#The Death Demon (Mori)
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Death and the Mouth of Hell dominate Stothard's Hell staircase fresco at Burghley House- Lincolnshire England
#occult#gothic#folklore#memento mori#goth#folk horror#skull#dead#skulls#england#devil#demon#hell mouth#hell#fresco#burghley house#painting#wall art#goth aesthetic#goth vibes#macabre#morbid#monster#horror#grim reaper#skeleton#death
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harpy hare🩹🦋
#not a ship post#yosano bsd#angel of death#Dazai bsd#demon prodigy#mori bsd#i love overanalizing Dazai and yosano’s trauma and friendship sm#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo gay dogs#bungo stray dogs anime#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs manga#bungo sd#bungo tales#bsd manga#bsd anime#bsd fanart#bsd art#bungou gay dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#bsd dazai#bsd yosano#bsd mori#harpy hare#yaelokre#uzi posts:3#:333#silly posting:33#artists on tumblr
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Ignacio de Ries (Spanish, circa 1612-1663). El Arbol de la Vida (The Tree of Life). Segovia Cathedral.
#fine art#baroque painting#christian comics#memento mori#death#skeleton#demonic#allegory#jesus christ
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I was thinking about what to do with the “summon” Abilities in my AU, and thought it would be interesting if certain heavenly beings were able to “tame” their demons so they do not harm humans on Earth. The angels and reapers are unable to be harmed in the Afterlife, so they’re perfectly safe
Huck and Tom are floating eyes with a crap ton of pupils (I based the pupils off of their actual eyes). I wanted to reference the fact that they help Mark aim in canon. They also still have a telepathic connection.
No idea where the bug-like theme came with Elise, but I felt like making her look too much like a doll or something would be a little easy/obvious, but she does have stitching on the sides of her mouth, and they’re not really shown but also on some of her joints like her shoulders and hips. She can briefly take the form of a normal human (like Elise in canon) to lure people in.
As for Anne, she didn’t change, I had no idea how I could possibly improve her design or make it more monstrous, she’s perfect. Not sure if I’m going to include her room or not, but I probably will
#when it comes to the demon designs I wanna stay away from the ‘guy with horns’ design#unless I see it fit for the character#for example I feel like Rashōmon would look more like a standard demon#because the design just fits#I’m also just having way too much fun coming up with these#Death and Afterlife AU#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs manga#bsd hunting dogs#bsd mori#mori ougai#bsd elise#bsd lucy#bsd lucy maud montgomery#bsd mark#bsd mark twain
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I have updated my simp list.
#anime#jojo's bizarre adventure#fruits basket#spy x family#demon slayer#bungo stray dogs#sword art online#chainsaw man#hunter x hunter#obey me#death parade#the case study of vanitas#trigun#haikyuu#jujutsu kaisen#hotarubi no mori e#ergo proxy#pandora hearts#terra formars#noragami#naruto#attack on titan#simp list#simp
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#demon skull#skull shirt#skull face#skull art#skull#horror#dreadful#magic#memento mori#death#dead#redbubble#artist#illustration#digital art#tshirt#redbubble artist#fantasy#comics#cartoon#print on demand
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Inkwell Hell, Chapter 2- Rebellions, And Destruction
Update, April 4th, 2023: due to some talking with my friend on discord we decided that Chapter 2 won’t be the end of the backstory stuff for Arzaxoth and his kingdom and we felt it more fitting that it would end during the ice age! so, expect an brand new chapter 3 to show up... at some point, idk ;;;; anyways hope you enjoy! Plot: every story has a beginning, and a end. but how do they all start out? how do they end? From an world that was united as one, to a whole multiverse being created as a result of an war gone wrong, everything has to start somewhere, in this universe though, is where the story truly begins for someone, and a certain little demon. The Past can never truly Go Away. welcome to how it all begins welcome. to the start, of the terrors, of the inky past within Joey Drew Studios. Chapter Summary: Arzaxoth's kingdom slowly beings to become more tough to manage with all the rebellions, and with the mass extinction of nearly all kinds of species on earth due to a battle to the death between his race and the angels, but everything comes to an close when an near extinction level event causes all sides to stop their pointless war as the earth gets destroyed and then rebuild by the cosmic entity as they also began to expand and create more universes to see if the same results happened only survivors begin to question what to do from here, as this only marks the beginning of the demon king's end. Characters overall included within the AU as either cameos or physical appearances in otherwise not related to their own canon oUTSIDE of the backstory stuff belongs to me, @sammys-sanctuary @outcast-shadow @ask-soul-bendy @thesoftbean and i guess the others that i mentioned before within the first chapter GJFDHKFHKFKH- but yeah like i said i wasn’t lying when i said i am going to be posting the next two chapters’s link pretty soon. sO YEAH SORRY FOR ANYONE READING THE CHAPTERT 1 POST OH AND FOR CLARIFICATION, BESTIE @tkvulturez GAVE ME A CHARACTER FROM AN CHARACTER TRADE A LONG TIME AGO, WHOM I NOW NAMED FADED, YOU ALL MAY REMEMBER HIM FROM PROWLER’S REVENGE ARC OR THE UNHOLY WRATH- OR SOMETHING DJHKDHKKDGH again, ENJOY ONCE AGAIN! https://archiveofourown.org/works/33117046/chapters/83922928
#The Memories (Lore)#King Of All Demons (Arzaxoth)#The Guardian Of The King (Jeonsa)#Sister Of The King (Azzy)#The Outsider Among Demons (Alder)#The Demon With No Name (Nomad)#The Mastermind (Otmitius)#The Deranged Possessive Demon (Faded)#The Alpha Among Demons (Kodai)#The Punisher Among Demons (HABIT)#The Guardian Of Demons (Senshi)#Queen To The King; An Angelic Beast (The Blinding One)#The Killer Of Demons (Alrun)#Madness Incarnate (Azazel)#The Death Demon (Mori)#Terrors Of The Inky Past AU#The True Events (Canon)#The Kingdom Of Arzaxoth (Prologue Prologue Verse)#The Hybrids (The Zetocarnious Species)#The Brother Of The King; Prince Of Demons (Zeto)#mywriting#revamped#rewritten
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People don't talk nearly enough about Q in Bungo Stray Dogs. Even with their limited screentime we still got a massive insight into their backstory. Compared to Kyouka, who when we meet, presumably was aready in the PM anywhere from 6 months, to 4 years, making it possible that she joined at 10 years old, her being 14 in the current time.
We've seen how being a part of the Port Mafia affects different people, but no one has been part of the PM for quiet as long as Q, and we don't even get to see what their life was before the PM. But we can assume it nothing good. We know that Q is one year younger then Kyouka, but the diffrence between the two of them being, that Q joined the PM at 6 years old, or prehaps even younger. My theory is that Q was locked up for at least a few years in some sort of 3rd space (similar to Lucy's ability) possibly by Dazai's order.
