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not a req but I think it's actually crazy how everytime we see anaxa he's arching his back. can I see it up close IMEABWGAT WOAHHH!

LOWKEYY THOO he’s aura farming guys❤️❤️❤️

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Hiii I'm sorry but are we allowed to ask when do you like update the bite me series like for example do you update it every Wednesday or something 😔(I was just asking because it's my first time on ur page and I know some creators do their series differently

yes yes u can ask!! i dont really have an update schedule, i js update whenever. i do currently have chapter four in progress though!

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so I can request anyone? :D

yes, but for now my requests r closed, but i dont mind if u send one rn, i’ll js have to write it on a later date! sorry!! :(´ཀ`」 ∠):

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Are you planning to write for other characters besides Anaxa, Mydei and Phainon? Just curious 👉👈

yes i am actually （＾ν＾）

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hi3rd!reader: phainon, can we make you an idol?

phainon: sure, why?

hi3rd!reader: no reason…

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Can I ask for a dom top phainon x sub bottom mreader? Where phainon is teasing the reader to much and the reader reciprocates and becomes a sub top phainon x dom bottom mreader

━━━━━━ YOUR LOVE.

𓏵 sub!top!phainon x dom!botmale!reader ♱ smut

⟡ ݁₊ . ˎˊ˗ stupid annoying man. cuba…. in a week…. 🤤🤤🤤🤤 we go into the sex IMMEDIATELY

“wait, wait—“ the man just grinned, slowly tearing off your bottoms and feeling a shiver go down his spine when seeing the look on your face. he had you on the bed, shirt unbuttoned and bite marks on your neck while he was still clothed, teasing you by slowly removing your clothes.

your bottom lip quivered when your lower half was revealed to him, a hungry glint in his eyes when he saw your hard cock. phainon leaned down to place a kiss onto your lips, distracting you from the fact that he was slowly jerking you off, a surprised moan escaping your mouth. phainon took that opportunity to slip his tongue inside, marking it.

you whined, and tugged at his clothes, gesturing for him to take it off. he just chuckled, pulling away and grabbing both of your wrists to pin on top of your head, “let me take care of you.” phainon saw the way you glared at him, it quickly fading away when his thumb brushed over your slit, a moan coming out.

“phainon—“

he licked his lips, tapping the tip of your dick onto his lips before swallowing it whole, barely giving you time to breathe. you choked out a whimper, hands now freed and tugging at his hair, “phai…” he just hummed against your cock, the vibrations making you tighten your legs around his head.

you thrusted into his mouth, feeling your release coming faster than expected before pulled away, pressing a kiss onto your tip when he heard you whine. phainon reached up to give you a kiss, forcing you to taste yourself and swallowing any complaints you had.

he was stalling obviously, he knew that, you knew that.

“take off your clothes.” you muttered against his lips, staring back into his half-lidded eyes, “mm.. not yet.” frowning, you tugged at his shirt, pleading now, “please..” phainon looked like he was thinking about it before shaking a no, a cheeky smile on his face as he leaned back onto his thighs, “asshole— ah, crap..”

“up yours.”

one of his fingers prodded at your hole, before a second one entered, scissoring you opened and feeling your walls clench against them. phainon watched you carefully, seeing you panting with low moans and rosie cheeks until you shut your eyes tight when he knocked against your prostate.

there we go…

he chuckled lowly, avoiding that spot with full intention to drive you crazy, noticing the way you gripped onto his wrist tightly, nails digging into the skin as you tried to get him to do it again. phainon tutted, pulling his fingers out and ignoring your curses to him, “i want you to come on my dick.” you scoffed, watching as he edged you by slowly taking off his clothes.

your eyebrow twitched in annoyance, screw it.

you flipped him over, his shocked gasp falling onto deaf ears as you unzipped his pants, seeing his cock straining against his boxers. you glared down at him, “you were this hard and you decided to take your sweet time into edging me?” all of phainon’s confidence disappeared, “well…” he wasn’t able to answer when you pulled his boxers down.

“i don’t really care.” the harsh response made phainon whimper, staring as you positioned your hole over his cock, slowly sinking down with a heavy breaths until you bottomed out, a shaky moan leaving your mouth.

phainon’s hands went up to grasp your waist, your hands slapping it away as you started moving, phainon throwing his head back with a moan. you grinned, using his pecs to help you ride him, “so stupid.” he whined at your insult, clenching onto the sheets with tight knuckles.

“p-please…” you scoffed, biting onto your lips as you drilled himself into you, “you don’t get… to fucking say that.” phainon squinted at you with watery eyes, the sight making your dick twitch.

you leaned down and captured his lips, pulling him into a searing kiss and chuckling against it when he tried holding you close. your hands managed to pin phainon’s wrists beside his head, enjoying his expression. the tears threatening to leave his eyes, the drool on the corner of his mouth, and the rosie cheeks.

no wonder why he liked topping all the time.

with a smirk, you leaned down to whisper into his ear, repeating his words to him;

“now, be a good boy… and let me take care of you.”

