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butididntpourthewhiskeys · 2 years ago

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In The Middle Of May

“It’s okay to feel things, you know?”

With a sweaty face and the side of her bangs sticking right to her forehead as most nights, she just takes one step after the other through the long hallway. This morning, she realized how much smaller these stadium walls felt to her this time around than they did the very first time she was here. But right now, it seems like the longest hallway on this planet. By far. Her hand wanders to her eyes, and she wipes away the sweat that has gotten stuck right under her mascara. A few of the stage workers pass her by, giving her an exciting thumbs up. As almost everyone in this building today. It feels almost absurd how much love and praise you can get, right before the fall. Right before people turn on you again.

She smiles thankfully, just nods, can hear the heels of her sparkly overknee-boots on the concrete floor, as well as the other steps behind her. Security is accompanying her back to her dressing room. Taylor feels her chest heaving. Today was fun. Today was magical. Today was.. a lot.

She feels a rush of thankfulness overcome her, right when she can finally see the door to her dressing room. The doors open up and the first thing she finds makes her smile in an instant. Austin is struggling to grab the big cat from one end of the costume rack at the end of the room, clearly signaling his girlfriend on the other side of it to keep Benjamin from clawing even more into one of the sparkly, expensive costumes. When she sees Taylor, Sydney already has to laugh. She knows exactly how ridiculous they both must look, desperately trying to catch this massive cat.

“I swear, we tried to keep him from..”

“It’s okay, he loves the golden dress.” Taylor laughs, seems to be a lot more relaxed about the fact that these claws are now deep in the expensive fabric while the heavy cat tries to hold himself upright on it. Within a split second, Taylor has opened up the zipper to her boots, feels a deep relief in her bones as her bare feet touch the ground for the first time. She loves herself in heels, but nothing ever feels better than the come-down from wearing tight and uncomfortable shoes to being barefoot on a carpet.

“Great show, honey.”

A voice is heard behind Taylor, who has now securely reached for Benjamin, presses her face into his soft furry head one time. She knows it might be the slightest bit of problematic that she’s as thankful for her cats as she is these days. But just holding this warm little animal in her arms after the show for a few seconds makes her heart open up for a moment. She needs them. She needs these loving little creatures more than she ever thought she would.

Just when she’s about to let Benjamin jump out of her arms and next to his sisters on the sofa, Taylor feels a warm hand on her back, gets pulled into a tight hug by her mom. Andrea is still wearing her black mask, but she can see in her eyes what the matter is. Pride. Love. And a massive amount of sentimentalism in this moment.

“You’re a literal shining star.” she whispers into Taylor’s ears, and she nods. She hates nothing more than these words, right in this moment, but she knows exactly what her mom is trying to tell her. And she takes it for what it is. Her mother’s way of trying to make her feel like she’s still the same person she was thirteen years ago.

The same light that people have always seen in her. She swallows. Her hand on her mother’s back.

“Thanks, mom.”

“That was incredible, Tay. Have you heard them screaming? They’re literally still screaming outside of the stadium.”

Taylor slowly ends the hug with her mom, can’t help but laugh at her father who’s just entered the dressing room, and can’t stop hiding his excitement for whatever went down in this arena in the past hours. He’s still her biggest fan in a way. She sluggishly falls into another hug with him. She can feel him kiss the top of her head once, then slowly pulls back as he looks at her with almost a questioning look on his face. She smiles bravely, then nods. Almost as if she knew exactly that this was the answer he needed. She's okay.

“I’m exhausted. Like.. my legs are shaking. Was weird today.” she goes, places both hands on her thighs for a second, Andrea is already busy untying the back of her corset. She’s thankful that her mom is here with her, knowing so well how difficult it gets for her to move after these three hour long shows. She gets one last hug from Tree, who has just also entered this dressing room, appreciates quickly how she tells her security to get the bathroom ready for her.

“Taylor, the car is ready in thirty minutes. Is that okay for you?”

With her hands trying to take off her ear rings, and her mother still working on the back of her sparkly outfit, she just nods. She can’t wait to get home. For whatever reason, tonight she can’t wait to be in the comfort of her own house.

“Sure, can you just pass me my phone for a second?” she says, notices her hands still shaking from all the adrenaline. Tree passes her the iPhone, and Taylor’s screen lights up for a second. She swallows. He texted her.

Hey, I’ll be in Nashville until end of the week. Would be great to talk? I would hate things being weird between us now.

She takes a deep breath, immediately turns her phone off again. She was secretly waiting for a message from him, was already anticipating who would make the first move to end this ridiculous chaotic misery that they’ve both gotten themselves into since last week. She tosses her phone onto the sofa again, clearly not knowing what to answer him. When she feels the pressure of her corset getting less and less, she just securely holds onto the sparkly costume, thankfully looks at her mom.

“I’ll be right back.” she says to everyone, then disappears in the shower and locks the door. For a second, Taylor just stands there, right behind the door and looks at her hands. She’s still breathing faster than she usually would, and her hands are still a little bit more shaky than before. There really is nothing quite like the post-show adrenaline rush of playing the biggest stadium tour of her life in combination with her private life being a massive shit show these days.

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Just flying back from Atlanta right now. I won’t be home before midnight and I’m assuming that’s too late for you to come over? I will head back to Atlanta again tomorrow for the show, so we might have to postpone our conversation then

Taylor proudly hits the send button, quickly places her phone on the table again. Andrea sits right in front of her, across the airplane table, reading one of the magazines that she still had left. She notices Taylor’s stare out of the window. She knows exactly what her daughter is going through these days, knows exactly why she needs her family with her more than ever before.

“Want to sleep at my house tonight, honey?” she asks her daughter then. Taylor just looks at her a little irritated, seems to have been stuck in her own thoughts just now. With her make up free face, her freshly washed hair and a comfortable sweater on, she just chuckles slightly, then shakes her head. She’s thankful for her mom. She always has been.

“No, thanks, I’m good. I think I want to write a little at home. Still way too much adrenaline in my system to sleep.”

Andrea sighs, puts down the magazine from her hands and looks at Taylor with the same look she knows so well. She knows exactly what’s coming.

“Darling, I really think you should need some rest tonight if you want to play another three hour show tomorrow night and the night after.”

“I will get some rest, I just can’t go to sleep right away.” she defends herself and Andrea just sighs. She knows her mom is worried for her, as she always is. But if there’s one thing she really needs tonight, then it’s being at her own house in peace. Peace. For once. Her phone screen lights up. She reaches for the phone and starts to read the new message that just came in.

Text me when you’re home. I’ll be there at half past if that works? Can you tell your security to let me in? I’ll get a driver then.

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“Meredith, stop it.” she just sighs annoyedly, slowly losing her patience for whatever her cat is doing downstairs. It’s been minutes now that Meredith’s meowing has not stopped, but instead just got increasingly whiny. She sighs. Midnight and this cat still won’t calm down. It almost seems like a coincidence that this always happens as soon as Taylor is in the middle of finishing a demo that she wants to send to Aaron. She hits the pause button on her phone for a third time tonight, starts to feel like her cat is officially plotting to try and keep her from ever recording another demo ever again. In her pyjama pants and the same pink sweater from before, she slowly gets up, makes her way down the wooden staircase. She’s barefoot, her hair loosely in the same low bun as mostly when she’s at home. She quickly turns on the ceiling lights in the living room. Her cat is nowhere to be seen. The only thing she does notice, again, just like a sting right into her stomach is the empty wall right next to the TV. The empty piece of wall that once had a very distinct collection of frames hanging on it. Frames with pictures in it. Pictures of him. Pictures of the past six years that feel like a big fat lie to her now. A big fat lie, that she desperately wishes she had never experienced. A lie that still keeps her up at night. Because what felt like the greatest truth of her life, the greatest summer dream she’s ever been in has slowly turned into a nightmare. A big one.

