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[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

surrounded by ppl who dislike sae (<- in denial) while i am bundling him up in blankets and placing him where the sun meets the floor so he can nap :3c

[secriden]

alrighty i told myself i was allowed to watch ep 2 during dinner so:

oh joke is proper-proper besotted. i honestly thought joke had just recently noticed zo, maybe had a tiny crush, but i'm beginning to think the timeline has to be longer. this boy is deep in the feels. now i'm really curious: what was with the whole freshman year animosity?

ohhh okok interesting, so at first i thought p'wave had a thing for zo and had clocked joke's interest, but now i'm wondering if its because there's something going on on the mentor level. is this like... romeo & juliet but with college department mentor-mentee pairs?? xD the almost insultingly obvious 'danger' music playing when the mentor is talking to joke is... well i guess they wanted to make it clear that there is a -gasp- hidden agenda going on.

(ngl i thought the hidden agenda was just going to be that joke likes zo. like i thought that was it. i guess its nice that the stakes will be slightly higher.)

like in some sense joke is being incredibly blatant and clear. like i know zo's going to get upset at some point about whatever joke's hiding, but in his defence he's laying some really obvious clues down about the genuineness of his feelings. is zo not picking up on any of the signals because he assumes that joke is straight because of his dating history?

okay let me just say, on some subconscious level zo must trust joke because if someone reached for my glasses without explanation or warning you better believe it i would slap their hand away so fast like you don't mess with the only thing giving me the ability to see. D:<

also omg lets just appreciate joong's little pout!!! *O* also also, the whole "you have a crush?? tell me who!" "no." "i promise not to tell!!" "no." convo was very cute. <3

so interesting choice of words here. "can't" not "won't". is that an accurate nuance i wonder?? also, you can't tell anyone? just how bad is this secret??

oh we are just flying through all the cheesy romantic tropes aren't we?? *U* listen i'm a simple girl at heart, yes this kind of thing does it for me and i won't apologise. <3 (please tell me at some point there's going to be a piggyback ride. its gotta happen.)

so far the show has teased:

some kind of backstory/fight/misunderstanding between jokezo in their freshman year

some kind of history (antagonistic) between their mentors

joke has a 'hidden agenda' (secret) which could be related to either or both of the above that he "can't" share with zo (yet)

this is a nice set of possibilities for a good amount of extremely low stakes angst and fluff so i'm very happy. ^w^

i am hoping for zo to get more depth soon because right now he's a bit of an unknown. i'm used to having a better handle on both leads by the end of ep 2. i guess we learn that he likes debating and has aspirations to win that award, but we haven't learned why. like for now i care about him solely because he's being played by dunk and joong is very good at looking at him like he hung the moon and stars in the night sky.

[forcedhesitation]

we have the dates for the community cosmetic contest in DBD. and I am ready to fucking GO, despite my...pessimistic outlook on my chances. I see they've changed things so that now the winners are not ultimately chosen by DBD staff. which I do believe dramatically reduces any chance I had at winning. and the chance of anyone who isn't making cosmetics for...oh idk. sable. mikaela. feng min. yun jin. nea. felix. on the survivor side. and legion? perhaps on the killer's side. whatever the case- I know hux is FAR from the most popular choice. but I will try my damned best.

[starryserenade]

asdfasdfafadsfaf Saving Aqua should have been Mickey and Riku's closure, EXCLUSIVELY. That plot belonged to them, it was the culmination of their whole arc, and I'll never forgive that game for having Sora swoop in and ruin it all T____T

[artsyurge]

I'm doodling squids

[digitaidummy]

Seto doesn't say anything, just silently places a paper bag of Mokuba's favorite take-out. He, himself wasn't much for take out but he knew Mokuba quite liked it from specific places and he had noticed his brother feeling a bit down so he caved.

He nods a bit in somewhat awkward acknowledgement. He was never much good at this sort of thing.

"N-Nii-sama?"

Mokuba watches the paper bag with wide eyes, unsure of what to say. This was seriously unexpected— Seto took time out of his busy day to get him food?

How silly. He could have just ordered the meal instead of bothering to go all the way there. That move made no sense to Mokuba.

The little boy mentally chastises his older brother for acting silly, fighting tears threatening to well up in his eyes all the while.

"..."

He sniffles.

"...nii-sama!"

[bunicate]

mimi! Are you okay lately? How've you been 🥺

Have you been playing the genshin events lately? Cause I am and I am DISTRAUGHT

all those Mondstadt events and I haven't seen Kaeya 😭😭😭

I miss my man 🥹 trying to fill the void by reading smut of him but there's rarely any icky ones much less any 'cest ones 🤧

srry 2 disappoint yet again but genshin has not been touched in 5evr. I love kaeya real bad nd I have been doing him dirty especially by not writing any cest, but ur gnna have to blame wrio and haithy bcuz they infest my litl brain like maggots or smthn.

[cinnamonghost]

Learning the hard way that I can't play the new Wario Ware game.

[corneille-moisie]

i should have known this place was hungry for 20 years old megapixelated crunchy schwarz stein videos 🤔

[returnofeternity]

thinking ab going shopping w lottie and she uses u to steal shit without u knowing 😑 like ur wearing a backpack or smth and she's sneaking some sunglasses and bracelets into it whenever ur not looking😭 when u get back u the car after buying one or two shirts and she grabs ur bag and pulls out all her goodies ur so flabbergasted bro.

