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Laga Mudah ke Spanyol
Besok saat Rabu Dini Hari Liverpool di jadwalkan bertanding Girona. Melawan wakil Spanyol ini harusnya berjalan mudah. Karena sebelumnya kita telah mengandaskan Raksasa Spanyol di Anfield. Dan pada pertandingan kandangnya Girona kemarin harus kalah juga melawan Real Madrid. Secara hitung-hitungan Liverpool harusnya mudah meraih tiga poin di Spanyol saat melawan Girona. Oke Kop..semoga kita tetap…
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sino ba tumblr famous ngayon sa era na to?
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dear tumblr user meggannn, i started following you when i was in high school and now i've had four years of job experience and am in grad school. wild. you're also singlehandedly responsible for me getting into fmab literally a decade ago and i still love it so much this is your legacy thanks for existing :)
oh god i've been on tumblr so long. impressed and grateful you're still here! long live fmab!!
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Kembali Tandang di Liga 4 Jateng, Persak Kebumen Taklukkan Wijaya Kusuma 2-1
CILACAP, Kebumen24.com – Persak Kebumen berhasil mencatatkan kemenangan penting saat bertandang ke markas Wijaya Kusuma FC dalam lanjutan pekan ke-4 Grup C Liga 4 Jawa Tengah, Rabu, 15 Januari 2025. Dalam laga penuh tensi ini, Persak membalikkan keadaan dan menang 2-1 setelah tertinggal lebih dulu. Continue reading Kembali Tandang di Liga 4 Jateng, Persak Kebumen Taklukkan Wijaya Kusuma 2-1
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IM YELLING
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THE BULLSHIT OUR FILIPINO ATHLETES HAVE TO PUT UP WITH AND THEY HAVE KEPT FIGHTING NO MATTER WHAT
AND OUR WOMEN DOMINATING IN WHAT IS NORMALLY MALE ORIENTED SPORTS LIKE YAAAAAAAAASSSSS PINAYS ARE MF BADASSSES THESE DAUGHTERS OF TANDANG SORA AND GABRIELA SILANG AND ALL OUR PINAY HEROES ARE DOING US PROUD
IT WAS A FILIPINA WHO BROUGHT OUR FIRST OLYMPIC GOLD EVER SLAY HIDILYN DIAZ WHO SHOWED THE WORLD THE STRENGTH OF FILIPINA WOMEN
SO LABAN FILIPINAS!!!!! LET'S GO!!!!
#philippines#laban pilipinas#laban filipinas#paris 2024#LETS GO PHILIPPINES#mabuhay ang pinoy#mabuhay ang pilipinas
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MENURUT KU...
Tandang mu bagai arunika jingga sang baskara, Perihal bak bianglala dickarawala itu seringainya, Akara nya seperti mega lenticular pada keagungan ancala, Sungguh anindita mu membuat atma ini dewana.
Jakarta, 13 mei 2024
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LAGPAS TRAHEDYA AU
Elias and Crisostomo having family time with their children Amorccia and Indang under the afternoon sun, circa 1889.
AU CONTEXT
- after Crisostomo had been excommunicated and had been sent a message that he should forget Maria Clara, he takes the offer to live with Elias in a secluded village near Ilog Pasig.
- Elias had forgotten to tell his husband señor about something important, he had adopted two girls two years ago from that village.
