#Saul Silva x reader

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LA WINKS CHARACTERS: SNEAKING UP THEIR WINDOW

MALE READER

Characters: Bloom Aisha Stella Musa Riven Sky Beatrix Silva Dane

CW: mention of spicy times, age gap in Silva's part (reader is over 18)

Note: I've only watched season 1 so I'll add more characters later on

BLOOM- she just started drifting to sleep when she heard light tapping on her window. Opening her eyes she saw you signing for her to open the window. When you slid in you laughed at her surprised look. "What are you doing here?" She had asked, but you just smile and kiss her.

Bloom will be nervous at first, but than she'll ease up and will drag you to her bed to talk, not risking anything else to not wake up Aisha.

AISHA- she was doing her homework, quietly to not wake up Bloom who was already sleeping when she noticed you waving outside the window. She instantly started worrying as she thought something happened. She opened the window letting you in "did something happen? Are you ok?"

Reassuring her everything is fine and you just wanted to see her, she'll tell you how irresponsible you are and try to shoo you away. You will eventually surrender and leave, but not before teasing her and kissing her goodbye.

STELLA- she was getting ready to sleep when she heard a tapping on the window. Turning her head towards it she saw you waving at her. She smirks, going to the window and letting you in. "Hey handsome" she said and kisses you deeply, feeling your hands wrap around her waist.

She has no problem with it and is happy you came. She'll invite you to bed, sitting on top of you. You'll have to be quiet, no matter what you do, but you do have your privacy as the other girls all sleep in other bedrooms.

MUSA- she already sensed you coming up, so she opened the window and sat back down on her bed, taking her headphones off. You slid to the room and saw her smiling at you. "Hey" you said and hurried to jump on her taking her head in your hands and kissing her. "Hey yourself" she said drawing you closer to her.

She likes this hour of night, when everyone is asleep and she has her peace and quiet. But sometimes it gets lonely, and she enjoys your company, laying together, making out, and other stuff.

RIVEN- most of the time he's snicking to you, but this time you were the one climbing through his window. You texted him to open it a few minutes before, and now he was laying in his stomach facing the other side, smoking a joint (sky was finally somewhere else, so he could smoke in peace). You went up to the bed climbing up, and squishing him with your whole weight. "Ugh Jesus" he complained while you held his wrist and took a puff, kissing his neck in the process.

You'll joke around and smoke for a bit, deciding to have fun a little bit, starting with shotguns and kissing, and than continuing your activities.

SKY- opening the window he harshly whisper asked you what are you doing here. When you told him you wanted to hang he said "wait for me outside". Pulling his shoes on he hurried down to you and took you by the hand to a less visible place.

He likes sticking out with you but worries that someone will see you coming to his room, so you just go outside to a more private place and hang there, when he is visibly more relaxed.

BEATRIX- she was reading a spells book when she saw you gesturing for her to open the window. She put the book aside and opened the window. Smirking, she didn't let you in yet "did you want something?" She asked. "Come on let me in" you pleaded. When you were both inside you hoped on her bed, lying on your back with your hands behind your head. She claimed on top of you and started kissing you.

She loves when you snick inside her dorm and distract her, making her worries go away and just have fun.

SILVA- he was working on taking his gear off when he saw you climbing up to his window. With a shocked expression he opened the window and helped you gat inside. "What the hell are you doing here?" He asked stunned "just want to hang with you" you said sweetly and came up to him wrapping your hands around him kissing him deeply. "And what you just decided to climb up my window and ignore the door?" He said amused between kisses. "I didn't want Farah or Ben seeing me, it's only my second year teaching here and as far as I remember they didn't like me very much as a student"

You continued making out eventually getting to bed to do more than just kissing.

DANE- he gaped in surprise when he saw you at his window. Letting you in he quietly closed his door not to wake up his roommate. "Hey-" he didn't finish his sentence as you grabbed his face kissing him. "Hey" you said when you parted from him. He smiled and grabbed your waist, telling you it is a pleasant surprise while you were dragging him to his bed.

You didn't snick up to his room often, but when you did he enjoyed every moment. Sometimes you just sat together rumbling about random stuff, and sometimes you did more. It really depends on both of your moods.

[specialagentlokitty]

Saul silva x reader - too much pride

Hi I'm glad you like my requests. I was afraid I'd bore you with it. Can you write something with Saul who gets injured training with a student but is too proud to admit it please? And then reader (his wife?) finds out - Anon 💜

Saul was a good husband, he was caring, and loving, he was patient though sometimes he would get annoyed easily after a particularly hard or long day.

But one of his flaws was that he was too proud.

Not in the sense that he had a massive ego, though sometimes he could, but in the sense that he always said he was fine.

He was the kind of person where he could be dying and he would still refuse to admit that there was something wrong with him.

As you watched him limp his way around his office, you nodded a little to yourself.

“Anything to tell me love?” You asked.

“Not that I know off, though I’ll be late tomorrow I have a meeting.”

“Not what I meant but thank you.”

Saul furrowed his brows a little bit as he looked up at you before going back to putting everything away where it should be.

“Is there something I’m missing? I know it’s not our anniversary or your birthday.”

“Well, I was just wondering why you’re limping.”

“I’m not.”

You sighed heavily.

“I’m watching you limp.”

Saul shrugged his shoulders.

“No idea what you’re talking about darling.”

“Saul I’m watching you limp right now. What’s wrong with you?”

“Nothing.”

You narrowed your eyes at him.

“Saul silva.” You warned.

“Really! I’m fine!”

You huffed a little.

“Alright, see you upstairs.”

With that you walked to your room and waited.

You knew he was limping, and when he said he was coming up, you walked to the top of the stairs to watch him struggle up.

“I would offer to help but there’s nothing wrong with you.”

He rolled his eyes.

“There isn’t.”

“Right.”

You carried on watching him and he stopped halfway up the stairs, he placed a hand on his thigh, taking a small breath.

“Saul.”

“It’s nothing.”

You sighed, walking down, offering him your hands.

“Humour me?”

He smiled softly, letting you help him up the stairs and into your room.”

He did pretty good at hiding his injury until it came to him getting ready to sleep, and you saw the bandage on his leg as he was changing it.

Walking over you stood in front of him and poked his thigh making him snap his head up to you.

“That doesn’t look like nothing.”

“You didn’t have to poke it now did you?”

You smiled softly at him and gestured for him to hand everything over and he did.

You changed his bandage for him, getting a look at the gash underneath.

He placed his hands on your head and leant down, kissing the top of your head before he let fox

“Don’t worry about it, just an accident in training is all. The grass was wet, the student slipped.”

“What did Ben say?”

“Should heal fine in a few weeks.”

You nodded your head and stood up, walking over to bin everything.

Coming back over you slapped his back as you passed him and he spun around to look at you.

“What was that for?!” He huffed.

“Being stubborn.”

You got into your side of the bed and turned to the TV on while he settled next to you.

He picked up his book and you rested your head on his shoulder as you began to watch your show.

And when you were least expecting it he quickly sat forward so you fell off him and gave you a grin in return for you hitting his back

[owen-writes]

Owen Writes

Male Reader Or Gender Neutral Or FTM Reader Only

Fem aligned people may interact and read but do not fetishize. No Fem Reader requests.