UGHHH i just miss my loty so much man. need to have a night in with her where we order from her favorite chinese place and binge a few movies and kiss and and!!!! also thinking about waking up extra early one morning to make her a big breakfast in bed 😁 it's not even a special occasion or anything u just Need to show her how much u appreciate her :(((

-🍊

you think her hugging you and being touchier than usual when you're looking at clothes is just her being needy and missing you but No. that movement you feel on your back sometimes? that random hug from lottie? her hands on your waist after you feel a brush against your backpack? it's just her secretly stuffing things into your bag -__- she slowly unzips it as you guys walk around and shop lmfaoo. she engages in conversation with you, like brings up random shit from forever ago, just so you don't hear the zipper move 😭 thinking of her having a hard time sneaking something in your backpack because you keep moving around to show her what ur looking at and she gets annoyed at you 😒 so she just hugs you from the front, pretending to be all clingy, and slyly sneaks her sunglasses into your rapidly filling backpack.

and yep. she knows where all the cameras are, so she never gets caught!!!!!

ur backpack feels slightly heavier as you guys walk out, but whatever. you're too busy talking to lottie about how you cant wait to wear your new shirt later ^^ before you get to the car, you mention how she should've got something for herself because you feel bad making her wait around while you looked at shirts but ohhhh. little do you know. she takes ur bag off you like a gentlewoman while helping you into the passenger's seat, and ur just fucking baffled when she gets in and starts pulling out all the shit she stole. ur half-impressed, half-afraid because how the fuck did the manage stealing that much?? and she used YOU to do it!! YOU would've gotten caught 😑 she's putting on her new bracelets while telling you to calm down, that she would've made sure you wouldn't have gotten in trouble. she's only slightly grumpy when you refuse to bring ur backpack next time, but she still manages to use you to steal by using ur hoodie pockets..

i miss her man...this yellowjacets hyperfixation is GONE but lottie matthews is forever!! i cant wait to see her in s4....post crash lottie T____T gonna be so interesting!!!

sleeping in all day with her and then moving to the living room to laze around because it feels like being productive a lil bit ig... she tells you she's hungry and ur ready to get up and go get her anything she wants but she tells you she's cravinggg her fav chinese spot. feeding her noodles with ur chopsticks that leads to giggling which leads to kissing her over and over again until ur lungs burn T_____T

making all her favorites and setting up in like a smiley face or heart <3 waking her up with soft kisses, nipping at her neck and cheek when she grumbles and tells you, "just a few more minutes..." but then she smells the delicious breakfast you made. feeding it to a sleepy lottie 😖 and maybeee a few pieces are burnt, and maybee she pokes fun at it, but she really appreciates it. is even more appreciative when you tell her you just wanted to do it randomly because you love her so much :(

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

you said the m!reader for the host fic will dissuade feedback but that's one of the aspects that makes me excited for the fic, i feel like there is a huge lack of male reader fics in this fandom so it'll be nice to see some :)) also i am very in love with how you write for suguru you have helped make me very very unnormal for him i fear...i just like your works a lot and i always look forward to seeing them and love rereading them !!

anonnnnnnnnn

thank you !!!!!!!!!! that makes me really happy hehe …. i generally keep all my readers gn for . entirely self-indulgent reasons LMAO but it felt right for this particular reader to be a guy …….. silly gay guy just for me and geto to torture a little bit. (sweetly)

i very much feel like it’ll dissuade lots of people from reading still psbdkkd BUT LIKE ….. at the end of the day it doesn’t matter ….. and well . if some people read it just for that i’ll be happy too <3 you’re so so sweet and i’m cupping both ur cheeks in my palms… my fav thing to hear Ever is that i made someone less normal abt suguru LMAO that means a lot :3c and i’m so happy you enjoy the way i write him!!!! i fear there is a good chance i’ll write nothing but him this year LMAO i’m never making it out of the mines…..

[cinnalock]

OMG this is so amazing!! All the details and everything was so sweet and wonderful to read thank you so much for some much time you put into these, I'm so happy!!!

Romantic, Platonic, and Smut Yu Yu Hakusho Match-Ups for Heartlish

In my opinion, your ideal Yu Yu Hakusho romantic match is SHUICHI MINAMINO!

Okay, I know this might sound a little bit repetitive with the rest of my matches, but I do think your romantic relationship with human Kurama really did start out as a friendship. Even if you were attracted to him right off and developed a crush on him, and even if he was attracted to you right from the start as well, I just really do see him being most comfortable with the two of you really getting to know each other, who you are as people, what you like and dislike as people, and developing an actual bond as friends before he is ready to move to dating you. It's just his comfort zone and thankfully, you are really okay with giving other people their space, respecting their comfort zones, and being patient.

Now, I think the fact that you are more introverted when people first meet you was actually something that Kurama didn't mind at all. In fact, he liked that you were quiet, honestly. He's not really into the life of the party, center of attention kind of people, loud and boisterous types. He has enough of those around him in some of his friends and though he definitely can like those kinds of people as friends, I don't see them as being the type he gravitates towards romantically. Plus, how quiet and slow you are to open up made you a mystery to him in some ways and that really intrigued him. It felt rewarding, every new bit that you opened up to him in regards of who you really as you grow more comfortable with him really feels like little rewards and prizes to him, keeps him putting in the effort and interested. Even after the two of you have known each other for years, I still feel he's learning new things about you, discovering new sides of you and that's something he really does love about you. Besides, the fact that you try really hard to still be friendly and kind, even when your shyness acts up and you're experiencing anxiety around people was admirable to him from the start, since with as perceptive as he is, Kurama definitely had noticed your anxiety and how hard you were trying.

