#Should I draw Smii7y more??

[okara-illustrates]

Smii7y doodles!!!

Can’t believe I haven’t finished a drawing of my favorite YTber!

[starified-lizzy]

I figured I should redo my intro to my blog-

ELLO >:DDDD

(Edit/Update:) First of all, because my friend and I just had to deal with an art tracer;

YOU CANNOT TRACE, REPOST, CLAIM MY ART AS YOUR OWN OR *WHATEVER*. MY ART IS *MY ART*. MAKE YOUR OWN. ITS NOT THAT HARD AND EVERYONE STARTS SOMEWHERE.

Reblogs and comments are appreciated tho :3

Also- if you wish to use my art as a profile picture, you MUST give me credit as the first thing in your Bio/About me.

(Back to the original post)

Name’s Lizzy! Or Star! I really don’t give a fuck which you use!

Here’s my pronouns card! https://en.pronouns.page/@starified_lizzy

I draw shit for FANDOMS

I write shit for FANDOMS

I got OCS whom I LOVE and ADORE.

“Can I draw fanart of your fics?” My sibling in Christ, we are married. /pos

“Can I draw fanart of your fanart(like DTIYS)?” My sibling in Christ. /pos

“Can I draw fanart of your OCs?” CHRIST. /pos

RAHHHHHH (it’s really fucking early I shouldn’t be doing this now ;-;)

Here’s a list of my socials, it is very limited because I hate the “standard” socials like Twitter and Insta and stuff like that. So it’s more like- fanfic sites, and any other blogs I own for you guys to check out >.>

My AO3

My Art Fight

My YouTube

My TikTok (basically dead at this point, I only ever like/favorite things on it, but I might start up again with my FNF au instead)

My Pinterest

My Spotify because sure

My FNF au blog

My demonpocalypse blog ([possibly] forever retired due to a severe issue in the community it was for)

Blog for food/recipes I want to try because MMMMMMMMMMM FOOOOD

Wow that’s actually not limited like I thought- hot damn I need to touch some grass.

HERES A LIST OF FANDOMS IM EITHER CURRENTLY IN, OR HAVE RETIRED FROM (Also CCs):

Retired-

DSMP (and MCYT as a whole for the most part), dude our community is in *shambles*. I’m so glad I left when I did, but at the same time O W.

ATLA. Technically I’m still in this fandom, but I only really get back into it/brainrot about it if I get a reminder, otherwise I kinda forget about it

FNAF. Same with ATLA, still technically in it, but I gotta be reminded it exists sometimes.

BATIM. Ditto

Wings of Fire. Ditto

Undertale. Ditto. Lizzy, my main persona, was actually an OC created from Undertale, who just ended up becoming her own person, and then ended up being associated with mine and my friend’s Minecraft au instead.

Onto CCs I no longer watch:

Any of the DSMP ppl, with very few exceptions

Jacksepticeye. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll still watch a video of his if it pops up and spikes my interest, but I don’t actively seek his content out anymore.

Any of the old Minecrafters. Like DanTDM, Stampy, Tiny Turtle & Little Lizard. Hell, I don’t even think any of the ones I listed even do YT at all anymore. I’ll still watch their old videos tho.

Current-

FNF. I really could give less of a fuck if y’all think it’s “bad” or “for kids (it’s not, I promise you)”. The music slaps, and quite a few mods are really well made, so eat my ass.

Day of Dragons. The dragons are cool. I don’t care about any drama in the community. I’m here for the cool fucking dragons.

The Isle. Once again, I don’t care about any drama in the community. I’m here for the cool ass dinosaurs because you can customize your own skins and they just look and sound cool (Dilo, Herarra, and Ptera are my faves)

Lethal Company. Do it for the Company.

RainWorld. Scugs and Scups. Need I say more?

Hollow Knight. Sorta falling out of this one, but until I beat the entire game (P5) I am not finished.

Minecraft. Technically in “the fandom”, but not really attached to a specific YTer or anything like that anymore. I just like the game.

CCs I still watch:

Astral Spiff. Sprog is a good gamer.

Smii7y and his friends like Grizzy, Droid, Puffer, Blarg, etc.

Jack Manifold. I only watch his You Laugh You Loose and Ghost Sighting Compilation videos. I don’t even know if he still does Minecraft anymore.

8-BitRyan. While he doesn’t swear in his videos, it’s kinda a breath of fresh air. Plus his edits are quite funny.

Markiplier. Yes. Just… yes…

IGP. His content is just interesting. The way he freaks out over shit is funny as hell. Does he do content with IcyCaress anymore? Their banter was funny, but idk if something happened, cuz I just don’t see much stuff with Icy in it anymore.

As of right now, that’s all I can think of. It’s nice to meet you!

[vanosslirious]

BBS Dialogue Prompts #320

ʙʙꜱ ᴅɪᴀʟᴏɢᴜᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴍᴘᴛꜱ & ꜱᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀꜱ: [ 10 ]

VANOSSGAMING

Oh my God, I almost died, you fuck.

Please don’t die.

No, don’t die, don’t die!

Is he dead, did he die?

He died!

Alright, off to a terrible start.

Looking for a shipwreck, looking for a shipwreck~

Okay, we found it, now what?

We gotta kill this fucking guy.

I just teleported.

We gotta find the dungeon, right?

He’s almost dead, he’s almost dead!

I don’t fucking know, just run!

Do we have to kill more?

Hold on, I’m in a tornado.

Close the door!

We’re fine, right?

Am I dead now?

