#Sorry this is literally just a vent
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One thing I love about the cs fandom is how you got these amazing artists who replicate the show’s style beautifully. The fanart people make is so lovely because it shows how much they love something, regardless of skill or experience with art. I’m pissed at the possibility that if someone gives an ai prompt for something in the 2019 Carmen Sandiego art style it’s going to be stealing from artists who put their time into replicating an art style they like. Fuck ai and fuck tumblr.
Don’t even get me started on writers who are going to have their work stolen. It’s a lot less noticeable than some people’s styles being replicated by ai but it’s still not fair.
#Sorry this is literally just a vent#I’m not really in the fandom anymore and I don’t write as much as I used to but it still pisses me off
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"when i was your age, i was working three jobs to help support my family" and "when i was in college i was sleeping on a mattress on the floor and living off of soup"
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS ISN'T A CHARACTER-BUILDING LESSON, IT'S JUST BAD
#have you maybe considered even once that an 8-5 job is not the natural human state#'i never had a job with so much leisure time'#YOU NEVER WORKED A SHIFT JOB#EVEN WHEN YOU WERE SCRAPING BY IN COLLEGE#I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU THINGS HAVE GOTTEN EVEN WORSE SINCE YOU WERE MY AGE#screams forever and ever#sorry this is literally just incoherent venting
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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mood for the past 17 years that has just been getting exponentially worse since
#talkys#sorry for vent. thinking abt how even if i was able to be on t and al came to life and found me RIGHT NOW it still wouldnt be the same#its not the same at all. its so humiliating.#i will never ever be happy unless we rewrite my entire existence to make it right#also this keeps spreading even tho i have it locked i need to clarify#i dont even mean it in the focusing on the hot men way#its literally just imagining myself as a man being domestic with another man#regardless of appearance of either party. idk i just get this Ache
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they gave link a fuckjng hoverboard
#venting my frustration at no confirmation of loftwings#sorry for being a joyless traditionalist but i think modern technology in fantasy is lame as hell#nintendo direct#totk#loz#loz link#loz fanart#like ok technology can be very cool and fun#but they literally just gave him an atv#give me like. beetle cars. give me fantasy influenced tech#dont just slap glowey green on a straight up car#my hatred is partially fueld by a distinct lack of loftwings#ever since they gave us that shot of link running and jumping off one of those floating islands like he does in sksw#ive been hoping for loftwings i didnt even consider it before but now it is a meed#NEED#kiddokori
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i dont know how you could play veilguard and genuinely think the dalish elves are represented well in that game. you can't even play a dalish rook (except somehow they kinda are dalish, but also you can make them andrastian too, because actually you're not dalish but you do know elven and call them "our gods" repeatedly for some reason but your faith is completely unshaken by all of this regardless), there are no dalish clans in the entire game, the only one we do interact with is massacred off-screen but it's fine this time i guess because at least it's not our fault, and the two dalish companions are treated like shit by the writers and the narrative and the playerbase. the veil jumpers are not the dalish, these are separate groups, there are humans and qunari and dwarves all within the veil jumpers. the dalish are separate, irelin and strife and bellara all left their clans to join the veil jumpers. the actual dalish clan in arlathan is killed after the gods escape, there's literally a whole quest where you have to run around and find their dead bodies.
bellara is punished not once but twice with her brother's death for daring to pursue elven history, just like merrill is punished for restoring the eluvian before her. and then rook is the one that gets to choose whether or not to destroy the archive, despite not even being dalish. yes, bellara is smart and strong and brave but she also is belittled for her beliefs; her struggle at the start is played as a joke, her comments are all punchlines, and when you do get to talk to her she blames herself and feels guilty, and the game gives you no real option to comfort her. it takes the game killing her brother a second time for us to finally get to see her practice her culture without feeling guilty and without being mocked for it at his funeral, because now she's learned her lesson (but also they make sure to throw in a comment about how Weird it is, and also that all the other dalish clans have been doing the Wrong funeral rites, just to make sure we know how silly they are)
outside of davrin and bellara, the dalish are absent. strife and irelin both immediately accept the sudden revelation that their gods are evil with no pushback (and i don't care if this is because they know harding and varric, this is not communicated in the game). and apparently every other dalish elf just accepts it, too. how is this not depicting them as a monolith? did we play different games? dalish clans have their own traditions and cultures and would absolutely have different opinions about their own gods; the only way you get to see something even remotely close to this is if you take bellara and davrin out together and listen for their banters-- which are never mentioned or relevant anywhere else in game.