While Kurama doesn't mind that you tend to be more of a follower than someone who really likes to take the lead and make plans (which actually works out well for him, honestly, as he loves to plan and take the lead on things, especially when the two of you get together romantically), he does notice if you're not really okay with something. He definitely does encourage and does everything he can to make you feel as comfortable as you can speaking up, voicing your opinions, and making your wants and needs known. And, since he does realize that's a hard thing for you to do, he does subtly praise you whenever you do do that, something he started even when the two of you were just friends but that he makes more noticeable when you do become romantically involved and he gets more comfortable being verbally intimate with you. In fact, that being verbally intimate and being more flirtatious with you was how you really did realize that he liked you back and had become interested in having a relationship with you, before he even made a move to start dating you. In case you're wondering, that move was subtle, and the change from friendship to romantic relationship was just a smooth transition, though he would verbally confirm with you that the two of you were a couple, because he knows you really know the reassurance and confirmation.

Now, I do think one of the things that allow you and Kurama to form such a strong bond first and then such a solid relationship with each other is that the both of you have a huge amount of respect for each other. This is most shown in how much space and time the two of you are willing to give each other and the trust you show each other in knowing that taking that time away from each other doesn't mean that you don't love each other and definitely doesn't mean either of you are trying to step out or 'get away' from the other. It's just that both you and Kurama are people who do really need their alone time. Kurama is a busy person, who dedicates a lot of his time already to his family and friends, and does give you as much of his time as he possibly can, but even he just needs time to himself to be at peace and pursue the things he loves by himself. And because he is that way himself, he recognizes your need for alone time and gives it just as much respect as you allow him. He never makes you feel smothered or pressured to text him back right away and all day, to call him all the time, to spend all your time with him. In fact, he encourages you to take the time you need to recharge, knowing you have a low social battery, and encourages you to have strong friendships and family bonds away from him as well. He wants to be a wonderful and loved addition to your life, but not your entire life, as that is the way he considers you in his own mind.

However, that's not to say that it's not abundantly clear, to the both of you and even to those who are close enough to observe the two of you together, that the two of you don't truly care about, value, and love the other. Those close to Kurama will know how important you are to him, and he also makes sure that you know that too. He's not going to be quoting poetry, giving grand declarations of love and showering you with compliments and grand romantic gestures, but he will never leave you wondering about how he truly feels about you. He shows you in all the small ways, subtly, how much he loves spending time with you and looks forward to doing so. He'll give you his full attention whenever the two of you are alone together, and if you're out together with others, he makes sure you're comfortable and always involved in conversations and in what's going on and gives you more attention than anyone else around, unless the situation does not allow him to do so.

Kurama realizes, early on in knowing you, that you struggle with your own self-image and self-esteem and he does make sure that you know he's truly happy to be with you. He'll give sincere compliments to you whenever he can, makes subtle comments to let you know how highly he thinks of you and how much he is enjoying either your dates, hanging out with you, or just simply being in your company. He is affectionate with you, most overtly in private, but will be subtly affectionate with you in public too, to reassure your mind that he isn't the least bit ashamed to be with you and that he wants everyone to know that you are his.

Kurama also realizes, though you try to hide it, that you do have a slight issue with jealousy and he will do his best to never give you a reason to doubt him. He knows how much you despise anyone who would cheat on their partner, and he gives you every reason in the world to know, truly and deeply, that he would never disappoint you like that, that you are the person he not only wants to be with, but chooses to be with every day. The fact is that Kurama is a very handsome man and he is used to love confessions and being hit on, but he always turns the people down gently but firmly and leaves the situation as quickly as possible. If it's absolutely needed and at all possible for him to do so, he will stop interacting or being around the people who were interested in him to make you feel more secure and happy.

Once he realizes and learns that you do kind of fear that the people you love will leave you, grow sick of you, forget about and abandon you, Kurama will step up his game, though it's still subtle because again, he's not a grand gesture kind of man, at least not publicly or even in front of his loved one. Like, he would die for you, but not in front of you. He makes sure that you become convinced of his feelings and that you know that he chooses and will keep choosing you every day, that he plans to be with you not just for today but for months, years, a lifetime. I could even see him giving you a commitment ring - it is not a marriage ring, but just something to symbolize your commitment to each other, maybe in the form of a claddagh ring or even a locket instead of a ring. If it helps you feel secure and safe with him, he will do anything happily.

Now, Kurama is quick to notice how self-sacrificing you are. It's something he finds admirable, how you work so hard for other's happiness. You're always willing to step in, lend a hand, help others and he does love you about that. You're supportive not just to him but to everyone in your life. And he thinks that is an amazing thing, something that he really isn't (unless it's towards you, his friends, and his family) and he does praise you for it. However, he is also quick to notice how much it can burn you out. And he's not going to let you do that for too long. He'll gently nudge you into taking breaks, into stepping back and taking time for you, and he'll do it so smoothly and subtly that you won't even realize he's doing it. At the end of the day, while he does find those traits admirable, his main priority and worry is for your health and happiness and he won't allow others to take so much of you that you have nothing for yourself. And he will never expect you to give him that level of support either, being careful about how much of his own issues he lets you in on, never overloading you but instead using you as a source of comfort and support whilst keeping your happiness and health a priority. He lets you know he needs you in his life and needs your optimism and support, but won't let you overdo it. And the second he realizes that you are feeling overwhelmed or are in need of support yourself, Kurama is always willing to listen to you, to be there for you.

He also is quick to notice these traits of yours, how helpful you are and how good you are to people, do attract some people who really don't have your best interests at heart. People who would use you…you might not even notice these people are until it's too late and you're worn down and used. Or at least, you might have gotten that way before you really became someone Kurama cared about. Once you are his friend, and especially when you become his lover, those kinds of people don't actually get to be in your life. They might try, they might spend brief periods of time there, but the second Kurama realizes their intentions, they just seem to disappear from your life. Kurama would rather soothe your hurt feelings that these people seemingly abandoned you than let you be used and left worn out and burnt out.

