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Olivia and her song vampire was what I needed 4 months ago- masterpiece đ«
#The song absolute brutal#Like just the emotions oozing out of it#god how do i tag this#olivia rodrigo#vampires#vampire#The purple aesthetic was just woah#It reminds me of hotel Transylvania for some reason but that's just the vampires#The line bloodsucker famefucker like girl u made it#I really needed to hear this put 4 months ago when I was out being drawn to pieces
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from âHelena don't walk away...(gentle)â to âHELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)â is fantastic.#And âDon't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fineâ. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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#kids is my favorite song. probably ever#BUT. in terms of absolute brutal levitating power i never told you's bridge ALONE beats out demolition lovers and kids#no ifs ands or buts#mcr#my chemical romance#lemon media#mike hemical rome ants
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on another note tho the cover of do i wanna know by hozier has been stuck in my head all day and has been making me want to lie down and become completely overgrown and overtaken by plants and animals until i am one with nature
#hozier#hozier cover#do i wanna know#the way he fucking says crawling back to you#ever thought of calling when youâve had a few?#bury me now guys#the edits on tiktok with this song#are also absolutely brutal#every time i see one my soul shudders#i cannot get enough#inject this cover into me it will still not be enough#music#spotify#spilled ink#? maybe#anyway
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Leave me to the beasts and bears, I'd rather that the feast was theirs
They can't reserve neighbouring plots or request to be buried on top
Leave me for a day or two to make sure that I turn blue
For the first time since I drew breath, I'm undesirable again
Song: The Last Woman On Earth by Paris Paloma
#songs that make me feel things#actually songs that absolutely destroy me#these lyrics are so brutally raw and i hate that its such a universal feeling all women share#all women deserve safety#paris paloma
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#and all of this is true while it is ALSO true that her songs age incredibly well#even debut or random soundtrack songs or endgame#whatever song people try to put on the worst Taylor songs list NEVER QUITE BELONGS#it doesnât feel right. and to some extent occasionally in mercurial flashes I feel the same about her BEST songwriting list#I can never rank anything of hers ever because she can write better than she has written#if anything finds her own songwriting dead itâs what her future self will be able to achieve#and I think sometimes even the public can SENSE this about her and itâs part of why people are sooooo hard on her in a brutal way#and in a way they never are with other artists. who have reached the limits of their potential#Taylor has not reached the limits âthatâs the simple way of saying it#in some way she is still figuring out the artist she is going to be#and I really do think that it is going to be absolutely astonishing#because in some ways (this is going to sound crazy) she is still distracted by her success and her tour#sheâs NOT but I mean. the canon hasnât been fully set free#there are still somehow things holding her back#and weâve watched her outstrip so much of those early confines that fame and the business of the music industry strapped around her#weâve seen her say âthat doesnât apply to meâ#but actually sheâs going to and she needs to and I believe she WILL continue to move into rarefied air#my mom helped me give me the final piece of this feeling (and itâs just a deep gut intuition/brain chemical thing for me)#when she said one day almost in mild exasperation: maybe one day Taylor will grow into a Dolly Parton#and something CLICKED#in my brain. and I donât agree with my mom in terms of her non-interest in Taylor (as much as it has pained me to do so)#I think sheâs worth loving and paying attention to now#but that gap that exists between people who love her and people who donât (full time haters internet trolls do not interact)#I think itâs going to close with time as her work stretches out and out and grows and changes#like I think by the end of her career we are going to have something so astonishing#and to loop it back for a second to a previous thought. I think thatâs why sometimes a taylor song can sound disjointed to me. because it#will hit the Depths of the Depth for a second. it will transcend and then it will go back to merely being an excellent pop song#those flashes are everywhere in her work but I think she is going to work and hone them into being conductors of light in a more steady way#the older she gets. does this sound INSANE. idk sometimes I think it does and then sometimes I think it DOESNt. so who knows. but yeah#itâs hard to say because I know it will read as more critical of Taylor than I mean it to be. when really I mean it with so much awe
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question do you happen to enjoy the song Butcher's vanity I feel like you do
i had never heard of this song prior to this ask but yes i do now
#absolutely brutal read.#quietly files this away into folder in my head of songs to make an animatic to.#thanks for the unintentional (?) rec#answered#ranpoautism
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Shine (1984) is a good album and I don't care that it didn't chart as well as Something's Going On (1982) I like them both. Not every song is perfect but enough of them are fun enough to make all of it thoroughly enjoyable.
