#THANK U FOR LETTING ME GO ON AND ON ABT THEM... I OWE U MY ENTIRE HEART AND SOUL

[milaisreading]

Sae acts cold, arrogant, and egoistic but when the reader is around him he turns into a soft and gentle simp for her.

🌱🩷: Someone asked me to do a one shot of that one post I made abt Sae simping for Isagi's sister. So I might as well write it like this! Hope u like it!

Warnings: Reader uses she/her. Requests are open

⚽️Blue Lock belongs to Muneyuki Kaneshiro and Yusuke Nomura ⚽️

"Sis, can we get these? Mom won't mind, right?" Yoichi wondered, pointing at the box of chocolate that he was holding. (Y/n) looked away from the list Iyo gave her earlier and at the item her brother was holding.

"Hmm I don't know. Didn't you have enough sweets already?"

"Please. I didn't indulge in them for months. Blue Lock is torture." Yoichi pleaded with her for a good minute until (Y/n) ended up sighing and nodding her head.

"Fine. Put it in." She said, showing him the basket.

"Thanks, sis. You are the best!" Yoichi cheered, causing (Y/n) to blush a little.

"Ahh~ me? No, I am not. Don't flatter me too much." She laughed a little, not noticing someone looking at them.

"Ah... You two are here?" (Y/n) and Yoichi jumped in surprise and turned to look at the familiar figure.

"Sae-san? What are you doing here?" (Y/n) wondered as Yoichi raised an eyebrow at that as well.

"Mom wanted us to visit some family friends here in Saitama. I just grew bored of her picking what to buy as a present." Sae shrugged, causing (Y/n) to laugh a little.

"Ah~ it's not easy to pick gifts."

"Wait, is Rin here, too?" Yoichi raised an eyebrow, earning a nod from Sae.

"Yeah. A few isles down." He pointed and Yoichi took off there. The two older siblings stayed rooted to their spots, blinking at each other for a moment.

"So... You are back from Spain." (Y/n) said, trying to break the awkward silence.

"Obviously."

"Hahaha..." The girl laughed nervously at his harsh tone.

"Oh! Looks! Uhm... beans... my mom wanted some..." (Y/n) said as she noticed the cans and went to pick up a few, which wasn'tthe best idea as they were high up and she hhad to tip toe. Sae stared at her back silently.

'Why is he so cold? And what am I going to do with beans?!' She thought while sweating.

'So adorable.' He thought. He was interrupted by a sudden crash being heard to his left.

"What..." He muttered and looked back, only to find that some guy had tripped and the things he was holding fell on the ground.

'Such an idiot. How can one be so stupid to trip on nothing? Losers all around-'

"Ow!" Sae turned to look back at (Y/n), who had fallen on the ground with a can of beans next to her. The boy's heart stopped beating for a moment as he noticed her frown.

'So adorable! She is so cute.' Sae felt his cheeks dust a bright pink as he observed her face.

'That frown... literally could give anyone diabetes.' Sae thought when a boy around their age approached her, extending his hand out in the process

"Miss, are you alright? Let me help you up-"

Before the guy could finish, Sae was already there, hand grabbing onto (Y/n)'s.

"I will help you. Mind your business." The boy looked at Sae and flinched as he noticed the glare.

"S-sorry."He said back as he quickly backed away.

"That was so weird." (Y/n) muttered.

"Yeah, weird." Sae said, going back to his usual stoic face as (Y/n) got up.

"Thank you,Sae-san. Sorry for embarrassing you like this-"

"You didn't. Accidents happen." The words and much softer tone from Sae startled (Y/n) a little.

"Uh... are you sure?" She asked nervously.

"Of course. Come on now. We need to look for our brothers." Sae hummed as he dragged her away.

'Her hands are so soft.' Sae thought as he looked down at the hand he was holding.

'Why is he glaring at my hand?!' She gulped in fear.

A week later...

'This is so awkward....' (Y/n) thought as she looked out of the window, trying to distract herself by looking at the snow falling. Now, why would she be distracting herself? Easy answer! Sae Itoshi was sitting right across from her, staring/glaring into her soul.

'Oh! He is probably mad that Yoichi still didn't agree on joining Re Al! Ahhh, poor me!' She cried inwardly.

'Ahh~ she looks even cuter today! (F/c) definitely suits her! My adorable angel! How can someone so clumsy be so graceful?' Sae put his had over his chest. Heartbeat on an all time increase.

"Here you go, sir, miss. Ice tea and hot chocolate. Enjoy." A waitress said, putting down the beverages.

"Ah! Thank you." (Y/n) smiled at the woman as Sae nodded his head.

'That smile! Nobody compares to it-'

"Ouch!"

"Are you alright?" Sae turned to the couple sitting to his right,curious as to what happened.

"Yeah, it's just that I burned my tongue on the coffee. I wasn't aware how hot it was." The man answered, clearly embarrassing by it.

'Can't these people think for themselves?! It's coffee! A hot beverage, of course it will be hot-'

"Aww, hot hot hot." (Y/n) silently chanted, putting her hot chocolate away. Sae, alarmed, turned to look at her.

"Are you alright?"

"Y-yeah... I just burned my tongue on my hot chocolate." She laughed a little with a flushed face. Sae blinked at her for a moment.

'Ahh! Her cheeks look so adorable! It's alright, (Y/n). Let me help you! She is so cute, I could never be mad at her. It's the hot chocolate's fault anyways. Why was it so hot?' Sae glared at the beverage as he handed her his ice tea.

"Take a little bit of it. The cold will help your tongue."

(Y/n) blinked at it for a minute.

"But it's yours-"

"I don't care, drink it." Sae demanded.

"Ok." She said back, taking the cup and taking a few sips.

'You will be dealt with.' The pro-player thought, glaring at the abandoned hot chocolate.

"So... today's meet up wasn't about Yoichi?" (Y/n) wondered as both her and Sae walked down the street. The boy nodded for what felt like the 10th time. Usually, he would feel annoyed if he had to repeat himself, but that wasn't the case here.

'It's my fault, I should have been more clearer with my answers.' He thought, even if he said 9 times a clear 'no.'

"Oh... Then why did you invite me-" The girl cut herself off as she slipped on the ice. Closing her eyes, she was prepared to hit the ground, but instead felt two arms wrap themselves around her.

"Whew! That was close, are you hurt?" Sae thought, feeling his anxiety spike a little. Opening her eyes, (Y/n) looked up at him and shook her head.

"N-no, I am fine. Don't worry."

Sae nodded his head, keeping his arms still wrapped around her as they stood there in silence for a moment.

"Y-you can let go of me now." The girl said in embarrassment, and Sae was about to agree when something hit him.

'What if she slips again and falls for real?! What if someone pushes her to the ground?! What if she hits herself?! No! I can't let that happen!' The boy nodded to himself.

"What are you doing?!" (Y/n) exclaimed as Sae lifted her up into his arms as started carrying her.

"Just making sure."

"S-sure?! For what? S-Sae-san, this is embarrassing." (Y/n) said as her face turned a dark red.

'So adorable!!' Sae thought, ignoring the confused stares of the people around them.

'She is so soft~' He sighed, looking down at her dreamily.

[uriekukistan]

holds out bowl like a starving victorian child have u . any itfs headcanons that u have not alr talked about ... :'>

ooh always i play w them in my head like dolls all day long. thank u for the ask hina!! hope ur well <3

i think i’ve talked a few times abt how atrocious i think megumi is in the kitchen. (w the meatballs and yuuji says “even fushiguro can make them” wdym EVEN fushiguro…sounds like he sucks at cooking to me). but anyway. yuuji always agrees to let him help bc megumi gets grumpy abt feeling like he “owes” yuuji (he doesnt). but i think when megumi has his back turned yuuji fixes all his mistakes. (“hey i did kinda good this time!” “yeah you did :3 great job fushi!”)

megumi’s a biiiig music lover (he always has those chonky orange headphones), so i can see him wanting to confess to yuuji via playlist. nobara thinks it’s a great idea (“who knew you could be such a romantic fushiguro?”), so he spends ageeeees picking out the perfect songs to describe how he feels abt yuuji. he shares it w him (“these songs made me think of you…”) and then not-so-patiently waits for his reaction but yuuji just Doesnt get it (“yeah, great playlist!”). i think it either goes one of two ways: either megumi smiles thru the pain and yuuji realizes a few hours later what the playlist meant, OR megumi just goes for it and gives him a very long awkward confession speech.

yuuji comes back from pretending to be dead and doesnt understand why half of his hoodies are missing. they start appearing randomly back in his laundry. he almost thinks he’s going crazy, until he invaded megumi’s room one night, and he finds the remaining hoodies in his room (“i was GOING to tell you but i didnt want you to think i was weird” “aweee i wouldnt think youre weird, i think its cute that you missed me so much” “im going to throw u back in the river…”)

theyre both big fans of using notes to express their feelings for each other, but yuuji’s more of like a sticky-notes-in-random-places guy (gojo is so gonna tease megumi abt this), whereas megumi’s more of a long-and-heartfelt-letter guy (yuuji hangs them all next to the polaroids on the cork-board in his room)

thank u again for the ask !!