Something both you and Kurama have in common is that you both have very sensitive noses and keen senses of smell. And smells really do mean a lot to the both of you, as you're more easily offended by smells that aren't agreeable to the either of you. Kurama will definitely take your favourite smells into consideration, bringing you flowers (your favourites, such as lilacs or cherry blossoms) and even taking your opinions into consideration when it comes to the cologne he wears, the toiletries he uses, but he expects you to take his keen nose into consideration as well and his preferences or dislikes of certain smells.

While Kurama doesn't share all of your hobbies, he does try his best to take interest in them and encourage your enjoyment of them. He's not really big into YouTube, to be honest, but he'll be more than willing to listen to you talk about your favourite YouTubers and will, if the videos aren't too long, be willing to sit and watch certain videos that you feel are too great to not share with him. He does learn to like a lot of comedians because of your love of stand-up comedy, and I could even see him getting the two of you tickets to one of your favourites if they were to come to the area, as a fun date idea. He would tell you, ahead of time, that he had planned a special night out, knowing how much you hate not being informed of plans ahead of time, and would tell you how to dress and such, but he would want to leave the actual activity a surprise for you.

I also see you getting him into one or two anime series, and it becomes a really quiet, lazy night date for the two of you. You find a show the both of you enjoy and it becomes 'your series' together, that the two of you only watch with each other on those lazy date nights. I can also see you getting him into a couple of video games, since he does enjoy playing those by himself every now and again. I can really see you getting him mostly into the more tactical and strategic games like Final Fantasy XIV, where the two of you will adventure together and, at a time he's feeling really romantic, will even have your characters get married in game, or Elder Scrolls IV. While he doesn't really get into some of your other favourite games though, as always, he's willing to listen to you talk about them to him and share your excitement and enjoyment of them with him.

Another of your hobbies that Kurama will really encourage you in is your passion for baking. While he is happy that you find so much joy at your current job (and has more of a taste himself for noodles than for baked goods), he's going to always encourage your passions and urge you to follow your dreams. Honestly, even if the two of you do decide to spend your lives together and even with you hope of having found that person to settle into life with, Kurama still wants you to always follow your own passions and dreams alongside his dreams and the dreams and goals the two of you will build together. Since he knows you really don't want the ownership of a bakery, he'll keep an eye and ear out for any openings at bakeries and will help you research the businesses and encourage you to apply to the ones that he approves of, that he feels will treat you as the amazing additon to their team that he knows you will be.

And he definitely encourages not just your dreams but your short term goals. When he learns that you really do want to start working out, he happily becomes not just your gym buddy and spotter, but also your partner in some of those fitness classes you're interested in. I also do really see him planning out fitness and training regiments for you as a way of helping you out.

Kurama is not naturally a huge animal person himself. He does enjoy animals and he would certainly never mistreat one, but he's not quite prepared for how many you have. Thankfully, he is surprisingly good with and gets along with cats well, though it might take a while for them to warm up to him (being partially fox demon, after all). He does his best to embrace your many animal children, while you give him lots of room and embrace his many plant babies, since I do think he's really big on gardening and keeping house plants.

I also really love this cute idea that popped into my head regarding the two of you, where if there is a period where the both of you have been working super hard and haven't gotten the opportunity to really be with each other much, and don't have the energy to really do much, you guys just have nap dates, where you two just cuddle and there's pillow talks and quiet hour or two long naps to refresh the two of you and give you that couple time before your busy schedules have to resume again.

Kurama is willing to try out lots of different types of food with you and dinner dates are a regular thing, with the two of you exploring the many restaurants available to you. In fact, it's rare for the two of you to go to any one restaurant too routinely, other than the one you work at, because you both challenge each other to try new foods and are always trying to figure out if you can agree on the best restaurant in town. What he's not too willing to try, though, is alcohol. I personally really don't see Kurama as being much of a drinker at all, though he doesn't mind if you imbibe. He just asks you to be respectful of his choice to not really drink or to only rarely do so and to pick bars that will serve him mocktails or at least delicious non-alcoholic beverages.

While Kurama really does prefer to stay close to his family, or to go to places he's comfortable with, when he realizes that travelling is a big thing for you, he does his best to satisfy that. And honestly, as long as the trips aren't too long and he does get a sizeable chunk of time back with his family and friends at home before the next trip, he really does enjoy getting to see the world with you. He makes a great travel partner, happily chipping in financially towards your trips together, if not paying outright, and he's a terrific planner, researching the places you're travelling to and finding fun or lesser known attractions and sights for the two of you to check out. Your itineraries on trips with him will always leave you the perfect mix of sight-seeing, date nights abroad, and just time to relax and enjoy each other and the new location.

Runners Up: Kuwabara, Suzuki, Yomi, Kaname, Younger Toguro

In my opinion, your ideal Yu Yu Hakusho platonic match is MITSUNARI YANAGISAWA!

I'm going to be honest. A lot of people don't really get your friendship with Yana, not right off the bat. Nobody expected the two of you to get along as well as you do and you seem to be complete opposites in a lot of regards. He's more laid-back and somewhat spacey and 'weird' in comparison to your more focused, helpful and supportive nature. He's lazy in comparison to your diligent; not as up to date on pop culture or what's 'cool' in comparison to your love of pop culture. However, the fact of the matter is that the two of you really clicked right from the get-go, get along like a match to gasoline, and your friendship with each other is a really solid one. The two of you support each other, balance each other out, and motivate the other to improve and grow as people, which are features all the best of friendships should have.

