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I miss him

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daily affirmations: remember that no one can stop you from hallucinating garrus vakarian whenever you want. it’s even free

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So I just started playing Palia again after almost 8 months because I missed my pookies, Reth and Hassian. So I got to level 2 romance for both of them at the same time last night which triggered their quests to happen.

So tell me why, RETH, I use my every 30 MINUTE home teleport on you, get home and see my stinkabutt Auni and not YOU. After you PROMISED a hot steamy night together. I check my mail and there you are standing me up and you're not even telling me why. Then next to it... Hassian? I read his letter apologizing and asking for another chance like #takemeback. Bro's all like "let's meet under the stars" and I feel like I'm in some kinda DND x Early 2000's romcom.

I felt like such a harlot like what in the Hallmark Christmas movie situation. Like do I go to my boyfriend who keeps mistreating me? Or do I go rekindle my old flame..? The answer is both HASHTAG POLYAMORY WIN!!

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THIS!!!!! HAPPINESS IS FOUND WITHIN STRUGGLE!!!! BONDS ARE BULIT ON TRUST AND LOVE DESPITE HARDSHIP!!!! WE CAN ONLY KNOW PEACE IF WE KNOW CONFLICT !!!

And personally me i LOVE angst so i eat up the lore.

COZY GAMES ARE MEANT TO BE A LITTLE DARK

I keep getting videos on YouTube that talk about how cozy games are secretly not cozy because they have dark elements to them like the war in Stardew.

Apparently this is somehow meant to ruin the coziness? I hate to break it to you but THATS THE POINT.

These games do not exist in a cozy vacuum where nothing bad happens ever. That would frankly be a terrible game and an even worse story. Cozy games are not cozy in SPITE of their dark elements they are cozy BECAUSE of them.

In Stardew yes there's a war, and people have dysfunctional relationships and that's the point! you're in a shitty town living on a shitty farm but you're there to help. you make friendships, and you fix your farm, and you leave the town a little better than when you found it.

In Palia you're living under an oppressive government and everyone has lots of problems. Some people are just struggling to be a single parent, others are on the run from a cartel. It's not light and cheery! but you get to help these people as you work to find your place in the world. I could go on for hours about other games but I think these examples are enough to drive home what I'm going to say next. COZY GAMES ARE ABOUT COMMUNITY, LOVE, AND FRIENDSHIP.

You don't expect your real life friends and communities to be conflict free. Bonds are built on the back of hardship. Lifting each other up. Loving each other and being kind when things are hard.

villagers in both games give me advice on how to do what I need to so I can fix up my property and start life in their town, They send me gifts they think will help with my projects. And in turn I give them a relationship they need. I'm an understanding friend for Linus, or an open ear for Najuma.

WE SUPPORT EACHOTHER IN HARD TIMES.

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Tanbi kei inspired Bill!!

I caved into fandom peer pressure and made a human bill design. Will render the rest later :P

You cannot tell me Bill wouldn't at the very least DABBLE into some tanbi kei. I tried to be in the middle of the Venn diagram of twink / disgusting old man bill designs. Siouxsie's look in spellbound was also a huge inspiration for his look.

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Phoenix vs adopting daughters and one son for balance

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Out of all things to obsess over...

Yeah ever since I made the billford thing I've been rewatching everything.

Colleges don't look at this stuff right...?

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ABSOLUTE HEAT !!!

Little Boy Blue

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Okay guys hear me out

Gravity Falls 18 Episode (each 1 hour) love triangle k drama Disney original…? Workplace/office au…? Fiddleford plays 2nd lead being the kind and better option. Also is a long time friend of Ford (who is obviously the MC). Bill is the dark, morally gray (at first), with family issues main lead who over shadows the 2nd lead…? Is possibly the CEO of the company as well ? And idk instead of building a portal Bill is the stereotypical kidnapper who takes ford away to do whatever gay people do.

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Guys what if I made another billford video and it’s Pied Piper by hit group BTS. Because humans touch is great but what about the fact Bill was Ford’s pied piper 🤨🤨🤨

Anyways the kitchen is gonna be busy this month so stay tuned !!!

UGHHHHH COLLEGE APPLICATIONS 👹👹

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You guys are so funny

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It felt necessary to make this.

Please accept this offering tumblr gods !! And possibly Alex Hirsch !!!

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umbert x misterman hurt comfort yaoi

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gege knew what he was doing when he created choso

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the current state of this site

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The strong urge to create ANOTHER self insert oc for every piece of media I come across

(I need to revamp my old gravity falls oc from when I was 8 that i shipped with dipper so I can ship myself with ford ☹️)

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REST IN PEACE MY KING ☹️

Reita 20th ANNIVERSARY PAMPHLET Redraw

I drew reita hehe