Yeah, it was pretty cool, it was pretty cool, it was like an action movie.

We were winning!

WILDCAT

We should not be allowed to cheat.

Bitch, I got him, I knew it was you.

I'm done with it, I'm just shooting anyone.

I was watching you study that guy.

Don't worry, I insta-avenged you.

I don't know what he is anymore.

That's how my garage is going to look like in a few days.

Oh my gosh, he's so fast.

That looks fun as fuck.

That scared the shit out of me for a second, I thought for sure I was dead.

BASICALLYIDOWRK

Cautiously, let's find our stuff.

This was a fucking mistake.

I mean, I think we need a better strategy.

This one's pretty standard.

Do we need to start drinking?

I got the gold!

Look at our fucking score!

I don't like the way you said that.

Well, I fucking did!

What is knocking me over?

NOGLA

I could’ve actually, if I was funny.

I’m so proud of you!

You stupid fuck!

I didn’t gargle nothing.

Are you going to get me back?

Use the other one now.

It was just really delayed.

You’re never wrong.

Someone could have jumped in and I'm gonna note that down…

Good communication, guys.

H2ODELIRIOUS

What do you mean he flew?

I want to show you what I am.

He’s flying in the sky, how are you flying in the sky?

I was running from nothing, shit.

I still got a chance.

I thought I could jump through that window, that’s what I was trying to do at first.

Get the heck off me.

I’m right above you.

Let’s both get on this.

That’s right, I’m all powerful.

TERRORISER

Somebody take a crucifix and drop it on the floor.

We're gonna die.

Do you hear that noise?

Where the fuck was he?

Was that Slenderman?

Is he using it?

There he is.

Yes, Jesus Christ, do you need someone to hold your dick when you piss?

No, he ran through the salt, I'm gonna die!

Oh, wait, that's you…is that you in the picture?

SMII7Y

What are you getting me to draw right now?

It looks like one of your art pieces.

I haven't paid you a single cent.

Wait, you're on my team?

I can't move cause you're on my goddamn wing!

Oh my God, you hit him so hard!

I didn't throw anything, I just shot you in the head.

I’m looking away.

Alright, nah, you can die.

We just spoke it into existence, didn't we.

BIGPUFFER

Oh no, he's on fire!

I'm going to the boat, bye.

Is this how sailboats work, what is happening?

You spawned right in front of me.

What the fuck, you look dead, that doesn't look comfy.

Why is the couch like this?

I knew it, I fucking knew it, I knew your ass was gonna back out!

This is actually a cry for help.

Come here, let me kiss you.

What the hell am I doing here?

GRIZZY

I got carried away.

That was such a hard brake.

Thank God, it saved me.

I need motherfucking help.

I think our car is almost broken.

I'm gonna break the rock, ready?

Is it just us vs them?

I'm so gonna die.

Yeah, that's crazy.

Do not leave your car.

BLARG

Oh, I'm on fire, look at that.

I tried to shoot you in the face, I hope you understand that.

There looks like there has been a murder, I'm here to investigate.

It'll be fine, just drive, we'll be good.

Trust me.

Don't do that.

Where are we sailing to?

To be honest, I would rather have flew into a tree and died than made it.

What are you doing with a gun?

See you later, boys, I'm going to the ocean.

[cinnypup]

Cinny does an intro (finally) !!

BASIC INFO; cinny, he/him, mlm and grayromantic, minor, sfw account (18+ can follow just keeps your asks anons or smth), I'll mainly be posting rambles or ss of my modded mc worlds as I get better at building, I also write sometimes so feel free to ask in req >:)

I type like this, so dw I'm not constantly mad I just like typing like this.

FANDOMS; cod, marvel, dc, alan wake, re, phighting, slashers, a wolf among us, rdr2, starkid, creepypasta, the bear, roblox myths, gta, dnd, l4d, dbd, smii7y+ house and a lot of others, there's more but I forgot <//3

I don't really have a dni, just like follow basic dni criteria and don't be an asshole lmao.

TAG GUIDE; #cinnyspeaks - me rambling #cinnydoodles - my artwork when I draw.. #cinnyfaves - favorite posts :D #cinnygaming - ss of games or me talking about a game I like #cinnywriting - writing I feel like making public

COOL PEOPLE YOU SHOULD FOLLOW;

@ tootbloop @ sxul-rxquiem @ bullythebully @ shvmblr @ cherrieguroo @ daiwild

Will add more when I figure out my friends @'s smh...

Also for future mutuals PLEASE don't be afraid to dm me I love making friends...

[hallenanyall]

hi its 4am heres a thing i drew like weeks ago and never posted (:

[ridiculousn3sswrites]

The Sorcerer’s Apprentice

*Loki x Reader

*Summary: Reader is Stephen Strange’s apprentice. She finds a certain trickster god very attractive, much to the dismay of her mentor.

*Warnings: Things get a little *heated*, I think that’s it. Let me know if I missed anything.

*A/N: I’ve had this idea for a while and I’ve barely sat down to actually write it. I think I’m going to go through my requests and then get back to working on My Princess. Also I finished writing this while watching Smii7y livestreaming and that’s not relevant but I just wanted to add it.

My Ko-fi if you want to support my writing

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You became Stephen Strange’s apprentice a few years ago. You’d gone through the whole school thing, going to law school, and later becoming a corporate attorney for some tech company that you didn’t really care about. After a few years of going the law route, you decided to do the whole ‘soul searching, find yourself’ thing your friends had done years before you. You followed the things you heard about where to go, and ended up at Stephen Strange’s doorstep. Not literally, but you get the point.

