooked a finger to beckon her down to you, and she quickly leaned down to catch your whisper. “Do you wanna get out of here?” It sounded so cliche, you knew, but in that moment your arousal was almost unbearable. Straightening up again, she nodded in agreement and even in the dim light you swore you saw her cheeks redden. You bit your lip and jerked your head in the direction of the door.
Waving your goodbyes to everyone in attendance, you passed off the excuse to Thornhill that you were too tipsy to drive in an attempt to avoid suspicion and practically darted out the door, Larissa hot on your heels. Hopping in the passenger side of the school’s van, you waited while the principal buckled up and started the engine.
“You’re quite the little tease, aren’t you,” she said, her own voice coated in arousal. Her words shoot straight to your core. It was nothing you hadn’t heard before, but it sounded so much better coming from her. Her gloved hand came to rest on your thigh during the drive back to the school, her thumb stroking the sensitive skin. You were ready to hop into her lap just as she pulled into the parking lot, and she quickly cut the engine and got out.
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Once inside, you let her lead the way back to her quarters, your eyes glued to her backside the entire walk there. She unlocked the door and ushered you inside, locking it behind you both before pressing you against it with her hips. You gasped and looked up at her, her pupils blown so wide you could practically see your reflection in them.
“Is this what you want?” she asked, making certain you’re on the same page before proceeding.
“God yes,” you breathed out, hands coming to rest on her lower back.
She wasted no time in leaning down to capture your lips in a bruising kiss, swallowing a deep moan that rumbled from your chest. Her thigh pried your own apart, coming to rest between them and you gasped into her mouth wantonly, your hands grasping her ass.
“I’ve wanted this from the first time I laid eyes on you,” you husked.
Her lips worked your neck, making your eyes roll back. “Then that makes two of us,” she whispered, pressing her thigh to your center.
You let out a breathy moan, your legs threatening to give out. All at once she pulled away to examine her work, her eyes burning into you and you licked your lips in anticipation.
“Take off your clothes and get on the bed for me.”
You loved the idea of following her orders. You didn't hesitate, tugging at the buttons of your shirt hurriedly and dropping it to the floor, followed by your pants, leaving you in your matching set of black lace panties and bra. You climbed onto the bed and knelt at its edge, and Larissa turned her back to you, silently prompting you to unzip her dress.
You took your time in doing so, kissing down her back in the zipper’s wake. You eased the garment off her shoulders and she removed her gloves, tossing them onto a nearby chair. She turned to you to reveal her choice of lingerie; a cream-colored set that complimented her skin tone perfectly. You felt your mouth water at the sight.
Sitting up on your knees put you at her height at last, and you pulled her into another kiss, this time softer. You passed your tongue over her bottom lip and she granted you entry immediately, a small whimper escaping her throat. You allowed your fingers to tangle themselves in her perfectly pinned-up hair, her own exploring over your body. You arched into her when her fingers found your nipples through your bra, her lips quirking into a playful grin at your reaction.
“Someone’s eager..” she teased, pinching them experimentally, earning her a gasp from you.
“Lay down for me,” you whispered against her lips.
With a chuckle she obliged, lowering herself beside you. You quickly took your place between her thighs, placing open-mouthed kisses from her knee up to her inner thighs. Your fingers danced over her core through the fabric, and she shuddered at the contact, spreading her legs further for you.
“Someone’s eager,” you teased, throwing her own words back at her.
Larissa covered her face with a giggle, but it quickly turned into a gasp as you finally made contact with her center through her underwear. The heat of your mouth drove her mad with need, and she tugged the offending article off, revealing just how aroused she was for you. A low growl left your chest at the sight and you dove in without a second thought.
Flattening your tongue against her clit, you finally got a taste of her, and it was well worth the wait. Her sweetness coated your tongue as you devoured her, and you glanced up to watch her writhe beneath your touch. Her back arching as her hands grabbed for anything that would ground her, eventually landing in your hair. Her whimpers were heavenly, you could listen to them all night long. And you planned to.
Just as her breaths started to quicken, you circled two fingers over her entrance, before easing them into her. She let out a high-pitched moan, and you moaned against her in response, her sounds and the tugging of your hair spurring you on. You began pumping and curling them inside her in time with the strokes of your tongue, and you could tell she was already getting close by the way her walls were tightening around you.
“Are you gonna come for me baby?” you coaxed, your fingers brushing that sweet spot inside her that drove her wild.
“Y-yes, I’m- fuck-”
You could get used to hearing this woman curse. Especially if you were the cause. With a few more gasps and breathy moans, she reached her release, flooding your fingers and mouth with her intense taste. You helped her down from her high before removing your fingers carefully, climbing up beside her and flopping onto your back to catch your breath.
After a few minutes Larissa wordlessly straddled your waist, lowering her lips to yours to taste herself on your tongue. Whining against her, you squeezed your thighs together for some much-needed friction and she chuckled against your lips.
“Oh don’t worry, I’m not done with you yet,” she teased, her fingers trailing up your thigh.
With practiced skill she pulled your panties aside, quickly finding your clit and circling it with featherlight touches. You gasped and bit your lip, the coil inside you already wound tightly. She kissed up your torso, her soft lips finding your hardened nipple through your bra with ease. You leaned up on your elbows and removed it for her, the movements of those damned fingers making it a nearly impossible feat.
She caught the sensitive peak of skin in her teeth before you could lay down again, causing your head to fall back in pleasure, a desperate whimper leaving you. Her tongue circled it in the same pattern as her fingers below and you felt entranced by her touch. You cupped her cheek, encouraging her to meet your heated gaze.
“I need you,” you all but begged, your cheeks turning pink at the nature of your words.
“That’s all I needed to hear, darling.”
Her words in such a low tone nearly drove you over the edge, but as she pressed her fingers into you, it took everything in your power to keep from crying out. A pathetic whine still managed to leave your throat despite your efforts.
Her digits filled you up in the most delicious way and she knew it. She pumped them slowly, finding the same spot in you as you did in her, massaging it as you fell back onto the mattress. You knew it wouldn’t take you long to finish at this rate, but the sudden ascent toward your orgasm took you by surprise.
“Larissa.. so.. so close,” you whimpered, your eyes squeezing shut in an attempt to stave it off a bit longer.
Your hands gripped her shoulders, nails digging in. Your vision gained a few black spots when you opened your eyes again, only to find Larissa’s lustful stare looking back.
“It’s alright dear, I want you to come.”
Her words sounded delectable in your ear when she whispered them to you, and you couldn’t help yourself when you came undone on her fingers, a moaning mess beneath her. You moved to cover your mouth but her hand caught your wrist, pinning it above you. She wanted to hear you, so you let her.
Once your pulsing around her slowed, she pulled her fingers from you and looked deep into your eyes as she sucked them clean, groaning at your taste. A smirk played on her features, proud of her handiwork as she regarded your now disheveled demeanor.
“Perhaps I’ll make a habit of going to Staff Bonding Nights.”
You both burst out in laughter before settling into a comfortable silence, soon after falling into a deep sleep, wrapped up in each other.
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UHHHH dom!dazai x sub!male reader with a gun kink and degradation and edging yknow??
THIS WORK IS FOR 18+! MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! A/n: oh believe me I know 🤤 requests are still open! A/n 2: I know this was supposed to be gun play and I swear I TRIED but it was not happening 💀 I will write one at some point tho because I NEED gun play Dazai. hope this is good enough! Pairing: Dom!Osamu Dazai x sub!male!reader Fic type: drabble Warnings: Degradation, edging, dom/sub dynamics, anal penetration, dacryphila, orgasm denial, no after care, male bodied reader, anal creampie, he sucks and bites your nipple like once, unsafe sex, if I forget something I'm so sorry just yell at me, not edited or proofread i dont have time for that Female aligned people DO NOT INTERACT please!! This is not written for you! . You had no clue how you had ended up here. In bed, on your back with Dazai positioned over you. He's got a wicked smirk on his face, his hands roaming your body. You're already trembling. How many times had your orgasm been denied? His hand pumped your leaking cock, making your back arch and your body squirm slightly "P-please- Osamu-" you choked out, making him chuckle a bit as a tear fell from your eyes. You could feel yourself getting close again "please don't stop!" He could feel your cock twitching in his hand, and he quickly let go, shushing you. "Now now we dont want you to cum too quickly" he chided with a grin. You let out a whine, covering your face with your hands. You didn't know how much longer you could take this. After a few moments, his hand returned to your aching and hard cock and began jerking you off again. He used his other hand to pry yours away from your face. "Look at me" you stare at him and he continued his menstations. He leans forward and takes your nipppe into his mouth and sucks hard, then bites down very gently causing you to moan. "Osamu I... I really need to cum" you whimper as you feel yourself getting closer again. He grins, and you could swear he was evil by the way he let's go of your cock right before you felt the bliss of an orgasm. You sob out slightly, covering your face and shaking your head. "Not. Yet. I wanna sink my dick in your tight ass first, yeah? Then I might let you cum" he pats your shoulder and hurries to grab lube. He's quick about lubing his cock up and aligning himself with your tight entrance. Without another word, he slammed his hips forward sheathing himself all the way inside with a groan. "Fuck you're tight" Dazai grunted out, his hips meeting yours. The tip of his dick nudged your prostate with each buck of his hips. You moaned loudly, and you could feel the pleasure building. "Osamu! So close! Need to cum please" you tell him, silently willing him to allow it this time. Dazai grinned and nodded his head to show he'd heard you. He gripped your hip with one hand and increased the pace of his thrusts to make them more pleasureful. Then, his hand wrapped around your dick, slick with precum, and began jerking you off once more. A loud moan ripped from your throat and your back arched. "Gonna cum! Gonna cum Osamu please don't s-stop!" You said almost hoarsely, a loud string of moans falling past your lips as you got closer and closer. And this time, he wasn't stopping. "Been such a good boy for me. Go ahead and cum" Dazai grunted into your ear. He was close himself, and definitely wouldn't be far behind you. And finally, after being denied so many times, you finally reached your orgasm. You cried out his name and your cock twitched in his hand as ropes of cum shot out, some landing on your own stomach and chest but most of it dripped down onto Dazai's hand. His lips pressed against yours briefly, and then his hips finally stilled and he was filling you up with warm cum. "Something to remember me by" he joked lightly as he pulled out and layed next to you, his eyes sparkling slightly. You glance at him, trying to catch your breath. He can see a slight glare in your eyes which makes him smile delightedly. "Sorry I was so mean but it was worth it huh?"
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Jock OC x nerd/geek reader
(NOT MY ART ⬆️)
🎶 Luke Combs- she got the best of me
🎶 Jason Aldean- whose rearview
🎶 Lady A- just a kiss
You sat at the front of the class, taking notes as your teacher put them up on the smart board. Hand sore from holding your pencil so tight. Today had been a relatively slow and quiet day, at least for you anyway.
When the teacher asked you to go get a certain book from the library, you agreed without question. She handed you a note with the title and author written on it. You speedwalked down the corridor and into the open doors of the school library.
The older woman at the front counter smiled at you as you jogged over. "How can I help you, dear?" You hand her the note, and she types it into the library database. "Alright, it should be that shelf at the very back where the windows are. You see where it says historical literature?" "Yes, Ma'am."
"Ok opposite the windows. It's got a black cover."
"Thank you, Ma'am."
"If you can't find it, I'll take a look." You nod and jog to the back where she said it would be. Sunlight shines through the old off-white blinds, and you turn your back to them, looking over the historical literature books. You don't hear the footsteps coming up behind you as you focus. It's only when a male voice whispers behind you that you whip around in fright.
"Hey, little bird."
You've never been one to scream when startled, and this time was no different. You suck in a startled gasp, hitting the back of your head on one of the shelves. You grab the back of your head and hiss at the pain. "Maybe I don't have to mess with you today. It seems like you're doing a great job by yourself." You roll your eyes crossing your arms. "What do you want, Jake?"
He paused for a moment, his hand on the shelf above you moving to rub the back of his neck. He looked a tad nervous and wasn't making eye contact. "Well, believe it or not, I'm here to ask you out."
You didn't believe it. He was just too mean not only towards you but others as well. He'd poured ice water on you in lunch one time and with the other jocks pushed you into a closet only to be found when another student heard you call to them. When you finally got to class, your teacher was worried and asked where you had been. Glaring at Jake, you told her what had happened.
You weren't one to lie, especially about things like that, and almost the whole football team got detention. To say you were waiting on their revenge plot was an understatement. You were almost constantly looking over your shoulder in the halls, and at lunch, you sat close to the teachers in case anyone tried anything.
Of course, the one time you let your guard down, you'd be found by Jake. One good thing was that this was the library, and there was no tolerance for loud noises or loud talking inside. If you screamed, the librarian would run to your aid. "I don't believe you, Jake. This is probably just part of your revenge plot for getting you and the others detention. If you had just left me alone, that wouldn't have happened."
"This has nothing to do with that, I promise!" Hand on your hip, you glare up at him through your glasses. "Really? Then name a few things you like about me." Hand on the shelf again, he sighs. "Ok, well, it's cool that you know so much about animals. You're obviously smarter than me in that respect. You're also pretty, prettier than some of these rich bimbos anyway. I also like how you aren't afraid to snap back at someone when you need to."
