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Can I request more hcs with the producer reader(KPDH) they are by far my favorite
(Preferably gn pronouns)
Producer AU Headcanons (contd.)
I CAN COME HOME! IM FINALLY BACK HOME IN PRODUCER AU YAYYY
in general i try to keep my stuff relatively gender neutral unless explicitly mentioned otherwise so ill keep at it in this blurb as well
Some rambling down below, not as much as last time but just a few off the top of my head - im so sorry its a lil nonsensical
CW: not proofread, headcanons and general blabbering - less formatted than the last batch of headcanons
Mentioned previously was that they’re wary of you when you’re in crunch mode, locked away in the studio at the office only to work overtime at home.
Ive got a scenario in my head of Jinu working with you in the studio, he’s quiet as he lets you do your work and then suddenly he hears sniffling and your shoulders are shaking and you’re breaking down in frustration because it just didnt sound right
He tries to talk to you, tries to tell you its okay to take a break but youre stressed that the deadline is approaching and the song still doesn’t sound right - the track didnt have enough harmonies, something went wrong with the tuning, the mix was off, just complaints as you beat yourself up over how done and burnt out over this track you were
Then he realises youre just tired and burnt out and lets you vent, lets you shrink in on yourself because you didnt want comfort you just wanted to let it out so he just shifts his chair nearby and lets you have your breakdown instead of trying to fix it
By the time youre done youre tired again, but honestly youve already forgotten what you were crying about as you play the track again after your emotional outburst and you hum the melody to yourself
He softly suggests maybe you can take a quick nap on the couch at the studio and he’ll try to record some harmonies on his phone for you to sample and you nod, too tired to fight back and let him guide you to lay down on the couch and you just knock out for a while - he’s laid his jacket over you to keep you warm and he listens to the song youre working on with your studio headphones on his head as he records voice memos for potential adlibs and harmonies you could add
I think generally speaking the relationship dynamics between you and the idols was actually more professional for a while
Like the guys are flirty because its part of their ‘boyfriend experience’ package and marketing, but theyre actually respectful of you when you mean business and clean up their acts when you ask them politely to focus up because you did not want to waste time sifting through unusable audio for no reason
The huntrix girls and you were actually pretty awkward and distant when you first worked together, up and coming in the industry meant you were competitors more than potential co workers and then eventual friends bc your company wanted you to top the charts for money and the girls were topping the charts to save the world technically
Overtime you progressively get on friendlier terms with them because as you collaborate more - you spend more time together creatively speaking and then youre not just doing scheduled meetings, starting to casually go grab a coffee or going to get lunch with them - slow burn but i like it cause i feel thats how it normally starts based off of artist interviews
When you’re giving critic or guidance theyre all glued to whatever you have to say to them, trying to be more analytical of their performance when they record and making sure they actually understand and take into account any feedback you give - which is the same for you when any of them mention that they can’t push that note youre after and you make adjustments so that they’re able to hit a different note in a similar key
I think at some point Abby starts asking if he can show you some rap that he’s written, you and Baby look over it and then you ask if you can talk to Zoey about it he has no issues at all so at some point theres a demo reel with all three rapping - though Zoey was never able to attend a group session you had sent her the demo and she was so happy she pinned it on her desktop (thinking smth like Young Posse doing a track with other rappers or even Giselle and NCTs Zoo)
In regards to work ethic or work in general
You’re a chronic over worker, creating was a passion turned career and you constantly needed to out do yourself (in your head) always being your biggest hater when a song doesnt sound right or when lyrics you write sound like trash - co producer Lance always telling you to go touch grass so you can get new inspo and you hiss at him like a deranged cat
You work based on deadlines and inspiration - if an idea or a tune sounds just right youre rushing off to go record something or mess with samples, your phone is full of random sounds and recordings you grab when you go somewhere and theres a melody that itches your ear just right
After working with both groups I hc that at one point you take a multi-month hiatus, not by choice on your end but everyone (the guys, girls, your manager, your co producers, even the higher ups in your company) agree that you need to take a proper break and not work on any commissioned projects for a while, aside from your personal ones
You come up with one of your personal favourite songs during that break and the fans are also appreciative of it because theres emotion and joy in each beat and melody, theres a lot of sillier audio samples thrown in there from your collection of voice memos but its the most “you” a song has been in a few years
I think you have a folder filled to the brim with audio samples from all of them, adlibs, highnotes, random one line raps, so many that its actually become part of your produce tag to randomly insert an audio snippet of someone from either group - when asked about it on a phone interview (live radio phone call) you’d admitted that its become a fun easter egg for you and you enjoyed when fans had tagged you on social media when they found it
Romantically speaking..
