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tlk never beating the queer show allegations 🌈 part 4/? | young uhtred wondering 24/7 if he's THAT obvious (he is)
#this was actually the set i was looking forward to the most#THIS BOY IS ASEXUAL AND YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND#anyway uhtred all your sons are gay#the last kingdom#tlkpride2024#michela's gifs#young uhtred#stiorra#sigtryggr#tlk aethelstan#aethelstan#father pyrlig#cynlaef#finn elliot#ruby hartley#eysteinn sigurðarson#harry gilby#cavan clerkin#ryan quarmby#michela's edits
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🌈CM Pride Challenge🏳️⚧️
The following are prompts including LGBTQA+ PRIDE! Reader, Original Character, Character/Character ships, Gen/Platonic fics are allowed!Please check out the Rules below the Keep Reading.
This event is over (Masterlist of Fics here), but you are welcome to use any of these prompts. If you would like to be added to the existing Masterlist of entries, please check out the Rules below!
General Prompts 🏳️🌈
Coming out is so much harder the second time
Describe Character’s first kiss with the same gender
Describe Character(s) spending a day at a Pride parade
The team realizes that A&B were more than roommates
Penelope goes a little overboard on rainbow decorations at Characters’ wedding
Character's marriage mutually comes to an end when they come out... now what?
Character comes out at the same time they announce their new relationship to the team
Character A fears it’s too late for them to live authentically, and B assures them that’s not true
Character A gifts B something colored like their pride flag because “the colors reminded me of you”
Child realizes that not every kid has two moms/two dads and they have a lot of questions about it
Queer characters have a hard time deciding what their child should call them and come up with fun ideas
Character A goes to a LGBT bar with B as a wingperson (or maybe they want them, themselves?)
Anything else you can think of!
More prompts (transgender, assorted, dialogue) below!
Transgender Prompts 🏳️⚧️
Character A helps B get their first tailored dress/suit
Character A helps B shave and/or put on makeup
The couple is looking for gender neutral nicknames
Character A buys B specialty gender affirming lingerie
Character is casually referred to with an appropriately gendered nickname for the first time
Characters are renewing their vows and redoing their wedding photos following a coming out
Character A walks in on B wearing a new gender-affirming outfit and surprises them with an enthusiastic compliment
The team throws Character an impromptu first birthday party following their coming out (how did they get a banner so fast?!)
Character A buys B a gender affirming but stereotypical gift (sports jersey, neon pink purse, etc.) that they would otherwise hate (but find absolutely hilarious)
Specific Prompts 💝
[Bisexual] Character gets irritated when people reduce their sexuality to their current partner
[Bisexual] Character A is in a M/F relationship with B and worries that their queer identity will become invisible dating them
[Asexual] Characters explore different forms of non-sexual intimacy
[Asexual] Characters are both asexual but too nervous to tell one another. They awkwardly attempt to have sex but end up laughing at how ridiculous they feel.
Dialogue Prompts 💐
“Are they… flirting?” “Big time.”
“I got to fall in love with you twice.”
“To be seen is to be loved." "I see you.”
“Be gay, do crimes.” “Aren’t you a cop?”
“There is no heterosexual explanation for that.”
“Life is very different once you find your people.”
“Cardinals and hydrangeas can change. Why not you?”
“You're still the person I love. Nothing will change that.”
“We both wear pants. Makes it easier to kick your ass.”
“It’s never felt like this before. I've never felt like this before.”
“I guess it makes sense now why it never worked out with my exes.”
Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at? ("She" by Dodie)
“You can kiss a hundred boys in bars, shoot another shot, try to stop the feeling ... Well, good luck, babe. You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling.” ("Good Luck, Babe!" by Chappell Roan)
Rules ❤️🧡💚💙💜🖤🤎
The fic can be a Reader insert, an Original Character, a character/character ship, a platonic ship, or a Gen fic. It can feature any Criminal Minds character. AUs and crossovers are more than welcome.
Tag me in the fic, or send the link to me in a Direct Message. It can be already written, or you can write it for the challenge - I’m collecting both! You can also tag it “#mentioningmargins” which is a tag I track.
The fic can be any genre, but ONLY send me smut if your bio states you are 18+. I DO NOT WANT smut written by minors. Ever. At all. I will check.Platonic ships and pure, fluffy fics are 100% allowed.
Please include Content Warnings and a one-sentence Summary of the fic in your post.
Have fun!
🌈Happy writing! 🏳️⚧️
#criminal minds challenge#criminal minds#cm writing challenge#spencer reid#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid fanfiction#criminal minds fanfic#jennifer jareau#emily prentiss#tara lewis#jemily#temily#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#moreid#hotchreid#heid#hotchgan#spencer reid smut#criminal minds smut#criminal minds fanfiction#david rossi#jason gideon#luke alvez#ralvez#cm pride
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Songs that I like as Enhypen's fics: H.S.K.T
-> pairing : horny!jungwon x fem!reader
-> warnings : dirty talk, swearing, praising, blowjob, handjob
-> +18 only
-> Masterlist
How much do you think of me? Hm, honestly
Wish I could open your heart
Just tell me in words
There's no need to look around
Don't pay attention to other women, look at me
Twenty years of being a virgin doesn't affect Jungwon at all, I mean, he had done a lot of things like kissing, touching and stuff but the real deal is that he never enjoyed that much like he was always hungry for something he can't even understand...also because he never had the chance and don't rush himself.
At some point of his life he though he was asexual or somethin but that though change when one night he beat his meat thinking about other woman while he was watching porn.
He likes sweet scents like coconut or vanilla.
This weekend has been amazing since exam season are finally over, he finished all his exams with A+ and compliments from all the teachers, like always.
"Good job Jungwon, your parents must be proud of you" his teacher said to the young boy and he only smile politely to Mr Jeon.
He likes dumb shirts with stupid phrases like "I love milfs"
He is always been a top student, always stayed extra hours studying in the library or coffee shop alone to keep his mind quiet, he hated internal silence. But don't misunderstand him, he loves parties, love-hate hook up culture, loves to smoke weed sometimes in the living room of his friends while they drink cheap beer and play call of dutty until sunrise, playing basketball, helping his grandmother on the weekends taking care of her small tomato garden. He knows what a good balance is.
He likes long skirts and the tanning of the bikini strap since today.
That's what he though the first time he saw you in the kitchen of his grandma, you were on your back trying to get something you couldn't reach, Jungwon walked up behind her and noticed how the girl's body tensed when she felt someone behind her. She smells sweet, he though.
"You should ask for help if you can't do it alone," Jungwon said, reaching for the package of ramen she was trying to pick up.
"I see you've already met" said the older woman carrying a bag of fruits, which Jungwon quickly helped her with.
"Grandma, I told you not to carry any weight," said her grandson, scolding her.
"Jungwon, this is Y/n, our neighbor" her grandmother said smiling at the girl with curly hair and glasses.
"Hi, your grandmother always talks about you, I'm Y/n, one of the next door neighbor" said the young woman while looking at Jungwon.
"I'm Jungwon, nice to meet you" he said calm, of course he knows her, he's been moaning her name these days. "Thanks for always help my grandma"
He likes the girl next door.
Love, a usual selfishness
I'll raise the level between us
Have you seen a woman like this before?
I got what you need
After the little Talk, Y/n left some cherries on the kitchen as thanks for the kimchi that Jungwon's grandmother had previously treated the girl. Apparently all this time her grandmother and Y/n have been exchanging food because she had never tried korean food and since his grandmother was enjoying her free time she had before returning to Korea for a few weeks of vacation.
"woonie, tomorrow when I leave before you go to class, give Y/n this bag " her grandma said to Jungwon "And always be kind"
"I know grandma" Jungwon said to the old woman "I Will miss you" Jungwon hug and kiss her warm cheek "call me if anything happen, I'll go out for a while"
"Don't buy cigarettes or I won't leave you anything in my will Yang Jungwon"
"don't said that!" Jungwon scold her again.
Indeed, he went for cigarettes and mint gum.
Three days passed until Jungwon's grandmother reminded him if he had already delivered theq package to Y/n. Jungwon lied to her and said yes, quickly pulling up his pants after having been masturbating for almost an hour, it's been an hour and he still horny, a virgin loser.
Jungwon took a shower, he put on some gray sweatpants and a plain white shirt , perfume and before leaving the house he heard the ring bell only to find y/n in front of the door, cute make up, two lower ponytails, smelling like coconut, holding a cloth bag and her tits almost exposed with the dress she was wearing, Jungwon almost closed the door on her face involuntarily but stayed still, his gaze on her breast.
"Do you like my watermelons?"
"what?!"
"I said, do you want some watermelon?" Y/n ask as she shows up a glass tuper with fresh cutting watermelon and Jungwon sighed calmly, trying not to sound paranoid.
Y/n entered the house and left the fruit in the refrigerator while Jungwon looked for the package that his grandma had prepared for her.
"My grandma told me to give you this" Jungwon said trying not lo look at her chest. He didn't know what was inside of that box but when she opened he recognized four bottles of plum wine, he smile, It was handmade.
