#i sswear to GOD if i get an ocd episode while dealing with all of this im actually gonna fucking end it all
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wtf is wrong with meeee /neg
#vent#cw vent#tw vent#my throat hurts i wanna cry but the fucking tears wont come and that would be embarrassing anyways#i deserve 2 b hated by my friends#being a likeable person is so hard whhen i actually hav to stop & be Normal so my friends who#arent the same flavor of autistic as me can actually understand what im sayign#wdym i have to talk like a goddamn english teacher so i dont get misunderstood#its not even their fucking fault im just stupid#they hate me they hate me they hate me they hate me im such an asshole. god#i hope they cut me off it would be good 4 them i think#i dont even wanna kms i wanna suffer bc i deserve it#i wish cutting was still a safe option but alas. my mother#id leave that fucking server if i wasnt the one who made it#i dont feel safe anywhere except surrounded by ppl who think im weird and annoying but wont say it 2 my face#im such a fucking guilt tripping attention seeker ahhgh#i sswear to GOD if i get an ocd episode while dealing with all of this im actually gonna fucking end it all#like i shouldve TWO YEARS AGO
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