You dont canonically end up dating anyone, its just a lot of unofficial dates and soft moments - you dont really have time to date and you dont want to ruin anyone’s career because of a dating scandal
Producers can date and do whatever they want, especially ones that dont have a known face to the public, but idols? Its a tough world out there still even if its super in the future and people are supporting Boy x Girl groups which has never happened before - though there are some multi stans who would die on the hill that youre secretly dating someone from either group
That doesnt stop any of them from unofficially asking you out on dates, when you try and tell them that its not a good idea they switch up their wording so it sounds like a friendly outting or just some good friends getting a bite to eat and you cave - honestly think Jinu is actually the most guilty of doing this bc he always asks you take a late night walk with him. Bc youre friends. And he cared about your mental health, as a friend. (Loser biased)
#kpop demon hunters x reader#saja boys x reader#kpdh x reader#bin yaps#huntrix x reader#jinu x reader#producer! reader
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girlbossing too close to the sun.
#art#ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator#i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books#vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading#ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working#let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny..#posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned.#morrowind#almalexia#vivec#im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment#so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized#it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor#and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result#i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was#vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking#acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention#like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is#but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc#anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving#but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials#and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc#so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize#and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough#the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right#that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things#and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that#important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree#oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad.#tes
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Honestly this is why I keep calling their ship redsuits in my head because I want a distinction between normal present day spamtenna and big shot spamtenna because they feel so uniquely tasty. Do you guys understand
#deltarune spoilers#its like. i like both okay ive been converted to enjoying present day spamtenna too#theres just something that hits DIFFERENT about big shot spamton and tenna pre pettiness#which is why i think the name redsuits works for me and me only because#they rlly are jsut two guys JUST working together and then they always end up getting too real with each other#grabbing each others arms and collars like theyre the last survivors on an island that cant choose wheter to make their own civilization or#fucking. eat each other alive#like guys calm down#except dont because i love it. it feels so uniquely them that#it just feels like an entirely different ship to me sometimes#very much tied with what they become but like#but say what you will about present day spamton being his rock bottom but bigshot spamton with tenna is like#the worst of the worst and i think thats so interesting#hey lets kiss even tho ur running away from what you REALLY want in pursue of quick ''''earned'''' luxuries because u csnt say no to ur boss#and im currently watching helplessly as my family and source of income and happiness and passion slips between my fingers#and also i have to distract children away from all of it#lets have wild longing for each other right now at this moment NOTHING could go wrong#(things then go wrong)#deltarune#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#spamtenna#im gonna tag#red suits#just to see what is in there#if its gen just red formal suits im gonna be rlly upset st myself#deltarune chapter 3#uhhh idk what to tage this go my minions#pls feel free to use this post to tag and yap#also gonna try#redsuits