You couldn't help the jump in your heart rate at his compliments. Was he telling the truth? It seemed like he couldn't look you in the eye, a good tell that he was. You were surprised, to say the least, so surprised that you spoke before you could register your own words.
"Ok, I believe you." He perks up. "Really!? Ehem.. I mean, uh, really? You really do?" You nod. "So does that mean you'll go with me later?"
"Sure, I don't have much to do this afternoon anyway."
"Ok, then it's a date! We can take my car after class." You nod again, and he awkwardly pats your shoulder as he leaves. You slump back against the shelf, sighing in relief, but quickly realize you still have to get that book to class. You wave over the librarian, and she helps you locate the book. Once you have it, you jog back to class.
Your teacher asked what took you so long, and you gave her the excuse that you had a hard time finding it. The rest of class was uneventful, and the bell rang, signaling the end of the day. When you walked out the front doors, you spotted Jake leaning against his cars hood on his phone. He hadn't spotted you yet, so you slinked through the crowd, trying to blend in. You didn't want to know what would happen if people saw you with him.
You got right up next to him before he realized you were there. "You're pretty sneaky, you know that?" You only mumbled out a "Maybe." He unlocked the car with a beep and ducked into the driver's seat. You followed suit, sliding into the passenger seat and shutting the door behind you.
"Were are we going?" He turns the key in the ignition, and the car rumbles to life. "I thought maybe the diner?" You nod. "As long as you pay for my milkshake." He laughs as he places his arm around the back of your seat, looking back as he reverses out of the parking spot. "I'm not kidding about that either Jake you at least owe me that."
"I was going to anyway. The guy always pays on the first date." Was this a date? Or was this his roundabout way of apologizing? Did he think he could buy your good graces? You had to be careful and not get your hopes up.
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At the diner, he sat across from you reading the menu. "What are you going to get?" You sigh, propping your head up with a hand. "Just a hotdog and fries along with that milkshake. He humms in acknowledgment, setting down the menu and waiving to the waitress. She takes your order and you relax in your seat to wait.
An awkward silence takes hold over the two of you, and before you can pull out your phone, he speaks up. "Hey, look, I wanted to apologize for how I've treated you. I've been a real a**hole to you for no real reason. Maybe it was because I was jealous of what you've got going for you?"
"What I've got going for me!? You've gotta be kidding me. Look at what you've accomplished! You're on our football team!"
"You're almost top of your class, y/n, and I'm just wasting time trying to get into the big leagues when I know for a fact that only like five percent get there! Meanwhile, you could have jobs practically lined up for you."
"You don't have to go to the big leagues, Jake. You could easily get a blue-collar job that pays well. That's what most people don't understand. Blue collar work is heavily relied upon for our society to even exist!"
He looked surprised, eyes wide. "Yo-you're right. I hadn't thought of it like that before. See, that's why I said you were smart!" The waitress tray in hand interrupts your conversation to lay out your food. With a bright smile, you thank her. "Let's eat!" You can't help your bright smile as you eat. Your conversation continues, and soon, you have to leave. Jake pays for the food and follows you out to his car.
"So what's your address? I'll drive you home."
"I live over by the park. I'll show you where when we get there." He nods and peals out of the parking lot.
He takes you on a few more dates through the next two weeks, and you grow to like him more each time. Letting down your walls little by little.
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"So, are you going to the game next week?" Your friend sitting next to you asked. "Yeah, I probably will."
"Going with that mystery boyfriend of yours?" You roll your eyes focusing on your paper.
Later that day, when you have some free time, you meet up with Jake in one of the stairwells. He seems off somehow, maybe upset about something? "Hey, you alright?" He perks up a bit at your presence, giving you a small smile. "Yeah, I'm fine. Are your classes ok?"
You give him a slightly confused look. "Yeah, as good as usual. Why?" He shrugs hands in his varsity jacket pockets. "Just curious, I guess?" You ignore the strange conversation swapping to a different topic. "My friend mentioned a game coming up next week and figured I'd go."
"Yeah, we're going against the school a county over."
"You going to practice this week?"
"Yeah, we have a couple that are pretty late, though. You can skip those cause I know you like your sleep."
"I'll at least go to the ones that aren't so late." He nods, and you still get the feeling he's glum. The alarm on your phone startles you both, and you growl in frustration. "Ugh, I've gotta go to class, Jake. You should, too." Catching him off guard, you stand on your tiptoes with a hand on his cheek and give him a peck on the other.
Wide-eyed, he watches you scamper off touching his cheek where you kissed him. A blush tinges his cheeks as the feeling of your lips linger. That was the first time you'd ever kissed him. He walked back up the steps to his next class with a smile on his face.
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After his late practice, he was in the locker room with his team. The boys loudly bickering in the background as he slipped on a clean t-shirt. "Hey Jake, how's it going with that nerd?"
"You've got a week till the challenge is over, man!" He didn't want to be reminded. He'd honestly started liking you and didn't want to break up your relationship. He just had to keep it quiet.
"It's going." With that, he shouldered his bag and walked out.
"What's up with him?"
"I dunno man, you think maybe he's starting to like her?"
"Could be, but I doubt it."
As he lay in bed, he couldn't stop thinking about how you'd react to the truth. He was scared you'd leave him, and you probably would, so he just couldn't let you find out.
The next day came, and you were excited for the afternoon because you had made you and Jake food for supper. One of your teachers was kind enough to let you put it in her mini fridge for the day. You were excited through all your classes and couldn't wait to go watch him practice.
When school finally let out, you made your way out to the football field. You found yourself a good vantage point from the bleachers and waived when he spotted you.
He couldn't help his smile when he saw you. Your presence gave him a boost in confidence. He pushed the tackle sled with more ferocity and juked around the cones like it was nothing. He finished the training course well before the others, so the coach let him go early.
As he left the field, you followed suit, coming up beside him as he walked back to the locker room. You stopped at the threshold knowing you weren't really supposed to go back there. "Hey, it's alright. You can come in with me. There's no one else here." Reluctantly, you follow him inside.
He grabs his bag from one of the lockers, setting it on the bench. You watch as he removes his helmet and jersey, revealing the padded plastic armor beneath. He unbuckles the two side straps, slipping the bulky plastic over his head. The white tank top beneath darkened with sweat.
He takes a fresh black t-shirt out of his bag along with his dark grey jeans, setting them down. As he removes the tank top, you can't help the dark blush forming on your face. "So what's in the bag?" You spin around facing away from him as you hold up the used grocery bag. "It-It's food I made us food." "Really? Sweet!" You feel his hand in the curve of your side as he moves behind you. Internally, you freak out thinking he's about to kiss you or whisper in your ear. Instead, he reaches past you for someone else's spray deodorant just as quickly moving back to where he was to spray himself down.
You hold the bag in front of you, turning partially around to look at him. He's just putting his shirt over his arms and head, and you take the chance to admire his physique. When he pulls the black fabric over his torso, you look away again. You push your glasses up your nose, trying to hide your blushing face from him. "Hey, keep facing that way for a minute. I've gotta put my jeans on."
You do as asked, hearing the shuffling of his clothes behind you. The tell-tale zipper sound of his jeans let's you know he's done, but you don't dare turn around. Knuckles against your lower back make you jump. He chuckles at your reaction. "Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." When he gets a better look at your face, he realizes how red you are.
"You're almost as red as a tomato! What's gotten you like that?" Stepping up to you, he tilts your chin up, looking into your eyes. Your free hand lightly grips his wrist, and you feel warmth spreading through your chest. A foreign pull tugs you closer, but before you move even an inch, loud voices and talking come from the hall.
"S***! Quick grab your stuff! We can go out the back!" Bag in hand, he pulls you by the arm through the locker room to the back entrance. The two of you slip out the door just as the others walk inside. He takes you to the underside of the bleachers where you breathe a sigh of relief relaxing on the concrete. You both let out a chuckle.
He takes your bag, opening it to reveal the food you made in two containers along with two drinks. "Let's eat!" He opens his container, taking a whiff of what you made. "It smells great!" You smile as he takes a bite, complementing your cooking. "If you do this after every practice you come to maybe we'll have a good chance at winning."
"You like my cooking then, huh?"
"So far, so good!" Your bright smile makes his heart beat faster, and a giddy smile of his own pulls at his lips. "Thanks for bringing this." You lean over with a hand on his cheek as you give him a peck on the other. "You're welcome, darling."
You lay back on the concrete, closing your eyes and stretching. He watches your back arch, and the pose you unknowingly make is almost exactly like one of the bikini models in his friends' magazine he'd flipped through once. A bright blush covers his face when he imagines you in that bikini. Averting his gaze, he covers his mouth.
He knows he's in deep now. Thinking about you normally during the day was one thing, but now he was fantasizing about you. "Hey, you want to come over to my place? My parents shouldn't be home for another few hours, and I could use your help with my homework?"
"Sure, I'll text my mom."
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At his house, you follow him up to the front door. "Welcome to my home." The sweet scent of an air freshener hits you as you enter. He guides you upstairs to his room. It's nice and tidy in comparison to your slightly cluttered room. He drops his bag on the floor by the door and opens his backpack, pulling out his biology textbook. "So what part did you need help with?"
"Well, I'm sure it's right in front of me, but I can't find the answer to this question." You take the book looking over the question and scanning over the paragraphs for the answer. "Ah, right here!"
"See, I knew it was right in front of me!"
"Was that the only problem?" He nervously chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck as he closes the book. "Yeah... I just wanted to hang out a while longer." You snort at his antics. "You could've just asked." With a grin and a nod, he changes the subject.
"I probably stink still, don't I?" You lean in sniffing the air. "Yeah, a little."
"Hey, if you want to play video games, I'll take a quick shower." You nod, and he sets up a game for you before walking down the hall to the bathroom. You quickly get absorbed into the game. Fighting mobs and doing a few small quests. When you start to shiver from the cool temp in the house, you look around for a blanket or something. There's a hoodie hanging on the bedframe that you quickly pull on settling back into the game.
You don't hear him walking down the hall. He steps through his open door, drying his hair with a towel. Looking over at you, completely focused on fighting a monster, he notices you're wearing his hoodie, and a small blush tinges his cheeks. You raise your hands in celebration when you beat the monster, finally noticing him standing there.
His hair is messy and damp, and droplets of water are still clinging to his skin. You stare at each other for a moment. Him thinking how cute you look practically swallowed up by his hoodie and you admiring his physique.
The grey sweatpants shirtless look was really doing something for you. He slings the towel over his shoulder, crossing his arms with a mischievous grin. "You like what you see, little bird?"
Your face turns beet red, and you flip up the hood, pulling the cords to hide your face. He gets down on his knees beside you on the floor. "Hey, let me see that face, pretty bird." He pushes the hood off your head, revealing your red face.
"There you are. Look at those pretty eyes. Those pink lips." His thumb runs over your bottom lip. He leans closer, your eyes slowly closing as his lips connect with yours. It's gentle and sweet. He pulls away just as slow, a confident smile on his face. "I've been wanting to do that."
You scoot up to him, placing a hand on his cheek. He leans into your touch, closing his eyes for a moment. "I don't deserve you at all, baby. I mean with what I've done to you and others in the past... You're too good for me." He kisses your palm, a sad look in his eyes.
You touch forheads with him in your own show of affection. Tears pricked your eyes as your emotions washed over you. "No one's ever said anything like that to me before."
"Really? Not even those nerdy guys you hang around?"
"No."
"They just don't realize what a catch you are." You blush again as you twiddle your fingers.
He moves to sit up against his bed, and you follow suit sitting next to him. He flips the TV to cable, looking through the channels for something to watch. You swallow the nervous lump in your throat and lean against him.
He sounds amused when he pipes back up. "C'mere I won't bite... Unless you want me to." Brightly blushing, you smack his chest. "OW! Ok, I'll take that as a no. Geez, you can really do damage when you want to."
You settle into his side with his arm over your shoulders.
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"You know - I never pegged you as an opera person, Malfoy." Harry tried his best to hide his smirk while teasing with the nickname he knew would get a rise from the boy. Truth be told - Draco Malfoy was an article that was always being edited. Each time Harry came back there was something different or some additon to him that just enhanced his character. It really was an amazing trick that Harry Potter couldn't get enough of.
"Well, honestly, I didn't either. But ever since knowing you, I enjoy things that quiet my mind and make me happy. No expectations, no competition, just being. And you like it, don't you? If we were that good at singing we wouldn't need anything else. Honestly? I envy these performers." Draco finished with a tiny gleam in his eye.
If he hasn't known proper etiquette, he might have laughed out loud at that. Instead, he smiled and looked down at the stage. The Draco Malfoy envious of anything is very hard to believe. What he said next was even harder to believe, somehow.
"I guess what I'm rambling about, trying to say, is the way this opera makes me feel - up here in this box, alone, with no expectations expect to be in the moment- is how I feel with you, Harry Potter. I guess when it comes down to it, the one and only thing I love more than my new found enjoyment of the opera, Harry, is you."
