#THAT'S STILL GOOD PROGRESS THO
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Once... Once the Prologue ha been refreshed, I'll be once again done with 1/8th of the story...
Prologue, the six cases, then an epilogue....
So much to do, but 1/8th of such a huge project is nothing to sniff at, either!
The prologue has 5 chapters second-drafted at the current moment, with about 20k words to its name. That's a lot!!! That is so many words!!!
And that's still not the whole prologue, ofc...
#I'm actually excited to write the future cases too!!!#I don't feel nearly as much dread as I used to#I think this writing program/system I've come up with is really helping me out#and if I can keep writing consistently every day? I can knock this out#I CAN do this I wrote 50k in a week I CAN do this#How much did I write today...#Counting earlier this morning from right before I went to bed I'd say about 3k total today#And by “today” I mean... technically yesterday morning and this morning#so it's probably more like 1.5k#THAT'S STILL GOOD PROGRESS THO#But the next new chapter is. Going to be really anxiety inducing.#Gonna have to write for a bunch of characters and not all of them were ones I've written for before anjkdfnjdkgls#Looking at YOU Rantaro...#But I can get through it!!! I can!!!#--wait I might need more two extra chapters aaaa#GDI#At least Kiibo and Kaito aren't.... bad#I'm mostly just nervous as hell about Rantaro dnkjnfjds
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Incorrect, the fact that Biden has dropped out and a candidate with history of supporting medicare for all and being more receptive to a ceasefire in the I/P conflict has made me go from "I cannot morally support the Democratic nominee" to "I am voting for the Democratic nominee despite the fact she isn't perfect in every respect." I'm really happy this played out. The Dems for the most part abandoned the old Obama platform and it feels like its possible an actual progressive agenda could come to pass in my lifetime.
Kamala 2024!
If you weren't going to vote Democratic in this election before Biden dropped out you're a dorkass loser who does not care about any of the issues you're yammering about here and also a fundamentally bad person, and I hope you get run over by a bus.
But you got one thing right in all of this gibberish, Kamala 2024.
#personal#answered#anonymous#i mean let's be clear here no president is gonna attempt to be progressive ever again within my lifetime#because joe biden tried to do like 25% of that and got ZERO fucking credit#he did so much on healthcare on reform on loans on so many social issues and for all his litany of failings on i/p#he has been distinctly harsher on netanyahu than a good chunk of dems and certainly the entire republican party#for the first time since i was four we are not involved in any wars as americans and that is thanks to joe biden#but the thing is that he gets no credit for any of it!#him pulling out of afghanistan caused his approvals to tank in a way that never recovered#and leftists gave him FUCK ALL for it#they gave him nothing they just continued whining that even tho he cancelled a bajillion in student loans#he didn't actually cancel a QUADRILLION dollars so both parties are the same and voting is the most arduous task known to man#no democrat who is running is going to forget that catering to leftist/progressive policies gets them zero leeway with those supporters#that it not only tanks numbers but you still get constant haranguing about it anyway#so they're not gonna do it#we are gonna get fuckall for at least a good fifty years#and anything we get will be utterly in SPITE of people like you anon it will happen in spite of everything you've done#mostly because of people like me and mine who understand that voting is the bare minimum#and that for the democratic process to work the way you want it to you need to participate and not pitch a fucking fit#like a four year old who was told they can't go to disney this weekend#like i know you ratfuckers are happy this played out because this is all a game to you and you don't actually care#but that's why i've got zero faith in you people and why i'm glad it's my kind of folks#actual die hard democrats who have always been hardliners for supporting democrats in every possible election#who are picking up the slack and donating to harris and supporting her agenda#which is the exact same as biden's because she's his vice president and they share they same platform#because that's what they were both running on! twice!#anyway fuck you please feel free to find a necktie and test how tall your doorframe is
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May I offer you all a low-res wip in these trying times?
#wip#art#digital art#mermaid#work in progress#fantasy#fantasy art#creature#I know it’s still April but does this count as an early Mermay?#I’m hoping to have this done by then so I can share the full piece!#still got a lot to do tho especially for the bg#I also need to find a good ref for collarbones cuz if y’all couldn’t tell I have no idea what I’m doing there lol#been avoiding that in favor of doing the hair and tail#anyway#I’ve been working on a lot of little things! including some cr fanart#I hope may is my art month
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ppl whose mental problems have never really hindered their progression in life need to never ever talk to me, i hate conversations with them bc they act like just because symptoms are manageable for them it should be the same for everyone and i just can't do it
#actually bpd#bpd problems#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually mentally ill#bpd fp#bpd#bpd shitposting#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#like honestly i’m sick of people being like “i have mental illnesses too but i still go on with life and progress″ okay good for you#i can’t tho so stop making me feel shitty about it#i’m conclusion: people piss me off
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you thibk you learn how to draw so you can draw what you want. bring your imagination to life. no. draw 300 cats.
