#THIS CAUSED ME GENUINE TEARS
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Hi, Pollen! I know you’ve been feeling rather consistently sick lately but have you ever thought of how Ganyu would take care of you in such times?
I imagine she simply wouldn’t leave your side; you remember how Ganyu took some time off in that one quest and about three women were required to come even close to being able to do what she did alone? And they were still running behind deadlines? It seems Liyue would have to deal with a similar situation once more, except this time for a much longer duration; you’re her number one priority after-all.
She won’t leave your side until she is completely sure that you’re feeling better. I think the only time she’ll be away is when she is rushing to Bubu Pharmacy to see if there’s anything she get you to feel better. She’ll make you plenty of warm soup and hold you close; you may argue back to her that she’ll get sick but she’d simply smile and tell you that she’s still part adeptus; you really don’t have to worry about her getting sick any time soon. Besides, she would be lying if she said a part of her wasn’t utterly relishing the time together; a majority of her was admittedly drowning in worry, but that one small part of her couldn’t help but indulge as she held you close and surrounded her every sense with you.
Her worry would be no joke either though; sure, she might have fought in a literal war, and become well-acquainted with feelings of loss and grief, but you are the one thing she cannot afford to lose. Even if you may not be able to see yourself as worth much, you’re everything to her. She realises that being part-Adeptus means that she will outlive many, perhaps even entire bloodlines, but she hopes for you to be a constant in her life til her dying breath. You’re irreplaceable to her, with your health being a greater concern than her own.
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#I HAVE NO WORDS. NO FUCKING WORDS.#THIS CAUSED ME GENUINE TEARS#HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?? OH MY GOD#I'M GONNA GET YOU. I WILL *GET YOU*.#asks 💌#I like me better when I’m with you 🍨
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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just realized that if christopher were to watch that video eddie took of him in 2x10 meeting santa, he would hear buck in the background fondly and proudly saying, “i really admire that kid. i love the way he always wants to do everything on his own.”
#zee rambles#yeah i’m gonna go be in tears about this#cause can you imagine being an adult and hearing one of the people who you think of as a father talk so proudly about you to your dad???#literally imagining chris uncovering that video has me in so many tears#and to know that buck was genuine about it and yeah#eddie diaz#evan buckley#christopher diaz#home videos are so emotional
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i said this in the tags of another post but. the way that the desert always seems to PHYSICALLY pop up whenever scar and grian are together is insane. first them finding the only tiny patch of desert in double life, and now a desert appearing in front of them right as they're laughing together and riding on a llama camel. like we all know this but MAN. they seriously never left the desert. it's become a symbol of their past together, and they can't escape it.
#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#trafficblr#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#slsmp spoilers#serena.txt#this is genuinely driving me insane cause this is now a pattern. again this feels so intentional i can barely believe its real#the place where their relationship started keeps appearing now whenever they're together#it's so incredibly symbolic it makes me want to tear my hair out i need us to never stop talking about this please#edit: i think its also important to note that they werent LOOKING for a desert in either of these instances. they just randomly happened#upon it both times
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hi! i binged 75 chapters of ur amazing fic within a week, so have some art of a scene i particularly enjoyed. have a great day deer
NO FUCKING WAY 😩😩😩 this is beautiful and i love it!! genuinely gonna make me cry tears of joy lmao thank you so much for enjoying my writing and for this amazing art!! do you mind if i link it to my masterpost??
seriously tho i fucking LOVE THIS and i’m so honored 😭❤️
#radioapple#duckiedeer#appleradio#hazbin hotel#hazbin fanfic#hazbin fanart#art#artists on tumblr#do you want to know#dywtk#literally the best thing to wake up to lmao#giving me that extra push to continue improving my writing#like genuinely this is amazing art#wish i could draw like that!! maybe someday!#and??#it’s for me???#it’s for MY fic???#fanart? of MY fic? it’s more likely than you think#pls tell me someone got that meme ref cause i’m old#gonna go cry tears of joy now
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Fan art of your weird wizardly fascinating gay animal hope that isnt weird
I have shown this to everyone within a 1mile vicinity of me and each of them has commented on how well you’ve captured his essence, which I did not previously think possible
#obsessed with this like genuinely#going to show it to him when I get home#which I’m worried could cause some sort of space/time tear but I think it’ll be worth it#thank you so much for drawing my gross man this is so special to me#art#pets#animals#bunny#rabbit#house bunny#rabbits#eldritch horror#house rabbit#beastly animal
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I am filled with HATE and SORROW y'all know how like Nurm is my favourite character my number 1 guy out of any piexe of media ever I love him dearly which sucks cause he's pretty unpopular but whatever whatever. N I'm like "man I really want to see some new Nurm content but everything I find I've either seen before or I created ☹️" and then I. I go on tiktok and I KEEP seeing edits that start with a clip with Nurm in them and then haha surprise it's actually a Petra edit!! Cause it's ALWAYS PETRA GOD DAMN IT and I love her. I love Petra so much. She is a fabulous character but ohm y god I am tweaking. I genuinely started crying y'all I am not sane nor normal. I'm so normal about him. Oh my good god I am going insane I am 💥💥💥💥
#I envy people who's favourite characters are like. Lukas or Petra or Jesse. Y'all don't know how good you have it#At least I can confidently say I'm one of Nurm's biggest fans. You guys can't say that without a fight breaking out aha ha#HRGAHSBSJSJSNNSN#Actually losing it#Scampering about#Ignore this I'm just#ARG 💥💥💥💥#No cause I saw a post that was super funny but the screenshot used had like. Nurm's left leg in the foregriund and I started tearing up#My period is coming I can sense it there's no other explanation for this madness#Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Going genuinely feral for a guy with like 2 fans)#I don't know the term for this attachment. Cause it's not a normal person thing I'm 90% sure it's the autism#But I don't know enough about villagers to consider this a special interest and it's too long to be a hyper fixation#(even though I am very fixated and it is tearing me up inside)#This is why I tweak so bad in the tags of Nurm art sometimes I genuinely start crying g and scratching my phone like a rabbit animal#Rabid not rabbit.#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#There are no emojis nor words that accurately depict my current state#I'm normal I'm normal I swear please I'm normal
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I dislike takes that Danse would be just as conservative in modernized aus when it's clearly shown his staunch views of things come from his time in the Brotherhood and his deep-rooted desire to belong to something with a greater purpose.
