#She's so full of anger
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I have made a Rae playlist to match my Key one
I still don't have Spotify so the YouTube Music link is here.
You can find the Key playlist here
Brooklyn - Maisie Peters If you're looking, if you're looking for the girl of your dreams, She's in Brooklyn with me, she's in Brooklyn with me
I Did Something Bad - Taylor Swift They say I did something bad, Then why's it feel so good?
EAT ME - Demi Lovatio (feat. Royal & the Serpent) I can't spoon-feed you anymore, Dinner's served, it's on the floor, I can't spoon-feed you anymore, You'll have to eat me as I am
This Year - The Mountain Goats I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me, I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me
You First - Paramore Everyone is a bad guy, And there's no way, no way to know, Who's the worst, Karma's gonna come for all of us, And I hope, well, I hope, I just hope, She comes, comes for you first, oh
Thick Skull - Paramore I am a magnet for broken pieces, I am attracted to broken people, I pick 'em up and now my fingers are bleeding, And it looks like my fault, And it looks like I'm caught red-handed
Bubblegum Bitch - MARINA Hit me with your sweet love, steal me with a kiss, I'm Miss Sugar Pink, liquor, liquor lips, I'm gonna be your bubblegum bitch
Killa - Cherish (feat. Yung Joc) [Shoutout to @thegoosereads who mentioned this song for the Key playlist and while I agree I also think it's a good Rae one] Shawty is a killer, But I really want him, And I got to have him tonight, Straight heart breaker, But it really don't matter, 'Cause I really want him tonight
good 4 u - Olivia Rodrigo Well good for you, You look happy and healthy, not me, If you ever cared to ask
King - Florence + the Machine But a woman is a changeling, always shifting shape, Just when you think you have it figured out, Something new begins to take, What strange claws are these scratching at my skin?, I never knew my killer would be coming from within, I am no mother, I am no bride, I am king
A Little Evil Never Hurt Anyone [shoutout @kadharonon for immaculate vibes] Just do it in anger, Just do it for fun, A little evil never hurt anyone
girl i've always been - Olivia Rodrigo Well, I have captors I call friends, I got panic rooms inside my head, And I get down with crooked men, But I am the girl I've always been
Bad Reputation - Joan Jett I've never been afraid of any deviation, An' I don't really care, If ya think I'm strange, I ain't gonna change, An' I'm never gonna care, 'Bout my bad reputation
Villains Aren't Born (They're Made) - PEGGY Count your blessings, count your minutes, Played my game, hell, now you're in it, Bittersweet, my renegade, And I'm anything but tame, Grab your sword, you might just need it, 'Cause I'm not afraid of cheatin', Oh, I hate to tell you this way, But villains aren't born, Darlin', they're made
Getaway Car - Taylor Swift It was the best of times, the worst of crimes, I struck a match and blew your mind, But I didn't mean it and you didn't see it, The ties were black, the lies were white, In shades of grey in candlelight, I wanted to leave him, I needed a reason
Hate me Harder - Kesha You're spending all that time and energy, Wasted on me, it's so flattering, You say I look like I just crawled out of a trash can, You say I'm obnoxious, nobody was asking, Luckily the jokes on you, I've got nothing left to prove
bad guy - Billie Eilish So you're a tough guy, Like it really rough guy, Just can't get enough guy, Chest always so puffed guy, I'm that bad type, Make your mama sad type, Make your girlfriend mad tight, Might seduce your dad type, I'm the bad guy
#She's so full of anger#and her heart is so big#I love her so much#Especially when she's playing the villian#I SUPPORT WOMEN BEING HOT ALWAYS#EVEN IF THE HOT THEY ARE IS A HOT MESS#long live evil#Anyway#Feel free to ask me to defend my picks#All Hail Chaos WHEN#sarah rees brennan
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x01 - “Heavy is the Crown” ↳ "I know you doubt your merit of your birthright, Caitlyn. There's wisdom in that. But remember: You're a Kiramman."