( Q, age 6 )
Character's like Dazai, Chuuya and Higuchi have a strong distain for Q, which means Q has been locked up for at least 4 years. Q supposed ranpage where they took out Chuuya's subordinates happend when Q was 9. (Q being 13 in the current time)
Compare Q to Yosano Akiko, who was 11 when she joined the army. And because of Mori's tactics and manipulation, earned the nickname of "Angel of Death". We saw in real time how quickly Mori is able to dystroy a person, make them a shadow of themself. How he turned a 11 year old, happy, friendly Yosano, who was ready to help anyone, into a child that was borderline shellshock, a person that was content to rotting in a asylum for the rest of her life. And after 3 years of her being unresponsive, in that said asylum, she still fought the idea of being able to exist as a real person.
The thing that stands out to me the most is that Q has more hatred towards Dazai more then Mori. Because we can safely assume Q was at least partially under Dazai's training, and we know Dazai does not have the most orthodox methods of beating new PM members into shape. The way Mori trusts Q to walk around and take the train on their own, without fearing that they might run away is really telling of how much the loyality to the PM was burnt into Q mind. We can imagine Q does not remember much of anything before the PM. Q has had only one place in this world untill now, and that has been being a killing machine for the PM, no questions asked, we can probably assume Q has no idea that they could leave.
The only autonomy Q has ever had is regarding to their power, but even that being dictated by Mori's orders. Q has no autonomy over anything in their life, if It's regarding if they want to kill people or not, if they want to help do the PM's bidding, or if they are content with being locked in, presumably, self-isolation for over 4 years. Lock up a 9 year old kid for 4 years only with their own thought's and be suprised when they turn out that way.
I've always thought of the parallels between Kyouka and Yosano, the same way both of them were made to hate their powers, Kyouka having to use it to hurt people against her wishes, and Yosano essentially being forced to make the people she looked up to, come to the brink of death, only to send them to die again.
Both Kyouka and Yosano were extreamly ashamed of their powers, becuse it made human life seem so insignificant, Kyouka being able to kill without actually being close to a target. and letting Demon Snow do it for her.
Kyouka and Yosano's abilitys are both not necessarily meant to hurt people, one being healing, and the other protecting it's user, not to mention, Demon Snow is a gift from Kyouka's mother, given in order to protect her.
Now, back to Q, a power, that we don't know that much of, for example, we don't know if the mind control could make someone feel at peace. But that wouldn't matter, because no matter how Q's ability was used, Q's ability can only be activated when somebody hurts them. No matter how much someone tries to use Q's for good, It will always hurt someone, that either being another, or Q themself. Do we really put it past the PM, in all the years Q was in training, to not have tourtured Q untill they got ahold of how their ability worked? The subordinates Chuuya talked about, are we sure that wasn't a cruel training for Q? Where Mori made people hurt Q, those people possibbly being people in the PM?
One is being forced your ability to cause harm, the other is your ability being designed to hurt you, and everyone eles.
If Q was subject to so much pain in their formative years, imagine how desensitized, they are to it. And all of this, the work of Mori, and the rest of the Port Mafia.
When Q was kidnapped by Steinbeck and forced to hurt so many civilians, we saw how people are able to manipulate Q's ability against their will, and who's to say, The PM didin't do that aready?
We saw how Q says that they never chose this ability, and how they didin't understand why all these horrible things happend because of them, asking Steinbeck why this is the case, when everyone is supposed to be equal in the eyes of god. Steinbeck being that god does exist, but that he has no space in his heart for Q.
This makes it pretty apparent that Q has not wanted to hurt all the people that they did, but that they were conditioned to do so, by the PM.
Q hasn't been seen since, but I would really enjoy seeing Yosano and Q interact, becuse they share so many similarities.
I don't think there would be a redemption arc for Q anytime soon, but Q is very dear to me as a character, and I really want them to appear more, the only problem being is, I have a feeling they are once again, locked up.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#q bsd#bsd mori#bsd q#kyusaku yumeno#bsd yumeno#bsd analysis#bsd anime#bsd port mafia#bsd yosano#bsd kyouka#bsd characters#bsd 15 manga#yosano akiko#bsd theories#bsd thoughts#bsd kyusaku yumeno
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I am so interested in what Mori’s reaction to everything will be.
Because no matter how temporary this situation may be. As it stands now the Agency has fallen.
And with it so has the tripartite framework.
Everything Mori does is for the protection and betterment of the city. He has given everything towards making and upholding that framework.
And it’s gone.
They were outsmarted. They were caught off guard and now they’re paying for it. But make no mistake, they will come back stronger and more powerful then before.
And make their enemy pay them back tenfold. For the Port Mafia doesn’t forget. They don’t forgive and they will never go down in such a way.
Not even death could take them away from him.
The chessboard is resembled and the pieces placed accordingly. The battle may be drawing to a close but the war was far from over.
And make no mistake the first move will be Mori’s.
The Demon who devours other demons looks out of his window to the city he’s sworn to protect.
And vows that he will see that rat crushed beneath his feet. For the protection of the city. For his own personal revenge and of that of his organisation.
But also, to carry out the wish of an old friend.
So this is what Dazai felt that day.
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i’d like to request space song with dazai (specifically pm!dazai) hurt/comfort scenario,, reader comforting dazai during a breakdown or smth :(
Space Song
Pairing: Pm! Dazai x Fem! Reader(platonic)/Mori x 27! Reader
Type: Oneshot
Genre: Comfort/Fluff
Warnings: Long winded commas, Stormbringer spoilers/mentions, Dark Era mentions, Oda's death, mentions of war, mentions of Yosano's backstory, Mori being a bitch, slight yandere Mori mentions, kinda went off topic..
Synopsis: Dazai finally found someone who saw him for who he was and when his dearest friend died, he finds himself finding comfort in her embrace like a child being comforted by his mother.
A/n: Hey.. Please state if you want it to be romantic/platonic.. since you didn't say which one you want, I'll do the latter. Reader is implied to be 27 while Mori is 33. Reader is like a mother to Dazai. I kinda wrote this without thinking so I am so sorry.
Event // Pm. Masterlist // M.Masterlist
Dazai Osamu is the feared Demon Prodigy, the youngest underboss in the history of Port Mafia, the boss' right hand man, a genius; but deep down he was a child. A child misguided to do the wrong deeds, a lonely child used as a tool by others, a child who got affiliated with a mafioso at the age of fourteen, after an attempt in suicide. He was suicidal, a child at his age should be thinking of academics instead of how to end a war with another organization with the least casualties for his own gain. He could not see the purpose in living. Nobody saw him for who he was, it was never Osamu Dazai. Everything changed when he was fifteen, he met someone who gave him a reason to live for, someone who didn't judge him.