Both you and Yana can be on the quiet side, and that did happen when the two of you first met. The friendship wasn't instantly deep and good, and it took a little while for the two of you to really get to know each other. However, Yana didn't mind your more introverted nature. He understands it somewhat, honestly, and doesn't pressure you to talk more than your comfortable with. However, what really got you was that, when you did talk, he always made sure to pay attention to what you were saying and always seemed interested. You never doubted that he genuinely wanted to get to know you and liked you, which is probably why, even when the two of you were just kind of sitting in silence, you felt more comfortable with him right from the start then you do with most people.

Yana and you both do kind of go with the flow of things, are both more followers than leaders. It can make it a little difficult at times for the two of you to make plans, but at the same time, neither of you put pressure on the other to constantly decide and he never makes you feel like you're wrong in anyway for not being very forward and confident in expressing what you want to do or confident in taking command. He likes that you don't expect that from him either. That's not to say he's not going to celebrate the steps you've been taking in becoming more confident, being more vocal about what you want and in taking command at work. He definitely will and you'll know he's proud of you, but just please don't expect that from him. He's glad to see you change and grow in those ways, but being that laid back and okay with what other people want is just a part of him and it's a part of him that he rather likes, honestly.

Both you and Yana always know that the other really does enjoy hanging out together, spending time with each other, and you two do have fun doing even the simplest of things together. Neither of you leaves the other doubting how much you both enjoy each other, which is why Yana really is okay and understanding about you needing alone time and sometimes a really fair amount of alone time. He gets that your social battery just isn't as large as his and he's willing to give you time and space whenever you need it. If you do get snippy and irritable towards him because your battery is running low socially…well, it kind of doesn't even phase Yana. He's really very able to shrug that kind of stuff off easily, lets it roll off his shoulders and he forgets what was said without you even needing to apologize or ask him to forget it. He gets that, even if your words can be harsh at times, you really don't mean him any harm or ill intent, so you're not likely trying to be mean to him and that it's just something bothering you.

Yana really does see all the great things about you, much like you see the positives about him. He sees how hard you always work to support and help people around you and especially the people you care about. He's not really huge on compliments, so it's not often he gives them to you, but if he notices you're feeling blue, you're getting down on yourself, or that you're starting to really feel taken for granted, he does give those compliments out to you, reminding you that you're this amazing person, a good person, that he sees how hard you work and that he really appreciates both your friendship and you as a person.

He does honestly love that you are so supportive towards him and while, like I said, he's not huge on compliments unless he notices you really need them, Yana will put in efforts to make sure that you do realize he does appreciate your support, patience for his quirks, and listening ear. If you listen to his problems or help him out with something, he really does try to remember to thank you for doing so. He's not perfect, and there will be times he does kind of space out and forget to do so but he does his best and it does help you not feel so taken for granted, at least with him.

And he's not just expecting you to give. While he might not notice right away that you're having a tough time, especially since you do kind of try to handle your own issues without really involving others, and can fake being okay, when he does realize it, he's always going to be willing to listen to you and he'll ask what he can do to help. He's not going to know how to help unless you tell him, but he does genuinely want to help. Just let him know anything he can do, small or big, and he'll do his best for you.

While he might not be able to read your moods all the best and can be absent-minded or not spectacularly observant, he is surprisingly observant in one way. Your eagerness to help really does sometimes open you up to people taking advantage of you, which you don't always recognize right away. Yana though? You're his best friend, he really does truly care about you, and because he's not often directly in the situation, he sees those people's intentions to use you way before you do and he's always going to bluntly tell you that they're using you. It can sometimes lead to you two arguing but it's really just him trying to look out for you, because he hates seeing people take advantage of your kind nature.

He also kind of finds it admirable that no matter how many times life knocks you down, you never lose your optimism and keep on going forward and you really do help inspire him to live the same way, while he will inspire you to start standing up for yourself more and to see your own self-worth.

Like I mentioned, while he is aware of television and video games and such, Yana really isn't up to date on pop culture and doesn't really know a lot of it or what is popular. You really help introduce him to a lot of different anime, YouTubers, comedians, and different video games. He loves learning about your favourites and you help him kind of take more of an interest in pop culture in general. If he ends up loving one of the shows or comedians you show him, he'll show up on a night he knows you're free with lots of snacks and take-out for supper and the two of you will have fun binging the show or the stand-up specials. As far as video games, I can see Yana getting really into Animal Crossing because of you and he's always excited to share the new villagers he got with you or the changes he's made to his village and he likes seeing yours. I can also see you getting him really into Final Fantasy XIV. Even when the two of you can't be together in person, either because your social battery is depleted or the two of you are just busy, I think you guys adventure together online a lot in game and he tends to gift you the subscription to the game on your birthday every year.

I do think Yana really supports your baking hobby. He has a sweet tooth and loves your treats when you bake for him. He always finds things to compliment you on about them and given how many of them he can eat in a sitting, you definitely know the compliments are genuine. While he's glad you're happy in your current workplace, he definitely supports your dream of someday working at a bakery, assuring you that you would be a great fit and a benefit to any bakery that you end up in. When you do end up in a bakery, he becomes one of its best customers, both to support you and to satisfy his sweet tooth. At current though, he still tries to support you in your current job, frequenting the dumpling and noodle shop you work at and recommending it to his other friends.

Yana really isn't a fan of working out, not really into exercising and such. He admires your goal of starting a regular workout routine and if you really needed a gym buddy, he'd put aside his own dislike of gyms and would go with you until you could find your own motivation to get there all by yourself. When you start to take classes at the circus arts school, taking your lessons in things like aerial silks and poledancing, he's definitely going to show up and bring other friends along to any showcases you're a part of, both as support and to show off how cool his best friend is.

