#THANK YOU STEPH ILY FOREVER!!!

[neilpxrry]

DAMILESSIA DA TINKIES BRO!!!

tiny damilessia in wfa bro !!!!!

ALESSIA BELONGS TO @neilpxrry

[etherealstar-writes]

I WANNA BE YOURS | LIONESSES X READER | PT 12

pairings: lionesses x reader

summary: in which you're accidentally added to a random group chat, not knowing they're all actually famous footballers, and obliviously end up having many of them competing for your love and attention.

part: twelve

part one here

✦ ——— ✦ ——— ✦

THE NATIONAL DIVING TEAM

the REAL karate kid HOLD ON I FELL ASLEEP AND THIS IS WHAT I WAKE UP TO Y/N BAE WHAT IS THIS 😭

elton OMG LESSI MY MEMES SKILLZ ARE FINALLY RUBBING OFF ON YA

stairway still cannot believe this tho y/n 😔

neev neither 😔

willybum the betrayal 😔

the REAL karate kid y/n just so you know, we are not okay 😔

lotte 😔

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ so um ....

neev Y/NNN YOU'RE ALIVE HOW WAS THE DATE

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ he never showed up got stood up 😔

elton oh

stairway that is so sad

willybum that truly is terrible to hear

the REAL karate kid very sad

neev that really sucks

meado you idiots! atleast be nice and pretend to actually feel bad! ignore them y/n i'm really sorry to hear that he didn't deserve you at all

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ thank you beffy 🥺 it's fine gonna thrive in my single life forever i guess 😔✊

stairway well y/n i'm free tonight 👀

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ so am i 👀

willybum absolutely not we have our semis tomorrow you're not going anywhere

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ that is very unfortunate georgia 😔 maybe one day

stairway 😔

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ you know now that i'm getting better at my woso knowledge do a few of your teammates just not like messaging? bcuz there's a few not on this chat

neev hold on a sec you're right! chloe, esme, kirby, turner and zelem aren't even in the chat

staiway you forgot to add them ??

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ and you guys just realised 😭😭

elton shhhhh i'll add them now

elton added ona batlle

elton oh nuggets

the REAL karate kid HELP

elton i am walking and eating a donut and i accidentally clicked on the wrong person

willybum added katie

willybum do not trust ella to add people to this chat anymore

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ omg hey ona!

kie oh my days

ona batlle hello! :) i am not on the england team?

earpsy you qualify to be here anyway don't ya worry

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ ona, may i just say you are very peng

stairway Y/N.

neev peng 😭😭

ona batlle i am not sure what that means but i can only assume that it is good so thank you!

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ do you think i'm peng?

ona batlle yes sure! of course!

stairway 😐😐

katie ur ugly

elton hey katie! nice to see you too

katie i was talking to you

elton that is not nice

katie neither is being friends with you

elton i am not sure where this attitude has come from

willybum i love this new zelem

katie i hope you fall in the shower

willybum i take that back

katie HAHAHA HELP

neev WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING

katie HAH WILLYBUM THESE NAMES 😭😭 and i'm not katie zelem

meado i cannot believe how you guys keep doing this you added katie mccabe not zelem

elton OMG IT WASN'T ME IT WAS LEAH I DIDNT DO IT THIS TIME

rusty metal you literally added ona earlier ...

willybum changed the name katie to mccard

mccard was that name really necessary? really?

willybum yes.

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ OMG THE KATIE MCCABE ILY

mccard hello y/n ❤️

willybum absolutely not stay away from our y/n mccabe

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ OMG CAN WE ADD STEPH CATLEY TOO I LOVE HER

the REAL karate kid HUH

stairway hey hey hey you're supposed to be the lionesses' biggest fan what is this betrayal

neev yeah 😔😔

mccard added steph

meado STEPHYY hey girl!

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ OMG OMG NO ONE MOVE

steph katie did you add me here to get attacked bcuz i'm aussie? and heyy beffy!

mccard not this time :)

steph national diving time?! help 😭😭

the imposter aka y/n ❤️ omg hi!! ily you're amazing

steph aww thank you y/n!!

stairway look toone what have you done everyone's stealing y/n away from us now

elton how is any of this my fault?!!

the REAL karate kid it is

neev it is

lotte it is

willybum it is

earpsy it is

brightness it is

daily it is

stairway it is

rusty metal it is

meado it is

mccard it is

elton

i hate you all so much

✦ ——— ✦ ——— ✦

part thirteen here

[burninlovebutler]

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

Afternoon, my love! 💋

fanfic emoji asks ✨

thank you steph! i forgot this was in my drafts so this is hella late lol

🥺 - Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

um I'd say in my fic Forever Winter any time Austin & Elsie have their "fix it pancakes" or when they hook pinkies 🥺

another is anytime Elsie thinks about why she can't be with Austin bc she can't risk losing him/having to leave him (bc he's mentally fucked up & has no one else) and says that she won't leave him "Not Even for a Second" 🥺

I guess if I had to give one for Just an Intern - i really liked when he tells reader about past job as a cook at the surf & turf restaurant lol he hadn't really opened up to her about anything up until that point so i loved that tiny moment

ALSO when he thinks he hurt her and gets all soft - that was really cute to write too lol

[caws5749]

You shouldn't have given me the permission to ask these.. so feel free to ignore my curious ass.. 1, 4, 14, 19, 21, 22, 25, 26, 27, 36 (am I right if I say angst? *wink wink resting bitch face*), 40, 42 (I'll be bold and ask for an explanation?), 46, 50, 51. Thaaaaaaaank you Wonder! Ily ✨💜

Thank u for the asks vee! ilyyy

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?

The first one I really got involved in was Once Upon a Time!

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?

No, I don’t because I wasn’t super involved in OUAT. With Marvel, I write and read fanfictions and sometimes analyze things and I’m so much more involved so i really only count this one as being super involved, and I don’t regret it at all! 

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?

Sam and Bucky for SURE, Nat and Clint, Nat and Steve, Nat and Tony

19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them?

Stony (steve and Tony). I’d also say to a lesser degree natsharon- i can like get behind it and i think they’d be cute together, but no matter how hard i try i can’t really get into it

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote? 

I believe it was “are you warm enough?” which is why I was so so ecstatic that stephy made a moodboard of that fic for my 1.5k interpretation celebration

22. Is there anything you regret writing?

This one is really tough. I guess in the end though my answer is no. Each fic i write (even if it’s never posted) helps me gain understanding of nat, helps me work on perfectly writing her in-character, and each fic i write helps me improve as a writer. and at one moment in time, i desperately needed to write it, so in the end, everything means something!

25. What’s your most popular fanfic?

I was actually surprised by this but my most popular is Blindfolds and Whispers (SMUT). the first chapter of The Quarantine Series is a close second, with only a few notes less. 

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles? 

I used to just take a little piece from the work and quote it, but now I try and come up with a few words that really comprise how I feel the work is. honestly, there’s not much of a system oajfoewifj

27. What do you hate more: coming up with titles or writing summaries?

i usually don’t ever write summaries, because i hate writing them aoefijaowfj

36. What’s your favorite genre to write?

vee i’m wheezing at what you said aoiefjaewoij! my fav genre is most definitely fluff, as i’m sure anyone who’s followed my blog for even two seconds can put together aowefjaofej

40. what do you struggle the most with in your writing?

this one is really tough because i think i struggle with pleasing myself the most. So i really struggle in terms of if i think it’s good enough for my own standards. Specifically with like writing problems, i struggle with writing action scenes a lot

42. List and link to 5 fanfic authors who are amazing: 

1. @secondsineternity . I absolutely love the Stolen series. The way Nat is written by this author is absolutely incredible, and so so so so so in character. Obsessed. 