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some ultrakill fans flaming people for playing on lenient/harmless is so funny to me because here i am in my little corner playing on harmless with Also 100% damage reduction (in major assist settings) because my severe anxiety cannot handle the idea of me taking any damage at all . i am wearing my propeller hat and eating my lollipop and i am having fun :3 (and maybe one day i can ease that anxiety and play without major assists)
#me when my crippling anxiety is crippling fr#listen . its not as if i Want to get fucking heart palpitations whenever a few goddamn filth spawn in a room#its just how it is . and the only way to ease my irrational ass anxiety is by becoming fucking invincible#I KNOW ULTRAKILL IS SUPPOSED TO BE A (at least somewhat) STRESSFUL AND FAST PACED GAME !!! do not get me wrong#but holy shit man . do not underestimate my anxiety#fucking minecraft survival stresses me out when i encounter a fuckin skeleton (unless its multiplayer . then Suddenly all is ok . stupid#ass anxiety bruh fml)#prelude was stressing me out . PRELUDE . THE FUCKING TUTORIAL#im hoping i can ease up and slowly raise the damage taken to at least like 50% . eventually#im on 1% damage rn because even raising from 0 to 5 was scary LMAOO#like its not as if i want to play it the fuckin baby way . i WANT to be able to actually play ultrakill with damage n shit#but i just have to ease into it ig . because i cant even play video games without my anxiety screaming at me smh . fym my anxiety is a#permanent fixture in my life ? bullshit#im just hoping i can play Normally someday . eventually . because while playing with like 0 damage is more fun than being stressed out 24/7#it Is ofc . a little boring (bc No Shit) .#i want to challenge myself and i will . eventually#surely if ive done all a b and c sides in celeste i can do ultrakill on harmless haha right#ignore the fact that theyre two completely different games and that ive never played an fps in my life#and also that i have 15k deaths in celeste LOL (at least the idea of dying in that game isnt terrifying . shrug)#intense games like ultrakill just aint for everyone . thats why the assist options are there and why there r easier modes#theyre there for losers (/lh) like Me !!!! and i appreciate that theyre in the game bc i Do rlly like ultrakill#and i Do rlly want to play it (‘properly’ someday) . its js that ppl have issues like motion sickness or anxiety#and if they need assistance or an easier difficulty to enjoy the game then thats fuckin fine#literally who cares . ive watched so many videos on ultrakill now and ive seen all the tech n shit and know all the lore#its not as if i dont know the game enough to play it properly lmao#but sigh . at least i can do fun movement tech (except boosting . havent tried yet idk) like slam storage#movement is ez . combat is Hard (but not in the usual way like aim . just Anxiety™)#im ranting so much im such a yapper . anyway#ultrakill#kristiliyaps
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falls to the ground. my favorite song is one that i looked at back in early march and went oh, this works well for ragatha... and im listening to it again and i DO still think it fits ragatha a lot. but it ALSO fits gangle. but i dont wanna put the same song on two character playlists from the same series, so im just gonna keep it on ragathas. either way it mainly fits manager gangle specifically but not the entirety of her. i think it fits ragatha more generally
#the song is the universe is going to catch you <3 its been my favorite song for like five years#funny considering i was like JUST talking about how i like loud music and this song is NOT loud at all HAHA#it just has a special place in my heart#but like. the song fits well w like... zooble to gangle#the last lines in particular feel fitting for ep 4#'everything glowed. took you into the air / and the arms of the universe kept you from falling#but after that happened those arms did not come back / so when you leapt up and nobody caught you your neck broke'#i mean. gangle ended up fine in the end so its not quite 1:1... but that truck man. that truck#but ALSO. the self destructiveness under the guise of Everythings Gonna Be Okay is VERY ragatha#just.... in general. thats a huge part of her. and its a huge concept in the song#its blatant even just in the NAME of the song#(i mean theres another very similar reading of the song that isnt quite exactly this. its not necessarily a positivity thing#can be a more general ignorance to consequences. but imo the underlying reason for a person to say everythings gonna be ok#doesnt change that thats what theyre saying and that they are not correct)#but like the lines 'youve been a hollowed-out apple though youre standing up straight'#and 'come back inside to this house to your home / made of steel-structured styrofoam. nobodys out there'#they fit i think...