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L,misa,and light with a adhd s/o?

could you maybe add ryuk too but make him platonic?

If your okay with more characters then can you add annie(aot),jean(aot),hange(aot),yachi(haikyuu), and kiyoko(also haikyuu)

I never expected this to become such a beloved topic, but I’ll gladly write it since such small things can help other people extremely. Btw, I already wrote about Hange/Hanji with an ADHD s/o.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, overprotectiveness, stalking, controlling behavior, harsh behavior, manipulation, gaslighting, kidnapping, ADHD

s/o has ADHD

Light Yagami

✍️Light heard from ADHD quite a lot before, having used the term in school in certain subjects and being very well informed about what it means. So he possesses already a rather huge knowledge about it beforehand, though he might have never met someone before who has ADHD. And whilst his initial reaction to you might have been a rather annoyed and more disrespecting one due to your behavior, it cooled down the moment he found out that you were suffering under this disorder, quickly taking notice that you coudn't really do much against the way you were. He wouldn't form an obsession with you because he doesn't really show interest in you unless he meets you more often. But the moment he does spend more time with you and gets to know you better, he slowly finds himself becoming somewhat drawn to you.

✍️Light ends up pressuring his darling to move in with him, developing over time a certain amount of overprotectiveness followed by his mania to be the one in control which seems to fit very well with his s/o having ADHD. But despite the possibility of him turning into a terrible person, it doesn't have to be this way and in that scenario he appears to be a very structured and organized person, everything you aren't. He keeps in a constant contact with your doctors and ends up more or less structuring your whole day since you keep forgetting things, get distracted too easily, lose focus as well as motivation. It of course pisses him off a lot in the beginning, but Light finds himself forced to expand his string of patience a lot since he knows that he can't really alter your personality. Instead he finds himself becoming the caretaker of his darling, though he also learns to enjoy the huge amount of dependence and control it brings him. But it also makes him more paranoid to let you go out because his view on this world isn't the best and he does not think that you would be able to defend yourself. He views you as somewhat helpless as well as incredibly naive.

✍️If his darling should have the type 2 ADHD, the Hyperactivity without Inattention, Light has a bit of a harder time since your energetic and hyped behavior gets on his nerves a lot. He really reminds himself that you can't really change this behavior of yours and that you must know that the best as well, but he has his moments where he snaps and shortly has to leave before he verbally lashes out on you which he surprisingly tries to avoid. But he can't leave you for too long alone either since you tend to do things which are more dangerous, climbing up cupboards or jumping on the stairs which might end in you getting hurt which he doesn't want either. That said, Light has his work to do as well and can't be always there and whilst Ryuk is always an option, he doesn't really trust that shinegami to know how to take proper care and against his own will to keep you for himself he finds himself asking your family to look a bit after you if he has to go for a bit longer.

✍️Light becomes overprotective most likely because he knows that people can say mean things about your disorder and that you can get affected from this as well. In normal scenarios Light might even be degrading himself, but he won't stand others doing the same thing to you. The aspect of ADHD changes his view quite a lot and whenever he hears someone recommending negatively about you, he starts feeling mad, though keeping his cool and demanding an apology. He feels like you are terribly wrong judged, another thing he wants to change in his new world. Prejudice like this has to stop because those people have no idea from what you're even suffering. Light ends up killing people rather because they poke fun at you without knowing anything than instead because of jealousy. He still uses the chance to manipulate you into thinking that the world is a dangerous place to be in because such rude people are out there and that staying with him would be the safest option.

✍️He starts developing a nasty paranoia due to you having ADHD and it increases his controlling and manipulative behavior by a long shot because he sees it as the only way to make sure that you don't neglect your own health or end up hurting yourself. He still finds it hard to be with you since you don't pay attention to him as much as he would like and, if the hyperactive type, often interrupt him which makes him feel a bit irritated with you from time to time. He's also kind of worried that you won't be able to shut your mouth if you find out he is Kira, though he feels more at ease knowing that you don't focus long on such things. On the othr hand he can freely control your life without you or your parents suspecting too much since you yourself know that you wouldn't be able to do anything without someone doing it for you. The dpendence satisfies Light just a lot and next to that he ends up gaslighting you to stay away from others since they wouldn't like you. Light just views his darling as a victim of a prejudicing sociaty who doesn't bring up enough awareness and understanding. You're innocent and certainly do not deserve all the hatred you get.