and no, i don't want the dalish to blindly follow the gods in veilguard, i want the entire narrative to just not be so fucking racist. the oppressed people's gods being revealed to be evil all along is just racist. nothing else can be "fixed" while this is the core plot, and we knew this since trespasser came out, since it was first revealed over 10 years ago. people have been criticizing this choice and the depiction of the dalish for over a decade. and they still continued with this storyline, despite the various other lore bits they did end up changing for better or worse... instead they just wrote out the dalish completely while still managing to perpetuate harmful anti-indigenous tropes that they've been criticized for repeatedly in the past-- that are made even worse with the total absence of any other dalish characters to counteract them.
#like. what?#you guys are playing a different game than me i swear#sorry this post is kind of bitchy but im Tired of people being so purposefully obtuse about this subject#and just making shit up. its just racist! why are you trying so hard to defend it#why are you calling the people pointing out the racism... racist? and purposefully misconstruing the discussion?#why are you pretending like this stuff isn't literally in every game. this has been talked about so thoroughly at this point#if you arent seeing the issues with it i dont know how else to explain it anymore#da posting#critical#sorry i dont want to put this in the actual tag this is just a bitchy vent lmao
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ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT???
IF YOU WANT A SHOW THAT PORTRAYS BOTH REALISTICALLY AND WITH NUANCE THE FALLOUT OF TWO QUEER MEN CHEATING ON THEIR WIVES THAT DOESNT VILIFY THE WIVES OR THE QUEER MEN WHILE STILL HOLDING PEOPLE ACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS GO WATCH “GRACE AND FRANKIE”
FIRST SEASON IS A LITTLE SLOW THEYRE GETTING THEIR FOOTING BUT THE SHOW IS SO GOOD SO ANTI-AGEIST IT HAS OLD MAN QUEER RELATIONSHIPS AND OLD WOMAN FRIENDSHIPS AND IT STARS THE IMPECCABLE JANE FONDA AND LILY TOMLIN.
#helluva boss critical#SORRY! this is a VENT BUT!!!#WOW I CANT BELIEVE THE WRITERS LITERALLY JUST?!?#STRAW-MANNED IN THAT WHOLE FUCKING JOB#i don’t know what i expected#but I think they went lower than I could ever fucking imagine
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Btw just want to be clear that Time and Time Again is set to, and will if I don't pause, conclude in May 2025!
Webtoon didn't want to renew or give me any extra episodes so I'm trying to work with what I have. I'm sorry it's ending sooner than I'd like, it's been difficult to come to terms with and challenging to condense my plans.
You deserve a solid conclusion, and I've spent months writing to try and reach that. If there's anything you'd really like to see before it ends, do let me know in case I can (and want to) fit it in.
I'd rather not work with them again, and I hope I won't have to! But coming off of years being overworked and underpaid does not make that easy, to say the least...
I'm doing my best, and I hope you like what I have coming up.