- Although surprised, Crisostomo had quickly learned and accepted the girls, unintentionally turning them into a family
- Crisostomo moved his project of building a school to this village, wherein he worked there as the head teacher
- Elias works as a fisherman, able to haul a profit and food on the table. He sometimes takes Crisostomo and his daughters on boat rides throughout Ilog Pasig (y'know, like a rural family outing)
- ang daming nagchichismis sa kanila dahil masyado silang ✨sinaunang bading✨ behavior, charot 🤭
Elibarra Fanchildren
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Amorccia Ninya Ibarra y Alonzo
7 years old
the younger sister of Indang
a soft-spoken girl with a tender smile
very timid
takes on after her ama, Crisostomo, in terms of literacy
can write and speak fluent English
likes to read books containing science and history
meek and quiet until you start talking about science or history, she'll spew everything she knew excitedly
court and polite, as taught by her itay, Elias
she doesn't get the craze of being in a religion but she won't admit it
she would visit Tandang Tasyo for his teachings in philosophy
sports aren't to her liking since her body is kinda weak
considered to be the next generation Clarita because of her beauty
likes her clothes to be simple and formal, and doesn't want it to be excessive in design
the illegitimate daughter of a Spanish count, of whom had left Las Filipinas way before her mother even told him she was pregnant with his child
despite her quiet nature, she hears and knows alot about her environment, able to understand the issues that surrounds her
Juanita Indang Ibarra y Katamtaman
13 years old
the older sister of Amorccia
would rather be called as Indang
a hardworking girl
likes to tend the crops and fishing
an animal person
a loudmouth, she knows about this and tries to tone it down
very polite and a believer of God, as per the teachings of her itay, Elias
she doesn't know how write or speak English, she can only understand it
she excels in Spanish, courtesy of her ama, Crisostomo
can do physical activities more than her sister
knows a whole lot of stuff about agriculture and animals
got her name Katamtaman because she likes her outfit to be "katamtaman" back when she was young
her family knows that she means "presko" or comfortable but they still joke about it every now and then
very humble and has very blunt honesty
once someone wrongs her when she knows she's in the right, she will clap back
she holds great disdain on the padres that roam the church, finding it blasphemous that they are soiling the house of God
a daughter born from rape between her mother and a padre, hence her great hatred on them
#Elias my baby boy😭#Bakit!? Bakit?! Iniwan mo yung boyprend mo! ELIAS 😭#Yung ginawa mo lang yung au na to para umiwas sa pain#UGGHHHH#YUNG MGA BABY KOOOO#Fellas is it gay when you literally swore loyalty to your ancestor's greatest enemy's heir even if you still know the truth#Married na pala sina Crisostomo at Elias#Hooray!!!#Bonus lang yung mga bata#Kid fic#art#noli me tangere#elibarra#el fili#el filibusterismo#Lagpas Trahedya AU
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Been a while since I last posted yung mga ganaps ko in life so I'll try to back track a little haha.
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21.09.24 0728H | Tandang Sora
Attended a paint seminar in GT Stoneworks and it was pretty exciting, mainly because I haven't been in any workshop for quite some time now. Great to learn applications of new products in the market. Being in the construction industry, there's always a new trend that we have to keep up on.
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2215H | Default Cafe Pub, Malate, Manila
After my workshop, I went to Malate to meet with my boy bestie to attend this Friends for Sale event that they had. Syempre ako ang seller. I still have the PowerPoint presentation in case someone wants a really sweet 5'10 chef who will give you the princess treatment. Dm nyo lang ako, forward ko deets ni dzaddiii hahahaha.
And ofc my girlie wanted to come kasi we were still playing that taguan ng feelings game at the time hahaha. Syempre ang ending, naging besties sila (they met that night) and I became the third wheel.
Mid pic is of us downing our free shots for participating in the event.
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22.09.24. 1215H | Manila Koreatown, Malate, Manila
After all the fun in Default, nagutom kami haha. Walked to Koreatown and had Samgyupsal. Ofc with our resident chef around, he was the one who cooked haha joke we helped naman. Pero majority talaga sya. 🤣
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0245H | Cafe Roo, Malate, Manila
Antok na si chef so he went home after samgyup. My girlie and I walked some more and went to Cafe Roo. Syempre ayaw paawat, kahit 22 hours awake na by this time, I still ordered black coffee hahaha.
There's also a couple of kids selling roses downstairs so I got her two, bawal three kasi platonic lang daw kami hahaha. Pero nag holding hands kaya she noticed my nails have grown longer, and I hate to stereotype pero pareho kami may dalang nail cutter hahahaha. She clipped my nails and I find it very cutesy, not to mention extremely gay.