2. @empyreanwritings . *clears throat and pulls out megaphone* NAT AND BRAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i seriously love steph’s writing so much, for not only how well she writes, but how incredible and unique her ideas are. 

3. @forever-more-never-again . this author has such a beautiful way with words, and they also write fics that i can never quite find something else that’s like them. Truly truly truly incredible with ideas and how they write them. 

4. ElisaCollette on Ao3. This author is another who writes so in character for Nat that i honestly can’t stop reading and re-reading them. It’s also so evident that they take time and care in creating their stories, and every little detail is so well thought out. It’s honestly an experience when reading their work (Stand by Without Flinching is my favorite story in the whole wide world, and this author wrote it :))

5. @wokeupinawalnut . This author has the MOST AMAZING drabbles ever. I love love love love love reading them, and they always have my heart singing with how incredibly well written they are! 

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

This question is so incredibly hard to answer. I think I have a few I’d recommend because they’re all so different that’s it’s hard to pick. It would depend on what they’re looking for/into, but here’s what I’d say for different things:

-If the person is looking for something comforting, and they want more of Nat as a mentor, or if they’re looking to read something that really just means a lot to me: Your Red-Headed Mentor. This is my baby and it always will be.

-If the person wants a rollercoaster of emotions, and wants a little flavor of everything: Dazed and Confused, The Quarantine Series. Not only is this one of my most popular writings, but it has so many things happening in it. 

-If they want something unique: my 1k celebration. 

-If they just want to read a oneshot of mine, something that I need to show to them to prove I can write, and take it seriously: Tsunami. 

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction? 

If it’s okay i’ll skip this one because I’ve talked about it at some point before!

51. Rant or gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction!

I absolutely love that fanfiction is free, and that there’s a community in the world of fanfiction, and it can be so incredibly uplifitng. It blows my mind tbh

[cinanamon]

🍎 + only if you have time tho, thank you steph ily🥺🥺

She giggled as she looked back at you over her shoulder, her eyes twinkling. At your protest for her to slow down, she simply shook her head and began to skip up to the night sky again, and starlight blossomed wherever her foot fell to light her path and hold her weight. You tried to follow her at your speediest pace, but you found yourself pausing in awe as she settled upon the rim of the crescent moon, swinging her feet and smiling at you giddily.

alternatively ; shooting stars raced upon her fingertips, and the very galaxy was reflected in her gaze, as if you could jump into them and explore forever

[kylermalloy]

🍼🍂💘 (💛💛💛)

Hello Steph, ily 💛💛💛

🍼- what is your favorite memory?

Hmm, almost any memory growing up with my siblings is a good one. There’s one that happened a lot over the years, though. When we would go on car trips, my older sister would sleep a lot, and I would read books. We sat in the same minivan seat, and she would lay down in my lap to sleep. I’d still want to read, so I would put my book on top of her head and keep reading.

It’s not a very exciting memory, but it’s something I remember very fondly.

🍂- what’s your middle name?

My middle name is Ann! 🙈

💘- 3 ways to win your heart?

Hmm, this is hard. I’m pretty easy to win over! I’m shy and I don’t like initiating conversations, but I do like talking to people—but not about shallow conversational topics. If you make a point to talk to me, I’m pretty much yours! But more specifically—

I’m not a particularly interesting or talkative person, so I meet a lot of people who hold polite conversations with me once, then never again, once they see what kind of personality I have. If you still talk to me despite my awkwardness, I’ll pretty much love you forever.

Show interest in my interests! I might not have a very interesting life, but I’ll talk about books or shows or movies that I like forever. If you indulge me and talk to me about them, you’re a winner.

That’s more like two and a half, but that’s all I can think of for now.

Thank you for the ask! 🥰 Send me sweet and pure asks

[ravkaes]

wow steph, 500?! i’m so proud of you, you really deserve this ily. could i please have a ⭐️ & 🌙

mi?? thank YOU for being a true og and bearing with me for so long so much love coming your way ♡♡♡

associated aesthetics - subtle rebellion, green tea, baking away your worries, listening to music and simply doing nothing else, melodramatic woes, daydreams, tulle dresses, hoop earrings, stripy socks

self-belief / poetry by s.

my belief may not be enough for it’s yours

that will move mountains, move hearts and souls

inside your mind, you hold a galaxy

yearning to be released from captivity

all you need to do

is speak.

“speak now or forever hold your peace”

your belief is what matters

because you matter.

celebrate five hundred with me!

[laughingupfromhell]

I’ve never done a follow forever before, so I figured it was about time. Below are some of the people who have had an impact on my life, whether they’ve become some of my best friends over the years, made me feel less alone, made me laugh, or simply brightened up my dash, I love each and every one of you. The blogs in bold are people I consider good friends and/or who I love more than my own life.

@taybigail - EMILY. My OG. I’m so glad I messaged you that day in October 2015. Little did I know then you’d become one of the most important people in my life. You’re the little sister I never knew I wanted, and even though we can drive each other crazy, I love you with my entire heart. There’s no one else I would’ve picked to make so many memories with. From Disney trips to almost dying in Nashville to dancing in Atlanta and all of our inside jokes, you’re one of the people who make me smile most in the world. It’s crazy to think we’ve spoken every single day for 794 days. Here’s to a lifetime of adventures together. Tag.

@cages-boxes-hunters-foxes - JAIME. My OG #2. From glitchy chatrooms to twitter group messages to texting nearly every day. What a glow up we’ve had (yours was a tad bit better than mine though, Miss Secret Session). Remember when no one knew who we were? You’re my Taylor information hub and my social media queen, so I guess that means I’m supposed to salute to you. It’s been great having emo hour for the past two years with you. Let’s keep that up.

@lskbe - LINDSEY.  We became friends because you got in a fight with someone while defending Calvin. In hindsight, the other chick was right, but I’m eternally grateful I gained your friendship out of that shit show. Who else would I scream about song lyrics and go through nervous breakdowns about Taylor Swift with? I look forward to telling you to “SHUT” for a very long time, because you’re stuck with me. ily.

@screamedsooloud - DANIELLE. The token Australian. My fellow olive lover. You are one of the most fiercely loyal friends I’ve ever had. And the funniest. Moose World Tour will live in infamy...even if we were the only ones to understand why it was so goddamn funny. Thank you for being unapologetically you, despite what others may say or think. I’ve never met a more authentic person. Taylor isn’t the only one who goes to you when she needs to smile. I do too. 

@thesethingswillchange - STEPH. You’re the sweetest person on the planet and deserving of all the happiness in the world. You’re always there to offer an encouraging word when I’m feeling down or to roll my eyes with at the latest drama. Thank you for being this fandom’s safe place to land, even when you have so much on your plate in real life. You’re a friend to everybody and I’m more grateful for your friendship then I can put into words. I can’t wait to hug you again in Nashville!

