#The pain continues
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Current status: eating too many sour gummy worms and writing about pegging Edward Nashton
#the pain continues#if only there were a man who want to rail me as hard as life does#vveirdvvitch rambles
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you don't understand- his happy lil smile as he grabs Crowley's hand, Crowley going willingly because it's his angel, he can't refuse
There is something wrong. There is something really wrong.
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People keep on asking for more Baby Robin and Papadile so here is more Baby Robin and Papadile. Now never ask anything from me ever again
#My art#One Piece#Long post#Sir Crocodile#Nico Robin#Alternatively panel 5 would've been a close up of Crocodile's face from Robin's POV where he looks like he's giving her a death glare#Not intentionally he's just a big scary bastard with a Resting Murder Face and Robin is a small traumatized child#But I wanted to focus on the silliness of the moment so you get the goofy version instead#IDK man there's just something very funny to me about the idea of Robin just randomly info-dumping about a subject she's read about#And Crocodile being like ''?????????????????????? The fuck you talking about??''#Robin leaves the ship's kitchen and Crocodile just stares at the tomato like ''...It's a fruit? Forreal?''#(Meanwhile Robin is sweating bullets like ''I called his favorite vegetable a FRUIT right in his FACE he's going to KILL ME'')#Robin grew extra feet from the bottom of her feet to reach the counter and that actually isn't me trying to explain bad art away#In the original Papadile comic there was a panel of Robin doing the dishes with extra feet to reach the sink but I cut it out#(It was a stress relief comic I did not feel like drawing a complicated background in detail) (BUT YES I THOUGHT OF IT)#Nico Robin Age 11 is *more* than capable of cooking Crocodile just does not trust her with his food. At least not yet#She did start doing the dishes unprompted and continues to do so (mostly out of fear). Croc told her she didn't have to but allows it#IDK a lot of people seem to headcanon Crocodile as incapable of cooking and like. Surely Mr ''I don't trust people'' knows how to cook#Like he doesn't have to be a master chef or anything but and maybe he enjoys not HAVING to cook (pain in the ass with one hand + knife/hook#But surely he can cook decent enough. SURELY#Botanists don't @ me I know the ''tomato is a fruit'' thing isn't fully accurate this is just a silly little haha comic
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Every fall out boy song is like *nonsense lyric* *nonsense lyric* *the most profound cunt serving couplet in the English language since Shakespeare that sends you straight back to middle school* *nonsense*
#ââwe were a hammer to the statue of David we were a painting you could never frameâ what would you trade the pain for?â thatâs primo shit#Pete wentz you gotta stop doing this to me#(please never stop)#ppl are adding there favorites in the comments and I just want to say please continue#fob#fall out boy#music
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when we first saw the Metatron I went "haha funny old man in his long coat giving the verbal equivalent of a good bonk on a head to the archangels" and then he started manipulating Aziraphale and I went from "haha" to "hohOHOHO" and you just saw Aziraphale becoming more confused and panicked because he had to make a decision.
The metatron, the funny old guy in the funny old coat was putting pressure on Aziraphale to get him to heaven. It hurt because if Aziraphale had simply said "I need to sleep on this" Crowley would've been there and would've told him all about how the Metatron was lying and how he should know because he's a demon and they lie (something we see him say multiple times throughout the season).
I also want to believe that God, who has seen Aziraphale lying through his teeth to her, never wanted Aziraphale to go through such stuff, let alone being manipulated and pressured into the place where she wanted him to be (according to the Metatron, that is).
And, when Aziraphale asks the Metatron what the next step in the Big Plan is the Metatron doesn't give him an answer. Is that because Aziraphale wouldn't agree with the plan if he heard it and that he would thus go back to Crowley and forget all about what the Metatron had offered him?
So there's a lot to unpack here but I want to start by talking about the ending and specifically about the Metatron and the calculating moves made at the end of episode 6.
Every single piece of what happened there was a manipulation technique being employed against Aziraphale to an almost brilliant degree and I'm honestly a little obsessed with what this says about the Metatron in particular.
Let's go in order.
First of all. We see him order coffee. In a human body. Something sweet and sugary. He talks to Nina and asks her about her shop name. Does anyone ever ask for death? And when she tells him no they don't his response is to say "so predictable". Our introduction to him here even when everything about him reads like a sweet old man is presented to show us someone who reads the world in terms of being predictable to him.
He then shows up in the middle of Aziraphale's existence being threatened. He immediately cuts down the threat's authority (using outdated language like Az himself would favor) and reemphasizes his own connection to Heaven. When Michael doesn't recognize him and he puts her down and then directly engages Crowley. Crowley who, to Aziraphale, has for centuries at a minimum been someone he thinks is smarter, better, more Good than these other archangels. The Metatron validates these beliefs. Crowley is more Heavenly than these archangels who couldn't even recognize the voice of God when he was standing right in front of them.