Trying not to let this wave of feelings consume her again, Taylor makes her way into the kitchen now, finds Meredith sitting on the counter, desperately trying to open the bag of cat treats that she left there. She sighs.

“You don’t have thumbs. Also, it’s night time.” she says quietly to her cat, has grabbed her quickly and places her on the kitchen stool next to her. She opens the bag of treats slowly, holds a few in front of Meredith who quickly starts eating. Taylor can’t help but smirk. This cat can eat. She then puts the bag of treats into the cabinet again, suddenly hears her phone vibrating on the big dining table next to the kitchen. She sees his name lighting up, and another sigh escapes her. She feels nervous all of the sudden, knows she’s in for a conversation she would rather not have tonight. With slightly sweaty palms, Taylor picks up. She holds the phone next to her ear.

“Hello?”

“Hi.” he says, and she can tell already that this is just as awkward for him as it is for her. She swallows once, hears the white noise of a car radio in the background.

“So, I’m.. I think we’re in front of the building.”

“Okay, I’ll ask Brendon to open up.”

“Perfect, thanks.”

She hangs up again, already buries her face in her hands. She has no idea why she agreed to this tonight. She has no idea why she always gets herself in these situations. Over and over again.

It takes less than five minutes, and the little bell at the end of the corridor rings. She just stands there in the doorframe, waiting for the elevator doors to open up. The night sky outside is pitch black. The light in the corridor up here, on the fifteenth floor is anything but cozy. She has crossed her arms already, suddenly regrets big time that she didn’t put on some make up before he arrived. Actually, the more she thinks about this, the more ridiculous she feels. There’s no reason why she should make herself look pretty for him. There’s no reason why she should start making an effort all of the sudden. There’s no reason for any of this. There shouldn't be.

The steel elevator doors open up, and she swallows. Brendon looks at Taylor, a questioning look she knows well. She nods. It’s fine. This man is allowed to be alone with her in this apartment right now.

In contrast to Taylor’s current attire, he looks like he just got off a photoshoot. A dark sweater covering his big torso, a pair of dark grey jeans and his favourite sneakers. She doesn’t know how to approach him, really, smiles thankfully as she realizes that he’s got both his hands full. He proudly holds up the brown paper bag in his right hand first, then the one in the left. His bright smile she knows so well jumping out for a second as he disguises what feels like a mixture of insecurity and mischief. Just the way she knows him.

“Chicken tenders. Ranch sauce. And this one’s a nice, cheap Merlot from the liquor store across the street. A delicacy.”

Taylor smiles, closes the door behind him. He slowly makes his way to her kitchen counter, empties his hands and then looks at her a bit more shy than before. She doesn’t know what to say either, just watches him turn around in the kitchen, not sure where to stand or what to do.

“I didn’t know Chicken tenders and Merlot are a thing at like.. 1am on a Tuesday morning.”

He laughs the same laugh she knows so well, gives her one questioning look with his dark brown eyes. He doesn’t know if this is too much, but what he does know is that he’d do anything to end this awkward silence between them. The awkward silence that slowly set in after they both ruined whatever they’ve built in the past thirteen years.

“I thought you might be hungry post-show?”

She approaches him then, already pushing Olivia down the counter who has also just smelled the hot chicken tenders in the paper bag.

“Ravenous actually.” she says. Relief overcomes him. He smiles. And then, there’s silence. The most awkward silence she’s ever known. So silent, that she can hear her heartbeat from within.

“That’s.. that’s great. Do you have some plates?”

She nods, doesn’t know why she didn’t get some plates in the first place, but blames it on the tiredness in her bones. She’s still wide awake, but the exhaustion from a three-hour long show can’t really be ignored either. Taylor reaches for two floral-patterned plates and places them next to him. Quiet again. She watches him place the chicken tenders together with two massive plastic pots of ranch sauce on each plate. He hates this, too. She can tell.

“Want some ice in your wine?” Taylor asks then, more than happy to have found another activity to focus on without having to speak to him. She reaches for two glasses of wine, already hears him chuckle from where he stands. She doesn’t really react, knows that he finds it absolutely terrible that she would ruin this cheap ass merlot with ice cubes tonight.

“I’m good, actually. Thanks.”

Taylor walks back towards him, pours the both of them a glass of Merlot, and looks at these incredibly good-smelling plates. He just knows her too well. Chicken tenders and ranch are just the kind of junk she needs right now.

“How was the show?” he asks then and she smiles, just by the thought of this incredible evening with her fans. “Awesome. Yeah. Super intense and exhausting but.. it’s special. Very special. You should come see me some day.” she says then, already regrets whatever she said at the end of her little speech. Why did she just have to do this? Did she seriously just invite him to her show? She has no idea why her mouth had to become independent all of the sudden.

“Yeah of course, would love to.”

She doesn’t say anything else, just passes him her wine glass.

“Living room?”

He nods, hands her one of the plates he just so carefully prepared and makes his way to the dining table with her. He sits down across her, smiles. She notices, looks at him with curiousity in her sleepy eyes.

“What?”

He laughs again.

“Nothing. It’s just... I love how nothing about this place has changed since 2010. Literally nothing. It's like a time capsule.”

She smiles, already took a big bite of the delicious chicken tenders in her hands. She doesn’t mind eating animal style in front of him. After all, it’s 1 in the morning and she’s just played a massive stadium tour in Atlanta. She deserves to indulge this.

“Hey, I got a new TV, okay? And two cats as well, dude.” she counters, making the dark-haired man in front of her chuckle as well. He loves seeing her enjoy her food the way she does right now. It’s something he noticed first thing when they got closer again a few years ago. The girl he used to be in love with when he was seventeen wouldn’t eat anything that doesn’t have a low-carb stamp on it. But the woman who sits in front of him right now has learned to enjoy food. And in a weird way, so did he. One of the nice things about growing up. Actually witnessing yourself and the people you once cared about grow, too.

“I didn’t know the cats count as interior, sorry.”

He makes her smile. As he always has. Silence creeps back in, overlaying the room with more awkwardness than before. They both know what happened last week. They both know it wasn’t right.

“So..” Taylor mumbles, takes a pause from eating, already reaches for one of the napkins next to her to clean her hands. “Who’s gonna take one for the team and address the elephant in the room?” she says in a quiet voice, dares to look at his face. His lips form a smile. He’s glad she took that first step. Taylor sighs, then scratches the back of his neck once. He leans back, crosses his arms over his sweater. He’s literally the same guy he was back then, just a few grey hairs creeping out in between the thick dark hair.

“I just..” he tries to form a sentence that makes sense, but fails. Taylor swallows again, but this time out of nervousness. She hates the fact that they ruined whatever they had until last Sunday. Last Sunday when she got the news. The news about Joe, and Emma, and the level of betrayal she never thought she’d had to endure again in this lifetime. Last Sunday when he was supposed to come over to her LA home to discuss her new project. Last Sunday when there was suddenly to much whiskey in her system, too much pain on her chest right where her heart used to sit before it was shattered into a thousand pieces by Joe. Last Sunday when she and her old friend, who carries the same first name as her, spent the night together.

“I don’t want to say anything that.. that could hurt you. Or..”

“Tay, I..” she interrupts him quickly, scratches the skin under her bangs on her forehead then. She doesn’t know what to say, just feels so incredibly horrible in this moment. She never thought it would come to this. Not in a thousand years. She was supposed to be in London right now. She was supposed to spend the evening with the person she once considered the love of her life. Not sitting here, realizing that she turned a good man into a bad one. Once again. Life has a funny way of screwing you over.