Masterposts:

Main Masterpost

Doctor Who Masterpost

Nameless Series Masterpost (needs a name)

ATM, I write for:

The Doctor (9,10,11,12,14,15) - Doctor Who

Rory Williams - Doctor Who

Captain Jack Harkness - Doctor Who

Alec Hardy - Broadchurch

Cale Erendreich - Bad Samaritan

Campbell Bain - Takin' Over The Asylum

Crowley - Good Omens (Will Do Poly Ineffable Husbands)

Saul Silva (Platonic) - Fate, The Winx Saga

Cullen Family (Platonic) - Twilight

Sierra Six - The Grey Man

Jonah Simms - Super Store

James Marriott

Lucifer Morningstar - Netflix Lucifer

Rules:

No smut! I may write smut if I want to but will not write requests that are smut. (Basically if I get horny and want to indulge, I will.)

All smut I do write is for 18+ only. You're reading my work at your own discretion and I am not responsible for what you read on the Internet.

Gore wise - no explicit descriptions but cannon typical stuff I'm okay with.

I can delete any request if it makes me uncomfortable

I'm not really a fan of AUs or anything that strays too far from cannon.

Can be a platonic or romantic relationship. Aka dad or husband? (Basically I have some deep daddy issues)

I like to have dialogue prompts to start off. But it's okay if not. (I lack the creative fuse to make up a story but can sure as hell write em.)

[lomlkenji]

༊*·˚ half a heart | saul silva

summary : after the mission in aster dell, saul thinks the best thing for you is for him to leave.

warnings : ANGST ANGST ANGST, mentions of stabbing, blood and cuts & signs of panic attack. pls lmk if i missed anything!

word count : 1k

author's note : BYE I SUCK AT SUMMARIES okay so uh this is a bit of an au, after the whole aster dell thing, saul stabs sky's father bla bla bla. this was actually so fun to write might do a part two LMAO i love pain </33 hope yall like this <3

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"What happened?" you asked, with furrowed eyebrows, and a face full of confusion.

It was a typical day, you were waiting for your fiance to come back from his classified mission. When you heard the door you jumped in excitement but the moment he stepped foot in the house you knew something was wrong.

His eyes had lost their light, he looked so tired, he didn't wear his signature smile that makes butterflies appear in your stomach, he didn't greet you with a kiss and he was uncharacteristically quiet.

His figure was trembling so you quickly made your way to him. You placed a hand on his arm, and the sudden contact made him flinch.

Your heart broke at his reaction. "You okay?" you asked again, "Hey talk to me sweetheart." but he didn't say anything.

The sight of his partner with a sword in his chest haunted his mind and he was so fucking scared if you'd see him as a threat when you know what he did.

His shirt was covered with dirt and grime. He had a few cuts of his face and he smelled like ashes. The bags under his eyes were red, it looked like he was crying. But before you could ask him more questions he stormed towards your guys' bedroom.

It startled you with his sudden movement so you waited a few seconds before following him.

When you got there, he already took out two bags that originally were used for a vacation. Some of his clothes were thrown in the bag and some of them fell onto the floor.

"What are you doing?"

You quietly asked, you were sick of asking questions that were never answered but you needed to keep trying. He started to move to the closet grabbing an arm full of his clothes and stuffing it in the bags.

You were so confused, your mouth was closing and opening, as you felt tears stung at the corner of your eyes. What was he doing?

"I'm talking to you." your tone was stern but you both could hear the shaky-ness of it.

He finally stopped what he was doing and turned around meeting your glossy eyes.

"Can we talk about this first?"

"There's nothing to talk about." he mumbled. His eyes met yours just as fast as it averted to something else in the room.

You scoffed in disbelief, "What the hell does that mean? You waltz in here, pretending like I don't exist, start packing and then you had the audacity to say that 'there's nothing to talk about'? "

Your hands were making weird gestures, trying to get your point across and you finally took a deep breath, calming yourself. "You're not going to leave me right?"

Saul lowered his head, staring at his feet, still not answering your question.

After an awkward long painful silence he finally said, "I can't do this."

“What-“

The sight of him taking off his engagement ring made a lump form in your throat. You can tell his hands were shaking, hesitation on pulling it off but he still did. It made your stomach drop as your breathing became choppy.

“I’m sorry.”

Your sadness replaced itself in anger as you snapped, "You're sorry?! What? I don't even get an explanation? After everything?"

He didn't reply to your question, only choosing to stare at his ring that was placed on the bed. You took a deep breath and aggressively wiped the tears that went down your cheeks.

"I genuinely thought you're my person." you spat.

The countless days where you guys would cuddle up together, talking about kids and buying a house in the countryside. All of the mornings where you would discuss names for your kids that would always end up in a friendly wrestling match because one didn't agree on a name. Plans for a garden wedding.

It was all for nothing.

"You deserve better than me." he mumbled, finally looking into your eyes. His heart broke when he saw the tear that escaped your eye.

"Isn't that for me to decide." you stated in a more softer tone. "Please don't go." you begged. The sniffles that hit his ears makes him want to bring you into his arms, telling you that everything's okay.

But he can’t.

He won’t.

"I have to, you'd be safer." he said, looking directly into your eyes. You could feel the pain reflecting in them, the battle his mind was having and the fondness he still held every time he looked at you.

He looked at you like you hung all the stars and the moons.

"What does that supposed to mean?" you confusedly asked. It didn't make sense.

"I can't risk hurting you."

He knows deep down he never will. He would never in a million years, in his wildest dreams hurt you like that.

"What do you think you're doing right now?"

That hit him like a truck. What was he doing right now? He continued to convince himself that you'd be better off without him. Convincing himself that leaving the person he loves most is a good decision.

You numbly nodded your head, “It’s stupid how I actually thought that you’d stay.”

And with those last words, he left and closed the door, taking half of your heart qith him.

Your knees became week as reality sets, making you drop down onto the floor.

He actually left.

Your fiance left.

Ex-fiance.

How are you going to explain this to your family and friends?

“Oh! He just left with no explanations, breaking my heart and my soul at the same time!” 

Sobs wracking your frame, tears coating your cheeks, your vision was blurry and all you felt was endless pain. Your breathing starts to become shallower, and you know you're lacking oxygen. So, you tried to regulate your breathing, pulling your knees to your chest. 

Saul didn't leave as soon as the door shut, so he could hear the first sob you let out. But he couldn't take it anymore, so he quickly rushed to his car.

 Throwing his bags in the back as he sat down at the driver seat, hot white anger flooded him.

 He made you cry. 

How could he? 

The only thing that made his life brighter. The only thing that kept him going. 

He lost it. 

He started banging the steering wheel in anger as he let out heart wrenching screams and sobs. The both of you lost half of yourselves that night, and you weren't sure if you're going to get it back. 

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[theswissgirl]

Into your arms - A Saul Silva imagine

Another scenario that I want to write :)

This is a Saul Silva imagine, from Fate; The Winx Saga

In this scenario, I always imagined her to be Bloom's sister and they sort of the share the power of the dragon flame 

Her name is Delilah and she is a fire fairy and of course, she is Silva's girl

Based on Season 2 Episode 3 : Your Newfound Popularity 

(credits to the owner of the picture)

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I'm out of my head, out of my mind, oh, I

If you let me, I'll beOut of my dress and into your arms tonight

Yeah, I'm lost without it

Feels like I'm always waitin'I need you to come get me

Out of my head, and into your arms tonight

- Into Your Arms, Witt Lowry & Ava Max

After the display Stella put on at the banquet, everyone had gone to retire to their homes, leaving Bloom and Delilah alone at the dining table. 