"What is this?" Y/n ask with a confused look to Jungwon, getting closer to him "What is written here? Is this korean right?
"It means Plum wine" he replied as he feels her boob on his arm.
"Drink with me, wait...You're over 18 right?" she asked opening a bottle looking at him.
"i'm 20" he said
"Aww you're a baby"
"how old are you?"
"I'm 23" both of them laugh at each other , jungwon make fun of her with the phrase "aww you're baby" in an ironic tone and then start drinking in the livin room, the wether was hot, the fan was on, bag of chips open on top of the table while she laughts at Jungwon's stories, touching his arm occasionally ,she was very touchy, he though.
Y/n saw a photo album under the little table and she began to take a look, seeing various people in that album, many places, traditional costumes, too many pictures and so much cultural differences for her was intriguing, little baby Jungwon looked so cute and everytime he shows her a photo with his parents, his eyes are pure nostalgic. She loves how Jungwon explains everything to her with many details.
I bet you can't forget my voice and my charms
Your hands, I held onto that moment
Baby, you make me, your hands stroking down from my neck to my back.
And those drowsy eyes.
Don't you want me?
I've got you a present, take it if you care
After two bottles of plum wine it's not Jungwon's fault you fell sleep on the coach looking so helpless in his lap, her head was on a pillow under his lap and he had the perfect view of your breast and lips, his breathing became heavy, you still aware tho.
"do you think i'm pretty?" she ask with her eyes closed making jungwon gasp.
"yes" he replied right away and she chuckle.
"have you ever had a girlfriend Jungwon?" Y/n ask tipsy again
"No" he replied "I mean I did a lot of things it's not tha-
"it's okay" she open her eyes and stared at him with an innocent look, big black doe eyes with long eyelashes "You don't have to explain anything"
It's not that Jungwon wanting you to suck his cock and stuff you up with his kids but actually that is what he needs right now.
"close your eyes" she said as she get up covering Jungwon's eyes, He was about to complain until he finds himself covering his own eyes with red cheeks . "Don't open them yet". The boy was nervous, his hands felt sweaty and he couldn't figure out what she was doing, he can only feel that sweet aroma getting stronger...like if she is gettting closer, his pulse began to increase when he felt a hand on his shoulder and something cold on his lips. Jungwon removed his hands from his eyes and he see how Y/n was holding a fork with a piece of watermelon to jungwon's lips.
"Fuck it" Jungwon takes her arm to bring her closer, the fork fell on the floor, they both look at each other and Jungwon approaches to kiss her unprepared , feeling her gloosy lips and how his body trembles, it was a messy sloppy kiss. "stop playing with me please"
Y/n was surprised how she suddenly felt his strong arms, she was cornered on the small sofa, his shy gaze on her, he was so cute like that "let's go to your room" she whisper and he nooded quickly as he stand up, the nerves were eating him up inside, he heard the footsteps behind him, Jungwon's room was on the second floor, once he arrived at the room, Y/n looked around and see a lot of posters of anime, movies and pop rock bands "do you like the driver era?" She ask
"yeah..."
"I love them!" she said as she sits in his bed "I always forget....
"...When do flowers bloom" Jungwon finish the lyrics of the song feeling less nervous.
Y/n patted the side for Jungwon to sit with her, he obeyed her "you look nervous." She said slowly while pressing his chest with one hand to lay him down on the bed, he let himself fall gently then she climbed carefully on top of him sitting on his prominent erection, feeling him hard rock underneath her panties, she gasp "you're hard already?"
She leaned closer to his body, bringing their lips together again, her tongue caressing his with slow and sensual movements as she feel how Jungwon caressed her cheek firmly, as if she was going to leave at any moment, she move her hip grinding on him wanting to feel him more, getting wetter just from the friction between her panties and her pants.
"Don't move-e" Jungwon panted as both of his hands grap her ass embarrassed
"why not?" She ask innocently
"stop teasing" at this point Jungwon is trying not to cum so fast to not look like a pathetic teenager.
"what do you want me to do?" She asked playing with the silver pendant that hung from his neck, it was rectangular and had a sun, behind it were two initials, YJ
"suck my cock" he whisper as his cheeks become red
She left the pendant, placed herself on her knees between his thighs while Jungwon made himself more comfortable on the bed, her delicate hands slid up his thighs, reaching the elastic fabric of his pants, pulling them down along with his underwear and her eyes opened without saying a word. Jungwon watched as she bit her lower lip.
It was long and veiny with a pink tip. She took off her glasses putting them on his bedside table as the boy only pray for his own sanity.
Without saying nothing she start strokin his cock slowly making Jungwon moan at the sudden touch, her tiny hands tried to grap the entire length of her length as she started licking his mushroom tip for a couple of seconds, eyes on him never looking away and in one go she put it all in her mouth, nose and lips colliding with his pelvis making the boy whine louder " fuck fuck just like that y/n" the girl was used to it and kept moving her head up and down as she felt Jungwon whimper her name constantly, almost panting.
Jungwon's hands held the two small pigtails and without thinking he abused her small throat with his swollen cock, in and out constantly causing grotesque sounds, leaving her breathless feeling the precum, his tip touching the end of her throat making her gagging, he tried to move her away but Y/n didn't let him, making him understand that It was okay if he cum inside her mouth, in any case, he didn't have much time to think about it clearly because the sensation was too overwhelming, making him release his seed in less than a second in her warm mouth, she cough and he opened his eyes finding himself cumming in her throat and her face with rosy cheeks, makeup smudged, catching her breath and wiping the remaining semen on her face with her fingers only to lick them in front of him.
He gulp.
She stood up, adjusting her dress, took her panties off so smooth and put them in one of his drawers "try not to cum too much when you think of me" she put her glasses again, fixing her hair a little and leave him in his room half naked, confused and most importantly, horny again.
"i'm fucked up" He said as he fell onto the bed
#enhypen smut#jungwon#yang jungwon#enhypen hard hours#jungwon smut#enhypen jungwon smut#enhypen heeseung smut#enhypen jake#sim jaeyun#sunghoon#enhypen#Spotify
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"if i can make it there i'll make it anywhere"
★ masterlist ★ spotify ★ pinterest ★ family ★
ABOUT ME~ my name is eunoia!! ★ i'm a minor, adults can interact but as a general rule for anyone if you're weird you get blocked ★ she/her★ christian ★ asexual biromantic ★ writer ★ greek mythology nerd ★ etymology enthusiast ★ wannabe photographer ★ poet ★ pianist ★ cabin 7 ★ slytherin ★ icarus apologist ★ true crime lover ★ neurodivergent ★ bookworm ★ estoy aprendiendo español ★ I AM SPIDERMAN ★ tea > coffee ★ spotify girly ★ CONAN GRAY, olivia rodrigo, the arctic monkeys, mitski, tv girl, chappell roan, sabrina carpenter, billie eilish, hozier, lana del rey ★
FANDOMS~ the inheritance games ★ shatter me ★ a good girl's guide to murder ★ dead boy detectives ★ percy jackson/heroes of olympus ★ heathers the musical ★ the folk of the air ★ arc of a scythe ★ epic the musical ★ the darkest minds ★ the good place ★ the maze runner ★ hamilton ★ marvel cinematic universe ★ stranger things ★ the hunger games ★ probably a lot more that i'm forgetting ★
CRACK INTRO~ don't ask about the cookie monster ★ I AM GRAYSON DAVENPORT HAWTHORNE'S ONE AND ONLY WIFE NO IF ANDS OR BUTS HE IS MINE ★ heather and lacy's #1 enemy ★ i promise being a redhead isn't my whole personality ★ i IRONICALLY use brainrot ★ i change my theme a lot, don't get attached ★ GO TO SLEEP ★ odds are i probably haven't eaten yet today ★ <- this is all just the nonsense abt myself i like to overshare ★
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Here is a collection of my thoughts about We Are ships sex lives because I, an asexual, have them for some reason and need to get them out- (What is We Are doing to me?)
TANFANG
According to novel fans, Tan is the top and Fang is a power bottom; however, the show implies Fang is the top. This means the correct answer is they are switches, but we knew that.
Tan loves to get romantic with Fang. Rose petals, scented candles, whether in the bathroom or in the bedroom Tan commits to the most tender of sex. It is canon Tan does the come hither motion, and as much as Fang puts up a fight he adores it.
Though some days Fang gets into his head about the balance of their relationship and encourages Tan to take. Sometimes, Fang just wants Tan to use his dick like a joystick, and Tan is more than happy to jump into his lap.
Their relationship started from mutual punching, and their canon (implied) sex scene has them wrestling. Therefore, they are the roughest couple in bed. They absolutely have a mutual marking kink shown through hickies and flat-out bites. Some flavor of BDSM, though they (or any of the couples) aren't hardcore with it.
Aftercare game is strong with these two, and they preen at being the one to take care of the other with their mutual taking care of each other kink.
QTOEY
They have sex but in a very (demi)aro(demi)ace way if that makes sense? They have a code in their phone for when one of them is horny and it is "Draw me like one of your Thai boys" (Toey came up with it, Q couldn't think of anything better).