L Lawliet

🍰He surely came across the word as well once or twice and has a solid basic knowledge about what ADHD is, but he wouldn't look deeper into it unless it is important for one of his cases. Or if it happens to involve the person who he is obsessed with which turns out to be you. Different from Light, he finds himself getting slightly interested in you when finding out that you have ADHD, your behavior telling him quickly that there was more behind it. It's pure curiosity since L might have never met such a person like you before, he doesn't interact much with people and lets Watari handle it most of the time. But the moment he finds himself obsessing, he goes out to meet his darling more often as well as looking deeper into the topic ADHD. It makes him even more obsessed due to the complexity of it, but it also makes him somewhat scared because whilst he endangers you already with being close to you, your disability to focus for too long or space out can make you even more of an easy target.

🍰L doesn't take a lot of care of himself so he is actually in no position to tell you to watch out after you, but he still does. Due to him being somewhat messy himself, he shows more lenience than Light does, but he still finds himself kidnapping his darling due to getting too worried when watching them just not being able to gather the motivation to do some house cores or even bathe, much less cook. Sure, he isn’t the greatest regarding such things either, but at the very least he has Watari looking a bit out for him whilst you probably don’t, though friends and your family occasionally come over to look after you. But otherwise you’re on your own and L just thinks that you can’t take care of your own so he resolves the problem with abducting you. At the very least know Watari can make sure that you’re being taken care off whilst L finds himself being fascinated by your way of acting and observes you a lot. He lets Watari do for the most part the cleaning and reminding you where you might have put things which you lost. L on the other hand tries to read you and your behavior since he is utterly fascinated with the topic ADHD all of a sudden.

🍰L doesn’t really get annoyed easily as long as his darling doesn’t act up against him or tries to escape and manages to do so. Otherwise he stays calm and for that wouldn’t mind too much if his darling happens to be the extremely hyper type who is driven by some sort of inner motor. He can and will endure your excited ramblings or that you always interrupt him when he talks for too long because you can’t wait for your turn and instead of being annoyed, he’s more interested and watches you just being you. That said, he also will prevent you from destroying things or wanting to try something out that might hurt you and orders Watari to watch out for you as well so you don’t end up breaking your bones whilst trying to climb up the top of a regal. If he has work to do and needs his calm, he lets Watari watch over you for the time being.

🍰Given the fact that he kidnapped his darling, there aren’t many people who could insult you in the first place, L finds it more fascinating than annoying and Watari respects that you’re different from others and tears you accordingly. But there are moments where you’re let out to take a fresh walk, though L and/or Watari will always accompany you so you don’t accidentally spill out with whom you are or hurt yourself. That’s how people might end up making fun of you, only to end with L giving them a weird and creepy look and Watari advising to apologize to you. And if they don’t L might decide to dig out some secrets and create some rumors to cause someone a bit of troubles. L himself never says much against it unless you were about to get into danger and do something which would end up hurting you.

🍰He comes to find his joy in that behavior of yours, it somewhat adds color to his usually grey and somewhat quiet world. He finds it more positive than negative and he knows that he can't really force you to change and he doesn't plan on it either. Instead he thinks of you as highly interesting and likes observing your habits and all the littly things you do. He is a bit better than Light is because he doesn't manipulate you to the extent like Light, he doesn't talk down to his darling only to make them crawl back to him in the belief that he's the only one who truly cherishes them. But he isn't above scolding his darling either if he thinks that they did something of stupid and in that regard he is a bit more annoying. He believes he knows what's best for his darling which can become a bit exhausting from time to time. Because once L has thoroughly informed himself about everything regarding ADHD, it can not be denied that he knows what he does and Watari wil be perfectly structured for it as well.

Misa Amane

💄Misa believes in love at first sight so she will most likely end up falling for her darling before she even knows that they have this disorder. She might have heard from ADHD somewhere before, but different from Light and L she is more clueless about this, not knowing what this is. But it's her darling who makes her interest in it increase highly and suddenly she asks her manager to get informations about it as well as searching in the internet for all kind of websides that explain the topic ADHD and how to treat someone who has it. And Misa's love certainly won't get affected by all of this, she still loves you as strong as ever. She kind of fears that you might be insecure about all of this since she is a famous model, pretty, nice whilst you are not. It's something Misa won't tolerate in the least bit and to prove it, she becomes extremely smothering and just showers you in kisses and love.