#last post for a bit bc i will take a short break#arcane#arcaneedit#arcane league of legends#caitlyn kiramman#jayce talis#ambessa medarda#councilor salo#councilor shoola#caitlyn#jayce#ambessa#salo#shoola#type: gif#media: arcane#arcane season 2 spoilers#s2 ep1#katie leung's delivery in this scene was amazing with this new hardened caitlyn... my jaw was on the floor#and then when cait said shut up i immediately closed my mouth oop LMFAO (also ambessa's face damn she defo notices her potential)#and then jayce hesitating for JUST A LIIIIITLE BIT THERE my heart....... hextech now being used for weapons :((((#ALSO this is so caitlyn she literally just told THE council what she wants to do just like how she does back then in s1 when marcus was#complaining about caitlyn not obeying orders and going off on her own lol#S1 Caitlyn…. who wanted nothing to do with the Kiramman name who wanted to forge a path on her own…#but S2 Caitlyn Kiramman driven by grief anger and guilt#finally accepts her birthright becoming into the woman she thinks her mother wants her to be and accepting a position#thats “befitting her station” as a full on commander and leader for piltover#but is this what cassandra truly wanted?????#Does she truly know what she is shooting for???? An anger fueled revenge tour just to kill jinx???#goddamn this show. fucking spectacular
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Talia found Yasmin's hide out only two days after the bomb.
It wasn't easy. Yasmin had hidden herself well - her monthly reports had never mentioned an acquaintanceship with Vladimir Masters, the absolute gall of that girl - in the middle of nowhere Wisconsin. She bypassed the few security measures with ease, eventually finding her daughter sitting at a kitchen table, hyperventilating.
"What happened?" Talia's voice was cold and demanding.
"The-" Yasmin gasped before stealing herself. "The Fentons are dead."
"I know the Fentons are dead." Talia circled the girl. "One split navel to throat, the other strangled. What. Happened?"
"The Fentons discovered their son was a Meta. Specifically, they thought he had been replaced with the extradimentional species they study." She took a deep breath. "By the time I had discovered their actions, Daniel was... dissected on a table."
Talia closed her eyes. She knew from Yasmin's reports that she'd been acting as the Fenton child's primary caretaker since her adoption and a fondness had developed. "Yasmin-"
"Don't, Mother." She snapped. "Don't act like this is anything less than a tragedy."
"I know-"
"He was a child-"
"Everything's been taken care of," Talia said. "As far as the authorities are concerned, Jasmine Fenton died in that explosion you caused. You need to return now-"
"No!" Yasmin bolted to her feet, glaring at Talia. "He's dead, Mother! An innocent child, the child I raised as my own, is dead because I couldn't protect him! Don't you dare try to sweep this under the rug like... like Danny was something shameful! I'm not leaving! I have to-"
Time Out.
Yasmin shut her mouth mid-sentence, giving Talia time to convince her off her self-destructive path.
"What happened to Daniel is a tragedy, Yasmin. But wallowing in grief and what-ifs only leads to further pain." Talia sighed. "The Fentons and the research you were so fascinated with are gone now. You made sure of that. It's time for you to return home and put that knowledge to use."
Yasmin stared down at her hands. Odd that Talia hadn't noticed, but Yasmin's hands cradled a small, dark blue jewel, polished into a smooth, oblong oval. It glittered under the candlelight, like stars in the sky.
Yasmin swallowed the rock and spoke, refusing to acknowledge what she'd just done. "You are right, Mother. The time of Jasmine Fenton is gone now." She stared straight at Talia, no trace of fear in her gaze. For a moment, Talia wondered where her child had gone. Yasmin never met her eyes unless prompted to when she was growing up. Now she was met with a younger version of herself with cheap dyed-red hair, with the same level of determination that made Talia the Right Hand of the Demon Head. "I will mourn for Danny... on my own time. For now, what is my mission?"
Talia studied her daughter. There was a reason why she'd hidden the girl so far out of the way of her Father and her son. Yasmin was a strong fighter, but had her father's heart, despite her willingness to kill. She'd always reminded Talia of a bodyguard rather than an assassin, but Yasmin wanted to go her own way, wanted to study everything. For years, Talia had indulged her daughter, but now it was time for her to return to the fold.
"For the next month, you will be training to remove any weakness the Fentons may have left in you. After that, you will be guarding an ally for me."
"Which ally?"
"A boy a few years older than you, a son of the Bat." Yasmin didn't react to the mention of her father. Good. "His mind is infirm, but by the time you finish your training, he will be ready to strike a blow against Gotham. You will act as his guard during his training and act as my spy while he's in Gotham. Do you understand?"
For a moment, Yasmin's hand brushed her stomach before she forced her fists to her sides. "Yes, Mother. I will do as you ask."
