#THESE ASSHOLES MADE ME CRY

[zivazivc]

my brainrot about these two can be measured in liters

[the-maddened-hatter]

I'm ngl, I know it's a really small thing compared to the glaringly obvious villainy his dad has showcased, but I love how well the pizza episode conveys Dev's emotional neglect without it technically coming up at all

Little dude is rich af and nobody has ever told him about dairy alternative pizza??? Look at that face, there's probably tears of joy behind those shades ffs.

And personally I feel like that's a bit of a recurring thing with his wishes too, like he knows he's got the power to get the things he wants, but as insufferable as he is sometimes he may have been conditioned out of "being a problem" via "overly specific" requests.

Kind of like Cookie's "wish granting" style, he gets "the best" (read: most expensive) thing and then expected to shut up and stay out of the way

[lesbianforlottie]

and then go on to say hes NOT autistic hes just a jerk

hes autistic and a jerk !!!! crazy idea guys ikr

[lizajane2]

Look i love Nezuko and Tanjiro’s bond just as much as the next person. But you don't understand how much the relationship between Genya and Sanemi means to me, despite it being so strained now. They used to be so close and still love each other so deeply it's not even funny.

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Sanemi is terrified to lose Genya and not just by death itself, (I tear up just thinking about this) but Genya could easily become a demon just like their mother and Sanemi would have this sense of responsibility as a demon slayer and as a brother to kill Genya. And that on top of the guilt he has been carrying for years... the idea of that happening shakes Sanemi to his core. It's why he's pissed at Genya for eating demons. It's why he uses unnecessary violence to force Genya to stop being a Demon Slayer. Is it justified to try and blind your brother? No, but I get it. And i won’t hold it against him. Cause Sanemi does love his brother. Deeply.

And Genya, is such a sweet soul. He's trying so hard to catch up to Sanemi and become someone he's proud of calling his brother. I love that he's not angry with Sanemi for his behavior, he knows why and understands; he doesn't hold it against him. He just wants to make amends and be brothers again.

I mean LOOK!!! LOOK GOD DAMN IT:

Genya has always looked up to Sanemi, and still does. He wants to be brothers again. But Sanemi’s fear won’t allow it. And the way I would’ve exchanged my very soul to keep Sanemi and Genya in this moment, as brothers, happy, and the way I would’ve killed everything to keep that smile on Sanemi forever.

Sanemi here is angry, grieving, frantic, desperate and he’s pleading. “Nemi will figure something out,” and he’s still trying to protect Genya even when he knows there’s nothing he can do.

I am going to be such a fucking mess when I see Genya die, when I hear Sanemi beg and scream and cry. It’s truly gonna fucking break me.

Edit: Also who the hell called Sanemi a child abuser?! He is nothing like his daddy. NOTHING. Sanemi has always had kindness in his heart and has always wanted to protect others.

[themintman]

I am loosingmy marbels

[bellamyblakru]

i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.

its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.

have passion in spite of those who hate.

[girl-drink-drunk]

i've created the perfect dad clancy brown double feature: the patron saint of liars where he's the most amazing father ever and pet semetary two where he plays the worst

[todayisafridaynight]

i cant capture it in a single picture but the pain and agony i felt watching this shit in front of my very eyes. this was evil <- needs every frame of it in a museum

[cetoddle]

some people are so mean for no reason. which i knew. but still.

[ghostzzy]

rly glad i have therapy today so i don't have to figure out how to answer this text message by myself. ellen help

[theetwinkleboy]

nighteye's deathbed

[donut-entendre]

i'm more anxiety rambling out of anything else. I have to explain myself because I have to explain myself because I have to. i can't even think in my own head anyways.

I was so scared of being 'problematic' when i was a teen and I was anyways. the whole time. and i understand that fucking paralyzing fear of doing something 'wrong' or 'bad'. I do. I still get it over random nonsense. but I'm not uhh... A pillar of virtue or anything. never was. there's better things to care about rn and I'm writing posts. Because I want to understand and be understood, genuinely.