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spider noir in a noli au
i can imagine him at the first chapter (yun ba yun) of noli where they were shit talking the native filipinos and noir just chimes in saying, "well you know, the people here are probably only uneducated because... you won't give them an education? hence, you lot (the colonizers) are backwards for not providing them with the necessary graces these lovely people need to live. you're blaming them for your own lack of a mind."
he'd see you as a PERSON and not as a SLAVE. especially if you were a poor indio forced into slavery for a big mestizo/mestiza, HE'D WORK, FIGHT, AND BUY YOUR WAY OUT OF SERVITUDE FOR THEM BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU AND HATES SEEING YOU CHAINED DOWN TO THIS KIND OF LIFE.
he'd be so close to basilio and crispin, and when crispin crispun down the stairs... he was never the same : ( he felt super bad for sisa and was so regretful that he couldn't get those boys out of there any quicker.
i think the guardia civil and higher ups there would've hated him LMAO, but he doesn't care, he's gonna fight his way out of this, keep you safe, and marry you one day.
he wants half-filipino kids, he knows they'd have the cutest eyes and the prettiest complexion to him
HE'D TAKE YOU OUT ON A BOAT RIDE AT NIGHT AND UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE STARS AND THE MOON, AS THE CRICKETS SING AND AS THE ALITAPTAP SURROUND YOU GUYS, HE'D SING OLD LOVE SONGS HE LEARNED IN TAGALOG WITH YOUUUU
he refuses to speak spanish and only talks to in tagalog.
HE BURNS COPIES OF TANDANG BASIO MACUNAT BECAUSE HE KNOWS IT'S BULLSHIT
when you two are riding a kalesa, he holds on to you tightly because he doesn't want you to get hurt when the roads get bumpy, and bc it's an excuse to get close to you :)
HE DOESN'T HATE THE TULISANES TBH, he gets why they're the way they are, but he will not hesitate to FUCK THEM UP IF THEY SO MUCH AS TOUCH A SINGLE STRAND OF HAIR ON YOUR HEAD
he has expressed wanting to marry you and love you for the rest of his life so many times, and how eager he is to wait for your answer, be it a yes or a no, be it today, tonight, tomorrow, or until he's old--just never leave him without telling him a yes or no.
"aking minamahal... hindi ko masasabi sayo ang lahat ng pagmamahal na nararamdaman ko para sayo. ngunit, kung papayagan mo ako, mamahalin kita panghabangbuhay. hihintayin kita para sayong sagot, kahit ibibigay mo ngayong araw, ngayong gabi, bukas o hanggang ako'y matanda na... ikaw parin ang mamahalin ko't hihintayin ko. huwag mo lang akong iwanan ng hindi mo pa akong sinasagot; kahit 'oo' o 'hindi' ang iyong sagot... ikaw parin ang tanging minamahal at mamahalin ko."
a/n: I CAN'T HE'S SO RIZAL CODED
tags !! @thecoolerdor @binibinileonara @connors-cumslurper @luvstarrstruck @maxoloqy @k4tsu3
#spider noir#spider noir x filipino reader#spider noir x reader#spider noir x you#spider noir x y/n#atsv x filipino reader#atsv imagines#atsv x reader
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LITERARY: bato
Hango sa awiting Bato sa Buhangin ng bandang Cinderella
mahirap unawain
ngunit patuloy dadalumatin
dahil sa bawat pag-alo’y
bumubugso ang damdamin
ang bato—
isang piraso ng pagkakakilanlan
tungo sa dagat na walang sinasanto
patuloy na nagugulumihanan
ang pagbatong walang abog
patungo sa karimlan
ay ang paghulagpos sa tanikala
nang ako'y maliwanagan.
hindi batid ang kapalaran
ng bato sa buhanging sandamukal
ngunit itataya buong puso
nang bawat yaring tibok maunawaan
batong bukod-tangi
batong umukit sa diwa
batong dinaanan ng iyong kalinga
batong sinisigaw ang iyong pangalan
batong isinugal sa kamay ng oras
maaaring lamunin ng alon
batong masigasig
handang hintayin ang iyong tugon
ang pagbato sa pampang
tandang anuman ang kahihinatnan
sa langit walang tagpuan
kung ang bato’y anuring tuluyan
iyo bang pupulutin?
kung hindi’y tatanggapin.
pagka’t ang bato sa buhangi’y
tanda ng alagwa ng damdamin.
