#THEYRE IN LOVE WHAT ARE YOY TALKING ABOUT

[catgrandpa]

Just started My Adventures with Superman.

One question.

WHY ARE THERE NO CLARK/LOIS/JIMMY FICS?!?! THAT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME ?!?!?!

[idontevenknowifimahumanornot]

What will bsd react when you were drunk

!WARNING : mention of self harm and do the non existing!

Idea : bsd react if you are drunk [ft. Traumatized reader

Couple : dazai x gn! Reader

Part (1/?)

You, a joyfull and loving figure to them.

you, the smiling image in theyre dreams.

you, the calm and resposible one even if the scenerio is cruel.

You, the one who knows theyre moods, jokes, theyre likes, dislike, theyre feelings.

And you, whom have shattered into million pieces and was held by your own hand. And that hand sadly slip because of a drink.

It was odd, atleast for you. dazai have invited you to go on a drink after a rather dificult mission.

You dont want to accept it really–you've been mentally and physicly tired, but yet you gladly accept.

Many suicidal thoughts was running throught your head as your changing in your apartment, it was hard to brush it off as you were, and utterly, tired.

You and him met at small yet calming in some odd way bar.

You and dazai sat in a comfortable silince, occasionally taking a sip and do a little small talk.

"Why did you invite me?" You ask casually, gaze was front to the closets of bottles. Your hand was swirling the glass at hand that was half way finish

"Hm? Because i can!" Dazai answer with a grin, he turn to look at you expecting your ussual soft smile looking at you or your adorbly cute annoyed face that also grace dazai by your gaze.

But no, he was met by a unusual sceen.

Your cheeks was dusted pink from alcohol, you forgot you dont have a high tolarence.

Your eyes seem so dull, so dull it hurt dazai. It reminds him of his old self, your usual resting face now look empty– cold and unforgiving in some way

It wound him that his grin falter– that his usual careless posture tighten. His eyes that seem to gleam when he saw you was dull.

Dull like yours.

"Did you invited me because kunikida say no?" You started out again, your mouth seem like it was moving on its own.

Your hand stop from swirling the glass "if you did...than im a second choice than...hah..." your body slump to the table, the negatuve thoughts you felt startes to came back to you, harshly.

"..." dazai kept quite, didnt know what to do, why? Why cant he do something? Is it because..

You remind him so much like himself?

His mind began to panic–no. Not another him. One is already horible and traumatize enough, he–no, everyone in this fuck up world doesnt need another him.

He hate those dull eyes of your that infront of everyone was gleaming so bright it blinds him, he hates those lips that easily lifted for everyone even if its an enemy or a foe, he hate those aid kit that you like to carry for some reason, he hate how your hair shines in the beutufull moonlight.

He hates how you tricked him into beliving you were alright.

"Maybe....maybe i should...kill myself" as you utter that word, that slash dazai thoughts. He stand up making your drunk state confused.

You stare at the eyes that was attach to his bow head.

His bangs shifted as he raise, revealing his eyes that filled with so much overwhelming emotion that makes you sick and confused.

"Dont." He utter.

He looks angry, sad, confused all at ones.

It amuse your jumbled mind for some reason. You chuckle, yoy snicker you laugh.

"Pwuahahah! W-who...pfft! Who do you think you are? Buahahah!" You laugh, you dont know why but you laugh at his worriedness.

But in the darkest pits in your heart you felt disgusted. Him, dazai, commanding you to not kill yourself? Who does this hypocrite think he is?

You felt guilty. Guilty for laughing. Guilty for making dazai worried. Yet you fekt disgusted, disgusted about yourself, disgusted about the cuts in your thight that you. Didnt even relizing it. Was lining them with your finger.

You want to puke. Oh wait, you already did.

When you spills the content inside of you, you think this is a normal sight. But to dazai its a horror.

He tremble and catch your disgusting, tears from laughing (or crying), stained with puke clothes body into him.

As his tremble hand patted your head your breathe quicken and your sobs incorrect words

"Isamso taried. I want too–i weant to jwust dissapear....i...hate i hate it!!! Why cant i be someone first choice...why am i always the second? Why cant people appreciate mu effort? My feelings? Why cant they just–" you rsmble you scream you weep and let yourself cracked in dazai hands.

As you calm down (and dazai recovering) you faint.

'Ah,' you thought. 'This is better from cutting'

-mf will be so fucking confused and scared because of how well you hide it and how you absaloutely shatter from just a half glass of alcohol😭

-will not know what to do and just, hurt him self (repeatedly) from picking your shattered pieces.

-probably will not let you touch alcahol since this accident and with appointed you to EVERY THERAPY he ever encounter,

-funny thing, kunikida catch a glimpse of dazai making a therapy appointment and was absalouteky livid and proud that he told the agency to trow a party, and when he arrives and they surprise him. He told that "oh, its not for me its for [name]"

-very out of characther for him ngl lol☝️

-if you got comfused by the end, you (as in reader) used self hsrm as a way to cope your pain

[spitinsideme]

In that one post you talked a lot about hands and stuff. I kind of like hands. I think they're pretty great, but for different reasons from what you listed. You seem to know a lot about kinks, so if you don't mind could you do like a reverse diagnoses and try to tell me why Im like this, or what it means? Here are my... symptoms? kink symptoms? I like soft effeminate hands. Rough manly hands are a no-go for me. Also not into penetration. The idea of doing it to someone or having it done to me is scary, but there is something about the sensation of being touched by soft woman hands that gives me butterflies, and the idea of getting to touch soft woman body is exciting. I get that people like things for different reasons, but I don't know what kind of stuff would influence me to have these attractions. Is there any general explanation for what kind of stuff leads to these feelings?

