#Thank you dear! ♡

[frogchiro]

Please more sleazy neighbor Graves

Your writing....I'm down on my knees....its like listening to West Coast x Havana ...♡!

Winters are coming so drink hot water after waking up to avoid bad throat

Love your works and that brain of yours....<3

Sleazy Graves who is the best (only) mechanic around and doesn't hesitate to use your financial status for his own awful selfish gain :((

Will stand uncomfortably close to you, flex his tummy whenever his dirty white shirt rides up and smirks so so nasty when he catches you staring at him :( Phil will definitely encourage you in that low, purring drawl to touch him, feel the tense, hard muscles twitching underneath his thick skin and a layer of fat, maybe you can chirp at him with that sweet voice of yours too♡

Also don't forget that it's so so cold outside! Winter is early and in full swing and oh would you look at that, it's so late already!! And snow is falling like crazy, not to mention the temperature makes his own balls freeze off, not to mwntion your precious, soft body! You should stay with him for the night, he'll keep you nice and cozy♡

[nasa-kimchi]

Remember 🪶

[nebulathunderwave-art]

Birthday wishes to Zewu-jun from Lanling

(Birthday wishes to Er-Ge from A-Yao)

8.10.2024 | Happy birthday Lan Xichen! 💙☁️

[romantic-revolution-iv]

THE DRESS

Cassian stood at the window of the safe house on Coruscant, pondering the details of today's mission. He sighed heavily, realizing that he was going to spend another evening in the company of imperial officers, pompous nobility and, most difficult of all, Jyn, dressed in another evening dress.

Cassian had found it difficult to concentrate on work before when the girl was within his sight, but now things have become much worse. He was constantly losing his concentration. Cassian tried to figure out what kind of clothes could be with which Jyn would not be able to distract him from his mission. But after going through a lot of options, he could only come up with one — a spacesuit for spacewalking. “I'm ready,” Jyn's voice brought Cassian back to reality. He turned around and looked at the girl who was standing in the middle of the room in a tight-fitting dress made of light flowing fabric. At least it was long and covered the cleavage. This lit a small spark of hope in Cassian's soul. “Don’t you think it's too much?” Jyn turned and Cassian saw the low-cut framing her bare back. Before it could ignite, the spark flew into outer space in search of a spacesuit. “Your dress will be death of me all evening,” Cassian said, frowning. Jyn walked up to her unfortunate partner and whispered softly with a smile. “We can get rid of it when we get back.”

[darling-stardust]

HIIIII MIGHT I PERHAPS REQUEST A HERM? (OR OAKWORTHY I WOULDNT COMPLAIN) i cannot BELIEVE nobody has suggested him with the "i (kinda) like you back" pallette yet. its LITERALLY HIMB <3

TW for a little bit of blood and insinuation of mortal injury and death

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You got it! Took me....ten days to finish this since I started it right after my Hermie with the lilies, but I'm glad I had a bit of will power to finish 🧡 thank you for the request, my dear!

Thinking about if Normal had gotten to hold him and if Hermie got to tell him how he liked him. Thinking about a lot of things that we can do for our loved ones before they pass and afterward, too.

(Tbh I was tempted to redo it and add *some* gore but I will do something else in my own time for that)

[elronds-pointy-ears]

Kind as summer and yet he reminds me of a beautiful autumn day. A mild warmth rustling through the yellow leaves, hanging on trenches up above our heads as we sit together and simply enjoy each others company.

It‘s a beautiful day not just because it is the first of September but because it‘s my dear friends hatchingday!