#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dcxdp#jasmine al ghul#yasmin al ghul#c: talia al ghul#c: clockwork#c: danny fenton#reincarnated danny fenton#Or re-grown might be the better term#danny needs to regrow his human body after the Fentons killed him#danny could have been reincarnated properly; it would have taken a few years maybe decades but it would have happened#clockwork gives Jazz/Yasmin the choice to raise Danny as her own son from her own blood#and when Jazz compares her life as an assassin/spy to that as Danny's (sweet loving Danny who adored her) caretaker#she knows which life she can't live without#also Yasmin does know Damian exists but has never met him#she knows there's a heir and knows its her full-blooded brother but that's it - no emotional connection so she doesn't care#I can see this ending up Anger Management with a side of pre-reveal Red Hood Jason thinking he's the baby daddy#with Jazz violently disagreeing with that assumption
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The Girl Who Died // Hell Bent
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userveronika#userteri#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor x clara#twelveclara#*#I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE. LOOK AT YOU WITH YOUR EYES AND YOUR NEVER GIVING UP AND YOUR ANGER AND YOUR KINDNESS.#ONE DAY THE MEMORY OF THAT WILL HURT SO MUCH THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO BREATHE AND I'LL DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO.#I'LL GET IN MY BOX AND I'LL RUN AND I'LL RUN IN CASE ALL THE PAIN EVER CATCHES UP. AND EVERY PLACE I GO IT WILL BE THERE.#anyway idk if this makes sense outside of my head but the journey between like#she might meet someone she can't bear to lose -> gives her a second repair kit so she can make someone else immortal too ->#he can't bear to lose clara -> he brings her back from the dead which makes her functionally immortal ->#look how far i went for fear of losing you#ok actually i need to make a full parallel set. someone remind me to do that
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Keep it together.
#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#traditional art#sketch#taydraws#uncertain-tay#she has a lot of depth to talk about#a full and complex life brought to a halt in so many ways#she wasn’t even allowed her grief or anger or anything at all
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thinking thoughts about one miss kiki voice of the tempest
#critical role#keyleth of the air ashari#cr1#vox machina#critical role fanart#listening to i carrion while drawing her and BAWLING#she's just so full of grief and anger but also kindness. and i'm so normal about her#teansoupnart
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Rotating a potential new STAR unit oc… really old gal who lost her cadre in some horrible accident and she’s not the laidback suave girl she used to be but what can she do!
#she can be mean about it#she’s inspired by a gw2 oc of mine (ily nana)#but yeagh… old stars first of all <3333333#might slap her in sierpinski#maybe she was transferred there afterwards#bc I like to think she’s still within a good productive range but she’s just a generally repulsive person now#<- she is so so full of grief but that comes out via anger and being to hard on her mentees maybe#still rattling her around#there’s also a part of me that’s tempted to have her know holt bc I think there should be a sierpinski old ladies club#but I’m on the fence abt that#anyways!#blorbo tag#signalis#signalis oc
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what happened to goo hara and sulli is a prime example of how dangerous misogyny is
#the anger rising through my body watching a room full or grown men#poke and pry at hara#trying to talk her into a corner about her relationships#knowing damn well she’s going to get ANOTHER smear campaign thrown her way after this#disgusting#rest in peace to these beautiful women#this whole burning sun case is HEARTBREAKING#im so devastated
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gotta say tho. TVL is an incredible book. show-only iwtv fans truly do not understand the complexity of Lestat, his nobility of purpose, his strength of self, his philosophical questioning of existence and desire to understand and affect, and the depth of passion that fans have for him because of getting to hear his story so intimately through his own words. when fandom reduces him to vain, stupid, abusive, catty, it betrays a complete lack of understanding of his character, in a way that benefits no one because his story is as transcendently transformative for the reader as it was for himself. like, show fans, if you read one book in TVC, just one, read The Vampire Lestat. It's truly a beautiful, gripping, and moving journey and you will completely rethink your ideas about him.