Delilah was tired and exhausted, she just wanted to go to her bed and close her eyes but sleep has not come easy for her.

For her thoughts were always occupied with one person and one person only.

Saul Silva.

The man she loved above anything else. 

It pains her greatly that she is not able to see him, even after the winx rescued him from being transported to Polaris, she knew that it would be dangerous from him to come see her. She still missed him nonetheless.

Rosalind joins them.

"I know. It's a lot" she says, looking at delilah and bloom.

Bloom was the first to say something, "When we first spoke at the Stone Cirlce, you said the blood witches were the one who kidnapped us and held us at Aster Dell" 

"Is that because of this thing inside us? Dragon Flame?" delilah asked inquisitively, looking up at Rosalind.

Rosalind nodded.

"It is"

Delilah heart starts to race and she feels herself tense at the new found information.

Bloom draws her eyebrows together, confusion evicent on her face, "What about our birth parents? Do they have it too or are they-" Rosalind cuts her off.

"I-- I wasn't lying back then" Rosalind sits down in the chair next to Bloom.

" I don't know where you came from. But the blood witches will. We'll fight them and we'll work it out" she says with conviction.

"you've already kept so much from us, I don't know if we can trust you" Delilah speaks up.

Rosalind clicks her tongue and slides a piece of paper over to her.

"Maybe this will help"

Delilah picks up the paper and reads the contents of it and then pauses when she reads "criminal pardon".

She looks to Rosalind, "What is this?"

"It's a pardon" a voice spoke up from behind them.

suddenly, delilah's heart tightened painfully in her chest and she is overcome with shock and surprise. She whips around in her chair and turns around to see the love of her life standing by the door way. Her breathing picks up and she takes in his appearance. 

He is wearing the uniform of the specialist, his face is clean shaven and his hair is in styled in order, keeping it from crowding his face.

He looked good.

And dear lord did he look good in that uniform, the clothing hugging him in all the right places.

"Silva" her voice cracks as she is overcome with an intense amount of relief.

But Delilah had to be careful as Rosalind had no knowledge of their relationship so she had to try her damn hardest to keep her emotions concealed. 

As did Saul.

When all he wanted was to run to his girl and pull her into his arms, instead he walks down the steps and moves to stand behind her chair, feeling temporarily content with just standing close to her.

"I've been working Arthur for a week for a damn thing. Stella almost fucked it up this afternoon, but..-" Bloom cuts off Rosalind.

Delilah was too stunned to say anything.

" I don't understand. Why are you-" Rosalind cuts bloom off in return.

" It's time to put aside our differences, we have a common enemy. The blood witches are a scourge on the Other World. Everytime wer drive them out, they come crawling back" Rosland says.

"She's right. And if they are gathering strength to make a move, we need to stop them before it's too late" Silva spoke up from where he stood, serving as another reminder for Delilah that he was actually here, he was alright.

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Delilah had the suite too herself.

Bloom was off reading about blood witches.

Stella was with Beatrix

Musa was on a walk with her headphones.

Aisa was probably somewhere with Grey.

Terra and Flora were god knows where.

Once she got back to her room, she immediately changed out of her dress and rid her face of the make up she had to wear. She changed into some black sleeping shorts with a cropped dark green tank top.

She could not stop pacing back and forth, her heart and wind were racing. She knew that Saul was coming to see her as they were not able to even have a conversation in front of Rosalind which meant that now, was perfect for them.

She felt like a high school girl who grew nervous at the sight of her crush. Yes, her and Silva have been together for a whole year now but he still manages to sum a herd of butterflies in her stomach.

It's kind of sweet if you think about, after all these months of being separated, she still feels so strongly about him and their relationship.

It was no doubt the she loved him unconditionally.

A knock on her window interrupts her train of thought, she jumps and whirls around quickly and she sees Saul, waiting for her to open the window.

And when she does, he moves like lightning and pulls her into his arms, stumbling forward at the same time. She is quick to wrap her arms tightly around his neck, burying her face in his neck and breathing in his scent that effectively calms her racing heart.

God she missed him so much.

Saul wrapped his arms tightly around her waist, pulling her in so close she can hardly draw in a breath, he too buries his face in her hair, relishing in the feel of having his girl so close.

"I missed you so much" she whimpered into his neck, tears gathering in her eyes.

" I know, sweetheart. You have no idea how much it drove me insane not having you close to me" He said softly.

He pulls her away from him and moves his hands to cup her face and gently caress her cheeks, his eyes moving all around her face to get a good look at her.

She was always so beautiful in his eyes. And she still is.

He smiles before pulling her close again and leaning his face closer to hers. Slowly, they lean in closer and delilah closes her eyes milliseconds before her lips were going to meet his. Finally, Silva's lips brushed against hers, then he crashes their lips together.

The kiss starts out slowly, giving each other to familiarize themselves again and explore each others mouth. Deliliah tilts her head in order to a slightly deeper angle and she moves to wrap her arms around his neck and interlocking her hands there. She deepens the kiss and Silvas has no problem with that. 

The kiss became more passionate and heated, both picking up the pace so its more faster and rough. Delilah lets out little moans as Silva starts backing backwards towards her bed and he sits down at the edge, pulling her to straddle his lap.

This meant that Delilah face was above his, enabling her to deepen the kiss even more. After a minute or two of their making out, they pulled away from each other, really needing to suck in some oxygen and refocus themselves.

Delilah leans her forehead on Silva's, closes her eyes and smiles.

I've missed that too" she laughed lightly.

He chuckled lowly, "me too love, me too" he pulls her closer to him.

Delilah had to admit, the way they were positioned was making her head spin and she could feel her body slowly coming alive under his touch. 

She's not surprised, her body and mind have gone months without his touch, a reaction was going to be inevitable but she didn't mind.

Right then, a yawn escapes her.

She knew that she wanted him but she was way too tired to engage in that certain activity. Silva could see that too.

"Come on darling, lets get you to bed" he picks her up and carries her to her bed, pulling the blankets from the bed, placing her in it and then pulling the covers to cover her body. He then got in behind her, moving his arms around her body once more and pulling her closer to his.

The proximity of their bodies was making her even more sleepy as she could feel her eyes beginn to feel heavy.

But before she gives into the demand of sleep, she whispers one last thing.

"I love you"

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not gonna bother proof reading her grammatical mistakes, I'm too tired for that.

[mayumigojo]

Whispers Amongst the Blooms- Part 1

This is a series I'm working on featuring Saul Silva from Winx Saga and my OC Valerie. More parts are to come hope y'all like it :)

In the heart of Alfea's spring-clad courtyard, where magic bloomed as vividly as the flowers underfoot, the new term's air was electric with the promise of beginnings. Saul Silva, his muscles still singing from the day's rigorous training, navigated this tableau of anticipation, his eyes inadvertently scanning the sea of new faces. It was a ritual of sorts, observing the influx of potential that each term brought to the hallowed grounds of Alfea.