“Please, you don’t hurt me. You’re.. you’re married. And I.. I’m going through a bad phase right now. I drank too much, and we just…”

“So you want to just forget it?”

She looks at his face, tries to read something in between his facial expressions. There’s a lot of insecurity, and shame, and she knows why. This, right here, is his worst nightmare. Becoming a cheater. Something he never thought he’d ever be.

“Listen, I am happy to move past this. I.. I know you guys have issues, but that should’ve never led to us doing something that would hurt your.. your wife as much as it does. And trust me, I know what I’m talking about.” she says, almost stumbled over her own words because she feels herself getting emotional. She feels so much shame amongst all of this pain and anger. How could she become responsible for making another woman feel exactly like what she’s been feeling? How could she abuse his kindness, that has clearly been there from day one, to feel better for a moment. How could she let it come this far?

The man across her can feel her getting emotional. He wishes to be as eloquent as the woman across him for a single moment, but he’s still at a loss for words. And he hates nothing more.

“I was thinking about telling her, you know.”

Taylor looks up at the man in front of her. She nods. It’s his right. It’s his marriage, after all.

“But then again, I feel like.. we’re at crossroads right now and I don’t.. I don’t see how this would help us solve any of the issues we have anyways.” he thinks out loud, then looks at the blonde woman in front of him. She’s sitting there on her wooden chair, one leg up, her face almost hidden behind her knee. He appreciates the honesty in the room. He appreciates that she decided to show herself to him tonight exactly the way she is. Going through a lot. Guilty. Still a beautiful creature trying to make it through this tough time for herself.

“I’m so sorry that we did something you regret now. I’m.. I think I am just struggling a lot with the thought of being alone and I just craved feeling close to someone and you were there that night, so..”

Taylor looks at the woman, a smirk suddenly creeping on his face. She stops, just looks at him in confusion. Why is he smiling all of the sudden?

“So I was basically the next best option to get laid? What about Brendon? He’s not looking too bad either..”

She can’t help but hide a smile as well, in between her desperate tries to look at him offendedly.

“Will you shush?”

He laughs, just rubs his eyes tiredly. He has no fucking idea how they got into this situation. How he would sit here with his friend, his ex, his future boss over chicken tenders in the middle of the night, talking about the fact that he cheated on his wife with her. Ruined what was left of his marriage within a couple of hours basically.

“I’m joking, Tay.” he says then, a serious look on his face. He knows that he wasn’t just the best next option. He doesn’t know a lot of things but what he does know is that they’ve always had this connection. This deep understanding of how the other person works, without needing much explanation at all. Maybe that’s why he was so head over heels in love with her when they met. Because she reminded him of something in himself that he seemed to have forgotten in this industry. And he knows she feels the same. She felt comfortable with him last Sunday. She cried. She told him what she’s going through. She needed to be held, needed to feel something again. Maybe, in a weird way, so did he?

“Let’s..” he can see her trying to take a deep breath again. She’s thinking. She really is trying to find a solution here. “Let’s just.. let’s just look at this for what it is. We’re human. We’re both in difficult situations. We made a mistake. Mistakes happen. We’re not bad people, because..”

“My marriage is over. We both know it. Literally, everybody knows it.” he interrupts her then. He knows she’s trying to sweep this under the rug. But there’s no sweeping necessary no more. He knows that this was the last straw. He’s never cheated in his entire life. Knowing that this is something he did, after a few drinks, is all he needs to know about the value that this marriage holds to him.

“I want to be fair to her. I will.. I will end this marriage. But I’m not going to tell her that we had sex. It’s just..”

He blocks, Taylor can’t help but bury her face in her hands. Not only did she end her own relationship. She also managed to end a marriage. Within a week. She starts to feel sick, suddenly.

“It will just hurt her more if she knows. And.. maybe one day I will tell her, but for now..”

“Don’t tell her.” Taylor whispers then from her side of the dining table, her face still buried in her hands. He can’t tell what she’s thinking, but he can see the tear running down her cheek as she takes her hands from her face again. And it breaks him. Hearing her shaky voice breaks him even more.

“Don’t tell her, because.. it will break her. She knows it’s over. Just don’t twist the knife in her heart for no reason if you don’t have to.”

It’s this moment, when he understands that she’s not just talking about his relationship.

The dark-haired man doesn’t say anything else, just slowly gets up. He sits back down again, this time right at the chair next to her. She’s got her forehead desperately leaning against her own knuckles, slowly sobs without looking at him. She always claims how much she’s changed, but in this moment it’s not too evident to him. The little strand of hair on her left side, coming from her bangs, that is still curled up the way it was back then. Her horrible posture that already caused her a headache when she was nineteen. The sound of her cries, and what it does to his heart. Taylor knows that no words coming from his mouth could ease the pain she’s in. Neither can the sex that they both tried to numb the pain with, last Sunday. He knows that. And so does she. Yet his hand still wanders to her back, steady and gentle, rubbing her up and down over her sweatshirt. She’s still crying, and he knows she’s exhausted. More than that.

“I know this.. this sounds dumb coming from me. But you’ll be fine. You’ll be just fine. I know it. Cause I know you.”

The blonde woman quietly dries her tears with the sleeve of her sweatshirt, then dares to look at his face again. His hand still rubbing her back, and she’s thankful he’s here. For the first time tonight, she’s glad they’re talking this out.

“Why do you say that?” she sobs then quietly, “Not only did I loose the only person I could ever see myself having a life with. I also ruined your marriage, and..”

“If you say that one more time..” he interrupts her, slowly getting annoyed. She should know that she never could’ve ruined something that wasn’t already broken before.

“It was my decision. I’m the one in this marriage. Please stop taking the blame for this.”

She nods slowly, only after a few seconds, almost as if she’s still trying to convince herself that what he says is true. She swallows once, her breath only steadying after a few seconds. His warm hand on her back clearly seems to help. After a few moments of silence, this time a more peaceful kind of silence, Taylor takes a deep breath, looks at him and has to smile a little more shy than before. He doesn’t react at all, doesn’t move away from her.

“Sorry for this.. crying mess. I think it’s just late and..”

“It’s okay to feel things, you know?”

She looks into his face again, feels a kind of warmth overcome her that she’s so familiar with. It’s his eyes, and his smile and his tan skin together with the realization that he’s never really changed. It feels so calming knowing that the world keeps spinning on, people fall in love, people cheat, people leave, yet he’s still Taytay to her. He’s still the nicest man she’s ever been in love with.

“Thanks. Really.” she says then, her hand landing on his. “I.. I feel like I’ve lost so many things these past weeks. I can’t dare to loose you as my friend, now. So.. can we.. can we please forget this and just..” she takes another shaky breath, but the man next to her knows exactly what she’s trying to say. And it would be an understatement to say the same. She’s always been his north star, in a way. She’s always been the best advise-giver he's ever known. She’s never lied to him before. He can’t dare loose her. Not in this life.

“You’re not losing me.” he says then, his arm already around her. She gives in, lets him pull her into a hug. Taylor immediately closes her eyes, enjoys the fact that her head is leaning against his strong chest, with both arms wrapped around her. She allows herself to just stay like this, with both eyes closed and her heart wide open. Just like this, for the first time. For the second time, really. A heart wide open. A belief in people. A new beginning.

Right here, right now, in the middle of May.

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crimsonmoonlite · 6 months ago

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Twin Flame - 2. Beach Day with the Doggies

Photo Made using Mage.Space AN: I am so sorry for the wait on this chapter. Please enjoy it! September 4th, 2006, Saturday 1:08 PM

First Beach, La Push, Washington

The girls and Mike moved closer to the wolves. Bella wanted a day away from the pining guys after her, but she was doomed to be fawned over. She was the last thing Jacob was thinking about. He was a couple of feet away on the beach, watching Mike, freaking himself out at how amazing he smelled.

