#THIS SHIT IS HARD

[breebles5]

me watching Daredevil s1 for the first time two nights ago: i really hope that this show has good representation of people with disabilities, i'm not expecting much, but please man

*first episode being full of light hearted banter, snark, a solid friend who is both emotionally competent AND the comic relief, Matt Murdock's tits out on a rainy night while he's lounging in his neo-noir ass loft that has stain glass windows, people treating him with the respect and dignity he deserves, flashbacks of his loving father who just wants the world for his son, and ending with him absolutely decking the DOGSHIT out of sex traffickers on his nightly vigilante rounds*

me: WOOF WOOF BARK *SNARL* WOO-

[nosnexus]

Traditional artists, you are so fuckin strong and patient and I pray for your backs and hands

[identitty-dickruption]

idk maybe I'm just a bitch but as someone who was born disabled. and then got glandular fever that I never recovered from (~6 years on). and then got covid that I also have not 100% recovered from (~4 years on). it just straight-up drives me MENTAL when I see people talk about long covid symptoms with awe and surprise and a sense of "this was such a unique illness look what it's done to me" "no other illness will do this to you" fucking bet.

I'm glad more people are learning about chronic illness and what have you. but I wish they'd step outside of long covid circles just a littleee bit more

[chromecore]

little china, watson, 11:40pm

[jhingibre]

Skwisgaar render study with some silly doodles to go alongside bc why not?

Nathan on the mini bike by @dalldovs.

[scoutology]

I got procreate so far I don’t know what I’m doing

[astronautmike-dexter]

me: ok follow the free drawing tutorials online so you can draw faces better

also me: now make them both Vegebul so you're not bored

[outer-edges]

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D - 1.20 'Ragtag’ x 2.18 'Frenemy of My Enemy' - the one running hug we got and the one that got interrupted

[evviejo]

sometimes i read a take that is so puristic and detached from the reality of human complexity that i wonder whether people apply the same standards to their personal relationships or they have too few experiences with other people to verify people's behaviour against

[keeping-up-with-the-sanders]

Drum Roll Please!!

the wig was for…

VIRGIL!!!

our favorite emo finally has the hair to match!!

[nahitspatrick]

How do I make friends in my 30's...?

[waluigishairyballs]

bowser gives his greatest struggle (drawing him) to his weakest minions (me)

[punk-rock-paganism09]

Just practicin’. 🎵🎸🎶

[pinkchespin]

Dont give up

I am going to live and you are going to live

There are good people in this world

And we will see a better future

[ritualslaughter]

I come out from my word doc screaming, sweat dripping down my face, my clothing in tatters and a trail of blood in my wake and when you look at the word doc you just see this

[laineystein]

Hi! If you would like to share, I would love to hear your journey of becoming a doctor. I'm currently trying to get into studying medicine, and a few days ago I received the results of the psychometric test (my second time) and my grade isn't high enough (by just a few points!), which means I can't try to get into university again until next academic year (and even if my grade in the psychometric is good it's not guaranteed I will get in). I'm thinking about maybe trying for Italy this year, but it will be pretty last minute, and I might just burn a lot of effort for nothing. It's already 2 years since I finished the army and I feel the clock is ticking. I feel like this year was completely wasted. Besides studying for psychometric I was pretty much depressed and doing nothing with my life, and even at studying I wasn't doing my best. I hear how you say things will get better, but I feel completely hopeless. I can't see the light in the end of the tunnel. I just feel like life is a constant battle.

There’s a lot to unpack here. First, I’m sorry you’re going through this. It’s a horrible feeling and I wish I could make it go away for you because I have been there and I know so many others have too. Life is hard and sometimes it sucks. Sometimes it feels like it always sucks and always will. But I promise you it doesn’t! Or it doesn’t have to.

So growing up I actually wanted to be a dancer and when my parents told an eight year old me that wasn’t a viable career, I pivoted and decided that being a doctor was a decent second option because that was also something I was pretty passionate about. I’m a stubborn bitch so once I decided that’s what I wanted to do, that’s what I did. I was a Biology major in undergrad and did a typical four year degree in a little over two years. I graduated high school a year early so I actually went right from high school into university, then I did my 2+ years in the army, then I went to med school. I decided to go back to the US for med school for very stupid reasons and even though I got into great schools and ended up attending a great school, I was absolutely miserable in med school. I had no friends. It was a terrible time in my life. But!!! It did motivate me to study hard so I could do well and get the hell out of there. Not having friends means I had no social life so I just spent every waking moment being the best damn med student I could be. But yeah I was incredibly depressed and feeling very aimless because even though I was doing well, I was defeated. I kind of realized that I had rushed so many parts of my life and everyone said I was successful but I didn’t feel that way. I actually felt very empty. Success is relative. So just because someone is checking all of life’s boxes doesn’t mean they’re actually doing well. I was a whole ass doctor right before my 30th birthday and I was still miserable. Getting the things you always thought you wanted and things that the world tells you you should want doesn’t mean that life is suddenly perfect. Because bottom line, there is no timeline in life. There are no rules. This has been my journey but it’s not everyone’s journey. It’s clearly not your journey and that’s okay! That just means the universe has other plans for you - don’t be afraid of it! It’s so exciting to see what your future holds! Keep doing your best and things will figure themselves out. There are also so many things you can do in the medical field that isn’t being a doctor (many which are far more rewarding) - maybe the world is trying to show you a different path. But at the end of the day you want to be a doctor, you will find a way to be a doctor. Your age doesn’t matter. I’m in my thirties and I’m about to be a first time mom IYH, meanwhile my best friend is the same age and has 4 kids, the oldest of which is 9! She didn’t have kids early and I’m not having kids late. We’re all doing things when we’re meant to. I promise you that you are blessed even if it doesn’t feel that way! You are surrounded by good things that will lead you to the things you want and deserve, you just need to be patient. Hashem has a plan! You are not in charge here! Trust the process!

And I know that if I was in your shoes I wouldn’t want to hear any of this and I would want concrete answers but as someone who somehow survived it all, I promise you that you just need to keep working hard and remain open to whatever the world has planned for you. Good things are coming! Maybe those good things just aren’t the good things you’ve been waiting for. Or maybe they are and you just need to hold on a little while longer. Let life happen and take care of yourself. You deserve happiness and I hope it finds you soon 💛