Not to mention lines that show much more open-mindedness that get overlooked for his harsher sentiments when you first meet him. Like the oppurtunity to be a part of something is why Danse fell so far into Brotherhood dogma and it doesn't negate the offense things he does but I feel like it's just lazy to be like "hmmm he'd def be racist" just so it aligns to his BoS beliefs.
#like i genuinely think he would like not fall into the military if he was in modern times because of all the other things he could do#he clearly has a passion for tech and mods and likely would find himself more useful as like a mechanic like at most hes one of those range#types or something but I feel like people equate his seriousness and him being a military man to closemindedness when its like having to ge#a new view point like we really dont know what he believed in before the BoS if he believed in anything at all outside of selling scrap to#survive before basically having an army recruiter have him join one of the scariest factions like why is the BoS so fucking violent???#like the BoS operates in such a way cause there is no civilian population like everyone is something or training to be so they arent really#fighting for anything but themselves at this point which is just a feedback loop of gaining more power and is not equatable to real#military people due to the fact most of the recruits are really born and bred to be soliders while say irl you have a family and country to#fight for and return to outside the military which is def grounding as Danse wouldn't be in the army 24/7 like in canon#idk its odd to me when a character that is has fantastic racism ergo the trope of bigotry to fake races people try to translate it to real#life especially when those races have not equivalent like tell me what is the irl equal to a fucking ghoul or super mutant like????#racism is not like a funny headcanon like making him a defrosting prude or by the book is whatever but he would not be a bigot just like a#narc or some shit hed tell on me for loitering but I know hed tear apart each voting party and likely the military for being self serving#and like knows all about it and it makes him sound like a politics nut but its more annoyance like I have such strong feelings about#characters who would be marginially better if they were not victums to the military like yes I believe we can fix Danse he just needs to#be around not war/the military for like a week and see people be happy existing like he doesnt know how to do that but this is a weird take#ive seen mostly from white fans that makes me super uncomfy like ur weird#anyway still fuck the brotherhood everyone is so rude like damn i know its the east coast but can we get a little hospitality fuck you#maccready was right brotherhood of squeal more like it dont worry porky we'll get you out (danse is porky btw)#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#paladin danse
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#made this at 5am and i think my brain was falling apart cause it genuinely had me in tears#what would steven soderbergh think of rusty and danny as shelter chihuahuas#movie tag#ocean's eleven#rusty ryan#danny ocean
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I feel like I am always so sad recently, which is just making me a bother to everyone around me. I wish that I wasn’t like this
#// bon's tears#i am genuinely a lost cause atp#the amount of times ive thought about just dying this week is insane#i dont even actually want to die i find that scary but i dont see any other option for me#SIGHHHHH. please brain let me be insane over fictional characters again#that way i wont have such awful feelings#i think i am way too much
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So based on a true story (then I went to my car and cried because someone apologized to me).
I thought I vented and whined in tags but I don't see them and I'm too tired to type it all out. Just know a few days ago I tried to avoid being in customer pathing, a customer then backed up to let another customer have some space, aaaaand the backing up happened right into my trolley at work. He then made a comment about how it was painful and I needed to be more careful. Today he apologized and said he felt bad enough about it even if I didn't remember him (I very much remember the incident but my facial recognition is in the negatives).