The Metatron draws attention to the fact he's in a human body. The kind of body Aziraphale has been in and loved for nearly 6000 years. He then banishes the archangels, implying their morality is in a gray space, and validates Muriel someone we have seen Aziraphale react positively to and someone outside the current power structure. Look at me, he's saying. I see and validate the little guy.
He then tries to talk to Aziraphale. Aziraphale says "I've made my position quite clear." And then the Metatron offers Aziraphale the coffee. This bartering chip, consuming sustenance, is a thing that Aziraphale and Crowley have used as their connective tissue for centuries. It's an olive branch for them. It's giving Aziraphale bodily pleasure and the Metatron implies that he himself has partaken also - a thing we know that Aziraphale has struggled historically with moralizing. He is seen by the closest thing he has left to his parent and he is having old fears validated as safe and old habits being played upon to make him feel secure
He then REMOVES Aziraphale from his home terf. Not only does he remove Crowley from the equation but he takes Aziraphale from the place that has stood as a place of sanctuary throughout the entirety of the season. The shop is Safe and Aziraphale is leaving it and he is leaving the one person who might be able to smell the bullshit coming from the Metatron. The music notably turns absolutely dire here.
The next time we see them the Metatron tells Aziraphale that he doesn't need to answer instantly. He can take his time, if he likes. All the time he needs. And then tells him to go tell Crowley. Once again bringing Crowley in as a valid part of this while manufacturing a scenario where he can't possibly be.
Az ends up in a place where he's overwhelmed and confused and he wants so badly to believe what he's being told. It's an appealing thing from his perspective! He feels off kilter like he's made a mistake in judging the Metatron. He can't even fully articulate what happened to Crowley at first and he's had absolutely no real time to actually think it through. He's running on sheer reactive energy.
The Metatron starts their conversation by asking Aziraphale's opinion. Who should rule Heaven? This is once again playing into making Az feel validated and like he's a part of this decision making process. The Metatron corrects him, complimenting Aziraphale and making him feel capable and in control. He reassures Aziraphale's bafflement. And draws attention to some traits that, while true of Aziraphale around Crowley, are not his defining traits in the eyes of Heaven. You don't just tell people what they want to hear I find particularly notable in this regard given Aziraphale spent most of his time on earth actively lying to Heaven and doing just that. But it fits into the narrative Aziraphale has built around himself, especially post Apocalypse. The Metatron then says I need you (a phrase Az will use much more painfully here in a minute).
And even after all this Aziraphale says no. He says flat out he doesn't want to go back to Heaven. He says this!!! And then the Metatron sweetens the pot. He swaps tactics. Not once has this come up until Aziraphale pushes back against the idea. If the Metatron could've gotten him without using it I have no doubt he wouldn't have bothered with it. Come to Heaven and we can save Crowley. Aziraphale loves Crowley. Aziraphale thinks Crowley is better than any of the angels he's interacted with. Crowley is Good and Nice and Kind and always saving him and now he's being presented with a way to return that. He can Forgive Crowley - a thing Crowley has always presented to Aziraphale as something he struggles with. All of these things Aziraphale has watched Crowley react to in a way that belittles himself or distances them from one another. Of course he wouldn't consider that maybe what he was actually saying is "I'm unforgivable and I don't want that forgiveness."
The Metatron offers Aziraphale a Dream Offer for the pre Armageddon Aziraphale. You can keep your Crowley. You can heal him like you have always thought he deserved. You can have power and control the people who for your whole existence has beaten you down. It can go back to how it was but BETTER.
When Aziraphale leaves he still hasn't answered. He goes and has the conversation they have. It's intense and emotional and the Metatron comes in after the Moment all casual and asks how it goes, knowing fully well the shitstorm he had just set up to get created. And then he turns around and says "always did want to go his own way" which is not only true of Crowley but framed as a bad thing despite the fact that he has just spent twenty minutes or so telling Aziraphale that he's done his own thing and that is Good. He is playing both sides of this perspective as it suits him. And then he cuts down Crowley asking questions, pressuring Aziraphale to avoid doing the same. He then proceeds to ask Aziraphale not if he's made up his mind but if he's ready to get started. He is one by one closing off exit routes to this thing as Aziraphale starts to look more and more panicked and indecisive. He makes sure the bookshop is in good hands and asks Aziraphale if there's anything he needs to take with him. Letting Aziraphale have the illusion of choice while cutting down "I don't want to" as an option altogether.
And Az, as soon as the Metatron is out of shot, tries to express this. And then he falls back right on old coping methods. The Metatron pats him on the head. Reassures that he's the right one for this. That he is Good. That his particular skillset is needed here.
It is a masterstroke of manipulation. A very dark twist on what we see Crowley do time and time again with Aziraphale throughout the millennia. Familiar in a way that makes Aziraphale feel safe. Except this time this is being used to put him back in line. It's brilliant and painful and it fucking hurt and I need a season 3 to see the Metatron get what's coming to him stat.
