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stabbyfoxandrew · 1 month ago

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Last night my father went on a drunken rampage and yelled at Jess and me for 20 minutes.

He told us it was our fault Rascal died, that we burned him to death, that we didn't really love him.

Then he came back and tried to apologize and hug me. I told him not to. To leave me alone. Then the crocodile tears went away and he got angry again! Surprise, surprise.

Anyway, does anyone have a single fucking clue of where I could get a job online? We have to get out of here before I kill myself.

#he does this sometimes and jess and i have to pretend nothing is wrong the next day.#but we just told our mom everything #so she'd know why we were acting weird #i told her that basically we hate her husband and have nothing to say to him anymore.#and she said she didn't know what to say to that except she's sorry #girl tell me that you hate him too #lol they used to fight so much #she'd told jess and me that she hated him and wanted to divorce him a dozen times in the past #like woman please god #he is useless.#i honestly wish he was dead!#Neil... baby... can you do me a favor 🙂#diaerie #delete later #suicide mention #but not really #like i will not hurt myself #not because of him i will not give him the satisfaction of killing myself #because then he would get to milk attention from everyone he knows

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brionysea · 2 months ago

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if stranger things 5 comes out and they're like 'omg! the upside down has been a product of someone's dark and twisted mind this whole time! it's... WILL!' I'll immediately lose interest

#manifestation theory #I really hope not #like I don't. hate will. he's fine. but he's so easily likable that it doesn't feel rewarding to like him?#mike wheeler's been a menace this whole time so I had to put in work to figure him out #and they literally said 'getting to mike is the key' which would make sense if by understanding mike you understand everything #in the show where no one knows what's going on and also no one knows what mike wheeler is thinking ever. unrelated ofc #he isn't important look away. don't look at him #like why would they! make him the bad guy! if they're not going to MAKE HIM THE BAD GUY!!!!!#I'd say it makes too much sense not to do it but I'm always saying that and then these stupid shows do stupid things anyway #because. listen. if one of them is the heart and one of them has to die for the upside down to be permanently defeated #and that person is will #there's no conflict there. everyone loves will. because he's designed to be likable and for you to want him alive #but MIKE? mike's flawed. he's frustrating. he's a bad friend and a worse boyfriend. he's very obnoxiously a teenage boy #if it's mike the audience would need to be reminded that this is a Child‚ and no matter how much you personally dislike them #wanting children to die because you think they're useless and annoying and etc. IS NOT NORMAL #THAT'S NOT NORMAL! ESPECIALLY WHEN MIKE ALREADY THINKS THAT ABOUT HIMSELF!#mike being the heart gives the 'maybe we should just kill him' side of the trolley problem weight #think about it. really think about it. if they decide that mike has to die to keep everyone safe‚ what's going to happen?#the adults won't agree. hopper won't do it. he talked about killing mike before but he won't ACTUALLY let any of these kids die #maybe mike jumps off a cliff again but he needed the pressure of dustin's immediate safety and a countdown to make himself do it last time #what I think is more likely? nancy. she has guns in her bedroom (there's a 6 year old in the house I know where I keep my guns; her SISTER)#she hates the upside down for taking barb and making her feel like this; she wants to finish what they started - she wants to kill it.#if mike has to die‚ then nancy has to kill her own brother. because he can't do it himself and his big sister can do anything #does that sound right to you? this being the first time they agree and connect and are on the same page? is any of this right?

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silusvesuius · 3 months ago

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i legit love when a character's gender is so integral to their personality (and perception obviously.) like so concrete that if genderbent their whole shtick would just be absolute dookie. anyways i'm just writing this text so i can talk in the tags (My beautiful safe haven)

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this 14 minute song is soooooooooooo FYRE