#years of being overworked. underpaid. and literally manipulated and gaslit lmfao#it does not feel good to beg to be treated equally. and then told to be satisfied with less than that#it has been repeatedly demoralizing and insulting#and im not doing it again#i would rather nanny again (most exhausting job ive ever had) than work with them again#but. i would rather not!#I'd rather continue to make comics#but to do it full time i would need like 500 patrons on the $5 tier minimum...#which is SO MANY PEOPLE and incomprehensible to me#ive already proven to myself i can live on 25k a year but obviously its tight (i live in socal)#this. is not what this post is about#it's so hard for me not to complain about them#i feel bad for my current patrons i only share stuff on discord as of right now#well i do the merch packages but like#it's mostly just my discord#just dont have the time or energy to manage my patreon#cause idk if yall know but patreons site is TERRIBLE from the creator side???#it takes like 5 minutes to upload a single post it's ridiculous#so i cant manage it rn. I've thought about hiring someone to help me with it but i cant afford any help#anyways ultimately this is informing people its gonna end#and is turning into a vent around all of the stress surrounding that#like i literally had to take a couple months to just be sad its gonna end and come to terms with that#its hard! it's hard feeling so tossed aside and having your stories controlled even in part by someone else#anyways yeah#i havent finished writing the last arc yet#so theres space for me to fit stuff if theres something people really want#so id like to get in what i could if i can!#text post#sorry i always turn any thoughts about comics into vents about webtoon#theyre so ass man..... it's fine. im gone in may...
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the result of knowing you're easily irritable, have anger issues etc is that you never know if your feeling are valid or if you're being insane again
#literally never know if i have the right to be angry or not i can never fucking tell and it sucks#if i know that i often feel feelings that aren't valid then it's easier to just assume#but ummm.... this may result in more anger issues ah....#sorry for vent im going thru it
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Having ADHD is just like:
I'm sorry.
I know it's inconvenient.
I'm sorry.
I know it's annoying.
I'm sorry.
I know it's selfish.
I'm sorry...
I know I shouldn't say sorry because an apology without change is manipulation.
I'm sorry.
I know I can't change my behavior; I've tried.
I'm sorry
#adhd#adhd brain#living with adhd#adhd problems#neurodivergence#adhd post#adhd stuff#actually adhd#This week has been... hard#I was fine and then my brother told me I have the tendency to do things on my time which can be extremely annoying#And he said him and mom try and be understanding#but after it happens again and again#i was thinking about that and how my adhd will never allow me to be non-annoying#and i can't keep saying i'm sorry because I literally can't change my behavior#and medicine can make my punctuality better but it can't make my memory better#and then i lost my wallet for the second time in 24 hours and#i'm just so sick of living with my brain#vent
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying
#you guys all missed the point of her development AND her and saiki's relationship development#like did you miss the parts where the only times he genuinely seems to not like something she does is when shes mean to other girls#and he still understands that she isnt a bad person for having bad thoughts in the private comfort of her mind#and besides... in this case she was literally just being a dramatic and insecure teenage girl LMAO#like dont fucking lie to me and tell me when you were her age you didnt have similar thoughts#youre worse than her if you lie about it while judging her for it#sorryyyy#she shouldve been MORE unhinged youre all just cowards#AND ALSO ? how can something even be 'mean' if its just a thought#thats like if u opened ur friends private diary without permission and then unfriended them over something they said in a random upset vent#and in this specific situation if u found out ur friend called someone a bitch because they liked the same person as her ??#LIKE THATS ?? its bad but its not as crazy as you guys make it out to be#shes allowed to be angry and insecure in the privacy of HER OWN MIND#idk if this makes sense but i just feel that her thoughts are more of a concern about her wellbeing than anything else#like she canonically is extremely kind to others even when she doesnt want to be so why are we worried about how she treats others.#theyre fine. im worried about HER.#and WHY her mindset is so negative... but u guys dont give a shit because u cant handle even a spec of complexity#sorry ive said all this before i just like to rant#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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#im so sad it was such a good ask blog too but my mood has been so severely impacted by it i literally could not handle it anymore#big surprise your favorite character being put through constant and severe turmoil is emotionally damaging. who wouldve guessed#it makes me sad people are so fucking mean too :^(#<- in relation to some of the asks folks send in to guide stories along#like sure cute aggression yeah whatever but some of yall are straight up cruel for no reason. ill never understand it#i really wish i had the heart to keep following this blog bc its such a huge and beautiful passion project... but im sensitive:^(#even if its fictional#sorry to the mutual i had to break </3 wahhhh#late night personal posting. goodnight#laika originals#oh should i tag this as uhhh#vent#? kind of not really im just talking here
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I had a whole thing written and it disappeared. So.