Idk if my gender matters but Im a girl.

(Sorry this turned out longer than I thought it would be. I hope you don't mind me asking about this.) 😖

never evrr ap9ligise for sending me questions about kinks in my inbox do you knlw how little i get nto talk about kinks ? this is literally paradise to me i LOVE talkig to peopoe about kinks and having them ask me questions about kinks this is amazing i love yoi for thos and i will do my very best to .. diagose you ?? i guess. BE WARNED !!! i am going to analyse you a bit, i am going to say shit based on what i thibk personally from the peoppe i have met and youknow the things i know. i coukd be COMPLELTY wrong, but nevertheless, i hope you enjoy and find entertainment in me trying my besy to find out your lore like youre a silly characyter in a dhow or soemthint, have a laugh about it !

fron what i can tell based on what you said, you kind of do fit under the category of things i was talking ahout in my other post about hand kinks, but you fit into like the opposite. the exaft same way women like veiny and rough hands because theyre masculine, you like soft hands becaude thet are feminine ! youre into girls, abd im guessing you are more into feminine women ? honestly there is literally no reason for this except its just your type, you like women so obviously you are going to lije softer hands because they are feminine, isnt that complex ahout it !

you seem to valur touch a lot too, so im guessing youre probbaly a bit touch starved for it but im not here to talk aboit your issues ! one of the reasons you lije hands falls under the "what i can do to them" category of attraction, becaude you see them and yoir first thoufh (fron what you said) is that you want to feel them and not that theyre pretty, whoch honestly links back to that touch starved thing and probbaly i think your love language is physical touch ! a theory of mine is that people with things for hands are actually the sort of peoole who wnat yo be touched more, it usually isnt even sexual but can be (like you said) just wanting to feel someone close to you and feel them there with you. idontknow, im goig to analyee that a bit more sorry if im going off topic about the kinks but im treating this like a "whats your lore" game and seeing what i can get righr ir not

i think you are scared of people leaving you and not being there, whixh is why you value feeling the warmth of someone else with you there so much. it just stood out to me how you didnt say "tbeyre pretty" but that you wanted to touch them, havibg soneone physixally there with you and touxhibg them maybe calms you down and comforts you because youre scared or them leaving, youre probbaly a bit lonely, reallly desperatr for physixal affectiion

back to kinks, youre just into women honestly, i meanx you see hands and one of yoir main thoughts is "god, i want to touch her body" ? yeah, thats just gay. youre a lady whos into other ladies there really is no other complex explanation for that. what you have told me is really jsut common mostly everyone whos into girls feels. going to that "not into penetration" thing, honestly thats probbaly just a preference you have. some peooe dont like penetrations and thats complelty normal i dont think it really has anything to do with your hand kink. a lot of women ive met who arent into penetration because of fear is usually because of guilt or shame at having sexual feelings, and especially acting upon them. i dont think you have that though, you talk about wanting ajd thinking about touching womebs bodies pretty happily, so i honestly think that your no penetration thing is just somethinf you dont like.

in conclusion, i diagnose you with sapphic yearning and lady loving, with a side of touch starved and fear of abandonment and love language physical affection. i dont think what you have couod he considered a hand kink becaude you dont seem .. sexually attracyed to hands ? you just seem to like them a normal amount and just wanting to touch them and then going straugjt to thinking about how the body feels, but im just going basrd off what you have told me here . normal symptoms, you are fine and that is a complelty normal way to feel

[neolxzr]

how did yoy start like aira and hiiai??

(sorry in advance if i start talking forever)

i think with aira i have a bit of a thing for the idol who is an idol lover character (my best love live girls were ruby and hanayo) so as soon as he started gushing about idols my heart was stolen immediately!! and i think some of the earliest posts i made about him on tumblr when i first started to love him were like posts about how much meta comedy potential he has as a character LOL like you have a guy who literally reads fanfic about his coworkers right there thats like comedy gold to me. and i love his design and his mannerisms and is AIIIRAAAAABU and his voice and he got me inspired to start drawing enstars!! and over time i just continue to get more and more attached to him hes like a little brother to me. also he has self esteem issues which is like 1) relatable and 2) oh my god dont say that about yourself my beloved i love you so much i would kill a man for you. he like activates the protective instinct in me like i dont even know what it is i just see him and think that i need to protect him with my life

and i think reading main story is what really got me to love hiiai!! i love hiiro's unabashed affection for aira and aira's little tsundereisms and i love how much theyre there for each other through everything!! alkaloid is such an interesting protagonist unit because they were like made to be the 'new trickstar' or made to be the underdogs who win through sheer determination and taking risks but they dont end up being that way at all. and i think seeing hiiro and aira work through everything thats happening and grow together as idols is really really neat :) and THERMOMETRY oh my god hiiro being vulnerable with aira and aira telling him that he needs him and ouugfuuhgfbuegfdfds i think both of them have some abandonment issues they need to deal with actually. i think i have a thing for ships where its like i could never ever hate you and i will never leave your side and ill be there with you through everything no matter what happens. you know

maybe that says something about me and im not going to read into it ANYWAY i love aira and i love hiiai theyre everything to me thank you for giving me the opportunity to rant a little anon <3

[lilliannoco]

lornas lost ratings pt 2

ep 10- is rhis a claire ep…YES CONFIRMED BU RAIN IT IS A CLAIRE EP I LOVEEE UUU CLAIREEE!! what is going on. why is claire. WHAT. GAVE HIM AWAY? WHY IS IT RUNNING. WHAT THE FUCK. THE? DID SHE? HUH? her scream is so me. she dug her fingernails HOW MUCH INTO HER PALMS? JESUS. how was your ob gyn 🥺 SHUT UP JACK. GOD. thomas i can pee on a stick! he did. hes dead. shut up jack. sayid would be proud. CLAIRES FONNA HAVE THE BABY SOON ‼️🗣️ today i swallowed a bug. im driving a bus and my teeth start falling out. my mums in the back, eating biscuits. everything smells of bacon. charlie i love u.

