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Open in a different window to zoom in. So this is just a deep dive behind all the stuff I put in my last post I rolled back my picture before I did all the lighting and color changes to make certain details more visible. Fun fact I almost scrapped this whole picture at this stage because A. I was just burned out; this piece took me forever. B. As I kept getting more and more "neat" ideas to stuff in, I lost any real focal point, especially with the color scheme. After hours of trying to fix it in PS and failing, I was about to give up. I was like fuck it make it a night scene. Let me tell you all a world of lighting makes lol.
Anyways, enough about my struggles, let me give you the tour.
I love the idea that this corkboard was originally Phoenix's mood board in the beginning it just had his childhood pics from like the yearbook and that one time Larry got a polaroid camera. Then, a new year clipping about Edgeworth being Demon Prosecutor which led Phoenix to make his thesis about court drawings just so he could watch and see with his two eyes how much Edgeworth changed. - Then, later, he added Mia because she was his mentor. then Vinny (from the movie "My Cousin on Vinny") because like Vinny, Phoenix never understands court procedure but has very good instincts; and last Elle Woods who also went to law school for a boy basically his spirit lawyer lol. - Later, after Maya joined, she thought it would be funny to replace Phoenix's real reason to Steel Samurai. Also, it was fun because Will Powers was their client, so he should be their reason. Phoenix let them stay because it made Maya happy, and Phoenix knew that with Mia's death, she needed it. - I was going to add a sticky note from Miles that he approved, but I do like that Miles will never admit out loud or in writing that he enjoys the show. - A year later, Pearls tries to replace all the Steel Samurais with her drawings of Maya. Which Phoenix encouraged her to make during Maya's disappearance because facts. - Tid Bit: I was sad to cover up Will Powers' signature I really liked how it came out
Moving away from the mood board idea, I like that the cork board just became Phoenix's catch all. So his Law Degree which isn't the original it's just a sad printed-out version of what should've been his fancy embossed one. I like the idea that Phoenix never went to graduation. (Can't be bothered he's on a mission to save his childhood bff.)
Lastly are postcards from Edgeworth, his way of making up for all the years he couldn't write back to young Phoenix. - Also, this picture takes place some time after the 3rd game but before the disbarment.
Calendar whiteboard that I forgot to add the last row too so I guess in Japaniforina the months are only 25 days long.
I spent a frustrating amount of time trying to figure out the logistics of this paper trail. It really doesn't need to make sense It just has to make the room messier. - You can imagine Phoenix is looking over phone records or court stenographer's record.
So Edgeworth is a nerd; we all know this. But it annoys me just a tad that his nerd-isum is always just Steel Samurai (like I get it, it's canon), but all geeks have many fandom loves, okay. - So I just love the idea that Phoenix and Edgeworth (who are in a relationship at the time of this pic ) watch Better Call Saul, and they both bought each other a little plushie of the character they joke is them. -Edgeworth bought Saul for Phoenix (because of Saul's heart, not because he does shady practices), And Phoenix bought Kim (because she a really good lawyer who seems cold and is a workaholic who would break the rules for their Saul (used phoenix's badge in the third game )) - They keep each other's plushies in their offices, and if one of them stops by when the other isn't in, they put a sticky note on it. - Which we can see that Phoenix did need reminding because, as you can see, the date is 18th, and no mention of a dinner ;)
7. Now the whole reason I drew this picture was too show off my headcanon that Phoenix has a Harvey Birdman, Attorney at Law action figure that you know Gumshoe got him after Edgeworth vs. State happen because of Polly. And we all know that man would be a fan of old Hanabara cartoons. - I've loved this stupid tid-bit of a headcanon that it's been haunting me for years. That's it; that's all I really wanted to say with this piece, and look where it got
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Unpopular opinion...
But the sole reason I dislike romantic or just friends with benefits soukoku is the fact that it detracts from their relationship.
OKAY, LISTEN TO ME... It undermines the little touches, the little moments that they allow themselves to be vulnerable. Dazai and Chuuya may trust each other with their lives, but they hate the concept of being vulnerable in front of the other, especially chuuya. Because dazai is everything he hates in himself, he's scared of becoming someone like dazai.
But over the course of the series, their bond have progressed into what we have today. They trust the other. They know each other well and understand the other to the core, and that's why they hate each other so much.