#...though the ending has unfortunate implications for any character U_U#ask to tag#i SWEAR im not forcing my fav song to fit characters i like. i think i just like a song that epitomizes traits i like in character HAHA#ive had MANY characters ive loved over the yrs who ive gone. hey wow why does this song fit them so well!#(its because theres a specific concept i like seeing different executions for and its characters being reckless#despite doing what they think is best. theyre just either flat out wrong. or right but in a way thats gonna have awful consequences#mostly for themself but also for others who care about them)#ANYWAY
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gonna say something even though im positive some people will try to stone me to death for it, but fuck it we ball. am i the only person who has been slowly but surely losing interest over the buddie of it all these last few eps?? now dont get me wrong i still love them as characters and would love for them to get together and i still think it makes 100% sense for them to explore each other's bodies. BUT. with the way things are going, storytelling-wise? man i dont know. would it really be enjoyable to me if they got together when the show still refuses to give 1/2 of the couple no compelling storyarc with a clear beginning, middle and ending? meh not really. i want the people in the relationship to feel like people. with a developed identity and personality and goals and flaws etc. and if all the show is able to present to me is this cardboard cutout of a person that's only used as a plot device and not a thought out character then fuuuuuck man i dont know. <- all of this being said. i still want them sucking and fucking each other #SOON
#wrote and deleted this text post about five different times cause i dont want people to take this the wrong way#like at the end of the day. theyre still soulmates and ofc i want them to get together#i just dont think that maybe THIS is the right moment considering the way the writers room has been acting lately#perhaps they need a moment to collect themselves and think what they wanna do with eddies character. thats all#sorry for all the doom posting ive been doing lately omfg i hate it as much as you guys. IM JUST DISAPPOINTED!!!#we used to have it so good. take me back to earlier seasons#anyway lets stay hashtag hopeful#dont be mean to me because of this post because i will literally kill us all btw.#alice talks#911 abc#buddie
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in light of recent discourse
#doctor who#you cannot perfectly map real life politics onto doctor who#yes the optics of this episode are flawed#yes unit has serious issues#but like#this isnt real life#and because it isnt real life we know that unit are the 'good guys' more or less#within the world of doctor who think tank ARE wrong and ARE putting people in danger and DO need shutting down#and seeing unit#the FICTIONAL ORGANISATION which has no proper real world comparison because aliens arent real#as the bad guys here is massively overly simplistic#i do think the messaging is messy#and tbh this episode should have been different if rtd and mctighe wanted to criticise disinfo campaigns like this#but i will defend unit because they have characters i like and they protect the earth and most importantly theyre NOT REAL#and cannot be a complete parallel to any real world org because aliens are also NOT REAL (or at least not on earth)#i think it relates to a fundamental problem in the fandom#where people see the doctor and kate and the brigadier as Bad because they can be morally grey#like no actually people who mean well dont suddenly become bad and awful and unlikeable when they arent perfect#its nuance its always nuance the lack of nuance is killing fandoms and leftism in general#and its killing me that its happening!#we cannot win if we refuse to see beyond a simple binary good and evil#im digressing but god the discourse on this is hitting all the right notes to drive me mad#ive blocked so many people and im not sorry#yeah anyway tldr i will block you for defending space info wars. grow a brain
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the system possession au has had me thinking lately: how do you guys interpret the system when it comes to the two transmigrators? Do you see it as one system working with both transmigrators for the same overarching goal of Fixing The Plot, or do you see it as two distinct systems, unique to each transmigrator?