#special shout out to âslowlyâ which was the last andersson/ulvaeus song to be recorded by an abba singer until the reunion#it's definitely got later-abba vibes (in that it is about a failing marriage and the complicated emotions surrounding falling out of love)#also shout out to âthat's toughâ even though it wasn't on the original album#it's absolutely brutal#i love the lines âso when are you going to understand/i'm not the woman to make you a manâ even though i don't know why i like them so much#i could probably say things about practically every song on this album#anni frid lyngstad#abba#(by association)
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I think part of why CS Forester's style annoys me so much because I can slip into it so easily
#i see what you did there and it has all the things that annoy me about my own writing#in character's head too much. incapable of capturing feeling of time & place. maximum of two characters at a time. okay đ#o'brian is absolutely brutal to imitate for me but in a fun way#it's like a challenging puzzle to crack figuring out what makes his stuff so good#forester is like computational linguistics. i would be really good at it if i wanted to but it does not compel me#the siren song of the glittering complexity of humanity calls to me and i must heed it#anyways. all this to say that if hornblowerfic comes out sounding just like forester despite me constantly complaining about him#you now know why#perce rambles#percy yells at cecil scott
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violent thing - a playlist about falling in lust despite your better judgment and falling in love despite all common sense
push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh // say you're gonna pick me up, never gonna put me down// made out on the floor, you can blame it on the jack // i feel the blood go rushing miles from my head, so i hope you can forgive the way i'm acting // fucked me over, now you're all i'm thinking of // outside doesn't matter to us, we'll go somewhere quiet and far away // closer than your clothes were, now they're on the floor // i'm losing track cause baby we don't stop, is it your turn or my turn to be on top? // there's always been a disconnect, running from my heart to my head // i'll close every door, every door, if it means i can keep on holding you now // my friends were right, i've been trying to say it out loud, now the secret's out and i will never shut my mouth about it // in my civilization you're the king and the queen, i'm prayin' at your altar if you know what i mean // pay my penance any way i can, gotta let me love you right // even though it hurts, i just wanna be a criminal with you, a criminal with you, we're criminals
#YES this is the third time i'm publishing this to try and get it to show up in the tags and if it doesn't work i'm going to start screaming#kinnporsche#kinn theerapanyakul#porsche kittisawasd#kinnporsche the series#kpts#fanmix#guns tw#ANYWAYS; fun fact the making of this was literally just me browsing through my spotify library in search of H*rny#a few tender and petty songs snuck in too but. it's mostly h*rny#also the tonal shifts in this are Absolutely insane but. you know. so is the show so. staying true to character <3#also also yes this is titled after an esc song#y'all are lucky i didn't actually put natalia gordienko on here because it was a CLOSE thing#(title is from 'violent thing' by ben dolic)#and on that note please ask me about the b-sides to this because curating this was BRUTAL
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drawing is difficult for me and writing is something iâm considerably better at soooooâŠ
written list of ideas i have for a humanoid design for bellum bc i think im finally zeroing in on something after a few uhhh years of brainstorming
(if you read this and have like. some ideas you want to share or some possible [constructive] criticisms go ahead and share them if you want)
Not actually properly humanoid; he can take on a fully human look but it isnât his default and requires a bit more energy
Therefore, he usually lacks ears (theyâre just. holes), finger or toe nails, a navel, an adamâs apple, or basically any kind of human detail that could be easily overlooked at first glance (maybe leaning into a bit uncanny?). He does have these traits when he actually puts the effort in to pass as human
The traits shared between his usual humanoid form and the more explicitly human form are: an eyepatch over his left eye (he doesnât have a left eye or eye socket in either form. itâs like one-eyed willy in goonies), yellow hair (actually the same color as linkâs), a lack of a nose (effectively like itâs been torn off, just leaving the nostril lines/openings), and a lot of large scars pretty much everywhere (some are just normal looking scars, like one across his face that looks like items from a wound that cost him his nose, while others vaguely resemble the markings on his body when heâs in demon/normal form), so either way heâs going to draw attention
In his usual form (more obviously nonhuman) his left eye is his usual black and orange eye, and he has sharp teeth, but he can switch those to appear more human if heâd like
Heâs below the average height and appears to be only slightly muscular, logically more built for flexibility or with the build of a dancer, but his demonic strength remains, though his speed and flexibility is limited by the form he takes
His hair is a mess and mostly short, and if heâs in the more demonic-leaning human form, itâs usually got streaks of black (black is in there in some way, how it appears is still a wip) in all of the yellow
Clothing can vary but most commonly he chooses something loose and casual, he doesnât particularly value his clothes and doesnât really have anything to hide and so pick stuff that wonât drag him down or get snagged in a fight, flimsy loose clothes are good
Other times heâll wear boots and gauntlets and gloves in a more serious context, usually opting for designs and materials similar to what he gives his phantoms, he doesnât fully lean into the phantom-style of armor or fighting unless he needs to focus on defense, however
In either of his human forms, heâs still capable of fighting (and in his more demonic form he can use his tentacles, the come from his back), and doesnât so much as have a fighting style as he generally just kills with whatever seems most convenient or entertaining at the time, ranging from creating a weapon for himself to use to just bashing a guyâs skull in with his bare hands
Heâs very violent but can talk just fine and can be just about eloquent if he wants but usually leans into being more chaotic and acting the part of a brutal ruffian if the job can be completed using force, so a lot of the time he doesnât even bother with looking explicitly human most of the time