You were a fast learner, so Stephen took you under his wing. You found yourself working with him in the New York sanctum, back to where you’d left those years ago, but with a new purpose. You were searching through old texts, researching on some task Stephen had sent you on. As you were making notes, Stephen burst into the room (well, in his usual calm demeanor). “Come. A threat has just reached Earth.”

You stood, quickly going to his side. “Do I get any information, or are we just going?”

“There’s a threat, shouldn’t that be enough information?”

“Ah yes, let me just walk into a threat blindly without knowing who or what we’re going up against. Fantastic plan, Doctor,” you deadpanned. You heard the little huff of annoyance you constantly drew from the man.

“Thor’s just arrived on Earth.”

“Well, that’s not exactly a threat, I mean he pops in every now and then,” you started before Stephen cut you off.

“He brought Loki with him.”

“Oh. So, what’s the plan then?” You asked, needing more than what he was telling you. Sure, Stephen trusted you to complete tasks in ways you saw fit, but with something like this, you needed the guidance of your mentor.

“We’re going to put Loki in a pocket dimension while I speak to Thor about why he brought Loki with him. If you could put him in the dimension and leave this card in his place, I would appreciate that,” he told you, handing you a little business card with the address of the sanctum on it. “I’ll locate him.”

You nodded, preparing the portal as he asked. Once he got the location, you opened the portal underneath where Loki was supposed to be. You transported the card in Loki’s place, hoping the transport went as smoothly as it would have if Stephen had done it. Sure, you were quick to pick up on the mystical arts, but you still had a lot to learn. You looked over to Stephen for approval, and while he just shrugged, his small smile was enough to let you know you had done well. Now you had to do was wait for Thor to show up.

Thor found the sanctum relatively quickly, and you left Stephen to his dramatics. While he decided to hover while greeting Thor, you just sat on the banister. “Thor Odinson, god of thunder. You can put down the umbrella.”

Stephen then teleported the three of you to the relics hall. Thor put down his umbrella and promptly decided to start messing with one of the relics. “Please don’t touch that,” you said.

“So this world had wizards now,” Thor ignored you, addressing Stephen. He tried to place the little dual ended knife (to be honest, you really didn’t know what it was), with the others, only to knock over many of them. You cringed, sharing a look with Stephen as Thor continued to try to fix his mistake, only making it worse.

“The preferred term is master of the mystic arts. You can leave that now,” you spoke up. Thor stopped fiddling with the knives and turned to you.

“Alright, wizards. Who are you and why should I care?” You couldn’t help but roll your eyes at Thor’s response. He was out of his element and trying to maintain a cool facade, but it wasn’t quite working.

“My name is Doctor Stephen Strange and this is my apprentice, (y/n) (l/n). We have some questions for you. Take a seat,” Stephen said, teleporting the three of you to a sitting room. While you were used to the random teleportations, Thor was still taken aback by all of this. “Tea?”

Thor looked down to find a tea cup in his hand. “I don’t drink tea.”

“Then what do you drink?” You asked before taking a sip of your own tea. Sure, Stephen had conjured some up for Thor, but that didn’t mean you couldn’t conjure up your own.

“Not tea,” he said. You took a wild guess and decided to switch it out for a tankard of beer.

“So, I keep a watchlist of individuals and beings from other realms that may be a threat to this world. Your adoptive brother Loki is one of those beings,” Stephen explained as Thor drank from the glass.

“He’s a worthy inclusion,” Thor replied, watching as his glass refilled. 

“Why bring him here?” Stephen asked, leaning forward.

“We’re looking for my father.”

“So if I were to tell you where Odin is, all parties concerned will promptly return to Asgard?” Stephen questioned.

“Promptly.”

“Great, then I’ll help you,” Stephen said, sitting back up.

“If you knew where he is, why didn’t you call me?” Thor asked. You were a little curious yourself; this was the first time you’d heard that Odin was on Earth. You’d think you would hear about this considering you were his apprentice, but maybe Stephen had good reason for keeping it to himself. You would question it once your guest had left, but for now you left it alone. Stephen then explained about Odin choosing to remain in exile, and you watched as the men got into a back and forth about Thor not actually having any ways to be reached. You put your tea cup down as Stephen said Odin was in Norway, knowing some more teleportation was about to be done.

Stephen teleported around the sanctum, preparing the incantation. One he took the strand of hair from Thor and teleported you all back to the entry hall, he looked to you. “Did you understand what I did there?” Stephen asked.

“I believe so, yes,” you said, watching as he prepared the portal for Thor.

“He’s waiting for you,” Stephen said, motioning to Thor. “Don’t forget your umbrella.”

“Oh, yes,” Thor said, holding out his hand. You listened as the umbrella undoubtedly broke various things in the sanctum, cringing slightly. Just like the relics from earlier, you knew you’d be the one tasked with cleaning things up. Thor apologized, shaking the pieces of glass from his umbrella once it was back in his hands. You wanted to whine then, knowing the damage was probably worse than you had hoped. “And I suppose I’ll need my brother back.”

“Oh, yeah, right. (Y/n),” Stephen instructed you. You opened the portal higher up behind Thor, knowing Loki would need some space to fall. The three of you watched as a raven-haired man dressed in all black fell to the ground, bouncing slightly from the impact. You paused, taking in his lithe form. You hadn’t really paid much attention to what Loki looked like before, but you had to admit, the man had a nice form.

“I have been falling for thirty minutes!” He fumed.

“You can handle it from here,” Stephen asked, looking between Loki and Thor.