I do think travelling is something Yana is surprisingly very into and something he'd really like to do. The two of you keep each other motivated and on track in saving up the money to take at least yearly vacations to travel, sometimes even taking those trips together as friends to help each other out on costs and to give each other a good travelling buddy for safety.

A small little thing, but I see Yana doing small things like always carrying around extra gum that he'll encourage you to take and chew to help you not bite your nails as much. Given how much smells matter to you and your superior sense of smell, while I do headcanon that he smells like bubble gum and soap a lot of the time, Yana also lets you choose a cologne for him and good smelling bath products since the two of you spend a fair amount of time together and he wants you to be around smells that are nice for you. He also knows, what with that great sense of smell, anything you choose for him will likely also help him out with other people enjoying the smell and possibly even help him out with the ladies.

Yana will definitely kind of adopt your animals as surrogate pets of his own. He really does love most animals, finds them easier to deal with than most people, and he'll constantly be showing up with treats and toys for your animals (though your hedgehog is kind of his favourite, even if he won't admit it). He might even possibly get you into working with him at an animal shelter or rescue, since it's something he's always kind of been interested in doing himself and sharing the experience with a friend will motivate him to get around to actually doing so.

It's funny. Yana will definitely be up for drinking nights with you and he ends up loving any really fruity and colourful cocktails, though it might be on you to watch his intake and make sure he gets home safely, opposite to what most people would assume (that since you're a girl, he's going to have to watch your drinks and make sure you don't get too tipsy). Truth is, he's a cheap drunk though a very, very happy and absent-minded one. Drunk Yana might genuinely forget where he lives, so please make sure the man gets home safe.

While he's not exactly the most adventurous of eaters, you will slowly be able to start getting him to try new dishes and cuisines with him. Once you learn his tastes and can ensure that he'll like the things you suggest and he learns that you're right more times than not, he does slowly open up, though he's still kind of a fussy eater.

Yana actually isn't bad as an artist and he does have an interest in it and other creative things, so I see him not only supporting your drawing and writing hobbies. He'll be overall positive about anything you do, finding things to like about it, and you're normally one of the first people he shows his own artwork too. He'll also want to take you to art installations and galleries and will really like it if you encourage his love of art, share it with him, and find things to compliment about his artwork.

The thing I do see you and Yana really having in common. You both really love monsters and eldritch abominations. He's actually a really big Lovecraft fan and he kind of always thought monsters were cool, from the time he was a little kid. While he doesn't share quite your level of interest in them, he is all for sharing that interest with you, whether it be talking about different cryptids and possible monster sightings, watching monster movies with you (though since he knows how much you hate jumpscares, he does his best not to suggest any movies with jumpscares in them), or suggesting books about monsters.

I do think how strongly you disapprove of certain things will help Yana become a better person overall too. Knowing how much you look down on people cheating or taking the easy way out does help him start to really correct and crack down on his urges to do that and he becomes a better person because he doesn't want to let you down.

The only real thing I see the two of you fighting about with any regularity is that Yana can be absent minded at times and he often just gets thoughts that pop up and that he acts upon randomly, so he can sometimes forget how much you hate last minute plans and surprises. He does try his best to remember, but he slips up most frequently on that and it can cause fights between the two of you.

Overall though, you accept his faults and he accepts yours. He understands that you need attention and reassurance and also understands that you can sometimes be jealous and in exchange for putting up with his flaws and faults and doing your best to accommodate them, he understands yours and puts in the work to help you not feel that way. He doesn't push you for your time and attention, doesn't mind that sometimes it can take you days to answer a text or return a phone call. He never leaves you wondering if you matter in his life and makes you a visible priority. He expects the same from you though and you happily give him that. All in all, I do think it's a really happy, solid friendship between the two of you.

Runners Up: Yukina, Keiko, Genkai, Kaname, Mukuro, Kido, Jorge

In my opinion, your ideal Yu Yu Hakusho smutty match is YOKO KURAMA!

Okay, so just to make it really clear, I'm matching you specifically with Yoko Kurama and not human Kurama. The two of them really do have different and distinct personalities and, in my opinion, they really have very different sexual preferences and tastes as well. Yoko Kurama's tastes really run along the same lines as yours though. He loves the fact that you enjoy giving blowjobs, because he really enjoys getting them. Yeah, they're an important part of foreplay for him but he'll also have times where he really wants the blowjob to be the whole entire event, for him to just be spoiled and pampered that way and he's happy that you enjoy giving them enough to be satisfied with that (and a toy inside you while doing so, because you should get off to). He can get a little rough during blowjobs, especially when he's really getting close to cumming, when he'll definitely be gripping your hair and controlling your movements, or full out just face fucking you, so be prepared for that.

Dirty talk is also definitely a thing with him, both during foreplay, the blowjobs, and just sex in general. The type of dirty talk he's engaging in will change slightly, depending on his moods and the type of sexual activity being engaged in, but it always tends to veer more towards the teasing side, telling you how cute you look all red and flushed and whimpering, how naughty you're being and how he'll have to punish you, and things along that line. Dirty talk with him also really does begin early on in the seduction phase of sexual activity, and he'll think nothing of pulling you close in public and whispering in your ear all the things he's going to do to that beautiful body of yours the second he gets the opportunity to. In fact, starting that teasing and sexual anticipation early is almost necessary for his sexual pleasure and eventual sexual release.

Okay, I do strongly headcanon that you and Yoko Kurama have the exact same favourite position, doggy-style. While that won't be the only way he wants you, because he'll want you in every position imaginable, will want to see your body stretch and contort and move and see all your reactions to the different positions, but doggy will be a very frequent position used and it's how he finds he cums the easiest, so it's normally the last position used.