#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire chronicles#Anne's writing has this effect on me of being so vast in existential concept and introspection that I have trouble holding it all in me#I'll read passages where I have to just sit there like. Whoa#like it's too big for my brain. i can't wrap my head around all of it at once.#she cuts so deep to the very raw heart of human nature#she had so Much to say on the nature of existence.#lestat being this bastion of persistence and light and strength that frightened and angered other vampires#he refused to give into despair and fall wallowing into that vast black gulf that nicki or armand dwelled in#he was the perfect devil for a new age. and at the same time he craved goodness and was full of love for humanity#while also firmly believing in no god or devil or meaning to life at all#like seriously this book should be taught in schools#*banging pots and pans together* you can't possibly hate lestat after reading TVL!!
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False Gods
(Lilith feels anger at the way her brother is treated)
Tags: Angst, blood, implied torture, Lilith's general lack of anger of management
For: @jaghatai-khock
She was done with this. She was done. She despised seeing her brother badly doing the exact same dance their father did. Except where Sanguinius was careful and knew exactly what words to use and where to put them, Zadkiel was clumsy and was like a puppet upon strings. He carried none of what Sanguinius was, and if any thought he did they had either forgotten how Sanguinius truly was, or they’d become blinded by the words of the Ecclesiarchy. They could fuck off for all she cared because this wasn’t her brother. He’d been stripped and made into something he wasn’t. And what he was, wasn’t even close to the thing he was trying to emulate.
She also knew what had happened. Lilith was very familiar with Night Lord tactics, having once been in love with one. Of course, that had been before the Heresy. Before everything went to shit. She knew that these days they were far worse and that her Uncle Konrad was screaming in the warp with whatever sanity he still had. Still, she knew. She knew Zad was broken. It was why she was patient. Why she was careful and kept an eye on his movements; avoided talking about her hunts. She wonders if death would’ve been kinder. Death, at least, was honest. She knew Roboute was simply trying to protect, but making Zadkiel like Sanguinius? It set her teeth on edge, and she could feel herself having to prevent herself from punching through a wall. Why? Why did they have to do this!? A noise that was a bit like an emu escaped her throat. She needed to calm down. Otherwise she was going to give her uncle more scars than he already had. She doesn’t notice as she bumps into Zadkiel and she nearly stumbles before apologizing.
“I’m sorry, brother, I was going to speak with our uncle” Lilith says her voice steady, well as steady as she could make it with all the rage boiled within her.
Zadkiel in return, smiled in that awful awful way that looked so forced, like he was baring his teeth rather than truly smiling, “It is no issue, sister, I was coming back from speaking with our uncle. You can always tell me your troubles” He says to her in that airy way that not even Sanguinius spoke in at least not Lilith’s recollection.
“No, I am fine” She responds firmly, yes it was a lie. But a lie was necessary here because she refused to speak to this… puppet that called himself her brother. At least not to this act anyhow.
“Are you certain? You seem very stressed, here let me-”
“Don’t touch me!” Lilith hisses moving away from him as he tries to reach out and touch her shoulder. She ran a hand through golden locks, her talons catching on the few knots that lurked within her waves. “I don’t wish to be touched, and this… this isn’t you. This isn’t even Father. I hate what they’ve done to you. Forcing you into this role, that’s just an idealized form of him. You’re not him. You’re not”
There’s a wet warmth on her cheeks, and she rubs it away to find the red of her tears. It just makes her feel even more frustrated and then she finds herself wrapped in a pair of large arms, and larger wings. He’s not speaking now. But she can see the sheen of tears and knows he’s trying not to cry. At first she wants to shove him off, but one good look at his face and she knows… that this is him. Or whatever that’s left of her baby brother, and in that…she takes solace and hugs him back, letting her bloody tears fall.
#This was fun to write#warhammer fanfic#collab fic#?#I think#I have no idea I've never done something like this before#Lilith does have anger issues and hopefully I got that put across pretty well#she got it from her dad#Not entirely sure the full scope of Zad's whole being Sanguinius' replacement#so this is my interpetation through Lilith with my understanding of it#Lilith loves her little bro even if he's like four feet taller then she is#warhammer 40k#sanguinius#warhammer 30k#roboute guilliman#OC: Zadkiel#Lilith of Baal#hopefully I did good on this-#also has my interp of Sanguinius as well#enjoy my rambles
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Even you.
