#Sorry this is literally just a vent

[pattysplaceofplaces]

One thing I love about the cs fandom is how you got these amazing artists who replicate the show’s style beautifully. The fanart people make is so lovely because it shows how much they love something, regardless of skill or experience with art. I’m pissed at the possibility that if someone gives an ai prompt for something in the 2019 Carmen Sandiego art style it’s going to be stealing from artists who put their time into replicating an art style they like. Fuck ai and fuck tumblr.

Don’t even get me started on writers who are going to have their work stolen. It’s a lot less noticeable than some people’s styles being replicated by ai but it’s still not fair.

[doom-dreaming]

"when i was your age, i was working three jobs to help support my family" and "when i was in college i was sleeping on a mattress on the floor and living off of soup"

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS ISN'T A CHARACTER-BUILDING LESSON, IT'S JUST BAD

[ducktracy]

there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

[skunkes]

mood for the past 17 years that has just been getting exponentially worse since

[perryelornitorrinco]

I realized that no one has ever asked a Rulie doodle request if I remember well, and felt quite bad for the poor guy. Look at him, he's begging you to make him do something silly on a drawing

[butchvamp]

i dont know how you could play veilguard and genuinely think the dalish elves are represented well in that game. you can't even play a dalish rook (except somehow they kinda are dalish, but also you can make them andrastian too, because actually you're not dalish but you do know elven and call them "our gods" repeatedly for some reason but your faith is completely unshaken by all of this regardless), there are no dalish clans in the entire game, the only one we do interact with is massacred off-screen but it's fine this time i guess because at least it's not our fault, and the two dalish companions are treated like shit by the writers and the narrative and the playerbase. the veil jumpers are not the dalish, these are separate groups, there are humans and qunari and dwarves all within the veil jumpers. the dalish are separate, irelin and strife and bellara all left their clans to join the veil jumpers. the actual dalish clan in arlathan is killed after the gods escape, there's literally a whole quest where you have to run around and find their dead bodies.

bellara is punished not once but twice with her brother's death for daring to pursue elven history, just like merrill is punished for restoring the eluvian before her. and then rook is the one that gets to choose whether or not to destroy the archive, despite not even being dalish. yes, bellara is smart and strong and brave but she also is belittled for her beliefs; her struggle at the start is played as a joke, her comments are all punchlines, and when you do get to talk to her she blames herself and feels guilty, and the game gives you no real option to comfort her. it takes the game killing her brother a second time for us to finally get to see her practice her culture without feeling guilty and without being mocked for it at his funeral, because now she's learned her lesson (but also they make sure to throw in a comment about how Weird it is, and also that all the other dalish clans have been doing the Wrong funeral rites, just to make sure we know how silly they are)

outside of davrin and bellara, the dalish are absent. strife and irelin both immediately accept the sudden revelation that their gods are evil with no pushback (and i don't care if this is because they know harding and varric, this is not communicated in the game). and apparently every other dalish elf just accepts it, too. how is this not depicting them as a monolith? did we play different games? dalish clans have their own traditions and cultures and would absolutely have different opinions about their own gods; the only way you get to see something even remotely close to this is if you take bellara and davrin out together and listen for their banters-- which are never mentioned or relevant anywhere else in game.

and no, i don't want the dalish to blindly follow the gods in veilguard, i want the entire narrative to just not be so fucking racist. the oppressed people's gods being revealed to be evil all along is just racist. nothing else can be "fixed" while this is the core plot, and we knew this since trespasser came out, since it was first revealed over 10 years ago. people have been criticizing this choice and the depiction of the dalish for over a decade. and they still continued with this storyline, despite the various other lore bits they did end up changing for better or worse... instead they just wrote out the dalish completely while still managing to perpetuate harmful anti-indigenous tropes that they've been criticized for repeatedly in the past-- that are made even worse with the total absence of any other dalish characters to counteract them.

[candyheartedchy]

My comfort characters are now starting to feel discomforting to me.

I might have to hide merch of my f/os from my sight because I keep getting distressed whenever I see them. I can’t watch anything they are in as a distraction. I can’t even look at my drawings or screenshots of them either without feeling shame. I had to hide merch and avoid stuff of the one character in the past when I dropped him as an f/o before bringing him back. But now I feel like I have to do it for the other two mains now. Hell I probably have to for all of my f/os at this point. I keep getting reminded of shit that hurt me related to them and every time I see these characters I’m feel physically sick. I constantly feel like an embarrassment or joke when I interact with a fandom or the self ship community in general.