#text #actually i'm thinkinbg about this only cus i'm drawing female neloff and i'm just like #Elder dookies fans already hate females..... imagine them tryign to handle a woman with NPD that is reaching toxic waste levels #old decaying female with NPD.#but i'm also drawing female neloff for fun cus i have an idea for a look; i don't think it's a good idea #and he is just one of those characters that feel very good in the strict cismale box.#i also feel silly talking about gender-anything in any fiction because that's a topic only Am*ricans with no real problems sweat about #if that makes sense #just not something that interests me in the slightest #actually this might jsut be fascinating 2me because it is interesting indeed to see the different ways narcissism is treated. in characters #if i keep saying females instead of women it's bc i legit love that word. Sorry #and el*nwen+ulfr*c too are those female+male respectively perfectly fitting characters too #but notice how i didn't say cis. exactly. i'm thinking about the person that said elly did his top surgery in the torture basement. 4 free #or maybe i said that and they jsut said they're both t4t. Mmmaybe #the absolute W we copped with elly being the ' ' Big Bad ' ' th*lmor as a woman who is just obsessed with the luxuries of life.#stereotypical high society woman #she's so cute #i might just be obsessed with exploring very traditional dynamics too. i love keeping it grounded yk #Me after reading too many geriatric centuries old novels and huffing copium on sk*rim #i think i legit hate having fun with wilder character personality-morphism (because it is useless) that's not working with what u have #i'm just saying things that will make sense only 2 me now. Bye #why did i develop interest-related nihilism that extends to me hating fantasy franchises and anything that isn't non-fiction #i love it tho makes me feel so sophisticated #this is what happens when nobody humbles you while you draw regurgitated glorified studentXteacher (with a medieval twist) for a year.#i'm so excited for the year to be over not bc it's bad for me but bc i wanna see what all of the n*lvas art i drew looks like together #i wanna compile it like i did with eltl in 2023 #n*lvas been treating me so well though liek i've been at such an artistic Peak especially after may #i'm always at my artistic peak tho.#i have a picture of n*relion on my mspaint canvas and it keeps looking at me while i'm drawing . he scares me because who gave him -#- the t*lvas hairstyle and the n*loth beard Bro.

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arolesbianism · 6 months ago

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Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall

#keese draws #eternal gales #oc #oc art #isat #in stars and time #this one didn’t take nearly as long as the aris one but I think I suffered for it more from the clothes alone #siffrin made me forget I suck at drawing clothes rip #this was also harder because of how much trickier it was to try and adapt siers design to feel fitting enough for my standards #they have a very stylized design compared to most of the others #I kind of took the lazy route out by keeping most of their original shapes in tact but it’s fine #sier in this au would serve the needed role of emotionally intelligent bestie who is also too scared to cross boundaries to do much #but despite this I do think they’d actually get the suspicion quest in this au #mostly because mase is a furry artist not a nerd and sier would be more likely to look at aris and go bro. are you in a fucking timeloop.#it also differs in that aris doesn’t yell at sier abt it instead looping before they can finish because she can’t handle hearing them be #right on the money about this thing that she thought she was handling perfectly #she doesn’t want to fail them she doesn’t want them to realize she’s failed them she doesn’t want to be a burden she doesn’t want them to #‘realize’ they’re better off without her #aris is Incredibly resistant to accepting help on most serious issues because shes convinced that it’s her responsibility to deal with it #by herself and that if she can’t then she’s a failure and worse than useless #I mean in canon eternal gales she literally loses her eye and arm because of that #in this au she just lost them how sif lost his eye but she still has. complexes abt all that.#but yeah sier also differs wildly from isa in many Many other ways as does the rest of the cast from their assigned characters #for sier they rly aren’t the jock of the group at all instead being more of the guy who keeps the mood lighthearted at all times lest they #die of stress because the others haven’t said anything in a whole 30 seconds #aka they’re the self assigned peacekeeper who doesn’t actually need to constantly keep the peace because no one’s fighting but they still #feel like they need to so they dance and dance and dance for their friends until they collapse from exhaustion #metaphorically ofc #this is why they’re both terrified to confront aris when she starts acting a bit fucked up but also why they still do sometimes anyways #they talk abt this a lil bit in their friend quest as they talk abt how they want to change but are scared to

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medicinemane · 8 months ago

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Should make a pain killer that actually kills (or even touches) pain