"sir, the boss has called you to his office" A black car stopped just beside of where he stood in the street.
"A mailman huh. I guess it really is important for Mori-san" he sighed, entering the back door of the car. It has almost been a year after Mori made him his 'witness' and succeeded as the Port Mafia boss.
The drive was silent, nobody said a word. The mailman was focused on driving and Dazai was looking out the window, observing people and their daily activities.
"We're here" The mailman said before the car stopped.
"mhm" He muttered opening and closing the door shut, and he drove away.
He was very familiar with the building. The five building-like-towers in the heart of Yokohama, the middle one being the tallest of all; where the Port Mafia boss, Mori Ogai lies. He reaches the highest floor and was eventually greeted by the guards, as he arrived he saw the boss and an unfamiliar woman sitting on the boss' desk, reading a document.
"Boss" He cleared his voice making his presence clear as the both of them talked.
"ah.. Dazai-kun" Mori shifted his attention from the woman to him.
"Sit down please" He offered while Dazai walked over to the small chair in the middle of the room. Mori made his his way towards another chair and sat down across him. She took documents on top of the desk after grabbing a brown, vintage briefcase. Making her way towards the door, Mori began explaining to Dazai. The only sound that feel the room was her heels clacking to the tiled floor until Mori finally spoke up.
"As you know Dazai-kun, the previous boss has returned.. based on the information you acquired from investigating Subarachi(?) city, it may have a lead on this 'Arahibaki' and by coincidence it seems that the Sheep King is looking for the so called God of Destruction" He explained.
"and?" He replied, clearly uninterested.
"He's suggesting that you work with Nakahara Chūya, if possible make him join the Mafia" She walked passed them, handing Dazai the documents she read earlier.
"Mhm, and you are?" Dazai asked before reading the documents. She continued to walk towards the door before Mori stopped her by ordering the guards from behind the door.
"Stay. (name)-sama" He smiled while she stopped in her tracks after hearing a pair of guards ruffle through the door.
"Haii.. what do you want now?" She let out a long, exasperated sigh. Ignoring her question, he explained to Dazai who she was.
"Dazai-kun, this is (name)-sama. She was strategist from the Great War" Sighing, she flopped down on a spare chair after he continued to explain about her to the young boy.
"So she knows about you killing the previous boss then?" He asked before glancing at her then to him.
"Yes. Now let's discuss this whole thing and why am I part of this?" She sat up, sending a glare at Mori.
"It was just as I explained earlier. The previous boss returned, Dazai-kun saw him personally so now that we have the Sheep King in our capture, we'll use that to our advantage by making him join the mafia." He gave both of them a closed-eye smile, Dazai put down the document and she gave him an annoyed look.
"That won't work" Both of them sighed in unison.
"Hm?"
"Chūya is too loyal to the Sheep. It's already given after all if he didn't, he would've left them to die long ago. After realizing his own potential, he would join an organization with a high pay; if he didn't have deep ties with them..—" She explained, sitting back down while Dazai listened to her.
"The only reason for him to join us for the Sheep's safety" He followed after hearing her explain.
"—It's not guaranteed he'll be loyal. If he joins the organization for their safety alone, there's a high chance he will destroy the mafia from the inside and save his little herd"
"Wait are you suggesting-?" Dazai's eyes widened realizing what she means.
"Yes.. We have to make them suspicious of him. If they notice they have been too dependent on him, they'll do any means to overthrow him and that's where we go in." She moved the white bishop on the chess board creating an opening for the rook, and continuing the abandoned game.
"After their betrayal, the Mafia comes in and will pretend to wipe out the Sheep. Chūya, after being betrayed will stay to protect them; so he will do a bargain to save them" Dazai moved the black knight, eating the bishop and now he was in advantage in terms of pieces.
"He'll then join the mafia in terms of the bargain" She then proceeded to move her rook from across the board, blocking the king's only path to escape, almost delivering a checkmate until Dazai's queen ate it to make the game a bit longer, but not to escape the inevitable fate.
"however-" Mori sighed but was cut off by her.
"since the main priority is to make sure the previous boss doesn't return so his supporters won't start a revolution.. you have to fix that first or else you'll get tortured, then executed" She glances at Mori before moving her rook to eat Dazai's queen, delivering a back-rank checkmate. Mori was in awe after watching his protegee and ex-lover play chess in sync, as if they were reading each other's minds.
"But won't you get executed too, (name)-san? I mean you knew of how the boss'really died, yet you didn't say anything.. making you, another accomplice" Dazai leaned into his chair, analyzing how he lost.
"I'm not part of the Mafia—" She nonchalantly responded.
"Yet." Mori's voice was full of demands.
"..tch. As I said, no." She stood up from her chair, giving Dazai a small smile before turning back to the door.
"Why?" This time he was more pushy for some reason.
"It's none of your business" She hissed before opening the door and leaving.
"Well isn't she beautiful.." He muttered under his breath while Dazai sat there with a fed up look on his face.
That was their first encounter. The second one was after both of them planned a strategy to defeat Verlaine. Even if Dazai didn't have any encounters with her that didn't involve work, he grew close to her. During their plannings, he was childish but she didn't mind. He felt comfortable with her, as if he could actually show his true self. She didn't try to exploit his intelligence, as she has one of her own, she tried to understand his view of the world, she sees through his emotions but she never used it to take advantage of him.
When she joined the mafia, her position was a strategist, even if she didn't engage in missions, she was valued by the Mafia because she was the one to pull the strings and by she was liked Mori personally. He had an interest in her that Dazai seemed to distinguish as love, one that he thought Mori was not capable off. All those who tried to assassinate her failed, because of Mori's interference and his predictions. Dazai didn't want her to die, not because of how important she was in the organization but because of his own personal reasons. He then became an executive at eighteen and met quite a few people, Sakunosuke Oda and Sakaguchi Ango, whom he calls his friends. Dazai finds himself looking for her again and again, wanting to see her, because of him, Oda, Ango and her became acquainted..
Oda and (name) was on a small talking about the orphans until Ango interrupted.
"I feel like I'm quite the third wheel here you know?"
"My, my.. I never knew you were sad that you were left out Ango-kun" She teased.
"Tch. I never knew you liked kids (name)-san" He tried to switch the topic.
"I feel neutral about them—I don't dislike them nor do I like them... I once met a child in the war, she was there as a nurse since her ability allowed her to heal soldiers... such a precious child—if I remember correctly, her name was Yosano" She faintly smiled at the memory.
"You took part in the war.?" Oda fiddled with his fingers.
"Mhm.. as a strategist..." She responded. Both of them stopped in their tracks before she turned around to face them.
"If she was in the healing section and you were a strategist, how did you meet her?" Ango asked, she halted and her eyes widened a bit before laying her head low.
