#Sorry this is literally just a vent
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One thing I love about the cs fandom is how you got these amazing artists who replicate the show’s style beautifully. The fanart people make is so lovely because it shows how much they love something, regardless of skill or experience with art. I’m pissed at the possibility that if someone gives an ai prompt for something in the 2019 Carmen Sandiego art style it’s going to be stealing from artists who put their time into replicating an art style they like. Fuck ai and fuck tumblr.
Don’t even get me started on writers who are going to have their work stolen. It’s a lot less noticeable than some people’s styles being replicated by ai but it’s still not fair.
#Sorry this is literally just a vent#I’m not really in the fandom anymore and I don’t write as much as I used to but it still pisses me off
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"when i was your age, i was working three jobs to help support my family" and "when i was in college i was sleeping on a mattress on the floor and living off of soup"
YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS ISN'T A CHARACTER-BUILDING LESSON, IT'S JUST BAD
#have you maybe considered even once that an 8-5 job is not the natural human state#'i never had a job with so much leisure time'#YOU NEVER WORKED A SHIFT JOB#EVEN WHEN YOU WERE SCRAPING BY IN COLLEGE#I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU THINGS HAVE GOTTEN EVEN WORSE SINCE YOU WERE MY AGE#screams forever and ever#sorry this is literally just incoherent venting
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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they gave link a fuckjng hoverboard
#venting my frustration at no confirmation of loftwings#sorry for being a joyless traditionalist but i think modern technology in fantasy is lame as hell#nintendo direct#totk#loz#loz link#loz fanart#like ok technology can be very cool and fun#but they literally just gave him an atv#give me like. beetle cars. give me fantasy influenced tech#dont just slap glowey green on a straight up car#my hatred is partially fueld by a distinct lack of loftwings#ever since they gave us that shot of link running and jumping off one of those floating islands like he does in sksw#ive been hoping for loftwings i didnt even consider it before but now it is a meed#NEED#kiddokori
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the result of knowing you're easily irritable, have anger issues etc is that you never know if your feeling are valid or if you're being insane again
#literally never know if i have the right to be angry or not i can never fucking tell and it sucks#if i know that i often feel feelings that aren't valid then it's easier to just assume#but ummm.... this may result in more anger issues ah....#sorry for vent im going thru it
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Having ADHD is just like:
I'm sorry.
I know it's inconvenient.
I'm sorry.
I know it's annoying.
I'm sorry.
I know it's selfish.
I'm sorry...
I know I shouldn't say sorry because an apology without change is manipulation.
I'm sorry.
I know I can't change my behavior; I've tried.
I'm sorry
#adhd#adhd brain#living with adhd#adhd problems#neurodivergence#adhd post#adhd stuff#actually adhd#This week has been... hard#I was fine and then my brother told me I have the tendency to do things on my time which can be extremely annoying#And he said him and mom try and be understanding#but after it happens again and again#i was thinking about that and how my adhd will never allow me to be non-annoying#and i can't keep saying i'm sorry because I literally can't change my behavior#and medicine can make my punctuality better but it can't make my memory better#and then i lost my wallet for the second time in 24 hours and#i'm just so sick of living with my brain#vent
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maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying
#you guys all missed the point of her development AND her and saiki's relationship development#like did you miss the parts where the only times he genuinely seems to not like something she does is when shes mean to other girls#and he still understands that she isnt a bad person for having bad thoughts in the private comfort of her mind#and besides... in this case she was literally just being a dramatic and insecure teenage girl LMAO#like dont fucking lie to me and tell me when you were her age you didnt have similar thoughts#youre worse than her if you lie about it while judging her for it#sorryyyy#she shouldve been MORE unhinged youre all just cowards#AND ALSO ? how can something even be 'mean' if its just a thought#thats like if u opened ur friends private diary without permission and then unfriended them over something they said in a random upset vent#and in this specific situation if u found out ur friend called someone a bitch because they liked the same person as her ??#LIKE THATS ?? its bad but its not as crazy as you guys make it out to be#shes allowed to be angry and insecure in the privacy of HER OWN MIND#idk if this makes sense but i just feel that her thoughts are more of a concern about her wellbeing than anything else#like she canonically is extremely kind to others even when she doesnt want to be so why are we worried about how she treats others.#theyre fine. im worried about HER.#and WHY her mindset is so negative... but u guys dont give a shit because u cant handle even a spec of complexity#sorry ive said all this before i just like to rant#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#teruhashi kokomi#meows post