One figure stood distinctly apart among the myriad newcomers—a girl whose presence seemed to command the chaos into a hushed reverence. She navigated the courtyard's vibrancy with an almost otherworldly elegance, her long, ebony hair cascading like a waterfall of shadows, catching whispers of sunlight in its depths. Her eyes, a captivating shade of emerald green, held the mystique of enchanted forests, glowing with an inner light that drew Saul like a moth to a flame. With every step she took, skirting the tranquil embrace of the lake, a cautious grace enveloped her, setting her apart from the throng of new students.

Saul's path veered towards her, his usual assurance tempered by a sudden, uncharacteristic hesitancy. When she turned her face momentarily towards the sun, soaking in its warmth, a silent connection sparked between them, a thread of intrigue that pulled him closer.

Their paths converged as if by destiny's design. "Hi," Saul ventured, stepping into her orbit with confidence and an unfamiliar hesitancy. "I'm Saul Silva, second-year specialist. I take that you're new here, right?"

Valerie, caught slightly off-guard by his approach, nodded, her voice a melody of quiet strength mixed with a hint of reservation. "Yeah, I'm Valerie. It's.. my first day here. Honestly, everything's a bit overwhelming."

Her shyness did not dim the spark in her eyes; if anything, it added to the allure of the mystery that Saul found so captivating. "Alfea can be like that at first. But you'll find your way," he assured her, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "If you need a guide, or just want to talk about anything, I'm mostly here around the specialist grounds."

There was a pause, a moment where the world seemed to hold its breath, before Valerie returned his smile with a tentative one of her own. "Thank you, Saul. I might take you up on that offer sometime. It's all a bit much, but… exciting too."

Just as the first threads of a deeper conversation began to weave between them, a voice called out to Saul, pulling him back to reality. "Silva! We need you back at the grounds!"

With a regretful glance, Saul excused himself, promising, "We'll talk again, Valerie. Welcome to Alfea."

As he walked away, Valerie's gaze followed him, a gentle smile gracing her lips—a smile that held the promise of future encounters, of mysteries to be shared and perhaps, in time, unraveled together.

In that brief meeting, under the burgeoning life of Alfea's enchanted spring, Saul and Valerie's paths crossed in a dance of fate and curiosity. It was but a fleeting moment, yet it promised the beginning of a journey neither of them had anticipated—one woven with the threads of magic, mystery, and an unfolding connection that would challenge and change them in ways they could scarcely imagine.

[jellybean-supreme]

My Student.

Description:

Silva has been attacked by a burned one and is sit in his office slowly dying bc the soldiers can't find the burned one so a group of his students including you go out to find it and are very successful and Silva healing very quickly when they all come back and he's putting his shirt back on

"You're all a bunch of idiots, stupid impulsive reckless idiots," He says, getting up and approaching the group of students.

I'm just saying I don't really ship Sky and Riven, but I was like, why not try it, so yea. If you don't like it, leave. And there is definitely going to smut/lemon.

I Love You

Silva has been attacked by a burned one and is sit in his office slowly dying because the soldiers can't find the burned one so a group of his students including you go out to find it and are very successful and Silva healing very quickly when they all come back and he's putting his shirt back on

"Your all a bunch of idiots, stupid impulsive reckless idiots" He says getting up and approaching the group of students

"That's a new way to thanks." I mutter to myself hoping that nobody hears. I've been trying to make Saul Silva notice me for a while, I've had a crush on him since I joined the school. I've tried getting over my crush on him, but it won't go away. It's a real pain in my fucking ass.

*Saul heard you*

Excuse me who are you talking to? *He said turning to face you and the others look shocked that you'd talk back to him*

"No one" I say trying not to roll my eyes, who did it look like i was talking to a fucking ghost?

*Saul stops Infront of you and puts his hands behind his back*

No need to have an attitude, Miss *He's very close to you* what your name?

"I don't have an attitude. And my name is Y/n." I reply

*He's studying you as he moves around you to get a good look at you*

How old are you, Y/n?

"I'm 18" I say annoyed

*He stops behind you, his eyes on your body*

One of the youngest here, why did you transfer here?

"Because the headmistress asked me to." I say not wanting to discuss this in front of other people who i didn't know well.

*He hums behind you, his eyes on your curves which the uniform hugged perfectly*

And why did she ask you to transfer here, sweetheart?

"That's none of your business. " I say wanting to get out of here.

*He gently takes your chin and turns your face to look at him*

Everything that happens here is my business sweetheart, even you. Now, why did she ask you to move here?

"Like i said. Its. None. Of. Your. Business." i said with a more serious tone as I leave his office annoyed. The students who were there with me in his office gasped in surprise that anyone would talk back to Silva.

*He looks at you leave as he stays stood there in shock after you'd spoke to him that way, something no one had ever done before. He looked back at the others and ordered them all to leave too. He stood in the office for a moment, thinking of you. Something had come over him when he saw you, he didn't know why he was attracted to you*

*Later in the night Saul's is sat at his desk doing paperwork*

*He thought of you again, wondering who you were and why he was feeling such a strong attraction to you. He tried to concentrate on his work but he couldn't. He looked at the clock and saw it was getting late and knew that if he stayed here he wouldn't get any rest so he tidied his desk and got up. He headed out of his office and locked the door before walking through the empty halls*

*As he walked he thought of what you said to him, you where a first year yet you spoke back to him. No one had ever made Saul so confused before. He saw you as a sweet young girl who should be respectful and polite but there was an attitude and something else there too. A fire? A spark? He shook his head thinking no, that couldn't be it. Yet the way you spoke back to him and the look in your eyes made him shiver at the thought. It was strange how you had this effect on him*

*As he continued walking towards his living quarters he saw a door slightly open and heard a small sniffle coming from the room. He knew he should walk away and not get involved but the urge to know what the sound was compelled him to go over and open the door. It was the first years changing rooms, where were girls changed into their uniforms for school, but who and why was someone in here at this time of night?*

He walked inside and heard another sniffle from the end of the hall. He walked into that room to see you sat on the floor, your knees pulled up to your chest and your head buried in your knees. He didn't expect to see you there in the late hours of the night, but he couldn't help and think seeing you looking so vulnerable and small made his heart ache and his stomach flutter. He slowly walked over towards you and knelt in front of you

"Are you alright?" Silva asked quietly, trying not to startle or scare you.

You were so in your own world and wrapped up in your own feelings that you gasped and jumped slightly when you saw him. The sight of him made your heart skip a beat and a shiver go down your spine. You tried to wipe away any tears that might be on your face whilst avoiding his gaze

"Y-yeah, I'm fine..."

He could tell you were lying and put his hand under your chin and lifted your face to look at him

"Don't lie to me, sweetheart. Something's troubling you, tell me what is it?"

Your stomach fluttered as he put his hand under your chin and lifted your head, forcing you to look into his eyes. You weren't used to the nickname either and it made your head fuzzy

"It's nothing, I just....It's nothing."

Tears came to your eyes again, and you let out a shaky breath to try and keep them from falling

The look in your eyes, the way your bottom lip quivered as you tried to hold back tears made his heart ache. He couldn't stand to see you upset, he pulled you forwards into his chest and wrapped his arms around you, gently stroking your hair

"It's not nothing sweetheart, tell me what's got you so worked up at this time of night"

"I'm scared." i finally admit. "I'm scared they'll find me. I don't want to go back."