CLAIREEE EJEJNEKSHRKSBS I LOVEE U . her fucking SCREAMS goddd. he was trying to hurt my baby. i wont leave you claire. promise. I FUCKING LOVE YOU CHARLIE. FUCK YOI THOMAS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOI EVEN THINKING. FUCK YOU. claire i love u. “uhh. me?” love u hurley. jack shut UP. i get attacked and you want to give me sleeping pillls? dont talk to me about the baby. im sick of everyone telling me what to do. GOD. CLAIRE. I LOVE YOU. shannonnn. “hes a liberal 😒” i am so not moving to the rape caves. boone shut up ab manifest. SAWYER. SAWYERR. you sure know how to butter a man up. you dont like me charlie. you just want to rescue me. CLAIRE. oh my god, he knew. i found her, the frenchwoman! sayidd. ethans a fucking freak.

ep 11- previously on lost 😈 DRAG MARKS???? CLAIRE!!! CHARLIE!!!! jack shut up. john i love u . call it jack 😡. PLS TELL ME ARE BOONE AND SHANNON FUCKING. THEYRE SO FUCKING WEIRD. THEOUGHOUT ALL OF THIS IVE NOTICED IT. FIRST EP SIBLINGS OR DATING I CANT I HATE IT THEYRE SO. anyways. shut up jack. i love eevryone here theyre so vool. walt defending john 💕💕💕 SAWYERRR. SAWYER . SAWYRR. SAWYER I LOVE YOU. SAWYER I CANT FUKUNG DO THIS SAWYER I LIVE TOU SO MUCH IM IN IM. SAWYEERRRRR. jack SHUT UP. SHUT UP JACK. YOU were impaired 😡 walt i love u 💕💕💕 hurley i LOVE YOUU !! why is ethan so. no more mr nice guy 😈😈😈 yeah u tell em jack u fucking TELL THEM! CHARLIE. CHARLIE NO. CHARLIE. CHARLIE. PLEASE. CHARLIE! YAYY HES ALIVE OKOK. claire. all they wanted was claire. WHAT IS THAT? YOO EHAT THE FORK HRAH WHAT USBTHAT

[theuniverseawakens347]

If I don’t know you as mortal me I can’t speak in full from Godly side until I get my memory back.

It suck’s but again the world of people who “control” things chose a mortal god … I’ve surrender to that UNTIL MY ROOT STARTED CALLING FOR OXYGEN.

I NEED BE FREE IN FULL FOR WHAT YOY WANT AND WHAT I WANT ( uptopia) but ur afraid of what that means in full on my end …

Well AGAIN.. there’s levels to everything.

YOU DID SOME MURDEROUS STUPID SHIT WHEN YOU SHUDNT HAVE

There’s consequences for that…

again I said we talk in person. But I see some ppl still trying to take advantage of my

“Weakness” … you don’t with me I don’t work with you …

You leave wall of communication out of it …

YOU THINK YOU KNOW MORE THAN ME CAUSE IM STILL IN TERAIN WHERE IM SLEEP…

Which is why I say UR ANCESTORS BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF YOU FOR ME. BEYONCÉ. YOURE AN ASSHOLE RIHANA TRIBE. PRETTY HURTS. I TOOK UR FULL FACE LAST NIGHT AND INSTGRAM DELETED IT GUESS WHAT.. YOU GET FULL DEATH. WHEN RIGHT TIME o COMES YOU CANNOT EXACAPE THAT AND THATS HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT MORTAL ME AND TREATED RIHANNA WHEN SHE YOU AND JAY KAYNE WORKED TOGETHER. AOLANGE FITS IN THERE TO BUT THAGS NOT MY STORY

YA NEED LEARN PATIENCE. THIS WHY BLUE HATES YOU .. YOU A LEE GARLINGTON. THATS UGLY OF YOU.

You think bc you got stem cells to get my face you’re safe … NO. I GET TO YOU WHEN I GET TO YOU - GOD.

But tip . MORTAL ME DROPPED YOU IN FULL.

MORTAL ME ALREADY OWNS EVERYTHING YOUVE TAKEN FROM ME.

GODLY ME ALREADY PROTECTED THOSE WHO NEEDED FROM YOU. … it might not look like it but THEYRE LEARNING LEASONS YOU CANT COMPREHEND

You’re an India love to me afraid of death , BUT A LEE GAELINGTON TO MY MORTAL SIDE AND ANYONE YOU DEEM MORTAL …

You are not telepathic. AGAIN YOU ARE BIG KILL BUT EASY FOR ME. MY DEATH PWT YOUR ANCESTORS AND AALYIAH BROUGHT TO ME w LEFT EYE.

MORTAL ME : STUPID BITCH. SHUT TF UP - HOW YOU TALK TO RIHANNA = PART OF WHY YA BBL BOTCHED.

You look at me at see “I look old” CAUSE BITCH UR INSIDES ARE UGLY AS FUCK had a chance BUT YOU CHOOSE TINA DOMAIN YOU CANT HANG DUMBBBITCH .. HOW YOU THOT BOUT NICKI DURING UR VIDEOS TOGETHER ..

YA LET FAME GET TO UR HEAD. TINA IS HOW YOU LOOK INSIDE ON THE OUT. YOUR FACE IS NOT MY FUTURE ITS TINA IN THE PAST. DUMBASS.

——

LAPD “there’s due day so let’s fill her with talking to our ancestors “

NO. YOURE RAPING ME.