"My ex-lover was a doctor, he was in charge of the nurses in the war including her. I ended our relationship because of how he treated that little girl and some other reasons... in the end, she was left traumatized.. I don't know what happened to her after it was over" She quietly muttered, remembering the bitter memories of the war.
"I see.. I'm sorry for asking-" He tried to apologize but was cut off but a faint voice screaming her name.
"Y/n-san!"
" hmm.? Dazai-" before she could say anything else, his body crashed with hers as he hugged her.
"I'm quite hurt that you didn't invite me you know!" He pouted before looking at both of them.
"Anyway! Why did you three look so glum-" He tried asking but he was cut off by his phone ringing.
"Oh. It's him. Oii slug what do you want?"
"What do you mean what do I want!? You suicidal waste of bandages! We have a mission remember?!" Chūya screamed through his phone while Dazai listened with a nonchalant expression.
"Yea, yea"
"YOU'RE PROBABLY WITH THAT STUPID STRATEGIST AND YOUR EQUALLY STUPID FRIENDS!" He insulted him while Dazai was quite taken aback. He gasped before he returned the screams.
"OI YOU SLUG! YOU'RE PROBABLY JUST JEALOUS THAT I HAVE FRIENDS AND A MOTHER FIGURE!!!" All of you were quite shocked but Dazai didn't even realize what he was saying.
"I DO HAVE FRIENDS! AND I HAVE ANE-SAN!"
"NO YOU DO NOT! YOU MAY HAVE A MOTHER FIGURE BUT ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE KILLED BY YOUR HOELESS BROTHER!" He screamed, ending the call before Chūya could repriocate what he said and kill him.
"sorry about that, slug was being extra annoying" he smiled but all of them were still processing what he said earlier
"Dazai.. do you see me as a mother figure.?" She asked, coughing. Her words didn't seem to process in his mind for a second or two.
"Of course not! I only said that to piss him off!" He tried explaining, even though his lie was clearly visible; she didn't bother to inquire any further, not wanting to be nosy.
"Now let's go drink I'm thirsty!" Dazai exclaimed, heading to Lupin while they followed.
That was the last time all of them drank. She was sent away because of an organization called the Mimic appeared, Mori kept her busy for a reason she couldn't hold a grasp on. Soon, Ango betrayed the mafia and Oda died. The reason why Mori kept her busy was so she cannot interfere and warn Dazai, now the Port Mafia has a special abilities permit with the cost of everything that mattered to Dazai. She only found out the last minute, and she hates that she can't do anything about it.
After hearing Oda's last words he was about to leave the abandoned mansion until he met her running. She saw Dazai, standing infront of the ballroom door with his head hung low; when she reached him, he collapsed to the floor into her arms. His head was on the crook of her neck, and her arms was around him, hugging him, slowly patting his head as he struggled to breath.
"Shh... It's okay I'm here" Her voice trembled knowing that the kids along with Oda are dead but she could only focus on the poor child in her arms.
"He's dead... Mori-san used the Mimic to get that black envelope and he-" He explained between hiccups.
"I know" She whispered but her voice cracked.
"What did Oda say.?" She patted his back trying to comfort him but his grip tightened on her.
"He wanted me to save people.. to find a value in life" He bit his lip.
"Then go.." She continued to comfort him but he left her embrace upon hearing her words.
"What.?"
"Don't worry about me.. one day you'll find your reason in living, and you would be happy that you listened to him" She smiled at him as he slowly got up.
"Then how about you?" He tried with every bit of strength he could find to convince her to go with him. She got up too, now facing him directly in the eyes she said:
"You're still young, you would be leaving an environment you are never supposed to be in. And I.. My soul is already bounded to the mafia, if I leave with you he'd do what it takes to get me back"
"But still I-"
"Mafiosos will be here soon... Go to Chief Taneda of the Special Division of the Unusual Powers in a small cheep bar, he'll help you. Don't hesitate to turn your back, go" She quickly explained grabbing him by the shoulders with a tenses expression. His lips parted but he didn't know what to say.
"Just go, I'll meet you again" She gave him a reassuring smiled. Upon seeing her eyes, he nodded.
"Thank you.." He quietly muttered before finally leaving.
A/n: Damn that was hard and cringe.. just so you know I kinda got distracted by music while doing this I apologize... For the person who requested this you can go to the comment section and say if you want me to redo it because I'll gladly do so :)
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Netsuke memento mori - Science Museum, London
#netsuke#japanese#japan#wood carving#wood art#memento mori#occult#gothic#folklore#goth#folk horror#skull#dead#skulls#goth aesthetic#goth art#art history#history#oni#demon#devil#macabre#morbid#horror#monster#death#decay#antique
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hello could I ask for Dazai, Fukuzawa, Poe and Mori with a reader who can read minds?thank you
PROLOGUE
since you can read minds you're very dangerous in every sense. You can know your enemy's moves before they attack (in a physical fight or in a planned/terrorist attack) and you can understand all of their weak points. This is why in every organization you are (or alone if you don't work with people) everyone is scared of you.
OSAMU DAZAI
BOTH IF YOU ARE IN THE ADA, IN THE PM OR IN OTHER ORGANIZATIONS
At first he didn't know about your ability and he didn't worry about avoiding to think about weird things when you're around. For a long while you've been able to read all of his thoughts -and let me just say, it was both quite a comedy and quite a terrible experience because of his traumas and his nonsense daydreaming about death-
When he found out about it during a mission you saw his expression dropping in realization as he became pale and he's been silent for over ten minutes straight.
For how much it can seem weird he literally begged you to keep everything you know as a secret. Yes, he begged you.
He started trying to keep away some kind of thoughts when he's with you but it's incredibly difficult, so he really mainly hopes you'll keep everything between the two of you
Since you can read his thoughts you know when he's having a nervous breakdown even when he acts totally nonchalant, so you're the one who most oftenly helps him.
He's actually glad that you can do it because he really needs someone who understands him.
FUKUZAWA YUKICHI
IF YOU ARE IN THE ADA
Fukuza always knew about your ability since when you joined the armed detective agency.
It doesn't really bother you, since his 'only' secret is about when he was a killer and he trusts you enough to know you won't use it against him.
He finds it a beautiful ability and admires you as a detective
He also find funny how ranpo gets all jealous when you solve mysteries faster than him.
IF YOU ARE IN THE PM/OTHER ORGANIZATIONS
He's extremely aware of how dangerous you are and he always tries to avoid fighting against you (personal fight) or any of your close friends (indirect fight)
EDGAR ALLAN POE
Wow
His only thoughts are books and Ranpo. All the time.
(And you if you two are really close)
You started to read his mind for a while but it got boring so you stopped.
You still do it sometimes, but only if ranpo is there (his thoughts about ranpo are so hilarious btw)
He doesn't know about your ability, so he gets extremely stressed when he tries to 'play' the detective with you and you always solve mysteries before him.