His heart aches again when he hears your afraid voice come out. He tightens his hold on you and pulls you onto his lap, cradling you against him. His hand moved from your hair down to your hip to pull you onto his lap more. He spoke gently, wanting you to feel safe in his arms

"Who's going to find you, sweetheart?"

"My 'family'" I reply shivering at the thought of them.

He noticed the shiver that went down your body as you spoke of your 'family' and his frown deepened as he held you tighter to his chest

"What did they do, sweetheart? What's got you so afraid of them?"

I don't reply. I want to. But how do I know I can trust him? I don't want to go back to them. I can't. I'd rather walk into the forest and get killed by a burned one.

A few minutes have passed, I'm still not saying anything. I'm just crying out all the tears i can.

He can see you going through so many emotions, you were fighting with yourself whether to talk to him or keep it to yourself, but he wants to know how to comfort you and keep you safe. He just quietly holds you against his chest letting you get all your tears out, he's trying to keep him emotions in check, but seeing you like this, being so vulnerable, he had to hold back the urge to take you away and protect you, to keep you somewhere safe and never let you go. He tried to keep calm and keep his head level

"They- They'd torture me. They would catch a burned one and let it scratch me then cut me while I'm tied to a chair, though when they'd see I'm close to death they'd kill the burned one and wait for me to heal a little before doing it again." I finally tell him as I'm trying not to start crying again.

His heart shattered when he heard what you had been through. His eyes darkened and an anger he hasn't felt in a long time filled his system. His arms around you tightened as he pulled you closer against him, protectively. How anyone could do that to another person, let alone you, such a sweet wonderful girl, it filled his body with rage and the urge to keep you safe and away from anybody who would hurt you

"Why? Why would they do such horrible things to you?"

"I-I do-don't know-w" I reply shakily

He slowly and gently rocks you back and forth as you sat on his lap in his arms, his hold on you strong and protective. He buried his nose into your hair, taking in all your scent, it helped a little to calm his anger, but the rage within him still raged wanting to get his hands on your so called 'family'. He lifted his head to look down at you

"How long has this been going on?"

"Since I was 4" I say as I cry again

His heart aches even more when he hears you say that. How could anyone do that to a child? How dare they torture you in such a manner. He held you tighter, his hand moving up and down your back to soothe you, he didn't know what to do or say, he could just hold you and hope that was enough to provide some comfort. He had to ask one more question, he was terrified of what the answer could be but he had to know

"14 Years? This has been going on for 14 years?"

I nod crying into his chest harder.

*He could feel your tears staining his shirt but he didn't care. He moved a hand up to your head and began threading his fingers through your hair slowly, it was all he could do to make you feel calm*

"They can't get to you here, sweetheart. I won't let them get you. I'll protect you, I promise."

*He let you cry all the tears you needed until you were finally able to calm down and stop. All the while he held you against his chest and comforted you with gentle caresses as he continued to rock you a little. He could feel his shirt completely wet with your tears, but it didn't matter to him. He only cared about the feeling of your body against his as he held you closely with no desire to let go*

2 hours have passed since Saul told me they can't get me and I'm so tired, I'm still crying, but not as much or hard as before. I feel as if I'm going to fall asleep in his arms any minute.

*He could feel you go limp against him as you slowly started to fall asleep, his shirt was still wet from the tears you had shed, but he didn't care. His heart still ached for you as he looked down at your tired face, your eyes slowly starting to flutter shut as you were on the verge of sleeping. He thought about what to do. He didn't want you to move and wake up, but you needed rest and a bed would be better than the cold floor*

*He slowly moved to get up, still holding you against him, your whole body weight on him, you were completely limp in his arms from being so tired. He slowly and carefully stood up with you in his arms and continued to hold you close, your head resting on his shoulder as he slowly started to walk out if the room towards his office. He walked through his office and into the adjoining room, a bedroom, and slowly lay you down on the bed carefully so as not to wake you up. He stood looking down at you for a moment, before he slowly sat on the edge of the bed beside you*

*He stayed sat next to you as he looked down at you sleeping peacefully with a small frown on your face. He wanted to wipe away the frown, to take away any nightmare or bad thought you may be having right now. He slowly laid down on the bed next to you, one arm under his head and the other pulling you close against him, making sure to be gentle so as not to wake you up. He held you in the crook of his arm, your head against his shoulder and your body pressed against his as he slowly started to drift off to sleep too*

*He was woken up a couple of hours later to the feeling of you moving around next to him. He slowly opens his eyes and looks down at you, your back to his chest, his arm around you keeping you close to him. He could feel you moving around a little, your whole body wriggling against him. He slowly tightens his arm around you, trying not to startle you but to let you know he's here with you*

*His touch was enough to make you slowly stop all your movements and stop you from waking up properly. You subconsciously moved back into his chest, trying to get as close as possible to him while you were still asleep. He gently and slowly moved his hand to start rubbing your arm gently as you started to slowly wake up*

*He continued to rub your arm gently as your eyes slowly started to flutter open. As you slowly became aware of your surroundings you felt yourself against a firm, muscular chest and you could feel an arm around you, holding you against the chest. You looked down at the arm around you and realized it was Silva's arm. The memories from the night before slowly came back to you and you quickly remember you fell asleep in his arms*

"I'm sorry...." I say quietly feeling bad about what happened last night.

*He slowly stopped rubbing your arm as he heard you whisper an apology, he could hear the guilt in your voice. He knew you had no reason to be sorry but he knew you'd feel bad anyway. He slowly moved his body and shifted so he was laying on his back so he could look down at you next to him*

"There's nothing to apologize for, sweetheart."

*He could see how guilty you looked. He hated seeing that look on your face. The thought of you feeling guilty was making his chest ache. He moved his hand so his fingers could thread through your hair and gently massaging your scalp, trying to soothe you and calm you a little*

"No more apologies, alright?"

"Can you just forget what i told you last night?" I ask him wishing i never told him anything.

*He frowns slightly at your request. Why would he want to forget what you told him last night? You confided in him. Trusted him. How could he forget that?*

"No sweetheart, I won't forget what you told me last night. Why would you want me to?"

"Please?" I beg him softly, my voice quiet.

*He can hear the pleading in your voice and he's tempted to give in and say he'll forget it but he can't. He won't. He couldn't. How could he forget something so important. He gently pulled you up farther onto him until your face was level with his, your body now completely on top of his*

"Why do you want me to forget, sweetheart?"

"Because you'll be nice, then pity me, saying you'll help and protect me then leave me the second i need you. I cant do that again. Please? Please, I'm begging you. Just forget about me and what i told you." I ask quietly.

*It broke his heart hearing your broken voice and hearing the pain in your words. You'd given up. You thought he'd leave you the second you asked for help. That was never going to happen. Over his dead body was he going to leave you alone and let you fend for yourself. No. You'd be safe with him and that was final*

"I will never leave you alone. I won't forget what you told me. I won't ignore it. You're never being left alone again."

"Why can't you just do what i ask?" I mutter to him

*He could hear the pleading in your voice again, along with irritation. He let out a sigh and brought his hand back over to gently hold your chin between his thumb and forefinger, so you were looking directly into his eyes*

"Because I won't forget. I can't. You confided in me sweetheart. You trusted me enough to tell me what happened to you. I'll always remember that. I won't forget it and I won't do what you ask."