#american primeval#this one's up for debate gals#after abish says and i quote:#''Young Elk deserves a long life in this world. All the Shoshone deserve that''#what does he say? 'New heart?' or 'No heart?' ???#the dubbers and transcribers appear to be at a loss so until we get an official script it's a mystery#i understood this as him asking if she thinks he deserves a good life after all the carnage he's wreaked#can he grow a new heart? one that isn't full of violence and anger?#does she think he'll just somehow transform into a new person? (INCREDIBLE IN LIGHT OF HER CURRENT BUTTERFLY CYCLE)#to make THIS the topic of one of their only conversations??? i'm VERKLEMPT#otoh if it's 'no' instead of 'new' it also works bc she's just said going to battle is akin to him carving out his son's heart himself#so he might be asking how can he have this long life? does he get a share in this broad statement or does he deserve death?#and she's saying he deserves life#third door maybe he's just speaking shoshone that sounds similar to english and it means 'even me?'#AMAZING IF TRUE bc it means they're at the point of understanding each other on a level that transcends language#OH YEAH EVEN ME? YEAH EVEN YOU#imo abish is on a bit of a high horse every time she opens her mouth but omg this convo#it's an argument! he yells at her! and storms off!#but what it boils down to is abish not only telling red feather she wants him to live but practically asking him to#in other news everything about this dynamic is catnip to me#abish x red feather#red feather x abish#abish pratt#red feather#edit: mine#i was also a big fan of the chest pounding#ETA stripped down the post bc i couldn't pick a side on the line spoken!
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i had a conversation with my gf yesterday about satosugu and their fights, and its so funny how the kfc divorce is the exact opposite of that. like. if they had a fight there maybe things wouldve worked out
but instead, it was just gojo desperately trying to get a reaction out of geto, trying to make him explain himself or at least open himself to discussing the idea seriously, and geto calmly refusing to do so
gojo didn't go after geto to kill him, he did to get an answer and geto just said yeah, killing me is an option, we talking this out isnt 👍👍 what the fuck
#i literally have a full analysis of this concept from the time the HI-PD was airing#but this time we were talking about the possibility of them having a real and serious fight in the airport#she thinks their past grief and anger can make it happen#i think it cant happen now that they are free from their burden as jujutsu sorcerer#she doesnt even really like stsg i just talk about it so much she already has her own analysis. shes so cool#satosugu
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OH. HEY.
MY HUNGER IS SATIATED.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
*furiously waves* 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
#Nimona#LITERALLY THE DAY I’M STARVING FOR CONTENT I GET IT#OK I’M HELD OVER UNTIL FRIDAY EVERYTHING’S FINE 😂#OK THE ACTUAL CONTENT#I WAS *LAUGHING* SO HARD#STARTED CHOKING#NIMONA ASKING IF SHE SHOULD SHIFT#BALLISTER STUCK IN A CAR ADVERTISEMENT#THAT ONE GUY TRYING TO HELP#NIMONA BITING HIM AND CHASING HIM 😂#And above all#AMBROSIUS#MY GOD HE’S TOO PRETTY#AND HE CALLS HIM BAL#AND THE LIKE JUXTAPOSITION OF HOW THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER#BAL FULL OF LIKE HATRED AND WARINESS AND ANGER LIKE TOTALLY GUARDING HIMSELF#DOESN’T LOOK HUMAN AT ALL#LOOKS MORE LIKE A FEROCIOUS ANIMAL#AND THEN AMBROSIUS WITH EVERY EMOTION EVER IN HIS EYES — PAINFULLY HUMAN#THE HIGHLIGHT IN HIS EYE BEING A TRIANGLE RATHER THAN A RHOMBUS TO SHOW HE’S ONLY HALF OF HIMSELF NOW W/O BAL#(can you tell by now I’m obsessed I even have the shape of the eye highlights memorized ahhahaahahahah)#AND THEN THEY DRIVE OFF#WITH LIKE HUNDREDS OF ARROWS IN THE TRUNK AND BAL LOOKING LIKE A FED UP DAD#😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂#too good guys#too good#OH AND THE DRAGON PRINCE TRAILER IS *SO* GOOD#JEEZ ANIMATION IS ON A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL THIS YEAR#AND IT’S GREAT#SO GLAD WE LIVE IN A WORLD AND TIME WHERE THESE THINGS EXIST
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Love your P!noah au, but it makes me wonder? What if Alejandro was also “psycho” or if Izzy was more like Noah? Because all three of those characters have high HQ (in the first gen) would it would be neat to see them in like different personalities or something?