You're his new rival with Ranpo.
OUGAI MORI
LOLITA LOLITA LOLITA
IF YOU'RE UNDER 12/13 STAY AWAY FROM HIM
if you're older just don't make him angry
IF YOU ARE IN THE ADA/OTHER ORGANIZATIONS
He doesn't know about your ability, so he's not aware of your danger.
When his subordinates get back from missions against you and you won without much effort he always gets confused becouse he doesn't understand what's so special about you
He tried to convince you to join the port mafia but you refused.
IF YOU ARE IN PORT MAFIA
You're basically the new Demon Prodigy.
You're a port mafia executive with Chuyya and you two always go to missions together (you're the brain, he's the muscles)
To Mori you're an important resource and he knows he has to be wary because you could destroy all of his plans, but nothing more than that.
#bsd#bsd fanfic#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs#bsd rp#bsd roleplay#artwork#bsd dazai#bsd fanart#bsd akutagawa#bsd anime#bsd art#bsd beast#bsd chuuya#bsd chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai osamu#bsd dead apple#bsd fifteen#bsd headcanons#bsd kunikida#bsd manga#bsd ranpo#bsd shitpost#bsd wan#chuuya bsd#nikolai bsd#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs fanart#mori x you#mori bsd
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I have decided to update my list and sort everything that I write for in alphabetical order so that everyone who wants to request something has an easier time overviewing everything. Additionally I have decided to add to every show a few characters I especially adore writing about so that you can do me a little favor if you desire to do so💜.
Akame ga Kill!
𖹭Esdeath, Lubbock, Run, Wave𖹭
Akatsuki No Yona
ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིJae-Ha, Shin-Ah, Son Hakᡣ𐭩ྀི
Amnesia
❦Ikki, Kent, Shin, Toma, Ukyo❦
Angels of Death
۶ৎIsaac Foster۶ৎ
Arcane
❤︎Caitlyn, Ekko, Jinx, Silco, Vi, Viktor❤︎
Assassination Classroom
♥︎Chiba, Gakuho, Itona, Isogai, Karma, Koro-sensei (human form) Maehara♥︎
Attack On Titan
♡Eren, Floch, Jean, Levi, Mikasa, Pieck♡
Black Bullet
❀Kisara, Tamaki, Shouma❀
Black Butler
ᥫ᭡Ash, Bluewer, Gregory, Grell, Greenhill,Joker, Pluto, Redmond, Sebastian, Snake, Undertakerᥫ᭡
Black Clover
ᰔCharlotte, Finral, Fuegoleon, Gauche, Jack, Julius, Kirsch, Klaus, Langris, Leopold, Nacht, Nozel, Mereoleona, Raia, Rill, William, Vanessa, Vanica, Yami, Yuno,Zenon, Zoraᰔ
Bleach
ᯓᡣ𐭩Aizen, Byakuya, Gin, Grimmjow, Hisagi, Nanao, Senjumaru, Shinji, Ulquiorra, Unohana, Uraharaᯓᡣ𐭩
Blue Lock
ꨄ︎Bachira, Chigiri, Isagi, Nagi, Reo, Rin, Saeꨄ︎
Bungou Stray Dogs
‹𝟹Chuuya, Dazai, Fyodor, Jouno, Kouyou, Mori, Nikolai‹𝟹
Chainsaw Man
₊˚⊹♡Aki, Kishibe, Makima₊˚⊹♡
Code Geass
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡Cornelia, Lelouch, Schneizel⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
Danganronpa
୨ৎAkane, Kirigiri, Kokichi, Nagito, Rantaro୨ৎ
Darker than Black
❤️Hei, Kirihara, November 11❤️
Deadman Wonderland
ㅤ♡ྀི ₊Takami, Kiyomasa, Kengamineㅤ♡ྀི ₊
Demon Slayer
𐙚Akaza, Giyu, Gyutaro, Muzan, Obanai𐙚
Death Note
ᡣ𐭩L, Light, Mello, Misa, Nearᡣ𐭩
Devilman Crybaby
༯Akira, Ryo༯
D. Gray-man
⊹₊⟡⋆Jasdevi, Kanda, Klaud Nine, Lavi, Sheril, Tyki⊹₊⟡⋆
Diabolik Lovers
-`♡´-Azusa, Kou, Richter, Ruki, Shu, Subaru-`♡´-
Dreaming Freedom
⟡ ݁₊ .Jeongmin, Juyeon, Siyun⟡ ݁₊ .
Dr. Stone
𝜗𝜚Gen, Hyoga, Ryusui, Senku, Tsukasa𝜗𝜚
Durarara!!
🧸ྀིCelty, Izaya,Kasuka, Shizuo🧸ྀི
Fairy Tail
❥Acnologia, Erza, Gray, Irene, Rogue, Sting, Zeref❥
Fire Force
𑁤Benimaru, Hinawa, Joker, Maki𑁤
Free!
°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・Haruka, Ikuya, Rin°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
Fruits Basket
⋆˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆Akito, Ayame, Hatori, Hatsuharu, Kyo⋆˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
Food Wars!
^ྀིHayama, Kobayashi, Kuga, Kurokiba, Tsukasa^ྀི
Fullmetal Alchemist
༝༚༝༚Envy, Greed, Ling Yao, Lust, Roy༝༚༝༚
Gintama
。 ₊°༺❤︎��°₊ 。Hijikata, Kamui, Sougo, Takasugi, Tsukuyo。 ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ 。
Haikyuu!!
✮⋆˙Akaashi, Bokuto, Kageyama, Nishinoya, Oikawa, Suna✮⋆˙
Harry Potter
✿Draco, Fred, George, Snape, Tom✿
Hellsing
𓆩♡𓆪Alucard, Bernadotte, Integra, Seras, The Captain𓆩♡𓆪
House of The Dragon
ֶָ֢Aegon, Aemond, Daemon, Jacaerys, Rhaenyraֶָ֢
How To Train Your Dragon
❣︎Astrid, Dagur, Heather, Hiccup❣︎
Hunter x Hunter
ꫂ ၴႅၴChrollo, Feitan, Hisoka, Illumi, Killua, Kurapika, Pakunoda, Shalnark, Shaiapoufꫂ ၴႅၴ
Inuyasha
𐙚⋆°。⋆♡Kagura, Kikyo, Kohaku, Naraku, Sesshomaru𐙚⋆°。⋆♡
Inu x Boku SS
💋ྀིྀིKaruto, Miketsukami, Natsuma, Sorinozuka💋ྀིྀི
JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
⛇☃︎Abbacchio, Anasui, DIO, Giorno, Jolyne, Kira, Risotto ⛇☃︎
Jujutsu Kaisen
ღChoso, Geto, Gojo, Megumi, Mei Mei, Nanami, Sukuna, Tojiღ
Kakegurui
∞Kirari, Mary, Midari, Ririka, Yumeko∞
Kakegurui Twin
🤍Juraku, Mary, Sakura🤍
Kamisama Kiss
ּ ֶָ֢.Kurama, Mizuki, Tomoeּ ֶָ֢.