“Yes, of course. Thank you very much,” Thor said, shaking Stephen’s hand and then yours.

“Good luck,” you told Thor as Loki stood up. Once again, you paused. How could the man that was apparently a huge threat to the world be so attractive?

“Handle me? Who are you?” Loki asked, drawing knives from out of nowhere. Oh, so he was dangerous. “You think you’re some kind of sorcerer. Don’t think for one minute, you second-rate-”

Loki was approaching you and Stephen, obviously displeased with his placement while you talked to Thor. Stephen raised his hand then, moving the portal to take in the charging man and his brother. “Alright, bye bye.”

“He was kind of cute,” you said once the portal closed behind them.

“Who? Thor?” Stephen asked, turning to you in surprise. This was the first time you’d expressed attraction to anyone in the years he’d known you. You didn’t have the time to pursue anything with anyone while you were learning under Stephen.

“No, his brother,” you told him. Thor was attractive - you weren’t blind here - but Loki was more your type. What a shame he was ready to stab you and your mentor.

“(Y/n).”

“What?”

“He tried taking over the planet and nearly destroyed the city,” Stephen deadpanned. “And you’re attracted to him?”

“What! He’s still cute,” you argued. You knew Stephen would question your taste, especially considering it was your job to protect the Earth.

“Unbelievable,” he huffed. “Go clean up whatever Thor broke.”

With that, Stephen just walked away from you, ignoring your whining.

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The next time you ran into Loki, you and Stephen were visiting the Compound to advise the Avengers. The two of you had started working more closely with the Avengers, and somehow you hadn’t run into Loki yet. “Sorcerers!” you heard the same anger from nearly a year ago.

“(Y/n), don’t,” Stephen immediately warned you. It seemed like he didn’t forget about your attraction to the trickster. Of course, you immediately disobeyed him. You were an adult, you could make your own decisions. You turned around to see Loki stalking towards you, now more casual than the last time you saw him. He was wearing a deep green t-shirt and jeans, which looked just as attractive as the black suit you last saw him in.

“What? He’s supposed to be on our side now,” you said.

“He’s still on the watchlist.”

“So I can’t flirt with him even though he’s on our side?” You pouted. Stephen gave you a look that told you everything you needed to know.

“You. You’re the ones who had me falling for thirty minutes while you took your time making pleasantries with my brother,” Loki fumed as he reached you. You smiled at him, confusing him.

“Sorry about that. We just wanted to avoid any potential situations,” you explained. You offered your hand to him. “We can never be too careful. I’m (y/n), we weren’t properly introduced last time.”

Loki paused, obviously not expecting you to be cordial, especially since your mentor was currently glaring at you. Just as you were about to put your hand down, Loki shook your hand. “How did you manage to do that?”

“I don’t think I’m allowed to tell you that,” you joked, tilting your head towards Stephen.

“Unbelievable,” Stephen huffed, rolling his eyes. He stepped away from you and Loki, opening a portal. “I’ll be at the sanctum when you decide to finish whatever this is.”

With that, Stephen stepped into the portal, quickly closing it behind him. You knew you’d have to deal with his attitude when you got back to the sanctum, but you were going to ignore that for now. Loki was looking at where Stephen had disappeared. “What happened there?” Loki asked.

“Oh, well, he opened a portal that leads to-”

“No, I understood that much. Why did he leave?” Loki clarified. You paused, not knowing if you should tell him that Stephen didn’t quite believe Loki was on your side now. That could either lead to tension between the two should they ever have to work together, or Loki attempting to prove he’s changed. 

“Technically we had work to do at the sanctum when we were called over here. We were supposed to get right back to that,” you lied. One look at Loki and you knew he knew you were lying. You mentally berated yourself. Of course he knew, he was the god of lies after all. He didn’t question you further on the topic, other things obviously catching his attention more.

“I want to know more about your magic. Could we speak or are you needed?” Loki asked. You looked to where Stephen’s portal had closed, then looked back to Loki.

“I don’t feel like getting yelled at quite yet, so sure, we can talk,” you said. Loki smiled and the two of you walked off to one of the common rooms.

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Since that day, you and Loki grew close. Even though Stephen severely disapproved of your friendship, he didn’t stop you from hanging out with Loki. Whenever you had some spare time - which, let’s be real, was increasingly rare as you progressed in your studies - you made your way to the Compound to bother Loki. You had to admit, the more you got to know Loki, the more you were attracted to him. Initially you liked him because he was obviously attractive, but when you found out how smart and mischievous he was, you were gone.

You had the feeling Stephen was giving you more work to try to keep you from seeing Loki, but you weren’t going to argue about it. You didn’t want him to drop you as his apprentice, so you just did your work. It was another day of reading through old texts, working through a list of incantations Stephen wanted you to perfect by the end of the month. As you were making notes, you heard someone walk up behind you. “I’m working, Stephen. I already told you I’m working on the incantations for the rest of the night so don’t bother me.”

“I’d hate to imagine that’s how you actually speak to your mentor,” a voice that definitely wasn’t Stephen’s said from behind you. You turned to see Loki standing at the doorway to the library, which he shouldn’t have been able to.

“Loki, what’re you doing here?” You asked, spinning your chair around to face him fully.

“Well, when I haven’t seen you in nearly a month, I start wondering what happened to my sorceress,” Loki said, walking towards you. He didn’t stop until he was standing right in front of you, practically trapping you in your seat. “Come be my apprentice. I can teach you what you want to know.”