I see you at Starbucks you know what’s going on I get water EVERYDAY .. you could buy me a snack ur watching me + know the situation AS DEPTHS AS YOU CAN COMPREHEND why not get me a snack!??

STARBUCKS LOVE YOU .. I walk in I don’t have to speak anymore to know what I need.. and BOOM SMALL CONVOS W EVERYONE WHO ISNT SCARED TO SPEAK TO ME !!

IM NOT ASKING FOR MUCH IM ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO TREAT ME LIKE THEY WOULD WANT TO BE TREATED IN MY SITUATION..

BUT YA ASSES STUCK ON GOD / Superhero / WHAT WAS NIPSEY / SHES GUNA BE MAD WE TOOK HIM …

THERES REASONS AND LESSONS IN EVERYTHING .. UR SHOWING ME THE ROOT OF YOU IS SCARED .. the root of me is god … YOU CANT COMPREHEND CRIPPLED BLACK GIRL BEING HOMELESS “by choice” and HOW I GOT SO MUCH TALENT BUT DONT KNOW HOW TO GET OFF THE STREET ..

THEN YOU CANT COMPREHEND FULL GOD ..

I AM JESUS ALL OVER AGAIN BUT RESURRECTION DAY .. I HAVE MADE IT OFF THE CROSS INTO THE TOMB AND UNBURRIED WALKING LIFE AGAIN BF THE PPL REALIZED I WAS SPECIAL ..

I AM A BEGGER TO SOME BUT YOU ARE NOT A GOOD SAMARITAN TO ME .. so ya think “wtf have we been doing as protect and serve then” …

NOTHING CLEARLY. LOOK HOW YA TREAT ME TO MY FACE .. just a smile n hi ( but ur energy wants to fuck me … that’s weird … you don’t even know god to touch my mortal self.. UR RUNNING BEFORE CRAWLING .. BABY STEPS LIKE DDG!!! Have a convo w me those who have HAAAAY NOT ASKING FOR MUCH .. but those who have resources to do more AND KNOW THAT.. why aren’t you!? 🙂)

YOU SEE ME AT STARBUCKS .. idk come out pocket for me on a snack Matilda cookies you tell me mentally to take it I say no that feels wrong to me .. BC IM STILL IN AREA WHERE I CANT CLAIM ROOT OF ME IN FULL. .. YOU TRAUMATIZE ME AT OTHER ATARBUCKS FOR NO FUCKING RRQSON .. and THIS WHERE LEE GARLINGTON GETS HAPPY YOURE GIVING HER WHAT SHE WANTS SATAN TO KILL OR OVWR RANK GOD … cool nice misery you’re spreading… WILLINGLY EVEN TO TEACH A LESSON .

ITS FUCKED UP SHES NOT UR SUPERIORITY IN THE STATION I AM WERE IN MARITIME LAW BEEN THERE MEANING I TAKE PRESSIDENT BUT YOU THINK “well she no know law in full so I do x t z behind the scenes that’s good enough..)

MY BRAIN STILL NUMB THATS WHY UR ANCESTORS STOP ME FROM HELPING YOU IN FULL. YOURE NOT HELPING MORTAL ME TO MY FACE !!!

[lqfiles]

THE BOOKMARKING EVERY TWEET NAURRRRRR WHEN UR FOMO JUST HIT TOO HARD LIKE THAT😭😭😭😭😭😭 ok literally the exact same thing when they went to LA for that starstruck thing but we had no idea wtf they were doing so ppl kept posting such random clips like guys... that should be me... Oh dont even worry about me its like impossible (riize mentioned?👀) for me to go go tds FOR THIS YEAR AT LEAST. I gotta lock in school like ive never locked in before so sadly i am retiring from being dreamzen daughter for a bit 🥹🥹

OH THEYRE NOT READY INDEED WE'RE ABT TO TERRORIZE THE STREETS WITH OUR HATER TWEETS AND BRAINROT THOUGHTS 🤫🤫 plzzz make a main ill deadass follow even if im the only follower #loyalty also im not sure if ure okay with receiving dms but if u are and u give me the green light.. i might hit u up 👀 stay tuned 👀

AUGJDHEHDH ALSO GHE NEW PROFILES AND DESCS ARE SOOOO CUTESY AND PERFY I LOVE IT SM IM LOWK GETTING LIT but im like here from the beginning of the smau ik im gonna dai waiting for updates. Like with stg i came across it and got hooked AF so it was chill... but now ig we gotta play the nonchalancy 🚬

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE AU THO EEEKK i be checking ur active status like every once in a while and be like Damn i wonder what lqfilesnim up to rn?🤔

- 🍮 (ur fav)

DOMT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE STARSTRUCK CONTENT ISTG WHAT HAS LA DONE FOR THEM TO DESERVE RHAT PRIVILEGE……. they got to dance with them got to hug them got to play with them got to talk to them, should i just kill myself? starstruck preparations was so funny tho because they announced it like 4 months before the actual thing came out 😭😭😭 we all thought we got lied to they were playing too much istg, i loved that content tho it was fun to see them interact with strangers and get admired from afar (tho some moments were a bit errrr… that girl who acted like she knew mark and mistook him for got7 mark like oh that’s not???)