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welcome back Elysia🥹✌️✌️✌️

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This is not a request, it's just me wanting to share a funny idea

I've read your other works (love your writing, it's rlly good) and after reading the one where the reader is pretty confident 'n stuff, but really shy in bed (this one https://www.tumblr.com/despairots/790514620972580864/boss-your-writing-is-so-peak-youre-literally-my?source=share), I got a funny thought

Reader is super shy, like, glance at them for more than a second and he's already squirming and trying to hide away. Even worse when someone actually even touches them. Hand grab? Passed out on the floor. Blowing a kiss at him? Yeah, he's dead now.

But hiding under that shy and nervous exterior is a complete FREAK in bed. Straight up the most teasing/bratty bastard on earth that unashamedly will put someone on a leash.

Just thinking about how Mydei, Phainon, and Anaxa would react makes me giggle a little

thabk yeww, and also when i was reading this i was lowkey giggling at the thought of it, so i made a quick drabble for each.

phainon loves the shy side of you but it also concerns him whenever you seem to blow a fuse whenever he does something as small as holding your hand, like what a normal boyfriend would. he’s not opposed of it — not at all — he’s just concerned really, so when the two of you are intimate the first time, he expects you to shy away from him, nope. you told him to treat you like a brat, too go fast, too go hard. at first, he didn’t want to incase you got hurt, but you made sure to reassure him by just a simple trail of your fingers to his lips and a sultry ‘please?’

you didn’t come out of that bed for a week, and sitting down hurt your ass.

mydei, like phainon, loved your personality, it clashes with his in a way. though, he never did blink an eye at it constantly. when he kisses your knuckles, he turns away before he could see you burning red with steam coming out of ears. it’s not like the doesn’t care, he does think it’s cute, but that’s just the way you are, he can’t do anything about it. the first time he ever got you onto the bed, he thought you’d do the same before being confronted with the complete opposite of what he was used to. rolling him over onto the bed with a smirk, lust in your eyes as you tugged at his bottoms, telling him you’ll be on top for this special moment.

you didn’t, but mydei knows how roughly you want to be treated now.

anaxa hardly blinks an eye at it, he actually takes advantage of it every time. a kiss that lasted for too long, a hand on your waist, and a glint in his eyes as he pecked your hands. it earned him reactions that were only for his eyes. you were cute to him, and he didn’t want you to change that. when the both of you were together in the bed, he saw the shy expression on your face, smirking against your lips until he felt your hand trail over to the celestial fracture on his chest, a mischievous giggle leaving you. anaxa’s lips quivered at the sensation of feeling your fingers moving inside the hole, flipping him around and biting his neck.

he laid there absolutely bewildered while staring up at the ceiling.

implied sub!anaxa but who gaf

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HiiI! Mayy I request anaxa, phainon n mydei whit a gn reader that has very bad self esteem but they don't show it? One day Reader overheard some people talking bad about them. How reader Dont deserve someone as good or as amazing or as smart as their boyfriend. Reader start to believe those things were true, how their boyfriend was too good for them.. So reader kinda ran away from their boyfriend ((ahem... More like ghosted but YK)) because they genuinely think their too good for them. It went on for weeks until they conered reader on why their ignoring and avoidant them.. Than reader kinda snaps,breaking down and telling them the truth.

So anyway, have a nice day! （๑ ᷇ 𖥦 ᷆๑)♡

━━━━━━ LOVE YOU ANYWAY.

𓏵 phainon x gn!reader , mydei x gn!reader , anaxa x gn!reader ♱ fluff , angst

⟡ ݁₊ . ˎˊ˗ running back to you. these banners rn r so boring😞 waiting for phainon, anaxa and cerydra is like waiting for my husband to come back to war

♱ phainon! (childhood friends to lovers)

phainon was everyone’s hero, everyone’s dream man. someone so unobtainable yet obtainable, but he shouldn’t have been yours in the first place. you weren’t trying to be a bother, really. you didn’t wanna burden phainon with anymore responsibilities because of your lack of confidence, so you handled it yourself.

by locking yourself away from him.

you didn’t mean to overhear, but you couldn’t help it. people are naturally captivated when they hear their name brought up, so no one could blame you for eavesdropping. you should’ve backed away, you should’ve known caring would get you nowhere but hearing your name slip out already had your heart down to your stomach.

“they’re not good enough for him. he’s a hero, and they’re what…? a nobody.”

maybe what they were saying was true, you weren’t really anybody. sure, you were one of his friends back when you two were younger, but you weren’t anything special. phainon could reassure multiple times that you meant the world to him, but deep down, maybe he was lying. you were nothing compared to him, he could find someone in his actually league.

maybe they were right.

you left him alone ever since. you stopped coming by, only replied to his messages with two words or stickers, and stopped planning dates. phainon noticed, of course he noticed. at first, he thought to just give you space, maybe you were going through something. but then a week passed by, and then 4 weeks, and phainon’s standing on your front porch with flowers.

did he do something wrong? was he not giving you enough attention? no, you knew how important his duties as a chrysos heir was, you even told him to put it above anything else. you couldn’t possibly be mad at that, right?

his hand went up to knock being stopped when he heard you call out his name, “…phainon?” the latter snapped his head to you, lighting up instantly at the sight of you. unbeknownst to him, you were dying in the inside. you didn’t wanna see him, not after everything you did to avoid him.