When they do have sex in their own private enclosure and not in Peem's childhood home, it is very artistic. Q has painted Toey's nudes (the only nudes of his boyfriend he has), and he hung it up in their bedroom (fortunately, they aren't the hangout house so they don't have to mad dash to hide it). Q has painted Toey's skin as foreplay, change my mind (you can't).
Before the nudes were painted, Q joked Toey should get dolled up for it and something inside Toey pinged. Since then, Q will teasingly call Teoy "doll" alongside his usual "muse". Their closet has a section dedicated to lingerie (honestly, most of the time they don't even fuck in them. Q just likes drawing and painting tasteful nudes of his boyfriend, and Toey likes being Q's model).
Regardless, the actual action is full of reverence and body worship and Q insists on fucking Toey in natural light because it makes him look more gorgeous than he already is. They have the weakest aftercare game, but considering the couples they're up against it isn't a surprise. Most points are deducted for Q vowing to never paint Toey again as he scrubs his boyfriend's skin. Toey giggles knowing he'll convince Q otherwise.
PHUMPEEM
It doesn't matter what the novel/series says, Phum is a bottom. He wants to be in Peem's lap and monopolize all his attention. Riding is his favorite sex position. The man wants to be railed by his hot artist boyfriend, and can we blame him? (Peem really likes it when Phum is on his back because Phum's hair is a national treasure.)
They do have some pet play going on. It isn't super hardcore, but it is there. After all, Peem canonically calls Phum "puppy" and I think Phum should get to call Peem "kitten" (turnabout is fair play).
There is a reason I placed PhumPeem's section after QToey, and it is because Phum was the person Toey asked to go lingerie shopping with him (lets be real, Toey is not going on his own the first time and Phum is the least embarrassing option). Phum comes home with a few things of his own, and Peem is relentless with the pillow princess teasing as he rails his boyfriend.
PhumPeem are tied with TanFang on best aftercare game, because both couples have a mutual taking care of each other kink.
Oh, right, they have sex on the beach at some point. Also, they are known for fucking in any body of water they can (which wasn't what Peem meant by the water being his safe place, but he's not arguing).
CHAINPUN
They are the kinkiest couple here.
They may not be the most consistently kinky, but they are the most varied. All Pun has to do is bat his eyelashes at Chain, and Chain will indulge Pun in his latest fantasy. Out of all of them, they are the most likely to commit to actual roleplay scenarios. The most often one, of course, being a doctor one (though Chain will make sure to remind Pun he isn't that type of doctor). It doesn't matter though because Pun finds him immensely sexy in the coat.
Although they do get up to roleplay, sometimes Chain wants to spend his time adoring Pun. The body worship is off the charts with these two, and Chain makes sure to love and worship every inch of Pun. Pun loves it, and preens under the adoration though Chain can be torturous in his foreplay.
Soft top Chain, but we all know that.
Honestly, there isn't a couple in We Are that doesn't go all out for aftercare. ChainPuns includes cuddling and snuggling under the covers, and Chain ensures Pun is fed.
#tanfang#phumpeem#qtoey#chainpun#we are series#we are the series#oh fuck i have to tag this appropriately uh-#suggestive#i genuinely dont know how to tag this so advice is welcomed#lowkey scared to post this it is very atypical from my usual work
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How the LADS Boys React to You Being Ace
In celebration of International Asexual Day <3
Zayne
As your doctor, it's safe to say that Zayne knows quite a lot of your personal information - maybe more of it than you would like tbh
You never had to actually "come out" to him
Zayne knew you were ace longer than you did
After all, you always answered "no" to that dreaded question that comes up at every checkup
Though, even if you didn't, he would have known anyway
He's always paid special attention to you - he probably knows you better than you know yourself
On top of that, Zayne is on the spectrum himself
He can take sex or leave it, it doesn't matter much to him
Zayne discovered the label when he was studying in college and taking a gender and sexuality course and immediately felt drawn to it
When you finally muster up the courage to confess your feelings to him, mumbling something about aces and cake and other poor analogies, he just smiles at you softly and takes your hand
"All I've ever wanted is to be close to you. Nothing else matters."
He eventually comes out to you one day when you're complaining about not having any asexual friends
"Are we not friends?"
It takes you longer than you'd like to admit to understand what he means.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"You never asked."
Rafayel
Honestly, you had never planned on talking about sexuality with Raf
He's just so blase about everything - being in his presence never opened up the opportunity to have any sort of deep discussions
But everything changed after Ebb day.
Rafayel was so sick - so vulnerable - and yet he trusted you with such a huge secret
It's only fair for you to tell him something personal about yourself, right?
The next time you visit him, you blurt it out as soon as he comes into view
"I'M ASEXUAL!"
He's so startled that he drops his paintbrush
"Why are you shouting?" he asks, bending down to pick it up
"I'm asexual," You say again, this time a bit quieter.
Your heart is beating a million times a minute
"I heard you the first time," he says, brushing his hair out of his eyes
"Is that all you have to say?" you ask him
"Congratulations," he says sarcastically
"You're so annoying," you say, rolling your eyes and walking over to see what he's painting
"At least I know you don't want me for my body," he says, "I was beginning to think you were secretly one of my groupies with the way you stare at me so much."
"I do NOT stare at you!"
"Suuuuure you don't."
Later that day, when the sun has melted behind the shore and the stars hang heavily in the sky, you pause at the door, fingers barely brushing the brass doorknob.
"Raf," you say, refusing to turn your head to look at the artist lounging on the couch
"Yes?"
You fall quiet, not sure what you want to say.
"Stop worrying that pretty little head of yours, Miss Bodyguard. I told you I never want you to leave my side. Nothing will change that."
Xavier
It's been a long day
There was a Wanderer attack that took longer than you thought it would to resolve
On top of that, there was a long meeting you couldn't skip
All you wanted to do was go home, take a shower, and sleep for a thousand years
So how did you end up squished in a booth next to Xavier as Tara happily prattles on about the date she went last night
You're happy for her, honestly, and any other time you'd love to sit and gossip with her, but you're just too tired today.
As if reading your mind, Xavier suddenly stands up, startling Tara
"I just remembered I have to get home to feed my dog," he says, offering his hand to you, "We'll see you at work tomorrow."
Without even giving the poor girl a chance to respond, he whisks the two of you out of the restaurant, starting the journey home
"Thanks, Xav. You saved me back there."
"It was nothing," he says quietly.
The sky is dark, but several street lamps illuminate the surroundings. Shadows bounce across his face with every step.
"You know, I'm a little bit jealous of Tara," you say after several minutes in silence
"Why?"
"It must be nice to date like that."
His steady gait slows
"What do you mean?"
"It's just -" your tongue darts out to wet your lips.
You've known Xavier for years at this point. Surely you can tell him, right?
"I'm asexual."
"What does that have to do with anything?" Xavier asks, turning to look at you.
"It just makes dating difficult. It's a dealbreaker for most people it seems."
He cocks his head to the side.
"You don't have problems dating at all," he says.
Now it's your turn to be confused.
"What do you mean?"
"We've been dating for two years."
"Xavier, what are you talking about?" you ask, face reddening at the mere thought of dating your favorite coworker
"We've been partners for two years."
"Hunting partners!" you interject
"Yes," he says, nodding, "And life partners."
You blink at him, dumbfounded.
"We have keys to each others' houses, we eat dinner together almost every day, I hold your hand everywhere we go -"
"Okay, okay, I get it!" You say, embarrassed, "I must be a terrible partner. I probably can't even give you what you want."
"Nonsense. There's only one thing I want from you," he says.
"What's that?"
"The rest of my life with you."
#love and deepspace#rafayel#lads#international asexuality day#xavier#zayne#aces deserve love#asexual#asexuality
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Hello ! I'm slowly but surely getting into Green Arrow comics and Roy appears fairly often but not much enough yet that I can get his personality that well. So, I wanted to ask - and I know it probably changed throughout the years, but - how would you describe him at his core ? What kind of guy is he ? His values ? (Is he into leftist and ecological ideologies like Ollie ? etc.)
Thank you for your help !
Hi, thanks for the ask friend!
I’m gonna answer the easiest question first which is his politics- yes, he very much is a leftist like Ollie. I’m just gonna show this one panel
And I don’t think I really need to elaborate more. He’s just like his dad.
As for who Roy is as a character, I don’t think it has really changed that much, at least before the New 52 his characterisation was pretty consistent. Roy’s always been someone who is very much fuelled by his relationships with others and his love for those closest to him. Most notably his love for Lian has always been a huge motivator for him since her introduction- a lot of the time she’s very much the thing keeping him alive, with at least two instances where Roy refuses to give up because if he died Lian would be alone. He also has similar love for the rest of the Arrow family- he was snapped out of brainwashing because he refused to kill Ollie, he’s always had an incredibly close relationship with Dinah ever since Snowbirds (I would highly recommend reading Arsenal 1998 and Vixen: Return of the Lion for them), he’s fiercely protective of Mia and yelled at Ollie when he found out she was gonna become Speedy, and he gave Connor what was essentially an ace acceptance speech decades before Connor was canonically asexual, for some examples.