You‘re a little star on the night sky, always there and shining so brightly. It‘s a shame you rarely see your light like I do! You‘re a beautiful soul, inside and out and I hope one day you can see yourself like that! ✨

Happy Birthday @thesolarangel ! ♡ ♡ ♡

[maybeimamuppet]

Do you believe Regina is redeemable?

ohhhhh buddy the whole can of worms this opened

to make a long story short: yes.

to make a long story longer with a tw for mentioned child abuse/neglect and suicidal ideation

i think every iteration of her deserves a shot at redemption.

canonically regina is at most seventeen years old. yes, she’s almost an adult. yes, she does and has done despicable things at this age and even younger. but she is still young. she is still a child. to completely, black and white say, that she is at her core an unredeemable monster who doesn’t even deserve to try does a complete and utter disservice both to her and the people she’s hurt in her past. to say she will be the way she is forever negates all the suffering she goes through and puts others through in canon, misguided though it is.

regina is also basically the textbook for a personality disorder and specifically bpd. borderline is (in a lot of cases i’ll say rightfully) very harshly judged. there’s a lot of stigma around it and cluster b disorders as a whole. but bpd is also caused for the most part by neglect and abuse in childhood. we only ever see regina’s dad in 2004 canon, for a single scene, crying over regina wearing the rabbit halloween costume. he’s completely absent in both the stage show and 2024. and looking at her mom, it is very obvious something has happened to the both of them and that this child (or neither of these children if you include kylie from 2004) is/are not getting the emotional guidance, support, and attention they need. who knows what happened before canon as well. who knows what her dad was like.

speaking as someone who also probably has bpd (which i discovered through doing research to write her better) i can say it is a terrifying experience. i’m lucky in that i’m able to resist my compulsions most of the time, but having them at all is beyond terrifying sometimes. i am filled with rage on a hair trigger these days. sometimes i’m able to process this anger in a healthy way. i can rationalize. i can think through it. i can calm myself down.

other times i can’t. i can only glance through the mean girls tag on ao3 now because if i look at numbers or think for too long about it, i compare the new fics that have come with the 2024 movie to things i’ve written. to see these fics that, while fantastic, are much shorter or don’t have as much effort put into them as what i do get literally ten times the love does hurt, as much as i adore and appreciate what i do get.

by nature with my other illnesses i have to pour my entire heart and soul, blood sweat and tears into every word i put on a page. every fic i’ve done is a piece of me that sometimes feels like i’ve torn it out of myself and given you to read. sometimes seeing that get 150 hits compared to a cadina fic that’s half as long (but again, still amazing! they all deserve every hit and kudos and comment and whatever) getting up to 1, 10, 50k hits just latches to a particularly sadistic part of my brain and it’s all i can think about for weeks. and it makes me want to quit. either writing or living.

and that sounds dramatic because IT IS. and i’m fully aware having those thoughts and urges is irrational. i don’t want them. i miss feeling like i have a community on ao3 (i absolutely have one here and i love all of you in my little circle with my entire being.) i hate having to avoid reading about my favorite characters because it does that much damage to my mental health. i am afraid that it takes something that small for me to have these massive thoughts.

all of that to say is that bpd makes switches easier to flip. it makes bad choices easier to make.

the reason i’m still here. the reason i still write and i haven’t deleted everything i’ve ever done. the reason i haven’t done a number of other things that i won’t say because they aren’t really relevant. is because i have chosen not to. it is incredibly hard sometimes. but it is still a choice you have to consciously make. you have to consciously decide to hurt someone. you have to consciously decide to say things. you have to consciously decide to humiliate your best friend in front of countless other people.

regina did make those choices.

and for that she does deserve consequences. she deserves repercussions and she deserves flack. she does not deserve to get hit by a bus (except for it being the catalyst to help her realize she needs to change) or being force fed to reach her biggest insecurity and fear without her knowledge.

she made the earliest choice when she was either eleven or twelve years old, that we know of.

that is a child.

regina is a child who is clearly suffering in some way we don’t see. she absolutely should be held accountable for what she does and what she has done. but she also deserves to be allowed to apologize and try to make amends. she deserves to be allowed the opportunity for growth and to heal and to become a functional adult who is capable of meaningful relationships and success. she deserves to be allowed to try.

does she deserve immediate or any forgiveness? no. the people around her also deserve the ability to make the choices with her that they will. she has caused harm, people are allowed to process the harm she has put upon them however they will.

but she deserves the opportunity to make it a choice for them.

she deserves a chance at redemption.