Katekyo Hitman Reborn
────୨ৎ────Byakuran, Collonello (True Form), Dino, Fon (True Form), Hibari, Mukuro, Reborn (True Form)────୨ৎ────
Kuroko's Basketball
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆Akashi, Aomine, Himuro, Kise, Murasakibara⋆.˚🦋༘⋆
Lord of the Rings
⋆Aragorn, Arwen, Eowyn, Legolas, Galadriel⋆
Lupin lll
⋆. 𐙚 ˚Daisuke, Fujiko, Goemon, Lupin⋆. 𐙚 ˚
Maid-sama
⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡Hinata, Misaki, Takumi⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
Marvel (The Movies)
💗ྀིBlack Widow, Black Panther, Captain America, Deadpool, Iron Man, Killmonger, Loki, Wolverine💗ྀི
Mirai Nikki
˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖Akise, Minene, Yuno˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖
My Hero Academia
⋆˙⟡Dabi, Hawks, Mirko, Monoma, Shigaraki, Shouto, Tamaki⋆˙⟡
Naruto
ᯓ ᡣ𐭩Itachi, Minato, Obito, Sasuke, Shisui, Tobirama, Tsunadeᯓ ᡣ𐭩
Noragami
.☘︎ ݁˖Bishamonten, Kazuma, Kofuku, Yato.☘︎ ݁˖
One Piece (Anime + Live Action)
♡ྀིAce, Crocodile, Kid, Law, Luffy, Mihawk, Robin, Sanji, Smoker♡ྀི
Ouran High School Host Club
࣪ ִֶָ☾.Hikaru, Kaoru, Kyoya, Tamaki࣪ ִֶָ☾.
Owari No Seraph
⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪Crowley, Ferid, Horn, Shinya, Urd⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
Pandora Hearts
☆Elliot, Gilbert, Jack, Oswald, Vincent, Xerxes☆
Sailor Moon
♱Blue Saphire, Crimson Rubeus, Green Esmeraude, Jadeite, Kunzite, Nephrite, Prince Demande, Queen Beryl, Queen Nehellenia, Sailor Jupiter, Sailor Mars, Sailor Moon, Sailor Neptune, Sailor Pluto, Sailor Uranus, Sailor Venus, Tuxedo Mask, Zoisite♱
Secret Alliance
💖Chae Yul💖
Servamp
𓆩❤︎𓆪All of Love, Lawless, Licht, Sleepy Ash, Tsubaki𓆩❤︎𓆪
Seven Deadly Sins
˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗Arthur, Ban, Derieri, Gilthunder, Merlin˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗
Sirius
ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـDorothea, Hideomi, Yulilyﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ
Souleater
♡‧₊˚Asura, Death The Kid, Franken Stein, Medusa♡‧₊˚
Star Wars (The Movies)
◡̈Anakin, Darth Maul, Leia, Luke, Kylo Ren◡̈
The Addams Family (1991 + 1993)
જ⁀➴ ♡Gomez Addams, Morticia Addamsજ⁀➴ ♡
The Boys
✗♡✗♡Butcher, Homelander, Kimiko, Queen Maeve, Soldier Boy✗♡✗♡
The Case Study of Vanitas
.ᐟAstolfo, Dominique, Jeanne, Noé, Vanitas.ᐟ
The Glory
♛Do-yeong, Dong-eun, Hye-jeong, Jae-joon, Sa-ra, Yeo-jong, Yeon-jin♛
Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun
ʚɞHanako, Hyuuga, Minamoto, Tsuchigomori, Tsukasaʚɞ
Tokyo Ghoul
١٥٧٤♡Arima, Ayato, Eto, Kaneki, Tsukiyama١٥٧٤♡
Tokyo Revengers
♡ ̆̈Baji, Chifuyu, Inue, Izana, Kazutora, Kokonoi, Mikey♡ ̆̈
Twilight (The Movies)
✮Alec, Alice, Aro, Caius, Carlisle, Demetri, Embry Jacob, Jane, Jared, Jasper, Leah, Marcus, Paul, Seth✮
Vampire Knight
⭑.ᐟAkatsuki, Cross, Hanabusa, Kaname, Rima, Ruka, Senri, Takuma, Yagari, Zero⭑.ᐟ
Vinland Saga
⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆Askeladd, Canute, Thorfinn⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆
Yu Yu Hakusho
𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀིHiei, Kurama, Yusuke𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི
#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere x darling#yandere x y/n#x reader#masterlist#yandere masterlist#a’s masterlist
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“you look lovely.” + horrorcule
“clean this up, won’t you?” + fyostein
“its… you?” + fyolaine
“what are you doing here.” + fukumori wrong fuku
“I can’t believe you!” gods worst yuricule
“I don’t know what I am.” + teruko & tachihara
“Where did you go?” + teruko & fukuchi
YAYYY
under the cut cause these r a lot
"you look lovely." + horrorcule
"You look lovely." Kudzu purrs, adjusting Roberta's scarf, uncaring of the warmth that's ripped away from him with every brush against her. Against Death. Roberta sighs softly, not meeting his eyes as she chews on her lip nervously. "It's hardly a change from my normal outfit." "I know." Kudzu leans closer. "And I think you look lovely in that too." Her face flushes a lovely shade of red, and Kudzu prides himself on hearing Morella giggle from the other room.
"clean this up, won't you?" + fyostein (doa fyosteinnikonathan au but that's not rlly relevant)
The carpet is a mess, and Fyodor almost thinks a dog would be neater. Steinbeck sits calmly on Fyodor's chair, looking at xem while grinning easily. Fyodor smiles curtly. "Clean this up, won't you?" "Hmm." Steinbeck leans back a little. The bell collar makes a soft chime. "Prolly should do that, yeah." He makes no move to. Fyodor considers strangling him.
"it's... you?" + fyolaine
Verlaine does not get many visitors. Least of all after the end of the world. (Though for them it ended much earlier.) So they really do have a right to be surprised, when the footsteps down the hall, which are each taken with the confidence of a carnivore dragging a corpse, stop in front of them. They stare at a demon. "It's.. you?" And they know xe brought hell with xem.
"what are you doing here." + fukumori wrong fuku
"What," Mori starts, already irritated, "Are you doing here." Fukuchi chuckles, and his words all come out slurred. "Jus' a tiny visit." "Are you drunk?" Mori scoffs, but can't exactly deter someone of his build from coming in. He watches him clutch a table to stay standing. "Only a lil." Mori crosses his arms. "So you came here." "You couldn't kill me if ya tried." Fukuchi shrugs sloppily. "I would like to." Mori responds, voice curt. Fukuchi just laughs, and proceeds to turn and throw up on Mori's floor.