[lousypotatoes]

Can we get a part 2 to the Loona x Male Sinner Reader? I really enjoy your writing style by the way! Thanks for your time!

I was hoping someone would ask me this!! And also thanks so much for the compliment <33 Enjoy~

The Intern Pt 2 - Loona x Male Sinner! Reader

Part 1

Song Recommendation:

Cleopatra - Train, Sofia Reyes

It had been a few weeks since you and Loona went to go grab booze for BlitzØ, the two of you hanging out ever since.

Right now, the two of you were currently sitting on the top of the I.M.P. building, smoking cigarettes and eating candy.

"You're such a bad influence on me, Loon," you said, blowing out smoke. "Before I met you, I never even touched a cigarette."

"You should be thanking me," Loona laughed, putting some gummy worms in her mouth. "It's not like you can die again."

"What if I could?" you said. "What if there's a double hell?"

"You are so stupid,"

"Hey! That was an actual question!"

"Yeah, and it was a stupid question."

"Well, fuck you too," you laughed, throwing a gummy worm at her.

She looked at you in mock offense and threw a gummy worm right back at you. You put out your cigarette and dumped the whole bag on her.

"Stop!" she laughed. "You're wasting them asshole!"

"You'll still eat them!"

Loona grabbed a bag of jelly beans and dumped them all over your lap.

"You just made an even bigger mess!"

"You'll still eat them!" Loona repeated what you said in a mock voice.

The play fighting went on for a few more minutes, the two of you continuing to throw handfuls of candy at each other.

After there was no more candy left, the two of you laid down on the roof, staring at the red sky.

Feeling confident in yourself, very slowly, you grabbed onto Loona's paw. She looked at you in surprise but didn't move or say anything.

"You owe me five bucks for the candy, by the way."

"No way!" she said "You started it when you threw that fucking worm at me."

"Maybe next time you should catch it,"

"What does that have to do with anything?"

"I don't know, it just does,"

The two of you stared at the sky in silence for a moment.

"I wonder what heaven's like," Loona muttered.

"Probably fucking shitty if they're willing to come down and kill a bunch of us every year," you said.

"Yeah, you're right,"

"Do you think Blitz is looking for us now?"

"Yeah, probably," Loona laughed. "Let's just hope he doesn't catch us."

Suddenly, a ping came from your phone. Taking it out of your pocket, you saw that it was one of your friends. Even though it was the middle of the afternoon, he had gotten absolutely wasted and needed you to come pick him up.

"I'm so sorry Loon," you said, getting up. "But I really have to go. My stupid friend got drunk and he needs me to pick him up."

"Nah, you're fine," Loona said, also getting up. "I'll buy us some more candy while you're gone."

"You're the best Loony." you said, kissing her cheek. "I'll see you when I get back."

As you left, Loona touched her cheek, her cheeks turning red.

You didn't even realize what you did until you left the building. You stopped in your tracks, blushing furiously and immediately pulled out your phone

'hey sorry abt that.' you texted. 'sorry if i made u uncomfy. spur of the moment type thing.'

You saw that Loona read the text. It took a moment for the speech bubbles to pop up, signaling that she was typing back.

'nah ur fine.' she typed back. 'i uh kinda liked it actually.'

Seeing the text, the goofiest grin appeared on your face.

Loona started to type again.

'i wouldnt mind u doing that again.'

'is that u saying that u like me?'

'no that's me saying that i want to be ur gf.'

You choked on your own spit reading that, having to read it again to make sure you read it correctly.

'i uh wouldnt mind that either.'

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sorry this one is so short and boring 😭

i really wanted to get this done and i couldn't think of what to write

writer's block is such a bitch

stay safe and drink lots of water <33

xoxo, Izzy

[extraordinarilyextreme]

Hi Susu!! :D For the fic writer asks: 4, 8, 18 and 19 ^^

hi rose～ thank u for the ask 🫶

4. a story idea you haven't written yet

you know me 😆 there's way too many for yrzx... but i'll talk abt 大理寺少卿游 White Cat Legend instead. i had originally wanted to write a post-canon BingShi fic where LB grieves QQZ and CS grieves CJ because i felt like the ending was just wayyyy too rushed... perhaps i'll still write it one day; just requires me to go back and skim the last couple of eps 🥹

8. if you had to write a sequel to a fic, you'd write one for...

only an echo, i had originally planned it as a whole series anyway 😭 the next installment was going to be how Wang Can becomes Liu Sang (sorry i didn't subscribe to the fanon or maybe it's canon now that they're twins...), and then the third part was how Xiaoge deals with a world where Wu Xie no longer exists... (and then, because i fear i won't ever return to this series, there was going to be a fourth secret conclusion where "Wu Xie" comes back from the dead 🥹 because i only want to write HEs)

18. if you keep them, share a deleted sentence or paragraph from a published fic

wow i thought i'd deleted them but let me share a couple...

from 青春归你 | my youth and yours:

“I was the first.” A lump builds in his throat. “Zhuge Qing,” he says. Without entering his Inner Realm, without need for divination: “The first person you fell in love with—was me.”

from 岁月不待人 | the moon and the tides, you and i:

Plus, last he checked, [ZGQ's] relationship status is - indisputably - as single as a dog.

Zhuge Qing was a promise: should Wang Ye fall, he would definitely be caught.

Wang Ye’s rightful place, lonely as it is, is above secular affairs. He doesn’t belong down here among the secular, with the likes of Zhuge Qing, and they both know this. [...] Nevertheless, Wang Ye wants a reason to stay. Wang Ye wanted Zhuge Qing to give him a reason to stay.

“Qing,” Wang Ye says, and like a mimicry of a conversation past, asks, “Are you planning on going back?” There are many ways he can answer this. He can stall the inevitable, play it off with a joke. “Of course I have to go back to work one day.” He can ask plainly, “Between us, aren’t you the one who’s more likely to leave?” Or he can tread into forbidden territory. “Where I go next is irrelevant to you.” He lost long ago. He leaves it up to Wang Ye. “Where do you think I’ll be going?” Something shutters through Wang Ye’s face. He shifts, such that Zhuge Qing’s arm slips off his shoulder. So, here they are again, fated to oppose each other: unable to leave, and unable to be any closer. Maybe it’s the alcohol speaking. But Wang Ye has always been the braver of the two. “Your nature is most similar to the 巽 character: wherever the wind carries you.” His eyes are glassy. Gathering all the gentleness he still possesses, Zhuge Qing says, “You’re the wielder of the Feng Hou Qimen. Any spells I’d want to use, can easily be subdued by you.” Wang Ye works his jaw. Opens his mouth. “I can give you a choice. I can’t choose for you.” “You can’t,” he agrees sadly. “Every person has their own path to walk.” He’s never seen Wang Ye wear such an expression before. Zhuge Qing: he who turned a god into a man. “Wang Ye,” he says. “I’ve already said, you don’t owe me anything.” “You think— You think I’m doing this because I feel like I owe you?” “No. I know you’re not.”

19. the most interesting topic you've researched for a fic

everything i've read for yrzx! (though i remember doing quite a lot of reading for 成化十四年 The Sleuth of the Ming Dynasty back in the day too...)

but for 女人是老虎 | the tigress, the Daoist, for instance, i read this ethnography about a Quanzhen monk to get an idea of what ZLY might be doing in the day-to-day (Herrou, 2010), although he's of a different denomination...

thanks again for sending in an ask!

[habibisagi]

duck anon - l reading your isagi selfship lore is sooo cute omg sora… best couple 5ever 4real :3 asking you about ribbon (what gifts do they get you/what do you get them?) and mango (do you and your lover like to dance) :00!!!

(particularly invested in your answer to mango cause i remember you mentioning a bit ago that u can belly dance and i think isagi would be soooo enamored by that 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️)

HI DUCKY!!!! <3 TYSM FOR SENDING THESE IN u are soo so sweet to me i don't deserve u fr ;___; <333 ALSO STOP... U MENTIONING MY BELLYDANCING... KJHJKFSDF i will go coconuts and bananas thinking about it omg...... doing it in front of isagi i'd pass away man >_>

ribbon ৻ꪆ what kind of gifts do they buy you? what gifts do you buy them?

isagi's way of gift giving is paying for everything i want to buy and i cannot refuse it under any circumstance he gets pissy KJSHDJFHKJ even the littlest things that i can more than afford to get myself -- he needs me to use his money because he has so much of it that he doesn't give a fuck about and the idea of me of all people not using it would drive him insane KJHSDFJK he loves to be relied on so badly. so i have to v__v like even the silly little things i like to spend my money on like games and in game skins etc etc he's got his payment info ready to go for me (like overwatch... he follows the ow cavalry twt to keep up w skins i might like bc he knows i'm insane about the game and asks me to buy for myself LMAOOO... he usually can buy things from the bnet app for me automatically he's so... same with my steam like a wishlist does Not exist he buys a game for me the second i mention it skdjhdsjkf) he loves his lil geek nerd gamer gf.....