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#im so sad it was such a good ask blog too but my mood has been so severely impacted by it i literally could not handle it anymore#big surprise your favorite character being put through constant and severe turmoil is emotionally damaging. who wouldve guessed#it makes me sad people are so fucking mean too :^(#<- in relation to some of the asks folks send in to guide stories along#like sure cute aggression yeah whatever but some of yall are straight up cruel for no reason. ill never understand it#i really wish i had the heart to keep following this blog bc its such a huge and beautiful passion project... but im sensitive:^(#even if its fictional#sorry to the mutual i had to break </3 wahhhh#late night personal posting. goodnight#laika originals#oh should i tag this as uhhh#vent#? kind of not really im just talking here
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I had a whole thing written and it disappeared. So.
I was commenting on how it’s entertaining to me how there are people who are in the other ship that have this idea that if Buck and Tommy split, it’ll be this dry, no feelings, no harm no foul break.
Have you been paying attention?
Both of these men regard each others feelings above themselves. Tommy with “you okay?”, Evan with “I need to apologize for my behavior the other night”. They care about doing anything the could affect how the other feels. Evan knows he put himself above Tommy on their first date and felt bad. We can extrapolate this further to his apology in 704 when he stated that he behaved badly during the basketball game because he was jealous of the bond between Eddie and Tommy. He cares about the feelings of those he loves. He also cared that Tommy felt out of place in the helicopter with his jealousy of the team.
And then you have Tommy showing time and time again that how Evan feels matters to him. “So that was okay?”; “I’ll try my damnedest to make it to the wedding”; “I didn’t want to pressure you”; “you okay?” (Again). Even in the face of his former captain (someone he probably also regards as a friend) nearly dying, his primary concern is his boyfriend and his mental health.
Which is why I struggle to find understanding in this attitude if they split, there would be this easy break. In what world? We already know they both have abandonment issues. We know that Tommy has struggled with being alone and letting people in, and he’s let Evan in. And then you have Buck being more secure in a relationship than he’s been in a long time, feels safe to truly be himself, regardless. He’s not hiding this person from his loved ones.
So…make it make sense. Tell me how two people that are that invested in one another already, are just going to go “ok nope, never mind.” Like, we passed the casual phase when the wedding happened and he brought Tommy to meet his family. We can infer that they’re sleeping together based on 710. We know that they’re having sleepovers. The point at which we’re at does not at all reflect this discourse.
#sorry if that comes across as a vent#I just#I really don’t understand how they say that#they’ve literally seen Evan try to eat Tommy’s face#bucktommy
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the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye
#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him#he never comes out the same way twice#but then again. do any of us?#anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain#its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor#too much all at once. cant art anymore#i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw#and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort#i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible.#i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen#i come back to scroll on tumblr#i feel Despair. rinse and repeat#scribble salad#is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile!#i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move#sigh... dont wanna go....#but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all!#apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle#too exhausted. the Despair is too strong#and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit
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Okay, I don't know how many people here listens to Epic The Musical about Odysseus. (Fantastic songs, can't stop listening to them myself.)
But I'm kind of flabbergasted by the TikTok videos I keep seeing where people are more pissed about Eurylochus opening the bag than Odysseus sacrificing six men???