Whatever the position, I'm going to go into a possibly controversial opinion here. Yoko Kurama is a fox demon and, as such, I don't really think he has an entirely human-like penis in his demon form. Knotting is something foxes do and I do honestly think that, if you're okay being filled with his seed (and if you are, he might have a hidden breeding kink, especially a consensual 'forced breeding' kink that you'll have to make peace with), he'll definitely knot you and fill you full as often as he can. Besides, he kind of loves the afterglow and the time spent in you after your shared orgasms as the knot goes down, so there's that positive to it as well, as he'll be very physically affectionate and oddly romantic in those afterglow moments.

I will mention another slightly odd headcanon I have but I think both human Kurama and Yoko Kurama both smell really good. Like, no matter what, both these men just smell really damn good all the time, and that's something about him that had really appealed to you. Once he does notice how affected by smells you are, Yoko Kurama will really make sure to incorporate pleasant smells into your sex life with him, by scented candles, scented intimate oils, making sure there's fresh flowers nearby, and things of the like.

I do think Yoko Kurama is open to some more extreme kinks. Roleplay likely started off light and more along the lines of the everyday roleplaying but he can very creative, once comfortable in your sex life, with some riskier or more elaborate roleplay scenarios…making you run, prey to his predator, can be one of his favourites, if it's something you're open to. And exhibitionism is definitely just as much fun for him as it is for you. He'll be open to gangbangs, though I can't see him participating in them actively but rather enjoying watching you be fucked and used by the multiple partners, teasing you and saying filthy, naughty things to you while he watches. As long as you know that you're his, something he will make very clear, he's more than willing to let you indulge that kink of yours and will find enjoyment in it as well. He also loves ordering you to not wear undergarments whenever the two of you are out in public, and believe me, he will sneakily check to make sure you've followed his orders and he'll find a suitable punishment should you not.

Runners Up: Hiei, Shishiwakamaru, Sakyo, Sensui

[moonspirit]

Aruani are so cute because i just know armin has a little itinerary on his phone that has every single detail of their dates planned out and how much annie enjoyed it. And annie is just happy to go with him and eat and enjoy her bfs company

T____T Anon, honestly, Annie's SOOOOOOOO relaxed dating Armin because he's like an autofill system: just give him the word 'date' and he'll come up with an itinerary for 12 days that has dinosaur tours, cake baking workshops, deep sea diving and riverside picnics, complete with backup plans and emergency contingencies.

At the end of it he has a feedback survey with a rating of 0-10 and Annie gives him anything lower than 8 he'll breakdown and become unusable for the next 3 months 🥺

And of COURSE Annie enjoys this! She's basically dating THE BOY and has to do absolutely nothing!

The dream life!!!

[yeol-exe]

People I want to get to know better! ◡̈⋆*

Thank you for tagging me @abcdefhifluvu & @nanastrait⊹. (˵´³`(˶ᵔ𖥦ᵔ˶)˚. ⊹ i love you! ･ﾟ｡🫰🏻🩷

Last song: Papa Roach - Last Resort LOL

Favourite colour: purple & green

Currently watching: As told by Ginger (season 3), White Lotus (season 3), Kuroshitsuji: Midori no Majo-hen

Last movie: The Professor, 2018 (Just finished watching and I cried a lot T____T)

Sweet, savory, sour?: savory (lots of of chili pepper 🌶️🌶️)

Currently reading: The Copycat Restaurant by Yujin Peom / 카피캣 식당 by 범유진

Relationship: will keep it as a secret 🐯

Current obsession: cooking and playing games hehe

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Currently working on: 1990s vibes lookbook from the series I'm currently watching🤫

askkdksf I forgot to tag people so I'm tagging (no pressure) @hekpacubo @madfeary @lisolisa @igrofox @peachbumms @evilgoof @alxandergoth @coliemoongaming @solorisims @kvashaa @thedreaminggoldfinch

(sorry if you were tagged before 🙇🏻)

[nothing-tolose]

All Because I Liked A Girl.

Part 2.

Warning: death threats, panic attack (?), lmk if i missed anything!

A/N: still kinda short anyway but yeah here it is. english isn't my first language so pls pls i hope u guys can understand t____t love u guys sm xoxo

Part 1.

🇵🇸 Daily click.

You keep your phone on screen after you saw those comments on school's blog. You couldn't tell what's happening right now, too many comments made you so hard to search the problem. You bring that thing to everywhere; kitchen, living room, porch, or even to the bathroom.

It's been two hours since you woke up and you haven't showered yet. You were too focused on your school's blog. You sit on your dining chair with a cup of water in front of you, fingers still scrolling and searching.

'Why there's so much bad comments towards me? Why do people keep mentioning Ellie and Anne in between my name?'

You keep asking the same question in your head. You have no idea. Because, oh really, what the fuck is happening right now? You didn't even do anything wrong before!

And you stopped scrolling when you saw Anne's post.

11 hours ago

@annel1se-torres

oh.. i think.. people should be know about a girl who just stole someone's girlfriend, yeah? been hiding this for months but i guess today is the right time to tell you all. aaanddd this isn't about a gossip at all since it was happened to me:)

i would never understand why did she still can smile so brightly after she stole my gf, oops, i mean.. my ex. sorry my bad ;(

there's no girls supporting girls when the one have NO SHAME 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

anyway, have a good night everyone! <3

You froze. You figured out that her post was the problem of all those bad comments, and that post finally answered your curiosity.

Who doesn't know about Anne, though? Everyone knew her as an 'IT GIRL' or something like that on your school. She was dated with Ellie back then and broke up 5 months ago. Everyone always praising her like she's the perfect one, no one could replace her. Good grades, good looking, good personality. Oh, she got them all.

