#Sybelle TVC

[agendercryptidlev]

Armand and Sybelle matching shirts that say "AUTISM DAD: dad who has autism" and "AUTISM DAUGHTER: daughter who has autism"

[nightcolorz]

Unhinged Sybelle and Benji tangent (cw references to abuse csa trauma etc)

yeah so Marius’s turning of Benji and Sybelle isn’t about whether or not that was the right decision to make and isn’t made better by their contentment living as vampires in late canon. Benji and Sybelle’s relatively happy lives as vampires are irrelevant to me. The cruelty of how he did it is made worse by the hypocritical nature of turning a kid into a vampire after so firmly insisting that turning children is morally abhorrent and smth he should’ve never done, yeah, but that’s only a small part of it.

It was so awful and upsetting to me bcus of the deliberate stripping of Armand’s agency. See, we have a whole book where Armand tells the story of how throughout his entire life and childhood he was forced into the role of submissiveness and/or dependency. whether that be his childhood religious devotion that would eventually lead to his being buried alive for God or being sold into sexual slavery or Marius’s mentorship of him that ultimately intended to teach him to stay loyal and dependent on Marius’s authority to Marius’s relationship with him sexual and otherwise to the cult indoctrination, up until Lestat comes along and tilts his own view of submission and devotion as his only way to survive and function in the world onto its head.

He gives him a theater and then he gives him Louis. Armand floats around, tries to find purpose without devotion through using Louis and Daniel as tools to understanding the modern age. The modern age to Armand is possibility and independence, things he’s never had so much access to and doesn’t know exactly how to apply to himself until the devils minion chapter when he’s like ah ok I get it, life without devotion is something I’ve always been familiar with—it’s what Marius taught me! I Am The Master now with my excessive indulgence and my Boy and my sea side paradise.

But Armand is a Void™️ with no concept of self besides a collection of concepts and experiences and people he’s been exposed to throughout his existence, so rlly he’s kind of a fraud. Internally he’s still a saint who yearns for a God to follow, he’s no Marius, and this all comes to a head in Memnoch the devil when he throws himself into the sun for Jesus etc. and so TVA Armand is mixed the fuck up, he’s lost everything he’s been building for himself, he’s like an open wound, like red and gold sand art shaken around until it’s sludges of brown.

Armand believes himself to have no coherent narrative of a life, no coherent and consistent sense of self, just a collection of unrelated sequences that he draws from to occasionally preform personhood, and at the beginning of TVA he is very much just that. No thoughts only colors and pain. But he’s trying to rebuild himself as best he can, he has these young humans who he’s caring for, and through caring Armand finds meaning.

These humans are very much reflections of himself, or who he used to be, and seeing a personhood reflected back at him through these two gives him insight into his own value as an individual, as someone who is inherently worthy of having a life. So with Benji and Sybelle he tries to rebuild his own sense of personhood by giving them what he would want in there place. The conclusion he reaches at the end of his story to David is that after everything ultimately he is learning and rebuilding, gaining fulfillment and individuality he’s never had before through his empathy and care for these two people in his life. Benji and Sybelle are representative of Armand’s healing process!!! They mirror him bcus they are him!! He’s literally nurturing his inner child!! And with that there comes self care and self love etc etc. but then the book doesn’t end!!

Then after all that trauma and all that healing everything that Armand was tenderly attempting to build for his new life is stripped away ! When Marius turns Benji and Sybelle it doesn’t matttttter that they like being vampires. What matters is that when Armand finally gained agency and individuality Marius decided to take that from him! Marius decided that he actually knew better then Armand, and if Armand would just allow him to do what’s best for him then everything would be so much better and so much easier. And when Armand starts sobbing and screaming and fighting him that’s just justification to Marius that Armand isn’t capable of independence or self sufficiency, that he’s a child throwing a tantrum who can’t make his own decisions, that he should just be dependent on Marius like he used to be and trust that other people know what’s best for him.

That’s why it’s so tragic! That’s why it’s so frustrating and so sad. Armand was on the road to healing but then Marius stormed in like the symbolic representation of his past telling him that no matter what he does or the progress he makes he’s still Armand in the catacombs, Amadeo on the red sheets, Andrei waiting to be buried alive. So I don’t really give af if ultimately Benji and Sybelle are fine! It’s great that despite being a child vampire Benji is able to function independently and contently as an adult with minimal body dysmorphia and existential dread, but you know who’s not able to do that? Armand 😭😭

[lady-phasma]

What if I were to post a short fic (like 800 words) before kinktober starts that's just Armand x Benji x Sybelle x reader fluff? Just some cuddles with the fam.

Update: I did.

[kaelio]

sybelle and benji are basically daniels aunt and uncle in the Blood

[platoapproved]

Something about Armand’s detached pragmatic certainty that if he just goes and walks down the street looking helpless someone will inevitably attack him sooner rather than later. And he is not wrong.

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Sketched Sybelle again I love her 🎶

She fed messily again sorry Mariuuuuuus

[wretcheddoll]

Love how Lestat can literally rape a man into vampirism as he’s screaming at him to stop and people don’t bat an eye, but when Marius makes two vampires consensually against their guardian’s wishes suddenly people start crying about their GUARDIAN’S autonomy, not even their own, like cmon…

And I’m not saying Benji and Sybelle’s making isn’t a tragic scene in the moment, but like why aren’t we holding the same energy for two instances of vampire makings that were tragic in the moment but ultimately turned out “good” for the parties involved. Especially when one was much more violent and traumatic for the victim, and the other was more of a tragic inevitability.