#not that I have access to ultra hardcore stuff #but even when I had... pretty sure it was vicodine for my wisdom teeth; it didn't do a thing for me #cbd based stuff seems like it maybe helps; certainly does more than nsaids which do nothing for pain (great for inflammation though)#but I just... I'd really like something that actually makes my muscles and joints feel like... good; unpain #I'm sure it would be classified as addictive whatever it was but like... fuck man... I just want to not hurt #I can't tell if I have chronic pain cause... I kinda forget to pay attention when I'm hurting a lot of the time #I'll just... kinda realize I've been hurting bad all day and just not really focusing on it #and I also don't know how often it happens; if it's once a day or once a month or what; not great at noting that stuff down #but man... I don't even like most meds; so many meds either do nothing for me or make me feel like shit #like... benedril? however you spell it; someone gave me some once said it would help me sleep... help me be awake feeling like ass more lik #but like... love to see if muscle relaxants actually like... relaxed my muscles; but you get it; you get why I'll never be able to try it #though honestly I think therapeutic massage might help me a lot #but my doc says that really only gets authorized by physical therapy and... well for me physical therapy is useless #cause I forget to do the exercise; like it's me failing a physical therapy; not a probably with physical therapy #if I ever think I can keep up with it I'd love to try physical therapy for my back again; but I don't want to waste all my chances at it #not when... I descriptively didn't do it when I was in it before; I'd never remember to do any of the exercises #anyway; bonus story from when I was in urgent care when the infection came back (that's still never been solved)#I tell the doc 'last time it tore open a drainage hole it was the worst pain I've ever felt'... cause it was #I said 'I'll need something a bit stronger than an nsaid cause the nsaid did nothing but cut inflammation last time'#she's like 'don't worry; I got you'... wanna guess what she gave me? a newer nsaid #it didn't do shit; I was just lucky and it wasn't as painful... maybe the old drainage hole tore open easier this time #but I didn't even take the nsaid she prescribed; so I'm gonna say it wasn't that med helping #like I get it; you don't want to give opioids... and would it shock you to know that wasn't what I was looking for either #there's gotta be something between nsaid and fentynol man #...well... maybe the cdb has almost got my muscles... hurting less at least; only taken all this time I've been writing #they still hurt for sure... I don't know... get tired; you know?#mm tag so i can find things later

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ranvwoop · 1 month ago

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i try to avoid my acc being Just vntposting . in this world. but man is it going

#vwoop.noises #rest of tags is a lil heavy one #I am just so like. baseline unhappy with my life #and i can't be distracted all the time because like A) I have to be a person and B) World Cannot Revolve Around Me #and even a bit of those distractions have been Also caked in misery bc i am. difficult #so like what even is the point #And then. school .#did not go to my exams. my parents are mad and sayign i can't take a semester off because this was my write off and its like. NO. NOT REALL #they do not care how much of a mental breakdown i have visibly because they do not believe anything I have Not had any sort of rest .#and also like. they have their own problems. but one of these problems is telling me i wouldn't Really act like this #bc. and i really do like. wish that ppl would get help but we've tried but. over the last couple years my mom has believed that things #have been replaced / altered. and constantly brings up like. Oh yr dad NEVER ate pizza before :/ / you would've never said that / etc #Which like. it's such a genuine mental health thing like I deeply fully understand but I've been the only one taking it on and I am like.#21yo and very useless. And Also She's Mean 2 Me Now. I don't know what to do /shrug #And that's my storey . Kind of why it's been a constant stream of negativity we are doing :heart: Bad #like a year and a half ago: haha it's okay i'll just lock in next semester #the horrors: Hello. You are never doing an assignment again #sorry for the lore drop . thx if youve read this far idc if not. it's nice to get off my chest for real.#i gotta. make something soon idk #i can pretend that it will fix me :D #i am doing okay for the record uhhh we persist or whatever. if u are concerned of my absence my other blogs r in my pinned :]#I am still chronically online believe this. this is just my original posts blog. n mncrft sometimes still #after typing this out i left it on my puter to go search for food #and i had a huge rant sesh with my brother and this did kinda fix me ngl . Still posting tho.