I don't make posts talking about problems because I want to be mean. Even if I. Am. that's a skill issue on my part, I am constantly taking the L with that, it's not just here. I just. Actually care. I don't care if someone was wrong before. I just want people to know 'hey that's bad actually' because honest to god there are people in fandom who just don't know. It's the people who do know and choose to keep holding it up that I have a real issue with.

My hypothetical "third guy" is always an unreasonable actor who the argument would not work for anyways that r getting me in a twist. yknow. I want people to choose to do better and the hypothetical guy chooses not to, so I sound. Like that. and I like being mean to the hypothetical guy, because they're not a reasonable actor nor a real force to be fought, yknow, but, um, I'm saying this and uh. wow. that is my problem, isn't it. I'm fighting a third guy and he's not real so other people get hit. huh.

anyway. the point was supposed to be like. everybody sucks at it until they don't, and talking to each other about things is how we learn how to be better together, and I would know because I could have been a lot worse and I. choose. to try and be better. and I understand being there. not knowing how to be better or being angry about being in the wrong. and I guess I just want everyone to know that I'm not just a screaming ball of rage or whatever. I'm scared of 'fucking up' too. I want to help. I'm just. bad at not being an asshole, i guess. I made the mistakes. I think it's kind of me I'm screaming at to be better, but subjecting other people to that at the drop of a dime isn't. fair. what the fuck am i doing. anyone who got freaked out by me tn for the third time it truly isnt about any one person 1) clearly i have something i'm dealing with here oh my god and 2) i have been here for 8 years. i'm screaming at a ghost. this person is not real but they are because theyre me and my mashed potato memories of twenty other things.

but that's not fair. it's my problem. the third guy is quite literally in my head. he's me. putting that on you isn't fair. that's fucked up of me. I am also in the wrong here. My points stand but the methodology is all fucked. Not wanting to talk to me after seeing me do that over and over even if it wasn't my intention to single anyone out is more than just fair. not just today, you can go in my archive and see more examples of me flaring up like this. I'm keeping it all there and I'm not leaving or whatever. I just. because i really mean it when i say i don't like or intend being mean to real people. i just... can't share that desire for myself, and it hurt others, and for some reason it just now clicked, I think. and. I'm learning. and. I'm sorry. for that. And i guess i'll do something about the guy now that i seem to be aware it's happening. and uh. yeah.

[robinsnest2111]

still hung up on the sum of all these stupid mistakes (once again somehow messing up calling in sick which led to logistical and staffing issues and just a whole damn mess in general, the failed joke making it seem like i hate my boss/job) having almost cost me my job tbh. that was the biggest kicker.

like yeah I wouldn't have been out of employment instantly BUT if people were more strict I would've gotten an official warning letter for this current bunch of mistakes. which could be the first step to losing my job if i keep messing up. like. a tangible thing. a letter. black on white.

(also the way this discussion was started. "just wanted to ask: do you like working this job?" me, not sensing anything wrong answer yes. and then "doesn't seem that way to me because reason xyz" and I get it I totally get it!!!!! i get how all of this combined can come across as a total asshole move from an outside perspective!!!! I should know better I should do better. I am an adult human being of 28 years after all. I'm fully grown. but. there's so much I still have to learn and experience for the first time at 28 because in my childhood and teen years I was too busy getting bullied by peers for being weird, getting punished by my parents for being mentally ill and having annoying symptoms and not being normal or functional and making their life hell and disappointing them, and constantly thinking about killing myself to properly socialise and learn conflict navigation/resolution skills and so many other crucial things that a normal 28 year old should know....

I feel so stupid and underequipped and just not fit for society. you know nothing you stupid little thing

[kiwibirbkat]

It's interesting how my dad can make me cry over something I wasn't even upset about before I talked about it with him

[secrettreestuffidk]

anyways as we head back into the holiday season, its time to share what I learned last year:

its actually pretty fucking cathartic to Ruin Christmas.

if someones being an ass, try bursting into tears and blubber about how youre trying to get along but they’re just being so *cruel*

and then leave early

[kami-kun1003]

wtf is wrong with meeee /neg