#good omens#good omens season 2#gos2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#Metatron#Aziraphale#Episode 6#Every Day#the pain continues
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trying to figure out if i am fictionkin or fictionhearted or just Not Anything of Shadowsight Warrior Cats:tm:
referring to myself as him does feel right, and i feel a connection of sorts not only to the character, but to things around him- like shadowclan, his mother dovewing, rootspring + bristlefrost [kinda], the dark forest, ashfur.. [talking in third person feels SO wrong btw i wanted so badly to say âmy mother dovewingâ instead]
but also my brain could totally be messing with me?? i havent read the broken code since it first came out, and didnt feel this way then
when will i stop struggling so bad with kinfirming things
#--the cat meows#--shadowsight#kinsidering#the pain continues#i genuinely cannot figure this out#help#please
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Sam Reid as Lestat de Lioncourt INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 2.03: NO PAIN.
#no pain? ALL THE PAIN#sam continues to be the greatest brat prince we could have ever asked for <3#lestat de lioncourt#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#iwtv#the vampire lestat#iwtvedit#vctvedit#sam reid#the vampire chronicles#tvedit#cinemapix#usergayppl
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Alas, this beautiful dream could not last.
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#dungeon meshi spoilers#better drawn mdzs#(<- my higher effort art tag. I need to get a new one.) While it's different from my usual style I really loved how this came out!#Strolling back to the art scene to remind everyone I am still a lover of botanicals.#I had a blast with the symbolism for this one:#White lilium longiflorum (easter lily) for rebirth. Purple hyacinthus orientalis for sorrow and forgiveness.#Red spider lily (Lycoris radiata) for loss and death.#'Rebirth into something new' is so well done in Dungeon Meshi. She is back but she is not the same.#The last few episodes/chapters gives her this dreamy quality to her. As if she's not quite real. She's so perfect in their memories.#And as we know of dreams - no matter how sweet- they must end once we wake up.#It is so painful to lose someone twice. To see someone you loved in a dream and wake up and remember that loss again.#Dungeon Meshi being a grief allegory is important to me. I'll explain more as the story continues B'*)
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HOW CAN YOU PULL UP SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN A COUPLE HOURS ????
@somerandomdudelmao...
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Charles Rowland
Edwin Payne
#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#i spent way too much time on this#dbda memes#trauma continues
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i love the ravens but i'd do unimaginable things to not have to watch them on saturday
#they have traumatized me enough times the straw should've been cut after that week 2 debacle#that shit will haunt me until the season ends#somehow them playing on saturday on a big ass slate makes it worse#and only one game on sunday? damn boy did the timezones fuck me up again#it doesn't help that juiceman & calais are both out#and well yk. lamar#but i wasn't expecting him to play anyways#dude we gotta have him back for either steelers or bengals this is terrible#rather have him back for steelers tho bc i'm more confident in beating them lmao#bengals are a fucking steam locomotive right now these bitches haven't lost a game in weeks#it's upsetting me and my homegirls but it's the truth#sigh we gon get this playoff berth regardless...hopefully#i have lost faith in them. gudby#nfl#baltimore ravens#i need jtuck to kick a ball through the fucking jumbotron idc#obviously only when we're up 34 which we will not be bc greg roman is a terrorist but hey. a girl can dream#the pain continues#ravensposting
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Context: Israel âallowedâ aid in the forms of flour bags to be airdropped into Gaza, waited for hundreds to congregate, and then opened fire into the crowd of desperate, starving Palestinians. 150 Palestinians were killed. Hundreds more wounded. This is being called âThe Flourbag Massacreâ.
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Meanwhile, over on the other sideâŚ
#the things I want to say about Israeli Zionists would get me blasted off this website#but Iâll settle for something like -#these people are depraved fascist fucks who should be tried and punished at the fucking hague#and made to suffer through even a fraction of the immense pain and suffering that theyâve forced onto palestinians#also. as someone whoâs not a US citizen but js unfortunately part of the world the US influences#god I am fucking begging you neoliberal fucks to recognise what continuing support for Biden MEANS#please. PLEASE organise#free palestine#palestine#free gaza
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#megop#maccadam#transformers#transformers prime#transformersedit#tfedit#tfp#maccadams#megatron#optimus prime#animationedit#mine#mine: megop#mine: edits#oh there was no question that i would gif tfp#aligned is only my favourite continuity#exodus broke my heart into tiny little pieces#that entire trilogy was a love story#and i of course adore these episodes of tfp more than i should#the pain megatron felt when he lost orion#is something that will always be a part of him
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Whatâs holding you back?
#Continuing only brings you pain#Yet you refuse to let go#Trying to hold onto memories that shouldnât be yours#In a body thatâs long past itâs due#a walking corpse#and the children as your only tether#So why are you so determined to suffer?#qsmp#qsmp fanart#badboyhalo#badboyhalo fanart#bbh
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