“What are you talking about? It’s two completely different forms of magic, I can’t just walk out now,” you started rambling, not sure what he was talking about. You didn’t know where this was coming from - the two of you were friends, but you’d never expressed interest in studying under him. You knew you couldn’t just leave studying under Stephen to start all over.

“I know he’s not letting you see me,” Loki said, gently grasping your chin to tilt your head up. Your face felt like it was on fire from the proximity, this being the closest you’d ever been to him. “I don’t like sharing.”

“Sharing?” You asked, trying to ignore the way your heart was racing.

“I’m not looking to share with Strange. I want you to myself. If that means teaching you everything I know, then I’ll do it.”

“Wait, Loki, what are you actually talking about?” You questioned, regaining some of your wits. You pressed your hand to his chest, pushing him back just enough to get some distance between the two of you. “Are you implying that me and Stephen are? Loki, Stephen’s my mentor!”

“Then why is he so hell-bent on keeping you away from me?”

You tried to stop the laughter, you really did. Loki just looked confused, stepping back. “Loki, I don’t know how to break this to you, but Stephen doesn’t necessarily like you. First you were a threat to the world, and then he just kinda clashed with you. It’s not that he’s interested in me.”

It was Loki’s turn to get flustered. He looked away from you, towards one of the bookshelves. Now that you had enough space between you, you were able to clear your head a bit. If he was so concerned about Stephen keeping you away from him, that had to mean he was interested. Right?

“I see,” Loki said, still refusing to look at you. You stood from your seat, closing the distance between you and Loki. It was your turn to turn Loki’s face to look at you. You had a small smile on your face, your little realization giving you a boost of confidence.

“You aren’t sharing me with anyone,” you told him. You could see the moment he realized what you were saying, but you didn’t have the chance to say anything else before his lips were on yours. His hands moved up to hold your face to his, trapping your body between the table you were working at and his.

The kiss was growing needier, and just as your hands started to tangle in his hair, you were interrupted. 

“Hey, (y/n), do you want to go g-“ Wong cut himself off as he seemed to just notice what was going on in front of him. “I see you’re busy.”

You and Loki broke apart, your faces flushed as you looked at Wong. He was already starting to walk out of the room, so you broke free from Loki’s hold, going to chase after him. “Wong,” you called out as he continued down the hallway. Instead of slowing down, he just sped up.

“Wong,” you called again, now running to catch up with him. He kept walking faster, but you managed to catch up to him. “Wong. Listen, I need you to please not tell Stephen what you saw.”

“Nope, I’m staying out of this. You can tell him what you’re doing,” Wong said, putting his hands up.

“I don’t know if I should say thank you or not,” you told him. “Seems like you’re just keeping out of it to benefit you.”

“Exactly. I’m not getting involved in whatever mess that’s going to cause,” Wong said. “Now, I was going to ask if you wanted to get some food, but you seem to be occupied.”

“Do you know where Stephen is?” you asked, ignoring his slight dig. “I don’t want him to come back and just find Loki here.”

Wong rolled his eyes. “Don’t worry about it, he’s not supposed to be back until the morning. Just don’t ask me to keep anymore secrets.”

“I owe you big time,” you said, hugging him in relief. He looked shocked when you released him, but you ignored it as you started heading back to the library. “And if you could grab me some food, I’d really appreciate it!”

When you got back to the library, you found Loki sitting in your seat, waiting for you. Once you got close enough, he pulled you into his lap. “Did you solve whatever that was?” he asked, pressing kisses to your neck.

It took everything in you not to just melt into his touch. “Wong has promised not to say anything, but I’m pretty sure that’s just so he can stay out of it.”

“Either way that works for us,” Loki said. “I don’t suppose I could convince you to take a break, could I?”

“I think you could, but I should get back to my incantations soon,” you told him with a smile. Before he could say anything, you kissed him, savoring the moment.

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[cassiedangerclouds]

Everything Is Green {Krii7y}

DeviantArt: SugarHigh100 (Smii7y)

Twitter: Beaudicea (Kryoz)

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Trigger Warning!: In this story, I will write about colour blindness. Sorry if I do not get it correct as I myself do not suffer from anything of the sort (I am mildly longsighted). If this may offend you, please don't read. And I would really love to hear from some colour blind people on how I can fix my perception of it up in case I write this type of thing again.

Remember that this is MY interpretation of colour blindness (Protanomaly and Tritanopia), this is how I understood what I read from my research. So please don't take it personally if I get it completely wrong.

In this story, there will also be:

Anxiety Attacks –Based off of the ones I get. Because everyone experiences these differently-

Bullying (mentioned)

Swearing

Self-Deprecating Tendencies

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Life gets pretty boring when all you see if various shades of green, grey and if you're lucky, violet.

But not the pretty, dark violet everyone else sees. No, it's a dull, kind of light version.

That's just life when your parents are Red-Green and Blue-Yellow colour blind and you pull the short straw on both ends.

No, I couldn't just have one; like not perceiving reds or greens properly. Or maybe become a very rare case and not be able to see blues properly.

No.

I ended up Red-Green in one eye and Blue-Yellow in the other.

So my world is full of dull, warped greens, boring and monotonous blacks and whites, only light grey and maybe, if luck wants to grace me, with violet. I strive for the moments that slightly purply-blue colour pops, I try to capture every detail of the moment so that I can try recreate it.

My parents try to tell me that when I'm older, my eyes may get better.

But I know that they won't.

Magic doesn't exist. If you're born with these things, you live with them forever.

People get weirded out by me. I confuse them. So I learnt to keep to myself. I sit under the trees, on the grass, things that should be blindingly green and are but just a dull blue really.