[I know I'm really bad at writing but I'm trying and just get inspired sometimes so yeah :')]
I sent them to the Opera
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Thoughts on Stede reading The Hobbit (bonus: to the crew)?
Wish you a cool evening!
i'm gonna sue you for damages that's what i'm thinking
how dare you put this concept in my head
just imagine!! Everyone is captivated from the very first second. Pete pretends to think it's dumb - "What even is a hobbit", he mutters under his breath. What is a hobbit? Stede reads. I suppose Hobbits need some description nowadays. Pete is stunned into silence (and he too has loved it from the very first moment, actually, though he wouldn't admit it under threat of death).
Stede does all the voices. His Bilbo is closest to his own voice, polite and chipper, but passive aggression always at the ready, like a hidden knife. His Gandalf speaks with gravitas, deep in his chest (Ed likes that a lot). All of the dwarves are introduced with their own voices, from excited, youthful, near (but not quite) identical Fili and Kili, to gravely Balin, voice rough and heavy with age.
The first song Stede tries to avoid. He reads up to But the dwarves only started to sing and skips right to and everything was cleaned and put away safe as quick as lightning, but then Frenchie wonders out loud.
"What kinds of songs do dwarves sing, do you suppose?", he asks no one in particular.
"Must be bloody", Pete says.
"It's about dishwashing", Olu says dryly.
Ed leans over Stede's shoulder. "You could have just read it, mate", he says and Stede has never felt more betrayed. "It's right here!"
"What?" Frenchie shoots upright. "Read it then!"
Stede, who doesn't mind reciting poetry but is mortified by the thought of singing in front of an audience, knows resistance is futile. He gives a deep sigh.
Chip the glass and crack the plates, he starts, voice as flat as possible. Doesn't even take to the end of the second line for Wee John to start tapping out a rhythm against the deck with his palm. Frenchie has his lute in hand, plucking out a simple melody.
"Start again", he says and is already humming along. He gets Stede to read through the whole poem twice, and then he's got it.
Chip the glass and crack the plates, and it's bouncy, catchy, a bit like a shanty. A simple melody to keep hands working steady in the same rhythm. The Swede is adding a beautiful harmony.
That's what Bilbo Baggins hates! So carefully, carefully with the plates!, they all shout as one, grinning.
"Can we sing it one more time?", Fang asks.
They don't finish the chapter that evening.
The next morning, Stede approaches Frenchie and Wee John somewhat secretly. "There's another song right after the one from yesterday", he tells them, "in case you want to. You know. Not that you have to, of course."
Frenchie is delighted. The Swede is quickly recruited.
The Song of the Lonely Mountain may or may not bring tears to the eyes of a hardened pirate or two, you have no proof.
Everyone is intrigued by the map. Of course Stede has an edition with a nice big map folded up in the back of the book; they carefully take it out and put it on deck so everyone can see it. "What's that?" Ed asks and points at the runes.
"Wait and we will find out", Stede answers, and already knows he will tell Ed later, when the rest of the crew can't hear it, should he still want to know.
The dwarves get caught by trolls and Jim is distraught. "Don't go there one by one, you morons!" they yell, and Olu has to hold their hand discreetly until Gandalf shows up to save the day. Roach has some sympathy for the poor trolls, who have been subsisting on nothing but mutton, but draws a line at squashing the dwarves to eat them later without removing the guts first.
They make it to Rivendell and there is another improv song. Stede maybe hums along. Off key. But he's hardly the only one with no great singing voice.
The mystery of the runes is lifted.
"Moon letters?"
"Oh so it was invisible this whole time!"
Everyone is delighted to have known a secret before the characters did.
The Misty Mountains rise up under our heroes's feet. Far, far away in the West, where things were blue and faint, Bilbo knew there lay his own country of safe and comfortable things, and his little hobbit-hole, Stede reads. It stirs something in Ed, and even though this chapter has an even bigger adventure than the trolls (AND a song! A song that Roach will be heard singing under his breath for days, Clash, crash! Crush, smash! Hammer and tongs! Knocker and gongs!, and Lucius is not avoiding him, thank you very much)
Even though there is plenty else going on, that line still sticks in Ed's head. "Do you miss home, sometimes?" he asks Stede as they lay down for the night.
"Oh my love", Stede says, wrapped up in Ed's arms, with Ed's head pillowed on his chest, "I am home."
They meet Gollum next.
What has roots as nobody sees / Is taller than trees / Up, up it goes / And yet, never grows?
"A cathedral, obviously", Wee John shouts, before Stede can read on.
"Shut up, they don't have cathedrals", Pete says. "Do they?"
"Tall building, anyway", Frenchie backs Wee John up.
"Could be something else", the Swede muses.
"Like what?"
"No he's right", Roach says, "Building is too easy. It's um. A hot air balloon? No roots, it goes up but doesn't grow, does it?"
That earns him a round of impressed nods and agreeing hums. The actual answer - Mountain, I suppose! - is widely seen as anticlimactic.
Stede hisses and croaks as he speaks with Gollum's voice and that placates the crew somewhat. It must have a competition with us, my preciouss, he reads and dredges the sounds out of the back of his throat, speaks with his tongue between his teeth until he truly sounds like a creature that lives in dark, cold waters, eats raw fish and hasn't talked to anyone in centuries.
Every riddle is followed by debates and every member of the crew offers up their own best riddles for the others to solve. It takes three evenings to get through the chapter. It's just as well; Stede fears Gollum's voice might tear his throat to ribbons. It's worth it though.
They make it out of the goblin labyrinths eventually. They meet Beorn and giant eagles and an elven king. They fight wargs, and spiders, and spend a night adrift in a river, clinging to a barrel.
It's a fantastic story. The dragon is terrifying; the hoard everything any of them have ever dreamed of. The attack on Laketown, and finally the Battle of Five armies, has more than one of them hold tightly onto someone's hand.
Opinions on the ending are divided.
"How can he just go home?", Frenchie says, offended. "After everything they've been through together!"
"He misses it", Olu says. "Must be nice, I think. To know there's a home for you to return to."
"Bullshit", Jim says, shifting inconspicuously, so they're sitting just a tiny bit closer to him. "Home can be anywhere. Home is where your - y'know." They do not blush.
"But Thorin died", Lucius says. "It wouldn't be the same without him, would it? Maybe he needs to go back so he isn't always reminded of him."
"That's so deep, babe."
"Thanks babe."
Stede reads the last poem and nobody tries to sing.
It's quiet when he finishes. Wee John sniffles, but only a little.
Luckily, there's that whole business with the auction and Bilbo being declared dead so they end on a high note.
The next evening, Stede tries to bring a different book, but nobody will hear it.
"Read it again!"
Stede protests, but only a little.
"C'me on", Ed says, "they love it. Please?"
Really, there never was a choice.
In a hole in the ground, there lived a hobbit.
#i'm joking about the sueing. thank you so much. didnt expect this to turn so long but its what it is#you have a lovely day/evening too depending on when you read this!#cakeeatingwingedcat#message#our flag means death#tolkien#i wrote a thing#oh yeah ed can read & thats a hill im wiling to die on thanks
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The Feature XII // Benedict Cumberbatch x Reader
Series Overview | Previous Part | Next Part
Chapter Summary: Your feature finally hits the shelves as you count down the days of the longest fortnight of your life.
Chapter Word Count: 2.5K>
Chapter Warnings: Morally-grey reader, strong language, mentions of excessive alcohol consumption, sexual references, smut: fantasising, self masturbation. Readers must be 18+
(Photo in this chapter is an edit made by me.)
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Day 2
You woke to the sound of two voices talking quietly, a door closing, a television being switched on. There was a headache settling in behind your eyes, a dryness in your mouth that only seemed to get worse as you sat up slightly, grimacing at the distinctive pub smell still clinging to your clothes.
You flinched slightly as you felt something brush against your leg, looking down with puffy, itchy eyes to see Nick and Lacy's cat burrowing a space for himself beside you on the already cramped couch.
"Piss off," you croaked.
"How dare you talk to Schmoops like that," said Lacy with a sarcastic gasp.
You didn't realise she was there, turning your head in surprise to see her sitting on the other couch. She was wrapped in a thick, fluffy dressing gown, hair tied up, white sheet mask over her face.
"You look like Hannibal Lecter," you said.
"And in about five minutes, I'll have glowing, soft skin."
You rolled your eyes, forcing yourself to sit up a little further. The cat gave a soft trill as you moved, stretching himself out before curling up at your feet.
"Lace, your cat's vibrating."
"He's purring," she laughed.
"Does it have to be so loud?"
"I think that's probably the hangover talking…"
Hangover. God, that's why you felt so rough; why you'd just woken up on your friend's couch with a splitting headache, why you could still taste tequila on the back of your sandpaper tongue. You tried to remember how you'd ended up there, but memories of the night before were murky and fragmented, like trying to watch yourself back on a damaged videotape.
You looked over at Lacy again, a feeling of regret washing over you that you couldn't quite place. But you had an inkling.
"How much did I blab last night?"
"A fair bit," she replied.
You sat up fully.
"I mean," she continued, keeping her tone light. "I now know the intimate details of one of my favourite actors' penises, which I never thought I'd be able to say-"
You interrupted her with a loud, mortified groan, dropping your face into your hands.
"And from the sounds of it, he's a very... thorough lover-"
"Oh my god!" you shouted, the sound muffled by your palms.
"Quinn." She laughed softly. "You know we're not going to say anything."
You glanced up at her. Of course they wouldn't say anything; in some ways, you trusted them more than you trusted yourself. But that wasn't the point. The point was that you'd told them in the first place.
The living room door opened and Nick walked in. He was in his pyjamas carrying two steaming mugs of tea, a grin spreading across his face as he laid eyes on you.
"There she is," he said chirpily. "The future Mrs Sherlock Holmes."
"Not funny."
"Or will you be Doctor and Mrs Strange?"
"Not. Funny," you repeated more sternly.
"I'm just winding you up," he said with a laugh, handing you one of the mugs. "How are you feeling now after sleeping on it?"
"How am I feeling about what?"
"About what we talked about last night...?"
"Nick, I have no memory of what we talked about last night."
"Bloody hell, really?"
"Yes, really." You rubbed your eyes with your fingers. "Why the fuck did I drink so much?"
"Well you were in a bit of a panic when you first arrived," said Lacy. "So you had a few drinks, y'know, to calm yourself down. But then you just... sort of... never stopped."
You paused. "So I, I told you both... everything, then?"
They looked at each other for a moment before Nick cleared his throat, like he was signalling he would take this one.
"It's honestly not that bad of a situation, Quinn."
You glared at him, completely unconvinced.
"This is what I was trying to get you to sleep on last night," he continued as he sat down next to Lacy. "Think about it; you met someone, you liked him, you slept with him. Sure, it's not ideal that it happened during a work thing, but-"
"You're conveniently leaving out the fact that he's a ridiculously famous actor and in the middle of a very high profile divorce which I was tasked with interviewing him about for one of the biggest magazines in the world..."
"So what? Look, no one knows you've slept together besides you, him and Faye Dennehy-"
"And now us," Lacy chimed.
"And now us." He rolled his eyes.
"He was photographed with my name on his fucking wrist, Nick. The same day a mystery woman was spotted leaving his house."
"All circumstantial evidence."
"You know people can be convicted of murder because of circumstantial evidence…"
"Yeah but you didn't murder anyone, Quinn. The only thing you're guilty of is having your guts rearranged-"
"Eurgh," you cut him off with an aggrieved scoff, while Lacy groaned in disgust, elbowing him in his side.
He tutted, holding his hands up in surrender.
"Look," said Lacy, bringing a sense of calm back into the room. "I think you just need to wait until he gets back and talk to him."
"He's gone for two weeks,” you stressed. “How on earth am I supposed to wait two weeks?"
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Day 6
The key to waiting, you quickly discovered, was pretending you didn't care.
You spent the first five days acting like none of it had ever happened; backing Ben into a corner in your mind and forcing him to stay there, quiet, invisible, like a child in a permanent timeout. It seemed to work, as with each night, sleep came easier, the urge to scour Google lessening until it barely crossed your mind at all. You went to dinner with an old friend from uni, took yourself shopping for clothes you probably couldn't afford, rearranged the furniture in your living room before deciding you didn't like it and changing it back. You were ignoring everything, and you were totally, completely fine.
But on the sixth day, 'fine' suddenly became harder to maintain.
You trudged down to the foyer of your apartment building, crystals of sleep still in the corners of your eyes and a pair of slippers on your feet. You made your way over to the wall of mailboxes and unlocked yours, reaching in and furrowing your brow when your fingers made contact with the hard edge of a book. You dragged it out quickly, eyes widening as you realised it wasn't a book at all, it was a magazine. Your magazine.
You stood there in silence, staring down at the front cover in a blend of awe and fear, pride and dread. It was your first big feature, first front page, first high profile interview, first exclusive. There were so many firsts, so many achievements wrapped up in one sleek, glossy package that you could barely hold back your smile. But the face on the front of that package was like an allegory; eyes that had pierced through you, lips that had kissed you, all reminding you of just how you got there, and where you could possibly end up.