I’m fucking scared of everything now.

[funhouse-mirror-barbie]

ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT???

IF YOU WANT A SHOW THAT PORTRAYS BOTH REALISTICALLY AND WITH NUANCE THE FALLOUT OF TWO QUEER MEN CHEATING ON THEIR WIVES THAT DOESNT VILIFY THE WIVES OR THE QUEER MEN WHILE STILL HOLDING PEOPLE ACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS GO WATCH “GRACE AND FRANKIE”

FIRST SEASON IS A LITTLE SLOW THEYRE GETTING THEIR FOOTING BUT THE SHOW IS SO GOOD SO ANTI-AGEIST IT HAS OLD MAN QUEER RELATIONSHIPS AND OLD WOMAN FRIENDSHIPS AND IT STARS THE IMPECCABLE JANE FONDA AND LILY TOMLIN.

[johnnyshrine]

★ 028 // “Sick”

[youthsbandana]

Having ADHD is just like:

I'm sorry.

I know it's inconvenient.

I'm sorry.

I know it's annoying.

I'm sorry.

I know it's selfish.

I'm sorry...

I know I shouldn't say sorry because an apology without change is manipulation.

I'm sorry.

I know I can't change my behavior; I've tried.

I'm sorry

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH

[oceanwithouthermoon]

maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying

[charrfie]

[kinardsevan]

I had a whole thing written and it disappeared. So.

I was commenting on how it’s entertaining to me how there are people who are in the other ship that have this idea that if Buck and Tommy split, it’ll be this dry, no feelings, no harm no foul break.

Have you been paying attention?

Both of these men regard each others feelings above themselves. Tommy with “you okay?”, Evan with “I need to apologize for my behavior the other night”. They care about doing anything the could affect how the other feels. Evan knows he put himself above Tommy on their first date and felt bad. We can extrapolate this further to his apology in 704 when he stated that he behaved badly during the basketball game because he was jealous of the bond between Eddie and Tommy. He cares about the feelings of those he loves. He also cared that Tommy felt out of place in the helicopter with his jealousy of the team.

And then you have Tommy showing time and time again that how Evan feels matters to him. “So that was okay?”; “I’ll try my damnedest to make it to the wedding”; “I didn’t want to pressure you”; “you okay?” (Again). Even in the face of his former captain (someone he probably also regards as a friend) nearly dying, his primary concern is his boyfriend and his mental health.

Which is why I struggle to find understanding in this attitude if they split, there would be this easy break. In what world? We already know they both have abandonment issues. We know that Tommy has struggled with being alone and letting people in, and he’s let Evan in. And then you have Buck being more secure in a relationship than he’s been in a long time, feels safe to truly be himself, regardless. He’s not hiding this person from his loved ones.

So…make it make sense. Tell me how two people that are that invested in one another already, are just going to go “ok nope, never mind.” Like, we passed the casual phase when the wedding happened and he brought Tommy to meet his family. We can infer that they’re sleeping together based on 710. We know that they’re having sleepovers. The point at which we’re at does not at all reflect this discourse.

[enixamyram]

Okay, I don't know how many people here listens to Epic The Musical about Odysseus. (Fantastic songs, can't stop listening to them myself.)

But I'm kind of flabbergasted by the TikTok videos I keep seeing where people are more pissed about Eurylochus opening the bag than Odysseus sacrificing six men???

One was admittedly a really stupid move and Eurylochus should be held accountable even if it was an accident but Odysseus literally picked six people to die without them even knowing. Like, if we're gonna compare situations then Eurylochus' mistake is better matched with Odysseus telling the Cyclops his name (another stupid mistake). Why are people comparing a dumb mistake with literal murder??? And why are people saying Odysseus is the better choice in it?!?!

Like, am I the crazy on here???

[stagerie]

artstyle test, sorry that it's ugly : (

also teto! ! ! ! !!!!!! ! ! !!!!!!!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !!! ! !! she looks like she's dating someone who time cant erase

edit sorry here's the song that im referencing check it out https://youtu.be/NcRH_ogPTOY?si=MuLtOplhFD89QahO