"They'll find me. And they *will* kill you to get to me."

*He clenched his jaw and anger built up again at the sound of your words. His anger wasn't directed at you, it was at your 'family'. He knew you were most likely correct about what you had said. But he wasn't worried about himself. He could handle himself. He was more worried about you and the fact they'd try take you back*

"They won't find you and they won't get near you. I won't let them and I will protect you."

"They'll kill you. Then me. If their feeling generous." I say knowing they wont kill me immediately, they'd probably torture me for how long i was gone then kill me.

*He clenched his jaw so hard his teeth started to hurt. If they did get their hands on you, the thought that they would torture you again before killing you nearly made him lose his cool. He quickly calmed himself and looked you directly in the eyes, his own staring into your soul*

"They. Won't. Touch. You. Do you hear me? I won't let them near you, sweetheart"

I nod not believing him. "Can I go know? I have fairy class in 20 minutes and specialist training in 50 minutes." I say wanting to get ready for class before I'm to late. and yes. I'm both. I don't want to be seem as weak when I'm too drained to fight without my powers so I'm doing both.

*He could see the lack of belief in your eyes. He knew it would take time for you to realise he wasn't going to leave you alone. He also noticed that change of subject from talking about your 'family' to classes. He slowly released your chin from his grip and just let his hand rest on your face*

"Fine you can go, but later we're continuing this conversation, understand?"

i nod. Getting up and heading to my room, luckily i didn't need to share with anyone.

*He couldn't help but watch as you climbed off him and off the bed. He stayed laying on the bed for a moment, his eyes trained on you as you walked out of the room and into your own before he finally got up himself, running his fingers through his hair as he tried to control his emotions*

*He walked into his office and settled at his desk, he sat down and tried to continue with his work, but he couldn't concentrate. Thoughts of you were clouding his mind, what had you told him last night just kept playing through his head*

*He sat at his desk for God knows how long, still trying and failing to concentrate. When that didn't work he gave up and just sat with his fingers tapping the desk. Thoughts of you still going through his head, he couldn't get you out of his head. Suddenly images of you being tortured and hurt came to his mind and he let out an irritated growl and got up from the desk, not able to sit and concentrate any longer*

*He stormed out of his office and slowly started walking down the hallway, the sound of his footsteps echoing around with how fast he was walking. His thoughts still going over every single thing you had told him, he clenching his jaw and gritting his teeth at the thought of anybody laying hands on you, wanting to find your 'family' and hurt them for what they had down to you*

*He continued walking down the hallway, he passed a few people but he either didn't notice them or ignored them. He was just on a mission to try and work out his thoughts. Suddenly he stopped in his tracks as an idea entered his head. He looked around and quickly started making his way to a certain room*

*He made his way to a training room. As he walked inside he was relieved to see nobody was in there. That was exactly what he needed. He made his way to the middle of the room, took his gun out of its holster on his hip and placed it on a table near him*

*He slowly rolled up the sleeves of his shirt to his elbows and then stretched his arms and neck muscles before he began throwing punches in the air. Each time he threw a punch he imagined it was the face of one of your 'family' members. The thought made him angry and each punch got more and more violent as he began to work himself into a rage*

*He kept up his punching, going over and over again. Every punch was fueled by rage at your 'family'. He wanted to find them and hurt them for even laying a hand on you. He continued punching the air for another 10 minutes, sweat starting to drip from his forehead, breathing slightly labored but he continued to punch the air with every ounce of strength he had*

He didn't stop not even when Sky and I came looking for him, since he was late for training, which has never happened before. "Saul." Sky says trying to get his attention.

*He didn't stop what he was doing, he kept throwing punches, breathing heavily as he continued to work through his anger. Then he heard a voice speak behind him. His mind was so focused on the punching and thoughts of your 'family' , he hadn't even noticed someone come into the room. He stopped and turned around to find Sky and you standing there*

*When he saw you and Sky standing there he suddenly realized that he had completely lost track of time. He quickly looked at his watch and realized he was extremely late for your training session. A flash of guilt crossed his face at the thought of how worried you must have been for him to be so late but it quickly disappeared as his eyes landed on you. His mind still going over the things you had told him last night, he had been unable to stop thinking about it all day*

"Sorry, I didn't notice the time. Let's not waste anymore time." Saul says leaving the room immediately before we could even ask him what's wrong.

*He walked out of the training room quickly and started walking down the hallway. He could faintly hear the sound of footsteps behind him but ignored it, he just wanted to get this training session over and done with. He was still angry but was doing his best to try and keep it under control for now*

*He continued walking down the halls, soon arriving at the training arena. He walked over to it and quickly sat down on the steps, not bothering to look behind him to see if Sky and you were there yet or not. He just kept his eyes on the arena in front of him, his thoughts once again going to you and your 'family' and how much he wanted to hurt them for what they had done to you*

*He could faintly hear footsteps coming into the arena behind him and turned his head slightly to look behind him. His eyes quickly caught sight of you and Sky walking towards him. His eyes lingered on you for a moment before he suddenly turned forward and began getting up, wanting to prepare for the session as quickly as he could to get it over with*

*He stood up to face you and Sky, trying his best to keep his face neutral. His eyes met yours and he could see how worried you looked, he hated that he had worried you but he had been so caught up in his anger he had lost track of time*

*His eyes continued looking at you for a moment before he suddenly realised he was staring and quickly turned his attention to Sky, trying to look and act as normal as he could and not give away the thoughts that had been going through his head all day*

"COME ON EVERYONE, WHY ARE YOU JUST STANDING THERE. START TRAINING." Saul screams making everyone start training.

*He continued standing and watching everyone go through their exercises, he tried to watch everyone else but his attention kept drifting towards you as you went through the training. He couldn't help but keep glancing over at you but he tried his best to not make it too obvious*

*He continued watching everyone's training, his eyes drifting over to you every so often. He was having a hard time trying to focus on what everyone was doing, his mind continued to drift back to the thoughts of you that had been going through his head all day, and of your 'family'. The thought of them just made his anger rise all over again, and his hands clenched into fists without realizing*

He needed to find them and make them pay. How could they hurt you ?And for 14 years? There is nothing in this world that someone can do to deserve that kind of treatment.

*He continued to watch and observe the training. He was trying to stay normal but his thoughts were going rampant, constantly going back to the fact you had been abused by your 'family' almost your whole life with nobody to protect you. That thought alone made his blood boil and the anger rise up again as his mind went through the different ways he could make them pay for what they had done to you*

Without realizing it, training was finished and Saul still sat there watching the arena with a blank face.

*He hadn't even realized the training was over. He was lost in his thoughts and when he suddenly noticed that everyone had stopped and were starting to leave the arena that was when he realized training was over. He quickly snapped back to reality and tried to clear his mind of all his angry and rage-fueled thoughts and put on a normal expression as he stood up from the steps*

'I need to go talk to her' Saul thought to himself.

*He took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down as much as possible. His thoughts slowly started to clear as he began to control his anger. He clenched his hand into a fist for a moment before releasing, trying to relieve some of the tension. He then looked around and spotted you just leaving the arena. He quickly started walking towards you*

*He walked quickly to try and catch up with you, calling your name to try and get your attention. Luckily for him he managed to catch up to you at the end of the corridor, quickly coming to a stop in front of you, blocking your path*

"Hello Sir, can I help you with something?" I ask.