There were eight days left. Eight days of waiting, of hoping your face didn't end up in the media somewhere too, of hoping he would still want to see you when he returned.
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Day 9
You startled to the sound of your phone ringing in your bag, so loud it made the people around you stop for a second and look. You snatched it out quickly, bringing it to your ear and answering in a hushed voice.
"Hello?"
"Oh, Quinnie is this a bad time?"
"No, no, mum you're fine, I'm just in a shop so I can't talk too loud."
You loved your mother dearly, but she only ever seemed to call when you were busy; whether it be walking around a fancy clothing shop, at work, or in the shower. It was as if she possessed a psychic ability to always feel compelled to speak to you at the worst possible times.
"Well it's just a quick call anyway," she said. "Just to let you know your Dad's gone and bought four more copies of your magazine this morning."
"Four? Bloody hell, how many's that altogether now?"
"Honestly, Quinnie, I've lost count. He's been giving them out to people like party favours."
You laughed as you continued to wander around the shop, running your hand across a rack of soft cashmere jumpers.
In the three days since the issue went out, the response had been - surprisingly - positive, and not just from your overly proud parents. People seemed to believe Ben, to empathise with him; your words painting him a charming, humble gentleman who still cared deeply for his ex wife, managing to bury the rumours of infidelity and mystery women, drowning out the conspiracies with praise and support. It almost seemed too good to be true, and perhaps it was. But for now, you were more than okay with that.
"He's going to frame one, he says," your mother continued.
"You do realise it'll just look like you have a framed picture of Benedict Cumberbatch on your wall, don't you?"
"I know, I know, I've told him this. He's just proud of you, that's all. We both are."
You rolled your eyes, a slight smile threatening to break.
"I told you, didn't I," she said. "All those years ago when you graduated from uni. I told you it'd happen for you one day as long as you kept at it."
"I still think you were just trying to ship me off to London."
"Well I'd already planned what I was going to do with your room once you moved out."
You covered your mouth to hide a laugh, trying not to disturb the people around you.
"Anyway, I'll let you go," she said. "We'll try and visit you before we go away, okay?"
"Okay, speak to you soon."
"Speak soon, love."
You put your phone away, giggling to yourself and almost blushing as you meandered around the shop, picturing your father hanging a photo of Ben on the wall, totally oblivious to the things that man had done to his daughter.
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Day 11
He was still on your mind. No longer pushed into a corner, but taking over it completely. Everything reminded you of him; writing, music, even the rain pattering against your window. You couldn't even lie in bed without remembering how it felt to have him between your legs. It was torturous, and you almost hated him for it.
You were tossing and turning, your frustration leaving you hot and clammy despite the December chill bleeding through the gap in your bedroom window. You rolled onto your back and let out a huff, staring up at the ceiling through the dark, hoping Ben was somewhere out there, staring at a ceiling in frustration because of you.
It was his hands. How they were so large yet agile as they groped your breasts and clamped around your throat, how they gripped your thighs to spread them apart beneath him, how he plunged his long fingers inside you, still wearing his wedding ring as he coaxed the most exquisite orgasm from your aching depths.
You felt a throb in your core, like your body remembered exactly how he felt and was longing for more. You yielded to it, slipping your hand down beneath your underwear and beginning to work your fingers over your clit, sighing and closing your eyes as you gave way to thoughts of him, allowing him to flood your mind without resistance.
You could practically feel his voice rumbling, the hums of approval as he buried his face between your thighs, setting you on fire with the ministrations of his tongue. You slid two fingers along your folds, coating them in your wetness before pushing them inside, letting out a soft moan as you brought your other hand up to gently squeeze your breast.
As you moved your fingers, curling them to press against your most sensitive spot, you remembered what it felt like to have him inside you; the pressure, the fullness, how he'd growled into the crook of your neck.
Fuck, Quinn.
So tight.
You feel- So. Fucking. Good.
You pulled a quick, shivering climax from your core, holding your breath as it pulsated through you and exhaling softly as it began to settle. You stayed quiet for a while, lying there in the dark, wondering if he'd been doing this too; if he'd been replaying the night in his head, stroking himself to the thought of you.
Or maybe he hadn't thought about you at all, maybe he'd forgotten all about you like you said he would.
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Day 13
You sat at your desk, warming your hands on a cup of coffee as you lazily proofread a piece you'd been working on. The heating had broken in the entire building, turning the bullpen into a freezer, people wrapped up in coats, hats and scarves as they worked, able to see their own breath in the air in front of them.
They were starting to dress the place for Christmas, hanging fairy lights and glittery snowflakes on the walls, making room for the huge, real tree Ellen Ford would have imported all the way from Norway. You pushed in your earbuds, playing music through them to drown out the sound of Julia directing people where to put their decorations, disapproving of anything she found too 'tacky' for Draft's office space.
Your music suddenly stopped, making way to your loud, irritating ringtone, your phone buzzing on the desk beside you. You rolled your eyes, expecting your mother's name to appear on the screen, but when you looked down, you furrowed your brow in confusion at the sight of a random mobile number.
You bit your lip, debating with yourself for a moment before giving in and answering the call.
"Hello?"
"Hi there, may I speak with Quinn Armitage?"
"This is Quinn…"
"Okay great, one moment please."
You grew even more confused as the line seemed to go dead. But after a few moments, there was a shuffling sound, followed by the clearing of a throat.
"Quinn?"
Your breath hitched, your back straightening in your chair. "Ben?"
"Hi." He breathed out the word, like he was relieved to hear your voice.
You yanked out your earbuds and brought the phone to your ear, standing up quickly and rushing into an empty conference room nearby. "How did you get my number? Who was that woman? Where are you?"
He chuckled, the sound so rich and warm, so familiar. "Got the number from a receptionist at Draft. It was my PA, she wanted to check we had it right first. And I'm currently about… 36,000 feet above the Atlantic Ocean."
"Oh." You leaned your back against the wall, pulling your coat tight around yourself. "Well- So- I mean, well-"
"Why am I calling you?"
"Yeah."
He laughed softly. "I was just calling to see if you'd... got bored."
You bit your lip to suppress a smile. "I was starting to."
"Well it's a good job I'm on my way back then, isn't it."
You pressed your mouth closed, a giggle escaping through your nose.
"No, I was actually calling because I hoped you might be free tomorrow night," he said. "I thought we could meet, talk..."
"Okay," you replied quietly.
You couldn't tell from his tone what he was thinking, how he was feeling or what the intentions behind his invitation were. He sounded reserved, and you wondered if it was because he had people with him, or if his feelings towards you had changed. It was unsettling, annoying. You hated that he somehow had the power to make you doubt yourself like that.
"Okay," he said. "So this, is this your personal number?"
"It is."
"Great. I'm calling you from mine right now."
"Oh, cool. I'll be sure to leak it to the press when I'm in need of some extra cash."
"Ha ha, very funny. Just… Make sure you're there tomorrow. Please."
You raised an eyebrow. "Or what?"
"Quinn, I said please."
"Alright fine," you said, rolling your eyes and trying to keep your voice serious.
You said your goodbyes and hung up, the air fogging in front of you as your breaths grew heavy. But even in the freezing cold room, with broken radiators and frost gathering in the corners of the windows, you suddenly felt a flush of warmth.
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Season Of The Witch
Summary: Your witchy abilities get you in quite a bit of trouble from time to time… But this time you don’t mind so much.
Pairing: Bucky x reader
Warnings: Swearing, fluff, honestly i think that’s it. Just soft boy Bucky.
Word Count: 2k
Author's Note: I had a lot of fun writing this one. Little bit of a witchy- halloween vibe for ya guys… Honestly I’m really in love with this idea, so who knows- if you like it I might write a part 2!
Huge Thank you to @cutie1365 for editing this mess! Couldnt have done it without her!
“Okay, okay. What colour am I thinking of now.” Peter squealed, plopping himself down on your bed, staring at you like a kid on christmas.
Being the Avengers personal psychic has its benefits, but this was certainly not one of them. You thought your party-trick of a superpower would have grown old on your friends, and yet it always seemed to draw a crowd of non-believers. You weren't the toughest or the strongest by any means, but you sure knew your way around a person's thoughts, which proved to be an advantage to the team. Mostly you were in charge of recon, but that didn't stop Natasha from dragging you to the gym every weekend and torturing you with super hero level workouts.
“How many more times are we going to do this, Peter?” You sighed, but soon realised he wasnt caving. “Blue. Just like last time it was orange and the time before that thirteen. Can we please stop.”
Peter scanned you over for a moment, before relaxing back on your headboard.
Fine, but only because Mr. Stark said he was ordering Chinese and it's probably here by now. His voice echoed through your mind.
“Actually, I heard Wanda say he’s getting pizza.” You corrected.
“How did you-?” He paused, eyes agape as your words registered. “That is seriously cool, you know that? I mean, I hang from the walls but that- that is cool! I can see why they coined you The Witch now,” Peter playfully shouted. “Can you do that with anyone, at any time?”
You smiled sheepishly, remembering the times your wandering mind had gotten you in some pretty uncomfortable situations. You tried your very best to stay out of your friends heads, but sometimes that was easier said than done. Especially when it came to the former Hydra assassin. His thoughts seemed to creep into your mind, seeping through the cracks unbidden. Sometimes his mind would wander aimlessly, but that wasn't always the case. You knew about Bucky’s dark past, however hearing it in his own cruel words was something else entirely. Though he would never utter the words allowed they were seared into your mind. You had every sense to avoid the man and yet his voice, like gravel and smoke, drew you in, intoxicated on his every word as it clouded around your subconscious.
“Unfortunately” You sighed, easing back into the mattress and unconsciously biting at the corner of your mouth. Your gift didnt make you very popular when you were younger. You were honestly surprised it was so welcomed here. Most people consider you an invasion of privacy... But Peter was different from the highschool kids you grew up with. Maybe it was due to the fact he was different too, but something about the way his mind wandered made you believe that radio-active spider or not, Peter would always be Peter.
“What does Bucky think about?”
That knocked you out of your thoughts. You snapped your head up and looked at Peter, who only seemed to have a curious look in his eyes.
He’s so broody and mysterious. Guy gives me the creeps.
“Bucky is a sweetheart deep down.” You faked a smile, concerned as to why you felt the need to defend him. From an outside perspective, it was possible to fear the former Winter Soldier. However, knowing what you did haunted your nerves.
“I’m sure very, very deep down.” Peter chuckled. “I’m going to go grab some pizza before Sam eats it all. Are you coming?”
You smiled softly, preparing yourself for the dinner with your friends. Though you enjoyed having a sort of family, dinners together would often grow overwhelming in your mind, voices colliding though your head, brewing into a storm in your thoughts.
“I’ll be down in a few.” With that, Peter stumbled out of your room and down the hallway leaving you with your thoughts. You closed your eyes, concentrating on the many different voices faintly echoing around you. You could only make out bits and pieces as they vibrated through the walls and all around you. At first, it was hard to identify whose voice belonged to who, but soon after you moved into the compound it became easy.
Natasha thought in poems. Her brain was always working on the next solution- the next verse. Her mind wandered in and out of trains of thought like a dancer, drifting back and forth with ease. It was always relaxing listening in.
Tony was constantly listening to his music wherever he went. You had an inkling it was because he knew how powerful you were. ‘Like built-in surveillance,’ he’d often say. Though, you’d never deflate his ego in letting him know you could still hear his thoughts clear as day.
But then there was Bucky. It took you a while to understand his thoughts. They always seemed erratic and chased- never one thought all at once, but it soon became clear why. Bucky was constantly correcting himself. When his mind began to tiptoe into the darkest corners, he’d change the conversation, ushering it back to what he thought was right. Listening to his internal debates became a favourite pastime of yours. He often reminisced about his time in the forties. You liked how easy it was, listening to him think. Though you had never said more than five words to him allowed, you were content with this little part of him. Pieces only you both knew. Like the beautiful woman he would lose himself daydreaming about. The way he described her made you feel flush all over. He never thought her name, and yet it stung all the more knowing his heart was stolen. His beautiful ‘ведьма’. Not that you stood a fighting chance. Not to mention the impending age gape you both shared. Often he would find you staring and a string of curses would follow as he realised he’d be caught. You never meant to intrude, but then again, that wasn't entirely true.
With a huff, you swung your legs off the bed letting your feet hit the cold wooden floors, but before you could even open the door, you heard him. His voice was so loud you almost didn't know if he was speaking aloud or not.
Just do it, you punk. Walk up there and ask her. What’s the worst that could happen?.... She could plunge a knife into your back- no…. She wouldn't do that and you know it. If you ask her, she might say yes… Honestly that might he worse than-
You swing the door open, startling Bucky back a few paces as your eyes might his. Instantly his face blooms with pink as his mind races- his thoughts an incoherent mess.
“Hi Bucky.” You spoke only above a whisper.
“Oh jesus! I didn't know you were right there.” He mumbled, rubbing the back of his neck trying to steady his breathing.
“Sorry…” You mumbled, breaking eye contact and suddenly finding the floor very interesting. “I didn mean to scare you-”
“You don’t- I mean, you didn't scare me.” He chuckled, his mind suddenly blank. “It doesn't matter right now because I, uh… I was wondering if you're coming for dinner.”