"i can't believe you!" + god's worst yuricule
It's somewhere inbetween all the familiar caresses and Morella's unchanging grins that are just a little too sharp that the words bubble up out of Algernon's throat. "I can't believe you!" Morella blinks, staring as if she's been hit across the face. But oh, Algernon would never strike her. Could never lift their hand to even try. And staring at her now, like this, it seems words are enough anyway. "I thought you were dead, Morella!" They continue, hugging themself. "Helen and I made you a grave!" Morella's gaze hurts as much as a blade. Algernon, who is too used to pain, does not stop. "We said eulogies! And-" They choke on something, maybe it's a sob, maybe it's not. "Can't you understand how this hurts? For you to act like nothing has changed, when I look at you and it feels like everything is different?" Morella looks like she's choking on something too. "Algy-" "Please. I don't want you to leave again, but... you returning..." They shake their head. "It doesn't erase any grief."
"i don't know what i am" + teruko & tachihara
Joining the Hunting Dogs is not something you can ever go back on. Once you're a hound, once they sharpen your fangs and your claws and clip you, it is not to be changed. So why did Tachihara hope it could be? Teruko's terrified to look for him, but now she's here, and some documents were signed and she's about to have her last surgery, and she doesn't know what that means. If they're lying or not. If she will be leaving that horrid white room still breathing. "I don't know what I am." She whispers, curling up as much as she can, going as small as she can manage without needing to be coddled. She knows Tachihara couldn't tell her, really. But- He could have made her feel less alone, at least. She might be leaderless, now, but she could have had a pack. That'd be better then this.
"where did you go?" teruko & fukuchi
The thing is that, reasonably, Teruko should know better then to think Fukuchi is coming back. He's not. Everyone else can accept that. But there is some twisted, terrible hope in her chest that rests like a disease, a mold killing her from inside, that makes Teruko want to believe. It's killing her. She goes to an empty office, and all she can think is where did you go and not oh, this is mine now. It is. She doesn't want it. She doesn't want it she wants her captain back and she wants to be held and she can't possibly wrap her head around why he ever picked her as the vice captain. She's not cut out for this. (And she wonders if it would hurt any less if she were.)
#advent drabbles#horrorcule#fyostein#fyolaine#fukumori wrong fuku#gods worst yuricule#teruko okura#tachihara michizou#bsd#bungo stray dogs#the hunting dogs#pidge does prose#bsd ocs#my writing#digi#my ass did not proofread these im gonna be real
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pm!dazai x ada!reader?:0
⋇⊶⊰❣⊱⊷⋇
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Summary: a relationship that best be kept hidden, forbidden love
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Pairings: pm!dazai x fem!reader
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Warnings: abit of stalking?,abit of angst in the end, Mentions of death, Mori
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷Felix's note: Ofcourse! I didn't know if you wanted a scenario or headcannons so I did a scenario! THIS MADE ME SQUEAL SO MUCH I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!! AAHH!
⋇⊶⊰❣⊱⊷⋇
THE MOON LOOKS LOVELY DOESN'T IT?
The day started with you entering the agency to be greeted by an angry Kunnikida at Ranpos laziness. You chuckled and walked by and sat down at your desk with the clipboard of tasks Infront of you. You had to start by getting a few items from the shop and so you did.
You went to the nearest store to grab the list of things that the agency needed all the while being filled with an uncomfortable feeling that you were being watched. At first you brushed it off thinking it was in your head but can you really hear footsteps behind you and whispers, in your head? You walk to the snacks section to get stuff Ranpo had secretly wrote. Checking the brand of chocolates to feel someone standing next to you. You turned around only to be greeted with the face of the demon prodigy himself.
⋇⊶⊰❣⊱⊷⋇
"Samu?!" you whisper-screamed "what are you doing here? people will see you" you said scanning for people.
"hmm, im sure you don't have to worry about that pretty girl" he smirked
"i missed you" you wanted to hug him but stopped yourself.
"i know missed y'too" he looked over to you.
He was gone for a few days due to a mission and just returned.
"ill see you tonight then" he smiles, a rare sight.
"see ya" you wave back and see him disappear into the corners.
The rest of the day you couldn't stop thinking about when you'll meet Dazai again. You're pretty sure Ranpo had already deduced everything but you could care less. Your patience grew thin and after climbing mountain you made it through the day. You bid farewell in a hurry to all the agency and left for your apartment. You keys dangled and you opened your door to see a black figure sitting on your balcony.
You slowly approached the figure and as you drew closer you saw the back of Dazai sitting gazing at the stars. You sat right next to him and held his hand softly.
"how was the mission" you whispered.
"successful, it was obvious since I was there" he bragged smirking.
You rolled your eyes and nudged his shoulder as you sighed. You missed this, you missed him, you missed all of this. Dazai wrapped his arms around you and you put your head on his shoulder. "tell me...Samu...we'll get through this right..?" He looked over to you and said "Believe me when i say we will get out of this...I will get out of that place and keep you safe" He said in a serious tone. "You needn't worry that pretty little head of yours".
You loved when he reassured you. This was a version of Dazai no one saw but you and you loved that. You were the only person besides Odasaku to see who he was actually. To see his struggles with his will to live. To see him struggle with the cycle of abuse. Most importantly you were there for him when no one was. In his darkest moments where he felt most vulnerable and subjected to Moris torment you were the light in his cruel world. His reason to live.
Despite the struggles. Despite all the dangers. You were leaving your life on the line to be close to him. The agency could bust in at any time and shoot him dead but maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all. Spending his last moments with you.
He kissed the top of your head and soothed your hair. You snuggled in his neck and whispered as you gazed into the sky "the moon looks lovely doesn't it samu...?" He smiled at your question. "Yes, yes it does"
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#bsd imagine#bsd#bsd scenarios#dazai x reader#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs x reader#dazai osamu#bsd dazai#mafia dazai x reader#bsd x reader#bsd imagines#dazai headcanons#dazai imagine#bungou stray dogs dazai
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#A NIGHT TO REMEMBER, o. dazai!
a special oneshot!
description, it’s special to know how the other feels. to communicate is the best, though, dazai isn’t one for words but it’s fine, you’re the same. neither of you can put the feelings you have into words.
— story contains, angst, established relationship, swearing, suicide mentions, depressing talks, “no longer human” connections i think?, r! psychoanalysis’s i guess?, mental health, trauma talking, character deaths, if i missed anything let me know! gender neutral! reader.