“are you okay, love? you’re not mad at me, right? did i do something wrong?” he bombarded you with questions, inching closer to you as you tried to keep cool, unlocking your front door and unconsciously letting him in. you didn’t look him in the eyes, taking the flowers gently out of his hands and placing it somewhere else, leaving phainon to kick his feet infront of the door.

why weren’t you talking to him? did he actually do something wrong to upset you? phainon noticed you taking the flowers out and placing it a glass vase, walking up to you and wrapping his arms around your waist. the sudden contact made you tense up, the flower in your hand being lowered when you felt his kiss, “are you mad at me?”

you shook your head, “no… never at you.” phainon blinked at your answer, squeezing you closer to him, “then why have you been ignoring me?” the sound of genuine hurt in his voice made your composure falter, “just… haven’t been feeling well.” you shrugged nonchalantly, the response making phainon frown.

“for 5 weeks?”

“i’m being serious.” he turned you around to face him, hands on your face as he forced you to look at him, “if something’s wrong, just come out and say it.” you narrowed your eyes at him before sighing, looking down from his eyes, “am i… even worth your time?” the vulnerability in your question had him pausing in his tracks.

“of course you are! why even say that?” you still weren’t looking at him, “i don’t know, there’s so many other people who are better than me. why not choose them?” phainon exhaled deeply, pulling you into a hug and feeling you hesitantly hug him back, tears starting to stain his clothes.

“[n], i’ve known you for my entire life. you know what food i hate, what food i like, and what i’d do for you. there’s no one else i wanna spend the rest of my life with, and if we ever were to separate, i’d find you because you’re the only one i have eyes on, and you’re not leaving me anytime soon.”

♱ mydei! (sunshine x grumpy)

mydei already has enough to deal with, like the expectations of the his kingdom and as well as being a chrysos heir. he doesn’t have time to deal with your insecurities (at least you think so), and you don’t bother him by asking for constant reassurance, that’d be really annoying to deal with and you didn’t want mydei to grow tired of you because of it. because you loved him so much, you kept it to yourself.

it didn’t help when you heard verax leo tell you everything everyone thought about you.

you were just walking past him before he decided to ruin your day, calling out to you and asking if you wanted to hear the latest rumours. stupidly, you agreed, ignoring mydei’s warning of just walking away from him whenever he says something stupid. you shouldn’t have wasted your time on him anyway, and you should’ve taken mydei’s advice more seriously.

“people whisper that prince mydei deserves someone more… eye-catching, and not ugly.”

your heart dropped to your stomach, feeling the words weave into your bones and nestle into your brain, damaging your already fragile self-esteem. you covered up your wounded hurt with a scoff, telling verax leo that he shouldn’t waste his time on you ever again before leaving. out from anyones views, you blinked the tears aways, wiping away any that managed to escape.

you avoided him the next day, and after that, and the day after that, until it became 2 weeks.

mydei asked at first, seeing you read his message and replying with a thumbs up. he thought maybe you were mad at him, and just needed to be alone, until those two weeks passed and he found you talking to hyacine. he saw the way her eyes widened with concern, grabbing your hand to comfort you before her eyes flickered to him, stiffening and waving goodbye to you.

you were confused, surprised at her sudden departure and turning around, bumping into his hard chest with a yelp. mydei made sure to grab your forearm tightly but gently, making you unable to leave as you refused to look at him, a troubled look on your face.

“are you mad at me?” you shook your head.

mydei blinked, “then why avoid me?” you shrugged a few minutes later. the half-assed responses making him sigh deeply, he understood that either of you may be bad at communicating, but he desperately wants to know what’s wrong so he can fix whatever he did or what anyone did.

“[n].”

you tried blinking away your watery eyes, staring at the ground to hide the truth of it all. if you even spoke, your voice will crack, and mydei would want an answer. you didn’t want him to know, you didn’t want him to see you like this but you guessed things can’t always be inescapable.

“do think i’m ugly?” mydei raised an eyebrow at your quiet tone, the question throwing him off completely, “…no. where is this coming from?” scratching your cheek, you lifted your head barely, mydei catching the teary eyes as his narrowed, “what happened?” you mumbled something under your breath, toying with your fingers.

“huh?”

“…verax leo.” mydei’s eye twitched, of course it was him. mydei just sighed and forced you to look at him, tears staining your cheeks as he kissed them away, “i’ll deal with him, but you shouldn’t worry about what he says or anyone. i chose you, and i’ll always choose you.”