Mike was laughing and playing around with Seth and Paul as the other wolves were freaking out just as much as Jacob that they had found an Omega. It was getting worse for them to control themselves as the scent doubled.

"Hey," Beau ran up to them.

"Beau?" Bella asked, "What are you doing here?"

"I just thought I would come to hang out," Beau gulped, looking around. He was just about give it to his sister's boyfriend in the public library. "I rode Mom's old bike here. I need help putting it in the bed of your truck."

"You rode a bike all the way here?" Angela asked. You should have called. I'm sure Bella would have picked you up," she offered, but Beau knew that wouldn't have been the case.

"You can't even swim. I thought you didn't want to come this morning." Bella asked, and Beau rubbed his forehead, annoyed because he was embarrassed by that.

"You don't know how to swim?" Lauren laughed with Jessica, and Beau sighed.

"Why aren't you wearing a swimsuit?" Bella asked, and Beau looked around. "Beaufort, no." She sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose as he stripped down to his panties. If the werewolves hadn't looked at him, they would have been now. Bella rolled her eyes.

"Just make sure you put on some sunscreen. I don't want you to complain about it all week." She said, and Beau sighed, beginning to regret coming. He just felt like he should come to hang out with Bella after he almost kissed her boyfriend... It didn't sound as wild as he first thought it.

Jessica handed him the sun lotion, and he rubbed it in. His pale, nearly hairless body enticed the wolves. Beau had only moved here a month ago, so he didn't know the pack as well as Bella. He remembered Jacob as they would hang out when they were little, and his older sisters would babysit him and Bella.

However, he didn't remember how affectionate Jacob was. he felt someone approaching him from behind, and it was a little too late as he felt Jake's large hand curving around his waist.

Jacob had been on the brink of losing self-control. He needed to get his hands on an Omega. After catching Mike's scent, he felt a closer bond with him, but Beau had Edward's scent on his hands... and he was just as intoxicating as Mike. Some goosebumps lined Beau's spine as Jake leaned down, and his lips hovered less than an inch from his ear.

Bella scoffed at how obvious Jacob was with this move on her brother, but jealousy had sparked seeing it. Angela held in a coo as smoke came from Bella's ears.

"Hand me the lotion..." Jacob said as Beau froze being touched. He leaned down to whisper in Beau's ear. "I don't want you to get sunburnt. Your skin is so beautiful," Jacob said as he squeezed some of the sunblock and began to massage it into Beau's back.

Beau relaxed as Jacob rubbed him. he had been so stressed lately from the moving, the mysteries, and the tension between him and his sister. "Mike, dry off so I can reapply sun lotion on you," Jacob said, half caring about Mike burning up the other half for nefarious reasons.

"That feels amazing, Jake," Beau's eyes rolled back. Jake was rubbing out the knotted muscles in his body. Bella muttered to herself, wishing that they would get a room. Only the werewolves laughed at that since they had better hearing.

Beau lulled his head back, resting his head just below Jake's sternum, looking up to make eye contact with a cocky Jacob Black. The wolf was massive and dwarfed the Swan boy. The older guy's hands could fit around Beau's waist, with just a few fingers overlapping. Jake's bicep was about the size of his head, and the wolves could palm his head like a football.

"Oh, hey, Beau. When did you get here?" Mike smiled, happy to see someone he knew wouldn't be a bore. He and Beau got along nicely at school, and he wanted to see him this morning when they were coming here.

"Hey Mike," He nearly moaned. Mike understood since the pack had already put sunscreen on him like this five times today. "How has it been?"

"Well, it was boring at first, but then Jacob found us, and I hit him with a wet sandball, and now it's fun," Mike smiled. "The waves are bigger now, so Seth and I have been trying to surf and skimboard." Mike said excited, "I think they might have another body board for you to use,"

"Oh... I'm okay," Beau blushed, and Mike raised an eyebrow. He wasn't usually such a stick in the mud.

"He can't swim," Bella smirked, and Beau glared at her.

"Oh uh... that's okay," Mike said while Jake kneeled to massage the lotion on Beau's legs. He blushed, and my when the guy's giant hands massaged up to his inner thighs. "You still come in the water with us. I'll protect you. I was the water polo captain in summer and came five times in a row." Mike stood on Beau's side to cover him.

Jacob's touch excited him. Beau was glad for Mike and that there were no other beachgoers in the direction he was going. He managed to calm down when Jacob was through putting sunscreen on him.

"Hey Jacob, I need some sunscreen," Jessica giggled, but Jacob didn't hear her. She looked around to see all eyes on Beau and Mike. "Hello?" She said, frustrated as they might as well have been at a gay club.

"Wait! Wait-wait-wait!" Beau felt another guy approaching behind him at a fast pace. He felt himself being scooped up and pulled into the water. "Ahh!" Beau yelped, freaking out, trying to climb up on the man's head as he heard the girls laughing.

"Relax, relax," Sam calmed him down and put his hand down his back.

"Who are you?" Beau tried to snap, but he was still terrified

"Im Sam, it's okay. I'll teach you how to swim," he said calmly. He had always gotten on the Swan's bad side, but like all other werewolves, he tried to get on his good side after they found out he was an Omega.

———- 5:49 PM The time was coming to pack up and head home. Despite Beau's inability to swim, he had a really good time. He was tired of being laughed at for not knowing how to swim, and Sam taught him some basics.

Several people were around to help him if the water got too deep or he lost his ability to stand. Seth had some dry clothes to change into when they were heading home, so he gave them to Beau to wear.

"Hey... where did the girls go?" Beau asked as they were walking up to the chairs. He had been so preoccupied with surviving and staying in shallow waters he hadn't noticed they had left.

"They went home like hours ago," Jerard said, walking in sync behind Beau. It was like he was glued to Beau's back.

Beau thought it was weird all of these guys were so close to him, but that is only because he has only known mostly homophobic men. He didn't know they were wolves and were walking so close to him and Mike as they were guarding their 'entrances.' It was an unspoken game between the wolves while keeping the humans safe from being claimed

"Well, shit..." Beau said, and every single wolf looked away, concerned.

"What?" Jake rushed up to him. Jared's lips snarled up before Sam shot him a look to calm down.

"How the hell are we going to get home," Beau muttered, mad at Bella. She should have told him she was leaving. "Maybe she left the bike behind," he muttered, drying off and dressing in the clothes Seth gave him.

"She had to have. She is nice and thoughtful," Mike said. I can definitely hike back home, but I would be worried about you. You're probably not used to hiking," Mike said with a worried look.

"Nonsense," Seth said to both of them, "Some of us came in Jake's Van. I am sure he will take you home."

"Oh, I don't want to-"

"You won't be a burden," Jake said with a smile. "Do you boys want to come back to the house? We are gonna grill some of the fish Embry and Quil caught."

"Oh, um... thank you, but I need to talk to my sister," Beau said. He had been worrying all day about the almost kiss between Edward and him. He knew that he needed to tell Bella before she found out. Their relationship was already strained, and he didnt want a boy to come between them... but boy, he didnt know that would be inevitable.

"Alright, let's go, but on one condition," Jacob said, and the boys looked up into his eyes, a bit worried, "You guys come to boys' night this coming Friday,"

"Oh, um..." Beau blushed as he hadn't had many male friends, "You... You know I am gay, right?"

"Wait, you are?" Mike squeaked.

"Yeah, so?" Jacob raised an eyebrow.