He’s also an incredibly forgiving person, and he wears his heart on his sleeve a lot of the time. It’s something that definitely came about more heavily after Lian was born (which personally I chalk up to his acknowledgement that she was gonna change him + his promise that he’d never lie to her- promising to be honest and open with his child made him a more open and honest person in general), and it’s SUCH a crucial part of his character. When Roy has feelings, he expresses them loudly and immediately and then moves on most of the time- which is why when Roy and the rest of the Fab Five were stuck on an island designed specifically to bring up grudges and resentments Roy was really the only one who wasn’t that affected- all of his grievances were in response to things that were actively happening in the moment while others had let things fester for a while. It also does make the few moments were he does hide his emotions more poignant, particularly in his relationship with Donna in Titans 1999 (which I would very very highly recommend you read, it’s the jackpot for Roy Harper characterisation.)
And I know it’s very cliche to say about a superhero because duh, he’s a hero, but Roy is so good. He tends to get the reputation as the bad boy of the Titans, which I do get, but at his heart Roy is a hero through and through, not just because he saves the day but because he cares so, so much and the best example of that is through his interactions with kids/teenagers. The most notable example that comes to mind is Grant Emerson- Roy was really one of the first adults in Grant’s life who genuinely cared about him and his wellbeing, and… y’know what, I’m just gonna show this page off again because I will never stop talking about it
Again, highly recommend reading Titans 1999 for Roy and Grant because they’re genuinely one of my favourite father/son-adjacent relationships in any media ever- also recommend Roy’s Titans run for them, oh and if you wanna know more about Grant by himself you should read Damage 1994 :)
Oh and also Roy is lame. An absolute loser. He quotes Friends to try and flirt with women. I hate him.
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your art is the most realistic art i have seen this fandom spit out i really wish you would make remus shorter and stop making oc’s
This is why I lose enthusiasm for you cunts.
Sick of defending a fucking drawing, a fictional character. Sick of the same agendas in this online world where Remus has to be this fucking wet mop of a man who has one singular personality trope of being obsessed with Sirius Black and wouldn’t say boo to a goose. Have you met real men? You ever interacted with your average Joe, who is a bit shy, bit awkward, bit of a weirdo but he doesn’t have to come with a pre installed stutter and helpless heart eyes and no other arsenal but a goo goo gaga state of mind for his love interest. You lot are unhealthily obsessed. Daily, fucking, bullshit, daily headcanons, daily this, daily that.
My Remus and Sirius are never going to change. What’s insane is the amount of ‘heteronormative’ claims I see attached to this debacle of height and size. I know a man, who is exceptionally tall, built, has had a boyfriend, and topped him the entire way through the relationship. He did not enjoy bottoming, and yet is a bisexual individual, nothing ��stereotypical’ homosexual about him or his appearance whatsoever. In fact, he’s very much a Remus variant in my eyes; he is softly natured, introverted, and selective socially and STILL A STONY TOP. Real life, real person, not curated from a thread you found on Twitter and have swallowed up whole.
What happened to coming into a fandom space, making something and going, “that’s hot”. When did it become a space to make sure every representation was ticked, to make sure one character isn’t too this or too that. I’m not here to read the same stories or see the same art 100 times over. I fell in love with these two men and have since had a very solid image of them in my head and create art based off of those ideas. I don’t feel pressured to make sure I give my Remus certain soft traits to justify making him look the way I do. I don’t feel the need to advertise Sirius being this massively charismatic guy just to give him a personality because otherwise you might think he doesn’t have one, because of the slightly more feminine light I draw him in (which is misogynistic you dumb fucks). Just because, I draw my Remus tall and a buffed out lank, does not make him an ultra turbo Alpha. Just because I draw my Sirius smaller, does not mean he is a helpless twink. But here’s the secret nobody’s telling you— even if I did draw them like that, even if those were my holy canons and preferences for these boys, that’s okay. I’m here to create things that make me go, “fuck yeah that’s hot”, “hell yeah I want to see Sirius get pulverised by Remus and no I don’t want to see Remus get pulverised by Sirius and no I don’t feel the need to defend that”, “yeah I prefer tough love over easy love”, “absolutely love it when one of them is a dick to the other and there’s heaps of toxic tension, or maybe they’re both like that and they’re both sarcastic pricks that have to work it out”. I’m never going to adhere to the obsession of character moulds you lot have created.
Sick of this space being turned into a political pansy parade. It’s alright if you want to draw this gay couple with any features you want, hyper masculine, hyper feminine, somewhere in the middle, trans, prefer one of them topping, prefer them to be asexual, prefer them to be toxic and have grit (that’s my trope), or just want easy fluff. And it’s also alright if you’re just in fandom because you’re a bit perverted (like me) and wanted to explore that in a couple you found super fucking hot. Don’t let people use the word fetishise, don’t let people use the word heteronormative, don’t let people bamboozle you with big words and reams of bullet points to incite shame, don’t let people box you in, just keep watching the porn, keep consuming the porn, keep avoiding the shit you want to avoid, and enjoy what you want without shame.
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「 Sex 」
kyle x reader older ver.
cw; sex word
note; sometimes I be feeling like I'm asexual but then again I'm DEFINITELY not, it's weird so I wrote this for no reason anyway..
"You know what I noticed when fucking girls? Their nips get hard when you rub, flick, or suck on them it's what ultimately helps them reach their climax if you were to mess and fuck her at the same time." Kenny picked at his tooth with a pic, laying back in his seat. Cartman scoffed while Stan looked down at his hands.
Questioning whether he had been giving his girlfriend a good time or not.
"Holy shit, have I been doing it all wrong?"
"Kenny you've sucked on tits before?"
"Hasn't everyone?" The blonde flicked his toothpick out the car window, smirking at Cartman from the other side of the car. Eric nodded his head in defeat at his accusation towards Kenny, giving it some thought.
"Can you guys stop talking about your sex lives? It's weird hearing the shit you say about girls when you're fucking them." After countless stories with Kenny bluntly talking about his sex life, Stan occasionally, and Cartman.. well we all know whatever comes out of his mouth is a lie so not really him, but him budding in was just as annoying.
Kyle looked back at the group of his friends in the backseat "Honestly." Kyle muttered, you could hear the annoyance in his voice, he was as fed up with their shit as I was.
We heard Kenny laugh with Cartman, they looked at each other before settling down. I rolled my eyes at the behavior of the two, getting ready to crush Eric with setting my seat down.
"Are you guys just sad that yall don't have one? I mean come on you've been together for a year now and it's clear you guys haven't done it yet." Cartman snickered, his words hitting me in the face. And just when I was about to obliterate him with my seat, I stopped to process what he said.
"Why does sex even matter? I don't see why we should do it just because everyone else does.. right Y/n?" Kyle turned his head to look at me for back up and agree with him, I met his eyes and wanted to agree, but I didn't exactly know myself.
Sure our relationship was pretty solid, nothing to bad about it except the sex part.. but I never thought about it.
Well occasionally I did.
I wondered how'd he feel inside me as our bodies collided together, sweat rubbing against each other as we let out lewd sounds in each other's ears, making each other feel good.
But he never mentioned it so I guessed it wasn't relevant to our relationship at least that's what I thought before.. now-? I guess it's a different story.
"I- I don't know." I looked away from Kyle's gaze, to focus on the swaying trees and the clear blue skyline.
"Wha-? Y/n-"
"Ohuhhhh Kyle you see? Sex does matter, it connects you with your partner! If you don't do it sooner or later your relationship will eventually fall apart. It's just scientifically proven." Kenny stated with a subtle shrug, proving his suppose 'point'
After giving Kenny a look of uncertainty and irritation, Kyle glanced at me his brows furrowing in hesitation to reach out for one more word, but he quickly gave up that thought and sat back in his seat. His hands rested on his steering wheel, breathing out a small sigh.
"Alright Saturday car ride is over.. I'm taking you guys home." The conflicted teen started his car, looking ahead. The boys groaned loudly, obviously not ready to go home yet. Kenny was going to argue but it's impossible to change Kyles's mind once it's made up so he shook off the idea, calming down, and talked to his friends as Kyle began to drive.
My eyes still remained on the window, watching the scenery pass me by in a flash my mind still wasn't made up.. I was confused.
My chin rested in the palm of my hand, thinking to myself as my arm rested against the window. I felt Kyle's eyes lay on me then the warmth of his pale hand softly placed on my leg. I quickly reacted, my head turning in surprise to his movement.
He gave me a faint smile, trying to cheer me up he even rubbed his thumb along my leg, caressing it. I couldn't help but smile back feeling bad for my reaction to him earlier.
Maybe sex just isn't for everyone.
. . .
"Annd finally homee!" I fell onto the couch, letting out a relieved sigh. Kyle joined me and sat next to me, a smile graced his face as he chuckled at my playful antic ."Home is nice isn't it?" He asked in a soft voice, looking at me. I sat up correctly, nodding slowly with a quiet smile. We sorta stared at each other for a bit before the elephant in the room came in.