#i. i redrew all of them#not all im still doing. the rest...#sometimes you need to stop all worldbuilding and story progress to design every single named cat in the area#and then design them AGAIN but this time with feeling#really good for learning anatomy tho. even with the same pose/angle i learn smth new every time#anyways#my art#coev: goldspring#coev: characters#xenomoggy
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the hermit coffee co
day 9, march 24 2024
#the hermit coffee co#<- idk if thats an official tag#its a good fanfic#100% recommend#still in progress but updates are frequent#it is#hermitshipping#tho if thats not something you're in to#mumscarian#grumbo#scarian#its a chatfic also#to be clear i didnt write it#just really like it#hermitcraft fanfic
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getting that itch to draw something ik i’m not skilled enough for lmao
#this is vee speaking#don’t try to understand that screenshot lol ameyume lowkey suffering over their craft in hang out was what came to mind lol#if i attempt to draw it tho it’ll be good practice for a piece i want to make for kuukou’s bday week#i still don’t have fcking internet at home tho and since csp teeters that bum edge i wouldn’t be able to save my progress without it#*wriggles like a worm* but i wanna draw………… try to be creative…………#play around with shit i’m not comfy with……………… let me be free from the shackles of capitalism and ass internet providers……………..
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#ao3#ao3 attack#ao3 down#it’s hour 24#i woke up#went to check#still gone#:(#i was gonna read from a ship/fandom i don’t usually read from too#but no#maybe this’ll force me to study for my physics and chem exams#and finish my scholarship essay#and make progress on my wips#but for now i’m just feeling withdrawals#if ao3 is gone for good idk what i’ll do#i will not be returning to WATTPAD tho#idk how to live like this
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What i’m supposed to do:
- READ TSC
- write Fic 1 & Fic 2 for the Daylight Savings/Kevin Day Fic Fest
- write for Baby Girl, Good Luck
- write chap. 21 of the Kevaaron fic
- finally get on with reading my physical tbr
- work work work work (while also looking for new job)
What i’m doing:
- writing a Hankcon/dbh one-shot🧍♂️
#goddammit adler#see this is why u gotta minimize and micromanage ur fandoms#you can’t juggle things for shi#i’m so sorry aftg fam i swear as soon as i got a few days to read TSC i’m getting to it#tho i realize now that i probably should and probably will write the kerejean daylights fic beforehand#i don’t wanna have canon interfere with the mère progress i’ve made#i also need to take into account the ‘sick days’ i’ll need to emotionally heal from TSC#all this too say good for hank & connor ig#is the dbh fandom even still active idek#this is totally for me tho make no mistake#need to get it out of my system (ha get it?)#all for the game#the foxhole court#aftg#the sunshine court#dbh#hankcon#hank and connor
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It is Now
My birthday 😌
I am now 27 💃
#speculation nation#i'll update my bio later bcus i gotta b on my computer to not wreck my html#but the age old 'it's my birthday which means it's time to tick that age up one more year'#been doing this ever since i was 15 lol. and so it shall continue for the foreseeable future.#anyways im feeling better than i was earlier. my girlfriend came over & that helped a Lot#just chatted and cuddled as i waited for my birthday to hit.#it is now may 13th. my 27th birthday. and i have absolutely nothing written for ITNL chapter 19 😭#i'm working on getting there tho. making good progress in my reread. just having to be more thorough than expected.#i'll still make it my birthday chapter. just in a 'hey my birthday was a few days ago. if u guys wanna wish me happy birthday :]' way#anyways yea if anyone wants to be oh so niceys to me in my comments or asks i would enjoy that very much 🥺
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im going into my new work tomorrow, first time ever😐
#i was supposed to go in yesterday but um#so basically i did whatever training i was never even aware existed on a platform i was never told of#which has progress for every lil step i do so my manager literally could see i hadnt even logged on n couldve warned me any time#but never did 4 some reason. like even a days notice like heyyy have u gotta blah done n not as im abt to exit to work#BUT ANYWAYS so i tell her i got it done n shes like awesome i make new schedule (since she said we have 2 completely rid the old one#i dont get an update until 4 days later. all she did was add THREE training days (im supposed to have 6 cus it's a hard job)#on TOP of my old schedule. so i have 3 days i know are training days and then a solo day