💄She can tolerate everything as long as it doesn't involve her darling spending time with someone else or being affectionate with somone else besides her. And due to her extreme obsession and influence she will have in little to no time found it an impressive amount of informations about ADHD, definitely visiting the doctor and wanting him to tell her how to treat you. She's your girlfriend after all and for that feels like she deserves to know what the doctor told your parents because she'll be the one who will move in with you and take care of you. And she most likely pressures the doc if he doesn't want to tell her yet. And Misa quickly finds her love in taking care of her darling and giving them everything they might need without having to try to motivate themselves to doing anything. She makes sure that she'll hire a team of people who do the whole cleaning whilst she ends up cooking and scheduling things for her darling, helping to find things they might have lost or simply buying new ones. She has some money after all. She might feel sometimes a bit sad that you always space out when she is talking to you, but she literally could never hate her darling for it. She finds it even a bit adorable.

💄If you are a more hyped person who can't sit still for too long or communicate rather loudly with people, Misa becomes a bit more hyper herself to match her energy with her darling's. She rarely gets mad at this behavior of yours, actually not at all. She doesn't really want to restrict her daling, fearing that it might end up huerting them and make them feel insecure about themselves which she doesn't want to happen. Misa loves you just as you are and for that would never be harsh or strict with you. That is unless you end up hurting yourself or your hyperactivity leads you to wanting to do something stupid. In that case she will put a stop to things, even if it should upset you a bit. As much as she puts your happiness in the first place, if it ends with you hurting yourself, she'll push it temporarily in the second place. She feels terrible afterwards, especially if you really seem to be sad which leads to her being moe affectionate and doing many other things in hopes to make you happy again.

💄Misa despises it when she hears people making bad comments about you or tormenting you because you can't stay focused or start being annoyed with your energy and the fact that you constantly interupt people since you can't wait. The girl is aware that you heard this most likely already more than you can count on both hands and getting used to something like this will be really hard and for some people nearly impossible. You can't do anything about this, it's not your fault and in her eyes you deservve only the world and not this kind of treatment. It makes her see red, especially if she notices how you seem to shrink together, wanting to disappear. It leads to her throwing a tantrum then and there before grabbing her darling and instantly going back home where she clarifies more than just once that you don't have to listen to such people and that in her eyes you're perfect. Similar to Light she kills more people due to them having been rude to you than having felt jealous. But they deserve it nevertheless.

💄Misa starts being more warily about taking you outside under too many people, fearing that someone will end up insulting you once again. She truly loves showing you off and letting other people see how happy her and her darling are, but she won't risk it if it means that it'll end with you starting to feel insecure and terrible because you have been born the way you are once again. She just can't bear to watch it and feels highly disappointed if some of her fans think the same way, that she deserves something better because she expects at the very least from her fans support. It makes her a bit paranoid because she loves her darling with all their flaws and whenever she feels like that you start overthinking again because of your ADHD, she grows even more clingy, acting all excited and wanting to do something with you to take your mind off things for a while.

Platonic!Ryuk

🍎Ryuk came to the human world for one and one reason only. To finally see something exciting because different from most Shinigami, he wasn't planning on just passing time in his dismal world which is why he decided to drop his Death Note in the human world in the first place, leading to Light finding it and spending the following years with him before he died. And him meeting you might be a very similar story, meaning that he might have dropped his Death Note again just so you picked it up, marking you as the next owner of the Death Note and Ryuk following you to watch over you. He never heard of the word ADHD before. how could he when spending the biggest part of his life in the Shinegami world so you will end up having to explain it to him which seems to fit in perfectly with his interest, knowing that you're different from other humans.

🍎Ryuk becomes obsessive over you very quickly, your behavior differing extremely from the way Light used to act, but it fascinates him much more. Here it has to be said that at the beginning, Ryuk didn't really care that much about you, though you interested him more than Light did, even though you might not even use the Death Note as much as he did. But once he finds himself growing fond of you, which will take him a while to realize until he finally realizes that he genuinely for you, he starts getting quite worried. He suddenly wants you to live and doesn't want you to die, leading him to start actively assisting you instead of just sitting by and not keeping secrets from the Death Note from you. He starts actively giving you advices and hints about where to hide the Death Note and what would be the best choice to make in certain situations since you lose focus quickly. Won't comment about you neglecting to clean your house unless even he thinks that you can't live properly in this place.