@straightlinedownx - EMILY. I’D DIE FOR YOU, BICTH. I AIN’T EVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU, BICTH!!! IN TRUE US FASHION, THIS ENTIRE ENTRY WILL BE IN ALL CAPS, BECAUSE IT ISN’T A CONVERSATION WITH THE TWO OF US IF WE AREN’T SCREAMING. YOU ARE MY FRIENDSHIP SOULMATE. I’M GONNA LOVE YOU SO HARD UNTIL YOU LOVE YOURSELF JUST AS MUCH AS I DO BECAUSE YOU DESERVE ALL THE LOVE THE WORLD CAN HOLD, YOU BEAUTIFUL, BRILLIANT, PERFECT HUMAN. YOU’RE GOING TO BE THE MOST AMAZING DOG-TOR IN THE WORLD AND I CAN’T WAIT TO TACKLE YOU IN NASHVILLE. IT’S WHAT WE DESERVE. @taylorswift HUG EMILY PLEASE.

@rain-caamepouringdown - ASHLEE. Hi. You’re my best friend in the entire world. I would quite literally die for you. I’m sorry there was a microphone and we still didn’t meet her. And that you threw up on the bus ride back in Houston. And that I cry so much. And that my dog scratches you every time you come over. But it’s just because we both love you so much, okay? See you tomorrow. 

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A-D

@afragileline @alwynswifts @andreaswift @andyoucallmeupagain @autumnsoldier13 @babyyouremyqueen @bebrandnew @beforeyougetleft @betterthanrevenge @booknerdswiftie @booksandteawithhoney @bubblyswiftie13 @camislostinwonderland @coffee-midnights @colorsinautumn @crayzay4tay @darlingimanightmare @dearjohns @deliecate @detectiveswift @dibblesthepegacorn @dontwanttofly @dramalovestaylor @drugismybaby

E-K

@eightynineisfine @emswift @enliestheissue @everythinghaschanged @fellaswiththehellagoodhair @fellldowntherabbitthole @flashbacksandechoes @getawayccar @gonegvrl @gxtawaycars @hairbleached @heypay @holyswift @iconfessbabe @ikeepcruising @ileftmyheartinenglandsomewhere @imtheblankspace @in-her-wildest-dreams @in-silent-screams13 @incredibly-enchanted @insilentscreams @invisiblelocket @it-feels-like-a-perfect-night @ithinkim-finallyclean @ittwasrareiwasthere @iwillholdontoyou @jtmaster13 @katemckinnons @keepcruising

L-Q

@lastskiss @lightsdownlow13 @longlivethatlook @longlivethegirlinthedress @longlivewewillberemembered @lovestory @lovetheplayers @messthatuwanted @monica-geller @muchadoaboutnatalie @mustlikeme4me @my-weird-heart @nashvegasswift @nessa007 @nevergettingoutofthewoods @ofcuriousmind @ohmymarvelousswift @ourlastkiss @perfectcrlme @pettyswift @pumpkinspicelatteswiftie @queen-olivia-benson @queentaylor

  R-T

 @recklesstreacherous @recordbreakingtaylor @repugaytions @rosegardenfilledwithtaylor @runningscared @sameoldswift @say-youwantme @schoolgirlcrushhh @screamingiminlovewithyou @shaking-off-the-bad-blood @she-so-swift @shell-be-swift @sixtiequeen @somedaywhenyouleaveme @sparksflys @stillgotscars @strangelookonhisface  @struggledthroughthenight @swift-tings​ @swiftful-thinking13​ @swiftlyromantic @tangledupwithuallnight @taylornation @taylorslobster @taylorswiftz @taylorthebaelor @taysgrammys @tayslaysswift @tayswiftnation @tehlorswift @theaustralianswiftie @theblameisonme @theheartbreaknationalanthem @thelasttime @thewestsideloft @thisloveshaunted @thosegeorgiastars13 @thosegeorgiastarstoshame @tlitedstage @tree-paine @trustsnobodys @tswiftdaily @taylorswiftstyle

U-Z

@usingforlife @watchingtayshine @wegotbillstopay @wereabetterman @weregoingtoflyaway @wereinagetawaycar @whatswiththatbitch @whyshedisappeared @wildesttdream @wxndxriand @youbelongwithme @youpaintmeabluesky @yoursweetdisposition-13 @yourtiltedstage

[punkassrichie]

yo for the prompt ask, some angsty 49+50 that ends in not quite angst, but not quite fluff if that makes sense? like reddie or stenbrough or bichie or whatever works?

i have no idea how long this has been sitting in my inbox and i apologize but here it is !!! i also decided to go with Bichie because it’s such an underrated ship and i loVe it!!¡

oh, and… i made it more angsty than fluffy bc apparently fluff just doesn’t flow with me *shrugs* and it’s longer than i wanted it to be but hope you still like it!

Bichie + 49. “I’d rather die.” + 50. “Please… I need you.”

Warnings: angst, mentions of abuse, suicide attempt, underage drinking, vom-vom

special thanks to @trashmoutheds & @trxshmouth-t0zier bc they helped me (STEPH HARDLY DID BUT WHATEVER STILL LUV U SNAKEY SNAKE) anyway, ily guys and thank uuuuuuu 💖

(if my html tags don’t work i’m gonna kms k bye)

—

Richie’s had enough.

It wasn’t enough when he already had shitty, neglectful parents, but he also had untreated ADHD which really put him on edge sometimes and even though he knew he was book smart, he was still failing his classes simply because he can’t concentrate most days. And half of the time, this was okay to Richie. He could live with this.

But then he thought he couldn’t live with heart break.

He thought Eddie felt the same. He really did.

He confessed his feelings to him, in hopes that the smaller boy would feel the same. But he didn’t.

Some may say the boy is exaggerating, but Eddie was the only thing keeping him happy. Along with the other losers but they didn’t make him happy like Eddie did. He didn’t love them like he loved Eddie.

Richie was in love with Eddie.

Problem was, Eddie wasn’t in love with him. He loves him sure, but Eddie isn’t gay.

Eddie tried to let him down the best he could, which Richie appreciated, but it still hurt. It really fucking hurt.

He cried himself to sleep that night.

But very deep down inside of him, he knew that it was okay. That he couldn’t do anything about it and Eddie would still be his best friend forever.

He got a glimmer of hope, that he could live knowing Eddie didn’t feel the same for him.

Until the one time his alcoholic parents decided to finally notice him, Richie wasn’t in the mood. They were putting him down, telling him he was good for nothing and he wasn’t going anywhere in his life. His mother always reminding him about how she wanted a daughter instead of him. Richie stood up to them for once, causing his father to beat him to a pulp. His father told him to never disrespect him or his mother again when he was done.

It had been a few days since then, almost a week. Richie hadn’t been going to school, partially because his face was bruised and he didn’t want people, who didn’t care, asking questions.

But mostly because he was thinking about just… ending it all.

Sure he had his friends who loved him to death, but even then he thought– no, knew, that they were getting sick and tired of his jokes. Of him.

Since things were getting bad fast, he turned to his coping mechanism which was to be as inappropriate and as loud as he could be. He couldn’t help it, truthfully, but his friends didn’t believe that.

Every time they hung out it was “Beep beep, Richie,” this, “Beep beep, Richie,” that. He couldn’t take it anymore.

He thought everything would be better if he was just gone… forever.

So he decided. He was going to kill himself. He couldn’t take it. The constant pain. He didn’t have anyone he could turn to. Eddie used to be that person but now Richie thinks Eddie is disgusted by him. No, he knew that he was.

He walked over to his bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet. His parents had different kinds of stuff. Richie knew that if he took enough, he would succeed.

In the back of his mind, he knew that there was a way to fix this. He knew he could just talk to his friends and maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay.