[putting a readmore cuz it lowkey got long LMFAO]

for isagi i usually love to make things for him !! like scrapbooks of us and knit him little things to wear and carry... and charms.... i'd also write him so much poetry and in cute little letters... he keeps those and occasionally takes them with him as a lil reminder ;___; i rarely buy things just bc. Again he doesn't let me buy anything w my own money and it's weird to buy him gifts w his own money LMFAOOO even tho he'd be fine w that but i am Not LMFAOOOO... but yeah its,,, mostly him buying things for me and the only gift he likes is seeing how thankful i am,,,, makes him sooo weird n luvsick abt me i fear..... >_> <333

our gifts r just... truly acts of service it's more about intangible personal things really i would say :"3

mango ৻ꪆ do you and your lover like to dance?

yes!!!!!!!!!!! we dance super silly at home (or if we go out which is Rare lmao)... to silly songs or voice cracking when we sing... we're just silly goobers LMAOOO

but sometimes we'll slow dance at his soccer galas ;___; it's a thing that happens there anyway but... he also just loves to dance slow with me it flusters us like crazy but he loves it sm... loves dancing with me when i'm all dolled up, him too -- he's so charming and a gentleman during those, he gets so happy dancing w me during those OUAAHGHHG even tho im so shy and might step on his toes >_> he loves it......

can't talk about the belly dancing thing i'm toooo shy abt thattttt omg >_<.........

roma's selfship ask game!!

[badboychaser]

Light hearted question, since u like cole and morro so much (top tier taste btw) how do u feel abt the ship of them?

I see them with a brotherly/adopted sibling relationship. I see Wu as an adopted father to Morro and a father figure to Cole which makes me think of their relationship as like “hey I saved your ass you owe me a solid later ok let’s go watch football”. however if I see ship art of them I just mind my business and move on since I got more important stuff to do than get worked up over fictional people on the internet

Hope that doesn’t come off as aggressive or anything thank you for the ask I like talking about this kind of stuff with people who like the same characters I do

[tetsuskei]

RISU !!! now that i officially know ur man can i humbly ask how you and ace fell for one another 🎤

RYLIE HIHI ! im so glad u have official met babygirl :3

sooo i am from syrup village, i’m actually cousins with usopp so we grew up with each other ! i worked at the restaurant in town.

ace came to syrup village with his crew, he (as per usual) was asleep at the counter when i came in for my shift. some customers told me about it and were concerned abt him.

i’m ngl i did not want to deal with that, as it just added stress levels to my job LMAO but i try multiple times to nudge him and eventually yell for him to wake up (im embarrassed atp) and ofc he wakes up to wipe his face on my clothes 💀

after our odd exchange he tells me abt his crew and being a pirate. i tell him of some pirates i know but that i’ve never been out to sea.

after our convo, i tell him the food is on the house and not to worry about it. he’s really thankful for that and tells me that he owes me a favor. i tell him that i’m holding him to his word 🤞.

later that day, usopp was alarmed bc there were pirates and was invested in checking out the ship that was docked nearby. i told him not to do anything stupid and that i would go look. i figured it was probably just ace and his crew but was also curious as to what a pirate ship looked like up close!

now in my one piece lore, i am a mermaid (think like h2o) heehee, so ofc i swim and get closer to the boat. unfortunately i get caught up in a net, and his crewmates capture me in it.

luckily ace comes by and tells them to let me go. their doctor helps me with the cuts from the net and eventually i’m all patched up.

ace apologizes for what happens, and offers to take me back home. i tell him i can’t let him do that (due to usopp probably freaking out) and spending the night on his ship would be okay.

so we spend the rest of the night talking and chatting and he tells me of course about luffy and his adventures.

he has to leave the following day, and gives me his bracelet to remember him. (i have additional lore that i gave him a drawing that i did of him while he was sleep). he promises that we will meet again in the future :))

[ageless-soul-au]

hey so i’m reading faction rn and i just finished chapter 11 and. fucking ow

time has always been my one of favorite fellas of y’all’s and i already adore silas so damn much. you can’t just write abt a man who loves his wife and daughter more than anything and expect me to not adore him. what do you mean he carries a pocket watch with a picture of them inside. what do you mean he made fariah a crib. what do you mean (also i love that it’s a pocket watch that he has, a wonderful little homage to his hero title)

and the tension and rage is insane and so well written, the unbridled anger silas holds towards klaus is so fascinating to read. fr tho silas is better than me for letting him go 🏃‍♂️ my logical reasoning skills would’ve been out the window if i were him in that moment lmaoo

overall fantastic i love faction so damn much. literally every part of it is super fun to read, even if my heart feels like it’s been ripped out and stomped on over and over and over again just for y’all to put a few hello kitty bandaids on it (tho honestky that’s what makes it fun to read lmaoo.) i’m not often interested in historical fantasy politics but i am riveted so far <3

Omg thank you for taking the time to send us this!!! Ashes was a very good chapter imo, it's so heartwrenching and we LOOOOVE to put that man in situations. It was such a funny juxtaposition with what comes before and after it too, surrounding it is such low stakes and then DEATH, DESPAIR, AGONY, hehe more low stakes... I'm so sorry for ppl that binged it and got whiplash from that hdhdhsjsk

I haven't gone back to the chapter to look at it, but iirc there wasn't a lot of comments on Fariah, which made me kinda sad at the time bc we hyped it up gxhshsjs. It ended up not being a huge thing in the grand scheme of things and I'm chill about it now but like.... The parallels that y'all don't know about for mainline yet... We were very proud of them.

Sometimes you just gotta let your mans go a little psycho sometimes, let him get lost in grief and rage and see where that takes him. Fr he could have fucking murdered Klaus full stop, but he didn't! Speaks to the kind of person he is AND that Klaus was able to reach a part of him that still had empathy and reason locked away in there.

HONESTLY (at least for me) the pocket watch was an unintentional nod to his hero title, I was thinking more along the lines of FMA and the shit u see from like WWII of soldiers with a little photograph in their watch so they can keep it on them. If that was intentional on Mizu's part lmao go her. It's so funny how readers pick out symbolism that the authors don't intend, but it's there and it works anyway! Just like how if you think about plot points long enough they string themselves together...

THANK U FOR READING, we hope u enjoy the rest 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

-Kio

[notinmybackyard]

I enjoy coming to new york for the most part. I think.. I always have mixed feelings on this place.my friendships,the lifestyle, people, rent. It all seems like a blur though. It is quite an overwhelming place, I feel tired and hungover most of the time. perhaps it would be different if i lived here, i feel as if i cannot afford it.- yet seems as if every cool artsy sk9 person is here. wtf? how? it doesn't add up to me most of the time. rich kidds playground, or just poor for eternity. ugh. I try to make the most out of it. I say yes to most social obligations and a lot of it involves partying. I dont like partying. raised by an addict and half my friends growing up dead from drug related causes. None of my current friends seem to like it either, everyone seems tired and over it.. yet engage wit it. its unhealthy and will catch up eventually if it hasnt already. I feel like I cant hang here - in ways its threatening to my insecurities. i need 2 work on that. its better to spend a more intense time with one or two people rather than a bunch of others I dont know. yet I still long for new friendships or the potential. plus u gotta go to a bar here it seems. Sometimes I find myself in situations where I wish I was staring at a wall or could be anywhere else, but struggle to leave or take action on those feelings. Why do i think i owe the truth to everyone?Its overwhelming and I struggle to talk about myself. though I believe im unique, have stories and experiences - at times the stories feel unrelateable, strange, or Im reluctant to share or inferior. Maybe I'll write them out. Of course it depends on the social dynamic - some people I feel more comfortable opening up with faster. fake it to u make it i guess, but everyone here is on some hella interesting shit seemingly and doesnt seem to understand you can have an interesting lifestyle elsewhere. I guess it all boils down to perspective - but overwhelming cuz the avg. Joe here seems so far more cranked in stats,looks, or at least knows how to talk abt themselves at least. I honestly think a good amount of young people here are insufferable. im insecure. Everyones trying so hard. im trying hard. respect to a certain degree, but also u can try in a plaxe ur from and unique to u and localized? ugh idek what im talking about, wanna rant. half these mfs complain constantly about privilege, gentrification and displacement but dont do anything for the community they move to and their parents supplement their income. I admire and respect those who travel - but stay in a place either long enough to immerse and be involved - or stay in an area for a long time because thats where you r based. It might be weird right now cuz everyones young, but also people I know seem to make it last one to two years and thats it. kool. Perhaps the mid/late twenties or 30's are better because time seems to move a bit slower. swear everyone a different person every year. Im cynical , but how do u not feel weird when u tot thru bushwich - kamo hat, cordtado, handrolled ciggie and cowgirl boots blowing smoke in the lifelong brooklyn residents face? Single earring dope tats high fashin desighner speedglazzes alfa male. Cool I guess, tik tok core fashion adults. I think the people Im attracted here are the people that have been here at least 5 years, from here, or honestly go elsewhere. shits blown out at this point and i don't see that its worth the struggle just to claim it for a year. Sardine moments. u can make art anywhere, . Here I am complaining about all this shit. I guess its cathartic, I have so much good,thankful forthat, my friends letting me crash, i get a bike, I'm here - alive in a vibrant city, that I can experience, with people that do love me. Biked to williamsburg, lurked an abandonded yard yesterday and got sprayed by a fire hydrant. it was fun. dont like partying and pretenting, hate that everything seems to revolve around it at this age. time will tell ig. Im riding out my hangover. I usually write in my journal but went to bed at 6am last night so this is what I got.