🍎The problem of you slipping up is even higher if you should be extremely pumped up all the time. Because then you tend to rumble excitedly about things and might forget for a short moment that you're supposed to keep the Death Note a secret which is why Ryuk accompanies you wherever he go and it might have happened more than just one time that he had to clasps his hands over your mouth when realizing that you were heading with your words in the wrong direction. It might come over strange for people when you suddenly stop talking, but for you it's a reminder that you have to be careful or else you'll get in troubles. In general your bubbly and lively personality fascinates him a lot and he can't seem to leave you for too long, not only because he loves watching you, but also because he somewhat starts at one point to feel like he has to look out for you so you don't tell anyone or hurt yourself.

🍎At the very beginning he might have felt more indifferent about people being mean to you, simply because you were back then just another human who had happened to pick his Death Note up and who was more interesting to observe due to their more manifold personality, though he was still listening when you wanted to talk about it. But once he finally comes to the terms that he actually cares for a human, he feels for the very first time in his life something that humans would most likely describe as malevolence, he doesn't like such persons whilst usually being indifferent to everyone except when they amuse him. Of course he can't kill someone who isn't supposed to die yet or else he would risk himself getting killed too, but Ryuk is venomous and whilst he won't kill them, he isn't above messing with their mind afterwards a bit since everyone who didn't touch the Death Note, can't see him. He uses that to his advantage.

🍎Ryuk most likely didn't expect himself to get stuck in such a situation, developing such an intense interest in a human and caring that deeply for them. He can't help, but start questioning himself if that is how Rem felt about Misa because up until this day he could never fully understand why Rem decided to die for Misa by writing the name of someone who wasn't supposed to die yet down in the Death Note and dying in the process. Suddenly he does understand, realizing he would do the same if it means saving your life. It might exhaust him sometimes a bit since he really has to watch over you, but ultimately he wouldn't have it any other way. He still demands in return for always looking out for you like this to have a lot of apples. Different from Light, Ryuk also provides you with lots of informations and advices, intelligence he didn't use whilst being with Light because about him he didn't really care. About you he does.

Jean Kirschstein

🐴Jean still thinks of his darling as the best thing that has happened to him and he won’t get shaken up by this at all, similar to Misa he still loves his darling very much, though he gets more overprotective when finding out about it. He actually never heard of it before so when he hears the word “ADHD” for the first time, he gets flustered and embarrassed because he doesn’t know what it means and he feels like he should know since it involves his darling and us for that important. It affects your life and your behavior after all and soon he finds himself hidden in some library and reading whatever books he can find about it as well as asking Hange about it since they seem like the person who would know the most about it. But still doesn’t seem to be enough for him since he feels like he still doesn’t know enough about how to treat you good enough which makes him stalk around for a bit until his friends push him to finally talk to you or at the very least to your parents so he can finally ask someone who has experience with ADHD, experience with the person he happens to obsess over.

🐴Jean still needs a lot of guidance, but with a bit help he learns at one point how to deal with you just right so you don’t have to worry about anything and it makes him proud when your parents, friends or even yourself tell him that, your comment about that you feel comfortable around him mattering the most and giving him a confidence boost he needed, though he is still a bit cautious, most likely because he’s scared that he might accidentally do or say something which will end up hurting you. He doesn’t want to control his darling too much, though he finds himself getting a bit more controlling which worries him, but your parents and you tell him that this is normal and that without a bit structure and someone watching, you might just neglect taking care of your house and yourself. It puts him a bit more at ease, though he still tries to not interfere too much. But he definitely comes over more often and has this one day every week where he ends up cleaning your house, having experience from his time with Levi. Would be happy if you assist a bit, but is also not someone to blame you if you don’t.

🐴You’re definitely not the same kind of energetic as a certain boy he knows (or used to know if we’re talking about Season 4) since you aren’t stupid because you want to be. You were just born this way and Jean finds himself still adoring you. You just seem to be a bit more carefree which is so refreshing given everything that happened to the people in the walls and Jean wants to protect this bubbly and hyperactive character of yours. He luckily doesn’t feel offended whenever you interrupt him or can’t manage to sit still for too long, tapping with your feet and bouncing up and down the chair. He learns to have patience for you which he can’t bring up to have for another person. He lets you for the most part be the way you are, but he also has to prevent you from doing something which might end up hurting you. Jean also can’t say really say no to his darling so if they ask him if he can just have some fun with them and do something with them, probably also because his s/o notices that he is a bit stiff or when he had a particularly bad day, he ends up clowing around together with them, but it helps him.