SO, IT PAINS ME WHENEVER ALL I SEE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT IS WHO'S THE TOP AND WHO'S THE BOTTOM. IT FRUSTRATES ME.
People are allowed to talk about whatever they wanna talk about, I'm not allowed to police anyone. Hell, I even like talking about it myself from time to time. BUUUUUUT, there's genuinely too many people who think that's all there is to those two characters. A shallow relationship with a potential for angst. HELL, EVEN SOUKOKU IS MUCH MORE THAN THAT!
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#soukoku#skk#bsd skk#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#this had to be said
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My controversial opinion is that I think chronically ill people should be able to fight one doctor a year
#chronic illness#disabilties#ehlers danlos syndrome#pots syndrome#mcas#tourettes#fibromyalgia#please#let me be silly#let me live in my delusions#let me have this#thanks for coming to my ted talk
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I feel like the aftg fandom has just swung hard from one mischaracterization of Neil to another.
Yes, Neil is not an innocent little soft-boy like a lot of fans made him out to be pre-TSC, but he isn't some cold, calculated badass either.
He took out a hit on Grayson over Thai food. He doodles fox paws in his notebooks and hates vegetables. He insults FBI agents' parking jobs and he spent a bus ride staring over the back of his seat making heart eyes at his boyfriend. He manipulated the agents while eating takeout in the interrogation room. He canonically internally panics and overthinks the entire time he's attempting to manipulate anyone. He uses people's family trauma to manipulate them. He misses his mom.
Neil Abram Josten is a multifaceted character
#he literally offers to delay meeting the FBI because he sees that Jean is having a breakdown#he only took out the hit on Grayson because he saw how scared Jean was!#he is not just some cruel asshole of a guy just because Jean's perspective of him is skewed#thanks for coming to my ted talk#aftg#all for the game#neil josten
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This entire scene leading up to the kiss. Agatha reaching for Rio's face, the vulnerability Rio shows in that moment as she stares into her eyes. Rio's gaurd is down in this moment because the woman that she loves is finally returning to her arms after centuries of being apart. THIS version of them, falling back into the muscle memory of their love will forever be my roman empire.

#agatha all along#agatha harkness#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#agathario#agatha all along spoilers#marvel cinematic universe#thanks for coming to my ted talk#my roman empire#i will never shut up about this#We need the prequel series now#marvel#agatha x rio#marvel tv#wlw post#wlw#wlw yearning#sapphic#lgbtq women#lgbt representation#ugh i love them
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Please be mindful that i didn't draw any chainmail underneath, first bc im lazy, but every armor from XV century had some : over the gambeson, under the plate, fully or on located areas. They also used pants gambesons.
Also this is just one example, XVth had so much armor variations for any of the parts above
Here're some references i like to use :
-> The Evolution of Knightly Armour
-> Age of Craft
-> ArmaFora catalogue
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#and don't you dare go hollow#armor#middle age#helmet#medieval armor#buhurt#knight#mine#also i own an armor. yea i know how cool is that
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Chuuya's reaction to Dazai getting hurt during the Lovecraft fight has always been so interesting to me...

Because it's the kind of worry you'd never expect from a character as gruff as Chuuya, who had displayed nothing but hostility towards Dazai so far. Usually, characters that are labelled as "angry" or "anger issues" (which Chuuya is much more complex than that but you get my point) act more as a tsundere type of way when the one they "don't care about" gets hurt. And show their care in very, very subtle ways (ex. their eyes widen, their mouth parts and closes again, etc) before putting up their front once more.
Chuuya, however, is open, and vocal about it. His worry is clear not only to us, but to Dazai himself, the one he shouldn't be displaying the concern to (as per the cliche). Shouldn't it be some sort of secret that Chuuya does care? Isn't that what skk's dynamic has been shaping up to be until now?
I'm telling you- the way my mind blanked when Chuuya just casually.... showed concern not once, but twice, was a sight to see.


Besides, the context makes it much more confusing, because Dazai isn't some rookie, and Chuuya knows that more than anybody. He was the youngest executive in Port Mafia's history, of course he can handle a hit or two. Of course he'd seen him handle a hit or two, sometimes without batting an eye.
Heck, Chuuya himself was hurling Dazai like a ragdoll in their reunion, which was their last meeting. And you could argue that he was going easy on him, but Dazai has mostly withstood the same damage (as far as I could see), and Chuuya was as bitter as ever.