But he didn’t want to seem weak. He didn’t want to seem like he needed anybody. He’d rather take the pills than show any kind of emotions to anyone. Last time he tried doing that, he got rejected. And it still hurt.

But maybe… just maybe…

“I’d rather die.” Richie whispered to himself as he thought it over one last time. And it was true. He would rather die than talk about his feelings, just to be rejected again. He looked at the bottle of pills, knowing that it was the only way.

He took them with a small bottle of whiskey his parents had in their liquor cabinet.

He took a whole bottle of pills, and after a couple, he was already feeling a bit dizzy. But he kept going until he was finished with the bottle.

He went back to his room to lay on his bed. He was panting and sweating, his insides feeling stiff and his stomach feeling queasy.

He hadn’t realized he still had the empty bottle of pills in his hands until he clutched it against his chest.

That was the last thing he remembered before blacking out.

His last thoughts being, “This is the only way. The only way to make it all go away.”

—

Bill had become worried of Richie lately. He knew he was dealing with a broken heart, but he didn’t think it was bad enough for him to miss a week of school.He asked Eddie if he knew where he was but he didn’t. He hadn’t talked to him since Richie told him how he felt.

And if Eddie was being honest, he felt a little weird to be around him. Maybe they just needed some time apart, he thought.

Bill knew what went on in his house, just like Richie knew about Bill. Their parents were both neglectful but Richie’s were worse. They both knew that.

Ever since Georgie died, Bill had been relying on Richie. Richie was his shoulder to cry on. His ear to listen. Richie was always there for Bill. So much that Bill didn’t realize that no one was there for Richie. He tried to be, but Richie always avoided the subject of talking about his feelings. He only ever talked about his parents on two occasions with Bill because he wasn’t in his right mind.

He grew incredibly concerned and knew something wasn’t right. Bill decided to go to Richie’s after school.

He biked over there as fast he could, barely saying goodbye to the other losers.

When he arrived, he threw his bike on the lawn and ran to knock on the door.

Something definitely didn’t feel right.

It took him a while to notice that his parents weren’t even home.

He tried opening the door but it was locked. He settled for climbing over a window that was opened in the kitchen, hoping that both of his parents were actually gone.

He didn’t have time to catch his breath because Bill really did had a horrible feeling about this whole situation.

And when he walked into Richie’s room, confirming his bad feeling, he started freaking out and crying.

He still doesn’t know how he knew but he didn’t have time to figure it out. He could see the empty bottle of pills from a mile away in Richie’s hand, so he had to get them out. He rushed over to Richie to see if he was still breathing, but he couldn’t tell. He started shaking up and shouting his name to try and wake him up.

When Richie wouldn’t wake up, Bill started bawling. But he couldn’t stop. He had to figure something out.

Before he knew it, Bill was basically dragging Richie to the bathroom.

It took him a while but he got there. Richie’s body didn’t feel like he was dead. It was still warm.

Bill propped Richie up the best he could over the toilet bowl as he stuck his fingers down his throat.

Nothing was coming up at first, making Bill lose his small glimmer of hope.

”Please… I need you.” Bill sobbed as he desperately tried to get Richie’s gag reflex to act up.

Suddenly, Richie started sputtering and throwing up the pills.

Bill sighed with relief.

“Yeah, t-t-there you go, b-buddy… Get them o-out.” Bill sniffled as he rubbed Richie’s back.

In the middle of Richie’s retching, he began sobbing.

“I’m so sorry, Bill.” Richie hiccuped.

Bill held him the best he could and cried with him.

“It’s okay, Rich. You’re okay. Everything’s okay.”

—

After nearly an hour of Richie throwing up, crying, and apologizing, Bill got him to clean up.

While Richie was in the shower, he cleaned up the bathroom and himself since vomit went everywhere, then went to Richie’s room. He looked for some clean, dry clothes for Richie to wear when he got out of the shower.

Bill placed the clothes on Richie’s bed and headed downstairs to make some tea for Richie. He figured Richie would have an upset stomach after what happened.

When he was done, he went back upstairs, careful not to spill the hot tea on the floor or himself.

He entered the Richie’s room to find Richie laying on the bed, sobbing softly with a towel around his waist.

Bill felt his eyes well up with tears again but he knew he had to put his feelings aside. He had to be there for him like Richie had for a long time.

He placed the hot mug on Richie’s bedside table and walked over to Richie to put his arms around him as tight as he could. Bill knew all he needed was a good cry. Just to let it all out before he was okay to talk about it. Even if he didn’t, Bill would still be there for him.

Eventually, Richie calmed down. Tears were still in his eyes but he stopped shaking.

Bill didn’t know what to ask. How to ask. He couldn’t ask him if he was okay because he clearly wasn’t. He was feeling horrible and didn’t know how to comfort him.

“I️-I️ thought the pain would stop… But i just made it worse.” Richie let out a gut wrenching sob at the last word of his sentence.

“It’s okay, Rich.” Bill breathed out, trying to swallow the lump in his throat. “You’re okay. Everything will be okay.”

Richie turned around and hugged Bill back like his life depended on it. He thought he was done with the sobbing, but yet, there he was, crying into Bill’s chest as soon as Bill laid beside him.

And Bill just held him until Richie fell asleep.

—Tags: @spicyymoon–lovve @whipashwhipash @eddie-kaspjack @rainy-kaspbrak @theperksofbeingawallflwer @richie-n-eds @eddiekaspbraklives

[lespcir]

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Hellooooo, my loves! I’m so happy to finally hit my huge 500 follower milestone, and I just wanted to be the big ole sap I am, and say a couple of things. 

I just wanna thank anyone out there who I’ve ever interacted with, or have ever chatted with, for both helping me develop as a writer or playing a part in helping me through anything. I’ve been in the community on a few different blogs for about.. 5 or so years I think? I’ve gone through all the ups and down of life, and been here and gone, but over time I’ve had this little place to come back too. So thank you for giving me such a happy place to be in this little and strange community we’re all a part of.. and now what y’all are here for.......

✰ * ✰ * º ✰ * º ✰ * º    My Special Beans  º ✰ º ✰ * º  ✰ * º ✰ * º ✰ * º ✰ 

@biqscreenheartache em! i dont know where you are half the time anymore, but on my forever long hiatus you have been my rock. ilsymm than i’d ever be able to explain and i love your ships just as much. miss u loads my love

@tragicalbeauties jessica! you were my first ship on here, and even though it didn’t hold, it was the beginning of a long friendship. we’ve been though i think all the highs and lows together and have had so many ships together and i think its really amazing you’ve been around for my whole wild ride here

@ittybittylittlebit-hot steph! i know we’ve only been partners for a couple weeks but you are one of my most  favorite people to talk too. you bloW me away with your writing, and i love all of our many many ships. and ofc, you’re the loml, and i love talking with you <3

@vengefulterror / @chaoticrage mitchie! you are one of my most favorite people to talk with, and i dont think theres very much i havent bitched to you about, and i appreciate all the hours we’ve chatted and been friends. youre so amazing and i love how much you power through, youre honestly one of the strongest people i know

@galaxiism krys! my bean we used to talk so so much more but life gets in the way, and we’ve always had such koala-tea ships and i love writing with you. idk if you remember, but we met over a poly ship! with like 2 other people, and you intimidated the fucK outta me. anyways ily :*

@animosities my lil hey hey hayley <3 i miss u so much my dear and i hope you are having a good time at school, even though i see your snaps now and again. i love our ship so much and i love talking with you! i miss greeting you every day though! come  back to meeee <33333