#svsss#i always thought of it as the same umbrella system#but i've seen in other aus and fics that other people see them as distinct#so im curious!#i don't think there's a right or wrong answer i think it just depends on interpretation#personally i see it as like. what's a co-op game i can use as an example#say youre playing tf2. and for the purposes of this metaphor sqq and sqh are on the same team#they are playing the same game on the same server with the same goal#the exact commands they get might be different because theyre playing different classes#but theyre still playing the same game#but i could see the other interpretation being like. idk. a more solo set-up that happened to be combined
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SIGH. thinking about that scene in iwtv season 2 when louis is ranting to Lestats mirage pervert ghost thing and he’s like “and then guess what?” and Lestats like “tell me, mon cher.” AHHHHHHHH I HATE HIM I HATE HIM BUT SOMETIMES THEYRE VERY CUTE SOMETIMES
#I KNOW THEYRE TOXIC JUST LET ME LIVE IN MY FANTASY WORLD#I DONT NEED LOUSTAT HATERS TO COME IN HERE AND TELL ME DIFFERENTLY#I KNOW IM WRONG#BUT IT FEELS SO RIGHT#loustat#iwtv#iwtv season 2
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don't talk to me if you majorly dislike any of the bau for seeing will as nothing more than a case consult. will intentionally and purposefully makes himself unavailable to others to the point that their only way of connecting with him half the time is over a case. i guarantee you they have tried time and time again to invite him to things, start conversation, and he hits them with "we're at work." katz, zeller, and price foster a very lighthearted, inviting workspace that you see him both emotionally and literally PHYSICALLY distance himself from. i'm sure there's plenty of things they could've done, more of something. people see what they want to in will, pieces of him. a tool, an advisor, something to pity, something to understand. a dog who is trained to hunt, yet fitted with a muzzle. but will is what stands in his own way of human connection, every time. too afraid of what rests beneath his surface
#i just think its a very complex thing his relationships#but i dont think any of the bau are bad people. nor is will entirely a victim of anyone in his life#. except maybe jack#but will's need to be good is a self fulfilling torture cycle#his guilt motivates him. it consoles him. it torments him#jack isnt too concerned with why. but knows will cant say no. and he uses that against him#he also is one of the only people who is close enough to almost see him#hes complicated. theyre complicated#but will is aware of his own choices and always makes them#will LETS people see him for his use. for his bits and pieces. the parts of him that work for them. lets them discard the ones that dont#because its safer. its better for everyone. if someone gets too much of him they might start to put it together. see what he is#and ALSO. WILL USES PEOPLE TOO. very often does he interact with people based on their benefit to him#attracted to alana because he wants a sense of control. molly for her grief her comforting normalcy#his low empathy and lack of social connections... his AUTISM. he's very absorbed in his own life and struggles#we dont really see him make space for anything else#and i dont think he wants to for a longtime. until. until (gay man manifests in the room) hes right behind me isnt he#honestly correct me if im wrong because ive seen it ONCE and i cannot remember their interactions as well as i should#just. hannibal side characters get behind me. when you look at the things hannigram gets up to and think about their place in it holyyy shi#like leave them alone they already have to live with those gay men#hannibal#will graham#bau team#hannibal meta#also this isnt like. actually that serious igdaf if you have a different opinion than me. media is interpretable#and your experience with it will be individual and different than mine because we are different people#go forth my fannibal. have your own opinions and likes#i just dont like when people victimize will more than is necessary. that man is . hes something okay#charlieog#also i really like to think of them all as friends but tbh will does NOT fuck with their vibe half the time hes so rude#hes like ugh. everyone is so boring. i am going to go flirt with my psychiatrist who i think is gaslighting me
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feeling unwell about solavellan
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#dragon age solas#solavellan#inquisitor lavellan#like ik its different for everybody right#but god#im thinkin about them real hard rn#aila being angry for so long#that by datv its almost the only thing they feel consistently#and the dragons blood doesnt help#and theyre SO SURE that when they see solas again theyll kill him#bc thats what they wanted#but then everything goes to shit#idk#i think some of that murderous rage stays#bc theyve always had it#their entire life got upturned and destroyed bc they were at the wrong place at the wrong time#and for the most part they wield that anger at their foes#but then tresspasser happens and it just comes crashing down on them#they never wanted this responsibility. and solas says hes going to tear down the veil#which will effectively destroy the world- even if thats a good thing#and they dont give up. they give in to that bubbling anger#and even if they dont want to. they know theyll kill solas. they have to.#then veilguard. they cant kill solas. not now. and deep down they wonder if they wouldve to begin with#anyway. im really normal about aila. they use they/she btw.#is it obvious that theyre a reaver warrior lmao