He greatly prefers his demonic form and uses the human form for specific reasons, and canât actually use it if heâs too weak
#bellum height is weird bc my idea of a tall/short ph realted character got skewed bad when i decided linebeck is 6â 8â#now that im writing this out ive realized that im reasoning thst bellumâs human form looks the way it does to lure in prey yknow#he tries to look normal and friendly and unassuming and then he fucking kills you brutally or just by turning you to stone#itâs less like. gijinka or whatever and more just a form he can temporarily take if he wants and half of the time doesnt bother passing#he takes human form to more easily communicate or to directly get info from people or if he wants to do some brawling or whatever#timeline of humanoid bellumâs nose: went from vague nose shape to missing half the nose to just missing the whole nose#bellum having the same hair color as link is something i use to my advantage. he absolutely abuses looking related to link#im mostly having fun with his human design but it is something i need to figure out bc he does use it in a lot of my aus#this is a mess but its fine just wanted to share what ideas i have bc good lord this is hard#its harder to create a design for an existing nonhuman than to just whip one up for an oc obviously but still. man#listen unconsciously assigning 21st century schizoid man as my bellum song was good and bad at the same time#amazing vibes for this character fantastic now i have to work on the now-inherent prog/jazz rock vibes bc that doesnt fit the setting#also mixed dirty little animals in there so now weâve got this crude and raucous scrappy demon who starts bar fights to bare-handedly kill#this kinda just turned into 'bellum w/ a human form headcanons' but ig its hard to talk abt visuals without. visuals#he changes depending on au cuz its the idea of like. immortal being learning from and adapting to their changing surroundings kinda thing#i think my personal fears abt this stuff is that then bellum comes off as v. like. edgy#also might be a bit of over-designing or whatever but idk???? accepting constructive criticism for a reason#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#bellum#salty talks#really putting this out there huh. ew. lol.#shoutouts to bellum's human form and my oc damien fletcher for finally getting somewhat stable designs after actual years
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Literally nothing
Knismo doesn't even give me a boner it just makes me like. Press my face into my pillow and kick my legs and act embarrassing as fuck. Being either party idgaf. Well I am self conscious of my own stupid as fuck hyena cackle though. Ok I'm deleting this when I wake up because this is embarrassing LMAO
#ironically after my ex dumped me i opened up about it#because ngl im outing myself for the bit.#i will absolutely out myself for the bit. 'DON'T YOU DARE THINK OF TICKLING THAT MANâ was hilarious.#tired of pretending it wasn't funny as fuck for him to draw that arbitrary line.#you can twist your dick to brutal horrorcore songs but god forbid you have a stupid gushy daydream. i guess.
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save me neighborhood #2 (laika)... neighborhood #2 (laika) save me
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My evil kpop Bard, Dai. His guardian look like that because death metal calls for his heart (the lyrics)
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and he sleeps with his underwear on. He doesn't like wearing pj's. An evil pervert
#imagine an upbeat kpop song but with absolute brutal lyrics about vivisection and stuffing your favorite corpse lol#thats what he would sing about#oc dai#my durge#the dark urge#shut up cici#my oc
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It fills me with such pride and joy to announce that my version of Speak Now will be out July 7 (just in time for July 9th, iykyk đ) I first made Speak Now, completely self-written, between the ages of 18 and 20. The songs that came from this time in my life were marked by their brutal honesty, unfiltered diaristic confessions and wild wistfulness. I love this album because it tells a tale of growing up, flailing, flying and crashing⊠and living to speak about it. With six extra songs Iâve sprung loose from the vault, I absolutely cannot wait to celebrate Speak Now (Taylorâs Version) with you on July 7th. Pre-order now at http://taylor.lnk.to/SpeakNowTaylorsVersion đđđ
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so lucanis is canonically mid-thirties, right? so at the end of the fifth blight, he was most likely a young teenager
can you imagine small romantic bean lucanis hearing about the crow from house arainai who fell in love with the hero of ferelden? of course the talons are furious. and even the older crows are annoyed (because now their targets are going to try to seduce them and they'll probably be terrible at it and it will just be embarrassing for everyone). illario calls aranai a sucker and a sap and possibly tells lucanis about the rumors that house arainai buys children from whorehouses for next to nothing and "you get what you pay for"
but while lying in bed late at night after a brutal day of training (i.e., abuse), maybe lucanis finds himself thinking about the stories and songs. arainai fell in love with a hero. he helped saved the world. he had friends. maybe he even saw a wyvern. it doesn't sound so bad to lucanis
but of course, he would never abandon a contract. he would never leave the crows. he would never turn his back on his house and leave caterina and illario behind
so imagine his surprise two decades later when he gets his chance. he falls in love with a hero. he helps save the world. he has friends. (and after the veil is guarded, rook absolutely took him out wyvern watching)
and he didn't even have to leave his old life behind. he doesn't have to live in exile away from treviso. he doesn't have to turn his back on caterina and illario and teia and viago. for once there is no price to pay or sacrifice to be made
for once he can just be happy
(all he has to do is share his body with a demon. but the demon is not so bad really. most of the time, lucanis thinks he's not any worse than illario)
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#warden x zevran#let the man be happy#let those big baby-cow eyes be wet with happiness#i have a lot of dragon age thoughts today for some reason#the reason being i played veilguard for 8 hours yesterday
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