*His eyes widened in surprise at the formal way you had just spoken to him. He didn't like it. He suddenly felt the urge to pull you closer and hear you say his name, but he ignored it. He needed to talk to you about something*

"Sweetheart, we need to talk"

"Alright, Sir." I say as he leads me to his office.

*He felt his chest ache at your formal tone. It felt wrong. He missed the more casual and casual and carefree way you used to talk to him, but he ignored it. He led you to his office, opening the door and holding it open so you could go in first, then followed you and closed the door behind him*

*He walked over to his desk, going and sitting down on his chair, gesturing for you to sit in front of him. He waited until you were seated before he spoke*

"There's something I need to ask you, sweetheart"

"Alright?" I reply back curious to what he was going to ask, hoping it didn't have anything to do with what you were speaking about last night.

*He looked you you directly in the eye, his expression serious*

"Do you stand by what you said?"

I look at him confused. "Which part?"

*His eyes hardened slightly as he sat forward, his eyes not leaving yours*

"That nobody has looked out for you. That nobody has protected you."

"Yes. I stand by what I said." I reply, why would I lie about something like that? Why would he believe that i would lie to him about something that serious.

*He clenched his jaw at your answer, his mind trying to keep control as anger slowly started to rise again. He tried to keep his expression calm as he thought over what else you had told him*

"And what about you being abused?"

"Ok, I'm leaving. I'm not just going to sit here and tell someone about my past and then have them question me about what I said. Especially when they sound like they don't believe me." I say getting up. I might just be overreacting, but he's asking me if I'm standing by i said, like I'm someone who would say one thing now then later say something else entirely. I'm not doing this, i think to myself as i get up.

*His eyes widened as he saw you get up to leave, panic immediately going through him. He quickly got up from his chair and came to stand in front of you, blocking your way to the door*

"No sweetheart, wait, I didn't mean it like that"

"Then what else did you mean?" I question him

*He let out a frustrated sigh and looked down at the floor for a moment before looking back at you*

"I didn't mean it like I don't believe you. That's not what I was trying to say. I never doubted for a second that you'd lie about something like this sweetheart"

"Then why question me about the same thing I've already told you about?" I ask a I keep my voice cold and steady.

*He let out another frustrated sigh at your question, his mind thinking back to his thoughts from earlier. How nobody had protected you, how nobody had ever defended you when you had been abused*

"Because I couldn't bear it" *He paused for a moment before he continued* " I couldn't bear the thought of what you went through. The thought that nobody has ever protected you or looked after you. And the fact you had to suffer for so long alone"

I smile. It's so sweet of him. I hope he's not just saying this to make me stay.

*It broke his heart at the sight of the small smile on your face. He hated thinking about all the terrible things you had gone through. He let out a soft sigh and gently cupped your face with his hand*

"I want to ask you something, sweetheart"

I slightly finch when he touches me, but then relax into his hands. "Yes?" I ask him quietly.

*He noticed the flinch when he had touched you but smiled softly as you relaxed into his touch, he kept his hand where it is, gently holding your face. He paused for a moment, his eyes staring into yours as he spoke*

"And I want you to be honest with me"

I nod.

*He couldn't help but relax a little bit at your nod, but then quickly became serious as he prepared himself to ask you a difficult question*

"You said you've never been with anybody before, correct?"

"This is the first time I've been able to escape, so yes." I half lie to him. Technically I've never been with someone I've wanted to.

*He nodded in response but then looked at you for a moment, he could faintly see a lie in your eyes. Like maybe you weren't telling him the full truth. He took a moment to think before he continued*

"And this might be a difficult question to answer. I'm going to ask you something and I need you to be completely honest with me, can you do that, sweetheart?"

I nod again, hoping that he didn't notice my previous lie.

*He noticed the nod and relaxed slightly*

"Have you ever... had anyone lay a hand on you? Force themselves on you and make you do something you didn't want?"

I hesitate, all i do is nod, knowing if i try to say or make a lie he'll definetly notice this time.

*His heart dropped as he saw your hesitant nod, his hand holding your face gently tightening slightly. He took a deep breath and tried to control his anger as he continued*

"Can I ask another question, sweetheart?"

"Yes" I mutter just wanting him to stop asking me questions about topics i don't want to discuss.

*He paused for a moment before he began his next question, his grip on your face tightening slightly more. His eyes searching yours as he spoke*

"Have you ever tried to stop them from touching you?"

"What kind of question is that! Do you really think that I wanted to be touch and raped! Why would any woman or man who has been raped not try to stop it from happening?!" I scream at him angrily. How dare he ask that! Who would ever want to be touched by someone they didn't want to touch them.

*He froze for a moment in shock at your reaction before he slowly retracted his hand that was on your face, feeling guilty for asking that question to you. He kept his eyes glued on yours as he spoke*

"No, I know, I didn't mean it like that. I never thought you wanted it. I just wanted to know if you ever tried to get them off you, like if you tried to defend yourself"

"OF COURSE! AGAIN WHY WOULD YOU ASK THAT? DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANTED TO BE TOUCHED AND RAPED MY DAD AND BROTHER? AND UNCELS? WHO THE FUCKI WOULDN'T TRY AND STOP IT. OF COURSE I GO BEAT AND TORTURED ME WHEN I DID THAT BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DIDNT TRY TO STOP IT." I scream at him. How dare he have the audacity to ask something like that.

*Saul stood stunned and silent in front of you as you yelled at him, his eyes widened and heart clenching at your words. He couldn't help the guilt that rose up inside him as he listened to you. Once you finished screaming he slowly reached out with his hand to touch you again but this time you flinched away from him, making him stop in his tracks and look at you, guilt and pain going through him*

*He couldn't help the pang of hurt he felt as you flinched away from him, but he couldn't blame you, not after the questions he had just asked. He stared at you for a moment, completely speechless from everything you had just told him. His mind went into a frenzy thinking about all the things you had told him, processing the pain and trauma you had went through in your life*

After i flinched away from him i see the hurt in his eyes, but i ignore it and get up leaving his office and heading to my dorm.

*As you left the room he continued to stand there frozen in a state of shock. He slowly looked up from the spot on the floor he had been staring at as he heard the dorm room door shut behind you. He finally started to come back to reality, guilt and sadness overcoming him as he realised what he had just done to you. He knew what he had done wrong, but he didn't know how he was going to fix this and make it up to you*

How would he fix this? He didn't know what to do. Who could he even ask for advice? Is there even someone who would know anything about you? How is he supposed to fic this? He fucked it up this time beyond repair.

*He slowly walked back over to his chair and slumped down on it, burying his head in his hands in pure guilt and frustration. He couldn't stop the thoughts that ran through his mind, about what he had done to you, how much he had hurt you and how much he was to blame for it. He knew what he did was wrong and he knew asking you those questions would hurt you but he did it anyway. He couldn't blame you for reacting like that. He would have done the same if he were in your shoes*

*He stayed there for a while, deep in thought about everything when he suddenly heard a knock on the office door. In any other situation he would answer or call out and tell whoever was on the other side to come in, but his mind was completely occupied with thoughts about you. He was about to just ignore the knock and stay as he was when suddenly he heard a voice come through the door*

"Hey, Saul? You in there?" Sky called from behind the door, followed by another knock. Saul immediately recognized the voice to be Sky's. He slowly lifted his head up from his hands but said nothing, not sure whether he was in the right mind to talk to anyone at the moment*

"Yea. Come on in" Saul says.