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Kabanata 10: Live-Posting
What kind of balls does Simoun have for him to have the *audacity* to request the hospitality of Cabesang Tales when the guy is in the midst of losing his house. Like, he is such a bitch
Ohohoho the gun
Bitch, what did you just say about Juli? Despite all that, she's probably smarter than you
I do wonder, though, how hell did Simoun get a hold on precious ancient jewelry
Capitan Basilio's a history nerd
Lol, you might be a married adult now, but your mom's still your mom
So Penchang's there to buy her way into heaven
Seriously though, this is like a bitch move on Simoun's end
"He slapped the chest and went on in a loud tone in bad Tagalog"
Whyyy just whyyyy
THE LOCKET
Simoun breaking character
Fucking Salvi, I hope he dies
BRO, WHY
You could've sold the locket, ransomed your daughter back first, then joined the tulisanes
Tales, whhhhhyyyyyyyy
Simoun, you son of a bitch
Why would they take Tandang Selo in place of Tales
Ok, so I understand killing the friar and the new tenant, but why the tenant's wife?
Loved this chapter, especially how Rizal described the jewels
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Good luck if you attempt this challenge! And what was your fastest run if you did multiple attempts? Or your favorite list?
Oh, I love women? I'll name you every woman.
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Audrey Hepburn
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Whang Od
Tandang Sora
Marilyn Monroe
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Taylor Swift
Naoi Rei
Harriet Tubman
Cleopatra
Eve
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Mikha Lim
Choi Yujin
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Lovelace
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Sorry, this is all I can do. Took me under six minutes. I'm on a road trip and I need to pee and this is making me anxious lol happy Maundy Thursday to those who observe it love you
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May gusto lang akong ipost dito, may nagTA kasi sakin na anon, inisip ko lang na baka sya si J, hindi ko sure pero bigla ko sya naalala.
Sya yung una kong minahal dito sa tumblr (waaaw), nakausap ko sya dito sa tumblr July 2013? not sure sa month eh pero sure ako sa year, grabe ang tagal na no? Ang tagal na pero naaalala ko pa din lahat ng nangyari, as in lahat. Hindi din kasi talaga ako makakalimutin lalo na kung naging importante sakin.
Isa sya sa nangungulit sakin non na makipagkita, anon pa ako that time. Pinagbigyan ko sya kasi aalis na sya ng Pinas ng January 2014. Naging close kami ng sobra, madami akong kaclose dito sa tumblr pero iba sya eh, ang sarap nya kausap at pinaparamdam nya na importante ako. Unang kita namin Sept. 2013, tanda ko pa din lahat ng nangyari. Hahaha. Ang bata pa nya non, mas ahead ako sakanya ng 5 years ata. Ate nga nya ako eh, kaso ayun nasobrahan, lumagpas kami sa pagiging magkaibigan. Masaya kami at wala naman kaming nasasaktang iba kaya go with the flow lang. Nasundan ng nasundan yung pagkikita namin. Meron pa nga bigla kami nagtagaytay hahaha tapos paalam ko sa nanay ko eh makikitulog sa officemate. First time ko ata nagsinungaling yun. Nun din ako natuto na magabsent, magundertime para lang makasama sya. Iba talaga nagagawa ng kaharutan. Hahaha.
Yung January na pag alis nila sana ay naging Nov. 1, sobrang nalungkot kami pareho kasi nabawasan yung time na magkakasama kami. Mas inenjoy namin, hanggang ngayon pag naaalala ko yun, ramdam na ramdam ko yung saya ko that time. Parang yun ata yung pinakamasayang nangyari sa tumblr life ko. Iba eh. Siguro kasi first time? Ewan ko. Basta alam at ramdam kong mahal ko sya pero hindi namin pinag uusapan yung label label. Natatawa tuloy akong magkwento, ang bata ko pa din non.
Pumunta ako sakanila nung araw ng alis nila, yun na ang una't huli naming pagkikita. Tandang tanda ko pa din yung suot nya non, yung huling hug at paghawak nya sa kamay ko, yung amoy nya. Hindi ko na alam kung ano na ang mangyayari. Nasakin pa din yung screenshot nung unang text nya pagdating nya dun. Hindi din kasi ako nagdedelete talaga. Ayoko nalang hanapin. Hahaha.