[mariclerc]

An unexpected role (pt.4) | cl16

Summary: you revealed your little secret to your date, you didn't expect he would take it so well.

Warning: bad comments on social media, unnamed ex-partner, abusive ex-partner, swearing, a LOT of fluff and Charles being an amazing dad and boyfriend.

Check out the series!! Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10

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ynusername my loves 🤍🤍

user1 NO WAY ‼️‼️‼️

itslolasss you finally posted them bestie 🥹🥹 i'm supa proud

charles_leclerc it cost her a couple of tears but i'm finally on her insta 😌😌

ynusername itslolasss please don't believe him okay? But yes, I may have cried a little while posting this 😭😭

itslolasss i know you did darling don't worry abt that 🫶🏻🫶🏻

charles_leclerc I love you and Lily with all my heart 💗💗 my cute girls

ynusername charlieeee 😭😭 you're making me cry babe 🥺🥺

charles_leclerc owww, don't cry little dove 🥺🥺

landonorris i missed several chapters charles_leclerc can you explain????

pierregasly i also missed several chapters bro

landonorris wait you didn't know this?? then who knew?

logansargeant when did this happen? i'm lost

carlossainz55 same here

user2 not half of the grid not knowing that Charles had a family 🫣🫣🫣

scuderiaferrari we didn't know either 🧍🏼‍♀️

user1 TEAM 😳😳😳😳

francisca.cgomes cutiesss 💕💕💕 i love you bothhh

ynusername kikaaa Lily misses youuuuu 🫶🏻🫶🏻

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charles_leclerc my whole lifeeee, I love them both 💗🎀✨

lorenzotl finallyyyyyyyyyy

user1 oh my god, they're so pretty 🥺 congratulations charlie for your little family

ynusername we love youuuuu so much charliee 🥹😭 thank you for appearing at the perfect time in our lives, we owe you a lot 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

charles_leclerc it's nothing amore, the one who owes you two a lot is actually me 🥹🥹

ynusername okay charlie boo boo! 🥺🥺

leclerc_pascale mes filles, je les aime beaucoup 💗💗 (my daughters, I love you both very much)

ynusername nous t'aimons aussi maman!! (we love you too mom!!)

charles_leclerc bien sûr, tu ne m'aimes plus... mens, je plaisante maman 🤍🤍 (of course you don't love me anymore... lie, I'm joking mom)

scuderiaferrari welcome to the red team Lily and yn!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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lilymhe oh goodness congrats big guy! And welcome to the f1 paddock cute girlies 💕💕

ynusername oh god, thank u sweetheart 🫶🏻🫶🏻

sebastianvettel congrats Charles ❤️❤️

charles_leclerc thank you so much Seb!!

sebastianvettel if you need some parenting guide you can ask me anything!

charles_leclerc noted!! Thank you so much Seb <3

user3 oh god, congrats champ!!!!

f1gossipp are we seriously going to congratulate him just because he is raising a little girl and his dating a pig?

user2 bro... Let him live!!! He has a beautiful and adorable family and I think that from comments like yours on social media he had them safe and sound!!

f1gossipp yeah sure, she looks like a fucking golddigger

user4 yeah, she looks like a total bitch. Attracting a man using a little girl as bait? Please, everything to get attention because she needs it

francisca.cgomes can you please shut the fuck up??? this is why Charles didn't want to show little Lily or yn and he did it because he is proud of them and loves them with his whole heart!! it's one thing for you to support him and another thing for him to throw shit at the people he loves.

Your cell phone doesn't stop vibrating with notifications, since last night you decided (as a family) to post pictures of yourselves on insta and, as expected, some fans went completely crazy, but too crazy in your opinion. There were many good comments, and you really appreciated them, as there were also very, very bad and ugly comments talking about you and Lily and what hurts you the most is that it's not your or her fault.

Right now you are lying in bed next to Charles, he has one arm on your waist and you are lying on his chest, even though your head hasn't stopped spinning thousands of times, the beat of his heart calms you incredibly and you really loved that.

Suddenly you hear the bedroom door open and small footsteps echo in the silent room.

“Mama? Up! Up!” Lily says from the foot of the bed, trying to climb up.

“Oh, come here darling!” You say while you move a little without waking Charles so you can put Lily on the bed next to you.

She smiles. “Dada?” she asked.

“Dada is sleeping baby, but we can sleep with him too, don't you think?” you said to her softly, she nodded.

She moved onto your other side and you covered her with the blanket you and Charles were using. She snuggled up next to you while you tried to fall asleep even just a little. These quiet moments are what fill you with calm and make you have hope that not everything is bad, you have a nice family, a healthy and happy little girl, a wonderful boyfriend who would go to the moon for you two and there's not much more you can ask for. This is everything you ever dreamed of having.

Suddenly Charles babbles something a little sleepy. “Mhm, good morning princesses!” He says and you let out a giggle.

“Good morning champ!” you say as you give him a kiss on the cheek.

“Dada! Mowning!” Lily says making hands so that her dad can hold her in his arms.

“Oh, but what a nice good morning I have here! Ma petite fleur and ma belle” He says as he brushes his nose against Lily's and smiles. (my little flower. my beautiful.)

“Yes, especially with online comments.” You say releasing a sigh.

He looks at you curious. “What kind of comments, my dear? Don't tell me you read those comments?”

You nodded. “Sadly yes, it's just that... I couldn't help it, sorry love.”

He denied. “You shouldn't apologize to me love, they are the wrong ones! They don't know you and they don't know Lily to have an opinion about you or our little family.” He looked at you and smiled and then kissed you on the corners of your lips. “So you don't have to apologize to me, okay? I love you two very much and I hope you know it, honey.” He says as he starts giving you kisses on your face, Lily starts bouncing in his arms and you laugh.

You nod with a shy smile on your face. “Okay sir, I won't apologize to you but it does bother me that they are that way, you know?”

“I know love, but don't waste your energy on that, there are more important things than that. Like, for example, Lily!” He says smiling at the aforementioned and she giggles. “Look at her, isn't she cute? Because yes she is, a cutie!”

You giggle. “Fine, fine. How about we get up and start this day properly, okay? What would you like for breakfast, my loves?”

“Pancakes!” They both say in unison, you smile and get out of bed.

***

The rest of the day passed peacefully, and you were truly grateful. You liked being in this little bubble of love and comfort building colourful block towers with Lily and Charles, but sometimes it was necessary to show a little bit of that love that you have as a family to the world, and perhaps many people are bothered by that, but at the same time there are many who don't.

But seeing the smile on your baby girl face every time her dada tickles her or hugs her is priceless and it makes you think that you are really in the right place.

“Love? What are you thinking about honeybunch?” he asked softly while holding Lily in his arms.

“Nothing, I'm just so happy to be with you. It sounds silly, but you guys make me so so happy.”

He smiled. “Aww, love. That is so cute! I am also very happy to be with you two!”

Lily, feeling the love, begins to giggle a few times. “Mama! Dada! Love!”

You giggle. “We love you too baby!” you say in unison.

You more than anyone know that with the photos being posted on Insta, your parents are going to want to try to get back into your life. And it really doesn't make any sense since they turned their back on you many times and now they want to come back to see how much money they can "get" from you or Charles is very stupid.

“Do you know what terrifies me? That my parents, seeing the photos of us on social media, want to come back into my life, you know? After everything they did to me...” You were going to continue but he silenced you with a kiss on the lips.

“Princess, don't think about that. Yes, they most likely want to get back into your life and Lily's, but you know what? It's up to you to make them come in or not.” he whispers.

“Who are you and what did you do with my Charles? I didn't know this philosophical Charles.” he laughs.

“Sometimes I have to use logic honey, I'm not just a pretty driver.” you let out a laugh while he winks. “But honestly baby, don't think about that... How about we watch a movie together?”

Suddenly, almost automatically, Lily smiled. “Movie! Can we 'atch... Princess movies?” she asked softly.

Charles smiled and caressed her hair. “But of course honey! We can watch any princess movie you want!”

You smiled and got up from the floor. “Okay, I'll look for a blanket and I'll look for Mimi too!”

“Mimi!” Lily screeched and you giggled.

“Okay okay, you two stay there.” You say as you walk towards Lily's room to look for her stuffed bunny Mimi. “What movie will we see, loves?” You ask from the hallway.

“Tangled!” They say in unison, you just laugh while grabbing the blanket, that's yours and Lily's favorite movie and little by little it has become Charles' favorite —although he was a little reluctant to watch princess movies but he loves them.

You return to the living room where Lily and Charles are already settled on the sofa with some sweets and a small glass of water for Lily. “Tangled it is then!” You say as you hand Mimi to Lily while she snuggles between the two of you and the three of you shelter under the blanket.