🐴He gets so incredibly and quickly defensive of his s/o whenever he hears as much as someone whispering something behind your back and it can escalate very fast into him starting to shout at someone since he is a hothead and if you get offended, he feels offended as well. Jean is too aware that you suffering from this disorder can lead people to judging you wrongly and simply not thinking too high of you, labeling you as annoying and tiring and whatever other things. But it makes him mad because he hates seeing his darling sad and he might have heard from your parents, friends or even yourself how you are bring sometimes tested from others which makes him somewhat more prone, especially if you are currently with him and people echt to hurt you by saying such things. In that case he is especially easy to set off and it can lead to him throwing actual hands before he quickly leads his darling away and focuses on comforting them. But he holds grudges and will remember that face.

🐴At the very least please understand that neither him nor your parents would ever want you to put your life directly on the line by joining the scouts and either risk getting eaten by a Titan or, if we’re talking about Season 4, get involved in fights with the people from Marley and her shot because especially after Sasha died during the mission to rescue Eren, Jean became a bit more paranoid and whilst he didn’t show it too much whilst doing his job, he definitely had afterwards a small meltdown with you which led him to growing more overprotective over you. Sasha was most likely one of the persons he trusted the most with you and felt like he could leave you in their hands, the other person being Connie so you might mourn together with him over the death of her. And Jean never really liked you near Eren in the first place, but after Sasha’s death he became temporarily extremely distrusting of him and his intentions, making him want you to stay away from everything that was currently starting to get out of hands.

Annie Leonhardt

💗Annie might have been initially more cold as well as a bit mean to you when meeting you for the first time, not because she didn’t like you, but because she was in an unfamiliar place and had to survive in there for god knows how long. So she didn’t know about what you had at first and she doesn’t seem too interested in getting too close to other people either, even not interacting much with Reiner and Bertholdt. She still might overhear someone saying that you have ADHD, but she doesn’t care until she is somewhat forced to get closer to you or you end up being the one constantly approaching her. And Annie just tries to distance herself from you the moment she notices that she fell in love, for your and her sake and it might have ended with her saying the one or another jean thing about you, though she would be more careful since knowing that you most likely are vulnerable regarding this. But once she embraces her feeling properly, she apologizes and promises to be from now on more careful.

💗She doesn’t ask people, she can’t bring herself to be that open with others so the most of her knowledge comes from easing some books about it since she won’t even really ask you about this until she warmed a bit more up to you. In either case, Annie quickly learns that she should be careful with her more harsh language since you can’t really control what you do and she instantly just knows that whatever she might say to you, you heard it probably already somewhere else which makes her regret whatever she might have already spit at you even more and she ends up silently apologizing by doing something for you. Annie sees the need to learn to be less strict and more open with you and she starts doing things for her darling they aren’t able to do, cleaning and organizing stuff for example and she won’t be mad or scold you for it either, at one point she starts to fully accept it. Later on, after she’s been freed from the crystal, she most likely wants you two to move in together, particularly so she can watch better over you. She also learns to live with the fact that you often space out, but she actually likes moments where both of you just sit there in silence.

💗Her darling seems to be somewhat I faced by whatever is going on if we’re taking about the timeline during Season 1 which amazes Annie a bit because it isn’t easy to seem that pumped despite everything that happened. But she knows that this is just how you are and that you have troubles being differently. With such a darling, Annie finds herself getting easier flustered since she is not like them, being more quiet and introverted so she tends to be surprised or a bit startled if you suddenly yell at her or do something in public which might embarrass you, but you can’t control it. Nevertheless, in here she sees the need to become more stern with you from time to time, specifically in such moments where you let your energy get the better of you and are about to try to climb up the walls or might try something else which will result in you hurting yourself. These are moments where you’ll get scolded at.

💗She can be harsh too, she admits it. But she learns to not point anything unnecessary out which you aren’t already aware of and next to that most of the time she ends up lecturing you because she was worried or you’re being overly dramatic with something or did something that was stupid and even you had to know off. But Annie always makes up for it in her own ways. Being downright disrespectful is something entirely else and Annie certainly will not tolerate it. She won’t start shouting like Jean does, her face stays for the most part stoic. But it’s the slight twitch of her eyebrow, the slight frown on her face that tell someone that she loses patience and once she truly is passed, she looks for such a small girl pretty scary and whoever did say something ends up like Eren whilst she used to train with him in the camp with her telling the person to apologize.