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@agxinstthecxrrent @besidesycu @bcbybluc @bigbcys @dxsguxsed @dcnial @gaygalaxiies @hazxrdtomyself@manymusescherry @mxgicum @refinedsin

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I love you all dearly, I’m just as dumb as rocks :*

[dearmyjimin]

Hey guys, this is GRACE (dearmyjimin), your resident Jungkook and Jimin stan. My blog has just hit it’s first-year anniversary and I wanted to start a series of yearly follow forever posts that serve as both a personal compilation of some fav graphics of my own (so that I can track how much I’ve grown as a designer), as well as to thank everyone who has helped me in one way or another. Each and every creation was made possible because of all the support I received. I wish to thank those who follow and support me, my lovely mutuals and friends who encourage me and all the blogs I follow for decorating my dash with amazing content. I am proud to be an ARMY and to stan 7 Kings who are the sources of inspiration behind my creations ♡

my mutuals - bolded ♡ - personal message under the cut

# - F

@97x95  | @acaracahehe ♡ | @aishjimin | @apgujeon | @artofennun | @ask-bts-stuff | @ask-joonie | @bangtannoonas | @bang-tan | @baobwi | @beui | @beuits | @bloominflowers | @booptae | @bwibelle | @bwink ♡ | @bwipsul | @bwiyomi | @chimcheroo | @chimchams | @chimchins | @chimilkeu | @comeherejimin ♡ | @cowjimin | @cyyphr | @deartaetae | @exolutelyx​ ♡ | @fhawn | @forjimin

G - L 

@gotjhope​ | @hobuing​ | @hohbi​ | @hoseokxx​ | @inkcassette​ | @jeongguk​ | @jeonheart | @jeonify​ | @jeonity ♡​ | @jeonsshi​ | @jiminrolls​ | @jimiyoong​ ♡ | @jinthebunny​ | @jjilljj​​ | @jjks​​ | @jpgtae​ | @junghope​ |  | @j-helpless​ | @j-cypher​ ♡ |  @kimdaily​ ♡ | @ktaebwi​ ♡ | @kthish​ ♡ | @kths​ | @kkumri​ | @kookiebuff​

M - R

@nerdjoonie​ | @nikkmonoxyls​ | @noranb​ | @maengion​ | @mangaetteok​ | @maja-sinika​ | @meitiandokaixin​ ♡ | @mewchim​ ♡ | @minblush​ ♡​ | @minpuffs​ | @mintsugakookies​ | @mintear​ | @park-jimizzle​ ♡​ | @pawjimin​​

S - Z 

@seonmuriya | @sosjimin ♡ | @sunbaejin | @sunshine-hobi | @sevenkookiejars ♡ |  @sweaterpawsjimin ♡ | @taeguk ♡ | @taebokkii | @taenekiii | @taevisual | @thumino | @tttaehyung | @wonkkyun | @yeoongi | @yoohnseok ♡ | @yoonem | @yoongles | @yoonseok ♡ | @yoongsins ♡ | @yoonmin | @war-of-hormoan | @wonpei | @vmiin

Personal Messages ♡ 

@acaracahehe + @sevenkookiejars + @meitiandokaixin // my bitches whom I know irl. Thanks for recognizing and supporting my passion for gfx and art. If it weren’t for you guys, I would not have gotten my graphic tablet and would not have started drawing chibis. Thank you guys ♡.

@bwink​ // Arden, my love. I can’t really remember how we became friends, but I am really happy and thankful that I managed to befriend you. You’re really cool, sweet and I love talking to you about anything and everything. Thanks for listening to me freak out about taekook, and for sending me random tk updates when I was away on my trip♡ . 

@comeherejimin​ // Cassie, my love. You’re one of my closest tumblr friends and I’m really happy to know you. I think we’ve confided in each other about a lot of issues that graphic designers struggle with and we relate really well with each other. Tbh, I’m really proud of your work and cannot stress enough about how talented you are. I know it’s hard to not equate notes with success, but as what we’ve always discussed, your passion is more important than whether people reblog your posts or not. Also, I really appreciate how you keep encouraging me, no matter how busy you are. You’re a true friend and I wish I could reach out through the screen to hug you personally. But I can’t so I can only say thank you and ily bb, don’t ever stop believing in yourself ♡!

@exolutelyx // Samaly, my love. Our history dates back all the way when I was still ass-deep in the exo fandom. You are one of the closest friends that tumblr gave me and I’m still very thankful that we were able to meet up in Singapore. Thank you for believing in me, and for being a huge supporter of my fics. Back then when you told me how much you loved ‘A Heart’s Worth’, it comforted me and encouraged me to write better. Also, thank you for entrusting me with all your problems as like how I entrust you with mine. Come to Singapore again and let’s hang out ^^♡.

@jeonity // Aly, my dear. I really can’t remember how we became friends, but I am just really glad that we are. I really enjoy talking to you on tumblr, how we just randomly throw shit from WINGS tour, to taekook, to FMVs etc. Thanks for listening to me rant when shit happens and for understanding my end of the story unlike others. I love all your quality gifs, keep up the good work ♡.

@j-cypher // Alice, alice, alice. You’re possibly the earliest friend I made on tumblr. Back then when I first posted my ryan rapmon art and squealed at what you wrote in your tags, I couldn’t even believe that we managed to become friends. I’m really thankful for your beautiful presence, how kind you are and how genuine you are. Thank you for replying all my asks so sincerely. I remember waking up to such long replies and I just thought that I found a special flower whom I would really love to befriend. Thank you, also, for entrusting me with your problems and struggles in university. I hope whatever advice I offered helped, and that your university years will be full of nothing but joy and happiness. Thank you for supporting my art, even when no one else did. You’re really special to me and I don’t always say this, but I love you aliceu ♡ thank you bb, for all your support ♡. 

@jimiyoong​ // Doris, my love. You are one of the very first few blogs who followed me - a potato account that posts random gfxs from time to time. I cannot express how thankful I am, for all your support. With each reblog, you help my blog grow to what it is today. I’m glad to have a friend like you, whom I can scream about yoonmin or just talk about random shit. I’m also really grateful that you’d alert me about reposters on twitter. You didn’t need to do it, but you do and I just don’t know what I did to deserve you as a friend. You’re amazing bb ♡.

@kimdaily // Sabbie. You’re one of the coolest Armys I have come to know and I really look up to you as a role model. You’re really chic, cool and most importantly, kind. Thank you for helping me QC namjoon’s coloured scans. Without your help, I would not have gotten his skin colour right. Thank you, also, for using the edit I did for you on your blog’s anniversary. I was really surprised and was just really emo that you’d used it. Thank you ;~; You’re an amazing Namjoon stan and I hope you’ll get to meet him one day for coffee ^^ ♡.

@ktaebwi // Rin my dear, you’re my #1 passion-fruit-green-tea homie (yeah man)! I have a lot of things to thank you for, and the one I’m the most grateful for, was that time you helped me reblog a call-out post of this blogger who reuploaded my gfx without my permission. At that time, we weren’t mutuals and I was just surprised that you’d extend help to me (some random noobie potato plant). At that moment, the first thing that came to my mind was, “she’s so kind to help me, what did I do to deserve her help?” and that’s probably the reason why I love you, your blog and look up to you as a fellow ARMY. Thank you for your neverending patience when I scream about taekook (I tend to get carried away) and for recommending me so many lovely fics. I think you’re someone who’s really good with information, languages and the way you comprehend situations in a matured manner makes me proud to be your friend. Translating and doing gifs are hard, and you often meet cheaters and reposters, nonetheless, thank you for your hard work and the fandom is really lucky to have you ♡.