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 2 months ago

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find it very funny how so many twin peaks fans (aka redditors) seem to think there's really only one way to read the series and just ascribe every single thing to their view of it instead of actually interrogating things

#i'm annoyed bc i'm reading ppl's reactions to the moment bobby sees laura's picture in the return #and they're like 'haha why was the scene so unintentionally funny' and idk i think maybe you guys should all just die #like the most emotion we ever see out of bobby's character is when it pertains to laura and you're surprised his reaction was so #'over the top' as they put it -_-#and plenty of ppl harping on about how she 'abused' him and what have you #like. was laura a cruel person sometimes who had a selfish streak? absolutely. but ppl really overexaggerate her 'badness'#when like. the whole point of laura is that she wasn't perfect but she wasn't anywhere near as bad as she thought she was herself #she literally compared herself to leo........... like.#and i was trying to see ppl's reactions to the roadhouse songs and how they tie in to the show and no one really reads very deep into it #i think the one in episode where bobby sees laura's picture and breaks down (lark by au revoir simone) is very on the nose about their #relationship. in my opinion #i also kind of see tarifa as that (i'm biased though LMAO) but my mom and brother said they thought it seemed like a dougie song so idk #tbf though they are not laurabobby truthers like me bc they haven't read the diary... so... seems like not many ppl have. weirdly #i was also trying to see if ppl had an explanation for 'i am' by blunted beatz bc of that one scene where it plays when hawk #visits sarah but no one had an explanation for that either likeeeee you guys are USELESS. DISCUSS!!!!!! at least have THOUGHTS about it!!!#like. sigh.

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angelstrawbabie420 · 5 months ago

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crazy how i have no one

#like yes i have my internet friends and i adore them ofc #but i have no fucking one irl #and i mean no one. my mom’s side of the family is all dead and the other side is uber christian and doesnt give a fuck about us #i only have my brother #and i need help and support so horribly bad but i wasnt there for him when he needed me #so why the hell should he be there for me. he shouldnt #im going to have to rely on myself this time and i cant do that #i dont trust or believe in myself whatsoever #i think im fucking horrible and useless and repulsive #and idk how to be nice to myself bc ive never felt that and i dont know how to self soothe #i dont have the energy physically or mentally or emotionally to learn #and idk what to lean on anymore if i want to quit abusing substances #realized recently how much i do that.#and for how long. a decade. ive been acting like a 13 yo this whole time #idk how to move past and grow up. god i absolutely need to see my therapist again. if she’ll have me #i fear ill be rejected tho ive left and came back several times and last time she said ‘ofc ill take you back youre my person’#whatever that means. ive been an anomaly to every therapist/psych ive been to apparently they all mention how weird i am and how they cant #figure me out. like damn me too doc!#i want to email her so bad but i wont be able to see her until my insurance goes thru and i dont want to get free labor out of her if i dump #all the trauma ive sustained since i last saw her on her yw #but i want to get better i dont want to live like this anymore i cant do it #any of it #my coping mechanisms are all self destructive and i want to grow past that #but i need help and i dont have it. not really #whatever i guess. first step call and see wtfs going on w my insurance #i feel like i need help even for that . i feel so utterly incapable of everything snd i always have #i can do it. i can do it

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zoldyckd · 5 months ago

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found out my boss was talking shit about me to my friend. she even called me useless (allegedly) like bitch… I saved your ass so many times and I made sure to leave on good terms with her so???? fake bitch my hug was wasted on her

#my friend lied and said we were no longer friends to see what my boss would say about me #that was rlly funny though I gave her a high five for it #im not too bothered by it apparently she’s getting worse and worse #she’s even bullying the company physician #and it seems like 2 people on the team are for sure gonna quit soon #calling me useless is rlly funny considering how much she begged me to stay and wouldn’t even let me take days off without #whining constantly. Like I was a GREAT employee 🙄 why do you think I had so many mental and emotional breakdowns lol

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canonically47 · 7 months ago

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I'm surprised (/nm) you're saying it should be Ally who goes next...I've seen most people in this fandom say it should be Aiden or Riya

in an ideal world, ally makes it far. in that ideal world, she also has a plotline. we do not live in an ideal world.