“why are you writing this?” bc dazai is one of the characters i heavily relate to on another level. hes so much different from mizuki akiyama and satoru gojo. and this is just me talking a lot about dazai’s character and analyzing him… btw, r! wears a black blazer (or leather jacket) white button up with a black waist coat, either brown shorts or pants (maybe black of u want), underneath the shorts or pants are like black tights and slip on penny loafers.
long before you started dating dazai, there was an obvious connection that you only saw and felt. obviously, you were friends during those time periods because you worked in the same place, everyone there were friends.
though, the friendship you two had were entirely different from the rest, had the same humour but showing it differently. you wouldn’t lie and say that dazai flirting with you just to ask for a double suicide didn’t concern you, because it did. there’s no doubt that he’ll try and eventually succeed (although, death doesn’t accept him).
there’s nothing that can kill this man, no matter how hard he tries. you picked that up during one of his failed attempts, it almost succeeded if kunikida wasn’t there, you thanked him a ton. all he said in response is that; “i have to look over that idiot one way or another.” no matter how much dazai annoys his coworkers, they still care.
when dazai tries to commit and somewhat fails, it’s almost like he’s punishing himself for still being alive. you know his past, after all, you were in port mafia with him, even though you two didn’t work together or how he didn’t know you during that time, you sure knew him.
he was surrounded by death, in the port mafia and the ada, it follows him yet never accepts it’s his time to come to the afterlife. he makes these plans that somewhat end up succeeding though he hurts himself in the process, always worrying you. what if eventually death actually accepts him at some point?
dazai has been extraordinarily smart every since he was a kid to the point where he’s been dehumanized by dubbing him; “the demon prodigy”. you didn’t know anything about his parents, you did know what drove him to be tired of living. he’s tired living, bored by life and the people around him, to him, they are easily predictable and manipulated that nothing can surprise him.
he can’t find sense to the world but most importantly, he doesn’t find sense in life, he ends up reverting to extensional depression, continuing the cycle he lives in.
dazai has been exploited ever since he was 14 and taken into the port mafia by mori. he was kept alive by mori, by chuuya, by everyone. he was used until there was nothing left. he never had any love nor hope (that he’d ever have someone to understand him) until a friend he later brought up to you, oda.
he truly believed he deserved everything that happened to him in the port mafia.
you believe that younger dazai never believed that he could be better, but if he’s changing now than he always had the ability to change, just never tried. he was sure the mafia was the only fate he had and the only place to escape of living.
then oda died. dazai was free, with ango’s help of wiping his criminal records. without ango’s help, he would’ve never been free from mafia, though he knows his past will always haunt him, he’s accepted that. he also knows that his indebted to ango, he knows he owes him.
since oda’s death, dazai’s trust had ran thin and he’s always on guard, his ability to open up to anyone had been cut off because he can not lose anyone again. the things he cares about and didn’t wanna lose, is lost the moment he gains it.
his plans always evolve other people, rather to manipulate or exploit. you don’t blame him, if it meant surviving, you would do it too.
he is someone who jokes but never opens up nor can be his true self. he’s a wreck who will drag anyone else down with him, that was a price you had to pay for dating him. he repulsed the idea of love and being in a relationship with you because of how he’ll be afraid of losing you.
dazai dated you as a joke, to see how thing will end, until he realized that you were somewhat different. you were always one step of ahead, had almost the same ability that involved contact, and you had this missing glint in your eyes. that’s just the surface though.
dazai knows there’s more to you— he doesn’t know about your connections to the port mafia though— but he doesn’t bother bringing the topic up to you though nor does he like talking about it.
at nights like this, where he’s staring aimlessly somewhere and devoid of emotion, he’s completely vulnerable in your shared dorm. sitting on the couch, cheek on the palm of his hand as the other searches the cold touch of your hand, seeking for some company.
—and you’re there. sitting on the couch with him and a book discarded in your lap, only staring at dazai with a look of curiosity and content, he looks peaceful despite the war going on in his head.
(you were memorized by the destruction he creates and has, it was peaceful to know what beautiful destruction that dazai carries with him).
when dazai feels the cold skin of your hand, he could feel his ability cancelling yours out as your hand covers his, holding it tightly yet so soft that he wonders if you’re even there. dazai finally looks at you, face still devoid of emotion, watching you reopen your book.
“morning, sleeping beauty.” you hummed softly, an amused tone with your words. dazai groaned and knocked your book off your lap, kicking his legs up into your lap and laying down, now staring up at the ceiling.
hearing dazai go silent wasn’t rare, it was rather common when you two are in your shared dorm, but not hearing him say something stupid back confused you.
you turned your head to dazai, taking notice of his eyes that threatened to pour tears in front of you, “you okay, ‘samu?” knowing him for a while now, he wouldn’t open up and talk about his feelings. it’s fine though, you’re like that too, and you wouldn’t mind waiting forever even if it didn’t come.
dazai didn’t respond.
he never did.
he closed his eyes and if you listened closer, you could hear the shaky breath that he exhaled. taking his hand in yours, you placed a chaste kiss to his palm, the contact making dazai open his eyes slowly and sit up on his elbows.
“when are you gonna leave?” he’s says stupid shit all the time, it doesn’t effect you, none of his words effect you. it should’ve effected you but it didn’t, and dazai could tell by the unamused look on your face, “when are you gonna take your life seriously?” you lightly jabbed at him, hearing him scoff and mutter ‘hypocrite’ underneath his breath.
dazai sat up properly, scooting closer to you and grabbing your hand, setting his head on your shoulder. dazai’s touch starved but refuses any contact that doesn’t involve him initiating it, you’re an expectation, you’ve always been every since the relationship started.
silence took over you, the fan in the background aswell as dazai’s calming breath stirring you into a tired state, laying your head on dazai’s head (knowing the neck pain wouldn’t be worth it tomorrow).
“y’know i’d wait, right?” dazai hums underneath his breath as a response, “how do i know you’re not lying?” and you scoff. rolling your tired eyes, for a guy like him to ask you that question is amusing. “we’ve been lying to eachother for a while but i’m not lying about this, ‘samu.”
the former executive makes himself more comfortable in the crook of your neck, forcing you to lay down and keep him close, “i know.” the words came out muffled, and alas, his eyes are shut again and his sleeping in your arms that are now warm.
with him being asleep, you could pick out the smallest details about the boy in your arms. in your arms, he isn’t the former demon prodigy, in your arms, he isn’t a former port mafia member, in your arms, he isn’t a dehumanized person.
he’s just a boy.
osamu dazai isn’t one for words, but it’s okay, because you’re not one for words either. it’s gonna be like that for awhile, or forever, only time could tell. dazai knows this; you know this. and since dazai’s betrayal to the port mafia, he’s changing, but if he’s changing now, he was always capable of changing, he just never cared enough to try.
osamu dazai isn’t one for words, neither are you.
tick.
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