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itslolasss god, what a beautiful thing, you three will make me cry I sweaaaarr 😭😭😭

ynusername stfu, right now i feel like i'm in a fever dream you know? Not counting the bad comments on insta.

itslolasss girl I love you and I love your little girl, but please don't hurt yourself by reading all that garbage :( they have no idea what a great mother you are‼️‼️

itslolasss i bet all my money that Charles already gave you a lecture about not seeing those disgusting comments 🫵🏻🫵🏻

ynusername erm... Yes 👉🏻👈🏻 and I say, he's truly right tbh

itslolasss can we talk about the fact that you made him watch TANGLED? He's such a girl dad bestie

ynusername hehe, yup lily and i did that thing 😋🥰

“You know something baby?” You move your head to the side so you can see Charles blushing a little bit. “We have our own fairy tale here.” he whispered.

You giggle while caressing lily's back, she fell asleep in your arms. “Are you sure about that?”

He nodded. “Yup! We have our own little bubble of love here, a sleepy little princess, and I have you.” he gives you a small peck on your lips. “There may be some... little problems along the way of course, but I don't think that will be an impediment for us.” he smiled at you.

“Aww, babe. That's so sweet!” you blush slightly at his cute words. “I know that not everything is rosy and there will be some problems, but I don't think it is impossible for us.”

He smiles and kisses you on the lips, it was a slow and sweet kiss, after a little while you separated to catch your breath. “As long as I am with you both nothing bad would happen to you, okay?” He said and you just nodded with a smile on your face, really with him both you and Lily felt protected.

***

A couple of weeks have passed since that night, and the truth is that everything is going quite well, no one hates you and Lily on social media anymore, apparently they managed to understand that you are a family... And by "understand" you mean that Charles posted an extremely long post on Instagram to make it clear that if people (or the "fans") hate his family will have to deal with him.

“Calm down little butterfly, I've finished combing your hair, okay?” you say tenderly to Lily as she plays with Mimi.

“Okay mama.” she giggled softly.

You finish fixing her hair when there is a knock on the door, you are not waiting for anyone, Charles had gone out to buy some groceries but other than that you weren't waiting for someone else. So very cautiously, you walk towards the door and look through the peephole to see who it is.

“What... What he does... here?” You whisper to yourself, on the other side of the door is your ex-partner.

You feel your body start to shake, this can't be happening! How did he manage to find out where you live? You're honestly terrified to think that he might take Lily, but to be honest, coming back after almost three years of abandoning you both when you were pregnant it's pretty stupid and dumb.

With trembling hands you manage to write a quick message to Charles which, surprisingly, he read immediately and replied with “I'm on my way bubba. Don't worry everything will be fine <3” You let out a sigh and very carefully looked through the peephole again, he is still standing there with a face that is not at all pleasant.

With a heavy sigh you slightly opened the door. “What are you doing here?”

He smiled coquettishly. “I thought about paying my girls a visit.”

You cleared your throat. “Oh really? After almost three years, really? Besides we were never "your girls", so if you can go away I would be very grateful” You say with a coarse, serious and annoying voice.

He sighs heavily. “Do you have another man?” He says with anger. “Answer me, bitch.”

You roll your eyes. “So what if I have it or not? It's not your fucking problem!” You say exasperated.

He looks at you again with anger and hatred. “You are with that fucking little driver? Oh really? You are such a little whore, looking for new sticks to insert in your holes.”

“Please, stop now, please.” you whisper, begging him to leave you alone. “Stop this please.”

He didn't listen to you and slapped you in the face, the raw sound echoed in the hallway of the building, you were perplexed in your place with your red eyes full of tears. This was common when you were together? Yes, sadly it was, but you couldn't do anything, you were too young and, according to your parents, he was the "right man" for you... What a crap.

“Mama?” You heard Lily's soft voice and before your ex could hit you again you took her into your arms.

You looked at Lily with a somewhat sad face. “It's okay cutie pie, mama is here.” you whisper.

He looked at you both like you were fresh meat. “Is that Lily? Come to daddy sweetheart.” It's ironic how one moment he was hitting you and now he wants to play house with you and Lily, totally abnormal.

Lily looked at your ex and started whining. “You not ma' dada.” Lily said in a stammer.

“I know darling, dada is going to be here soon, I promise.” you whispered again.

He frowned and became angry again. “So, you're really with that little driver, huh? Oh little bitch, you'll see.” He said with his voice full of rage and egocentrism.

You closed your eyes and covered Lily as you waited for the impact of, perhaps, another slap or perhaps something worse, but that impact never came. Half open your eyes to watch as Charles held your ex's wrist with one hand and grabbed the door frame with the other.

“Listen, I don't know who the fuck you are but I'll just say one thing and I hope it's clear to you.” Charles said with a strong voice, you had never seen him so angry, well, only a couple of times when he got angry with his track engineer, but nothing more than that. “You come to touch a measly inch of my wife and daughter and I swear to you that you won't have an easy time finding a job or even a partner later on, is that clear?” he said rudely.

“You're just a fucking driver, what are you going to do to me? Run over me?” Your ex said.

Charles laughed sarcastically and without grace. “Please, I am capable of making your life miserable.” he smiled sinisterly. “Now if you allow me, could you get out of here? I want to spend time with my wife and daughter, and if that bothers you and you want to cause another stupid scene, I can call security.” he said in a serious voice.

As if it were a warning, the building security appeared and took your ex-partner away from your apartment door, you let out a sigh of relief and hug Charles with Lily in your arms and he hugs you back. You let out the suppressed tears in your eyes, it has been so long since you felt so much fear and terror and the fact that Lily has been present terrifies you even more, he begins to rub your and Lily's back very carefully.

“He's gone baby, let it out, there's no pressure.” Charles said in a whisper as you entered the apartment again.

You let out a little whimper. “I don't know what... I don't know what he was doing here, how he found us... I was very scared.” He caressed your face a little and then separated and looked for the bag with the groceries that he left in the hallway. “I don't what he wanted Cha... I'm... I'm sorry” you whisper he wiped your tears with his thumb.

“Baby... You don't have to apologize for his shitty attitude, the important thing is that I arrived on time, don't you think? And besides, you and Lily are safe, which is the most important thing.” he said. “Although, I can help you place a restraining order against him, if you wish.”

You blinked a few times. “Really? Charlie, it's not necessary, you know?” he shook his head multiple times.

“Love, you have to do it. It's for your safety and Lily's! I wouldn't mind talking to my lawyers about it and getting help from them.” He said in a calm voice as he carried a calm Lily in his arms.

“You're sure?” I looked at him hopefully.

He nods. “Completely sure, darling.”

You nod with a shy smile on your face. “Okay babe.”

He kisses your temple. “Now, how about we cure that ugly mark on your face? And then we can have a cuddle session for my favorite girls, how does that sound?” He says while tickling Lily's tummy, you nod.

“That sounds good." You smile a little. “Thanks again love.” you said and he kisses you softly.

He guides you to the room and heals the minor wounds left by your ex's slap. His touch is gentle and soft, it's like he doesn't want to hurt you and that's good for your soul. Finally, he placed one of Lily's bandages on your cheek and kissed the spot, causing you to giggle.

“Your stuble tickles me love!” you say and he smiles and blushes.

“And why isn't Lily tickled, hm?” He says with a little smile and starts giving Lily kisses and she giggles loudly.

“Dadaa! Tickles!” she says between giggles.

You smiled. “What did you say, honey?”

“Fine, fine. Maybe you have a bunch of tickles!” he says with a chuckle. “My ticklish girls.” He says and tickles you and Lily again and you both laugh louder.

***

After a few hours, sleep overcame Lily and you were just a push away from falling asleep, the fatigue of the unexpected day was hitting you hard. But you couldn't go to sleep without first talking to Charles a little, it was a kind of routine that you do before going to sleep.

You murmur. “Mhm, baby?” you asked.

“Can't you sleep my darling?” He asks and you nod. “Come here petit bébé.” He says as he opens his arms. (little baby)

You snuggle into his arms. “I don't know how to thank you for what you do for us.” You whisper.

“Baby, you don't have to thank me for that, you know?” He says softly. “It's something that comes naturally from me, it's nothing really.” He says while placing kisses all over your face and you giggle.

“you are an angel charlie.” You smile.

“I don't see myself as an angel, but if you say so, that's fine!” He giggles and blushes.

You make a little silence and then speak again. “So... My wife, you said earlier, tell me, sir, what do you mean by that?” You giggle a little.

He blushes even more. “Oh well, I don't know, it just came out... I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable darling.” He said a little embarrassed and you silenced him with a short kiss on the lips.

“Not at all... I have to say that I liked it.” You whisper and he opened his eyes wide.

“Doesn't it make you uncomfortable?” you denied.

“You can call me that as many times as you want bubba!” you giggled.

“Oh god, thank you so much chérie, you make me the luckiest man in the world!” he giggled.

“It's nothing baby boy! It's like you say, it's something that comes naturally.” You say and give him several kisses.