So that kind of contradicts both what we knew of Chuuya so far, and how their dynamic was shaped to be. I mean, that just makes Chuuya a hypocrite, yeah? What makes him care now, all of a sudden? What makes him care at all?
Well, to me, this backasswards reaction implies one (or more) of the following:
- Dazai rarely got physically hurt during their partnership and thus this is an unexpected thing for him to see (during a mission).
- The four years of separation made Chuuya unsure of how much Dazai can withstand physically now. Also the fact that he isn't in the mafia anymore, aka fighting enemy organizations on the weekly, would naturally make Dazai lose his touch in a way, what prompts Chuuya's reaction.
- Dazai getting taken off guard took him off guard which led to panic. Especially since the situation was (momentarily) out of their depth. Seriously wtf even was Lovecraft?
- During the dungeon scene Dazai was an enemy, while in the Lovecraft fight he was as an ally. The difference might be significant to Chuuya.
- This has always been Chuuya's reaction to Dazai getting hurt regardless of the situation.
- "Only I can hurt him like that" ahh logic
- Asagiri was still experimenting with their dynamic and thus there are some inconsistencies.
This scenario didn't play out again (after their reunion) for me to exactly determine which one is more plausible, but it is 100% canon for Chuuya to shamelessly show his concern and run to Dazai to check on him before properly dealing with their opponent, which I find to be such an appealing layer to their dynamic, and a good spin on the type of character he gets stereotyped as.
Bonus: Dazai also becomes a softy when Chuuya's hurt, especially post corruption. Dead Apple alone displays that multiple times.



All in all, Skk are doing a terrible job at maintaining their 'hostile' and 'antagonistic' relationship post their reunion. Freaks.
#I was too lazy to scour throgh SB and 15 and find Chuuya getting worried again which might prove the last points#tho I think they're the most unlikely#I love them displaying these sort of things openly#for Chuuya it's just natural to be concerned#it's natural to say 'because I trusted you'#and while Dazai isn't as expressive with his care#he never cowers away from calling Chuuya 'partner' after 4 years#or express that how he saved him was 'beautiful'#these things come so easily for them you wonder why they're even labelled as rivals at all#you *can't* give a clear label on their relationship#friends? they hate each other. Rivals? they care about each other. Partners? they haven't been for 4 years.#each one you put on gets contradicted at one point#and that's the beauty and fun of it#thanks for coming to my TED talk#bsd#bungou stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu#bsd chuuya#bsd dazai#skk#soukoku#bsd analysis#bsd headcanon#bsd headcanons#skk analysis#bsd meta#J's post#J's writing āš½
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im doing a little series for lesbian visibility week of my favorite lesbian music artists, so heres everyones favorite midwest princess
#i truly adore her#lesbian visibility week 2024#lesbian visibility week#lesbian#chappell roan#pink pony club#femininomenon#red wine supernova#illustration#original art#did somebody mention art#thanks for coming to my ted talk
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There's been so many different takes that I've seen come by about how caitvi ended and here's mine.
Because no Caitlyn did not explicitly apologize, but she did so much more than that, she showed it. And I've seen this brought up before but I haven't seen people talk about how it's not just more meaningful in general but how it's more meaningful to Vi specifically.
Vi has spent the majority of her life being told and being promised things that would all inevitable end up changing again, and she probably has a hard time truly trusting someone because of it. I fully believe Vi herself is someone who thinks actions speak louder than words, which is why Caitlyn's actions actually manage to break through the wall that she's build up over the years, manages to get through to her in the moment she starts to doubt it all again, it resonates with her better than anything else could have.
So you're right, Caitlyn never said "I'm sorry" because she knew Vi well enough to know a better way.
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#caitvi#arcane#arcane vi#caitlyn kiramman#violet arcane#vi x caitlyn#caitlyn arcane#cait arcane#cait and vi#vi arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane season two#arcane spoilers
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Iām sorry, but if you think Eddie Diazāsāa single dad, a Catholic, Hispanic war vet from Texas, who has an already complicated relationship with unsupportive parentsācoming out story only matters in the context of Buddie, you donāt really care about Eddie.
That story has potential to be incredibly complex and moving on its OWN. And it deserves to be told on its OWN, agnostic of a ship.
#thanks for coming to my TED Talk#I could write an essay about how important that storyline could be and how much intersectionality is at play#eddie diaz#911 abc
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I want to expand a little bit on this paragraph from the last ask, not because of the ask itself, but because this topic is always kind of at the sidelines of other questions/exchanges I have here, but I feel as if I never have the opportunity to actually elaborate on it.