Hindi pa man natatapos ang taon, hindi na kami naging okay. Bigla syang naging cold. Nag away na kami. Hindi ko talaga alam ang dahilan basta hindi nalang kami naging okay at umabot pa sa binlock nya ako para hindi ko na sya macontact sa fb. Hindi pa uso ang videocall non kaya puro chat lang. Ang hirap ng ldr hahaha lalo na kung di nyo alam kung anong meron kayo. At don na natapos ang lahat. Saglit lang kami nagkasama pero halos isang taon ata akong nagmoveon sakanya. Yun ang unang birthday ko na sobrang lungkot ko, hindi ako nagplano ng kahit ano. Grabe yung pagkabroken ko nun, laging iyak talaga. Dumating pa ako sa point na gusto ko syang sundan sa Australia. Hahaha. Puro kagaguhan lang post ko before pero may mga post ako about sakanya, ang dami ko ngang hugot posts. Nagdeact na din pala sya ng tumblr. Naapektuhan talaga ako ng malala. Pwede pala yun no? Wala din kasi sa tagal, iba lang talaga impact nya sakin. Never ko naman pinagsisihan na inallow ko sya sa buhay ko. After a year nagkaron na din ako ng iba, pero aaminin ko naman na hindi pa din talaga ako over nun sakanya, parang may kulang. Siguro kasi walang closure.
Nagkausap ulit kami after 2 years yata, nagmessage sya sakin sa fb, Nagexplain sya sa nangyari. I was okay that time pero mas naging okay ako nung nalaman ko yung reason nya. Sa pagkakatanda ko hindi ko sya kinausap ng maayos non, na parang wala lang pero iba talaga yung epekto sakin non.
Umuwi sya ng Pinas at kinontak nya ako, tumawag sya sakin, tandang tanda ko pa non yung pakiramdam ko pagkasagot ko ng tawag nya, pagakarinig ko palang ng hello nya, nagflashback sakin lahat, yung panahon na gustong gusto ko syang makausap at hindi ko alam paano ko sya kokontakin. Gusto ko sya chikahin nun kaso nasa kotse ako ng officemate ko at madami akong kasabay, nasabi ko nalang na "nasa byahe ako" tapos ayun na ata ang huling tawag nya. Nagkatext pa din kami nun at nagplan na magkita, excited pa nga ako non kaso hindi naman kami natuloy. May gift pa naman ako nun sakanya na ibibigay ko dapat. Ewan ko nga ba bat hindi kami natuloy.
Sa lahat ng dumaan sa buhay ko, yung kwento namin yung gustong gusto kong ikinukwento, kahit na sa tumblr lang kami nagkakilala, kahit na maikli lang, at kahit na nasaktan nya ako. Iba talaga eh. Saglit lang yun pero alam kong totoo yun, yung pagmamahal, ako mismo ramdam ko yun. Hindi ko lang alam sakanya kasi nga bata pa sya non. Hahaha. Nasabi ko nga sa friend ko na feeling ko, sya yung totga ko. May ganon? Ewan ko ba. Sa mga ex ko, (kala mo naman nagkalabel eh) sya lang yung bukod tangi na pag naaalala ko, naiisip ko kung kamusta na kaya sya, may care pa din and napapangiti pa din ako pag naaalala ko yung mga nangyari. Tanda ko pa din yung boses nya, yung kilos nya, yung facial expressions nya, nung time na yon ha. Ibang iba na siguro ngayon, grabe 11 years na nakalipas.
Wala na din akong balita sakanya simula non, alam kong madami ng nagbago sakanya, ganon din naman sakin. Ang daya nga eh, alam ko pag naaalala nya ako, bumabalik lang sya dito sa blog ko. Before kasi nagsesend sya ng TA sakin, siguro once a year hanggang sa natigil na. Isa din sya sa dahilan bakit pabalik balik ako dito sa tumblr. Sa pagkakatanda ko din minessage ko sya sa ig before nung napanaginipan ko sya, o panaginip ko lang din na minessage ko sya.