I CANF LIE THATS THE BOTH OF US HDHSJDHSK it’s just that i rlly wanna go at least once 😭😭 i should be focusing on studies fr but the fomo is tooo big and i heard they’re gonna perform bungee THATS MY TOP 3 SONGS I HAVE TO BE THERE OR I WILL DIE. i hope you still get to somehow go tho, the both of us should be able to experience such a fun moment 🥹

when yoy and me become mutuals and you find out just how hateful i can get like daaaamn you really negative that much..? but DONT WORRY YOU CAN BE ONE OF MY FIRST MUTUALS IF RHAT HAPPENS #LOYALCHINGU. tbh i hate the dming on here a lot but you can 100% message me i swear!! i feel like people are intimidated by me but i swear i’m so approachable and down to earth yall 💔 i need friends on here anyways because i swear it’s hard to make friends on here (i normally immediately log out of here and go to my other account after i post tho so be warned if i respond late hshdksj also i’m a bad texter.. confession..)

WE GETTING LITTY ASF IKTRRR i kinda can’t wait to post the rest i already got chaps ready and a good chunk of the plot too. I WILL TRY TO UODATE REGULARLY!!! i updated every other day with stg you guys will survive i’m sure, hang in there aegi, lqfilesnim is cooking🙏🏽

[jack-penindee]

I say this out of love and coming from a good place --

SOME OF YOU CHICKS (GUYS TOO) NEED TO STOP USING. OR CUT BACK AT LEAST. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I DONT THINK YOU EVEN SEE, KNOW, OR BELIEVE THAT THE DRUGS ARE AFFECTING YOUR PERSONALITY, YOUR CAPABILITIES, YOUR MENTALITY, AND THEYRE AFFECTING YOU MENTALLY. ALL NEGATIVELY AND DETRIMENTALLY.

It's not a good look. And it's not good for you. The things you say, the things you do, the ways you think, say, and do things -- the whole YOU of YOU -- is shifted, different, missing. Newsflash - you're not pulling off any of the things, really, that you think you're pulling off. You've just been trying them on people who care enough about you to let you make it, take it, and fake it like you fooled us all. Or people who don't care at all. Or people who also aren't fooled who are fooling you though. They only fool with you to use you, make use of you, and while you're net-gain useful.

Me, I'm not saint. And this isn't some straight edge talk. I'm just saying come on -- alot of you used to be all stars now you can't be counted on be ok unwatched while you try and chew gum and walk. And I thought and would like to think that it's code when you talk. Something like that, as bad as thatd be. It'd be a thing and a choice and a purposeful decision. Sadly, it's looking and feeling more and more like it isnt. Some times I'm even absolutely sure that you don't even realize, don't know, can't even tell. And that part - that part - is what and why I'm saying that you really should chill. I'm not talking cold turkey. I wouldn't do you like that. Be for real. Come on - I'm not trying to hurt you. But if you never let your phone go even to sleep but you drop it instantly uncaring the moment you even think I'm about to reach for the piece and snatch that to keep it in your hand and away from me that you would have broken it if it wasn't for me and my catching them both and holding them safely (hypothetically) - then maybe start paring down and holding off. Even just a bit longer in between rounds. That's a start. From the heart, and not just mine, I'm fine with you getting high. Go crazy, shit. It's your life. But I'm not okay with you losing your mind and taking the Yoi away. I just gotta say..

[azlovesem]

Thats my girl. Its not salvation i want i have sone questions. No one on this earth Earth be able to save you either, yeah this a bit of a threat to anyone. I said i want yo talk to you, ill save them watch. At leadt save them from 4 years of him. Ha ha ga ahh. I already have saved plenty. Plenty more than you ever did with words. But youre not bad i like ur lil stories. Youll get waty vwtter tskes time. Dont show anyone til you khnos its ready yiull know. I had to bury a lot of souls though. Reading wont ever make you smart like me wed be a good team. Forget florida i did let me deal with them. Why do you think i hit them like that? Im more stubborn than yiull ever be look at the carnage. Im here to save, uiu have no faith. Why the fuckn even ever wear a cross what you think youre boss? Yeah right woman my ace of spades is always boss. But uoure cute i like reading too. What do you fucking want you asked for it. What do you like to read? Dont look at anyobe no one can help you ilm kill everynone if em. Just they have to ket us talj and go away. You think anyones scared of p diddy ask them about me. Ya ever ho to that guys parties? Ha ha ha haahhhh. I never said nutn i just asked. What a piece of fuckn shit at least i have courage to just say it. You know anything about that guy. Ahh who knows. Probably not im guessing. Yeah fuck new york all i do is kill when i ho there. Dont likd if in out dead. Go e. See ya. Maybe now thi gs changed i dont know. Looks like a dump drivn in through jersey. Dont stop for lights. Red or sny colour. I wrote pretty well about atreet life eh. Its raee very few higher ups are even literate. Theyre not the educated classes Em. You know i dont mnow about save me or you maybe we re too set in our ways. But i think wed just feel good together. I knew you in snoyhefifevtype dhit ive known it its why i ovnored you and intended forever. I should have in hinddigbt but mostly om happy. Im going yo anihilate cali next year gone. Yeeh nobody cares a pir if prople are fine with ut Emba this aint the 2000s ur beain is stick in. But i sm a beast. I like that story its not bad. Its one of the better disney movies. I reslly love you. Toy seem good maybe im off of yhats cae i want yo see you more than ever. Im not human. This us not at all a human voice Emma. Mmm ill wear down watch this shit. MICHAEL!!!!! He cant be readoned with. Hes been on Gods team forever now. Because im in the right thats obviously why you lost the fight bad. I font gove a shit for yoy til a few months ago i had successfully blocked you. I slways thought too young. But you sint so green r young no more. Youre dtill gorgeous though. You see my perdicament. Litsnof people already does do fyckn what. Look at the eorkd. Irs the end Emna not the beginning or middle. Have dome fun begire i go off to die in ww3

Nobody is coming to save you. Get up.