#why should i root for someone who has done nothing to advance the plot #who is the most uninteresting character i think has ever graced the screens of DSVC watchers #who has been set up to be the poly rep we need but has been reduced to a whiny girlfriend #and who is just a means of more petty conflict in an already petty show #(/nm at you just at ONC)#i just thought ally should go since she's useless. aiden and riya are not #oh and btw in a discord server i joined briefly to find ep 14 leaked #the leakers were saying ONC confirmed (SPOILERS FOR THE FINALISTS I MEAN IT LOOK AWAY IF YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW!!!)#that each finalist would be from each team. now that gabby's gone...#aiden's basically set to be a finalist again. and the leakers said ONC didn't care about finalists repeating #so... yay #take this with a grain of salt tho #CONTINUE HERE AFTER THE SPOILERS #anyways i'm putting my fate in jake and grett now i hope one of them wins so badly #my asks #disventure camp #disventure camp all stars #dcas

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samglyph · 1 year ago

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Insurance is so fun I love living in America anyway any one familiar with any witches I’m looking to invest a hex

#this is a joke post #first women I spoke to on the phone today was so underhanded in less than a minute #I said yeah I just graduated college and just got a part time job so I don’t have a big income atm and she was like #well you will have an income soon right that’s what college was for #and like. yeah but man her tone she just spoke down to me I didn’t like it #text #second guy was slightly more helpful but ended up not going anywhere #third guy was useless #WHY DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU THIS SHOULD BE ON YOUR SITE #anyway #personal

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brionysea · 1 year ago

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turns out trying to stick to the season 4 timeline with the sole difference of mike being in hawkins doesn't work because mike notices things MUCH quicker than the rest of these people

#gets a nosebleed and is immediately like hm 🤔 max had one of those too 🤔 suspicious 🤔🤔🤔#no trespassing needed to figure out the symptoms he just uses his brain #and also his insanely intuitive sense for the upside down but shhh #no one tell robin about that she'll blow the secret wide open #there are so many gaps where mike would come in handy #eddie's been falsely accused of murder? well max said she knows a good lawyer can't we call them #we need to understand why the upside down is killing people? well the police have abandoned the first crime scene let's investigate #it's so BASIC but they're useless without mike #isn't nancy supposed to be an investigative reporter #like babe these are the FUNDAMENTALS i thought you were supposed to be GOOD at this #meanwhile mike's in the weed van lamenting that he's not an ace reporter like nancy #yes it's true you're evidently BETTER #don't shout at me. nancy was an idiot in s4. where did her intelligence go #i know they needed to lose and there could feasibly be reasons for it #freaked out by what vecna showed her; too focused on her creel family theory #but like. nance. multi-tasking? have you heard of it?#I'm convinced she wasn't getting any sleep cause why was she suddenly stupid #bnb posting #wip: butterflies and bullshit

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efloarchive · 1 year ago

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not me thinking about how hana clings to people so quickly / desperately because of how isolated she was growing up. not only by living in a small village, where everyone knows everything about each other and is cut off from the rest of world for being so far away from any other place, but also from the years of 'training' she had to endure: prohibited from visiting her brothers and father, only seeing her mother on occasion and dealing with the resentment she felt towards hana for pretty much stealing her place ( love me some mommy issues ) and being surrounded by people who couldn't care less about her well being and only focused on her duties as divine priestess.

#´ ꕤ ◟ 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 . . . what i am aches within me.#it makes so much sense to me why she is the way she is #how she becomes so codependent on her loved ones and how ready she is to self sacrifice for them #she fears being useless to them and being discarted because of her worthlessness #all she knows is duty and servitude and giving her life away for the sake of others be it for good or bad #i just love her sm im BARKBARKWOOFWOABRKAWOOK 😭#im putting her in the blender and watching her go woosh #i could talk about this for so long i better stop #anYWAYS I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND #i did nothing i said i would do but whats new 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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I got 7 reactions to the post I made on this app 8 whole days ago (when most ppl in my area got 2 or 3 at the most). & Several messages I haven't responded to. Tbh I haven't bothered since that first day, bc I got what I wanted out of it (decided to try a hookup and accomplished it 3 days after deciding it), and...

We've still been texting. Sometimes about things that aren't exactly typical of what you'd think for a hookup (emotionally intimate, I guess?). Today we got on the topic of hiking and I mentioned my fav state park & she said she was planning to go there over spring break and said she'd love to bring me with her... which That is a level of accepting me in her life that I think is not typical of just a one-off hookup kinda thing.

So like... idk if we r skirting around the possibility of a relationship?? Or if we r setting up to be friends with benefits?? Would it be exclusive??? Open??? Assuming there's any kind of relationship at all??????