Ayun lang, masaya lang akong alalahanin yung first ano ko dito sa tumblr. Nakakaamaze lang din yung nangyari. Kung may pinagsisihan man akong ginawa, yun ay yung pinadala ko sakanya ulit yung journal na ginawa nya for me. Sayang. Ang sarap sana basahin ng mga nakasulat dun. Sana lang nasa kanya pa. Nasakin pa din nga yung panyo na binigay nya, makeep din talaga ako tapos sya pa din yung naaalala ko sa song na "Skyscraper", "You Got Me" at "When You're Gone". at baby pa ang tawagan namin. Hahahaha.
Curious nga din ako kung ano naaalala nya sakin.
Ayun lang.
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tandang tanda ko pa, kakabreak lang namin nun then namatay yung ex ng ex ko na friend ko din, lumapit ako sa casket nya, kinausap ko, sabi ko "wag kang mag alala hinding hindi ko sya papabayaan, hindi ko sya iiwan" at kapag dumadalaw kami sakanya, sinasabi ko na "o di ko sya iniwan ah" lalo na nung time na walang wala na talaga syang nararamdaman sakin.
gusto kong dumalaw sakanya netong nakaraan, sasabihin ko lang na "tinupad ko yung pangako ko sayo ha, hindi ko sya iniwan at pinabayaan, sya na yung umayaw eh" proud lang din talaga ako dun.
hindi ko lang naman din sya iniwan, dahil mahal ko naman talaga hndi lang dahil pinangako ko.
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Dear younger self,
Story behind the reason why I am trying to make social again... (Short story)
Iiyak lang naman ako kapag pinag usapan toh! Iniisip ko pa lang sa utak ko naluluha na ko haha! Back when I was in my señior high school to 2nd year college napaka friendly ko, hindi ako nahihiya makipag socialize like to meet new people. Tapos one day nag pandemic then sumabog na lang ako sa nararamdaman ko na hindi ko alam why pero basta napagod na lang ako! Na puno na ko to please them just to make them feel na active ako, I am with them kakampi nila ko sa lahat, to prove na hindi ko sila iiwan kahit ano mangyari, to maintain yung existence ko sa buhay nila, na yes lang ako ng yes sa lahat ng sasabihin nila. I got fed up at hindi ko na manage ng maayos yung emotions ko. I say yes kasi kapag nag no ako ang dami dami nila sinasabi sakin. I decided to left and start a new life, new beginning. I became free but one day I saw my self alone, lonely, got anxiety, stress, always crying and everything was trauma.
A message to my younger me
I am so sorry for you self, sorry kasi maaga mo naramdaman yan, namulat ka ng maaga sa mga bagay na dapat hindi pa ee. pero ngayon I am now in my young adult self! Na overcome na natin yan ngayon tapos self alam mo ba I met dada na yung hinihiling mo dati diba? Na sabi mo gusto mo magka boyfriend na tatagal kayo ng years? Yun lang yung hiniling mo dati pero sobra sobra binigay sayo. Tapos ngayon self hindi na natin ngayon pinoproblema yung mag please ng tao, we are not people pleaser kasi kinalimutan ko na mag tiwala but good news kasi kahit konti lang friends natin ngayon totoo sila! Dati sinabi mo sa sarili mo na hindi ka lalagok self ng milk tea or coffee kasi napaka mahal ng presyo! Tandang tanda ko pa yan self! But look at us now self! Lumalagok ka ng napaka mahal na mga kape at milk tea ni hindi ka nang hihinayang 😂 kakahiya ka ang gastador mo pa!
Thankyou my younger me! I feel regretful but I cannot bring back the past, all I can bring is the memories. It's time to forget everything and start a new beginning. I love you, don't forget the Lord.
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FATAMORGANA
tandang mu bagai arunika jingga sang baskara, perihal bak bianglala dickarawala itu seringainya, akara nya seperti mega lenticular pada keagungan ancala, sungguh anindita mu, membuat atma ini dewana
naas insan ini terlalu dewana untuk menantikan arunika jingga sang baskara, tersadar bianglalanya hanya memberi elok yang sementara, terlalu dewana untuk akaranya yang hanya singgah, dan sungguh terlalu dewana untuk yang tidak akan pernah menjadi amerta
jakarta, 07 Sadtamber 2024
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