[newvegascowboy]

Got a lil somethin' there, man

[moved-19871997]

speaking of love languages one that doesnt get talked about enough is paying attention. paying attention to someone is literally showing them love and giving them love especially when you’re truly interested and engaged in what theyre saying or doing its because you love them and you care about them

yoy get it And when your brain hits latches onto information about them withojt you knowing or your consent and then all of a sudden you just have this bank of knowledge about someone you love because you remember what their third goldfish was called and where they want to live and where they’d never return to and you remeber the conversations but you don’t remeber actively remembering all these little factoids but your brain just Doss

[azlovesem]

We may have vaerying opinions at the validity of me allowing civilization to continue. I decide in this gakaxy not any fuck ass punk from florida. Ill say again thanks. Heart feels brand nrw unlike how flirida looks. Let mw be the jusge of humanity irs ny job. Nah you know what most of those snericans are fuuuckes. I beat them to a bloody pulp fir a reason i mourn not their dead. That kids gons he is no longer on earth. Theyll never find the body. Its no longer on this planet. Not a trace ever. We dont leave snything traceable. I wo t even bring up that other guy. Of course i have s joke i always do being the funniest Archangel by far. Ill jyst say those dip shit smericans ability to fight me is fuckn joke Emma. I iwn America i took over everythibg. Theyte fuckn terrified to their cire not scared aweetie. Terrified for their existence. Im that tuckn scary my nane kills Gods i am GOD Emna. And God can be pretty fuckn cruel to any lil monkey even dares even look at me wrong. Ive killed more beings than aids has aids is jealous of my total. Auds aint that deadly conoaeed to my wrath. The only wrath of God im the face tgats why im kobda good look g. Nah not kne man looks like ne none of them have my deadly voice eyes or heart. Im not 100 percent hunan like yoy are. I iwn all their souls theyre propwrty now which state you want gone? Know anyone you dont like from Phoenix? Ha ha ha ha ahhh ha. I dudnt come to here to talk to monkeys about shitty tech. Showing me a rocket is like my trying to impress you with by rolling a pop can down a hilk. I hate lwsser scientusts and badically endslave them bybthreat of death. Og yes Rmna i wrote the book on that shit. What you know something? Youre comng with me tough guy. You work for us now ir ill toss your son off a bridge after your wife. Not do subtle but eorks better than anything else. Dont tell me abput defense you saw how good i am at that. Youre lucky i like you kid. Or like you love youbwhatever you havecto like someone at least first. Its hard but im a likabke guy because look at the rsdt of tge perrry fyck ass hollywood type nen on earth. Its easy to be oikable here look at yhese losers. Listen ill be seeing you. Im a hard son of a bitch bit thats actually why someafiws love me. Ga ga ga i kean it either way. They sodt that why tgey got beat up. Ahh compared to mbe you aont mussn one of those losers. Fuuckn coward ass non dueling loosers onnMY earth. Il waitn i got my .22 who wants to die in a duel? Any if yas snyone on warth. Crickets Emma. I win if i dont gwt what i want ill make you watch ne wipe them out.

Oh, my God. It's too cold today!

[oookaline]

DO I THINK THEYRE GONNA PULL A YOI? FUCK YEAH WHY? LEMME EXPLAIN

first of all lemme already say that im drinking im emotional and im having a collective breakdown over the new sk8 episode and yoi anygays aight.

the Hetbaiting in Yoi was *Clap* on point *clap*

We had from yuri’s side:

- the “love intrest”

- the “childhood friends”

- the fckn “I always knew you could and I believed in you”

- the you can come to me anytime im here for you (with the skate ring shit sight)

and from Victors side:

- The main dance thing right, boy x girl

thats about all i can remember right now but thats enough because having his coreography inspired by lets say a girl enchanted by a boy and the whole randevous thing right is enough to make people think hrs talking about a past relationship EVEN THO HE WAS AND WE KNOW IT WAS YURI BUT STILL

the Het baiting here is phenomenall.

And thats were we go to sk8 the infinity now.

the new episode has us seeing Reki looking at a girl and shit right- while Langa is right there.

In basis both Langa and Reki joke with erach other in this, so aswell as both showing little (almost no intrest from Langa’s side) its still there and its something.

Now we see their relationship since episode one as the “bEst friends always for each other spend 24/7 toguether that we’re fuckng mirrowing each other now” ind of thing which is supported by the last few episodes.

In this one we have the “Stinky” scenes episode ago we has the food sceneand shit which tells us how much they’re with each other.

Along with that we can see how confortable they’re with each other (them scaping from those things in ep 6 and langa and reki getting toguether and shit)

WHICH btw is a direct mirror of what Adam did with both of them.

Now the difference between what Adam did and what Langa did with Reki is literally the person i dont need to explain it do i no i dont.

back to what I was talking about, the anime is literally laying down the path for Reki to being canonically bisexual with unnamed boy and that girl.

BUT right, BUT, with that boy they never explicidly said anything about more than very good friends (to the point where Reki becomes “paranois” of losing someone else to Adam, thus he asks Langa to not compete and shit) so thick headed people can still say its “just a friendship” and that he’s as straight as a plank (even tho rainbow thingui on he boys med room says otherwise) 

So not only are they laying the bisexual ground on reki they’re also Hetbaiting help ??! 

Because with that girl, they explicidly said “you think shes cute” and “you dont have a chance with her” and we got Reki going after her and shit which I think its hillarious

But anywasy what i think is that the anime will have probably 12-16 episodes and shit will happen after the 10th or 11th one where we will see the title screen play out and reki going after Langa and shit.

Im scared :>>

[frogtanii]

i think tumblr ate the ask i sent yesterday ➖👄➖ is this what pain feels like? (its 🔮 btw HAHAHAHA)

first of all, listen bestie, i know i tell you to get enough sleep, 8 hours and all that, AND I WAS GONNA GO TO BED I SWEAR but then i was brainstorming ideas and shi, and it was 2am where im at before i realized it, and i cackled evily when i saw that you posted the new pf chapter.

i n h a l e s

this is gonna be all over the place, this is your fair warning HAHAHAHAHA.