With him you feel safe and loved, a feeling that you haven't had for a long time (since before you finally knew him). And so in the warm arms of your loved one, you fall into a deep sleep thinking that not everything is bad, there are good moments as well as bad ones, but with him and Lily there is nothing they cannot overcome as a family.

[penny-anna]

sitting in the bathroom at work on my phone & notice i have an email from my letting agency. well i guess i should read that

and ok i. can't post the whole thing for privacy reasons so i have Redacted identifying info here it is:

all the branding & contact details are so legitimate AND on top of that i actually recognise the name in the signature (it's a distinctive name & i had a lengthy email conversation with her last year about an actual rent issue) that i have a moment of HUH?? before it strikes me what is probably going on here

very very tenatively follow the link to see where it goes. get uhh this page:

hmm nope i will not be doing that

go back to the email. notice for the first time that it does in fact come from a legitimate letting agency address. consider the possibility that they might actually have sent me an invoice for an absurd amount of money by mistake & decide to give the captcha a go

get taken to what looks like a microsoft log in page. OHH OKAY. okay i see the game you are playing here. no u may not have my password.

still i am only 99% sure so leave the bathroom and go to call my letting agency. phone signal is piss poor at the office so go to grab my work phone.

co-worker: hey everything okay

me: i have to go call my landlord - actually i'll just show you what i got

co-worker, squinting at email: oh yeah that looks like [LETTING AGENCY]

(she is coincidentally a tenant of the same agency)

me: okay but they are saying i owe them thirty grand

co-worker: yeah you should call them

me: IM GONNA

call the letting agency

me, like 99% sure this is a blatant phishing email and kinda embarrassed to be calling them: hey uhh did you send me an email this afternoon

agency: no nothing's coming up. Why, what did it say?

me: ok im gonna be frank, it's an email saying i owe you £30,000 and as far as i am aware, i do not

agency: oh that's weird. who is it from?

me: [REDACTED]

agency: oh dear she's an actual member of our accounts team

me: yeah i know. i think its a scam. my name & address don't appear anyway and the link is dodgy.

agency: ......i'm going to put you on hold

im on hold for long enough that i 1) decide to do some arithmetic for the fun of it and determine that, even if i had paid no rent for the entire time i have lived here, i still would not owe them £30k and 2) get bored and go back to my desk to do more work

come off hold

agency, sounding audibly harried: yeah so that is a scam. please don't interact with it

me: i thought it probably was

agency: while you were on hold I actually got the same email

me: oh dear

agency: yeah we're looking into it.

agency: thank you so much for letting us know

anyway looks like it's some kind of security breach at their end. WHICH IS A RELIEF. bcos i was worried abt how a scammer could know who my landlord was dhgdkghfdl

anyway stay safe <3

had THE most unsettling phishing email experience today lads

[ihatebnha]

very, very gentle reminder that fanfic blogs are not substitutes for talking to your friends or seeking professional help.

[canongf-archive]

hey i need to know what sort of long shot for speedy controversy or conspiracy exists... are there people who theorize that they all hate each other? are there.... SHIPPERS... and how bad are they... how many people hypothesize that you and brahm are dating before you've made it official? ...how many people hypothesized that you were dating a totally different member of the band

this might b my favorite thing u’ve ever asked me… if not number 1 it is in the top 3 no DOUBT. ok *claps hands together* let’s get into it 

i think the most common long shot for speedy conspiracies are about Marshall? that he isn’t happy being in the band??? that he feels out of place? and yes, that he low key hates the other members? poor Marshall lmfao. he’s a lil more quiet in interviews so ppl think he’s moody (he’s not rlly!) and when he gets days off he spends some of them with friends outside the band. not bc he hates the band and can’t wait to get away from them… but just bc he has other friends! also he’s not the youngest but he kinda gets treated like he’s the baby sometimes and he’ll get teased in interviews and everyone’s like “they’re being really mean. you can tell Marshall’s hurt :(” when in reality he doesn’t even rlly think twice abt it. they all tease each other and he doesn’t hate them for it. behind the scenes he is very giggly and happy and sweet and he loves being in the band !

also sometimes ppl think Maverick is sick of everyone bc in videos with some of the guys dicking around he’s often off to the side like shaking his head and calling them stupid and he’s a lil more serious in interviews but i can confirm that when push comes to shove he DOES get into the shenanigans as well and he can also be VERY dumb and it’s VERY funny

there ARE shippers and thankfully they aren’t TOO bad… i don’t think many of them take it that seriously. Brahm and Maverick are the most common ship in the fandom bc they’ve known each other a long time and they’re very close, but other popular ships include Porter & Fletcher (bc they’re both chaotic dumbasses that enable each other) and also Marshall with… just… everyone. he’s the softest member so when they’re not teasing him they’re all loving on him. there are loads of pictures and videos of him being cuddled and picked up and kissed by the other boys (it’s a v physical band ok). he is compatible with everybody

LOTS OF PPL HYPOTHESIZED THAT BRAHM AND I WERE DATING BEFORE WE MADE IT OFFICIAL. they were v smart and caught on v easily. Brahm and i would like each others pictures on instagram and sometimes comment back and forth and the fans noticed. they also noticed whenever Brahm and I would post from the same location even if neither of us mentioned the other one IN the post (i.e. “here’s a selfie Brahm posted a month ago from his bedroom and here’s a selfie LIV posted this morning and if you look in the background you can tell that the posters on the wall are the same”). AND they noticed a few times when we shared clothes. like they noticed me wearing a necklace they had seen him wear in an interview a couple times and they noticed when he was wearing an oversized jacket they knew i owned. we did not get very much past them though we tried

THAT BEING SAID some ppl thought i was dating FLETCHER at first bc he’s a very enthusiastic commenter so he’d write nice things on my instagram pictures all the time and ALSO he steals Brahm’s clothes (he steals everyone’s clothes. and shoes and jewelry and pillows and everything else). so if i wore something of Brahm’s and they noticed some ppl would think it was Fletcher’s bc they had seen him wearing it previously but it was just bc he stole it from Brahm’s closet.

also honorable mention to the fans that would be like “not every girl Brahm talks to is his girlfriend. guys and girls can just be friends without there being any romantic feelings” before we became public like yes you are SO right!!! but also there are romantic feelings

the fans are fun. and they make life interesting :^) i am v v grateful they love the band as much as they do. 

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Hey honey, a blurb request for MMIH series can u write abt their firsts? Like the first time the kids say mommy and daddy and their first baby steps and can u add some more firsts plzz ignore this if u don't wanna write love ur writing ❤️❤️

Thank you so much!! Hope you like this. Let me know what you think.

FIRSTS

Pairing : Mob! Tom Holland x Reader

Warnings : fluff

Match made in Hell (series)

Leah had always been more vocal than her brother. Whenever you held her in your arms she would be babbling gibberish cheerfully as if she had lots of things to say to you. And ready to scream the second she didn’t get her way.

“Like mother, like daughter. Bossing everyone around from now itself” Tom had said jokingly once.

You were sitting against the headboard on your bed with Nathan in your arms. A milk bottle in your hand as you fed him before you can put him to sleep.

Tom was laying next to you with Leah comfortably seated on his chest. She was quick to finish her bottle but seemed to be in no mood to go to sleep so Tom was busy playing with her. The sight itself made you smile at how small she was against his broad frame.

“C’mon princess say ‘daddy’ ” Tom said encouragingly one more time. He had been trying to make her say daddy for the past one week with no success. Leah babbled some gibberish in return and then let out a loud squeal clapping her hands gleefully.

“Okay, how about ‘mommy’ baby?” you asked. Her attention turned to you for a moment. She uttered the same gibberish to you smiling before going on to tugging the gold chain around Tom’s neck.

Tom sighed in resignation.

“They are not even one yet you know” you said.

“Well almost one so she can say something”

“You’re just trying to make her say 'daddy' first so you can win the bet” You narrowed your eyes.

“That’s another thing but I want to listen to her say daddy in her sweet little voice. Will you say it for me, love?” Tom cooed. Leah pinched his nose instead with her chubby fingers as Tom let out a small ‘ow’.

You snorted. “Serves you right.”

“Got your mum’s temper as well I see” He chuckled, shaking his head.

His hand reached out to brush away a thick lock of her hair falling over her face. Tom glanced at his little girl lovingly observing how she got your beautiful eyes as well as nose and mouth. A mini version of you.

“Da-da” Leah said absentmindedly, playing with the gold chain. Both of you perked up and looked at each other with wide eyes. A light gasp escaped Tom’s mouth as he sat up with Leah on his lap.

“Did you? Did you just say dada?” He asked her, still thinking he might have heard wrong. Leah just looked at his face with her big round eyes.

“Can you say it again? Can you say dada again Leah?”

“Da-da...dada” She repeated over and over again clapping her hands in joy at her new found word.

“Aww my little princess you don’t know how happy I am” He lifted her and smothered her face with kisses. Leah just giggled having no idea why her dad was almost on the verge of crying out of happiness.

“We are going shopping tomorrow. Will buy you new clothes as well as toys” Tom announced with utmost joy.

“What, are you crazy? She already has dozens of dresses and she’s growing out of them really fast” You argued.