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#shout out to me for being an insufferable loud mouth in my group therapy class for over controlled losers#which is funny bc 1) i used to b extremely extremely shy and afraid of speaking to ppl and 2) bc im probably a normal amount of talkative#now lol. but in this class. its a class setting but im not getting a grade and the material isnt beyond my compression and psychology is a#soft science so i can argue back on things and not b objectivly wrong. so im like fuck it im gonna b annoying bc there r no consequences#except ppl thinking im annoying and like why tf would i care. i only see these ppl in this specific setting#and they have no authority over me and also they're annoying too bc they have similar issues to me but different. and there r archetypes.#like some ppl get real caught up on the rules and terminology of the material and im like ugh ur missing the point. the details dont fucking#matter. just think abt how u can use the idea. or some ppl r like really judgy and think theyre right abt things and im like. ugh. u sound#so insufferable. shut the fuck up. or some ppl r just extremely quiet and blank faced and just giving u nothing u have to carry the whole#conversation to make up for their lack of input. and i dont mean that in a bad way. i think everyone has the right to b annoying. i still#like them. so im like. well fuck it. i can b annoying too. so my annoying things r that im very padantic about the examples that our#instructors give. like: that doesn't fit with what u just said. or this is why i disagree with the idea. or actually i already do this thing#were learning today. which like. if i was an instructor. at least id b glad me as a student was engaging seriously with the materials#and is hopefully clarifying aspects of things. im told im good at conceptualizing things into metaphor.#whatever. i dont care. i mean. i feel intolerable but like also im not gonna stop bc who gives a fuck#also everytime they talk abt evolution stuff or data from studies im very suspicious. like show me how the fuck they quantified the number#of expressions the human face can make. show me the fucking data bc u cant fucking tell me its not an infinite number if u consider every#varied muscle movement in every combination. and its apparently very obvious when im disagreeing bc i make a face#which one of the instructors tried to prement my comments today but i was critical from a different perspective than she thought lol#anyway. shout of to being insufferable. as fucking lyrics from jc superstar wrattle endlessly through the empty caverns of my mind#i fucking love that musical. its rocketed up to like number 3 position. i lov musicals so much#bc im cringe and i don't give a fuck#unrelated
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i cant believe theres actual people out there that complain that people dont die enough in kh?? like yeah i will concede its kind of annoying when someone you thought was dead is actually alive the whole time but like i also have the ability to acknowledge that kh is just not that kind of story??
#im not articulated enough to explain why people are wrong for wanting that#but its like#either youve never realled watched or read a piece of media that kills literally everyone and its sad as fucking hell#or youve never watched or read a media that REFUSES to kill anyone not bc thats not the themes the story is trying to express but bc litera#or youve never watched or read enough things that absolutely refuses to kill off characters and its not even thematically important#you people wouldnt survive reading fairy tail#i just remember seeing people be actually upset that roxas and xion came back bc it detracts from the tragedy of their story#and like? do you not like seeing your fave characters thrive?#kh has never been about that kind of tragedy you know?#its core message has literally been everyone deserves to live and have a life simply bc theyre hear they exist and they interact with other#or something dont quote me on that#like thats its core theme!! existence and your right to it!!#and roxas and xion coming back doesnt do shit abt the tragedy they endured bc they still lived it?? it still happened??#i can play kh2 right fucking now and id still cry over roxas??#if anything in so happy hes his own person now??#and thats the thing bc even narratively speaking it wouldnt make sense for them to not come back BC THEY HAD HEARTS!!! they were their own#people!!! that they had to go back to sora was less bc sora needed his nobody back in his body to become whole again and more bc they had h#his memories. the moment they were separated from each other roxas and sora were fundamentally different. and as they grew and roxas gained#new memories and connections HIS OWN HEART grew and he became his own person#like it was established he had a heart thats just fucked up as hell to not give him his own body??#and again not the kind of themes the story is telling!#michi tag#(drafts) also still correct!!!! i am soeaking only the truth
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sometimes I feel petty and bad for blocking people over small stuff but like. it's my blog i can do whatever tf i want
#“what if they see and complain about me on their blog???” why on earth do i care#they annoy me they get BLOCKED#not to be that person but people who are like “no only MY perception of this character is right and i gotta reblog EVERY” post with another-#-opinion and tell them how wrong they are“ are so annoying. like im sorry theyre fictional. they can be mean. they can be soft.#i can hc them to wear pink frilly undies and id be right#dont reblog every post you see saying how wrong they are and rubbing ur opinion in. if u want a character like that? write fanfic like that#that stuff just pisses me off cause. no one is wrong when it comes to fandom in hc. like yes you may have different hc but pls.#sorry for the mini rant#anyway#back to schedule#(horny posting)#gothghostiie#detroit become human
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Okay, I really want to watch CoS, just genuinely want to try and get through it.