@kthish // Alex, my dear. You’re one of the sweetest, kindest, loveliest person I’ve ever come to know, do you know that? You’re really encouraging and you always send me such lovely praises for my gfx that leave me blushing and squirming all the way across the globe. Thank you love, for believing in me when I don’t believe in myself. I’m really thankful to have you as a friend and enjoy those little moments when you’d send me art, gifs etc on tumblr that just make my day brighter and happier. Thank you love, you deserve nothing but the best. Thank you for your HQ gifs and for sharing your talent with the fandom ♡.

@mewchim // Jenny, my love. idk if I have said this enough, but you’re really one of the best graphic designers I have ever come to know on tumblr. I always say this in my tags, that if you’d give me any section or corner or inch of your work, I can tell, right away, that it’s done by you. You have this amazing unique style that no one else can replicate. I get really blushie and emo whenever you reblog my stuff and add praises. You’re like a gfx designer role model to me and whenever you praise me, I get so happy my heart soars. Thank you, love, for all your support and your encouragement. I gain inspiration from your work and will never stop harping about how much I adore you and your designs. Keep up the good work. I will always support you ♡.

@minblush // Zuzu. I think I have a whole long list of things to thank you for, even if we don’t speak to each other frequently. When I first followed you, back when I wasn’t even dearmyjimin yet, I thought you are really admirable. You aren’t afraid to speak up about issues and be firm about opinions. That’s something that I can never do, and I find strength in the way you carry yourself as a jimin-stan, how you defend him better than anyone else can. Thank you for always speaking up about jimin stereotypes that aren’t true, for educating all of us even if some can’t take your words well. I get really upset when I see people argue with you, esp when they misunderstand you. Also, thank you for being with me throughout the time I had to deal with you-know-who reposting my jimin coloured scans on twitter + coming at me at full force. Thank you for giving me advice on how to deal with the situation and for listening to me. I ain’t lying when I said that I really look up to you and respect you. Thank you so much ;~; ♡.

@park-jimizzle // Steph, my love. You’re one of my favourite jimin blogs! I get really happy whenever I see your gifsets on my dash, and just marvel at how much time and effort you put into those gifsets. Thank you so much, for contributing to the fandom and for giving us such HQ gifs. Thank you for tagging me in all sorts of jimin and vmin posts, they make me really happy and they brighten up my day so much. I’m glad that I can talk to you about random stuff, from bts to just everyday life. Thank you for listening to me and for chatting with me. You’re amazing, bb ♡.

@sosjimin // Bia, my love. You’re really one of the sweetest girls I’ve ever known. You’re a living embodiment of a goddess. You’re gorgeous, pretty, kind, sweet, understanding and just really hilarious sometimes (yes, I read your tweets and wonder why am I your mutual) :D You’re amazing bb. Thank you for sharing your HQ gifsets with the fandom and for sending me words of encouragement. They mean a lot to me. You’re really easy to talk to and I know that I can scream at you about anything and everything. Thank you for loving Minjoon along with me♡. 

@sweaterpawsjimin // Whitney, my dear. The first time I started speaking to you, was last year, before the MAMA awards. Back then, I wasn’t even dearmyjimin yet, and i used to send you asks about my love for jimin, and you’d reply them so patiently. Thank you for answering them, and for listening to me gush about Jimin. My impression of you was just this selfless, patient and cool ARMY who was so damn good at making HQ gifs. Thank you for reaching out to me on twitter to talk about you-know-who reposting gifs and other people’s creations. I’m sorry that you have to deal with those people, and I’m actually really glad to see the watermarks you place on your gifs these days. Still, I’m glad for all the advice you offered me and thankful that you listened to me rant. I don’t know how we became friends, but I am glad that we did. Even if we don’t talk very often, I will support you and your blog, regardless of the direction that you wish to take. Thank you for being that amazing Jimin stan that I can look up to. Ily♡! 

@taeguk // Alicia, my love. You’re one of the sweetest girls i’ve come to know. Thank you for helping me with my taehyung and jungkook coloured scans. Without your help, I wouldn’t have been able to get their skin colours right. Also, thank you for listening to me rant when I complain about how heartbroken I get when people reupload my original creations. And you gave me a very important piece of advice that: reposters are everywhere, but what they can’t steal is the passion I hold for creating. That really kicked some sense into me and even if I get really sour about people resposting my stuff, I try to remember what you said and push myself to focus on the moment and ignore everything else that is weighing me down. Thank you for all the support and encouragement you gave me. With every reblog you made, you helped my blog grow and I’m immensely grateful for that. Thank you bb. Ily ♡.

@yoohnseok // Corey, my love. I don’t know what I did in my past life to get you as a friend, but I’m really glad that I did. You’re really one of the most approachable, loveliest ARMYs I have come to know. You take whatever shit I have, and reply my texts with all your positivity. I can’t ever forget our first kakaotalk call. I felt so flustered speaking to you, from across the globe and just can’t believe that it’s you whom I was talking to. I really love your passion for graphic designing and I remember scrolling through your gfx tag and just marvelling at your creations. Keep up the good work Corey♡. ily! 

@yoonseok // Kat, my dear. I think I can never forget the day that I plucked up the courage to speak to you. Back then when you were still syubprince and I was 95zlinez, I remember sending you a message and asking if you could do me a favour to delete what you reblogged and to reblog my edited version (cause I made some dumb error in my edit). What struck me the most was that you kindly extended the favour and even added that you liked my graphic. I think when I read your message, I had a mini mental breakdown because I looked up to you a lot (still do) and was so jittery because someone whom I respected a lot told me she liked my graphic. It was an amazing experience that I cannot forget. You were also one of the blogs that helped me grow as a designer/ artist and I cannot express how thankful I am. I don’t think I could have gotten where I am now, if you weren’t there to support me in the first place. Thank you so much♡.

@yoongsins // Jess, my love. Personally, you’re the best graphic designer that I’ve come to know. I think I’ve told you many times before, back then when I wasn’t dearmyjimin yet. Even until now, I mean every word I say, that you’re a source of inspiration to me. I’d go through your graphics tag and just be in awe with the way you design, how you challenge new styles and new perspectives. It’s something really admirable, something that I can’t ever do, and that’s the reason why I look up to you a lot. The fandom is really lucky to have you, not only for your lovely creations, but the way you inject positivity and hope in your replies. You’re also one of the earliest blogs that helped me grow as a designer. If it weren’t for your support, I doubt I could have made it this far. Thank you so much♡. 

[purrsephonesims]

Get to know me tag (Another One?)

I was tagged by my favourite grandmother @stephanine-sims, thanks steph-io ♥

1. If you were to be an animal for a day, what would it be? A cat, no doubt.

2. Do you speak your mind or keep it bottled up? It depends on what it is? With some things I feel like I do speak my mind, where as other things I keep bottled up.