[pink-lemonadefairy]

super long big huge tired sigh

[pwurrz]

zhongli would definitely, absolutely be willing to go to war for childe without a second thought and if that isn’t true love idk what is

in the same way childe has devoted himself to loving zhongli, zhongli has devoted himself to protecting childe

[frecklystars]

;-; I had a nightmare, but in the middle of it, it calmed down for a moment and K was hugging me and rubbing my back. He kept looking down at me with a very gentle expression, checking to see if I’m ok. And then it was a scary dream again but!! that middle part was so tender!!!! 😭😭 i missed him so bad last night, I suppose he felt it and wanted to rescue me from a bad dream, even if just for a second 🥺💛

[thehauntingshadows-if]

So how does Anika feel about marrying MC?

she's excited:)

[lightbulb-warning]

a thing that you hang over the cot of a baby is called a "mobile"

THAT'S THE BITCH- thank youuuuu!! :D!!

92.5 calendar years ago, marcel duchamp in alexander calder's art studio, pointing at the thingy that moves: "yo this thingy that moves sure is mobile. "

[romantic-revolution-iv]

After a tedious trip, Cassian finally reached the island, spending almost a day on the road. Fatigue overcame him, but the desire to see the ocean again and breathe in the fresh salty air was stronger. Therefore, entrusting his friend Kay with all the organizational aspects of checking into the hotel, he immediately went to the coast.

The rays of the morning sun gently warmed some visitors on the beach and reflected the glare in the waves of the boundless ocean. It seemed that time had frozen in this place, everything was the same as four years ago, when Cassian came here last time. The same rocky cliff surrounding the beach, high clear sky and warm light breeze. A loud bang of a car door brought Cassian out of his memories, and he drew his attention to a blue van parked nearby. A moment later, a girl dressed in a black wetsuit that say "Stardust" on it appeared from behind the car. However… Something new has definitely changed here. Cassian watched the stranger's actions with undisguised interest and, it seems, it did not go unnoticed. Having finished all the preparations, she picked up the board and headed towards the shore. Passing by Cassian, the girl looked at him with her cold indifferent green eyes and went into the water. Drops of water immediately soaked her dark brown hair, which caused it to shimmer in the sun like stardust. The inscription on the wetsuit fits her perfectly. Despite her petite figure and smooth movements, there was strength and determination in the girl. Cassian found himself thinking that he would like to know more about her. He would like to meet with her. But while Cassian was admiring the stardust beauty, she had already sailed far from the shore. What to do? Wait for her to come back? But it will look silly and may take a long time. And Kay is probably already starting to grumble. Every minute on the beach increases the number of lamentations from his friend exponentially. But Cassian understood that if he just left now, there was a chance he would never see the girl again. After all, his vacation will last only fourteen days, one day of which has already passed. At that moment, Cassian remembered about the blue van. Should he leave a note there? But what should he write in it and, most importantly, on what and with what? He didn't have any paper, pen, or pencil with him. Approaching the car and still not having a clear plan of action, Cassian noticed a small sticker on the windshield — a surf school «Surf One». Below it was an address and a phone number. It looks like it's time to learn something new…

[carry-the-sky]

💕Positivity prime time! Share five things you love about yourself, four things you're excited about, OR three people you care deeply about and why. Pass this along to someone whose posts make you smile💕

ooooo four things i'm excited about!!

going to london later this month to see dt in macbeth second row from the stage, someone sedate me

finally getting to post my silver screen bang fic (look for the first chapter at the end of this week!)

the peanut butter pie bars i made yesterday

and hmmm what else. OH apparently we overpaid on our state taxes last year so we're getting a pretty nice refund which is always exciting

[pink-lemonadefairy]

daily pinterest finds 🌷🌼

[ginjusttalkaboutnothing]

Hey!

Today is one of the most awaited days. I received a package from the lovely @almost-an-artist !

And, damn. I have no words to convey how I feel about it. Just... Just look at it!

I love absolutely everything. From writing to sketching on the pages of a notebook. And the possum, as well as Corey and Bloom have stolen my heart! And the scarf... Dang, I'm definitely going to wear it when it's cold.

Oh! And, of course, the art-photography. I just... That's just adorable and, uh. I swear I'm gonna frame it.

Thanks so much again, sunshine! Love you beyond belief ♡