You nodded your head, “Yeah, on my way now.” You smiled softly.
“Great,” Bucky grinned, running his hand through his cropped hair and stepping aside. “I can walk with you.”
You nodded, swallowing hard as you swung the door shut and began walking side by side with Bucky in heavy silence.
“Know what’s for dinner?” Bucky finally spoke.
“Pizza. Your favourite.” You affirmed, meeting his curious eyes. His strides slowed until he was at a full stop.
“I never told you that.” He pried, looking at your in question.
You froze, suddenly aware of what you had just said. There was nothing more you wanted than to sink into the floor and let the earth swallow you whole.
“Uh,” You nervously laughed, “You must have at some point. Yeah, I remember now, it was-”
“How often do you listen?” he interrupted, making your mouth clamp shut.
You thought about lying, though it didn't seem right. You knew all his secrets and all he asked was this one. Surely you could grant him that even if it cost a punch to the ego.
“All the time,” You started, your eyes never leaving the floor. “I don’t mean to. At least that’s the way it started. I really try to put you guys all on ‘mute’ when we're together, but your voice always comes through. I don't know what it is, but I like the way you think.” You admitted, feeling heat rising from your chest.
“You like the way I think?” He pried, taking a few steps closer to you. You could feel the tension buzzing around the hallway, ricocheting off the walls and exploding all around you.
“I’m sorry, I’m so embarrassed. It's such an invasion of privacy. You must hate me. I promise I won't tell anyone about the things I hear. Especially her.”
“Her?” He chuckled, taking another step toward you leaving only a few tiles between the two of you.
“Ведьма.” You choked out. “You think about her all the time. She sounds beautiful, by the way. I’m sorry, that's overstepping… I just, I’m sorry. Really I’ll just go-”
Before you could turn on your heel and run for the hills, Bucky's hands were around your wrists, holding you still. His eyes were pleading as he opened he opened and shut his mouth trying to find the right words to say.
“For a witch, you sure aren’t very intuitive.” Bucky signed, your eyes finally landing on his. “My beautiful witch, don’t know by now?”
You blinked at him, your mouth suddenly dry and words caught in your throat. Before you could speak, his thoughts broke through the air, tumbling around you.
Are you listening, doll? His voice echoed around you sending a shiver down your spine. You nodded your head, watching as his eyes crinkled up as he a lopsided grin formed on his pink lips.
It’s you. It’s always you. I've tried to stop, trust me. I just can’t seem to shake it.
You almost didn't notice the smile that began to pull at the corners of your mouth as you took in his words. They drifted in the air around you, echoing through your mind as Bucky’s thumbs rubbed circles into your skin.
“Ask me.” You spoke up, a sudden confidence serging through your core. Bucky raised a brow, scanning you over until your words resonated with him.
“Right, of course.” He cleared his throat, letting go of your hands and intertwining his own nervously. “Would you ever consider letting me take you out. To dinner, maybe?”
You bit down on your bottom lip to stop yourself from giggling as you listened to his internal monologue of nerves that followed his question.
“Took you long enough.” You chuckled, watching as his smile lit up the room around you. Before you could stop yourself you closed the distance between you, draping your arms around his shoulders and crashing your lips onto his. Bucky froze, but almost as instantly melted into you, his hands finding their home on your hips as he pulled you in. You wanted nothing more than to melt into him but his racing thoughts swirled around you, causing a giggle to fall from your lips.
Holy Shit. Kiss her back, you moron. Oh god she smells so good. What is that? Cinnamon? Citrus? Shit, she's so close to me. Don't panic. Don't panic. Fuck she feels good. Just relax, and- Oh shit. Can you hear me?
You couldn't help but throw your head back, laughter bubbling out of your chest as his thoughts raced through his head.
“I can tell you're going to be a lot of fun, Barnes” You mumbled against his lips.
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A/n: Nervous Bucky is my favourite can you tell? I loved this one, show some love if you felt the same!
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❛ TWO ROADS ❜
with Canche and Obispo ‘Bishop’ Losa.
Warnings: none.
Word count: 2k.
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“Please, don't do that. Let me go”. With both hands raised to the man, you tried to push him away.
“No”. He just said with a naughty smile drawn on his lips, before grabbing your wrists to lift you up over his shoulder like a heavy bag, walking to the main room of the house.
“Let me go!” You shouted stirring over him, until you felt your body falling down over the mattress.
Sitting up on your forearms, you blow into a rebellious tuft of hair in the middle of your face, frowning. You couldn't barely breathe because of the efforts, watching the man crawling above the bed.
“I swear I'm gonna kill you”.
“Will you?” He asked, twisting his neck slightly, pouncing on you to tickle you on both sides.
“Canche, stop!” You screamed between laughs, trying to catch his hands while he made himself some space between your legs.
“C'mon, five minutes more, princesa de los Mayas”. The mexican surrounded you with his strong arms, resting his face on your stomach.
“My father is gonna kill us, if he finds out”.
“Just five minutes more”. He begged almost in a whisper, closing his eyes.
“I hate you”. You growled rolling your eyes, pretending that you didn't want to spend some time more together.
“I'm glad to know that it's something reciprocated”. The Mayan muttered, moving some inches until reaching your lips.
Tangling your legs with his and placing your hands on his head, you deepened the kiss, keeping the slow pace but welcoming his tongue inside your mouth. Every time you were this close, he had the same effect on you like the first time, bristling your skin and needing for more. You could assure that he was so in love with you, as you were with him. And you would like to shout it to the rooftops. But that wasn't an option. Not for the moment, at least.
“I know that… you can't call me”. You said caressing his neck with one of your hands, using your nails to made him some sweet tickles. “But… two weeks is too much. Maybe… I don't know… a text, to know that you're okay”.
“I will try, mi amor. I swear it”. He replied with a low tone of voice, accommodating his head on the pillow. “And when I come back, we will disappear for some days. We can go to the beach, if you want”.
“Sounds good, yeah”. You nodded assorted on the way of his lips moving, totally spellbound hearing his voice.
The man took back his hands to undone the clasp of the fine gold chain, with a small medal of the Virgen de Guadalupe. Silent, and very focused on his new task, he placed it around your neck. You knew how much he loved that necklace, being a gift from his mother who passed away some years ago. Giving it to you meant more than anyone could imagine, and you would swear you were about to cry if he hasn't kissed you again.
You have never been a believer, but you started to pray every night for him, to keep him safe and alive. It has been two long weeks, with a trip that started in Southern Cali to Stockton and Oakland, continuing to Portland. And after that, back to Santo Padre. One of the trips more dangerous of Mayans history, with a shipment of AK-47, even if they were accompanied by some SOA charters. But the day of their return has come and, with it, all your men. At least, you know it when you see through the front window of your car all the bikes parked there. The first you find is your father's. Next to it, Canche's.
Almost jumping out from your seat, you run like never before to the inside of the clubhouse. But the situation that welcomes you is chaotic. You open the door on time to watch Bishop tackling your boyfriend. A storm of hits and kicks is around everywhere, while the other Mayans stare at you almost frowning. You don't need to be a genius to know what is happening. Grabbing Ibarra's gun, being aware that no one is going to stop the fight, you point at the roof to fire it. The bullet impacting on it, calls everyone's attention. The two men on the floor are breathing violently, blood on their faces and angry gestures. Then, you point at them.
“The next one throwing a punch, juro por la Virgen that I'm gonna shot his brain off”.
The men separate from each other, standing up over their feet and shaking their clothes.
“How much time have you been together?” Your father asks, cleaning a brief red thread flowing from his bottom lip. His eyes are filled with rage.
“Why does it matter, dad?”
“Because I asked you for one last thing, and you shitted on it”.
“Do you think I made it on purpose? That I chose it?”
“You betrayed me. And you lied to me”.
“For God's sake… Ain't gonna talk about it in front of all these men”.
“We don't have anything else to talk about. You already took a decision”.
You just nod, one time. Stretching your arm to Ibarra, you give him back his gun.
“Doing the same shit that your mother did”.
His whisper doesn't go unnoticed to your ears, taking a step ahead when he's about to unlock himself inside the Templo.
“You pushed mom away, just like you are doing with me. If you are alone, if you are losing the only people who really love you, it's because of you, padre. Because of your jealousy, because of your inflexibility, because of your egocentrism complex”.
Bishop doesn't turn, but suddenly stops his heavy feet.
“(Y/N), don't talk to your father like that”. Canche says, frowning at you.
“Truth fucks you up, right?” You say raising your chin. “Love doesn't mean to hurt, dad. And sometimes I feel that you stab my chest. That you suffocate me. I feel alone the whole time, and you don't really know what it feels like, because I'm always by your side. But you weren't for me when I needed you the most. So don't blame me for choosing a man who cares about me, without asking anything back, over you”.
It has been the worst weeks of your life. You were sure that you were suddenly and inevitably falling into a dark depression, when you realized that you haven't gone out of Canche's house since you came. Mostly, you are tucked in his bed, grabbing the pillow as strongly as you can, wetting it with your tormented tears. A prospect was accompanying you all the time that your boyfriend was away from your side.
“How is the kid?”
Taza gets up from his chair, before Canche can leave the Templo. He turns around crossing his arms over his chest.
“Who asks?”
No one replies.
“She isn't happy, if you wanna know it”. His eyes are on Bishop's. “She cries most of the day. Hardly eats anything. And I can't remember how her laugh sounds”.
Your boyfriend is about to continue his steps, but he stops again.
“And I had to take her to the hospital some days ago, because she has a panic attack”.
“Maybe if you di—”.
“Don't you dare to add me in your equation, Bishop. This is your fault, not mine. I care about her. I love her. And I want to spend my life with her. I'm not trying to steal your daughter from you. I'm not asking her to leave you. I was even about to delegate my position as Presidente, and ask for a change of charter to be close to her. To come to Santo Padre, so she wouldn't have to leave her family”. His voice sounds firmly, blunt. “You are losing your daughter because of you, not because of me”.
Canche doesn't want to waste more time, having a road of one hour and a half to his house. The only thing he wants right now is come back, be with you, and try to comfort your pain somehow. So he doesn't notice that the crew follows him to the outside, in the meantime that he reaches his motorcycle.
His way back home feels like an eternity, parking in front of the porch, and almost jumping out from the top of it. The prospect is waiting close to the door, shrugging his shoulders to let him know that nothing has changed. You heard the door getting opened, turning your head over the pillow, watching him coming into the room. You would like to smile, as every time you see him, but it's like if your brain doesn't send the order to your lips. Lying down and embracing you over the mattress, filling your face with a bunch of kisses.
“I've missed you, mi vida”. He whispers onto your lips, before caressing them. “I took a day off, so I will be here with you the whole time”.
You can't help but sink your face under his chin, letting him hold you tightly. That's the only moment you feel somewhat better, knowing that he's not going to kick out your ass. Knowing that he loves you unconditionally.
“How was him?” You whisper.
“Fucked like you”. He just replies, kissing your head. “But I know that he's going to come today, you will see. I know it”.
He wasn't wrong. Actually, Canche is never wrong. You suddenly wake up because of the loud roar of an engine. It's coming closer, accentuating over others behind it. The bed is empty, and the room is almost in darkness. Rubbing your eyes with your knuckles, you get up from the mattress, guiding your steps to the living room as soon as you hear your boyfriend greeting your father. Sticking your head out the corner of the hallway, your eyes find him before anyone else there. He looks like shit. His beard is longer, scruffy. The two black marks under his eyes tell you that he hasn't slept much more than you.
Canche moves his head in silence, indicating the crew to leave the house, so you would have some intimacy and time alone. Bishop takes a step ahead, trying to reach you, trying to say something. But he can't. Doubting, he walks a little closer. Slowly. Hoping that you don't turn him down. Raising a hand towards your left, he holds it to push you into his arms. Surrounding your body, he hugs you with that kind of love and warmth that only your father can transmit you. All the sadness and the pain has gone. The fear of losing him, inside your chest, isn't oppressing it anymore.
“I'm sorry”. He says in a whisper, tightening his grip around you.
“Me too…”
“You don't have to, because you were right. This is my fault, mi princesa”.
He pulls himself away from you, enough to find your reddened eyes, about to cry again.
“I know you have to leave the nest, but I'm not ready. And I will never be. But if you have to do it, I'm good knowing that Canche is by your side”.
Leaning, your father kisses your forehead, pressing his lips on it for some long seconds.
“Just let me take care of you tonight, please”.
You just nod in silence. You couldn't say ‘no’. You need him, you didn't know it could be this hard to live without him. It's not the same when he's on a trip, than when he's just away from you. Closing your arms around him, you hide your face on his chest, like you used to do when you were a child waking up from a nightmare.
“I will always love you, pa'. No matter who else is in my life. I will always love you more than anyone”.
“I know, princesa. I do. And I will always do it”.
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please, xanny. | sanzu haruchiyo
"𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚."