3. What do you have an obsession over? Recently I’ve had the urge to play Stardew Valley a lot again, but I’m always either working or getting distracted by something else lmao

4. Where would you like to travel? Honestly, anywhere - as long as I’m with friends or family whose company I enjoy :’)

5. Imagine that you’re then told that you’re stuck as the animal you picked before, forever? Hell, yes. 

6. What’s your favourite music genre? I listen to pretty much anything? I’ve been into a bit more upbeat and pop-y songs lately though

I’m tagging my bby @skadisim bc ily bby ♥

[proofthatihaveaheart]

I'm gonna send a lot :) :DC, Marvel, Borderlands, Gayperion, Carol Danvers

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my (DC):

Favorite character: i have a lot of characters i really love in dc but no one really jumps out as my top favorite above all others…. i’m going to say selina because i love her in a lot of media and i picked up the current batman comic to read about her specifically (and then dropped them when she left lol, i’l have to pick up her solo series sometime too) 

Least Favorite character: hmmm………..i don’t know……….can i say jervis from gotham specifically? he makes my skin crawl in a very bad way and i kinda want to punch him in the face. although he also has his charming moments and i think his power-set makes for a very interesting villain hmmm. OH can i say all the various Big and Boring Cosmic Villains like Steppenwolf??? they all blur together and i just don’t care about any of them

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): selina/bruce, harley/pamela, oswald/ed, raven/beast boy, diana/steve

Character I find most attractive: diana aka wonder woman aka have my heart

Character I would marry: as much as i want to say diana, i feel like i would constantly be overwhelmed with awe around her so maybe that’s not a good idea………. can i marry bruce for his money?

Character I would be best friends with: if she wasn’t evil, pamela, she could be one of my fellow grad students (y’know, in another life). i would hang with steph too, she’s cool 

A random thought: dc was my first superhero love, teen titans specifically, and that show probably laid the groundwork for what i want in my superhero teams. also i should get back to reading dc comics

An unpopular opinion: i don’t think this is unpopular exactly but the joker is overused, there are so many other good batman villains 

My canon OTP: bruce/selina (GIVE ME THEIR WEDDING YOU COWARDS)

Non-canon OTP: harley/pamela except it’s canon in some verses if i remember correctly sooooooooooooooooo :) 

Most badass character: i want to say diana……..and i can’t think of anyone more badass so

Pairing I am not a fan of: clark/diana is just Bad, what were they thinking?

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): it’s comics, who hasn’t been screwed up by a writer at some point? ok but jokes aside, no one specific is coming to mind right now

Favourite friendship: i love all the batfam so *points at all of them* 

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my (Marvel):

Favorite character: i don’t know how you could possibly expect me to choose a single character when there are so many………….. carol at the moment, kamala and mj and peter (parker, not quill) in general are at the top of the list too

Least Favorite character: ……………….there’s probably someone i hate…… but no one is coming to mind…… i guess thanos? i can’t believe he got a solo series 

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): the spidey ot4 (peter/harry/gwen/mj), steve/tony, carol/jessica, carol/maria, clint/natasha

Character I find most attractive: ooooooooo, a good question. i think i’ll go with carol because brie larson is

Character I would marry: if it had to be a superhero, janet. if not, gwen and we would run away together and never get involved with the angst of superheroes

Character I would be best friends with: maybe cindy moon (she likes pokemon! and is just a lovely person!) or gwen 

A random thought: in the avengers tower that absolutely exists and that they all live in (at least part of the time), tony builds additional rooms for all the new members. he puts glowing stars up in carol’s room and calls her space-face and laughs when she chooses star wars for movie night because of course that’s what you pick, danvers    

An unpopular opinion: spider-man h*mecoming is bad and it isn’t a comics-accurate adaptation of spider-man, let alone the most accurate

My canon OTP: any of the canon ships within the ot4 - but if i had to choose just one, it’d be peter/mj. all the good comics history

Non-canon OTP: THE SPIDEY OT4, MY ULTIMATE MARVEL SHIP

Most badass character: CAROL ‘SORRY I’M A BADASS’ DANVERS

Pairing I am not a fan of: sp*deypool is the ultimate notp. i don’t get why it has such a massive following

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): see my above point about comics (though the other thing about comics is that once there’s a switch in writers, it often resolves itself). currently, i feel this way about peter (although i’m behind so maybe spencer’s undid all the slott nonsense) + eddie and the symbiote (not so much their individual characters but the relationship between them)

Favourite friendship: steve and carol and tony currrently

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my (Borderlands):

Favorite character: lilith or fiona

Least Favorite character: i love them all but salvador is….. well i just don’t have as much of a connection to him (sorry sal) 

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): lilith/roland, brick/mordecai, fiona/rhys, rhys/vaughn, athena/janey

Character I find most attractive: lilith. also amara who may outcompete lilith, we shall see

Character I would marry: would i marry any of them?? (the answer is no but i guess if i had to, maybe janey? at the very least, she could repair any problems in our house)

Character I would be best friends with: janey possibly

A random thought: each set of vault hunters is a weird dysfunctional family and nothing can convince me otherwise (i will be sorely disappointed if the bl2 gang aren’t close in bl3)

An unpopular opinion: there’s more to borderlands than handsome jack and i wish fandom would focus on some of the other characters more 

My canon OTP: lilith/roland or athena/janey

Non-canon OTP: rhys/vaughn just edges out fiona/rhys

Most badass character: zer0

Pairing I am not a fan of: rhys/handsome jack

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): no one really except where they killed roland and it was sad

Favourite friendship: i love timothy and athena as friends 

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you (gayperion):

when or if I started shipping it: i think it was sometime during episode 1???? i can’t remember a specific moment, it just kinda happened

my thoughts: they’re very good and it would be even more amazing for them to date now. can you imagine the ceo of atlas with the scruffy leader of a bandit gang (who also happens to be a math nerd)? SO GOOD 

What makes me happy about them: they’re best friends, they have a lot of stupid jokes between them, they very clearly would go to the end of the earth for each other

What makes me sad about them: the fear that they may never interact in bl3

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: there isn’t enough fic for me to have noticed any annoying tropes

Things I look for in fanfic: any fic in general

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: rhys/fiona

My happily ever after for them: they haven’t spoken for a while but vaughn comes along on sanctuary (idk how he ends up there, maybe he’s upset with his bandits leaving for the children of the vault) and then he hears rhys’ voice over the comm for the first time in YEARS, he could cry, he’s so happy. anyway us vault hunters help rhys out with his maliwan problem, vaughn and rhys reunite, there are tears and hugs and then they kiss and have to figure out what they want (hint: they want to be together forever but rhys has a company and vaughn has his bandits and they need to navigate that complexity - but they do and it’s awesome)

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you (carol danvers):

How I feel about this character: if you told me last year that i would fall in love with carol, and read everything i could with her, i probably would not have believed you. but here i am, almost caught up with the captain marvel comics and helplessly in love with her. i love her bravery, her humor, her impulsiveness, her kindness, her fight-me attitude, her determination, her cockiness - really i love everything about her and i’m inspired by her drive to be better and to protect as many people as she can (also the whole speech but especially this quote at the end of captain marvel (2012) #1: and we will be the stars we were always meant to be GETS me every time i see it, i love ambitious ladies who reach for the stars)

All the people I ship romantically with this character: carol/jess is the ultimate 616 otp while carol/maria is the ultimate mcu otp. i also like carol/rhodey and i read a ship manifesto for carol/wanda that has made me interested in learning more about them

My non-romantic OTP for this character: steve and tony, i can’t choose between her two relationships with them because they’re both so good (it might be tony??? he helped her through aa and i love their snark? but then steve and carol are also very good). also in the mcu, nick fury, their chemistry is GOLD 

My unpopular opinion about this character: i hate that so many people have started putting carol into the role of peter’s mom/aunt, not every adult that interacts with him is automatically his parental figure and she has no real reason to feel that way towards him. also they went on a couple dates in the comics and even though i don’t ship it, it’s weird to think about

