#So YEAH

[bilboyagathechickenfootedhobbit]

One time I thought I saw a bat out on my patio and I went out to check on it and it was a MOTH LARGER THAN MY HAND. I have a video somewhere of it, and it’s great up until the point it flies directly at me and suddenly the camera work is a mix of The Blair Witch Project and Mothra. I love moths but I was not expecting a moth larger than my hand to 1) be out in broad daylight during the summer and 2) for it to FLY DIRECTLY AT ME.

[kia-ko]

I experimented a bit :]

[yirima-chai]

some of the hand holding shots in unification

[needybiboy]

Your pov

[lady-yfrit]

Probably like, my aunt, uncle & cousins on my mom's side

A couple years ago we were going to have our first full christmas dinner as a family after a previously (different) estranged cousin found more stability and started to be around the family again

But on the day of after she'd already picked me up my mom informs me that some days ago she had accidentally let slip that I'm trans (I believe by using my preferred pronouns in front of my grandparents)

And that one of the aforementioned cousins had decided to sit out said first full family dinner in years :I

Now she never explained exactly why, nor blamed me for it, but the statement of "oh and your cousin won't be attending" followed the prior explanation so it wasn't exactly hard to figure out

The dinner then happened, and my grandparents, my aunt and her previously estranged son all acted like absolutely nothing was up and just treated me like they always had, but said aunt and uncle and the one remaining cousin never said a single word or exchanged a gesture with me the entire evening

Haven't seen them since, either

So, probably that?..

We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

[angelpuns]

I'm tired of being nice I just wanna lose my shit on someone. Like just once. Can I please just do that once.

[peppermintquartz]

Mild criticism of how a character is written isn't shitting on an entire production

But honestly I'm ok with LFJ not going back to the show unless it's just for one HEA finale moment because why would anyone wanna return to where they get constant death threats and bullying just for saying some lines written for them?

[yuesya]

Hey, I have been reading posts about a bnha au with shiki, but can’t seem to find it anywhere?

Also, while i saw the google docs with au’s and the like in discord it isn’t all of them so i would really appreciate some sort of overview.

Thanks in advance

ps: i love Zenith of the Stars, keep up the awesome work :3

There are no written snippets for a BNHA AU, and solely exists as responses to Tumblr asks on this blog. You can find them using the "#bnha au" tag.

Only AUs with snippets written for them go into the Google Docs AU Index that I keep.

Also! On a side note, we have recently put together an #informational channel in the Discord server, which is a compilation of all zos snippets and related fanworks. Special thanks and shout-out to mouseink, pocketrat, and matcha who are the archivists maintaining it!

[tinybrainboy]

Oh geez... I just saw that drawing again and noticed that I called Siffrin a "boy" in it...

Just so you know, Siffrin isn't a man, he's non binary, so calling them that was wrong.

So yeah, really sorry about that, I'll change that as soon as possible when I'll be able to

I'm not posting a lot on this blog those days, really sorry about that, I'm focusing a lot on my AU Gaster's Return, so I don't make a lot of things worthy to be posted here

But you can have a little crossover Undertale and In Stars and Time ! I have other ideas for those two games that I'll probably make too

I suppose you can count that as a little Crossover AU too ? Like "Under the stars" or something like that ? xDD

If you haven't played one of those games, I really recommend them to you ✨

[davidtennan-t]

oh he is already such a great uncle, giving her the look of ‘I’m supposed to be retired but for you? Say no more, we’ll sneak away tomorrow, your wish is my command’

[okkalo]

a lovestruck miya atsumu would do anything for you. he didn’t care about appearances and how he looked to anyone else. you were the one he desperately hoped would give him some type of approval, after all.

long day of walking and your feet are sore? he’ll do what he never would with anyone else and kneel before you like a damn dog, taking your shoes off for you and begin massaging your feet. something else sore? go ahead and tell him while he’s massaging and he’ll change his spot of focus without a second thought.

cold around him? he’s taking off anything he can to give to you in hopes it would keep you warm—please tell him to stop stripping in public. dropped something? oh, and it so happened to fall in the depths of the ocean? he’s diving right in. no equipment is needed for the best setter in the world (he almost died that day).

god forbid he see you with another man. he’s coming up to you like you’re a spiker he needs to claim, slinging his arm around you and butting straight into the conversation. if the guy’s far too close for his comfort, he’ll make sure to give you a big wet kiss on your lips as well. he’ll give you a list of reasons about why the other guy was far from your league once you two are alone as well.

miya atsumu hates losing after all, and he vowed to never lose you to another man.