♱ anaxa! (teachers assistant)

as one of anaxa’s most prized possession, and teacher assistant, his students often stare, not in a mean way but in a ‘how?’ way. it doesn’t help when you constantly feel their gaze piercing you everywhere you go, it made you think: were they judging you? you didn’t let it get to your head, but the judgementally stares were still there. you couldn’t tell anaxa that his students were being judgy, because they weren’t. it was just all in your head.

until it wasn’t.

you were just walking around his library, picking out some books that you wanted to take a look out before stopping when you heard two girls talking about something in the row in front of you. you were never the type of person to eavesdrop on conversations, but this one had your name in it, and you weren’t just gonna walk away.

“why are they even with him? the professor deserves someone much better, and smarter. what does he even see?”

…maybe you should’ve walked.

your hand froze in midair, hearing them laugh and walk away, leaving you alone to be drowned in your thoughts. you knew you weren’t as smart as anaxa, but did they not know the only reason you caught his eye in the first place was because you were able to answer his complicated question?

you scoffed at first before the words came back, eating away at your remaining confidence. did you actually deserve him? maybe he did deserve better than someone who doesn’t care about what people think. you were too sensitive, too emotional. he deserved better than you, he needs someone who can match his level.

you disappeared for 2 days before it became a week, anaxa sending you messages about it and seeing you left him on read.

he knew something was up. you don’t normally disappear without any explanation nor do you disappear at all. so he did what he normally does… barge into your house. okay, not really, he had keys.

you screamed at the sight of him when you turned the lights on. he was drinking his normal ‘fizzy wasabi vinegar,’ staring at you with a deadpanned look, “you scream like you saw a ghost.” you scoffed with an eye roll, “nice seeing you too, prof.” anaxa stopped in his tracks, drink lowering itself from his mouth.

you never call him that.

“what’s wrong?” you just gave him a side eye and left him alone in your kitchen, anaxa getting up mere seconds later and followed you into your bedroom, cornering you onto your bed. you just buried your face into your pillows, telling him to get out of your room.

anaxa wasn’t amused, sitting down beside you and analyzing you, “[n]—“ “go away.” your voice was muffled against your pillow, anaxa narrowing his eyes at your interruption, “don’t interrupt me. what’s going on with you?” you just groaned annoyingly into your pillow, tears staining the sheets and pushing anaxa’s hand away when he pinched your side.

“nothing!”

“that’s not an answer.”

“i don’t know! it’s just—“ you sighed, sitting up and rubbing your neck, “i don’t think i deserve to be your assistant is all.” that was stupid. anaxa frowned, completely confused by your dumb answer, “i doubt you actually think that way.” you glared at him, finding his personality annoying as fuck right now.

“there’s so many other smarter people than me.”

“i don’t care about them.”

“and i think you deserve someone who’s actually smart.”

“…are you even listening to me?—“

“and i don’t deserve you at all—“ anaxa silenced you with a kiss, pulling away with a deadpanned expression, “first of all, i said don’t interrupt me, and second of all, where’d those bizarre words come from?” you shrugged, looking off to the side, “…these two girls in the library.” anaxa raised an eyebrow, “and you believe those two idiots?” you opened your mouth to say something before nodding slowly.

anaxa sighed, already planning to take care of those two, “[n], you’re the one i want by side to sit there while i grade papers, not some simpleton who complains about you.”

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can I request amphoreus men with a reader who always calls them by their name suddenly uses a pet name?

━━━━━━ THE SWEETEST BITE.

𓏵 phainon x male!reader , mydei x male!reader , anaxa x male!reader ♱ fluff , crack

⟡ ݁₊ . ˎˊ˗ calling them normally by name can be easy, but pet names are better. u guys lowkey might hate me for this, but i kinda burnt myself out for waiting too much, so writing your request may take longer, sorry!!😢

♱ phainon!

“phainon, what do you want for dinner?”

“you’re so reckless, phainon.”

“phainon, are you wired properly?”

you’ve always called him that ever since the both of you started dating. he doesn’t have a problem with it, never had, he never even noticed that you’ve only called him by his first name. so the first time you’ve used a pet name, he blinked before answering what question you had. he didn’t realize until 10 minutes later when you used it again.

“can you wash the dishes later, love?”

when you turned around, you saw the way imaginary ears and dog tail wagging behind. phainon had a stupid look, a rosie hue on his cheeks, “love?” you stared at him confused, you used it once already, like maybe 10 minutes ago, why’s he noticing it now?

you nodded slowly, phainon’s face brightening and pulling you into a deep embrace, rubbing his cheek on top of your head. he loved hearing that come out of your mouth, it was like a new part of your relationship was just unlocked. it may not be a big deal, but to him, it was.

“what’s the big deal? i said it 10 minutes ago.”

phainon just hummed, still nuzzling himself against your head, “i wasn’t listening.” with an irk mark, you pulled at his hair.

“phainon!”

♱ mydei!

“mydei… mydei… mydei—“

“do you think i’m annoying, mydei?”

“mydei, give me a kiss!”

he doesn’t really mind that you just call him by his name, it’s not hurting anyone. you’re not obligated to call him anything endearing, as long as he knows that you love him is really enough for him. the first time you used it while asking him to do something, he smiled softly and called you one back, seeing your giggles lit up his entire day.