- ever wonder how love will feel like if its with sanzu haruchiyo?
current word count: 2.3k
tw (throughout the series): mentions of drug use and abuse, manipulation (gaslighting) and toxic relationships, mentions of blood, death, and murder, rape (attempt), use of deadly weapons, slight nsfw (??) - kindly tell me if i missed one. thank you.
date started: 07/29/21 (wattpad) | 07/31/21 (tumblr)
date ended: -
02 ! please, xanny.
i still dont know sanzu's background/backstory so this might be inaccurate but i'll try to edit this out once i'm done with the story and once their backstory is out (akashi siblings).
note: not proofread
sanzu was never the type to associate and talk his feelings, emotions, and ideas out loud, not unless if it became too much for him to handle. he was never the type to play hero for someone he barely knows because his heart and mind can only let few people in. once he made up his mind about something, or fixated his loyalty for someone, it can never ever waver.
so for him to do such actions to help this girl infront of him, with tear stained face, ruined polo shirt, and ripped cardigan, under the hazy moonlight, with crisp consternation in the air - was definitely something he wouldn't do on normal occasions.
he doesn't know, his body, and his will just shifted and had a strong urge to help when he heard a familiar yet hoarse voice crying for help, when its literally 3 in the morning in a deserted area.
he and kasumi never shared a conversation before the incident, yet he always admired the way she carries herself with confidence, while her eyes says otherwise, for her ebony orbs were almost dead with dwindling light and maybe that's the reason why he, sanzu haruchiyo is somehow interested in her, inconspicuously.
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bright, gleaming rays of the golden sun that passed through the transparent glass window woke kasumi up as it was another day, another day to deal with numerous shits with monotonous routines. but this time, she has an objective to go talk to someone. she has something to look forward to for today.
but was completely shut down when she can't get ahold of the man she was trying to find and talk to. he wasn't at his classroom. he didn't attend his classes either - he wasn't at the school.
why? did i do something wrong? kasumi cogitated. she was hopeful to bring him his jacket back and to formally say her thank you to him, but he wasn't even around. and after a few hours of thinking where he might be and why back and forth, she came to a conclusion that maybe he needs to do something else or that something came up that's why he was absent - but as another day goes by, she never saw sanzu haruchiyo again.
he was avoiding her. and she doesn't know what to feel. she was conflicted and amused because how can he avoid her when they literally study in the same school?
"if he doesn't wanna show himself to me, then fine. all i want to do was to say thank you." she sighed as she walked to their house. booming voices and gut wrenching sobs was heard inside, that caught kasumi's attention making her rush towards their front door, frantically opening the doorknob to see what was happening.
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"man, she's still not here huh." kaoru pouted as she sat down on their usual place, but the only difference is that kasumi is not present. and its been days since kasumi stopped going to school and attending her part time jobs- and sanzu knows that something was definitely up. although he can't find any information about kasumi's whereabouts and he was somewhat frustrated so he decided to go on a local bar to drink something when he saw a familiar figure, face lying down on a table, multiple empty alcohol bottles found near her.
what the fuck is she doing here, haruchiyo pondered as he rushed towards the unconscious girl. "hey. wake up." he shook kasumi's shoulder making the girl grumble and squint her eyes towards the person who woke her up. her head was wobbly, and her vision was kinda blurry but she recognised the scent that was bewitching her system at that moment.
"sanzu!" she beamed, lifting her head up to see the man before her, eyebrows furrowing as he can now see her upclose - busted lips and eyebrows and an evident chestnut color with a hint of purple and blue bruise across her face. and he felt that again. he felt this urgency back then when he helped her on that night and here he is ushering and helping kasumi out to stand up, head empty just him following what his system is doing.
"stand up. can you walk?" he asked as he tried to hold kasumi up, her eyes unfocused and somewhat lost. "yep!" she chimed in trying to steady her movements as she was now aware that the person she was trying to find last week was now here in front of her.
"really?" sanzu lifted one of his eyebrows, as kasumi tried to shoo away his arms that was supporting her weight to keep her from falling down. "yes, now let me go." and sanzu did, making kasumi almost stumble down as her vision is still swirling, but sanzu caught her waist gracefully before she fell down.
"hold my hand, kasumi, or i'll carry you outside. you choose." sanzu offered and kasumi noticed the genuine concern hinted on his stern voice.
she took his hand all while sanzu swiftly intertwined their hands together, holding her closely, enough for her to feel his warmth that soothed her overflowing emotions these past few days.
he opened the door's car and guided her inside, setting her down carefully as he walked towards the driver's seat to go start the car.
"wait, where are we going? why did i followed you here?" kasumi blinked earning a small scoff from the man beside her.
"why don't you ask your alcohol intoxicated system, nakashima-san?" he was definitely grinning, but kasumi was too tired to argue and her head was wobbling around as if she's swimming in a tide pool.
"were sobering you up." was the last thing she heard from sanzu before car engine started and the scenery before her starts fading away into illuminated lights.
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the car came to a halt breaking the deep reverie kasumi was in, and there she noticed that they were infront of a small coffee shop with a very people in, since its already midnight. "were here," sanzu spoke softly, as he grab another jacket on the backseat tossing it to kasumi who's still processing the things that are happening.
as she stepped out of the car, she was greeted by a sharp, cool, wintry breeze that hit her face gently. her vision is still whirling and she still feels lightheaded because of all the drinks she had but she's in a better state now than she was earlier.
the coffee shop was decorated with retro styled lightbulbs that hanged on wooden ceilings, walls with floating shelves that have books and two and tiny succulents, vintage designed portraits, landscapes, and paintings and the ambience tasted like vanilla and sleepless nights as the coffee's aroma permeated their sensation.
"what do you want to order?" sanzu asked, hands inside his pocket, eyes scanning the menu on the screen at the counter, still wearing his face mask.
"just hot chocolate." kasumi replied, as she fumbled with her wallet handing money to sanzu that just walked past her, quickly muttering her to just sit down and wait for him.
kasumi just stared at sanzu while she waited for him who was now at the counter, ordering and it was not long after he came back with a paper bag and hot chocolate on both his hands.
the paper bag contains a box of chocolate cookies that is freshly baked. "who's this for?" she asked, eyebrows raising at sanzu all while he just blankly stared at her.
"for you." he replied nonchalantly as he went outside the coffee shop, kasumi trailing behind him with so many questions pivoting in her head.
"but i only ordered hot choco? and here's the money. how much is the cookies though?" she protested, trying to keep up with his pace and she noticed that sanzu walked pass his car that was parked a few meters from the coffee shop.
"hey, where are you going? kasumi stomped her foot and sighed loudly because sanzu was ignoring all her questions and she doesn't even know where this man is going.
"sanzu haruchiyo!" she called out, still dizzy and frustrated because of how he ignores all her protests and actions and it was as if sanzu snapped out of his train of thoughts after he heard kasumi yell out his name, he then turned around to see her face tainted with color of crimson red, eyebrows furrowed, and a slight pout on her mouth.
"i'm sorry. just follow me, and you'll see." he went back to her with a few steps, taking the paperbag in her hand so she can drink her beverage while he walks towards the nearby beach. kasumi just followed silently, saving all her questions for later. the walk they shared was quiet yet comfortable even though the wind was all they can hear, and some car or vehicles driving past them.
once they reached their destination, kasumi's hot chocolate drink was long gone and the scenery before her got her awestruck and her breath was taken away.
there was no one on the beach except for them, the sound of the waves crashing was a melody in their ears, and the breeze that blew from the horizon tasted like salt and tranquillity. the sky was painted with dwindling gray, the darkest navy blue, and black ink, with the stars, constellations and crescent moon that adorned the cosmos.
they momentarily locked eyes before kasumi went ahead and ran towards the shore, the sweet and gilded sand soaked her feet was rough, yet the waves was gentle and caring.
everything was so beautiful.
she was beautiful, haruchiyo thought. as her raven hair rode through the wind current and her soft facial features was highlighted by the dim illumination of the moon.
kasumi was playing in the sand when she sat down and admired the sky's reflection on the ocean and it was not long after sanzu sat down too, his zircon gem colored eyes glimmering like the stars that hanged on the night sky. its a shame why he still has his face mask on though.
"thank you, sanzu. for everything," she smiled as she looked at him with adoration, their eyes locked with each other, both orbs filled with unsaid emotions, "but why? why are you being so kind to me? when you barely even know me?"
sanzu just stared at her, unable to answer.
because he himself doesn't even know the answer. why? why did he help her and why does he keep on involving himself with her?
"i don't know." he whispered, words getting lost within the soft breeze blowing from the horizon. "but how about you?" he spoke, as he look towards kasumi who's intently looking at him.
"what do you mean? i didn't do anything much." she replied, her heart getting heavier as the moment passes, being in that place now reminds her of the past she can never bring back.
"you have a bruise on your face. you have a busted lip. you weren't attending school and your part time jobs too. we came here so that you can atleast let go of all your problems." sanzu blurted out, making kasumi turn her head towards sanzu, eyes blinking with amusement while a soft chuckle escaped her lips, stretching it into a wide grin.
sanzu looked confused at her reaction, "no, its just that, you literally said a whole paragraph there, i was shocked. you never said anything more than 10 or more words." she explained, as she lay down on the sand, staring at the stars.
"its just, everything is so shitty. i just found out that my father cheated on my ill and sick mom and he raised his hand at her, and that everytime he'd go out he'll just go whoring around with his bitch downtown. and when i stood up for my mom? he beat me up too. god, when the fuck did it all went wrong?" kasumi ranted, tears falling down her eyes non stop as she let out everything that's been hunting her these past few days all while sanzu just listened intently, his heart sinking slowly in behalf of what kasumi had vented.
"there's no such thing as a perfect family, but that doesn't justify what your father did to you." he muttered, and kasumi sat up, wiping away her tears.
"say, sanzu-"
"haruchiyo." he corrected, voice unwavering.
kasumi was astonished. man, he was definitely full of surprises and as the moment they both share together, stretches on, she felt more and more comfortable with his presence. "haruchiyo, can you remove your mask, please?" she asked, and sanzu was taken aback by her request and he doesn't want to remove it yet his hands moved on his own.
why?
is it normal to feel so fucking connected to a person who doesn't even know you before what happened? to feel so comfortable to someone who barely knows you? to feel so secured with someone whom you only shared a few words and moments with?
he doesn't know.
he doesn't know anymore.
his long, slender, and veiny hands moved towards his face mask and finally removed them.
he thought that she might find it unpleasant, and hideous, just like what other people think, so he just hang his head low but then he felt her warm hands lift his chin up, there he saw her with genuine, fond smile, eyes full of affection.
and oh how sanzu fell in love that moment.
but of course he's not gonna admit it.
he just thinks that its the alcohol with her. yeah. she's still drunk, probably. the male mused, trying to convince himself.
both of them talked and stared at the stars for a long time before kasumi fell asleep. but then after that night, the girl disappeared. she never went to school ever again, nor to her part time jobs.
it was as if what happened that night was a dream.
#bonten#bonten tokyorev#sanzu haruchiyo#tokyo manji gang#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers kokonoi#toman sanzu#tokyo revengers fanfiction#sanzu fanfiction
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Everybody wants to Rule the World. (Part 2)
Noble Assistant,Sergeant! Namjoon x Assassin! Reader.
1789! AU
Word Count: 2,111 (angel number go brrr again)
Warnings: Slight misogyny,beheading,blood,death...i think that's all.
(Credit for the Original Photo: @/athenaa. I only edited it a little bit. But all credit goes to the original artist who posted the photo first in it's original version)
(Painting: La liberté guidant le peuple by Eugène Delacroix)
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12 Août,1787. (Flashback)
After reading every word of Voltaire,Maximilien became more and more riled up by the thrill of the revolution. The adrenaline of change was getting the best of him,he had no time to care about his little sister,(Y/n) Robespierre,who would simply block him from getting in the city. The Robespierre family was more than just concerned about their eldest child,the Gem of their family. (Y/n) hated the injustice their father casted upon them. She wanted to learn,he wouldn't let her. Henriette tried to reason her but stubborn,like her brother,she went up in Paris,alone,in the quest of knowledge.
After arriving at Le Marais,her first goal was to find her brother. Nothing more,nothing less. And finding him,she did. But not in his expected state. "Maximilien,laissez moi entrer.¹" A groan was heard from the man but he got up to let his sistet in. "What are you doing here? I told you to stay at home,in Arras. Is it so hard to follow my or father's wishes?" He sighed and pulled a chair out for her. 'How chivalrous.' (Y/n) thought to herself. "Mon frère,i came here to ask you a favor." Her eyes,full of hope,heart racing,the negative answer from him already anticipated. "And what would that favor be? If it's to join some political club,it's a no. And i won't listen to any begging. No is-" "I know. No is no. I don't even want to join those. All i wanted to ask from you is to teach me the art of law."
Maximilien sighed. He knew she will never be accepted as a lawyer,as much as she wanted. In the end,(Y/n) was a woman. Not a male apprentice. But a simple woman. "So...? Will you please teach me...?" Her voice resonated through the small living room,a hint of hope and a dust of desperation sticking to it. "No. I can't. I already taught you everything you had to know. I can't teach you more." Maximilien simply sat down on a chair,looking at her. How could have his sister,a woman from such a delicate mother,turned out like a man? "Is it because i'm a woman?" "It's because you won't be accepted. I'm only doing you a favor here,if you haven't noticed. Ta demande est ridicule. Et tu le sais très bien.² I won't let a Robespierre be turned into laughing stock. Not only your honor depends on it,but our whole family's."