[woodohwanedandproud]

@bunnydongsik I've thought about this as well, and I actually lean towards Han Kihwan never having touched him ever, I hope you don't mind me adding my thoughts number one is that time spent between Joowon and his father is minimal - we even get that one line from Joowon about how their time spent together put together over the entire course of Joowon's life is less than a year. Joowon was raised by nannies, and then sent to England, so Han Kihwan has never provided care for Joowon at all. Second, I think it is very important to consider how Han Kihwan sees himself and Joowon. Han Kihwan very much sees himself as above the masses - notice how he treats the people he considers socially inferior, yelling at them, grabbing them, making them kneel etc. Joowon is his first born (only) son, and Han Kihwan does not fully see him as his own person, but rather as an extension of himself. Thus raising a hand to Joowon is on Han Kihwan's mind equivalent to raising a hand to himself. Notice how Han Kihwan strikes Kwon Hyuk for Joowon's failures? Kwon Hyuk is not the blood son and is therefore an "acceptable" target, as the simple son of a fruitseller, even though he has "performed" the role of son better than Joowon, in the end it comes down to blood for Han Kihwan. Even when Joowon reveals the recording and threatens blackmail, the worst Han Kihwan does is grab Joowon, to which Joowon's respons is "let go, you're getting blood on my clothes", completely and utterly calml and unafraid. So, even in these extreme circumstances, Han Kihwan never even considers hitting Joowon and Joowon doesn't look like he's expecting violence at all I do think that Joowon is a lot like his father, with some of it being nature and some of it being nurture. like I said before, the contact between the two has been minimal, so in that sense it is limited how much influence Han kihwan could really have had, but Joowon does have those angry, physical outbursts, and I think it's very interesting to consider post-canon how he deals with this. and to put those ideas together - it is my interpretation that when Joowon realises what his father has done and he flashes back to how his father treated his mother and also how he himself treated Dongsik, he is making a parallel. Specifically, the way his mother was seen as "crazy" when she was in fact just in agony, the way she smiles when saying that she didn't manage to kill herself, while Han Kihwan stands menacingly above her. And the way that Dongsik was also seen as "crazy" when he was really just in agony, and how Joowon made that pain worse by asking "did you really not kill your sister?" and the answering smile from Dongsik. It's also my interpretion that this is really the root issue of how much trouble Joowon has had with understanding Dongsik and his behaviour until now, he has purposefully blocked as much as he could regarding his mother, and therefore hasn't tried to analyse anything about it, and therefore can't recognise the same signs in Dongsik. I think this increases the guilt that Joowon feels in that moment, because he is simultaneously letting himself understand his mother's pain, his own pain in response to her's, Dongsik's pain, Joowon's role in his pain and Han Kihwan's role in everything while ALSO realising how similar he actually is to Han Kihwan in certain ways, despite spending so much time rebelling against being in his shadow and always being compared to him. And Joowon really needed this moment to see his own behaviour I think, and fully understand just how despicable he has acted towards Dongsik, and just how bad his personality really has been, which is why Joowon's behaviour change is so extreme over such a short period of time. I think there is a specific hurt caused by just not being touched at all, a kind of rootlesness to contrast Dongsik being utterly stuck in place

Watching Han Kihwan’s violent tendencies and outbursts makes me wonder if—in addition to everything that makes him a shitty father already—he ever raised a hand to Joowon.

Especially since he’s been the “single parent” for so long, and without any other sibling, Joowon would be the only one to conveniently be the outlet of Han Kihwan’s anger.

Then it makes you wonder if it may be partly the reason for Joowon’s aversion to touch: because he has never experienced the tenderness of it, only the violence.

It also makes you wonder if that’s why Joowon keeps a tight rein on his emotions: he sees what an outburst of emotion does to his father, and what his father does to the people surrounding him because of it, and maybe: Joowon doesn’t want that to happen to him.

To become like his father.

It’s interesting because the more I look at Han Kihwan, the more I realize Joowon has inherited that temperament: that tendency to have outbursts of emotion.

(Or maybe it’s simply because he had no proper role model to look up to.)

And then it makes you wonder if that’s also part of his aversion to touch: his fear that he will hurt other people too.

Because that’s the only kind of touch he’s ever known.

And maybe, just maybe, Joowon fears the violent tendencies he may have inherited from his father so much that it’s the reason why he chooses to be alone.

In this way, perhaps he had convinced himself—at least no one will get hurt because of him.

Because of his touch.

(So imagine—imagine—his surprise in discovering that not only does Dongsik not break from his touch, no matter how powerful his outburst of emotion is, but seems to match it, pushing back with the same intensity.

Imagine his surprise at finding someone who not only doesn’t fear his touch, not only doesn’t break from it, but more than anything—seeks it.)

[a-little-artsy]

hey fandom bursts through your door can i have drawing requests pls /nf

i want

i wanna contribute

to t he currently thriving fandom :3

why is my artstyle so inconsistent,,,

anyways j wonder how my last post wen

oH

[verkomy]

when you look into the mirror are you even there?

[purrassicjet]

Thinking about the Bad Parents this episode because like, imagine your child, who's constantly burdened with the fate of the world, comes to you after school and says it's not enough. That they have to take the Last Stand exam and it's tomorrow. You have no time to take time off work to be with them, to be able to wait for them when they get home.

And then the next day you say goodbye in the morning, you kiss them on the head and tell them you love them. But you know that the next time you see them they will have died. You know that all the day you're at work, your child is fighting for their life in a drastic last stand. How do you focus with that knowledge? How do you move on, wondering if your child is already dead? That while your working or doing chores, your child could be lying on a sandy flood, dead, while all their friends fight for their lives?

How do you move past it? How do you live out that day?