Usually, Beau wasn't so bashful. As soon as he got to the beach, he stripped to his panties. It was after he and Mike had been treated like the hot new chew toy all day. He remembered Jake being rambunctious and silly, but this Jacob was criminally good-looking and cheeky. "Er. Yes... okay, I will see what Bells is doing,"

"Don't bring her," Embry scoffed, crossing his arms, annoyed.

"He is right," Sam started, leaning against Jacob while looking down into Beau's eyes. Sam and Jacob agreed on a few things, but this was one: He wanted these omegas to be there. "It's a boys' night. Last time I checked, Bella wasn't a guy, was she?"

"O-Okay," Beau looked down and saw Jerad's grip getting lower to his hips. Sam snapped his fingers, and Jared froze before patting Beau on the back.

"See ya, Beau and Mike," Jerad smiled before tackling Quil and trying to force him back into the water.

"Bye, guys," Seth smiled while combing his hands through his long jet-black hair. Don't tell the girls about the Boys Night. We don't want them crashing," he winked at the two.

"Oh... are you guys not leaving? I wouldn't want to rush you all," Beau said, and Mike nodded, backing him up.

"It's okay, guys. You two look beat. Come on," Jacob snuggled between them, placing hands on the small of their backs. He guided them to the stairs up to where Jake parked. Jacob knew when to talk and not to, though he mostly ignored that. He would drop Beau off first and then Mike, but before he got out of his van, he would ensure that he had both numbers.

"Mike," Beau turned to look at the boy after a few moments of silence. He wasn't aware that he would be coming out to Mike. He thought it was fairly obvious. Can you meet me in the cafeteria on Monday? I still don't know how to get around," Beau asked to check if they were okay. By the way, Mike smiled from ear to ear, and he knew it was okay.

"Sure, Beau-Beau," Mike beamed, and Beau smiled back.

A couple of moments later, when the car pulled to a stop, Beau realized he was home now, "Oh wow, I guess it just seemed like forever on a bike,"

"Yeah, you are pretty tiny, so it probably seemed like that," Jake said, pulling his phone out of the glove box and handing it to Beau to put in his phone number. He looked at Bella's window and saw her glaring down at them.

Jacob has been trying to get her to pay attention to him, to see if he was better than any other man for her, yet he has yet to get that reaction... until today. Jacob cupped Beau's face and whispered into his ear, making eye contact with Bella loving how pissed off she looked. "I'll text you when I want to meet up with you guys. Pack for overnight. We will be camping,"

"Hey Jake," Beau said with gritted teeth as he had enough of guys getting up in his personal space. Jacob's hand was about to slip under the waistband of his shorts.

"Yeah, B?"

"If you and your buddies want to keep your balls, I suggest you keep your hands above my fun zone," Beau said with gritted teeth. Jacob got the hint and quickly took his hands to himself.

"Er... sorry,"

"Bye Mike," Beau got out of the van, "Thanks for the ride," Beau offered a wave, and Jacob gave home a nod.

He hoped Bella would keep the door unlocked because he had left his keys and important things at the library. The librarian was good at keeping lost and found items separate from the rest when she knew who it was and who was more recognizable than the Sheriff's son, who had just moved back to town.

As he reached out to open the door, he saw it jiggle. Hearing it unlocked, he assumed it was Bella. The door opened, and he planned to spit out what he wanted to tell her, but then he smelled his father's pine scent.

"Hey Bubba, have fun at the beach?" Charlie smiled, and Beau calmed down when he saw his father's peaceful smile and disarming aroma, "Them boys didnt give you too much trouble, eh?"

"No, Daddy," Beau smiled, diving into his father's arms for a hug. He heard a hardy chuckle as he was constricted into his father's embrace. "Well, they did, but I can take care of myself."

"Well, just be patient with Bells,"

"What?" Beau widened his eyes, "She is mad at me?"

"I don't know why, but maybe it is... Aunt Flo is visiting or something." Charlie turned red, trying to make Beau feel better. "Look, it will be fine, whatever it is. Just give her some space,"

"N-No... I have to explain my side..." Beau said, trying to remain brave, he had done nothing wrong. He was never going to kiss Edward... he just was shocked. Yep, that is definitely why he didnt pull away or beat Edward's ass.

"Goodluck," Charlie said, patting him on the back, "Imma clean out the grill,"

"Traitor..." Beau muttered to himself before walking upstairs. Only half wanted back up from his dear ole daddy. "Bells?" Beau asked, knocking on her door before opening it, though it was locked. "Please... Bella, I need to talk to you," Beau said before flinching. The wind didnt even hit him. He didnt even see the tall man's shadow grabbing him by the collar.

"Please, Please don't tell her. She means everything to me," Edward was so mortified. He didnt know how Bella had found out. He had been trying to get into her room for hours now, but she threatened him with her little cross necklace to get out.

"She is my sister," Beau snarled at him, "Bella, he tried to kiss me! I didnt let him!" Beau said, and Edward gulped. He grabbed Edward's shirt before he zoomed away. Luckily, Bella shoved open her door.

"You fucking tried to kiss Jacob?!" Bella snapped before it registered that Edward was in front of her. "Edward? What are you doing here?"

"Bella, did you fucking hear what I said?" Beau snapped, "Your vampire boyfriend tried to kiss me," Beau snapped. This isn't how he wanted to break it to her, he intended to warn Bella about Edward's wandering eye. Beau didnt really know the fate and magnetic pull Edward felt between them yet.

"What?!" Bella snarled.

"Hold on, youre telling me that you were fucking mad at me for Jacob flirting with me when you are dating Edward?" Beau said, now earning the right to be pissed off.

"Get out of my sight, both of you," Bella said, getting ready to slam the door, but Beau stepped in front.

"Bella, I didnt do anything wrong! Will you let two boys you have been talking to for a few months come between us? We haven't been apart since the womb up until a couple of months ago!"

"Yeah, well, maybe that needs to change," Bella shoved at Beau before slamming her door and locking it,

"Shit..." Edward pinched the bridge of his nose after saving Beau from stumbling down the stairs. Chief Swan came running up the stairs. "This is all my fault, I am so sorry," Edward said. He widened his eyes as Beau started crying, he could also tell that Bella was crying.

"I think you should leave, Edward," Charlie quickly hugged Beau to comfort him, "Bella, come out here right now and tell me what the hell is going on!" Charlie rubbed on Beau's arm before he stormed off to his room... which was the former nursery. "What the hell is going on!" Charlie said,

He couldn't open the door, it didn't have a lock on it, so instead, Beau propped a chair up against the knob as a makeshift lock. Edward was a gentleman... or at least, that's what he thought he used to be. So he told him what had gone down, officially being banned from the Swan house for 'the rest of eternity.'

------- 11:10 PM

Swan Home, Forks, Washington

Luckily for Edward, being uninvited from entering a house or asking permission to get access was an old vampire myth. He told himself he was being an idiot and that he needed to beg for his life and apologize to Bella, yet he was in the room directly under hers.

He perched at the window on the other side of the room. It was a tiny room, but he still had a good view of Beau. He walked over as Beau started to fidget, by reading his mind, he knew the guy was having a nightmare.

"Calm down... I will protect you," Edward whispered before caressing his hand down Beau's arm, slowly but soon enough. Beau's subconscious moved onto another dream. Beau relaxed his body a bit, a small smile spreading. He nudged his head under his pillow and was completely safe now. "Shit... what have I gotten into..." He muttered. Please Vote, Comment, Add to your lists, and share this story with a friend:). Updates sporadic

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Sinopse: O que se esperar quando sua vida é construída a base de mentiras? Em momentos como esse o que esperar das pessoas que dizem gostar de você? Em quem confiar? Amizades, família e amor... Será que o futuro ainda vai pregar mais peças?