Idk. It feels like there's Something there. I don't know what she wants out of it. I kinda don't even know what I want out of it. But it'd feel a little weird to pursue smth else when we're in this nebulous area... it wouldn't be cheating bc it's not like we're dating, but I'd also hate it if we Did end up dating (exclusively) and then I'd have to give up someone else........

Idk. I wasn't expecting to hit it off with someone like this. I'm still pretty burnt out on serious romance, so I don't want to just jump right into a new thing. I just know that I like talking with her and I'll probably want to sleep with her again. Beyond that...

I dont know. It's all so confusing.

#speculation nation #i think im bigtime failing at the whole Casual aspect of it 😂#but i cant help being so alluring.... the girls Love a sweet nerd with a mysterious hidden darkness.....#might be why i have so many reactions too. i am for serious my post has over twice as many reactions as anyone else #idk. i have options. for now im just leaving them open.#it's only been a week now since we started chatting. still way too early to decide anything.#i will simply play it by ear. see where things take me.#we have. we have a spotify playlist. for sharing our favorite songs together. we are sharing music.#i feel like im going insane. this cant be the normal Just Casual kinda thing can it???#not when shes said at multiple points that im 'the coolest person ever' or that im really kind #oh god am i turning into one of those useless lesbian tropes????#'help this girl keeps saying im really cool and that she wants to go hiking with me and we are sharing music together #and also we had sex. do you think she likes me?'#fbkdfkshfkshdjd it sounds so FUNNY laid out like that. but the sex rly is just incidental and all ykno?#i dont know how many hookups shes actually had. i dont know how special i am to her #emotionally Or sexually. and i feel like asking would be rude.#so i am simply waiting it out. seeing where it goes. and being pleasantly surprised anytime it goes well.#the thing with the hiking today made me all 😳😳😳😳 bc it spoke of a desire to have me in her life several months from now #it's only been a week. it's only been a week. i have no idea what im doing.

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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aw man. for a minute there I thought I might be allowed to take Ibuprofen again since I stopped taking the antidepressant that I was on. but sadly no, you're also not supposed to take it when you're on the anxiety medication I'm on 😔

#I guess I could take it anyway... but the leaflet says not to so I won't #this reminds me of thr last qtime I went to the ER because of my stomach pain (that turned out to be gallstones)#before I went there I called the.. idk on call emergency doctor or whatever #and it was this awful awful woman. anyway she said I should just take Ibuprofen so I said I'm not allowed to take that because it's a #blood thinner and I'm not allowed to take those #and she was really mad and said no it's not. it's pain medication 🙄#I was in so much pain and also kind of stunned by her reaction so I just. hung up #like I know it's not. I guess technically considered a blood thinner? but it does increase the risk of bleeding and that's why you can't #take it with certain other meds #which I think is irrelevant tbh. it's pretty clear what I meant and it's kind of. scary that this doctor would tell someone who says they'r #not allowed to take Ibuprofen to take it anyway. especially since I was having extremely bad stomach pain with no known cause at that point #like that feels dangerous #but anyway what do I know (nothing)#I miss Ibuprofen though 😔 I hate paracetamol #personal #cw medical #(also just. generally. being told to 'just take Ibuprofen' when you've already told this person that you've taken a looot of stronger pain #meds already and they're not doing anything at all is just. wow such great advice thank you! so helpful!)#(I mean I'm glad she was useless because that's why I went to the ER and they finally found out what's wrong. but still 🙄)

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engagemythrusters · 1 year ago

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haha shoutout to the time my eyes were called ugly bc they were deepset thats a wild one i dont know why that was something i had to be told

#like why are teenage girls so mean #and she wasnt even PopularTM or anything #she was just. a deeply horrible person. who somehow managed to be friends with my friends.#she threw a fit when i said i think people should have access to healthcare. like straight up cried.#and then when i said something like 'yknow what i like my flat ass' bc i needed ONE SECOND of self love. for ONCE in my life #she got BIG MAD and told everyone i 'hated people with fat butts'#she was deeply fucked up and made it my problem #and the rudeness did not end when we moved away #evidently she still talked shit about me #calling what i did useless or whatever #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh #i hate remembering this shit!#i hate this!#anyway. shoutout to ppl deep set eyes #you're not ugly. you're cute.#bc yknow what. im cute. so you are too <3 i love u

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