Bold of you to assume Alejandro isn't already a little psycho. The guy French kisses a pineapple on top of a volcano in canon. That's not the behaviour of a sane person. (/lh /j)
A hypothetical three way personality swap AU would be very interesting- in this scenario, it's be Alejandro with Izzy's personality, Izzy with Noah's and Noah with Alejandro's?
It's be kind of ironic that both Sierra and Alejandro- the later additions to the cast- are both crazy (in their own ways). Especially since the original cast would be lacking that sort of manic energy with Izzy being sarcastic and bookish instead of the "Psycho Hose Beast" we all know and love.
And I'm really interested in how a Noah who's a) incredibly charming and manipulative and b) burdened by the perpetual need to portray himself as perfect (thanks to familial pressure- imagine having to deal with seven Josés 😱) would place in Island. Would he be the one to make it to the final three, only to go bald, instead of Heather? Or would he make it to the finale and lose to Gwen/Owen? OR would be still be voted out first from his team?
AND without her instability, what would Izzy even do? Most, if not all, of her screen time revolves around her causing chaos, mayhem and destruction- take that away from her, and you're left with... what, exactly? Elimination fodder (which is pretty much what canon Noah is, so I guess that tracks). Would she still have her physical prowess despite her lazier temperament?
#see the issue with personality swaps including Izzy is that her personality is literally just “crazy”#you could argue that she's got a lot of hidden depths (like the anger/control issues shown in celeb manhunt) but--#that's still not a lot to work with. she's a comedic relief character with very little actual substance#WHICH MEANS YOU CAN GO INTO FULL HEADCANON TERRITORY!! WOOOO!!#i love izzy but the version of her that lives in my delusional brain is so much more fleshed out than she canonically is.#(the same can be said for noah too because he's literally the same. comedic elimination fodder)#total drama#others' ideas#silly hypotheticals#replies
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it's 1:30 am and i'm thinking about how logan and rory both grow up feeling like their lives aren't really theirs. how logan uses risk and impulse as a way to feel some semblance of control over his life in response to his father's control. how in contrast, rory spends her life with a tight grip on just about everything, clings to safety and a clear path forward, because she worries that her success is the thing holding her and her mom's life together.
#logan leans into recklessness and rory leans into careful control#how those different approaches reflect their different relationships with their parents#logan is just full of resentment and anger while rory loves her mom so much and couldn't stand it if she didn't make her proud#i could say so much about logan's consistent willingness to risk his life. cause at least that means it's his to risk.#rory feels that nothing is hers to risk. nothing at all!#and how their relationship helps them both find balance between these two extremes#logan realizing that finding love and care for himself and others is its own way of rebelling against his upbringing#or that love and care is more important than rebelling at all#rory realizing that sometimes you need to jump to make anything happen#that her life should be hers not just the fulfillment of what lorelai's 'should have' been#they just. were building a life together that was something other than what so many people thought they should build.#it was theirs and no one else's. and it helped them each feel for once like their lives were their own. i feel SICK.#idkkkkk goodnight#rogan#rory x logan#logan huntzberger#rory gilmore#u already know this is not going in the main gg tag
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i hate how entitled I end up feeling bc this is my sentiment but . Really really resenting that my parents aren’t going to help me with school or rent or anything while they super can
#230k income and they say they can’t afford to help. bull fucking shit#I work full time and make 30k a year and my mom said#and I quote#‘that’s it?’#YES THATS FUCKING IT HOLY SHIT?#I had to beg her to help with medical expenses for the cat she LEFT US WITH#and she says her and my dad can barely afford their house but she has never had access to their financials#so how would she know all of a sudden#I don’t know I’m struggling and I’m making a budget spreadsheet and I don’t have time for hobbies trying to do both work and school#and it makes me so angry because all my friends get help from their parents and mine just. I don’t know#I feel abandoned and hurt because it was like my mom and us against the world but she chose my dad in the end and that meant shutting us out#like whatever it is what it is. but it’s also not and I have so much hurt and anger pent up because I feel fed to the fucking wolves#btw out of their 3 kids I’m the only one they would have to pay ANY tuition for#and I’m going to a state school in the state which I was born and currently live. it would not be financially devastating.#(for them.)#fafsa is going to give me nothing unless I get married to my boyfriend so I can be an independent#bc fafsa is so fucking awful and is like mmmmm your parents will pay :) but they WONT THATS THE FUCKING POINT
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