"Hey.. the sex thing.." He took his eyes off me, rubbing the back of his neck nervously. My mouth hung open slightly, almost completely forgetting the incident, I mentally cursed to myself regretting what I said.
"Oh, that.."
"Yeah.. did you want to.. uhm.. like-?" He set his hand down, glancing over at me. I looked at him pausing for a thought.
Do I want to actually have sex with him?
Would it make me.. happy? Fulfill something I didn't know needed to be filled?
If we didn't.. would it change anything?
Shit..
I trembled, my mind racing with various thoughts related towards sex. More than the average teen male probably..
I felt my seat sink some bit as a warm body connected to me, a hand rested on mine and held it softly. I looked up at the ginger in surprise. He looked back at me with a sweet smile.
"Hey it's okay if you don't know, I don't mind if you do or not want to do it anytime soon. I just think it's kinda weird how you supposedly need sex for a relationship to work but really.. we just need each other." He kissed my head softly, explaining himself.
Once he looked down at me I held his hand tightly, feeling myself grow lighter from all this. I sheepishly grew a shy smile up at him "Wow that was corny." I teased, grinning slightly.
With a playful roll of his eyes, he let out a soft laugh and leaned in, gently rubbing his nose against mine. I couldn't help but scrunch up my nose in response, giggling along with him before pulling away with a content sigh. "No but really that makes me feel better I didn't know what to do or say..for now, I wanna wait.. if that's okay with you?"
"That's perfectly fine with me, sweetheart." His response caused a rush of warmth to flood my cheeks, the nickname catching me off guard. I leaned into his chest, wrapping my arms around him. Despite a brief moment of hesitation, he returned the hug, his arms circling me tightly creating a comforting warm embrace.
"Sex is overrated anyway."
"Agreed!"
#𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙡𝙮𝙠𝙞𝙡⋆ ★#south park#south park x reader#kyle broflovski#kyle x reader#either its jst the lack of motivation or im jst loosing my writing skills 😞🤦🏾♀️
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Art for Toritsuka/Hairo fic where I explored what was meant to be a crack ship and is now one of my favourite (??) ships in Saiki k- PLEASE HEAR ME OUT
(A long rant ensues so, if you don’t want that then that’s all good and you don’t have to click, but if you’re interested, then welcome to my rant about a rare pair i love!)
Of course, I started out by simply laughing at the “I hate men” line Toritsuka said about Hairo and thinking writing a crack taken seriously fic would be funny and it would be a nice break before I started this other fic I have planned that is going to be an even bigger endeavour with Saiki k x Danganronpa. What I didn’t see happening was for this Torihai fic to completely take over my brain space and end up with a fic just shy of 20,000 words.
This may not seem like a lot, but I usually only write fics in 1,000-2,000s so this is a lot for me, especially since I’m a slow writer/editor so it takes me a while.
Part of the reason I love these two together is because of the inherent dynamic of Hairo’s inspirational preachiness and how it doesn’t work on Toritsuka, and how it might be refreshing for Hairo to have someone who challenges him (and not in the fake way Teruhashi does, with Toritsuka being very upfront and honest about it). Toritsuka also, because he’s so upfront about his feelings, helps Hairo to express certain emotions like annoyance/sadness that he wouldn’t normally express outwardly. Something else too is that Toritsuka tends to be very physically affectionate, and I don’t know that Hairo is used to that (I haven’t seen any examples of him being physically affectionate in any other way than a bro way) so that could be refreshing as well. Also, also, Toritsuka is Hairo’s gym buddy who was reluctantly dragged along that day Saiki was trying to avoid everyone and no one can change my mind lol (this, in Hairo’s mind, forms a bond between them that can never be broken and he will never stop reminding Toritsuka of this when they hang out).
I just think their dynamic can be playful/fun because they’re both real with each other if that makes sense?
On Toritsuka’s side of things, he doesn’t have a lot of friends and the friends he does have he either doesn’t have any chemistry with or hate him (Saiki lol), so I think it’d be nice for him to have someone who is extremely caring/attentive to his friends and clearly cares deeply about them and shows it often. Because of this, Hairo shows interest in Toritsuka’s life, and for someone who probably hasn’t had many friends, that would mean a lot. Also the fact that Hairo cares so much for Toritsuka sets an example as to how to be a good friend/human would behave and could help him grow as a person (which are always the best friendships/relationships when they grow together rather than staying stagnant and dragging each other down). Being more caring of others and allow him to develop his interpersonal relationships with more than just ghosts, instead with real humans.
Also, I’ve taken to calling them the “errand boys” because it’s a great prompt to force two people who are polar opposites and would never interact to hang out/do an activity together, so I thought it fit them perfectly.
In the fic I changed a few things from canon (sexualities obviously- Tori is bi/queer and Hairo is gay. Although quick side-tangent- I’ve written Tori/Kaidou, Tori/Akechi, and now Tori/Hairo and all three of them either are Asexual or are often headcanonned as ace by the community/me and I just find it very funny that the horniest character is continuously shipped with them. I only realized I did this after I first started writing the fic.)
- Hairo explicitly has psychic powers (it’s something they can bond over and it’s something that plays off of Hairo’s emotions. Cue a lot of blushing not only because of embarrassment but also actual literal heat rushing to his face.)
- Hairo was raised by a single parent (His family is never mentioned so I just made one up)
- Personal headcanon, but I feel like Toritsuka might occasionally pretend to not see spirits in order to avoid getting approached.
- Toritsuka’s backstory has been slightly altered and has a lot more angst to an already pretty sad backstory (it’s played for laughs, but imagine how that would’ve felt for him :( he realized he lost two people he loved in a matter of minutes. Also, he’s a child when this happens so that’s even sadder. I honestly wonder if they died somewhere in the house or he was just there and his guardians didn’t know, like??? How???)
If this made you interested in reading the fic which this is all about, I’ll link it at the end, but if you were just here for the rant, that’s cool too! I’m obsessed with these two because they’re adorable and I must spread the gospel of Torihai.
Link to original fic-
#Torihai#toritsuka reita#hairo kineshi#digital art#art#i love them so much istg#I’m so normal about them#I promise#Toritsuka x Hairo#rarepair#saiki no psi nan
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I am 6 years old and my family tries to call me Lexi.
They tell me it's a nickname
It is uncomfortable in a way I don't have words for
Like the Easter dress my mother always made me wear
There is an ache in my whole body I cannot explain
I ask them not to call me that
It's years before they listen
I am 8 and my best friend is a boy
I play sports and read books and detest Barbies
I am branded "tomboy"
It fits like wearing my dad's oversized baseball mitt
Roomy, not uncomfortable, but not right
I am told I should be more ladylike
I am 10 sitting with the other girls from my class
They ask why I never wear the uniform skirt
I tell them I just prefer to wear the pants.
I do not explain how I begged my mother not to buy any skirts.
I do not explain the panic I felt when I tried it in on at the uniform store.
I just prefer pants.
I am 12 and my best friend switches schools
The same girls ask if I miss him
They ask if we're dating.
My face grows hot and I forget how to speak
Before I can deny it another girl scoffs
She says my shoulders are too broad
She says I am not a pretty girl
She means it as an insult
Why am I relieved when she says I'm not a girl
13 and I have a new best friend
A girl this time
It feels different in a way I don't have words for
She doesn't go to my school
For the first time I beg my parents for a cell phone
I text her every day
The school year starts and I have my first health class
I go to a Catholic school
The two "teachers", a youth pastor and the ccd coordinator, tell my class to hate the sin, love the sinner
One of them says she loves her brother but he's going to hell for his "gay lifestyle".
To their merit, my classmates are outraged.
Their uncle, oldest brother, cousin, is gay.
They protest on behalf of their loved ones.
The teacher does not change her stance.
I am ashamed.
I am afraid.
I am silent.
I am 14 and I hold a door open for a stranger and his kid
The man tell his son to "say thank you sir"
I feel like a fish on dry land
I feel my broad shoulders
I feel like wearing a uniform skirt
I feel tomboy
I feel Lexi
He's gone before I correct him
How do I run from this
15 and I only wear blouses and push up bras
I only wear my hair down
I can't bring myself to wear a skirt
My highschool is Christian not Catholic
Chapel every Wednesday reminds us girls to honor our husbands
Health on Fridays says babies are God's plan
There is no path more fulfilling than joyful motherhood
I tell my teacher I do not want to be a mother
She assures me she didn't either at 15
Her husband changed her mind at 20
The rage I feel is familiar
So is the grief
This is the year I learn the term asexual
This is the year I learn I am not aromantic
This is the year I become two people
My family and school friends are all conservative
We do group activities
We talk about their lives
I keep them at arms length
They don't ask
They don't notice
They don't want to know
My summer camp friends are all queer
I tell them everything
My girl best friend is one of them
She's pansexual
I realize I'm in love with her
I also realize I can't have a girlfriend
Not like this
Not as two people
I'm not ready
We're 16 and she tells me she's gender fluid
She tells me her pronouns are she/they
I didn't realize a person could be that
I wish I could be they too.
They call me Lex.