💗After she crystallized herself, her last thought was that she hoped that someone would take care of you because she couldn’t anymore and whilst being stuck in the crystal, Armin might have ended up telling her the one or another thing about you since he knows that she cared about you and you might have ended up asking where she was. Annie is terrified that you won’t like her anymore after finding out what she is and what she has done, but as soon as the crystal finally broke apart, the first thing she wanted to see was you and how you were doing. Annie was somewhat ashamed of herself when facing you again because she felt extremely bad for not having told you and regretting in general all she had been forced to do. So it would be such a shock for her to find out that you accept her and still love her, though it also makes her emotional and in return she swears that she’ll protect you and make sure that you’ll live a normal life.

Kiyoko Shimizu

🖤Kiyoko will care and love her darling either way, no matter who they might be and what they might suffer from. She most likely starts as a friend anyways since she isn’t the type to fall quickly in love and needs to share a bond with someone before she can fall for them. And whilst she might have stumbled over the word ADHD a few times in her life and knows roughly what it is, she never took a deeper look which will change the moment she discovers that you have and with the knowledge she has already at that time, she knows that it is some sort of disorder which is advices to have special treatment for. During the first time she ends up reading a lot in books and internet about it before going out and asking you about it if she feels you two are close enough for you to talk with her about it because she would unstable if you don’t want to talk about this with just anyone. The boys from the team, especially the third and second years might start helping her as well with gathering informations once they find out about you and definitely support her.

🖤Kiyoko is structured, she has her experience with the team and for that knows very well how to make a thoroughly planned schedule so you won’t forget doing important things and she most likely designs a plan for every day of the week to be a help for you. Of course she won’t control you because of this, she just wants to be a help for you which is appreciated by you and your parents. She also has at one point a talk with your doctor who has been helping your parents and you for years since she wants professional advice as well, noting everything down and reading through the advices of the doctor, remembering it and using it the next time. Kiyoko still comes more often over to visit you and look how you are and she has most likely one or two days planned in her and your schedule where she helps you tidying up your place a bit so you can live comfortably in it. She stays calm, even if you end up losing your things and she searches often together with you for such things. She also doesn’t mind if you space out, she isn’t the type to hold too long speeches anyways and can summon things for you quickly up some you won’t have to focus for too long.

🖤And she can just manage to stay as calm and collected if you are a total energy bomb because she has a few of those in her team as well, giving her the learned patience with these kind of people. However, similar to Annie, she can get a bit surprised and startled from time to time when you suddenly yell or drag her somewhere because you want to do something with her. Some people might think that given her quiet character she wouldn’t have an easy time enduring someone like you which isn’t true. She finds herself quickly opening up to you and your bombastic personality and for the most part just lets you be the way you are, though getting more defensive when in public because other people might get annoyed by you and your extreme impatience. But just like everyone, she as well will hold you back, explaining to you why you shouldn’t do what you were about to do since it might hurt you seriously. Instead she searches for activities where you can wear yourself a bit out without the danger of you hurting yourself.

🖤Kiyoko is protective over her darling because she knows that there will always be people who simply won’t understand and are just fixed on being mean. She is somewhat more defensive in public since her darling catches the eyes of others, especially when they’re the type to yell or be very active. It’s not seen positive in everyone’s eyes and even if someone knows that you have ADHD, they might still be insensitive enough to say something to you which will tuck on the wrong heartstrings of you and it won’t please Kiyoko in the last bit. She wishes for her darling to be treated respectfully and like a part of the community since they might feel more like an outcast since they were always told they were special. Kiyoko will still be quite respectful when pointing this out to someone and asking them to apologize to you. The volleyball team gets at one point very protective over you as well since you’re Kiyoko’s darling and because they see you as a friend and will end up defending you as well when hearing someone talking rudely about you.

🖤She trusts her teammates a lot with you and most likely wants you to have some more friends who you can count on which is why she introduces you to them at one point, also because everyone has been asking her when she would finally bring you over. Kiyoko also keeps in contact with your therapist and doctor because whilst she is at this point well educated with the topic ADHD, she also will always ask for the advice of a professional if she thinks she needs it. But people trust her with you, especially your family since she’s proven herself countless times before by always defending you when someone insulted you or when you felt yourself down because of the way you were. No one is perfect, but everyone can try to be as good as they can. And Kiyoko loves her darling just for who they are. You actually help her opening up more, especially if you are the hyperactive type because Kiyoko will learn to express her emotions a lot more better thanks to you.