One was admittedly a really stupid move and Eurylochus should be held accountable even if it was an accident but Odysseus literally picked six people to die without them even knowing. Like, if we're gonna compare situations then Eurylochus' mistake is better matched with Odysseus telling the Cyclops his name (another stupid mistake). Why are people comparing a dumb mistake with literal murder??? And why are people saying Odysseus is the better choice in it?!?!
Like, am I the crazy on here???
#Epic The Musical#Odysseus#Eurylochus#Epic The Thunder Saga#The way I see it#Odysseus literally sings about how he's gonna be a monster from now on#and yet he's still the victim???#And I've seen people bring up that he's a king and it was treason to disobey#so that justifies his murdering people?!#Like if old Charlie boy said someone betrayed him#and he was going to let six random men die#we'd all agree the dudes probably mad and shouldn't be on the throne!#Sorry but this is just coming across as really weird to me#and i keep seeing videos so i needed to vent!
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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Since I haven't made an official post saying this (I don't think), I want to make it clear that I support godspousing.
People are allowed to have whatever kind of relationships with their deities that they want to have. It's not up to us, as outside observers, to dictate what people can and cannot do within their PERSONAL deity relationships.
Seriously, some of y'all need to, like, chill. Eat a Snickers. Drink some water. Stop worrying about what other people are doing within their PERSONAL practice.
#helpol#hellenic polytheism#hellenic pagan#godspousing#godspousery#paganblr#the discourse over this shit is ridiculous#literally nuns exist#and no one in the pagan community seems to bat a damn eye about the “brides of christ”#what if we all just chilled out#and were respectful of each other's practices#especially since godspousing has been historically proven#just an idea ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#sorry for the venting in tags lol
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tbh I kinda hate when people say no one cared about satoru. I know gege didn't show us anything, but knowing the characters there's no way that's true. Especially for yuta and yuji. He literally saved their lives and helped them so much & they were always happy to be around him and support him 😭 megumi definitely cared too, but we know he isn't someone that shows his emotions. Shoko too, remember how concerned and stressed she was during the gojo vs sukuna fight? Lots of the characters do care. Gege just didn't show any of it in the end chapters :(
#jjkspoilers#would have been nice to see at least a bit of the other characters thoughts on him in the end#idk i seen a post that also said no thought it was messed up or even cared when yuta used his corpse and like ???? yes they did 😭#kusakabe literally says its fucked up and questions it#literally no one wanted yuta to do it but it was meant for the very last resort#like either everyone dies or he does this and they maybe dont die#and idk people give shoko shit for seemingly not caring but i think thats just how she copes#by burying her feelings and pretending everything is fine and nothing has changed#sorry this is kinda a vent /// anyways ....
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I just want to do things the right way, I don't want to keep dealing with shit I don't have to deal with anymore but I hate how the actions of other people fall on to me bc we're family aka related so now I have to deal with their mess to fix mine bc if I don't I can't go through it bc they did it the wrong way so now it's all showing up lmaoooo and with out theirs I can't do shiiiit bc i forcibly need it. Crossing my fingers if theres another way without the troubles
#random shit post ☆#I'm sorry I haven't updated I'm guving myself time cause I'm exhausted but then inconveniences keep coming up and it pushes me down#i will try to update atleast a new chapter of the fallen brother au just cause I'm in a writers phase just cause i need somewhere to vent to#writing is my best way to escape my inner demons my sadness my everything literally reality
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SOMEONE PLS FREE ME FROM SCHOOL I CANT DO THIS MUCH LONGER !!!11+!11!!@!!2
#sorray#i have no where to vent bro i go to the nerdiest school ever everyone here is so enthusiastic abt learning WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU !!!!#why am i literally here#judt to suffer#im doomed#jk i love learning we love self improvement and innovation but not when its me#i just wanna sleep and write silly stories and draw and bake all day. and not have ECAMS#guys. im sorry. its midnight i judt had an exam and i have another exam and a quiz tmr that i do not know what the hell is going on#we ball#i'll sleep. nkw.#.txt
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