I got told that my glasses would help me see colours properly, but the kids all picked on me, so I don't wear them anymore.

The glasses were pretty cool I guess, I mean they were blue and red, and the world looked amazing back in fifth grade for the month that I wore them.

It's been five years since I've worn them though, I figured that, if I was picked on in fifth grade, high school would be no saving grace. So they sit in draw at home, collecting dust.

I guess life isn't too bad, I mean, at least I'm not blind. But this is no better.

"Hey. Hey. Can you hear me?" I kept my head down, knowing exactly who it was.

"I asked you a question."

I looked up, not too much, just enough to see if it was who I thought it was, "Yeah. I guess. I'm not deaf." I said, tapping my fingers against the ground.

"I'm not here to pick on you kid. I'm not an arsehole. My friends and I saw you sitting by yourself and I wanted to know if you wanted some company."

This time he caught my full attention, "Like for real? This isn't some big joke that Evan and all that set up to give me hope?" I asked.

He laughed, "Nah dude, honestly, Evan and his friends are a little overrated." He said, "With the exception of like Ryan. Oh and Craig, he hangs out with us sometimes."

I smiled, "I mean, sure. I guess that I could come and sit with you guys." I said.

"Sick." He said, helping me up.

He led me over to a table, not far from where I was sitting, I noticed him stumbling a little.

"Hey fuckers. I'm back." He announced.

"No one gives a fuck John." One of the other males at the table replied, looking up from his phone.

"Fuck you to, bitch." John replied.

"So guys, this is...uh I never asked your name, did I?" John asked.

"Good goin' John. You see a lonely kid, invite him over, but don't even ask his name." another said, this one was for sure in grey.

I snickered a little, looking over the group, of course, looking at everyone wasn't going to help me tell them apart, but it was worth a shot.

"HEY! That sounded a lot better in my head." The grey one stated.

"So, what's your name stranger?" one of the guys closest to me asked.

Come on, just say Jaren. "Lukas." I answer. What the fuck did I say that for?

"Well Lukas. As you could figure out, I'm John. In order around the table from my left. Cameron, Ryan, Craig, Anthony and...where did Crystal go?" John asked for a person I guess was here before he came over to me.

Crazy hair, grey guy, glasses, panda case. I recited in my head, it was the only way I'd actually remember them.

"Brock's nut of a sister came over and requested that her friend join her for a conversation." Anthony, I think, answered.

I frowned, "Cassidy isn't too crazy." I stated, causing everyone to stare at me.

"What. She used to be my..." I trailed off, "Never mind. Why did you invite me over here. I'm just the weird kid."

"We're all weird here." Cameron said, completely ignoring my slip up or at least I hope he did.

"I mean. Probably not. At least compared to me. Nobody is as mutant as I am."  I stated, looking down.

"What. Why? Because your eyes are different a little off centre or your hair is white? Every time I saw you, I always thought you just bleached it, like John does with his." Craig said with a shrug.

I sighed, shaking my head, "Okay. Don't like freak or anything okay John. But like, that jumper you're wearing is probably rad. But it's like literally all green, different shades. But to me. That whole thing is green, except the white bits near your wrists." I always found it was an easy way to explain my problem to people by talking about something that probably wasn't green and trying to tell them that's how I see it. "I can imagine and sort of figure out the colours, because I've done it for so long-"

"What shades of green?" John asked.

I shrugged, "The top is like a lime kind of colour. So it's probably like yellow or somet'in'. Uh, the middle is a dull green. So that's like red or orange, I don't remember because I don't see those colours a lot. The top of the sleeves is like, mint ice cream green. So they're some type of blue." I explained, hoping I got the colours close.

"That's so cool dude." John said.

"How do you live like that? Not being able to see colours. Only green?" Craig asked.

"Well. I mainly see the green spectrum, but I can see light grey, black, white and sometimes, violet. But it's like not the cool dark violet colour, it's more like what I think you would see as a cross between magenta maybe and periwinkle. I can see some shades of yellow, kind of. Most colours appear as greens though." I explained, tapping my fingers against my leg.

"Well, sit down you weird ass human." Cameron said.

I smiled, shaking my head, "Sorry. This was a nice..experience, but I'm just gonna leave." I said, turning around, I walked back towards where I was.

Suddenly I was on the ground, noticeably colder than before.

I looked up and saw my jumper in John's hands.

"Hey, fuck you. Give me my jumper back, it's cold." I demanded, getting off my arse, snatching my jumper out of his hands, slipping it over my head.

"It's a mild fifteen degrees, it's not that cold." Cameron stated.

"Shut up, you Kiwi fuck. We get it that it's fucking freezing in New Zealand." A feminine voice said from behind me.

Cameron pouted, "Piss off you Aussie bitch." He stated.

"Oh, and this is Crystal. Crystal, this is –"

"Hey Luke." Crystal said with a shrug.

"Vibe." I returned, watching as they walked over and sat between Cameron and Ryan.

"Wait- you two know each oth-"

"Whatever, reunions are boring. What did the nut want with you, aye?" Cameron asked, nudging Crystal's shoulder.

Crystal shrugged, "Never say that again. Worst Australian accent ever. Come on Fitzy, you're the closest one to where I'm from and you can't even fake a believable accent." They said.

The group started to banter, giving me the perfect chance to slip away.

I kept walking, not really knowing where I was going, I just knew I had to get away from that group before something bad happened to them because of me.