Can someone please, please tell me if there's any important information in the dinner scene in chapter 16 and where it ends? I can't struggle through it anymore, but goddammit I want to watch them finish the story.
#also because i really want to watch bdw#but i promised myself i wouldn't until i finished cos#also seeing people post about escher has me thinking (in bitsy's voice): 'who the fuck is escher?'#physically i want cos. mentally im crying because i cant get past this for fucking scene#im watching uprooted right now because i need my wife bitsy.#.... goddammit i always wondered how people could get so attached to characters that they call them wife/husband/spouse#and now im here doing it to bitsy.#i fucking love her though. shes got one braincell going at all times. she has like fifteen but theyre all used for different things#two of them activated at once has her seeing beyond the fourth wall in moments of genius#... i dont even know who the fuck i am im so tired. i need a nap#~A-Anon#<- guess its time for fuzziness until i figure out#if i had to guess: whispers or booker#but alas i could be very wrong
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okay lol mini rant in the tags sorry i just HAD to get this off my chest 😭 sorry if this is very incoherent and poorly worded or structured or whatever i'm just. pretty out of it and i cannot really think to write this properly. well, that or i am probably just illiterate actually. Yeah that's it lol
#why are friendships so complicated#in my last year of senior high school at an all girls school#i transferred last year#and it's just cliques left and right#they all hate each other#i'm the type of person who can vibe with all of them even if their personalities are very very different#i am kind of friends with everyone in the sense that i can find common ground and have interact comfortably and enjoyably#my friend group from grade 11 (theyve been friends w each other for so long and i was the newcomer) dissolved this year bc things went down#i dont know the full extent of what happened#but those five friends split and three have merged with another group#the group that isolate my other two friends and seem to not like them#at least the “leader” of the group anyway. Not so sure about the rest#and now i am stuck in the middle lol. I have other friends from other groups but they have their own groups#the three girls already have each other and the new group (it's kind of a mix of me excluding myself on purpose and them not including me#in things presumably bc i am still “close” with my other two friends they don't like#it is a weird dynamic because me and the other group the three other girls merged with can vibe with each other#we can laugh with each other and enjoy each others company when theyre not talking shit (they rarely do it in front of ppl so i havent rlly#seen the full extent of it)#and also my two other friends are obviously closer to each other than with me since theyve been friends for way longer#i remember i had a conversation with one of my friends from the three girls that split away#it was something like i have to tell the class this and that etc since im the president#and i am not a very assertive person i am also very scared of being disliked. I told her i didn't want the class to hate me and she said#“everybody likes you you are friends with everyone”#it really doesn't feel that way. why do i feel like secretly they are talking shit#again i dont even know why we split up#but now i am just. Stuck in the middle#the thing is ive never even heard my other three friends talk shit and do nasty stuff with the new group/the main clique of the class#i havent seen the bad side to anything that i hear whispers about because ive never seen it#i havent been subjected to it either#i feel like i am wrong about a lot of things but i am just. blind or too deep into my people pleasing tendencies to not realize shit
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