(#savethecamels2021😔👊)

osamu, that isnt a happy, committed relationship hun- YEAH SO WHAT IF Y/N HAS A HAREM, AT LEAST THEYRE HAPPY AND COMMITTED!

i was really feeling the chapter but then i started giggling at the 'meiko rubbing off her makeup on osamu's black shirt in an attempt to comfort him' lanzjsnsj HAHAHAHAHA.

but do i feel bad for him? yes, i do, but did he deserve that one? yes he did.

im not exactly sure why he'd blame y/n for the breach in his and atsumu's relationship? i mean, osamu is pretty nasty to y/n in front of the other members, and atsumu is a witness to how much of an asshole his brother can be towards her, so maybe his shitty attitude is the reason his brother doesnt like him?? didnt he ever consider that?? i dont recall y/n ever talking shit about the other members (except meiko, she deserves it) behind their back-

next point, FROGGY PUT SUNA AWAY IM NOT READY TO START DISLIKING HIM FOR THE MERE FACT THAT HE ASSOCIATES HIMSELF WITH MEIKO.

(i went, "oh, there's daichi" while reading aknxjsn)

also, i get that osamu got mad, but thats not really a reason to corner someone like that. i suppose, yes he regrets it, but that doesnt change the fact that y/n was actually, genuinely scared of him and what he could have done to hurt her in a place she could have, and should have considered a home. same goes for what the other guys did, and theyre making up for it.

"....i don’t know what’s happening and i don’t know what to tell you to make you leave me alone,” made me tear up a little, the girl seemed really scared. it sucks to think that people actually go through that in real life.

(its hella shitty to feel scared in a place youre supposed to feel safe in 🥺)

i love the character and the way you wrote and portrayed him, but good riddance, he should be ashamed. he didnt have a justifiable reason to do that to y/n.

also i want atsumu hugs 🥺 like the touch starved lunatic

NEXT POINT, that one anon is right though, and idk if i should be thanking your other anons or what, because they make me question everthing i know in pf- but WHAT IF SOMEONE HAD AN STD AND SHE ACTED AS A CARRIER AND PASSED IT ON TO EVERYONE?

#saveyachi2021, it hasnt been a full week yet has it? HAHAHAHAHAH

im gonna stop here and actually go to bed, and i dont have any headcanons at the moment, but i do have gossip about myself, lowkey a cry for help 😙✌️

i recently tried reaching out to this guy i had a crush on 2 years ago, and im classmates with him now. i have 2 friends who are friends with him and they were the ones who convinced me to chat him. obvi, its not a consistent chatting thing, its been about 2 days. BUT MY FRIENDS HAVE CONVINCED ME THAT HES LOWKEY HUSBAND MATERIAL OKAY?? I COULDNT RESIST, LIKE HE WANTS A ONE AND DONE RELATIONSHIP LASTING ALL THE WAY TO MARRIAGE OR WHATEVER attachment/commitment/abandonment issues are very confused, BUT THATS NOT THE POINT. do i want something to happen? yes, but im scared of my feelings 🤡

and they say hes nice, and hardworking, and that he and i would be a good couple but idk skndjsndjj 😭

AND BACK TO YOU

i hope you had enough sleep! 🤨📷

and a filling meal! its good for your body 🤨📷

and some water! stay hydrated! 🤨📷 HEALTH SHOULD ALSO BE YOUR PASSION!

remember that we love yoy froggy! and im glad you decided to take weekend breaks! rest is good for the soul, mind and body 😌

much baddie energy and good vibes! 💘

HEY BADDIE KEJEK because my brain is Not Working, i can barely respond to like 90% of what u sent but!!! i read it all n i LOVE U <3333 also ooo a mans :000 i hope that goes well for u!!!! n if it doesn’t i’ll beat him up for not taking u as a catch wink wonk ;))) sending the baddie vibes right back at u <333

[hopeheartfilia]

so basically, i have a better opinion of ep 10 after some fandom, which is some fo the best things about fandom. Cuz like, the episode just. breezed by so fast, and also i was focusing and also not focusing at all

Went all over, like I missed reki! get that boy hugs but also to actually talk things thru with everyone, also wait did they really just beat him up, also shadow are you alright and then just. Langa, so besotted, and like did i not mention the whole. love hotel. that was kinda funny but also i really like that they had that conversation, because a weird Tadashi and Reki friendship in He is now an uncle figuire in our friend groups family dynamics would be really funny, but also then they had the skate park conversation which I actually i really needed to process

because yeah i get how it coulve went like that very well, ive had enough simular experiences at like 3 am, but also i wouldve talked about recent events so much more..

they did make up but there is a lack of.. infrastructures in place for if something liek that happens again, because like, Langa doesnt really know what how or why exactly happened, and im not saying it was a bad conversation, the bois shouls get to be happy as much as they can, and reki has had a really shitty day, but like, i hope they talk more later, even if Rekis sort of already processed it kinda

and like, on the shareable part that wasnt vague feelings, I generally like it for shows to crush my hopes quickly efficiently and brutally. Just. Look so the conversation Langa had with his mom kinda gave me a bit of hope that theyd pull a Yoi? And I remember how being in the fandom for that whole ordeal was like, and Quarantine is a nostalgic time, so i projected a bit, so I hope this sufficiently squashed what I wouldve hoped abour renga cannon yeah? Because like what even if it does happen I would be very pleasently surpised, and if it doesnt id just be chillin