It doesn't hurt.
At 20 I learn the term agender and it feels like finding something I didn't know I was looking for.
I'm still two people but not as much anymore.
25 is the first time I say it out loud to other people
Friends from college who are also they/them
And for the first time since 15 I feel like a whole person.
#asexual#lgbt art#pride month#i write sometimes#writing#bad poetry#i write#nonbinary#lgbt poem#the dragon writes#homosexual#homoromantic#tw homophobia#homophobia#transphobia#transgender#trans#catholic#christianity#growing up#queer#please reblog
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Okay. Alright. Not that anyone cares
I felt the need to tell my story, my well, testimony, some would say, though I don't like this word that much.
Get ready for the wall of text!!!
I'm not straight. That's a fact, it's not something I could change even if I wanted to (I don't. I love it). I don't identify as asexual. I am asexual. As far as I remember, I've never been straight. And if there could be anything that "changed me" it would have happened way too early for anyone to be able to be sure about it.
I've never been straight. But I don't call myself LGBT+ or queer person, either. Because that to me means identifying as a part of the community I don't feel a part of. I'll get to it. For now, let's start from the beginning:
There were, of course, boyfriends from kindergarten. But they weren't anything more than a make-believe play which actually often irritated me. I mean, I decided I was in love with one when I was six, not because I actually was, it was just a thing all the girls did and I wanted to make dramatic confessions like those I've seen in movies. Another one decided he was in love with me so I used him for my benefit (things like: "yeah okay whatever you can be my boyfriend if you clean up my desk, sweet"). I was telling people I had a crush on Michał Wiśniewski who was at the time a thirty-something-years-old Polish vocalist. Did I find him attractive? Of course not. But he did have red hair, and that's an esthetic trait I'm still really fond of, and remember, I was six. So yeah. Apart from those I've had no other boyfriends or crushes ever again. As early as 9 years old I already decided those weren't for me and I haven't changed my mind since.
And nobody bothered me about it. No girly sleepovers where everyone had to confess their crushes, no people pestering me about it so much I'd feel uncomfortable. Not even that many deep conversation with other people about their crushes to which I could only respond with "mkay" or "who needs crushes anyway? but you do you I guess?". And, most fortunately, no talking about s*x of any kind. I've only attended a few s*x-ed classes at my schools - thankfully at first my mom decided I didn't have to waste my time there, though later she thought maybe I could get some use out of it despite my pleas and whinings. I did not get any use of it. I was repulsed by everything that was said there. I was positive everyone else must be, too. I tried not to listen at all, best as my little grindy and obedient mind could. Goes without saying that I despised any s*x scenes in books and movies as well and never talked with anyone about those topics, cause they made me extremely uncomfortable. Even the occasional intrusive thoughts I fought like fire.
I've seen lots of acearo people confess that they feel like they are broken, or like there's something wrong with them. I've never had that. I knew I wasn't broken, that would be ridiculous. I was right. It's everyone else who was gross and weird.
I started to ponder that maybe I was different during junior high. One of my classmates kept asking me who's the most handsome boy in our class and I always replied: my brother, of course! 😁 (Truthfully so, he's really beautiful). It may have been around that time I noticed that I looked differently at people than most did. I couldn't tell if someone was attractive or not. I found everyone beautiful, though some features I liked more than others.
There was a boy in our class, shy and quiet, we got along pretty well. After graduating junior high, another classmate called me to tell me he fancied me and to ask if I fancied him, too. I told her I didn't look at people that way. Her immediate response was "yo are you a lesbian???". "No! I'm not a lesbian!", I replied. "...Am I?", I thought. After this I had a long think about my orientation. I wasn't straight. I wasn't lesbian, either. I figured I might be bi, I did seem to be keen on girls on the same level as on boys. But it didn't feel right either, as that level was 0. It was funny, I realized I'd never thought about my orientation until that moment, when I was 16. I hadn't ever needed to. I finally decided I must be something else entirely, some glorious anomaly in the world who's wired differently than everybody else. I left it at that. There wasn't any need in figuring it out for now anyway.
I went to the best high school ever. One of its many cool features was that we didn't have s*x-ed classes in the timetables at all. They were done once in a while by a school psychologist when the teacher for any class was absent. This happened during one of my first days and it took me by surprise. It wasn't that bad, I had a book and a few friends to chat and dismiss the teachings entirely with.
I did hear a few sentences, though. The psychologist was speaking about there being different orientations. "And many people don't know that beside heterosexual, homosexual, and bisexual people, there also exist asexual people." My head jolted up. I did not need any explanation. As soon as I heard the term, my immediate thought was: "Oh. So I'm asexual. Huh, cool!" It made my day. I was beaming without cease for the rest of it.
I did some research. As soon as I found out the term aromantic, I claimed it as well. There was never any doubt in my mind. And I was the most stereotypical acearo imaginable, too. S*x-repulsed, childlike, innocent, a proud virgin, valuing my friendships more than anything, fairly androgynous, quirky, weird, fantasy loving, romance hating, not being able to understand any of it, turning my head away whenever two characters kissed during a movie, a garlic bread enjoyer. I loved the memes, they were so relatable!
So naturally I bought myself an ace ring to proudly wear, I secretly celebrated every asexual/aromantic awareness dates, and I joined online ace communities.
That was... where the magic bubble started to pop. I just, I couldn't feel myself a part of the group. For instance, everyone was so caught up in being recognized as part of the LGBT+ club, which to me frankly didn't make sense. I mean, I get gay and bi aces wanting to be part of the group, but for aroaces and straight aces, I didn't see what we had in common with the rest of them? But that was bearable, to each their own. What really made me feel sad and unwelcomed were some other things. Firstly, how much talk about s*x there actually was? In an asexual community? Like guys, please, I thought this would be a safe space where we did NOT have to talk about it all the time??? And yeah, I get that not every ace is s*x-repulsed and negative about the topic, but do we really feel the need to stress it so much on every possible occasion and to top it all go into nsfw topics on main so much that it's really getting uncomfortable, even with all the tw and cw? Secondly, from the content of the posts it seemed that somehow being ace and/or aro is inextricably intertwined with being a leftist? Why are you all talking about abortion bans? Why are you advocating for which US president to vote for?? Why are you so proudly defending prostitution??? And why are you making fun of Christians so much???? And all in a way that would suggest we all universally agree, how could we not.
I realized something during this time. I realized what orientation really was, or rather, what it was not. It was just that - orientation. The one and only thing it said about someone was who they were attracted to. Which honestly is not a thing I feel the need to know about people. What it did not say about someone was: how they go about experiencing their orientation, what their ideal family looks like, what their worldview is, what their stance on social/political/religious issues is, whether they feel a part of LGBT+ communities or not, what their lifestyle is, what other traits they possess, and so on (y'know, the things that would actually interest me about someone).
After three years I took off my ace ring. I cut ties with any queer groups I was in. I was looking for a place to find like-minded people where we all would share confusion about the world's obsession with s*x, where we would celebrate other forms of relationships and intimacy than erotic and romantic ones, where we would value virginity and celibacy, where no one would tell us we were broken or worse for it, where we would ensure each other that different lifestyles than married with biological children are possible and out there, where we would laugh together and feel good about ourselves.
I didn't find this in queer spaces.
I found it in the Church.
#plot twist!#asexual#aromantic#acearo#christianity#catholic#Jesus#friendship#my story#part 1#just hopefully and bromantically sharing my heart out
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Sisters part 4
Helen bumped the bedroom door with the laundry basket, and it opened slightly.
“Kenzie? I’m coming in! Hide the naked men and drug paraphernalia, here comes Mom!” The door swung open. “Actually, just looking for dirty laun ...”
She blinked. The bedroom was empty. And unlike her normally neat daughter’s usual habits, it was a pigsty.
“Now where is she off to, so early on a Saturday,” she murmured. “And what is going on with this mess?”
She moved carefully through the room, picking up scattered clothing and discarded underwear as she went. But there seemed almost a progression, a time capsule of a week of changing tastes: jeans gave way to skirts, sensible shirts were gradually replaced with crop tops ... but it was the underwear Mom really started to notice. Thongs? Lace? Since when did her smart and more-or-less asexual daughter care about dressing like this? Chloe, sure, but Kenzie?
“I guess it had to happen sooner or later,” she sighed at this evidence of her younger daughter’s sexual awakening. “She is 18 now, after all. As long as she doesn’t start dressing or acting TOO slutty ...”
Her laundry basket full, Helen was on the way out when she saw the iPod, abandoned on the desk. That’s strange, she thought. Kenzie had rarely been without her music lately. Turning it over, she noticed a scrap of masking tape on the back marked with a “1” in pen. Ah, that explains it. She must have more than one ...
And, curious about what fantastic music had so obsessed her daughter lately, she went to find her own earbuds. No harm in giving it a listen while she continued doing the housework, she thought.
Helen hadn’t noticed that several of the panties seemed crusty with dried secretions, or that there was an odd stain on a couple of the tops, too. It hadn’t registered with her that there was only one bra in the whole room – Kenzie hadn’t worn one in days, from one of her sister’s many suggestions.