“can you pick up the cake for cas, love?”

mydei just walked up to you, placing a quick kiss onto your lips, “i will, sweetheart.” you giggled with rosie cheeks, mydei smiling to himself as you resumed back to cutting fruits. the sun beamed down into your features, capturing the things he loves about you before being interrupted with a fruit being flicked at his forehead.

he caught it obviously, throwing it into his mouth with an eyebrow raised, “what was that for?” sliding the fruits into a bowl, you went on your tippy toes to place a kiss onto his lips, seeing the how he chased after yours, “nothing.” and with that you left alone in the kitchen, heading upstairs to get something for castorice’s birthday.

he could get used to you calling him that, it slides off your tongue perfectly.

“mydei, go get it now!”

♱ anaxa!

“anaxa—no, i won’t call you anaxagoras.”

“i’m your loving partner, anaxa.”

“anaxa’s my sweet, loving… annoying boyfriend.”

anaxa just raises an eyebrow, he used to constantly correct you on saying his full name just to piss you off but hearing you call him something completely different from ‘anaxa’ or ‘anaxagoras.’ it’s not confusing to him, he just thinks you’re trying to get away from calling him ‘anaxagoras.’

“you need to take a break, sweetheart.”

you turned him around in his chair, pinning him down to it with your hands on the arm rests. anaxa just sighs, registering the name but barely reacting before one of his hands went up and squished your cheek with two fingers, “i’ll be fine.” you slapped his hand away, anaxa taking this chance to focus on these papers until you rolled his chair all the way back.

he used barely never entertain your antics, but this was fun to see, treating him like a fragile old man who isn’t retired yet. with a roll of his eyes, he tugged you close to him, holding onto your waist with gentleness, “if you insist so much, i’ll take a break.” you smiled, kissing his forehead and leaving his arms.

once you left, he rolled his chair back to his desk, hearing you call out to him, “anaxa!”

“it’s anaxagoras, dear.”

“shut up, i’m not calling you that.”

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can i request phaenon, anaxa, mydei x gn!reader who said they could hold their whole world in their hands then gently cupping his face?🪻i love the way you write them

━━━━━━ SWEETEST OBSESSION.

𓏵 phainon x gn!reader , mydei x gn!reader , anaxa x gn!reader ♱ fluff , sorta short.

⟡ ݁₊ . ˎˊ˗ world domination in the palms of your hand. THANK YEWWW i honestly thought i got ooc most of the time so that means a lot❤️❤️❤️✌️✌️

♱ phainon!

the cliché of it all, get it? no? that’s okay.

phainon’s confused by your words, a smile appearing on his face as he said his sure you can hold the whole world in your hand before your warm hands cupped his cheeks, a cheeky smile on your face. his still a bit confused and you’re gonna have to explain it to him with a little chuckle.

“you’re my whole world.”

the short explanation made phainon blush, staring at you with wide but cute eyes before a grin appeared on his face. his hands went up to your face, squishing it in the process and laughing when you whined, “you’re also my whole world.” bringing you close to him, he placed a kiss onto the tip of your nose before going up to your forehead and then back down for your lips, earning himself your sweet laughter.

he’s honoured, really, to have someone who thinks he’s their entire world is amazing. he has amphoreus’s impending doom lingering on his shoulders, so just hearing those words leave your mouth meant a lot to him, more than anything. he’d sacrifice anything to have his world safe at all cost, and knowing that you hold him on a higher podium than amphoreus is everything he needs to know.

to be honest, there’s a reason why he has the kephale coreflame.

♱ mydei!

mydei didn’t understand what you meant, scoffing and joking that he doubts you’ll be able to hold the whole world in your hands. you pouted, the sight making mydei sigh and place kiss onto your forehead before saying he’s joking. that’s until your hands cup his face, mydei staring at you with confusion. he likes your touch, it shows that you’re still alive and breathing with him but was this one of your ways to punish him?

you squish his cheeks together, laughing out loud when his mouth made a duck face. mydei furrowed his eyebrows, hands going up to wrap around your wrist, “you’re my whole world, mydei.” you gave him a cheeky smile, kissing all over his face and hearing him let out a breathy chuckle as he let your ongoing attack continue.

“so are you.”

“then put your hands on my face.” you pulled a stupid face, moving mydei’s hands on your wrist onto your face. he was just smiling at you softly, staring at you like he could tear down the sky. mydei pulled at your cheeks, playing with them as he saw you whine with watery eyes, “it hurts …” he stopped, your hands going up to rub your red cheeks, glaring up at him.

if you asked him to tear down the sky, he would, if you asked him to to gift you the stars, he would. and that already says how much he’d do for you, no matter what. even if that means it’s impossible, because when it comes to you, he’ll find a way to make possible if that means you’re happy.

♱ anaxa!

of course anaxa knows what you meant, and he’s honoured really. when you first said that, he had to process what you mean before looking up at you with a raised eyebrow. he knows what you’re trying to get at when he sees your hands cup his cheeks with gentleness, caressing the soft skin underneath his eye-patched freed eye.