Objecting her brother was the worst thing she could ever do. The man was stubborn and always stuck to his own ideologies for the better or the worst. "But you know-" "STOP IT. NOW. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THAT ANYMORE. I SAID NO. AND NOTHING WILL CHANGE THAT. YOU ARE A WOMAN. KNOW YOUR PLACE FOR GOD'S SAKE." The heavy breathing coming from the eldest was enough to make the atmosphere heavy between them. (Y/n) stood up and put the chair back as if she was never on it. "Alright. Thank you for your time,Maître Robespierre. Je me tâcherai à ne plus vous contre-dire.³" Stepping out of the residence,(Y/n) let the door slam against it's frame. The silence was too heavy around Maximilien. He wanted to tell her he's sorry,but he knew it won't change anything. Her pride was too high for her own good. So he put his aside for once,as unwilling as he was. "Alright. Come back. If you want to learn. You will learn. From me. But don't tell anyone about this. Est-ce clair?⁴"
The young woman's eyes lit up. For the first time,she achieved to coerce something useful out of her brother,something that will be helpful for her future. "Crystal clear,Maximilien." She did a 180 and started walking towards the door of the small and stuffed place the elder was living in,passing right beside him. "So? When do we start? I wanna know everything." An innocent but playful smile spreading on her face as she spoke took Maximilien by surprise. "Quoi?⁵ Not even a simple thank you?" The tone in his voice was laced with fake-hurt. He was annoyed but somewhat proud of her sister's persuasion skills. If she was a man,she would've been a very good lawyer. Putting ultimatums where they belong,it requires skill.
14 Juillet,1789.
After getting some powder,Namjoon was finally recharging his gun,the fact he owed his life to a revolutionist still had him shocked. 'Why?' wasn't his only question though,he wanted to know more about that woman. "COUPEZ-LUI LA TÊTE!⁶" the chant of the crowd grew louder and louder as his foster father was escorted by some peasants. While the sergeant of the troop was laying dead jn the hallway,the squad's organisation itself was frantic,none of them had endured such debauchery before.
"Sir,what should we do? We can't let the colonel down." One of the soldiers finally spoke up after a long moment of silence. His ears were ringing. The loud gun noises made him lose all auditory senses,but he still spoke up despite not being able to think clearly and having no military experience. "Wait here. If i signal the path is cleared,you follow. Divide in two divisions. We can't sacrifice anyone. If anything,i prefer sacrificing myself if there's a chance to lead you into safety. May God be with all of you."
Namjoon had no idea what came over him and moreover had no idea how to command,but he strong leadership De Launay has showed during his younger years may have stuck with him. One thing is sure,he won't commit the error of turning his troops against himself. Maybe getting killed was his destiny after all,but he would do everything in his power to not have the one who raised him killed. After hiding behind a pillar,the man signaled to the first troop to come and hide behind the chariot. The chariot the battle was going on for,the precious gun powder those uncultured men couldn't use. Hell,even him,he was new to the battle but the situation couldn't degrade more.
"Here's what we're going to do. We have to use up all the powder while the second troop can finally get to safety. Negociating with these savages already failed,we have to act." The youngest soldier, Nathanaël du Rhône, looked him in awe, their leader, Kim Namjoon, the man who was once a Stranger, was more worried about their safety than his. The newly appointed Staff Sergeant pointed to Nathanaël. "You. Signal to the others that they can come,then hide and leave. You have more than just a fight to live. The others,you come with me. Hide,aim and charge. I'll signal you when to shoot." De Launay has noticed his son due to his inattention,his hat was in the wrong direction. He simply smiled at the determination of the young chief then mouthed a simple 'You'll be alright son." in his direction while the three man were still escorting him out to the court of the prison.
"Wait....Now. Shoot." And the men acted as Namjoon said,including himself. They fired the shots,simultaneously touching the three who were holding the Colonel. Recharge,aim shoot again all the people who were flocking in the court. Once they had no other choice and were blocked,the hiding spot was discovered too. But he won't let his men down easily,he wasn't raised to do so. "Gather the explosives. We must light them and decimate the crowd or else this hell will never end."
After throwing one of the smoke torches in the crowd,he started running towards his elder, successfully stabbing one of the new detainers in the throat with the bayonette of his shotgun. "Père.⁷You must come. I beg you." De Launay simply nodded a no and smiled "My destiny was to die protecting the king and the prison. Now go before they get you too. You're too young to die." Namjoon wanted to do another round before he saw the head of the Colonel falling,in addition thhe man's blood splattered over his face as he wasn't more than 3 meters away. "Chef. Ils nous ont encerclé⁸. We must go." A new smoke torch was thrown by the youngest soldier on the ground,blinding the revolutionists as he held back his chief from going rampage over the ones who killed the one he called father. "NO I CAN'T. I CAN'T LET HIM DIE." Namjoon screamed frantically as Nathanaël was pulling him by the arm, at the same time asking for help from his troop mates. Two other men came to hold the new and young Sergeant down,escorting him to a hiding place,not wanting to lose their only commandant in this butchery.
15 Juillet,1789.
After staying up all night,the sun was rising. 'Finally', (Y/N) thought to herself. The night was long enough already when she simply had woken up from night terrors and waited for the light of the day to reassure her,but now that she had to wait for her brother, it seemed like an eternity. Sitting on the roof of the house Maître Robespierre lived in,she had the privilege to eat something that many couldn't, an apple. The thought of saving that guy in the early afternoon was prancing around her mind, not fully understanding why she did what she did. 'I should've killed him. Now he's one of my countless problems.' Her inner monologue was eating her up,much like she was munching on the green fruit. Due to the bad harvests of the previous years,it was as sour as her mood.
After finishing the apple,eating the core,even if it was more than just acidic and putting the seeds into a small pocket of her leather pants,she knew she should get down the roof and change back into her normal attire to hide her activity. As long as Maximilien didn't know about anything,she was safe. He wouldn't condone her actions even if she was killing the noblemen he oh so strongly opposed. As murderous as his desires were, the thought of a woman being better than him made his skin crawl. The crowd had finally died down too,people went back to their residences or the small shelter they were at to sleep,it was around two in the morning that the chants started to become more and more quiet and at three,not a single soul was seen wandering the streets. It was although now five in the morning and she knew,her brother would soon come back from the whorehouse he went to. After finally getting into her dress,she went out the door to finally get some bread. 'Oh to be a man and not give a piece of mind about the opinions of others.' she thought as she entered the local bakery.
"Bien le bonjour, mademoiselle⁹ ,early today,i see! Let me guess,the usual or are we changing it up today?" The baker, Jean-Hugues Lefèvre, was known for his kindness towards his costumers although since bread was a missing article nowadays,he always managed to sneak some to the poorest families,giving up his rations to save others. The baker had already started packing the two loaves,as usual until his actions were interrupted by (Y/n)'s voice. "Just one loaf will be enough,thank you. I'm only buying for my brother,i am going back home today." As he was choosing the best loaf,he raised an eyebrow. "Oh? So soon? It hasn't been two months thought,as you said ten days ago." She smiled awkwardly,not knowing how to engage in the small talk,making herself feel smaller. "Well...i guess the Parisian air made me feel a little bit exthau-" her phrase couldn't be finished as somebody barged into the shop.
"Bonjour, Monsieur Lefèvre." The intruder was a tall man,smelling like gunpowder and cologne "Bonjour, Sergent Kim. Congratulations on your rank. You fought well. I am sorry about what happened with the Colonel. What can i serve you with?" Jean-Hugues gave (Y/N) the loaf as he told her the price and the another man looked at her. "Three loaves please..." Thoughtful was the only way to describe him once he caught a look of the eyes of the woman,and (Y/N) had a suspicion why,so she ushered herself out of the bakery. "Wait a minute." The man called out. So she turned around "Yes?" Trying to seem confident out of the cape and mask that hid her face yesterday was harder to do than to say. "Haven't we met somewhere?" A genuine curiosity was displayed on his face. As much as she knew the right answer,the lie was necessary. "I don't think so. Have a nice day,Monsieur Lefèvre." And the girl started heading to the Robespierre residence.
Left dumbfounded and with three loaves for his 10 men, Namjoon was thinking about where he had seen those eyes before. "The girl from yesterday."
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Translations
¹ Let me enter
² Your request is ridiculous. And you know that well.
³ I'll make sure to never argue with you again.
⁴ Is it clear?
⁵ What?
⁶ Chop his head off!
⁷ Father.
⁸Chief,they have surrounded us.
⁹Well good morning there,Miss.
A/N: Hello there. There will be probably a part 3,but i don't know when. I don't promise it will be before april but i'll try to write it before. Please note that i try to stay as close to history as possible but as this is an AU,there are some modifications here and there. This is pure fiction please do not take this for something real. Thank you. (Only saying because i've gotten some hateful DMs bc of the first part).
#namjoon scenario#bts#namjoon#bts fanfic#bts au#1789 au#everybody wants to rule the world#kim namjoon scenario#kim namjoon au#kim namjoon#rm au#rm scenario#rm#bts rm#bts namjoon#bts scenario#bts historical au#historical au#historical#alternate universe
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Ghost
Ah, the angsty theme. I'll be honest I've never been fond of sad stories, but I'd be lying if I said Ulquihime dosen't have potential for really tragic stories, be it a one shot or a full length fic. Plus they're the only ship I would ever use this song with. Fits so well with them 😢
Special thanks to @vikowolf for letting me use her gif. Go give this talented bean some love!
I hope you all like!
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Ulquihime Week- Day 4- Haunting/Touch Starved
Ghost
"Are you afraid of me, woman?"
She remembered his voice clearly, along with his empty emerald eyes.
Ulquiorra was turning into ash, but he did not despair, instead he reached out for her.
"No, I'm not afraid. I've never been afraid." Orihime tried to hold his hand but his fingers turned to ash under her touch.
"No! Ulquiorra please don't go! Don't die!"
She wanted to run. To heal him, to keep him from falling apart, but her feet didn't move. All she could do was beg him to stay alive.
The result was the same every night, he'd turn to ashes before her eyes and she would wake up screaming his name.
"Ulquiorra!" she called. There was no response, for her apartment was empty.
'Thats right. I'm home...' she remembered. It was getting harder to tell the difference.
'Goddamn it not again!' Orihime felt a headache coming on. She pushed her covers and walked over to the kitchen.
She had run out of medicine, much to her chagrin. The kit was empty save for a bottle of sleeping pills.
'I forgot to go shopping again.' Ever since she got back home she was forgetting things more often than usual. To her luck, both Rangiku and Toshiro had stocked up the fridge before going back to the Soul Society, so she still had some food. Orihime grabbed a box of doughnuts and scarfed them down on the dinning room table.
She glanced at the clock. It read 1 a.m.
'I have school tomorrow, I can't fall asleep in class again! C'mon Inoue get it together!'
Last week she had fallen asleep during class and had the same dream. Not only had it been embarrassing to scream his name upon waking, but this time she'd been crying when she said it, and all her friends saw it.
They all looked concerned and tried to talk to her about it, yet she didn't want them near at all, especially not Ichigo.
"Staying mad at Kurosaki because of me?"
That voice again. She lifted her gaze and saw Ulquiorra sitting across from her.
"Can't you leave me alone for one night?!" she screamed, throwing a glass at him. The glass shattered after hitting the wall.
"Woman, please don't break the utensils. We both know I'm not really here."
"I wish you were."
"Why? Why do you miss me? I was a monster. I took you away from your friends, I kept you locked up and even killed the man you loved. Yet you miss me. It's not logical."
"I know."
"You'd be better off forgetting me."
"No. I refuse to forget you." Tears began streaming down her cheeks. Orihime gripped the edge of her nightgown trying to keep from sobbing. "I know we were never close, or even friends, but I did care for you.
It wasn't clear to me until you were nearing the end. You told me you were curious about us humans. And then I understood.
You wanted emotions, companionship, understanding, a heart...I was willing to give all of that to you. Had you lived."
Talking felt like having glass shoved down her throat, but she continued.
"Instead of welcoming you into my life as a dear friend all I had left of you was a pile of ash and a torn dress!
I should have tried harder to save you! Aizen said my powers rivaled those of the gods, and I yet when I had the chance to use them I froze like an idiot! I should've put myself between you and Kurosaki! I should've tried to escape on my own and come back for you when the war ended! There were so many ways for me to keep you safe. And I did nothing! I'll never forgive myself for letting you die."
Ulquiorra stood up and walked over to her. Then he hugged her, laying his head on her shoulder.
Orihime knew it wasn't real, but she didn't care. It felt real. His touch was cold yet comforting. She leaned into it.
"I could only hold your hand for a few seconds before it turned to ash, still, I could feel it. It was cold, it was gentle, it was electric...I'd give anything to hold you again, properly this time."
"We both know that's not possible, nor is it ideal.
My demise was no one's fault but my own, woman. I was the one who engaged Kurosaki un battle. Had I surrender you to him I would still be alive."