Leaving Kenzie’s bedroom, she glanced again at the sexy underthings on top. Sighed at her baby growing up. And said aloud, “Well, as long as it doesn’t interfere with her studies ...”
Singing this song long enough
Will turn you to a dumb slut
Super silly fragile minded
Sexpot giggly fuckslut
At around the same time, Kenzie was bent over between two college-age boys, a short red plaid skirt bunched around her waist and a simple white schoolgirl shirt hanging off one arm as she was slammed into from both ends. Her hair was in pigtails and her perky breasts bounced as the thick cocks fucked her drooling cunt and her drooling mouth, her eyes vacant and glassy as her brains dripped out of her holes. Her iPod lay near her panties several feet away, the masking-taped “3” just visible under the blue lace.
Her sister Chloe watched eagerly, rubbing herself occasionally, as she filmed the further debasement of her formerly goody-goody sister. “Yes, fuck her, boys,” she moaned. “Rape the IQ out of her a point at a time.”
The boys slammed into her harder, and Kenzie’s choking noises filled the video camera’s microphone for a moment. “How do you like being my compliant little fuckslut, Kenzie?” she called. “Your brain all fuzzy and floaty? Your libido buzzing and never satisfied, my entranced, docile, suggestible little sister?”
“Glukk gukk guhk gugg glukg gggghhhhhgg ...”
They were in the recording studio at the radio station where Chloe worked, in relative privacy. Sure, she’d had to bribe a couple of the studio techs to let them have some space to work, but since the price had been her sister’s body, the boys had been super willing to not only take the bribe, but appear in the amateur porn video that followed.
“You’re going to make me so much money,” Chloe told her mindwiped sister. “And you’re going to be so embarrassed to know that people are getting off watching you. You’ll feel such shame knowing that your reputation is being trashed. That people will come to know you as nothing but a stupid slut. But that embarrassment, that shame ... that will turn you on ...”
Kenzie’s body seemed to shudder as the idea took hold. (Though maybe that was just from the final slam of the cock in her mouth, as one of the techs emptied his load down her throat.) In her vulnerable state, her mind took in every suggestion as a really, really good idea. Her sister’s commands often – not always, but often – took root as solid facts, core personality traits.
The long cock pulled out of her mouth, covered in her drool, and Kenzie panted, trying to catch her breath as she was still being pounded from behind, strong hands pulling on her young hips. Her body wasn’t used to this kind of abuse, but Kenzie hadn’t felt anything to complain about in days. Even pain and soreness just made her giggle.
“You love that, don’t you slut,” growled the man who’d just painted her tonsils. “It feels great to be spit-roasted, and I bet you can’t wait to do it again.”
Kenzie suddenly shuddered again, as she gave in to a whole-body orgasm, shaking and screaming as the other man came in her unprotected pussy. “It does!! Oh fuck it feels great I love it I need it I love being spit-roasteeeeeedddd....”
Chloe raised an eyebrow, looking to the man now rubbing his slick cock across Kenzie’s slimed face, then back to her climaxing sister. Suggestible ...
It feels good to
Obey
Obey
Obey ...
Meanwhile, Mom was whistling as she hopped around Chloe’s room. She had been surprised to find her bedroom empty too, when she’d first entered – her 20-year-old “career woman” was a hard partier and generally slept in on a Saturday – but she wasn’t thinking about it anymore. She wasn’t thinking about much, really.
Don’t wanna be
Thinking
Thinking
Thinking
So fun to be
Giggly
Giggly
Giggly
Helen giggled. She couldn’t help it. What a fun, infectious tune! It made her want to dance while she worked. It filled her with happy little bubbles. She hadn’t felt so light in years! No wonder her kids couldn’t stop listening to this music ...
She tidied Chloe’s room, and moved down the hall. What could she do now? She had so much energy! But not paying the bills, no, that made her unhappy. Just thinking of it made her brain hurt.
Washing the dishes! That would be perfect. She wouldn’t need to think – just clean, and hum, and
smile ...
You love to be
Bubbly
Bubbly
Bubbly
When she was almost done – and where had the time gone?? – she suddenly splashed herself badly from the water hitting a skillet wrong. Ohhhh, her shirt was all wet. Better go change!
She unplugged herself from the iPod for the first time in an hour to pull her shirt over her head. But it was like she could still hear that happy little beat. What to wear?
She looked at herself in the mirror, in her bra and jeans. She was still attractive, only approaching her mid-40s. Getting out there dating again soon. She had nothing to worry about. (She HAD been worried, hadn’t she? But somehow, today, she couldn’t worry about anything!!) Dammit, I’m beautiful! she thought. And men are gonna want this ...
You wanna be
Sexy
Sexy
Sexy
Helen felt a sudden tingle of arousal, looking at herself. Thinking of meeting new men. And had a strange thought – would there be anything in either of her daughters’ wardrobes, that might fit her? She wanted to feel ... sexy ...
She walked down the hall, humming to the remembered tune, idly stroking her breasts through her bra, pinching her nipples without really thinking about it. Yes, sexy. I want to be sexy ...
But thoughts of teenagers’ clothing fell out of her mind as soon as she walked into Kenzie’s tidied bedroom, and spotted something she hadn’t seen the first time: there, on the dresser. Another iPod. She snatched it up, barely registered the number “2” scrawled on the tape.
Her mouth fell open as she stared at it, and she almost drooled. She didn’t know anything about drugs, was against drugs as a rule – but her body reacted exactly like a junkie about to get their next fix.
Where.
The FUCK.
Did I leave my earbuds...
Her bra was off before she left the room, but she didn’t even notice.
Don’t want to be
Brainy
Brainy
Brainy
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Yo, just found your blog! Super cool stuff
Gotta ask for any headcanons for Drobot. He's my boi and I love him 💙
Alrighty, here's what I have for Drobot:
Updated Origin Story (Includes portions of canon, with additions):
As a young dragon, Drobot (who had a different name at the time) was incredibly intelligent, but his body was physically quite weak. He was usually left out of activities with his nestmates because of his frail body and runty size.
When he was forgotten once more by his siblings, Drobot decided enough was enough. He wanted to prove that he could be strong as well, so he attempted to fly through a storm so fierce that even the mightiest draconic warriors hesitated to take off.
Naturally, this went horribly, and poor Drobot was tossed far from home, where he awoke in ancient Arkeyan temple. The storm had torn his wings and left his face disfigured, though his wit stayed with him. Drobot used the tech to fix himself up, though the changes were permanent.
Drobot felt he couldn't go home like this, so instead, he tried finding a new family. Under the name of Drobot, the cyborg dragon came to Master Eon, and pledged his life to helping the weak, knowing what it means to be helpless.
Years later, he ended up at the same dragon kingdom he was born in during a mission, and while he still avoided his family, he found that one of his siblings had a child, one who bore the same frail body that Drobot once did. So that his nephew would never have to suffer the same fate that he did, Drobot took Drobit under his wing as a recruit at Skylander's Academy, giving the child a set of armor that mimicked Drobot's cybernetics (though the suit could actually be removed).
Misc Stuff:
Drobot is Asexual and Demiromantic
Drobot is good friends with Lightning Rod, though he used to find the storm giant annoying.
Drobot and Sprocket have a rivalry, not able to agree on who has better gear
The only part of Drobot's gear he can remove is his visor, but he only does it when alone, or with his closest friends and most trusted allies. (Those being Eon, Lightning Rod and Drobit)
Drobot regrets never returning home, but thinks that he is too late to change his mind, and though he still contemplates trying to go home from time to time, he has never felt ready
Drobot is deathly afraid of storms, and has trouble getting along with Air skylanders for that reason (This is why his friendship with Lightning Rod is considered so important, as it could be used to show him slowly recovering from his trauma and fear)
That's what I could come up with for Drobot. Do you like it? I'm always down for feedback, as long as it's polite ^^
#skylanders#skylanders headcanon#skylanders drobot#skylanders drobit#skylanders spyro's adventure#ask blog
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Ghostface: The Bitch
He is the Entity's golden and problem child and gets the most privileges than the others. Being on friendly terms with him tends to reward you with similar luxuries. The Entity also speaks to him the most, although it's mostly just him having a one sided convo with himself until the Entity replies.
Before the Game showed up, he was offered his own cabin on the outskirts of the survivor camps. It's still there and is mainly used as his stalking hq.
He's quicker than most to catch up on modern slang. Half the time he hates it and half the time he finds it amusing to confuse the other killers with it.
"I'm a murderer, not a monster!" - whenever he's accused of any crime that isn't a murder, even if it's as small as stealing.
If put in the same area as Freddy Kruger, it's on sight. He hates the burnt man with a passion.
I don't think he has a canon age, I couldn't find one, but I'd say he's around 21-22. He only visited a handful of towns and lays low between each one, and assuming he killed his father at 16-17, I think 21-22 is a good estimate.
He has conflicted feelings about his father. He both loves and loathes him.
Narcissistic? Mayhaps. ADHD? 100%.
He's got a celebrity crush on the Trapper. Nothing will come of it, but he will fanboy about Evan.