“i’m your whole world?” you nodded with a smile and a hum, anaxa’s face relaxing into one of fondness, “of course you are!” anaxa’s hand went up to hold yours, bringing it close to his lips and pressing a soft kiss onto the palm of it, a giggle escaping your mouth. anaxa’s other hand grabbed your waist, pulling you closer to him, “swaying me with words now, hm?”

with a scoff, you leaned down to be eye level to him, “am i your whole world?” he looked like he was debating his thoughts, probably gonna say yes before he shrugged, causing you to gasp offensively and pull away. anaxa chuckled lightly under his breath, pulling your hands back and interlocking your fingers together, “you know it’s just a jest.” you still had a pout on your face before placing a kiss onto your knuckles.

“you’re more than just the world to me.”

he never worshipped anyone, but when it came to you, he’ll worship only you. to him, you’re more than the world, aeons, the titans, and much more, you meant so much too him. having you in his arms like this was all he needs to keep his life going, you give him purpose and something to live by besides his research.

anaxa’s love for you goes beyond, there’s nothing he won’t do for you if it meant seeing you look at him with such fondness in your eyes and letting you hold him like he was the most fragile thing in the world. he loved moments like this, where your cheesy comments made it seem like the world stopped so he can live in the moment with you.

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ppl r way too comfortable on roblox i swear😭😭✌️✌️ it used to be filled w joy and whimsy y is everyone asking for numbers snaps and insta y we e dating 😢

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Are we allowed to request for saya boys (I'm sorry for the dumb question)

yes and dw its not a dumb question!!! but it mayyy take a bit longer tho im not sure

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Hi!! I came up with a new idea if you'd like to write about it. It's a Phainon x male reader, where the reader is pretty reserved and aloof. But with Phainon, they find out he is pretty touch starved and likes being with people Phai is such boyfriend material. I can imagine him being able to lower his walls and getting him to open up to him <3

━━━━━━ LITTLE BY LITTLE.

𓏵 phainon x male!reader ♱ fluff , sorta crack

⟡ ݁₊ . ˎˊ˗ he loves it when you act this way around him. watch me write every single request and then disappear again for whole year😂😂✌️✌️✌️ lowkey made [n] a chrysos heir shhhhh….

you always kept people at an arms distance, not because you were rude but because you just never really opened up to people with open arms. you didn’t really talk a lot either, only quipping a few things when deemed necessary, and whenever someone said a funny joke that has everyone laughing, you’re just standing there.

you weren’t rude — at least you thought you weren’t — you just kept to yourself a lot, and that was fine.

when people first met you, it wasn’t their fault for thinking you were being rude as hell to them, and maybe it was true, but most of time it was because you didn’t really seem interested in participating in conversations. you were so distant, always keeping to yourself, and always blending into the quietness of places.

so it shocked the hell out of everyone when you started dating phainon, the complete opposite of you.

mydei asked you if you were okay, cipher said to blink twice if you were safe, and aglaea had commented about opposites do attract. everyone asked if you went willingly into the relationship — which is a no, but who cares. it’s a joke — but no one batted an eye to phainon, and that already says a lot.

(“…if you need help, blink twice.” blinks twice, “what?” “i got you, king. he’ll be gone in 2 hours.” “…what?”)

it was so confusing to say the least. the most reserved and distant chrysos heir being with the loud and energetic heir, it was shocking. everyone seemed to be staring at the two of you like it was the most impossible thing to happen, even the professor stared at you both and had asked if phainon did anything to you. you would’ve said yes if it wasn’t for phainon’s horrified face whenever someone asks that.

they all collectively asked the same question: what happened behind closed doors?

what they didn’t see was that phainon slowly teared down the walls around you, trying to find a way inside your heart, and when he did, he found out how clingy you were. you always kept your pinkies together, flopping down onto him when it’s been a tired day, and holding his face between the palms of your hands. he finds your affection towards him to be endearing when the two of you were alone.

so that’s where you are now, in phainon’s room with moonlight shining down the thin curtains. the both of you were in more comfortable clothes, straddling phainon’s lap and squishing his cheeks together, hearing him whine about how it hurts but making no move to stop it.

“…cute.”

squishing them one more time, you buried yourself into his chest, hearing his heartbeat and the rumble of his chuckles. phainon’s hugged you back, making shapes onto your back with his fingers and lightly scratching his nails up and down, hearing you sigh in satisfaction.

he smiled, pressing a kiss onto the top of your head, “i like this version of you.” he commented, laughing out loud when you pinched his side, “i like it when you’re quiet.” pulling away from his chest, one of your hands went up to push his bangs away, reaching down to the dresser and grabbing a hair tie, bunching his hair up into a unicorn style.

snorting lightly, you leaned back on his lap, grabbing the hands that were tickling your skin, “you should keep your hair like that tomorrow.” phainon just pouted, watching how you held his hands with soft eyes, “then you wouldn’t mind me telling mydeimos this is how you act behind closed doors, would you?” you scoffed, releasing one of his hands and flicking his forehead.

“don’t be a smartass.”