“So we will get her more. Her daddy rules this city and she is his princess and she will be treated like one.” He said proudly as you just shook your head. “Also I won the bet by the way” He gave you a smug look.

“Well we still have this one to decide the winner.” You glanced down at Nathan fast asleep in your lap.

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It was a known fact Nailah was a daddy’s girl while Nathan was a mama’s boy. That boy would never want to leave your side for a minute and since the day he started crawling he has become a serious tripping hazard following you everywhere you go.

You were in the living room as you made Nate and Leah sit on the play mat and gave them their toys. As they got busy playing you decided to make a quick trip to the kitchen and grab some coffee.

Pouring the coffee in a mug you added some sugar, stirring it with a spoon. A gasp left your mouth the moment you turned around to find your one year old son at the doorway. No doubt he had crawled across the hallway to the kitchen following you.

You put the mug on the kitchen counter and was about to go pick him up but then you stopped. You watched him carefully as he grabbed on the side of the door frame and slowly stood up on his wobbly feet. Your heart swelled with happiness as he stood there holding the door frame with a big smile.

“Oh my god Nate! You stood up on your own.” You went and scooped him up in your arms. “C’mere my little man. Mommy is so proud of you.” You said kissing his chubby cheeks.

“Daddy would be so happy to hear about it”

Tom was over the moon when you told him about Nathan learning to walk over the phone. Though he was a little upset that he couldn’t see it himself because he had to fly out to Berlin for a very important business deal to make. You sent him little videos of Nathan trying to walk and falling down after a few steps to cheer him up.

And when he returned from the trip you made sure Nathan was the first one to greet him as he walked up to his dad— still a little wobbly but he has progressed a lot. You should have seen the smile on Tom’s face as he picked him up in his arms.

Leah wasn’t far behind her brother either; it was a matter of days that she might start walking soon enough.

The other day you were in the living room with the twins. You stood Leah up on the mat and slowly removed your hands away from her sides.

“C’mere Leah. Come to daddy” Tom held his arms open smiling. She grinned and took a wobbly step. You held your breath behind her ready to catch her if she falls. Leah took another step as Tom encouraged her more. Suddenly she took two more and rushed over to Tom surprising you both.

“Good job princess” Tom laughed and kissed her. “You’re getting big my little girl.”

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Days went by as your little munchkins grew a little everyday in front of your eyes and learnt new things. You wished you could slow down time because you are already missing the days when they were little.

“Mama, look” Leah broke you out of your thoughts. She showed you the tower she had built with the colorful blocks.

“That's beautiful, sweetie. Well done” You said smiling.

“Nate, come” She then grabbed her brother’s hand and dragged him with her to help her bring more blocks from the toy box.

Tom was sitting beside you on the couch checking his mails on his phone as you watched Nathan and Nailah running around in the room. A line of worry creased your forehead.

Nathan has always been the quieter one. He was happy to observe his surroundings and let his sister take the spotlight. He occasionally babbled and enjoyed pointing at things that interested him but never did he say a complete word and it worried you.

“Y/N you alright darling?” Tom said, noticing your worried expression.

“Hmm... Yeah I’m fine”

“You look worried. C’mon talk to me” He said rubbing your shoulders.

You knew you shouldn’t be worried. It's normal for babies to start talking around 12-18 months of age but nothing can convince your mother’s heart.

“Nothing as such it’s just the twins are almost 16 months where Leah is learning new words everyday Nate hasn’t spoken a single word”

“He is a man of few words” He said jokingly to lighten up your mood.

“Very funny” You grimaced.

“Oh c’mon darling. The doctor told us he will talk to us when he’s ready we can’t force him” He said.

“I know but I still can’t stop worrying. What if something is wrong with him?” You said with concern.

“I’m sure he is fine. Don’t worry darling” He pulled you closer kissing your forehead.

“Dah-lin” You heard and looked at your baby boy standing near the couch.

“What- what did you say bud?” Tom asked him with a wide grin on his face.

“Dahlin” Nate repeated the word pointing at you.

“That’s right bud!” Tom exclaimed. Both of you elated that your son finally said his first word.

“It’s mama baby say mama” you tried to correct him.

“Dahlin” He giggled even more and Tom rolled over laughing at your side.

"It's all your fault" You glared at Tom.

"What do I call you then if not darling?" he said in his defense.

"Dahlin" Nathan said it again as you picked him up and sat him on your lap.

“Well I’m happy you said something but you need to stop calling me darling I've had enough of that name already” You said looking at Tom playfully.

[actualbird]

Oh man I wasn't expecting the dragon fic to get even better! My favourite morning fairytale is ramping up and I'm definitely not complaining.

No matter what lives they live Ria and Luke will never be able to cook properly before they start learning. How did Luke catch a soup on fire...?

I like how it's Luke this time who has the nightmares of the canon event instead of Ria. Just one of those things that are different yet similar in their different yet similar lives. Also I was going to make a looming nightmare pun here but I couldn't make it work so you get marginally more insightful commentary instead dryifdtud

Oh man when Luke realised his hands couldn't move I actually got worried for a second aha. It's definitely a Vyn move to be dramatic and ominous especially when he doesn't know Luke that well but also dammit Vyn why.

Nice owl motif reference, I always really like it when ToT fics make use of the boys' associated animals to describe them. It always feels like a nice small reference for fans who know about them.

I really wasn't expecting Vyn to be a fae what that's so clever???? Using the canon of him having changed his name to match the fae lore of names having power and thus them hiding their true names I honestly would never have thought about that. Does that mean Vyn still goes by Vilhelm here normally?

Luke being that one guy on dragon threads is absolutely accurate oh my god those questions I'm wheezing. What was going through Vyn's mind when he read those I really want to know now.

So I really like all the nods to the canon versions of these characters and how you use them in ways that make sense. Luke finding Vyn an easy person to vent to as a nod to him being a therapist in canon is so clever and I'm really looking forward to how many more references there'll be.

Ria eating a deer's heart sure is a strange moment for Luke to feel warm and fuzzy in his own heart but I'm not judging Luke you do you.

That's about it for my comments on the fic! I absolutely agree with that point in the author's note about Luke thinking like a hero. Having someone who thinks like that for a partner seems like you have an ideal partner on the surface but part of having a romantic relationship, hell of loving in general, is going through tough times together as a team and supporting each other. It's the trust to let yourself be vulnerable around your partner, and you won't get that with a hero type who solves everything themselves, and that can feel awful sometimes. Man, even when I don't go on character study tamgents in the main fic commentary your author's note finds a way to send me off on another one digdtif anyways!! Thank you for the delightfully long chapter, and I look forward to the next one! Don't worry about the longer wait between chapters, it's absolutely justified when the tradeoff is for longer chapters and a deeper au!

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EYYYY, hi hi milkyway!!

thank u for reading ch2 of "yes, she’s my lover, yes, she’s a half-dragon. any more questions?" and HHRGHRH THIS COMMENT IS LOVELY, i owe u my life. im glad this cld be a nice morning fairytale to start off ur day :D

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now to my thoughts on ur thoughts cuz i love rambling HAHAJHSFKJ:

how did luke burn a soup? well, it hasnt been completely talked abt in the fic itself, but i did slip in a little mention in this chapter that luke knows how to forge metals! in this au, ive got it in my head that luke has some pretty nice swordsmithing skills, it felt like a nice way to bring his canon skill of weapon-making and gadgetry into a medieval fantasy setting.

why did i bring that up abt his on-fire soup? cuz luke basically went about cooking the soup like how he heats steel in a forge when swordmaking. whoulda thunk that steel and soup are Not The Same

(i say this bit now cuz i rlly did have this whole backstory but it didnt fit with the sentence structure and of how i wanted to write that bit, so this is a behind the scenes exclusive i guess, HAHA)

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luke in this au 🤝 mc in canon nightmares about death regarding the other

they all need therapy JHVSKJFSD

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ngl, my desire to write vyn's Entire Thing is one of the key factors that made me restructure and further deepen this Whole Fic sjhfvjkskjVKJH.

my outline at first only had luke and mc, but that version felt so...empty. so i brought the other boys in, but their personalities are so distinct and itd be a waste not to give em each a fun little role in this medieval fantasy aaaaand, the rest is history.

keep an eye out for who the nxx boy of chapter 3 will be >:3c

i had so much with vyn btw. i knew he was a fae from the moment i brought him into this fic and tried my best to like, foreshadow it but only truly go HUZZAH, REVEAL! at that one line

the owl thing was fun to do to, im a sucker for like...giving magic a tangible image to draw the sensation out from. cuz magic (sadly) doesnt exist!! how tf do i describe it!!! with OTHER THINGS

and it's always been my modus operandi to make magic feel like different things based on who is using it. it's kinda like how i feel abt writing, in a sense? theres a set list of stuff it can do, but the intent and style and how it feels differs for everybody

HEHE, the name thing was what made me wanna make vyn a fae here in the first place!! and as behind the scenes commentary once again, i think he does still go by vyn. it's not his "true" name but i figure he still likes it better. plus, it gives him some more protection, since saying a fae's name shifts the power away from the fae in question and onto the speaker

and vyn? giving control to somebody else? oh he'd rather find a ditch to go die in JHVSKJDFHJ

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i adore luke and he is so intelligent but that does make me wanna nerf him sometimes, esp when hes more focused on His Beloved and is wracked with worry jshfvkjs. his braincells took a vacation, he just wanted all the answers and he is new to this entire environment

vyn, reading luke's letters: oh this poor thing needs to learn how the magic community works or else they'll eat him alive

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me: hehe references go BRRRRRR

im so glad u enjoyed that tho, it's a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine to be tongue-in-cheek abt the 4th wall whenever it can be entertaining ajhsvfkjashfja

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love is stored in the "watching ur dragon!gf absolutely go to town munching on a dead deer while eating the dinner she made for u that is delightfully Edible" <3!!!

