#TRYING TO BE NORMAL

[enderwoah]

its the way chayanne only died bc he was trying to help phil and tallulah, he was still up and could've swam away once he revived phil, but that just isn't how chayanne is, is it? he had to die protecting someone. even if it meant nothing in the end and they all died.

its the way tallulah was in the middle of writing a sign, her most prominent form of communication. it's how she was frantically scribbling something down to phil and was downed during it. it's how she died right next to the other two, even when chayanne was trying to get to them. it's how she's only been on this planet for a week, less, and already has died and come back to life

its how phil was trying to stay calm and yet was frantically telling chayanne to res him so he could get to tallulah, it's how he realised there was no hope, he just started apologising to chayanne, over and over, told him that the island didn't want them to live, was so upset that he called upon the island itself to fix its mistake or incur his fucking wrath

And I'm officially insane,

[socialbutterfly19]

When you just feel like the lady in red… share it!!!

[vintage-tigre]

[wayvment]

Kun 🫧 Update (241016)

Suddenly I found a photo that Shengsheng took for me with my camera, haha

[tarafresa]

me ignoring all the fic accounts on this app now that my gf follows me

[psychicpanic]

gonna put on a cute dress and take my brothers out for a walk Pray for me

[orion-archives]

I'm tired. Of all of this.

Every fucking day feels like the same, yet it gets heavier. Things get worse, nothing gets better and the few things that gave me security, happiness, where I thought I could escape and be free for some moments, are getting corrupted, forgotten, stained forever, never to be the same refuge they once were.

I'm tired of living sometimes. Of existing on this world.

I know how dying feels; it's calming, the darkness eats you and you feel without worries for the first time in your existance. You know it and that frees you.

But I don't want to die. I'm a coward. I want to continue living on this earth just because I think I can do something in the future, something that will fix everything, something that will give a purporse to everything I've done and lived through.

But we all know that is just a lie to make us feel better, don't we?

Because, at the end of all, do we really matter? What can assure us that?

I'm tired. Too tired.

I want to go somewhere else, but there is nowhere to escape. I want to say that I want to go home, go to the park, go to a forest and be happy. But this is something that will haunt me, haunt me forever and everywhere until the end.

Because you can't escape yourself.

I'm tired...

[picklerocket]

First day of work.

[teqwolf]

Nothing quite like being drunk at an airport in a country on the other side of the world at 2pm on a Monday

[emswildwest]

first week of college done and I don’t know how to feel about it.

[socialbutterfly19]

Doing the best I can and making every minute count

[unavoidableconsequence]

Real picture of me holding back from talking to every stranger I see because that's not how people normally socialize

[vintage-tigre]

[kenjirose]

“Wow rose you’re posting a lot today” that’s because I’ll go insane if I don’t give myself goals and todays goal is to post smth every 10 minutes from 7:30 am to 10:00 pm

[houndfaker]

erm. sned me persona things to draw idk

[seraphdreams]

this is insane. (twt fanart link)

having some real insane thoughts about marking up his back … leaving it in scratches n welts … cause his dick is in too deep … it’s too good …