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hornyaquarius · 1 year ago

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Masterlist for my smut stories/ fanfics

Michael Cimino & Reader

Celebrity Sex Paradise (10 Chapters with Joshua Bassett, Matt Cornett, Jace Norman, Tom Holland, Nico Greetham, Lucien Laviscount) FINAL CHAPTER OUT NOW!!

Sebastian Stan & Reader

Harrison Osterfield & Harry Holland

Shawn Mendes & Joshua Bassett

Nico Greetham & Reader

Joshua Bassett & Matt Cornett

Harry Holland & Tom Holland

Jordan Fisher & Matt Cornett

Gavin Leatherwood & Reader

Anthony Keyvan & Reader

Tom Holland & Harrison Osterfield

Tom Holland & Kit Connor

Kit Connor & Mason Gooding

Leo Howard & Charles Melton

Lucien Laviscount & Black Michael

Froy Gutierrez & Zane Phillips

Peter Parker & Johnny Storm

Gavin Casalegno & Gregg Sulkin

Ross Lynch & Joshua Bassett

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Jacob Rott & Asher Angel & Nico Greetham & Taron Egerton

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Taylor Lautner & Brian Altemus

Tom Holland & Ben Hardy

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transboysokka · 1 year ago

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chris watches twilight for the first time

omg this blueish filter is wild is this like a Pacific Northwest thing

that girl is not tan enough to be from arizona

also I’m getting big gay energy from her so idk how this movie is gonna be like. plausible.

if the dad wasn’t a cop I’d definitely smash

do u guys remember though when they used to cast ACTUAL teenagers for teen roles? refreshing

wow this guy in the cowboy hat has MAJOR swag

oh nooo Taylor Lautner I grew up with him and he sucked (real)

idk why ppl always shat on kstew being like inexpressive in this??? seems fine??

all these vampire siblings date each other?? lolololol

so far this seems like a fun little teen drama idk. it’s so blue though

Edwards stare is so intense I KNOW rpat had a great time with this lolol

Lolllll imagine seeing someone try to switch classes to avoid u but u don’t even know them??

the daughter-distant father awkwardness is v nice, v realistic

ugh this dad is so hot

Does Edward have RED eyes girl that sounds like a red flag get away

Ok this soundtrack sucks

Wait so his eyes change? Why?

wow he stopped a bread van for her w his muscles how romanticccc

also how small is this school like how does everyone know her?

vampire doctor creeps me out

lol his name is carlisle what a square

taking bets at how soon he tells her he’s a vampire it’s probably pretty soon I’m gonna say like around the one hour mark

girl is she having sex dreams about him

God Edward really is so creepy eh

Lautner’s Michigan accent is sooo bad in this omggg I can’t

are these new vampires?? the whole eating people thing really disrupts the tone of the story

So gay of bella not to care about the dress shopping. And also just skipping prom lol

Edward just following her everywhere RUN GIRL

“I should make sure Bella gets something to eat” most awkward and obvious way to ask for a date

So she’s def a vegetarian and he def doesn’t eat people food

We’re like 40 minutes in and he’s already telling her lol

Anyway why can’t he read her mind is this like a soulmate thing

This is soooo fanfictiony lmao

So she finds out he can read minds and just lets it go lol

Edward is such a dumbass though she figured him out so easy lolllll

And now she’s having vampire sex dreams lmaoooo this movie is great

Oh here it comes the “I know what you are” “say it” lol I only know this scene bc it’s from a meme or something

lmao this speed animation

is he about to sparkle

BAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS SO UNSERIOUS

god they’re both crazy girl why are you so into him and Edward why are you so obsessed w her

ok yeah some of these lines suck

First of all these kids are missing class and for what

Second of all I cannot IMAGINE being a teenage straight girl seeing this for the first time when it comes out and basing my ENTIRE personality on this shitty ass self-insert fanfic ass plot

Girl how the hell can you be in love with him already

That’s so high school, they’re only walking together and people somehow know they’re together?

oh wow so the doctor turns these kids to stop them from dying that’s neat

I used to live only off tofu and I was very satisfied thank u very much

Wow he’s special about reading minds that’s convenient

He’s such a kid w her that’s not what I was expecting but I like it

They’re making Italian food for her bc her name is Bella lmfao

WOW anger issues much

He doesn’t sleep, he doesn’t stop going to school, he doesn’t eat, terrible existence

Was that the author in the diner

HOLY FUCK HE SNEAKS INTO HER HOUSE AND WATCHES HER SLEEP RED ALERT

DONT KISS THE GUY WHO WANTS TO EAT YOU NOOOOO

there are so many problems here lol

Dad just messing w his gun at the kitchen table, so cop coded

So American coded actually lol

Wait Edward is gonna meet him w the gun there lmao

Vampire baseball lolllll

This is just one big incest nerd family

They could have tried a little harder w the cgi for such a big budget?? This looks like the CW. Feels like it too actually

FRENCH bad guy vampires??

These stakes seem suddenly way too high??

Don’t break the hot dads heart nooooo

This really does feel like the CW though

Yeah no Rosalie is right why does that family care about Bella so much like she’s a high school girlfriend not a wife lmao

I think I’m dumb but I don’t entirely understand what’s happening here like did Bella go back to Arizona?? Why did she have to go so far to get away from this guy

FUCK is he gonna run all the way to Arizona now lol

I just don’t know how things got so suddenly so dramatic like can’t this James guy just let it go why is he going to so much effort this just all seems so silly

Wow Black Swan

yeah again idk why everyone was hating on kstew’s performance in this, it’s good

How did Edward get there so fast is there like some portal between Arizona and Washington isn’t that like a 1-2 day drive?

This is a fancy ass ballet studio btw

Yeah this fight scene sucks

So Mufasa coded “Remember who you are”

What is happening to Bella now she doesn’t turn until the last book right? (I’ve never read it idk)

Why did that guy have venom?????

Wow finally creepy Edward gets what he wanted and can drink her up…… he ain’t gonna stop

Oh I get it he stops w the power of love. Okay. Whatever.

This SONG sucks

“You lost a lot of blood” yeah THANKS Edward

Oh god the old ass cellphones. Throwback.

Not sure why she’d need oxygen w the injuries she had tbh am I missing something or is it for drama

“You’re in here bc of me” damn straight

Go to Jacksonville Bella (I know she won’t)

Don’t be a baby about it Bella????

Oh fuck is she going to prom? THATS not gonna create School Drama at all…

“Alice lent me the dress” yeah you’re too gay to own any

I know it’s bc of my issues w lautner as a person but I hate Jacob and I ALSO hate that lautner claims to have “distant” indigenous heritage bc that is another thing that he didn’t have when we were kids so why is he playing this guy

“Should we dance?” “You’re serious?” Bro you came to prom together wtf did u think u we’re gonna do

All the music in this movie sucks ass

I don’t usually advocate for this with vampire stuff but I’d have less of a problem with the creepiness of this relationship if he DID turn her

If MY bf was a vampire I wouldn’t want to be human either wtf

Okay yeah I mean that movie was whatever. Glad I understand the pop culture references now I guess

Oh no oh wait oh god I gotta watch the rest of these movies now don’t I…. Please tell me they get better

#text #twilight liveblog

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imhereonthekitchenfloor · 2 years ago

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I am fascinated by the idea that Come In With The Rain is a Twilight song because Haunted has always so clearly fit the story of New Moon to me.