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: LET HER DATE A WOMAN

My OTP: …………how could i possibly choose between carol/jess and carol/maria………….they’re both so good in different ways

My OT3: i don’t have one for her although now i’m considering whether a jess/carol/maria situation would work idk i feel like it wouldn’t just because there would be this imbalance in two of them having superpowers and maria unable to join in their superhero battles so??? idk. i need to think about it a little more

[xseokjiin]

so i wanted to do sth more special for my friends aside from including them in a follow forever,so here’s another post for y’all! :D

in no particular order,

@blumiin: 

nine!!you’re such a cutie honestly ily (let’s work on keeping up our snapchat streak hehe)~ it’s been awesome talking to each other,& also lovely to have someone to discuss certain things with in between screaming abt the boys.really glad i met you <3

@sugaidc: 

lils!!i’m still amazed we met in a completely diff fandom and ended up getting into BTS around the same time xD all of this is not a coincidence,hmm? :p i’m really glad though!!i rmbr how at the start i was debating over whether i should really change my main to posting BTS & then we were joining nets together,& it was lovely to have you there together with me doing stuff like that.but that aside - you’re 1 of the sweetest ppl i know,& so freaking talented??you work really hard on the stuff you post & it shows ^^ you’re amazing & i hope we can meet irl someday!!ily <3

@ttaewo:

julia!!it’s still so cool to me that we’re in the same country,honestly xD anyhow i’m really glad i took the initiative to talk to you,bcos i can’t imagine nt having you in my life??thank you for always listening (well,reading my long msges..esp recently cos i’ve been screaming a lot abt nu’est :x),i hope you know you’re welcome to always do the same (be it fangirling or ranting abt other stuff).you’re lovely & i hope you have a great day hehe.love ya~ <3

@kiimtaehyungs:

aditi~ ^^ i know we haven’t been talking a lot on kkt bt i hope you’re coping well with sch & everything!!don’t get too stressed & take care of yourself!i find it so cool we both gt polaroid cameras around the same time,here’s to making good use of them hehe :) you’re a lovely person & i’m really glad to have met you!i’m kinda surprised we clicked actually,cos of the age gap,bt i guess that isn’t really impt as much as personality & all that haha.ily <3

@jamesbcrnes:

mikki!!you’re the best,really - we met through spn & were together through marvel & star wars,& here we are,pretty much into completely diff stuff & we’re still talking :D i’m really glad to have met you,you’re such a lovely person who always listens to what i have to say even if you’re probably clueless abt most of what i talk abt.it was cool we both played mystic messenger & watched YOI though :p i think i do a lot of screaming lol so this is a reminder you can always return the favor,i’m happy to listen :) to end off,you’re awesome & ily <3

@roseatejimin:

lina!! :D you’re 1 of the sweetest ppl i know,really.i know we don’t talk a lot except to keep up our snapchat streak LOL bt i want you to know you’re awesome!! i hope you don’t get too stressed out with sch,rmbr to take care of yourself & get enough sleep & food~ i hope my insta feed (aka 99% food ahem) brightens up your day (or i should say what i reblog actually bcos BTS??).ily <3

@ahoneyyboyy @yoongsb:

nicole/ji~ ^^ i guess it’s a little weird to be combining a dedication like this bt i pretty much have the same thing to say anyway,so i hope it doesn’t make it seem any less heartfelt/sincere!we haven’t been talking much recently,bt i’m really grateful to have exchanged many long msges with you.you’re both amazing ppl & i hope you’re doing great!!glad to have met you <3

@cuteseokjin @jinandtonics:

katie/steph! :) i don’t really feel like we’ve had the chance to talk a lot,bt you’re both lovely ppl & it’s always nice to have someone to scream abt fic with (*cough* yoonjin) :p also fellow jin stans!!always a bonus.i hope you’re doing well & i’m glad to have met you!! :D

@kimvitae:

steph!!idk what to say here that i haven’t alr covered bcos our msges are ridiculously long (rip to kkt eating them) bt i guess i talk more abt fandom/life than actually any sort of appreciation so i want to say thank you for listening & contributing your views :p you’re awesome & i’m glad we met!!i hope you have better luck rmbring your passwords LOL & that sch doesn’t kick your ass too much.rmbr i’m always here to listen if you need it!ily <3

@taechimseok:

joyce!!did i ever mention the friend who got me into BTS has the same name as you?cos that still amuses me :p i guess we don’t talk a lot,honestly,bt i want to you to know that you’re a lovely person (who’s into an amazing amt of bands..i did multi fandom fine back then bt i can’t do it for kpop grps lol,too much commitment,so thumbs up for you managing it!) & i enjoy seeing you on insta (though you probably see me much more,really) or snapchat~ also thanks for the recreations idea hehe,it was an interesting way to spend a day :) glad to have met you <3

@poedameron @babydrriver @merlinn:

maggie/adrija/lauren ^^ i know we barely talk,except keeping up our snapchat streak (well,this bit isn’t applicable to lauren :p) bt i want to say i’m glad we met!you’re all lovely ppl & i know you’re busy with your lives,so good luck with sch & everything else!!i hope you’re all doing good & i’ll always be a listening ear if you need 1 :D p.s. maggie,you still have the honor of being the 1st (& only) tumblr friend i’ve met irl hehe

@matthewbane @sprinkleofharries:

sara/lola~ :) i haven’t talked to either of you in ages,honestly..idk if you even still rmbr me,cos my blog content has changed pretty much completely (i still post what i used to at a sideblog though!bt it’s nt active).anyhow,you’re both lovely ppl & i’m glad to have met you ^^ this is a reminder you can always pm me again - add me on kkt or telegram if you have either of those,maybe we’ll do a better job at keeping in touch on diff apps or pm me if you want to add me on insta/snapchat (sara i think i have you on both of those,though i only see you on the former sometimes xD).i hope you have been doing well in the meantime!! :D

@consulting-lawyer-boyfriends:

eileen :) idk if you still rmbr me,i’m pretty sure the last time we talked was months ago?it seems like ages ago when we 1st talked tbh,back when i was still into sherlock & suits..anyhow,you can always pm me again if you feel like it!we can always catch up on our lives,if nth else xD glad to have met you!

@otayurl:

gaia~ it’s still funny to think we met when we were into shadowhunters & then got into YOI & free! together.we haven’t talked properly for sometime,bt i hope you’re doing great!!you’re a lovely person & i’m really glad to have met you :D ily <3 i hope your day goes amazing bcos you deserve it!rmbr i’m always here if you need to talk ^^ (add me on kkt or telegram maybe,snapchat is really a terrible platform for keeping up a convo i swear)

@kimtaehyungl:

sam!!hello neighbour~ xD despite the lack of actual convo - from what we’ve said to each other so far you seem like a lovely person & i’m really glad to have met you (& started talking outside of gcs lol i’m lowkey terrible in those).i hope you’re doing great!!you’re amazing & ily <3 i’m always here if you need a listening ear (LOL that rhymed omg maybe jin & his dad jokes infected me ahem)~ 

@orhchid​:

jia~ :) i know we haven’t talked all that much but from what we have said to each other you seem like a lovely person (who is v busy xD).i hope 2017 hasn’t treated you too badly and that 2018 treats you well!!may it be full of smiles & happy memories & hopefully things aren’t too hectic.rmbr to take care of yourself & if you need a listening ear feel free to talk to me ^^