#THE DRUGS ARE SAVING ME

[androgynousblackbox]

It should not bring me such joy being able to bend my fucking knee without a fucking spasm, fuck me to hell.

[zira-draws]

you guys don't know how many times I've drawn portraits of this fella. probably way too much to be considered a healthy amount... he is just so :(( with his passion for air forces :((((( cmon man :(

[snailfen]

does anyone wanna get high with me here and see what happens

[ophanstears]

i could explain why anyone that says "flowey cant feel (positive emotions) because he doesnt have a soul" is wrong but i dont feel like it. all you need to know that as a fellow trauma survivor he is my puppet to project onto whether he likes it or not

read the tags for more i suppose

[mxrtified777]

i have been THINKING make it STOP

[kiwicidios]

 ࣪   ⊹  👼🏻 . ৲

[critterishere]

A loving god wouldn’t let such a filthy creature exist.

[anuyuri]

doodle

Original under the cut.

[s3d4t3m3]

My favorite pass time is doing drugs in the woods while serving cunt ☆

[starzwithapen]

OKAY SHE HAS GOT TO BE JACKED BECAUSE ??????

[boldandburnt]

I can't stop cutting. its the only relief I can feel, only momentarily. everything is so loud, so bad and I don't know what to do anymore. I suppose this post is more for me then anyone else but I have no where to turn. I have no support system. I am very lonely. I have friends but they don't deserve to know this. I feel the world on top of me and I have nothing but a blade. I used to smoke very extensively but I can't afford anything. these are the only two ways I can feel peace, I can relax, think about something else. I think about dying often, how I would do it, where and I worry that someday I can't curb this constant dread with smoking or cutting or starving and ill have no choice but to die. my mind is my worst enemy, I feel my world closing in on me and every day my world gets smaller, but I dont. I hate myself and the things I do, I hate my life, my room, my parents. I feel short moments of joy, I do feel joy but the second it leaves the dread it worse. nights are the hardest for me. every night I do whatever I can to get intoxicated or cut or whatever I can to rid this feeling. I have no hope. I have no future. I worry for myself but I question that since no one else really does. I don't want to pity myself or make anyone feel bad. this is a dump of sorts and I guess I just need someone to listwn.

[ryanthel0ser]

I need to take a moment to appreciate Ogata's artwork for DMC because what did they put into that artstyle oh my god (also I have a bunch of the art they made when they first started to work on Visions of V and I want to share the ones I have saved)

[k9punkout]

in reference to this poll that urak won

[kretavocato]

If you ever walk, I'd beg you on my knees to stay

[luvfy0dor-main]

Okay but. Are you a rat

Prolly not

[semisomnosres]

In the plague ninja au is it possible to cure an infected that had eaten a person or tasted blood

And will Randy do an impossible feat in curing an uncurable infected

-XL

There is a very serious problem with treating such patients. When such a patient was first cured, everything was fine, except for the fact that here and there he had small traces of the transformation. But it did not last long. Soon his behavior began to change for the worse, he began to WANT to go back, he had obsessive thoughts that he would feel better if he ate human flesh.

As a result, their further existence (you can't call it life) turned into psychological and physical torture, where they achieved their goal and again became a monster or, having broken down, left life voluntarily. And so it was over and over again: watching how you or your loved one suffers more and more from every minute of existence was unbearable - death was just a matter of time. Therefore, the ninja began to eliminate them immediately, so that they would not suffer and harm others. The first one tries to find a cure, but still to no avail, the only thing that slowed down the transformation was constant direct contact with the mask. And even then, a person won't be able to wear it for long for the same reasons as in cannon.

As for Randy, I can't say yet, but he is trying to solve this problem.