And I find it particularly hilarious that if we assume Haunted is actually/also about Taylor's experiences, then "he will try and take away my pain and he just might make me smile but the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead" is about Taylor Lautner in both interpretations

Quick where's the exploding brain meme we need right now to describe you because you are so right anon and that's so funny! Also I originally made my PowerPoint as a joke but now I'm serious I think ciwtr is a twilight fanfic

#anon #ask

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simsim54 · 9 months ago

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edward: *lying on the floor* I miss jacob jasper: he's been gone 5 minutes edward: *sniffs* I miss my jake emmett: he's gone to the fucking shop edward: *full on crying* I miss my alpha jacob: *walks through the door* honey, i'm home edward: fuck you mutt, didn't notice you were even gone

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fantasticvoidnerdshoe · 2 years ago

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wilgentak · 7 months ago

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wanneer ze tijdens sollicitatiegesprekken vragen: hou je van schrijven? ben je goed in schrijven?

en ik moet denken aan hoe ik tijdens de buitenschoolse opvang achterop stencils gedichten schreef als al mijn vriendjes al waren opgehaald door hun ouders, aan mijn roze glitterschrift met prinses belle op de voorkant waarin ik mijn eerste verhaal schreef over fleur en kevin dat ik later verscheurde omdat mijn ouders het ontdekt hadden, de valentijnsbrieven die ik elk jaar schreef, aan hoe ik als enige van groep 8 een 10 kreeg voor mijn werkstuk, aan mijn allereerste fanfic over taylor lautner, aan mijn tweede verhaal over een gevallen engel, aan mijn derde verhaal over een meisje dat wegrende van huis en wakker werd op een fruitboomgaard, aan mijn vakantiedagboeken, aan de blog die ik aanmaakte toen ik 14 was en dagelijks op publiceer, aan mevrouw van der zalm die zei dat ik leuk kon schrijven, aan de gedichten die ik in de aula achterliet als de kaarsjes brandden, aan hoe ik me zelfverzekerder voel als ik schrijf dan als ik praat, aan hoe ik in elk groepsproject verantwoordelijk was voor het eindverslag, aan hoe ik tientallen fanfics schreef over mijn favoriete personages, aan hoe docenten mijn ingeleverde essays, werkstukken prezen om de heldere schrijfwijze en structuur, aan hoe ik mails verstuurde van duizend woorden naar degene op wie ik verliefd was,

en me afvraag hoe ik die vraag op een professionele manier kan beantwoorden.

#persoonlijk #tja #professionele ervaring heb ik ook zat #maar uiteindelijk zegt mijn persoonlijke ervaring toch het meest

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ourmixedrealities · 4 years ago

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Wanted, Dead Or Alive (Part One)

*I don’t own the pictures or music mentioned in this story*

~WARNING~ Violence (In the future, Not in this part) and Language

Age’s!! You are- 21, Taylor is- 26

~BzzZzzZZzzzZzz~

“Hmm? Hello..?” I answered as my voice cracked without opening my eyes. “Are You still asleep!? You are! Aren’t you!?” a voice I instantly recognized as being my agent cried out. “Huh? Wait what? No... No! No of course not! I’m up... I was just... Changing?” I answered completely panicked as my body shot up instantly remembering I had an audition this morning. “Good! Because I’m waiting for you downstairs, Now please get your ass moving, You don’t want to be late do you!?” I could hear her laugh right before she hung up. Amanda was far to used to me sleeping in when I should be wide awake. I rushed around the room looking for anything that seemed audition appropriate. After changing I booked it downstairs and out the door where I was greeted by my smiling friend Amanda who was holding a donut and an iced coffee for me, Not only was she an amazing agent but she was also far to excellent at reading me “Good Morning sleepyhead.” She mocked jokingly. I gave her a noticeably fake smile. “I know, I know... I’m sorry.” I muttered. “Don’t worry, We are actually early for once.” She admitted seemingly amused at herself.

Once inside the car I asked. “So, What movie is this audition for anyway?” I looked at Amanda as she scrolled through her phone, Within seconds she pulled up the email. “It says its a survival/thriller. I wasn’t able to get very much information on the movie... But! I do know that the director was very adamant on wanting you to play the lead girl.” She handed me the phone to read over everything. “Huh... Weird.” I mentioned as I handed it back. I wasn't a well known actress so it felt weird that this man wanted me as the lead, But who was I to complain about this huge opportunity.

I stared out the window as we pulled up to a beautiful mansion. “I thought we were going to an office?” I questioned unable to take my eyes off the massive building. “This is his office.” She corrected with a smirk. My eyes grew wider.

As I stepped out of the car a motorcycle pulled up next to us. I watched as a man with beautiful golden skin effortlessly hopped off the bike, He removed his helmet from his head reveling his thick black hair. Once again I was in awe as I recognized him as being Taylor Lautner, He smiled my way before walking off. I nudged Amanda as I whispered “What’s he doing here?!” She smiled. “He apparently wants the job as your on screen romance.” I became speechless as I watched him enter the building.

“Now listen closely, This is important... Today you’ll be meeting Mr. and Mrs. Foster. Or rather Edwin and Marie Foster. They’re both extremely important people that you have to impress. Mr. Foster wants you but seeing as Mrs. Foster wrote the book its ultimately up to her if you get the job or not.” Amanda informed. I nodded understanding the gravity of the situation.

Amanda led the way into the home, Surely this had to of been their home and office space, Once inside I realized how wrong I was. A secretary sat in the center of the room. “Hello! You must be (Y/N)” She cheered. “Mr. Foster is so excited to meet with you. He’s currently seeing someone at the moment but...” she paused as a man began speaking “Come in, Don’t listen to her I’d like to see you now.” He called out causing the woman to loose her big grin, She attempted to smile as we walked away but I could tell it wasn't as sincere.

“Please, Have a seat.” He motioned to me as I wondered into the room, The only chair available being the one next to Taylor, After sitting down he began. “As I see it, You’re both here to try out for the lead roles correct?” Taylor and I nodded. “Yes Sir, That’s correct.” I added quickly. Marie without hesitation cooed “Well now Dear, Obviously Mr. Lautner has the job, I mean look at him, He will make a perfect Wyatt.” Marie stated as she adoringly stared him down. Taylor gave her a considerate but slightly uncomfortable smile. “I could say the same thing about Ms. (Y/L/N), She will make a beautiful Olivia.” He smiled sincerely. “I’m not so sure... I mean, Look at her, Does she really look like an Olivia?” She scoffed. “Dear... Is this really the conversation we should be having in front of our guests?” Edwin added. “No, I supposed you’re right. Taylor, You have the job. You may leave.” Her smile gleaming as she spoke to him. “Thank you so much, Both of you.” Taylor said as he shook their hands, He gave me a quick smile as if to say ‘Good Luck’ then left the room without hesitation. “Do you honestly believe you can handle the roll of playing Olivia?” Marie questioned sternly. “Yes I do... And if I don't preform to your liking I promise to not stop until I am able to satisfy your image.” I vowed. Edwin smiled seemly satisfied with my answer. “Why don’t you please give my wife and I a moment to speak alone.” Edwin stated calmly. I nodded as I stood up from my chair. “Thank you for this opportunity.” I spoke confidently until I left the room.

Amanda and I sat in the waiting room and for minutes I sat there fidgeting with my fingers until Mr. Foster finally walked out. “I’ll give you a call as soon as I can, It’s seems the Mrs. and I are having some problems seeing eye to eye.” I nodded and thanked him before quickly getting out of there, Once back outside I noticed how Taylors ride was still here.