“i wasn’t!”

smiling softly, you leaned forward to place a kiss onto his lips, pulling away and seeing him pucker his lips up for one more, “your greed sickens me.” with a laugh, he pulled you in one more time, feeling you smile against his lips, “my greed brings me whimsy and joy.” and with that, phainon rolled you over, hugging you close to his chest as his breathing lure you into sleep.

this is what they don’t see behind closed doors, and knowing how you acted when they’re closed, that’s all phainon wants.

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For the bite me series it's so good that I wanna Make out with u👅

HELLAURRR stawp ittttt

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NEW THEME I LOVE IT BUT I WAS STRESSING WHEN I COULDN'T FIND YOUR ACCOUNT

LMAOOO IM SO SORRY i change my theme every hour i cant stick one😢✌️✌️✌️

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Boss your writing is so PEAK You're literally my favorite writer. And if its okay I wanted to request more nsfw.. Phainon, Mydei, Anaxa (separate) with sub male reader, who usually behaves quite casually and often jokes, but in intimate moments he really shy, like, he constantly hides his face in his hands or in a pillow and tries to hold back moans

I will quickly leave this request before I feel ashamed🫡 And sorry if there are mistakes, English is not my first language

━━━━━━ WICKED GAMES.

𓏵 top!phainon x sub!male!reader , top!mydei x sub!male!reader , top!anaxa x sub!male!reader ♱ suggestive , smut

⟡ ݁₊ . ˎˊ˗ always so carefree with yourself, it’s fun to you see how much of a mess you’re reduced to. i’m so honoured ohmygod🥹🥹i love u all u guys will be written into my will ❤️❤️❤️ no build up we go into the sex IMMEDIATELY 😂😂✌️✌️maybe ooc Okay…. also Sorry if its not what you want exactly i was writing this deprived of sleep😢😢

♱ phainon!

the first time you and phainon were in intimate matters, you hid yourself away from him. he never expected it really, phainon thought you’d be your regular self, or well, as regular as a casual person is in sex. you were always just cracking jokes and waves at cats who seemed to flick their tail at you and walk away, not once had he expect you to be like this.

he held a hand behind your head, another one on your waist as he trailed kisses onto your neck. you stood there in your shared bedroom, stiff as a rock. the both of you were barely a foot inside the room until phainon latched himself onto you, lips on yours and hand gripping onto the soft skin of your stomach, making shapes with his finger tips.

at first, you thought he just wanted a kiss, and you graciously gave in before he pulled away and started kissing down your neck, earning a gasp from you. your shaky hands went up to grasp his shoulders, tilting your head to give him more access. you felt the way he smiled against your skin, stopping his attacks on your neck.

“please?” the way he asked made your dick twitch in your pants, a nervous smile on your face as you flushed. you knew what he meant, you knew what he wanted — and you nodded. seeing the way he lit up and captured your lips once more.

the back of your knees hit the bed, phainon’s hands now tugging at your shirt. you sat up, backing up against the headboard and separating from the kiss to take off your shirt. once it was off, phainon immediately went to attack your perked nipples, hearing the way you held back a whimper just to release a broken sigh.

phainon’s got your legs around his waist, hand on your throat to keep you pinned there and finger stretching your hole out. your blinking in and out of consciousness, finding the pleasure all too much and throwing an arm over eyes, lips bleeding from the way your biting it just to conceal your moans.

he noticed it, of course he notices it, and stops any movement with a small frown and a pout. the hand on your throat pulls away and moves your arm over your face, exhaling deeply when he saw your dazed expression and drool down the corner of your mouth, “i wanna hear and see you, pretty boy.” you whimpered, head turning to the side before phainon grabbed your chin harshly and forced you to look at him.

with a chuckle, he removed his fingers and lined up his cock, forcing you to keep your eyes on him as he slowly filled you up. every inch made you fill fuller, you tried looking away one more time before bottoming out completely, a broken moan leaving your mouth, “what happened to the talkative guy today, huh?” he taunted, something unlike him in bed.

phainon smiled, the grip on your chin loosening as he started to move, hearing your voice more. “see how better it is when you don’t cover yourself up.” you tried muffling a moan before deeming it useless when phainon clicked his tongue, “why so shy? it’s just me.” he smirked, pressing down onto the bulge in your stomach that had you throw your back and scream, head falling onto the side with a whimper.

“ah, that’s what i wanna hear.” staring at him through the corners of your eyes, you saw the glint of mischief in his eyes, scaring you to death, “now, keep your eyes on me and don’t be quiet, alright?”