"No. He had forgiven his enemies before. Enemies that wouldn't have hesitated to cut him down if they could. What made you any different?"
"I do not know. Maybe the fact that I tried to kill him twice, or the fact that I took you away."
She scoffed. "Kurosaki dosen't care that much about me. He went to Hueco Mundo to fight Grimmjow, not for me."
"That's a narrow way to look at it. Kurosaki Does care for you, even if he dosen't show it."
"That's not enough for me. It'll never be enough for me, anymore."
She stood up, feeling slightly cold as Ulquiorra let go of her. The clock read 1:30 a.m
'I'm not going to fall asleep at this rate.'
Opening up the fridge again, taking a bottle from the very back. It has half empty, and the scent from it filled the whole apartment.
'Sora wouldn't be too proud seeing me like this.' she winced. 'Then again, we both inherited things from our parents that we didn't want. I wonder how those two lowlives are doing these days...'
The first glass always burned her throat but by the second the sting subsided and she got used to it.
"So now, you're just going to drink away and ignore me?"
Ulquiorra's voice startled her. "You usually don't stay this long. Even in my dreams you fade away after the first touch."
"My apologies. I cannot change the past."
"I know, you're only in my mind after all."
Again he walked over to where she was, this time she was the one who tried to hold him, but her hands went right through him.
Orihime began to cry again, not caring if she was being too loud. Ulquiorra sat beside her, holding her hand.
"Woman, what did you mean before by 'not enough'?"
"Exactly that. Empty gestures and fake concerns are not enough. They should've never been.'"
"Then what would be enough? What do you want?"
"You." she whispered. "I want you. Not your spirit, not in my dreams or in my mind. I want you here in the flesh. I want to hold you, to truly speak with you. To be with you."
"You shouldn't want that. You should move on. Everything's alright now, you're back home with your friends, this is what you should want."
"Well I don't!" she yelled. "I don't want any of this, if I can't have you by my side! It all feels so..."
"Empty." He finished for her.
"Yes. It's all so very empty."
Ulquiorra stayed silent for a moment, then he looked at her. "If that is your final answer, then I just have one last piece of advice."
"What would that be?"
"Go to sleep."
"I can't. You won't be there when I wake-"
He put a finger over her lips to silence her. "Yes. Yes I will. I'll even lay down with you."
Orihime didn't expect him to inch closer towards her and kiss her. His touch wasn't cold anymore, or maybe she was the one radiating warm. It didn't matter, this was what she'd been wanting for weeks now.
"Now please woman, go to sleep."
Orihime nodded, grabbing a couple sleeping pills from the kit and taking them with what was left of the liquor. The effect was immediate, as drowsiness began to take over.
She walked over to her bed, and settled in. Ulquiorra was lying beside her over the covers.
"I need you to promise me you'll be here when I wake up. I'm getting tired of seeing you disappear."
"I'll be here. I promise."
With that in mind she closed her eyes and let sleep take over. Ulquiorra would be there to greet when she woke up.
If she woke up at all.
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This is my next smau. It's a Harry Potter smau. Neville X F.!Reader pairing. There's a bit of Fred X F.!Reader pairing in here. There's also Neville X Fred X F.!Reader. Title:A Muggle's Love Story
Trigger warning: Slight swearing! Mentions of sex! Will be mentions of rape! Slight abuse! If you are sensitive to these things read at your own risk!
Y/n was a muggle brought into the world of magic, at a very young age. She didn't know how to handle it. And with her older sister, her guardian being the only one who could take care of her, it proved to be difficult for her with her sister being the Defense Against The Dark Arts professor, and her having to live in the world of magic. She feels a little left out, seeing as both her sisters, her older and her younger, - her twin - are wizards and she is not. But that all disappears when she meets the one person who helped her realize not everything is about that. And it's not all its cracked up to be. Neville was there for her since she was young and they became the best of friends. However, as they got older they realized their feelings were more for each other than they even orginally thought. But what happens when Neville finally has the courage and another man tries to swoop in and take him from her?
Special Edition Part 16. . .
Part 17 Coming Soon. . .
Y/n's P.O.V.
I sat on Neville's bed waiting for him to come back from the kitchen. I bounced my legs as I had my elbows on my knees and my fingers on my temples. I couldn't stop thinking about Luna. I know she's protected, but I cant help but to worry that her father is going to do something to get to her.
"Here you go beautiful," Neville said to me softly as he handed me the glass of fire whiskey.
"Thanks Nev," I said to him as I took the glass.
As I took a sip, Neville sat next to me. He knew how I was feeling and he knew what was happening. Or at least he knew part of it. My stomach jumped as he put his hand on my knee. I couldn't help but to look at his hand. I couldn't help but to just stare and wonder what his hands could really do. I wasnt say anything. I found myself biting my lip as I wondered what his hand could and would do to me.
"You know your sister will be okay, Y/n/n," Neville said to me pulling me from my enticing thoughts.
"I know, I just cant help but to worry that he'll find a way to get to her," I told him not taking my eyes off his hand.
"Hon, -"
My stomach jumped. That's the first time he's ever called me that. I found myself gently putting my hand over his, messing with his fingers.
"Luna, has the best Professors looking after her, she'll be okay. - That and Adelina's a badass," Neville said to me trying to be encouraging.
I chuckled, "Yes, - Yes, she is," I spoke.
"There's the laugh I love so much about you,"
I felt like I could hear him smiling as he spoke. He turned his hand around locking our fingers together. I looked directly into his face. He had so much love to give, hidden behind his eyes.
"Thank you so much for being here for me," I spoke to him softly.
Neville took his fingers, moving a piece of my hair behind my ear.
"Im always gonna be here for you beautiful, no matter what happens. - Remember I know what its like to have someone you love get hurt, - And to watch it happen," Neville said to me soothingly.
I pressed my lips together as I looked at him.
"I know,"
Neville hesitantly rested his hand on the side of my neck. I gently put my hand over his, letting him know it was okay. I could feel him relax only a tiny bit.
"Neville, -"
He couldnt look away from my eyes. He stared directly into them.
"Yes, beautiful?"
I found myself scooching closer to him.
"I love you so much,"
I couldnt help myself. A soft smile passed his lips.
"I love you too Y/n/n,"
Before I knew what I was doing my lips were pressed to his. At first I didn't think he wanted to kiss me, because he didnt kiss me back. I felt so stupid. And so embarrassed. I thought Neville loved me. Did he not mean it? Just as I started to lean back, Neville put his other hand on the other side of my neck, pulling me back to him. He crashed our lips together once again. I smiled as I melted into his kiss. While he kissed me, Neville took the glass, from my hand and put it on the stand by the bed. Im surprised he didn't spill it seeing as how clunsly he is. Though just as I thought that, he accidentally dropped the glass on the floor. He quickly stopped kissing me.
"Oh shit," he quickly spoke trying to get up.
I stopped him, putting my fingers on the side of his face.
"Neville -"
He sat back down looking at me.
"Its okay," I told him.
"But the mess - its all over the floor, - and I don't know how the hell I got it on your shirt," he said to me seeming worried.
"Nev, its okay,"
"But, -"
I leaned back from him taking off my shirt, leaving me in my dark gray bra. I could see his breath hitch as he looked at me. As I glanced, I could see him harden in his pants. I bit my lip in response. I could see how nervous he was as I looked into his eyes.
"Neville, is this okay?" I asked him slightly nervous.
Neville nodded, "Y-Yes, -"
I smiled as a warm blush came to my cheeks as I looked away. I could feel Neville moving around for about two seconds, before he turned my head to face him. My cheeks burned bright red. Neville put his hand on the side of my face. I shivered as his thumb moved back and forth over my ear.
"You're beautiful, - Never forget that," he said to me softly.
I could feel my stomach jump. I wanted to touch him, but I didn't know how he felt about it. I think he knew I was hesitant. He rested his forehead on mine.
"Its okay hon, - You can touch me," Neville told me.
A soft breath left me. His breath hitched once more as he felt my breath against his lips. He couldnt stop himself as he connected our lips once again. I smiled as he moved his lips along mine. As I put my hand on his chest, its like I could feel him shiver. He pressed his lips to mine even harder as he pulled me closer to him. I gently ran my finger down his chest. He slightly groaned from the contact. All I could do was smile as we kissed. He moved his hand from the side of my neck to the area just below my shoulder. I knew he was hesitant to touch me. He leaned back from me. He had the cutest look on his face as he looked so nervous.
The next morning. . .
Neville's P.O.V.
I woke up to the sound of my phone vibrating. I streched myself as I smiled looking at my beautiful Y/n. I honestly believe there is no choice she has to make anymore. I know she loves Fred, but I think she's already decided to choose me. I gave her soft kiss to the forehead as I moved myself very carefully to sit up on the edge of my bed. I picked up my phone, and could feel my stomach jump as I looked at the messages.
"Oh shit," I spoke out loud forgetting in that moment Y/n was still sleeping.
"What's wrong Neville?" Y/n asked me in a soft tone.
"We - uh - kind of slept in longer than we should've and Im late to class now," I explained to her hesitantly.
She took in a soft breath as she propped herself up onto the pillows. She was laying on her stomach facing me.
"That was your fault," Y/n spoke deliberately blaming me.
I put my phone down quickly turning to look at her.
"How is that my fault?"
She couldnt help but to smile as she lookef at me. I love her smile. Its already brightened up my day.
"You're the one who wanted to keep going,"
"You could've said no,"
I moved closer to her with a smile, as I turned myself to face her. I gently put my hand on the side of her face as I looked into her eyes. I placed a soft kiss to her lips as she put her hand on the side of my neck.
"You know as well as I do that I couldn't tell you no,"
"Y/n?"
I rested my forehead against hers.
"Yes Neville?"
"I think you've already made your choice, - You just haven't seen it yet,"
"Neville, -"
"No, you need time to think it over, - I understand,"
"Neville, you should get up and get ready to leave for school,"
I rested my hand on the side of her neck.
"I love you beautiful,"
"I love you too Neville,"
I pressed my lips to hers giving her a soft passionate kiss. She let me kiss her for quite a few seconds before moving away slightly.
"Neville you know as well as I do that if we continue kissing you wont get to class at all, and then Adelina really will kick your ass," Y/n said to me in a soft warning manner.
"Right,"
I softly cleared my throat as I moved away from her to stand from the bed. I quickly threw on some clothes. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Y/n sit up on the bed.
"Y/n, can I ask you something?" I asked her nervously.
"Of course you can," she said to me.
"Would you come to class with me this morning?"
"Ugh, - Neville, I dont think so - I already told Adelina I wouldn't come to her classes anymore on the fact that I dont need to learn it,"
"You dont have to learn anything, just be there with me,"
"Neville, - I dont know, -"
I crawled onto the bed kneeling next to her. She looked into my eyes, as I softly put my hand on the side of her face.
"Please, Y/n, - If you're there your sister might take it easier on me,"
"No, she won't, -"
"She might, - Please, beautiful?"
She thought for a minute as she looked at me.
"What do I get in return?"
I chuckled softly.
"Today's Friday,"
She smiled. That was the only thing I needed to say. She softly placed her hand on the side of my neck pressing her lips to mine gently. She kissed me for a few seconds before moving away.
"Alright, - I'll go, - Just let me get dressed,"
"Thanks beautiful,"
I smiled softly.
"I guess,"
She stood to get dressed. Today's going to be interesting.
. . .
Y/n's P.O.V.
Well, Neville's class was interesting today. We walked in and just by the look on our faces Adelina knew exactly what we did. She practically yelled at Neville in front of the entire class. Embarrassing him in front of everybody. And she took five points away from Gryffindor. I tried to explain to her that it wasn't Neville's fault, but mine. However, she told me that it takes two. And I cant exactly argue with that. I told Neville I would be at his place later. Fred asked me if I wanted to go to dinner with him and I told him I would. I do think Neville is right. I think I might've already made the choice. Though I still dont know. They're both sweethearts. Just as I walked outside to wait for Fred, who would be here in about three minutes, I saw a man standing there.
"Hello, Y/n, - I've heard a lot about you," he spoke to me.
"You mean you've stalked Adelina and found out about all the people in her life. So you could make a list of the people she cares for. That way you'd have a hit list," I told him sternly.
"You're pretty smart for a muggle,"
"I protect pretty well for one to,"
"Oh I'd like to see that one,"
"If you keep trying to go after Luna you will,"
"Luna's my daughter, - I have a right to see her,"
"But thats not what you want is it? - Adelina knows why you're here. She knows you want revenge on her. She knows you know about her daughter and she's doing everything she can to protect her. And its not just her. All the staff of Hogwarts that she trusts the most, is protecting her. - She knows a death eater like you can't be trusted with what you say,"
He was quiet for a moment.
"As I previously stated you're smart for a muggle,"
"Just watch how I protect,"
"See thats the thing though, - You may fight well for a muggle - But the fact is you're just a muggle and you're no match against a powerful wizard like me,"
Just before I could say anything, he quickly took out his wand. I couldnt do anything before he blasted me back into the wall of my home. Just before everything blacked out, I watched him disappear just as Fred drove into the driveway.
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