"Hey. Hey! Lukas, wait up." I heard a call from behind me, recognising John's voice, I picked up my pace, not watching where I was going.

Once more I was on the ground and I noticed that it was because I had bumped into someone. I stood up, "I'm so sorry. I-" my breath hitched.

In front of me stood well known school menace and Evan's right hand man Jonathan.

"I-I'm so so sorry. Uh, Delirious." I said, I could feel myself shaking.

Delirious turned to face me, and I could feel my lungs get heavy.

"Dude. Are you okay?" he asked me, sending me into surprise.

"What?" I managed to squeak out.

"I asked if you were okay? You hit me pretty hard and fell to the floor." Delirious said.

I shrugged, "I'm uh. Fine. Just yeah. Sorry." I stammered, my breathing starting to even out.

"Lukas, why are you-" I heard John stop dead, his boots squeaking as he skidded on the hallway floor. "Fuck."

"Well, if you're okay. Then I'm just gonna walk away." Delirious said, walking away.

I was still shaking, I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths. In for four, hold for seven, out for eight.

"Dude, are you okay?" I heard John was near me now.

But I still didn't open my eyes, I shakily pointed at my bag, "Pap- Pap- Bag" I started coughing.

"Pap Bag. Pap. Paper Bag! Oh, get the paper out of your bag!" John figured out, quickly flipping the latch on my bag and handing me the almost empty bag.

"I don't understand how this will help you." John said.

I cupped my hand around the opening, placing it near my mouth, breathing in and out into the bag.

My breathing went back to normal after five minutes and the coughing stopped.

I moved it away and drew in a deep breath.

"What the fuck was that?" John asked, making me painfully aware that he was still there.

I opened my eyes to see him standing in front of me, "That was an anxiety attack you fucking idiot. Holy shit. I could've-no-probably would've passed out if you hadn't have helped me. Jesus, I haven't had one that bad in a while." I stated, half talking to myself.

"Your welcome. I mean, I don't know how to respond." John said.

I smiled, "Thank you. But seriously. I thought that Jonathan was a bully. He didn't even threaten me. I think a lot of people just spread rumours and one rumour made it out and became popular saying that the BBS are bullies. They're probably just a bunch of misunderstood kids. I- I'm sorry for walking off." I said.

"Nah dude. My friends can be a little much sometimes, even for me." He said.

"Oh. Okay. Well, I'm still sorry. It was a good thing you did you know, asking me to join you guys. Your friends don't seem to bad. I'd probably fit in with you all. I feel like a big dou-"

I felt something warm against my lips for a split second and then it was gone.

"You talk too much." John stated.

My face started heating up, "What the fuck? We haven't even known each other for a day. John you're fucking weird," I stated, pulling my sleeve over my hand, wiping my mouth.

He laughed, "You enjoyed it. Don't deny it." He said.

Maybe I did. It doesn't matter, I don't even know the guy. "No I didn't." I retorted, but I knew my body language said otherwise.

"You're a bad lyre Lukas. You're red as a firetruck." He teased.

"Shut up you fucking prick." I muttered.

He rolled his eyes, "Come on. Come and hang out with me and my band of Misfits." He said.

I sighed, "Fine." I said and we walked back towards his friends, maybe a bit closer than previously.

But seriously, who the fuck kisses someone they just met? Like what even is that?

"Someone who has a set." John replied.

"Fuck. I said that out loud. Sorry." I said.

He stopped and turned to face me, "Stop fucking apologising. You've done nothing wrong." He said.

And that's when I noticed one small thing, well not really small thing, but it was something that would this was a moment I'd never forget.

~

Everything is green.

But his hair is my favourite colour.

Because it is violet.

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Authors Note:

Hi guys!

Yes, I am a weirdo. I would've made it John's eyes, except that in this case it wouldn't work because John's eyes are blue and for them to be violet, they'd have to be yellow. Which just isn't realistic.

Anyway, that's it.

[willow-free]

5 Things Game!

@semoka tagged me in this! I honestly should be working on an essay but hey any way to put it off a little while longer

5 things you’ll find in my bag:

1. Cough drops (atm) 2. Ibuprofen 3. Random assortment of school supplies based on what class I have that day 4. Sometimes my laptop 5. Whatever lip balm I left in there

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom:

(This is a mix between my bedroom and my dorm room)

1. An obscene amount of food (dorm) 2. Bass guitar (home) 3. My pineapple pillows (dorm) 4. A big pickle jar full of golf balls (both) (Sidenote: I hate golf with a passion)

5. A frickin’ mess (both)

5 things that make me feel happy:

1. Finding a good fic in the “Aaron Burr” tag that has Burr as a main character and is in his point of view (God bless) 2. My DOGS 3. Vines 4. Coming up with a shitty pun spontaneously (and getting a good reaction) 5. I dunno I guess talking to this guy is pretty okay i guess

5 things I’m currently into:

1. Musicals such as: Be More Chill, Hamilton, DEH, Newsies (it’s sneaking up on me okay), and basically musicals in general, I’m trying to expand my repertoire beyond just the extremely popular ones 2. Talk to me about WILDLIFE or THEATRE man, I am freaking DOWN for random conversation about those 3. Idk I’m in a couple of projects on a Smule app, can’t wait to get those going 4. Writing Daydreaming about the plot I have going on and then just staring at the computer screen in distress without actually typing a word 5. Mini Ladd/Smii7y/BasicallyIDoWrk/that whole squad’s videos (I’m really getting into Kryoz’s PolyBridge videos atm, they’re just really funny)

5 things on my to-do list:

1. Y’know finishing/publishing my like 10+ WIPs at some point would be cool 2. Finishing this Final paper would be nice too 3. Get all my stuff in for my BA Drama application 4. Get back into drawing again (and maybe expand on that in the future) 5. Finish listening to TAZ (since I had to take a hiatus ‘cause of school)

Yeah my to-do list is boring af. Sorry/not sorry

IIIIII am gonna tag uhh @badromantics , @@a-light-in-the-dark-i-hope , @jjtwig , and @quiet-hubris cause I got no other ideas on who else to tag. Oh, and feel free to do this if you want

[vanosslirious]

BBS Dialogue Prompts #80

BBS Dialogue & Sentence Starters Prompts: [5]

VANOSSGAMING

Get the big guy!