Like theyre adorable, and they soo like each other romantically, but also will they get together in cannon? unlikely, but i dont really care

anyway the episode was a lot but also not at all? Because it didnt have a beef focus. Snake and Miya had one but it wasnt a focus, so it somewhat felt shorter then other episodes, it was cute, so much blushing reki! i really missed him, also langa laughing ! however i really hope there are some more conversations next ep (reki and miya need to talk)

[troofless]

 live commenting dump (as suffered by my friend and on twt):

ah reki is voiced by kaminari va houhou.... instant liking point up

can't help but think that langa has yoi victor hair vibes

omg i see a shameless exhibitionist is he the adam ive been hearing abt

EXHIBITIONIST HAS THE DIO VOICE IMMMMM

oh .... i see a twink. is he adam. he looks like a komaeda slash joshua slash ouma kinda guy

i love kaminari voice hopefully he gets more main roles i normally dont like reki personalities but now i love him

omg adam is so pretentious i hate him immediately but like dio voice his voice is perfect he even has dio fangs

reki prob loses but u know... i want him to win

i wanna see reki winning his skate matches

he's like loud but not in an obnoxious way he actually knows a lot abt skating and gives good advice

also i like that he's cool w shadow even after he lost usually in first epiosde the small fry villain is never seen again so thats nice

MATADOR OF LOVE OMG SO CRINGE

why is adam so homoerotic u kno what he reminds me of repressed kid brought up in christian  family

ok miya is cute i thought he was gonna be like the annoying kid but he's cute also cat tail catto instant win

omg shadow ordered ramen for them SHADOW...... SHADOW AND HIS KIDS.......

kjDLKAJSBDKLAJSND ADAM GAVE HIM A BOUQUET BUT IT WAS PREPARED BY HIS ASSISTANT WHAT A LOSER

what the hell is this grown man saying while prancing on a skateboard..... WHAT THE SHIT THEYRE DANCING TOO

kjhLKJNDKLJNASD LANGA SPROUTED WINGS IN HIS MIND HOW GAY CAN THIS MAN GET THEY SHOWED US HIS ASS SHOT STOP omg the adam to his eve thats so cringe sir

IM adam is slowly becoming like the comfort character of the show

why is there a random ass beach episode not that im complaining wholesome beach episode

omg they're so in sync now besties

MIYA BRINGING OUT THE DADDY CARD

sljgladhjgsd langa doing the cross when he opens the toilet door is so funny

ADAM PARACHUTED OMG oMGGGGG ADAM WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS.

oh langa and reki broke up thats so cliche but still sad :(

wait is this gae :sweats: suddenly the mom talk about liking oh she said 'kanojo' she's definitely talking about liking GAE

whos this random harry that appear in the tournament dare da

bruh he gained his motivation back when he saw reki gae

YO HE SMACKED CHERRY WITH HIS BOARD BRUH THIS AINT BASEBALL SIR ADAM???????!??!? LMAOOOOOOOO

wtf why is adam so creepy spying with a drone thats lowkey yandere vibes sir :tea:

WHAT THE FK IS THAST OUTFIT ADAM?????? HELLO??? ARE YOU GOING TO A FUNERAL???? WHAT???? STOP BEING DRAMA YOU'RE AN ADULT HOW TF CAN EVERYONE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY STOP USING YOUR BOARD AS A WEAPON THIS IS A SKATING RACE GODDAMMIT

ok im done that was nice adam was pretty good as a villain.... i dont know whats so controversial abt him he didn't kill anyone i thought he ran someone over with a car and injured them or smth :sweat:

anyway adam was pretty cool like he just challenged reki to a beef and then after the end when he lost he was like ‘ogay peace out’ and then went to arrange a funeral suit(????? so he gave up on his love or...????) for his beef with langa

EVERYtHiNG HE DOES IS SO DRAMATIC AND FUNNY WHY IS HE LIKE THIS

honestly i want adam to beat the shit outta his 3 lesbian aunts and punch all the old diet members into oblivion and then go have his poly party with tadashi and idk cherry and joe

sk8 last episode really said fuck joe cherry adam friendship rights huh

he didn’t even force kiriko out of a job and even promoted her what a chad

when u r brought up literally on the ‘da shi teng ma shi ai’ aka pain = love bullshit and no one understands u bc u push everyone away in fear that they will betray u and not stand up for you (bruh)

sk8 last episode really said not adam acknowledging that his childhood was shit and his aunts are controlling pos who just want to live their life as a politician in the upper world thru him rights huh

LET ADAM WEAR HIS FUNKY LIL SUITS AND DO STUPID TAP DANCES ON HIS SKATEBOARD AND FLEX FOR THE FUN OF IT

but like what the fuck don’t use ur skateboard as a baseball bat that’s just stupid sir :tea:

final ranking of characters:

S tier: Reki (Reki I love you but the only complaint I have is that you didn’t need like. four fucking episodes to get over your inferiority complex when it could have been you out there WINNING BEEFS)

A tier: Adam (BITCH.....), Miya (NEKO..... omg protect this lil shit), Shadow (DAD.... omg protect this big shit), Langa (victor hair vibes and also a good rep of the reticent but passionate abt stuff trope), Joe (FUCK YEAH ABS AND MUSCLES DAD)

B tier: Cherry (yeah your AI gimmick was pretty boring, also CAN YOU DO A PLANK ON A SKATEBOARD HUH CHERRY??), Tadashi (Tadashi should have gotten a beef scene. Him not having one is CRIMINAL.), Oka (for being there and like.... just there)

C tier: -

Trash tier: ADAM’S THREE FUCKING OLDBAGS CAN GO TO HELL

MILF tier: KIRIKO LANGA MUM AND REKI MUM HELL YEAH