Again I am asking why does Marius get framed as the irredeemable villain in fandom for doing something that ultimately turned out for the great or good, but with Lestat it’s like “Oop that’s just Lestat being Lestat again teehee 🤭”

Also stop using my woman (Sybelle) as fuel for your lame ass Marius hate, thank you! 😤

[mercuryspit]

vamp intel

[mugentakeda]

dadmand & babygirl sybelle

[leslutdepointedulac]

Headcanon:

When Louis' living in Trinity Gate he gains the neighbour's cat through the Cat Distribution System. It's a small, very sweet little black cat called Destroyer, and he turns up at the door to TG at about the same time every evening.

The first time he comes, he follows Louis when he goes out to hunt. Louis isn't sure of him at first but he leaves him alone because he knows he belongs to their neighbour. However, when Louis gets back home, Destroyer is still following him but he gets shut outside.

This continues for a couple more nights until one night, Louis decides to let Destroyer come inside. Ever since then, Destroyer turns up at the door at the same time and the first thing Louis does when he wakes up, is go and let him in.

Armand isn't exactly overjoyed at the idea of having a cat around, especially when the kitchen becomes storage for masses of cat food. But for Louis, he tolerates it, and Benji and Sybelle both like Destroyer too.

They all get very used to having him around; Destroyer likes to curl up on people's laps, or sleep in front of the fire. One night, Louis wonders where he is, only to find him curled up on Armand. Armand says he's only letting him stay because he's feeling nice, and besides, it would be a shame to move him when he's so comfortable.

On one evening, Louis opens the door to let Destroyer in but he's not there. Louis thinks that maybe he's just hiding so he looks around but finds nothing. He goes back inside and tells everyone that Destroyer hasn't turned up, and Armand says that it's nothing, cats do this all the time. He's probably found someone else to feed him instead. But Louis' worried about Destroyer possibly being hit by a car or something, so they go out to look for him. No one can find him anywhere so they go back home and Louis tries to brush it off, but really he's thinking about the worst possibilities.

Every night, Louis checks outside the door and leaves some food out but there's still no Destroyer. Until about just over a month later, when he opens the door and Destroyer is standing there, looking up at Louis.

Louis is over the moon to see him again, when he sees something move in one of the bushes near the door. Then a small black furry thing emerges and it's a kitten, followed by three others. Louis is amazed and calls Armand, Benji and Sybelle to the door.

They all stand in the doorway, staring at the kittens. Benji says that's where Destroyer must have been all this time. Destroyer isn't a male cat, she's a female, and she obviously left to have kittens and has now returned to TG with them.

They let the cats in and Louis goes off to find them some food, while the kittens explore the house. When he goes to the front room, the kittens are all snuggled in front of the fire, with Destroyer sitting next to them, watching.

He puts the food down near them and sits on the floor, making sure to give them some distance. He beckons Benji and Sybelle over to sit by him and they all watch as Destroyer picks up her kittens and drops them gently into their laps.

Louis looks over his shoulder to see Armand watching them from across the room, so he calls him over and makes him sit beside him. Armand is given the last kitten and Destroyer settles in Louis' lap with her kitten.

She continues to visit with her kittens, even after they grow up. They also have kittens who are also brought to visit TG every night, and their kittens and so on.

TG is always visited by generations of black cats from then on, all of them decendants of Destroyer. And all of them are welcome into the home.

[inexplicablepeas]

Thinking about Armand taking Benji and Sybelle with him to visit the cathedral Lestat is comatose in like they're his emotional support humans. 😭

[agendercryptidlev]

if when we finally see Armand again at the end of season 3 instead of languishing miserably post-divorce like we think he's actually thriving and taking care of Sybelle and Benji and happier than we've ever seen him >>>>>

Even if they never adapt any part of "The Vampire Armand", the IWTV show better put Sybelle and Benji in eventually. Let Armand have his kids goddammit!!!

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armand playing minecraft with benji while sybelle plays piano in the background send tweet

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armand playing minecraft with benji while sybelle plays piano in the background …we all say in unison

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It’s been years since I’ve reread The Vampire Armand but if I recall correctly he has a black hole heart. Dark and consuming, always hungry, and with its own gravitational pull. He’s not normal and he knows it. He doesn’t know how to love in a way that isn’t broken.

Of course, it’s also work separating out Anne’s character-work from Anne’s sometimes incredibly annoying plot-work. One thing I remember hating from TVA was Benji and Sybelle. I recall them being very one-note characters and so I did not like to view them as a reflection on Armand’s character. I wonder if I will feel differently the next read through.

[kaelio]

this is my way of never shutting up about how sybelle and benji aren't even mentioned in Blood & Gold oh my fucking god i think about that EVERY FUCKING TIME

[thecactifindahome]

Deleted argument between Marius and Armand in TVA, from Tulane University

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The images here are the first half, the download link has the full section. I'll reblog with images of the second half momentarily.