I am always very surprised when people draw conclusions about these characters' sexual dynamics based on casual exchanges of intimacy, or even just positioning/body language. I, of course, understand that the human experience is vast and varied, but I do feel extremely confident in saying the following:
There is no secret body language, glossary or code that you can use to determine what people do or don't during sex. "Bottoms" sometimes put their arms around a "top", "tops" sometimes sit in their partner's laps or wrap their legs around them in an intimate moment, "bottoms" may be the persistent or more dominant partner while their "tops" might enjoy being pursued and sought after. And most importantly - these labels themselves are often fluid, if not completely irrelevant. Intimacy is simple and hare-brained, and unless the people involved are taking part in some sort of performance, they will not keep track of where their arms, legs, junk or mouths are going or how that translates into a specific dynamic.
This doesn't mean that people don't or can't have strict sexual roles that they self-determine! But... Please. If you see something sensitive, something vulnerable, especially in art or story-telling, try to not look at it through these goggles of bottoms and tops ļæ½ļæ½
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You are the knife I turn inside myself; that is love. That, my dear, is love. ā (Velcinta + Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena)
134Ā days until andor s2
#andoredit#starwarsedit#swedit#andor#velcinta#vel sartha#cinta kaz#*mine#161as2#i'm all about happy and gentle love ok#but i also like this quote for them#because their relationship is difficult/stings due to circumstance#and they choose each other regardless#aka the knife twist#thanks for coming to my ted talk#ALSO#if you're team 'cinta loves vel less' pls dni!#look at how she's not even flinching when she looks at vel#i bet vel felt invisible when growing up#her queer identity hidden away#and now there's cinta looking directly unflinchingly at her#okay i'm spiraling now
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People say Charles was like āI can fix himā with Erik when he first looked into his mind but I respectfully disagree;
Charles didnāt look at Erik and see something that needed to be fixed, because Erik wasnāt broken. Charles looked in Erikās mind and saw a man that was full of grief and pain, and forgot that what love felt like, but he had a core to him that overflowed with so much love
Charles saw a man who loved with every facet of his being and yet thought he was an unlovable, unfeeling monster himself. Charles saw a man who dedicated his life to the love he felt for his mother and his people in the only way he knew how. Charles saw a man determined to protect, a man who was willing to die to bring his motherās spirit peace.
Charles saw everything Erik was and could be.
Charles took one look into Erikās mind and said:
āI can love him.ā
#cherik#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#magneto#professor x#xmen#x men movies#x men first class#x men#thanks for coming to my ted talk#them#i love them
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I canāt stop drawing ponies
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#my art#mlp#pinkie pie#rainbow dash#twilight sparkle#mlp pinkie#mlp rainbow dash#mlp twilight#mlp fim#mlp g4#rip to the applejack sketch off to the top right that I had to erase for the composition#you will get your moment in the sun I promise#literal applejack erasure š#Iām bad at including cutie marks tho sorry
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jennifer jareau has possibly the WORST case of internalized homophobia/comp het iāve ever seen in the history of television, like she legit has a coming out scene in 3.17 (they made it about will but WE KNOW what she meant by saying the unsub was targeting gay people because they saw the freedom in their victims they wished they had like BE SO FUCKING FR) also her small town/implied religious upbringing?? another unsub calling her a lesbian in 9.20 for legit no reason?? (jigsaw spewing facts lmao), the whole fight she has with her mom where her mom goes āa daughter who never saw 17 and the otherā¦ā and jj is like āthe other WHAT mom?ā and after a considerable amount of silence her mom replying āā¦leftā, the fact her own family is broken so itād make sense she would marry the father of her children so she could give them and herself some stability??? pls i could honestly go on and on and onā¦ free my girl from that closet.
#jennifer jareau i know what you are#lesbian jennifer jareau#kinda sorta character analysis#criminal minds#jennifer jareau#jj jareau#btw i adore will i think jj loves him but sheās not in love with him and has never been#anyways#thanks for coming to my ted talk
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next up in my lesbian visibility week series is the incomparable tracy chapman, of course
#lesbian visibility week 2024#lesbian visibility week#lesbian#tracy chapman#fast car#illustration#thanks for coming to my ted talk#did somebody mention art
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