You were confused. It was 5 months ago, you started talking with Ellie 3 months ago, and started dating with her a month after that. There's a little big gap between their relationship with yours, right? Why did she bring up about that and saying that you stole Ellie?

Did she really talking about you? Or you were just overanalyzing? Absolutely not. She haven't been in relationship after her break up with Ellie. If the post wasn't about you and Ellie, then who?

People in her comments section were shading you and even mentioning YOUR NAME.

@bracchiosoreuzz

I THINK I KNOW WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT :0 her name starts with * right?

@annel1se-torres replied

@brachhiosoreuzz girl i know you're smart but shh 🤫

@butter-cheese777

i fucking agree w you anne, no girls supporting girls when the one have NOOO SHAAAMEEE FOR STEALING SOMEONE'S GIRLFRIEND!

@rainawastinghertime

lmfao, she's ugly tho why did ellie accept her to be her girlfriend? ugh she's not worthy to be compared with you, girl

@77-s18

ugly bitch always steal everything

@plhrmc

she should be dead fr i don't care what anyone says

@dont-lookat-m33 replied

@plhrmc hey delete that, you're going too far

@dont-lookat-m33

are you sure that she stole ellie from you? i mean, they started dating like around three months after your break up. think again, anne. im on your side if they were dating a week after the break up. she's already getting a death threat because of your post. not everything should be about you though.

@77-s18 replied

@dont-lookat-m33 guys it's her!!! use your real account you loser XD

You shouldn't have seen those comments, you should've just see the post. Those comments were worst than the first you saw before. The way Anne replied their comments, and didn't even care about the others. What's her actual problem with you? You both were never interacting before. All you know is Anne's post was absolutely a lie because you didn't even care abour her or thinking about her when you talking to Ellie for the first time until you dating with her.

It was your first time getting really really bad comments and death threats. You were definitely scared. Firstly they said they'll spit on you on Monday morning if you show up, and now they wishing you dead.

You can't stop scrolling and reading the comments, it gets worse. God, they made you scared to death. Your body starts to shaking, your hands too. You hold your tears.

Your phone buzzed when you were about to see more comments on Anne's post. Lauren calls you again.

"Hey, I just found the–"

"Lau, I.." You couldn't talk, words suddenly disappeared. Lauren can hear your breath, and you were panting. "I saw those comments. They–"

Lauren went silent, she took a deep breath, "Would you close the blog right now? Please?" Now she sounds more softer than the last call you had with her.

You nod slightly.

You swear to God, you can't hold your tears anymore. You were too scared, scared of what will happen next. What if they really spit on you? What if they give you a disgusting stare on you? And what if—

Then you cried.

You hear Lauren's voice from the call, "I'll be there in five minutes. Just sit there where you are and don't go to somewhere else." And she hang up.

Of course you're not going to anywhere. Your feet were limp, you couldn't do anything except crying.

Your phone screen was on, you can see the notifications on the screen there.

messages request from ssalxxxx

god i really hope you the worst

she's dating with you because she just wanted to make anne jealous

poor girl

messages request from qwrtxxxx

ellie was never happy with you and anne is better than you, girlie

i'll be waiting for your funeral 💘

You shut your eyes, you don't want to see it. But hey, remember that curiosity killed the cat.

messages from els <33

babe are you okay??

taglist: @backedbeansh

[kouxbe]

halloween is always interesting - at least, to kou. though he's never quite been a big fan of dressing up ( yet he'd somehow won a costume contest the year before by simply wearing his highschool uniform ), mostly because of how tiring it is to get all that makeup off.

still, he feels incredibly dressed down, surrounded by the amount of ghouls at the market. some of which looked very, very convincing. convincing enough to have kou do a double take, and hold his hand close to his chest.

but sato kou isn't a coward! or at least, that's exactly what he tells himself until he comes face to face with a - werewolf?!

he jumps back, and immediately, his hand clutches close to his chest. "woah!" his voice is loud as he takes a step back. a werewolf? shit, those were real? "don't hurt me! i don't taste good! i accidentally ate bad cheese yesterday! you'll get an upset stomach -" wait. he pauses, and slowly, his lips part in realisation. "s-...sua?"

ghouliday. feat. @kouxbe

everytime she heads down to the market to enjoy the festivities, sua always attempts to throw something together for a costume. makeup’s beginning to be easier these days, and finding an outfit is always a fun excursion; she goes for ease today– throws together an outfit she doesn’t mind dirtying up and cutting up to look a little ragged. a little bit of paint here and there, and some mess of bloody makeup across her face. messes up her hair a bit and tacks on a cheap pair of wolf ears and pops in a set of fake fangs. it’s not the best outfit, but she tacks it on with colored contacts to really seal the deal. the only flaw to that is that she can’t really see through them; so she just keeps one in, and calls it a day. 

perusing the market is always fun. looking at other people’s costumes are nice– some get a good laugh out of her, some she feels envious of. some of the vendors for the stalls are also dressed up, which sua notes with a cute little noise of surprise. as she takes her gaze off of a collection of halloween figurines, she trails her eyes around– pausing in her tracks at the familiar form of someone she knows. squinting towards them, she takes quiet, careful steps towards them– slowly leaning around them so she can ensure she knows who it is. a side glimpse of their profile notes that it’s kou, and a slow smile spreads on her face as she inches forward. 

ensuring she’s quiet, she holds her breath until sua can inch up behind him. holding back the little laugh that wants to break out of her, she darts around to his side and pops into his view– then proceeds to imitate the sound of a very convincing dog snarling. she barely makes it through it, cutting herself off with a choked laugh as she steps further into his view so he can see who it is.