Hitoka Yachi

🍬Yachi can get intimidated by others extremely easy which might have led her to judging her darling wrong at first as well, judging based on appearance. But she felt extremely terrible when finding out what you had, apologizing rapidly for her mistake. She needs a bit to fall for her darling, though it happens quicker than with Kiyoko. ADHD is not an unfamiliar word for her, she read about it before, but similar to many others she knows only a bit about it which is why she nearly drowns herself into books and the internet whilst searching for whatever she might find out. Yachi underestimates herself a lot and feels like if she wants to be a friend, much more being her darling’s girlfriend, she should know perfectly what she is dealing with and you can bet she’s noting everything Rudy and detailed down for her to remember, she always carries a notebook around so she can have a short peak every now and then. She is still extremely paranoid and has a wild imagination and she just imagines that you might be more sensitive about your ADHD which makes her almost walk on egg shells and as soon as she thinks that she has said or done something which might have insulted you, she’s already apologizing to you.

🍬But Yachi tries her absolute best to give you the right treatment and once she actually is close enough to you and your parents, preferably even already your girlfriend and also having contact with the doctor, she asks all of you a lot of questions, being curious, as well whilst writing eagerly everything down for her to remember. She can still misread situations easy and is most scared that she’ll mess up something which has her worrying a lot. But in general Yachi appears to be a very tidy and clean character, probably due to her mother being a graphic designer so she might just organize your stuff at first more out of habit before realizing what she did and apologizing quickly with you dismissing it and telling her if she wouldn’t have done it, you would have never done it as well since you lack motivation. It makes her want to move in with her darling even more because she starts worrying that one day something terrible might happen due to your unmotivated behavior as well as not being focused and she would blame herself if this would really happen. She makes a lot of notes and tapes them in a lot of places where her darling can see them and be reminded that they have to do something today.

🍬She is more scared and easily startled with a darling who is in some regards similar to Hinata, Noya and Tanaka. Yachi is a person who gets easily embarrassed and scared so she often jumps back when you suddenly start shouting at her, being just too excited. She always has a small heart attack when you do it, but she knows that you can’t really control it which is why she won’t judge you. Not anymore. She still feels guilty for judging you the first time without knowing anything about you and she doesn’t want any it to happen again. Over time at the very least Yachi adjusts to the situation and becomes less scared, though you still catch her off guard sometimes. But she finds herself overcoming her nervousness a bit the more time passes by because her darling sometimes pushes her with their extreme activity into scenarios where she has no other choice, but speak up. But she also has her joy with this since you make her more outgoing and whilst she will always be a bit paranoid, she learns to be a bit more courageous and try things she never did before.

🍬Defending you is always a way for her where she has to hop over her shadow, but in that case she finds out they she doesn’t even care if someone twice as tall is standing in front of her, she won’t have someone being mean to you because of your disorder. She is terribly shaky and her imagination makes her quite literally believe that the person might end up killing you, but she proves that she has guts by still defending you and saying to the person that they should apologize which is a huge sign of affection from her side for you and even if she feels afterwards like she just lost ten years of her lifetime, she also feels proud whenever you thank her or your parents say that she was just now really amazing. She still can’t deal with all people, some not being shaken off that easily in which case she asks for help in the volleyball club and they’re ready to help her when someone is just being a bully to you and she tries afterwards always get best to cheer you up.

🍬Yachi ends up gaining a lot more confidence and more trust in her own abilities over time, having to deal with a lot of things, including defending you against those who choose to be rude and perhaps also your excited personality. But she gladly does all of it if it makes you happy and if she treats you right, though she still clings on her darling every now and then. She never stops keeping contact with your parents and your doctor because deep down she still feels like she doesn’t have enough knowledge yet which isn’t true in the last bit, but these are just her old self-doubts talking out of her. Similar to Kiyoko, she also trusts the members of the volleyball club with you, though she’s terrified what will happen if you meet the energetic guys on her team, specifically if you are one as well because it would make a quite troublesome mix up. But she has enough faith to know that they wouldn’t judge you and watch out for you.

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