#my characters#oops i fell in love#anyway wow dang woah the apology was genuine and he didnt need to apologize#and i feel bad that i dont recognize him and if i see him again i still wont know its him#but like it meant SO much to me that he remembered me and apologized#cause i have clipped my own heels and ran over my own feet with the trolley so many times#it really does hurt! so i was concerned for oh no what if i clipped his heel or or or#but he just. apologized to me and i was definitely tearing up when i said thank you and i appreciated hearing it#and i dont like that he probably went home to his wife and was like oh i apologized and made the kid cry#its been a real rough week sir and that kindness was unexpected and i greatly and humbly appreciate you#so in honor of not hurting someone take my anxiety oc who is terrified hes gonna hurt someone#being told hey sorry you didnt hurt me and i overreacted bc he fucking deserves that much#i say completely biased bc i definitely needed that today#and since i needed it then my son oc guy needs it
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Being a Xenoblade 2 fan is so tiring
Every time you think you'll find cool fan content and theories in the tag, it's just filled with people saying anyone who enjoys this "mid" game is a perv
Like people can have their tastes but can you not be a dick about it
#xc2#xenoblade chronicles 2#genuinely my favorite game#it has some problems i won't deny but my god.#i love the world and the combat and the story and the characters AND THE MUSIC#did i ever say it's the second game that caused me to actually tear up at the ending? first was SA2
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Sending you love and support during this fucked up situation 💕💖💕💖💕
Thank you 💖💖💖
#I'll be ok#I genuinely just don't want other people to go through what I and others have gone through with her#she obvs hasn't learned her lesson from my perspective#and fwiw I'm not trying to like#tear her down or kick her off the internet#if she really came forward with an apology#even if it's not for me cause yeah I've been bitchy through this situation and she doesn't have to forgive me either#I'd at least listen and chill out on my end#like it sucks but what sucks worse is knowing she hasn't learned or changed and could hurt others#for now she's just not the safe person she tries to pretend she is and uses her status to manipulate people and that's not cool#ask
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I wanna. Pick them up in my mouth and shake 'em around like a dog obliterating a squeaky toy
#you can tag anyone you feel this way about but I was thinking about Rook hunt in particular#tbh I feel like he'd picture the same - just with Vil and Neige#he wanta his oshis to be besties (he is just lime me fr) (just a liiiittle furyher frim reality)#(I view neigexVil as nore of a crackship until we get more Neige development/lore)#(our queen Vil doesn't deserve to be genuinely shipped with someone who's kinda 2D rn.#But I respect people who flesh out neige with headcanons - they write the dynamics realy well tbh)#(hopefully we get more RSA development at some point I think that'd be cool)#(plus I'd cry if TWST just. stopped. after the last NRC OB)#(I mean it'd make sense aince that's where the story is based and it'll probably end once Yuu finds a way home#- which feels close now thanks to Ortho)#(But at the same time I. have been following this since it first came out when I was about 16 - same age as the first year squad lol)#(and I feel like it'd feel weird if we stopped getting main story updates)#(Im rambling a LOT lol - probably because I'm tipsy haha)#(hope someone can relate to my lamenting of future woes though)#(Oh well - I should atop borrowing sorrow from the future and live joyfully with the now)#(I do miss my friends who've stopped being in the fandom though - and my friends who deactivated and idk how to contact now)#(sugarandmelody... zacrazyvalentine... I miss them. but we had fun#writing and stuff. and I suppose that's what matters in the end. that we had fun.)#at least - I hope they had fun too. and I kinda hope they think about me how I think of them sometimes.#have a nice day if you're reading this. I rambled in the tags a while and I understand that it's kinda long lol.#and probably riddled with typos#I'm tearing up for some reason haha. well it is what it is#I hope each and every one of my followers know how amazing they are - I hope y'all have a wonderful day - evening - or night#I wish I could hug people across the internet lol#I should stop posting on tumblr while drinky haha#tw drunk#tw drinking#i'll tag it just in case#don't wanna cause discomfort and stuff
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watched a video essay about the hunger games and am now struck by the power of human empathy and kindness
#crying at 11:30 about the hunger games everyone#books i hadnt read until last year and movies i havent watched yet#have the hunger games always served as a mirror to us american society and television? yes#have they only grown more and more uncanny as time goes on?? also yes#have i felt my own empathy eroded away in the name of consuming content and media?? absolutely#does looking at these books that imbue every page with the idea that it is empathy and kindness that causes change literally bring me to#tears??? yeah yeah it does#its hope and the ability to be like hey empathy is a muscle i have to stretch#kindness is a muscle i have to stretch#and its possible to do that!!!!!#and even the smallest act of kindness and empathy and respect can change lives and the world and etc etc#k mumbles#idk its very easy to lose hope in the current world and those books genuinely make a very good argument for not doing that#the hunger games#thg
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saw my former best friend turned situationship turned acquaintance, his mom, and his gf today, 1407 killed 45293 injured
#i loved his mom i would have fit into that family very well i think. but twas not meant to be#i dont even like him or want him back or anything i just think it was a very fundamental experience to me#very much the root cause of many of my insecurities i fear!!#so now whenever i see him be happy and thriving it makes me want to throw up a little but not bc i hate him#more because it makes me think about how everything went down & what it says about Me#so his gf very genuinely likes me bc i am as kind as possible to her bc i want to be the kind of person who can be kind to her#but in my heart.... i am on a verge of tears the whole time#anyway#personal
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