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im SOOO GLAD U ENJOYED my little character thought in the author's notes huhu. i am Incredibly Passionate about dissecting luke's character and it just delights me to no end that many traits that make him strong are also the same traits that can be his downfall

cuz idk, i figure character traits arent inherently good or bad, they become good or bad based on situations. him thinking like a hero when he was alone was alright, but now that hes got somebody who loves him and wants him to be here with her, he cant think like a hero anymore. at least not with her. he has to think like a partner for all the reasons u so wonderfully articulated hhHHHH!!!

im so emotional about luke and mc so much all the time, basically

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thank you so SO much for this in depth comment!! and also for ur reassurance that wait-time is okay huhu, that rlly soothes my soul since ive got big damn anxiety abt wait-timez.

that being said, im raring to write ch3 HAHA but i have to wait until im a bit more rested cuz...i am SO SLEEPY TODAY for staying up late last night KJAHSVFKJAS

[haikyuuthots]

Hellooo!! Uhm,, could u write a dad ushijima with a wife whos insecure abt her body afer giving birth to their daughter ?? 🥺👉👈 thank you!!

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Your beauty is remarkable. - Wakatoshi Ushijima

Pairing: W. Ushijima x Reader

Word count: 1.5k

Warnings: talk about insecurity, some self depreciation.

A/n: how’d you know I have baby fever hahahah jk. No but seriously, dad Ushijima makes me so soft 🥺🤍 thank u for requesting, hope you enjoy this bestie.

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There was no doubt your daughter was a blessing, you genuinely couldn’t be happier with her in your life, but even so you couldn’t help but be bothered with how your body looked. You knew it was irrational to be so hard on yourself, especially now because your daughter was everything you ever wished for, but you just couldn’t help but feel very insecure.

You’ve always tried your best to be confident in your skin. You never really had issues with your body, especially not with your husband Ushijima who always reminded you of your beauty. Whenever you pointed something out that you didn’t really like he was always quick to shut down any negative comments you had for yourself.

When you first got pregnant, you thought the baby bump was cute at first, but as time passed and you continued to grow, you couldn’t help but feel a little insecure. Sometimes you’d subconsciously makes comments about how other women looked so much prettier than you, and Ushijima would always get a bit upset

“Love you’re beautiful. Those women aren’t carrying our baby, so they can’t possibly be any prettier than you.”

His words would always make you smile, making you feel confident all over again.

When you gave birth to your beautiful baby girl; Celine , you thought nothing could take away the happiness you felt. She was perfect; she resembled her daddy so much, and you loved the fact that she did. Taking care of her has been the highlight of your life. Ushijima even took time off of work so he could attend to all of your and her needs, everything was great, you shouldve been ecstatic but the truth was, you found yourself feeling a bit sad still.

You couldn’t ignore how drastically your body changed after the pregnancy, and that has you feeling the most insecure you’d ever felt. You tried not to pay attention at first, but it’s been four months since you’ve given birth , and all you could notice was the new marks you had , and the new weight you’d put on. Also, to top it all off, you always looked tired and never bothered to get ready, because your priority was caring for Celine.

Ushijima could care less, to be honest he didn’t even notice the change in your figure. You were perfect in his eyes. His beautiful wife, and the mother of his baby. You’d always be gorgeous to him, but whenever you looked in the mirror you couldn’t say the same.

You tried your best to hide your insecurities, you didn’t want to make this about yourself, you had a beautiful baby and a supporting husband, you didn’t want him to worry about your inner thoughts.

One day you were in the living room doing your best to cradle your crying baby. Ushijima was in the kitchen preparing a bottle for him to give to your daughter. Making his way over to you two, with the bottle in hand he gently takes her from your arms

“Come here, my angel.” He gently says to your daughter as he grabs her from your hold “lets give momma some rest.”

You can’t help but stare in complete awe as you watch him cradle and feed your baby. The sight of them two always made your heart swell with complete joy.

Celine quickly halts her crying in her daddy’s arms.

“Traitor.” You jokingly whisper, pretending to be offended at the fact she stopped crying as soon as her dad grabbed her.

Ushijima just lets out a small chuckle. “She’s already a daddy’s girl. I always knew she would be.”

You jokingly roll your eyes, “yeah, yeah.”

His eyes soften as he looks at you, with his left hand he gently caresses you face “you should get some rest, I’ve got it from here.”

You knew he said this with the best intentions, he was only looking out for you, but for some reason you couldn’t help but take offense to his comment. The smile you had quickly fading away, as a pout begins to form

“Do I really look that bad.”

Ushijima is caught off guard, he had no idea how you came up to that conclusion, still you continue talking

“Is it that obvious that I need the rest?” Your words are filled with hurt, not being able to take your emotions anymore you make your way out of the living room, towards you room. Leaving your husband there with your daughter.

Ushijima has no idea how to react to your outburst. He meant no harm in his words, he was genuinely concerned with the lack of sleep you’d been getting lately, that’s the only reason he said that. He felt upset that’s he’d offend you in any way, all he wanted to do was clear up this misunderstanding.

You on the other hand had locked yourself in the bathroom. Staring at yourself in the mirror, you couldn’t help but point out every flaw you could find. The dark under bags under your eyes, the acne that has developed because of stress, your new stretch marks, the way your stomach looked, everything, you hated it all.

As tears begin to form from your eyes, you hear a light knock come from the door, your husbands voice following right after.

“Y/n, love, please open the door.”

No response, you had nothing to say.

Ushijima sighs from the other end, “please.” He says more desperately.

“I can’t! I feel so ugly, just leave me alone!” You shout, tears still falling from your eyes

Ushijima’s chest tightens, he couldn’t help but feel upset, he absolutely hated when you talked down on yourself

“You’re not! Don’t say that!” He yells back

You let out a small gasp, still overwhelmed by emotion

“Don’t lie to me,” you say a bit quieter

“I’m not lying, please y/n open the door”

You hesitate for a second, but his pleading voice was enough for you to listen to his request.

You quickly unlock the door and swing it open, with your tear stained face, you quickly speak

“Look at me Toshi. I’ve never looked worse.”

Ushijima instantly grabs you to wrap you into a tight hug

“Stop talking about yourself like that. I hate it when you do. You’re beautiful, the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid eyes on.”

You’re gently crying as you listen to him speak, reciprocating the embrace

“I love you darling, everything about you. Your beauty is remarkable, it leaves me breathless everyday.”

Gently pulling away you look up at him “but I’ve changed so much, my body looks so different, I don’t like it.”

Ushijima holds your face to look towards him

“Love, you’ve been growing a baby for nine months, OUR baby. That fact alone makes you remarkable. You’re so gorgeous it hurts me knowing you don’t feel that way.”

“You’re only saying that.”

“I mean it. Every single word, you’re so beautiful words cannot even describe it.”

As you look up at him, your eyes soften as you continue to listen to him speak, he always knew what to say to make you feel better.

Ushijima gently begins to lean towards you, kissing you softly as he holds you close. You immediately reciprocate tangling your hands in his hair as he continues to move his lips against yours.

Pulling away he stares at you lovingly “I adore you. My gorgeous wife.”

You finally let out a small smile “I love you so much. Thank you Toshi, I’m so lucky to have you, I’m so sorry I put you through this.”

“Don’t ever be, I’ll be here every moment of every day to remind you of your beauty, inside and out. Always here for you.”

You two lean in for another kiss when suddenly you hear the soft cries of your baby from the other room.

Ushijima smiles down at you, still holding you close “thank you for the biggest blessing in my life. I owe it all to you.”

“I love you. That blessing is calling for us.” You chuckle out

He pecks your lips one last time before you two begin to make your way over to your daughter. Following right behind him, Ushijima gently picks your daughter up from her bassinet.

“Shhh baby, daddy’s here.” He gently coos, to soothe her.

He continues cradling her until she calms down, prepping kisses on her every now and then. When she finally stops crying you both stare at her in awe, Ushijima breaking the subtle silence

“She’s so beautiful. Just like you.”

You smile at his words, “she’s perfect.”

“That’s how I feel about you y/n. You’re perfect.”

“I love you so much Toshi. Thank you, I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

“I love you more.” He replies, leaning down to kiss you again.

Insecurity wasn’t something that could go away in a second, but you were beyond grateful you had someone like Ushijima, who was there to remind you every day how beautiful you truly were.