bcs that solo day was going off my old schedule#so it's like. which days do i go on then. bcs u said i cant come in at all bcs we'll have to make a completely new schedule#and then the new schedule is just. 3 added days. on top of my old one#sunday i was scheduled for training & there was No trainer scheduled with me. it was just me#sunday wasnt one of the 3 new days added. it was from the old schedule she literally told me to ignore#n then all a sudden today i get an email from someone who was supposed to be training me (name not even on the schedule tho)#n shes like hey im in the building are u lost or smthing :)?' mind u im asleep . so she probably thot she was wasting her time for a good hr#i emailed her an apology n an explanation but UGH r u fucking serious?? IF I KNEW THAT WAS A (NEW) TRAINING DAY I WOULDVE WENT#I JUST WANT TO GET USED TO THIS NEW THING & IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKED LIKE I DONT EVEN HAVE A BADGE YET BRO#like i was suspicious of going in sunday bcs it wouldve lined up nicely with the 3 added training days#but manager TOLD me she was adding a whole new training schedule! i double check n all she added were THREE days! thats it!#how was *i* supposed to know sunday was supposed to be 1 of those days when ive been staying at home ignoring the schedule u said 2#BCS U SAID 2. AND ALSO. THERE WAS NO TRAINER ON THE SCHEDULE.#even tho the drive is far. i wouldve driven up there today to see if i could shadow if i had known there was someone to shadow there#bcs even if i was wrong abt the day 2 come in at least i wouldnt waste my time but i didnt even know if there was someone there with a#trainer title. so i just missed a day i didnt even know i rlly had. FOR NOTHING. UGHH. I FEEL SO STUPID. I HATE MISCOMMUNICATION#im so scared of coming in now. sverybodys gonna think im dum n what if i have issues training then theyre gonna be like#we spent all this time on bro n he had all this time 2 prepare n he still sucks like damn we should just give up#i would 2 but i hate not seeing things to completion so. ugh. hate it here. idk what 2 say. EMBARRASSING#i hate miscommunications i hate feeling stupid
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using dave strider as a measurement for how ive grown as an artist over the last few years
#its funny how ill randomly get into homestuck again at least once a year#makes for good progression pictures too :)#i used to fandom hop a lot tho so i never got to actually finish reading homestuck before getting pulled into another fandom 😭😭#like last time i got to like 2000ish pages#rn im on 3000 tho and still going on strong 💪#im determined to finish it this time 💪💪💪#but yeah lol#anyway#dave strider#dave strider fanart#homestuck fanart#homestuck#digital art#my art#art progression#fanart
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hi everypony I got called a dyke (maliciously) in public tonight and im not saying this for y’all to feel sorry bc I honestly thought it was funny since the person said it as they were driving by so it’s like they’re a fucking pussy for not saying it to my face
#I was going out to get sushi too 💔#sushi was still good af tho 🗣️#it also took me a minute to register that that’s what happened#bc where I was at is a pretty progressive and accepting area for gay folk#whatever it didn’t ruin my night 💀
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WIP and teaser, YEAH I doodle the dinos and even finished a colored artwork-ref but-- I need to keep going slow because I got sick during the weekend orz what a way for the month to kick me AGH
#windy squawks#work in progress#tfp starscream#dinoformers#ill probably doodle another thing to pamper myself tho#brainworms cornered me strongly during sunday night#i holding the urge to draw ventart but i can see myself giving in#but ill try doing it gently and twist it a bit because i want to wield my fears and doubt positively#still drawing dinos did me good!#want to play guess what dinosaur i assigned to screamer? nopes is not a full raptor like the original sketch~
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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oc piece from 2022 i never finished but found recently & quite like :]
#i should finish this sometime........#oc tag#bembly#no new art sorries! i've been drawing but it's been horrific atm bc i'm still troubleshooting csp#and drawing on paper is for once not really doing the trick bc i want to do my art studies on my computer#what HAS been going good tho is oc planning#ive made more progress on bembly than i have in... the three years since i scrapped & restarted the project?#also ive been making oc inspo lists for bembly + 131000 and its rly funny. do any of you remembre my oc colette? her list is ATROCIOUS
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