I was commenting on how it’s entertaining to me how there are people who are in the other ship that have this idea that if Buck and Tommy split, it’ll be this dry, no feelings, no harm no foul break.
Have you been paying attention?
Both of these men regard each others feelings above themselves. Tommy with “you okay?”, Evan with “I need to apologize for my behavior the other night”. They care about doing anything the could affect how the other feels. Evan knows he put himself above Tommy on their first date and felt bad. We can extrapolate this further to his apology in 704 when he stated that he behaved badly during the basketball game because he was jealous of the bond between Eddie and Tommy. He cares about the feelings of those he loves. He also cared that Tommy felt out of place in the helicopter with his jealousy of the team.
And then you have Tommy showing time and time again that how Evan feels matters to him. “So that was okay?”; “I’ll try my damnedest to make it to the wedding”; “I didn’t want to pressure you”; “you okay?” (Again). Even in the face of his former captain (someone he probably also regards as a friend) nearly dying, his primary concern is his boyfriend and his mental health.
Which is why I struggle to find understanding in this attitude if they split, there would be this easy break. In what world? We already know they both have abandonment issues. We know that Tommy has struggled with being alone and letting people in, and he’s let Evan in. And then you have Buck being more secure in a relationship than he’s been in a long time, feels safe to truly be himself, regardless. He’s not hiding this person from his loved ones.
So…make it make sense. Tell me how two people that are that invested in one another already, are just going to go “ok nope, never mind.” Like, we passed the casual phase when the wedding happened and he brought Tommy to meet his family. We can infer that they’re sleeping together based on 710. We know that they’re having sleepovers. The point at which we’re at does not at all reflect this discourse.
#sorry if that comes across as a vent#I just#I really don’t understand how they say that#they’ve literally seen Evan try to eat Tommy’s face#bucktommy
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Okay, I don't know how many people here listens to Epic The Musical about Odysseus. (Fantastic songs, can't stop listening to them myself.)
But I'm kind of flabbergasted by the TikTok videos I keep seeing where people are more pissed about Eurylochus opening the bag than Odysseus sacrificing six men???
One was admittedly a really stupid move and Eurylochus should be held accountable even if it was an accident but Odysseus literally picked six people to die without them even knowing. Like, if we're gonna compare situations then Eurylochus' mistake is better matched with Odysseus telling the Cyclops his name (another stupid mistake). Why are people comparing a dumb mistake with literal murder??? And why are people saying Odysseus is the better choice in it?!?!
Like, am I the crazy on here???
#Epic The Musical#Odysseus#Eurylochus#Epic The Thunder Saga#The way I see it#Odysseus literally sings about how he's gonna be a monster from now on#and yet he's still the victim???#And I've seen people bring up that he's a king and it was treason to disobey#so that justifies his murdering people?!#Like if old Charlie boy said someone betrayed him#and he was going to let six random men die#we'd all agree the dudes probably mad and shouldn't be on the throne!#Sorry but this is just coming across as really weird to me#and i keep seeing videos so i needed to vent!
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Does anyone actually have any really good post-canon Toga Is Secretly Alive tgck fics or have they not been made/finished yet
#need some more wlw in my life my dad just told me lesbians and gay people “don't actually exist” apparently#so i was like “so i don't exist then??” and he was like “it's just because guys aren't attracted to chubby women and you're insecure” 😃#sapphic women aren't attracted to chubby women often either so what now????#like i literally got bullied more by girls growing up you'd think i'd be less inclined to date them if it were a choice and yet#fucking old people man omg#piss me off so bad#sorry i didn't mean to vent in my tags just like give me some fic recs if you have some pls and thank you#togachako#tgck#toga himiko#himiko toga#uraraka ochako#ochako uraraka#tag vent#vent#rant#tag rant
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