I feel like he'd enjoy Fallout Boy, especially American Psycho. Along with unhinged modern pop like Joyride.
Chaotic bisexual with no preference. Maybe a hint of demiromantic. Idk, you gotta be really interesting to prevent him from murdering you but you'll just end up with him unhealthily obsessing over you.
This man is an asexual and you can't change my mind. He's probably tried but gave up ten seconds in cause it's not as thrilling as murdering. Plus, why would he do something that's just cheap adrenaline when he can get pure adrenaline from killing?
Adrenaline junkie.
Isn't allowed to try gambling, drugs, or anything else that can turn into an addiction. He gets addicted very, very easily.
He smoked for a very short time before he was taken. He quit cause he didn't want to fuck up his lungs. He picked it back up when he was taken, cause why not? He defo thinks it's hot.
Not fond of alcohol, it clouds his judgement and he doesn't trust himself to not kill on a whim while under the influence.
Thinks the simp survivors are funny. But will cut a hand off if they try to touch him inappropriately.
Best way to seduce him as a survivor is to just be good at kiting. He loves a good challenge and if you manage to stay alive for a good period of time, he'll let you live as a reward. Plus, he loves his final girls.
People tend to think he's a dog person, they're obedient and man's best friend. He's actually a cat person, they're much like himself. Stealthy hunters. Dogs are too loud and clingy.
Has never hurt an animal outside of hunting. He has no reason to, humans are more fun to go after.
Probably enjoyed Deadpool comics before being taken. He also shares the same humor as DP. Add in a sprinkle of puns and bad dad jokes.
Has a collection of secret photos of his favorite killers.
Has attempted to kill fellow killers just for fun.
The definition of "fuck around and find out".
You know that meme of how guys won't bat an eye if they're injured but act like they're dying when they have a simple cold. That's Danny.
Very expressive and dramatic with his movements. Mainly cause you can't see his expressions behind the mask.
Would be a theater kid if he would've been allowed.
He's got trauma. This man has trauma. I doubt it would've been easy to be raised by a military dad. Plus, I doubt his mother was in the picture or very involved.
Isn't allowed to cook or make food for others. He's attempted to poison and drug people various times. Just cause.
Is very fidgety and stims a lot. Taps his fingers, chews on pens, humming and whistling, leg bouncing, etc.
Occasionally pretends to be a friendly killer just to down them all. He likes to see the betrayal in their eyes.
Views the Legion as a group of little shits. Doesn't care for them but they try to follow him around whenever he's not at the Game.
Don't leave him in the same room as the Trickster. It could end in either a bloodbath or Danny coming out confused and dressed head to toe in merchandise.
He knows he's not allowed to harm the survivors outside of the trial, but that doesn't stop him from scaring the shit out of them.
Sometimes he'll pretend he's a survivor to gain access to the survivor camp.
Doesn't like Tapp, and thanks whatever being out there that he didn't have someone like him in his world.
Very judgy.
Mori pictures of his favorite survivors are kept in his wallet.
Ya'll need to stop trying to justify his kills. You treat him like some vigilante trying to clean up the streets, when he wouldn't even touch fellow criminals with a 10 inch pole. It'd be a boring story if the resident aggressive drunk is murdered, but the well loved waitress, on the other hand, would make a great headline.
Probably dreads office and water cooler talk. Unless it's gossip. He's always down from some gossip.
Names almost every inanimate objects after his favorite subjects/victims. He's got bad emotional attachment to the objects. Like really bad.
Touch starved. Probably has never been hugged.
Does not do well with heat. Every time he ends up in warmer states or working in the summer, he's like "why did I do this to myself?"
Self hatred? Nah. Can't hate yourself if you don't know who you are.
Anger issues to the max.
Once accidentally broke Philly in a fit of rage and almost drove himself off a bridge. He fixed the camera, don't worry.
If he does choose to be friendly (to spice things up) and the survivors still run from him or keep stunning/blinding him, he'll tunnel them. He does not have patience.
Stabbing is his love language. He's currently being taught that that's not healthy. It's a work in progress.
Gift giving is his other love language. Though, it's mainly dead bodies and mori photos. Like a cat leaving dead mice for their owner.
Gets disappointed when other survivors don't join in on the photo. They're labeled boring and get tunneled.
He's got so many scars from his subjects fighting back. They're like trophies to him.
Isn't allowed to have caffeine, especially in the Entity's realm. Last time he had it in his world, he almost murdered a whole family in one go. When he had it in the Entity's realm, he had so many trials lined up but the high didn't wear off afterwards and he attempted to break into other killers' trials.
The type of pet name he gives you is determined by how he feels about you, regardless of gender. Princess is mainly applied to whiny and bitchy people. Babygirl is used sarcastically or affectionately depending on the scenario. Dollface or doll is saved for those that has peaked his interest or people he deeply cares about. Then you have your usual; cunt, bitch, mother fucker, asshole, dipshit. Sweetheart and toots are reserved for Amanda.
He swears like a sailor.
Is a natural night owl. Make him wake up before 11 am and he'll stab a bitch.
He used a voice modifier in his world, but he has no use for it in the fog. He still has it. It's named Roger.
He makes so many references to so many horror movies. It doesn't matter if whoever he's talking to has seen it or not.
Saw someone headcanon him to be autistic. Yeahhh. That's all I gotta say. Yeahhh.
Very common for him to not eat for days. Only because he forgets to eat. Same thing happens with using the bathroom. He just forgets.
Probably had fangirls in his world. He planned to kill one just to see what would happen. Never again. Just. Never again. The horrors he found in their bedroom could never be removed from his brain.
Depression? Can't be depressed if you're high on adrenaline 24/7.
Is a college drop out. He only started it as one of his identities. It was... boring.
Frat parties or parties in general is the bane of his existence. It's hard to stalk someone if they keep blending in with the crowd. But it's a good place to off someone, if he can keep his eyes on them.
Don't let him have access to anything that can start a fire. The Entity learned that the hard way.
#dbd#dead by daylight#danny jed olsen johnson#dbd ghostface#dbd danny johnson#ghostface#he's so babygirl
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Hi! I was on the asexual tag saw this blog and just wanted to see if anyone else who is aspec can relate to my ramblings. Rambling tldr: not claiming a label despite that label actually relating to my experiences because it just doesn't fit perfect enough and because it doesn't fit perfect enough in my mind I don't think I want to use it.
Now, back in 2020 I claimed being 'asexual' by name and then a couple of months later claimed being aroflux which eventually changed to 'greyaro' over a year later. And those two terms fit me the best, grey aro ace is me. However, because I'm greyaro I still feel romantic attraction though it is rare but its still present enough in my mind to continually be wondering about what label to put it as. For the most part, I don't have a label even when the attraction - romantic/sensual/alterous/aesthetic - arises. Which again doesn't rise often, but I daydream about it a lot or reminisce about old crushes - particularly the one about a girl way back in high school days. (Let me tell you that was a wild time in my mind). Back then I was thinking I was bisexual only to cancel it out because I didn't want to have sex with her. However I never questioned if I wanted to have sex with boys (I just assumed I would, thanks heteroallonormativity). But the romantic feelings I had for her were the same like the boy crushes (which came up every few years). And for a timeline purposes, before her my last crush (boy) was in the 7th grade, she was the 11th grade, and my last crush currently was senior year of undergrad college (the best one honestly I could actually talk to him and not be overly ridden with anxiety and embarrassment). And despite so many years passing I always wonder - does the bi label fit? Was that with her an bi experience? I know its whatever I feel like it was but also I'm wondering if my hesitation is because deep down having that bi label attached makes the 'im not straight' thought more permanent? If that makes sense? Like 'im not straight' in any way, not even hetero aro/ace? And maybe that thought just makes my head spin a little. I thought about the pan label too; but when I read the definition to see the differences between bi and pan I realized that pan definition doesn't connect the closest but bi does. However I still can't always make it fit. It's like when I was going by aroflux despite the fact it did not fit for me, it was clunky in my brain calling myself that. But then I read about grey-aromantic and it fit perfect! But not my romantic orientation is still in murky waters; I ID as a girl so for the most part of my life boys have been what I've been romantically attracted to, however hetero isn't me. I usually just go as fluid for all my attraction titles which I do like but that opens up more discussion of "okay, but who, what gender?" So in that case I guess bi would be the correct answer...despite the fact gender doesn't play a part (hence fluid label I go with and or queer) but it isn't all genders I fall for, I lean in some directions more than others. So it kind of does, doesn't it? But again I'm like "....meh it just doesn't fit/doesn't fit the way I want." And I am one of those people who agree that you don't have to use every label or any label including micro (for example, aegosexual I can relate to but I don't feel the need to have two microlabels) however, once I start thinking in depth I start to question myself as I do because I'm a thinker. And I think a lot because in real life I'm not in the space where I can speak about this openly with the people in my life.
Wonder if anyone else has had something like this on and off throughout their life too?
Thanks for listening~
you can be bi and greyromantic at the same time, if that helps! but not wanting labels is totally valid and if that feels best then go for it!
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