♱ mydei!

mydei always found you trying to shy away from him funny. the first time his ever witnessed it, he laughed before rearranging your insides just to show you how much he wanted to hear you. he was never a harsh lover doing sex, but he does get a bit rough when you’re hiding yourself away from him. always so carefree around people and always excited to see dromas, this side of you gets to mydei.

mydei has you on his lap, already seeing the nervous look on your face, “barely even started, and you’re already trying to look away.” a hand trailed over your sides until it reached your cheek, making you look at him with eyes that kept looking at different places but him.

with a narrowed look, he pulled you into a kiss that you instantly melted into to, arms locked around his neck as you pressed yourself incredibly closer to him, feeling his hard-on right against your ass. mydei’s hands rested on your waist, shirt bunching up against his grasp as the kiss became more desperate.

he laid you down onto the couch gently, lifting your legs around his waist as he kept you enticed into the kiss that you didn’t even notice he already removed your bottoms. mydei placed soft kisses onto your neck, completely opposite from whatever he was doing in between your legs. you panting softly, staring down as he slowly jerked you off, biting back a moan and looking away.

no matter how many times this has happened, you always shy away from it, finding it embarrassing to look at.

mydei frowned, stopping any sort of stimulation just to have look at him, hearing you whine pathetically, “why’d you stop?” you asked quietly, watching mydei lean back and take off his bottoms. he didn’t answer for a while, leaning down to capture your lips before pulling away, “don’t look away from me.” you blinked confused, before feeling his tip press against the rim of your hole.

you gasped, hand going against his shoulders — not to push him away but hold him tight, “i’m gonna rip!” mydei held your jaw tightly, the look on his eyes making you freeze, “you’ll keep looking?” you nodded hastily, mydei smirked and grabbed your waist tight, inching himself into you while making sure you saw every bit go inside you.

you panted, biting on your lips to hold back a moan when he buried himself completely into you. you did what he asked, kept looking but apparently that wasn’t enough for him.

he pulled out with only his tip remaining inside before slamming back in, watching every reaction come out from you but no noise. mydei glared, two fingers shoving itself down your throat, hearing you gag on them before moaning when he kept thrusting into you.

“don’t hide those noises from me, pretty. you can do that, right? keep moaning around my cock” he slowly removed his fingers, thrusting deeper into you and seeing you throw your head back and moan, a grin appearing on his face. mydei leaned down to bury himself into your neck, listening closely to the moans against his ear, “see? that wasn’t so hard, was it?” you whimpered, burying your face into his shoulder.

mydei kissed all the way to your cheek, moving over to your ear to whisper something, “i don’t want those pretty sounds muffled anymore, just want you to scream and moan around my cock inside you.”

♱ anaxa!

anaxa was amused the first tine around, but he didn’t say or do anything about it, thinking you’ll stop once you get used to it. he was wrong. he never once thought that the guy who jokes around with phainon and tries to touch cipher’s ears can be like this in bed. he loves it and wants no one else to see you this way but him. biting back moans until your lips bleed, burying your face into the pillow when it gets too much, he eyes it like candy.

anaxa has you pinned against his table, an embarrassed look on your face. you were just watching him grade papers and nibbling on his ear, you didn’t expect this to happy… that’s a lie and you know it, you were just trying to get under his skin and now, he has you on his table with your legs around his waist.

“is this what you wanted?” he narrowed his eyes at you, finger trailing down from your chest to your crotch, smirking when he saw you squirm away from his touch. he held your waist tight, forcing you to stay still, “biting me like i’m a dog toy and you’re getting embarrassed? funny.” you chuckled nervously, sitting up on your elbows.

“take off your shirt.” you blinked, processing his words with flushed cheeks, “…what?” anaxa leaned forward close to your face, hands placed beside your waist, “good dogs listen, you wanna be good, don’t you?” he whispered, his voice not helping with the problem between your legs. you held your ground before it disappeared when you saw him raise an eyebrow, test you.

sighing, you did what he asked, watching as he removed your bottoms slowly, almost agonizing like he wanted to tease you before the cold air hit you, making you shiver. anaxa surged forward to kiss you, distracting you from the finger slowly entering your hole. you gasped, anaxa taking the chance to slip his tongue into your mouth.

he smiled against your lips, adding a second finger before 3 seconds passed, and then he adds a third one, the sensation making you falter and lay back down onto your back. he kept scissoring you opened, eating every whimper and moan that left your mouth until he pulled away completely, a whine leaving you as a pout was on your face.

anaxa just stared you down, the look on his face making you blush and look away, hand going up to cover your face. he didn’t bother removing it, instead just unzipping his pants and pull his cock out, pumping it a bit before tapping it against your hole, seeing how it fluttered against it.

“what are you doing?” you stared at him confused by his question, “move your hand.” oh. you shook your head, anaxa’s eyebrows furrowed together, “that wasn’t a yes or no question. move it.” you hesitated before pulling it away from your face, yelping when he pinned both of your hands above your waist.

“i wanna see your face when i fuck the shit out of you.” with a whimper, he thrusted in hard, barely giving you time to adjust as the wind was knocked out of your chest. broken moans escaped your mouth as he continued to brutally rearrange your insides, finding your attempts to muffle your moans amusing.

you bit onto your lips, breaking the skin and having blood smear all over your lips, anaxa grinning and kissing you, licking up the blood with a satisfied hum. you blinked down on him, tears in your eyes as the pleasure became overbearing.

anaxa pulled out, a saliva trail that was mixed with blood being snapped with a lick of his lips. he watched you try and look away from him, fingers gripping your jaw with surprising strength, “let me hear more of you. i want to know how good i’m making you feel.”