I’m not in a good place.

No, I’m not in a good place, you fuck.

That’s what you get for leaving!

You didn’t warn me about him?

Ah, they’re just being generous.

Shouldn’t we put it below us?

They’re already up here, how?

Don’t say easy, he’s not even dead yet.

I got knocked in the water.

Wait, is the boat here?

The boat’s here.

Hey, we’re just getting started, alright.

Do you know how many words there are in the dictionary?

Endless!

This is a little suspicious, we should probably scatter.

This is kind of scary.

Nice...where are we going?

The tables uneven.

Everyone’s here.

TERRORISER

I trusted you guys!

Why would you open the door?

We just need one more then.

See if you can find it.

Fuck your house, lady.

Do I put it on my head.

So, should we leave? Let’s go.

I don’t give a shit, let’s go, that dude is not fucking around.

Oh, the lights on upstairs, that’s totally not terrifying.

I’m happy to go with that.

DAITHI DE NOGLA

You're drawing this so well.

You guys do not make a good team.

Careful now going into that room.

He's in here somewhere.

Oh my God, is this what he was doing?

I love this so much.

Is anyone dead?

Do your tasks.

Did you have to make that noise?

You don’t know what’s coming.

SMII7Y

I feel the energy.

What the fuck is this fever dream?

Bitch, you need to go.

That's not how you hold a golf club.

Why are you on the windmill?

I swear to God if you're still holding onto that thing...

Do you see what I was talking about, baby.

Dude, get off the pole.

Get closer so I can knee you in the head.

Did you get hit by the golf club again?

MOO

Make it stop.

I know you’re in here.

So you lied to me?

I’m stuck in the bath tub.

I’m sorry I tried to rat you out.

Wait, I gotta do this.

Come on, entertain me.

Let’s let fate decide.

Now you jinxed it.

That’s the one you’re going to pick?

[vanosslirious]

BBS Dialogue Prompts #111

BBS Dialogue Prompts & Sentence Starters: [7]

SMII7Y

Let's fucking hear it.

You fucking asshole, don't do that.

Now we just have to wipe these guys off the face of the Earth.

We can't have that blow up.

That fucking little fuck.

I understand the situation we're in.

This made my job so much harder.

You’re going to fuck us both.

I’m stuck, I’m actually stuck.

Fucking bastard, I’m going to kill you.

He tied you up and murdered you.

Really confused how that’s supposed to affect me, but…

He’s got to do it to focus, I bet.

What is that? Ew, ew, it’s looking at us.

That was fucking legit.

Wait, you finished, bullshit.

This fucking guy is terrifying every time.

That's our goal.

I have one piece of bread...

Who invented toast?

WILDCAT

This is not looking good.

I know the exact path.

No, I don’t want to look at you.

Did you just shoot me?

Nice, he died, someone killed him.

I just destroyed another target.

I can’t move.

You’re not scaring anybody.

That’s for you to figure out, and not for me, so I’m looking forward to that.

We have to stop him from winning.

MOO

Let’s go spin a big wheel.

Screw your Tesla!

Guys, I’m really trying to impress this girl, okay.

Let’s just go save this guy.

We have more coming in.

I don’t want to do this again.

They really had the audacity to shoot me.

I have to drive so carefully.

Of course we lost!

How did he not see you?

SARK

That’s fucking creepy.

You know what we should all do is go outside and eat pills.

You’re bullshitting.

That’s awesome and terrible news.

Who wants to speak to the other side?

It walked through the salt.

Alright, we go in, we drop all our shit, and we run.

I’m fucking exhausted, I’m going to puke.

We don’t got time for sensitivity, okay.

So much for speed run, we end up on two dead, no clues.

TERRORISER

Hello, my bitches!

There’s a guy stan—there’s Jesus Christ standing on water.

Did I slip on a pile of shit?

We have to get out of here, let’s go back to the jeep.

I have one extra space.

You’re good at talking to the ghost.

Is that a gun? I thought that was a gun.

Guys, I think this thing is broken.

I’m standing up for no reason.

He kept turning invisible whenever I took a picture.

VANOSSGAMING

Can we sneak by it?

Who’s your teammate?

What the hell are these guys doing?

Why are you talking like that?

What was he singing?

Can you only do it when it's against you or can you do it for other people?

It's a valid question!

I wish you did.

Just the way you visually see someone get fucked over.

I called it, you fuck!

KRYOZ

You already forgot, didn’t you?

I don’t know why I did this because I’m handing quite a bit of power to somebody.

Let me see if I can fill you up.

I gotta go closer.

I just got it, fuck off.

That’s all you have?

You drew a radish.

I just thought ahead, because I’m smart.

I just had to connect to what the fuck he was drawing and then I thought ahead what he was going to do next cause he always baits us for a long time.

You guys suck, I’m a God at this game.