I turned quickly at the sound of gravel being walked on since it caught my attention. “Sorry! I didn’t mean to startle you, I just, It didn’t feel right to leave without saying hi... You’re (Y/F/N)? Right?” He questioned with a smile. “Yeah, Yeah I am! It’s so great to meet you!” I replied back, Amanda gave us space and waited patiently in the car. “I thought I recognized you, I saw you in ‘The Quiet Vandals Club’ You were really good!” He amused. “Oh my God, Yeah! Thank you! That sincerely means so much to me especially coming from you!” I remarked in awh of him. “Would you want to get coffee or something sometime?” He asked carefully but confidently. “I would like that a lot.” I admitted as I could feel my heart beat out of my chest. “Great! I can’t wait.” He smiled. We exchanged numbers and went our separate ways both with smiles on our faces.

As soon as I sat down Amanda began “Soooo, How’d it go? What did you think?” She said with a smirk. “Honestly? None of that went as I was expecting...” I laughed thinking back on the meeting and getting a coffee date with Taylor. “Don’t worry, Mr. Foster will fight for you. He knows you're a great actress and would be the perfect Olivia.” Amanda ensured. I shrugged as I was feeling unsure about the whole situation. “I’m not worried about Mr. Foster... I’m actually worried about his wife... She didn’t seem to like me to much.” I admitted as I sank deeper into my seat. “Welcome to the real world, Not everyone will love you, But you know who you are so their opinions truly don't matter.” Amanda smiled, I knew she was right but the idea still hurt.

I stared out the window until my phones vibration knocked me out of my trance.

‘Hey! It’s Taylor, I’m stuck at a red light right now so I figured it was the perfect time to ask if you’d like to get that cup of coffee with me tomorrow? Again! No pressure, If you’re busy or just don’t want to no big deal. If you want to go then just send me your address and I can pick you up! Regardless it was great meeting you. Gotta go! The light’s green!’

I must of read the text at least fifteen times before I could stop giggling. “What’s so funny?” Amanda asked with a similar smile on her face, She was the type of friend whose happiness came from seeing her friends happy. “Nothing.” I replied with a huge smile on my face, Clearly unable to hide my excitement. “I just... I’m going on a date tomorrow!” I cheered. “Ahh!! That’s amazing! Congratulations!” She sang.

‘Tomorrow most definitely works for me, My address is (Y/A) I can’t wait to see you, And it was great meeting you too.’ I attempted to pretend like it was no big deal but in person you could tell I was losing my mind.

(The Next Day)

‘I’ll be at your house shortly’

‘See you then!’

*Knock Knock Knock*

“Have you ever been on a motorcycle before?” Taylor asked with a grin on his face. I shook my head nervously. “I promise to keep you safe if you’ll trust me enough to take a ride.” Taylor offered a helmet which I hesitantly took. Even with his helmet on I could tell Taylor was still smiling, His tone and body langue confirmed it. “Ready?” He asked as I held onto his shoulders. “Yeah... I think so.” I stated nervously. “Here, Wrap your arms around my waist, It’s safer this way.” He corrected with a chuckle. I squeezed him even tighter. We sped through the streets until we reached a little coffee shop I’ll admit my eyes were sealed shut the majority of the time, But I was all smiles as I climbed off his bike. “That was amazing!! What a rush!” I exclaimed as I removed the helmet, feeling the adrenalin rush throughout my body. Taylor laughed. “See! I told you it’s not that bad. Hopefully now you’ll be able to trust me a little more.” He smirked. I instantly grew shy “Yeah, Maybe I will.” I stated with a smile.

The entire date Taylor was the perfect gentleman, We talked for hours when it felt like mere minutes. I was enthralled with every word he spoke. From the way he smiled and laughed to the way he carried himself. My heart skipped a beat once he reached across the table to take my hand in his. Before we knew it the once sunny neighborhood turned dark and gloomy. “Damn... I should probably get you home so we don’t get stuck in the rain.” I could tell he was bummed which made me even happier. “Sounds good.” I said with a smile, I was endlessly excited to cling onto his back once again.

The down pour hit at the perfect moment, I wasn’t sure if Taylor felt the same way until he parked his bike under the bridge, Took off his helmet and began laughing. His laugh being the contagious one that it is I began laughing with him. “Do you...This is an odd request but...” I began softly. “Would you maybe want to dance with me in the rain?” I offered, I almost expected him to turn me down until he took my hand and brought me out into the storm. Taylor pulled out a pair of earphones placing one carefully in my ear and the other into his, The song ‘Lay your head on me’ By Major Lazer played. Our bodies becoming in sync as the rain danced around us. I laid my head onto his chest feeling his breath match mine. I couldn't help but smile to myself. How was this happening? This had to be a dream that I never wanted to wake up from. I glanced up at him as he looked down to me our lips colliding sending me into a whirlwind of emotions. Taylor picked me up by my thighs as I wrapped my legs around his waist, He quickly brought us back under the bridge where my back rest gently on the wall. My fingers ruffling up his dampened hair. Taylor removed his leather jacket that was quickly shrinking due to the rain. Sadly for me as soon as Taylor began kissing my neck the rain halted giving us our escape. “Seeing as I’m sure you don’t have any guy’s clothes at your place would you want to come to mine? I’ll take you home whenever you’d like, I just think we should probably get out of our wet clothes.” He smirked as he looked down at his now see through white shirt. “I mean, I’m not one to complain about a great view but seeing as I am also not ready for tonight to end, Yes. I’d like that a lot.” I smirked as I took out the earphone that was currently playing ‘Wonder’ By Shawn Mendes.

Taylor dodged puddles left and right all the way back to his place, The cold air caused chills to crawl up and down my body. Taylor and I pulled into the garage right before the next cloud burst. “That was lucky!” I announced as I hopped off the bike. “Yeah! Tell me about it, You may just be my lucky charm.” Taylor pulled a face as I began laughing. “That was cheesy huh?” He chuckled. “Just a little, But it’s fine, truth be told I like cheesy.” I admitted as I kissed his cheek. Taylor quickly wrapped his arms around me as he led me into his house. “Feel free to make yourself at home, I’ll go grab you a change of clothes.” He smirked as he wondered off into a room. I removed my shoes by the door then had a look around the room, It was absolutely stunning, He had photos of people I assumed to be his friends and family, Pets.

“Here you go.” A shirtless Taylor spoke as he handed me a towel a top and sweat pants. “Thanks.” I replied as I attempted to not stare at him and his body. I could see Taylor smirking in the corner of my eye. Perhaps I was a little obvious with how purposefully I attempted to be respectful. “You can change in there, If you’d like.” Taylor pointed to a room across from his bedroom. “Thanks.” I repeated feeling flustered.

I rushed inside of the room and locked the door behind me. Thankfully he sent me into his bathroom where I decided to take the time to make sure the rain didn't make me look to crazy. Once satisfied with my hair and appearance I changed then left the room with my wet clothes. Taylor instantly spotted me. “Oh! Here, Let me help you.” He rushed over to take my clothes. “I’ll put them in the drier so you don’t have to later.” He offered. I nodded appreciatively.

While he handled the laundry I sat onto his couch causing me to catch a whiff of his cologne that was left on his clothes. Instantly I sank deeper into the couch. I couldn't help but smile, I sincerely liked him and I knew if feelings weren't mutual it would hurt like hell to move on. Things just seemed to be easier with him, My worries and fears vanished into thin air. I tucked my legs to my chest as I sat and waited for Taylor to return.

Just before I could feel myself begin to fall asleep Taylor vaulted the couch to be right next to me. “Impressive.” I noted with a grin. “Why thank you.” He remarked back with a smirk. as he did a mini bow.

Within no time we were cuddling on his couch under a blanket using each others body heat for our own benefit. Even through his shirt I could feel the heat radiating off of him. I used his chest as a pillow until I couldn't bare to keep my eyes open any longer, And Taylor allowed it. The last thing I felt was a soft kiss at the time of my head.

(To Be Continued)

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