*Sky slowly opened the door upon hearing Saul give the go ahead to come into the office. He carefully stepped inside, taking a moment to look around the room before his eyes landed on Saul. He silently observed Saul's current state, noticing the expression on his face and the tired look in his eyes*

"You okay?" Sky asked, walking over closer to him*

"Yes, I'm good. Did you need something?" Saul lies casually, not wanting Sky to worry about his problems.

*Sky eyed Saul as he nodded to his question, looking unconvinced by his answer. He sat down on a chair opposite Saul's desk, his eyes never leaving him as he spoke*

"Are you sure? You don't seem okay, you look like something's bugging you. I can tell that something's up Saul, don't try and lie to me"

"It's nothing to worry about Sky. It's school stuff." Saul once again lies.

*Sky raised an eyebrow at Saul's excuse, clearly not convinced by his answer. He leaned back on his seat on the chair, keeping his eyes locked on Saul*

"Please don't bullshit me Saul, I can tell something's bothering you. And it's not school stuff. You're a terrible liar Saul, you know that?"

"Actually I'd say I'm pretty good at lying" Saul replies.

*Sky let out a scoff as he heard Saul's response, shaking his head in disbelief. He was amused at how terrible Saul was at lying*

"Oh you may think you're good, but trust me man you're not fooling anyone. You can keep trying to lie and avoid telling me what's wrong, but you're not going to fool me"

"What did you want Sky." Saul says wanting to stop this back and forth talk with Sky.

*Sky let out a sigh at Saul's stubbornness, he knew he couldn't force him to speak but he also wanted for his father figure to tell him what's wrong. After a moment of silence he replied*

"I wanted to ask you about something but then I came in and saw you in your current state and now I'm more curious to find out what the hell is bothering you"

"Fine! Since you won't stop. It's a girl. I messed up really fucking bad. Like beyond repair fuck up." Saul replies a little bit annoyed

*Sky's eyes widened in surprise when he heard Saul mention that it was a girl. He didn't expect a response like that from him, especially in his current state. He was also surprised to hear the annoyance in Saul's voice and the hint of anger*

"A girl? Beyond repair bad? How the hell did you mess things up that badly?"

"So this girl told me something yesterday, and today i asked her about it, but i guess i made it sound like i didn't believe her, and she started to get annoyed at me, but instead of noticing i didn't ask her the right way i asked her another question and it sound way worse than the previous one and she said this, not in these words but yea, 'Fuck this, I'm not going to sit here and tell you stuff about me and have you question me as if you don't believe me' , then I told her i didn't mean it like that. and she didn't leave." Saul says taking a deep breathe about to continue before Sky speaks.

*Sky listened intently as Saul told him what had happened, his eyes widening further as he heard how the conversation between him and you went down. He let out a sigh, surprised at Saul's stupidity*

"Damn, you really messed up didn't you?"

"Just wait. I haven't even finished." Saul replies

"Ok so after I apologized to her telling her i didn't mean it that way and saying how i actually meant it. I asked her another question...........This one being even worse and more accusing than the other and it was a really fucked up question and she answered it and then I asked her about what she answered and it sounded even worse, she got angry and left and didn't even listen to my apology that I didn't have. I don't have an apology, I don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to fix this." Saul finishes sighing angrily and annoyed at himself.

*Sky sat there almost in a state of shock after Saul had finished his story, his eyes widened as he was processing everything he'd just heard. He was speechless for a moment, staring at Saul, then finally spoke*

"You're a goddamn idiot."

"What am I supposed to do? I don't want to buy something and make it look like I'm buying her back? If you get what i mean. And on the other hand I want to tell her everything I'm thinking and how i didn't mean it to sound like that, and that i was actually only trying to understand how someone could do those things and how bad they hurt her so that when i find them i can make them hurt as much as they made her hurt, but that would also involve me telling her i might like her, no screw that love her, but i don't know if she can handle that." Saul rants hoping Sky could help him.

Sky listened intently as Saul began his rant, his eyes watching him and hearing the way he spoke about you. He could sense the guilt, love and desperation in his tone. After thinking about it for a moment, he finally spoke in reply to Saul

"Alright firstly, let me ask you something. And I don't want you to bullshit me, okay?"

Saul nods.

*Sky paused for a moment, his eyes staring intently at Saul before he spoke*

"Be honest with me Saul, what exactly is your relationship with this girl? What do you think of her? The complete truth"

"I love her. I don't think we really have a relationship, i mean i don't think we're friends, but she's one of my students, one of your classmates, and after i found her crying and telling me everything about herself, i also got to know her better when we'd have small conversations when we'd see each other in the haul, but that was before i caught her crying, after that which was yesterday she's been kind of ignoring me, so i called her into my office, and well you know the rest." Saul explains

*Sky was surprised for a moment when Saul confessed that he loved you, but after quickly regaining his thoughts he listened as Saul continued to explain, nodding his head in understanding. He let out a sigh before he spoke again*

"Okay. So let me get this straight, you love a student of yours, who you aren't necessarily friends with, and after finding her crying and knowing more about her, you have the bright idea of interrogating her?"

"I didn't mean it to sound or look like an interrogation, i want to know who i could help her. She's had people who ask about it and their going to help, but when she needs them they eave, i don want to be like them. I want to help her.

*Sky sighs again, rubbing his temple from frustration and disbelief from Saul's explanation*

"The way you did it sounded and looked like an interrogation. And you shouldn't have asked her questions like that in the first place. You can't just ask a person questions about their past traumas like that, especially when their clearly a sensitive topic"

"I know...I should have just kept quite. I don't know how to fix this Sky. How do I fix this? I just wanted to help her. How do i fix this. I don't want her to hate me." Saul says with tears in his eyes.

Seeing this made Sky worried, this is the first time he's seen his father figure show this strong emotion.

*Seeing tears in Saul's eyes made Sky's heart sink. He had never seen Saul in such a state before and it worried him, and Saul's words made him feel even worse. He had come here to ask a question but now this conversation had been pushed to the side and he now had to worry about Saul's emotional state*

"Okay okay just calm down, I'm sure something can be done about this. You won't lose her, okay?" *Sky spoke, trying to calm Saul down*

"How do you know that?" Saul questions tryin to hide his sadness. The last thing he wanted was to look weak in front of Sky.

*Sky gave Saul a sympathetic look when he saw him trying to hide his sadness*

"Saul, you're completely smitten with this girl. It's so obvious that you really care for her. If you give it time and explain yourself properly, she'll forgive you, I'm sure she'll understand"

"How do i explain and apologize to her if she will definitely ignore and avoid me?" Saul asks

*Sky paused for a moment, thinking over Saul's question before replying*

"You'll have to give her space and time to calm down. She definitely won't want to hear you apologize immediately after what you did. Let her cool down, she'll come around to talking to you in like a day or 2"

"Ok..........." Saul says sighing. "What did you need Sky?" Saul ask remembering Sky wanted to ask him something.

*Sky's expression shifted from sympathy to annoyance and mild frustration as Saul's question reminded him of his original reason for coming to his office*

"You and your one track mind" *he mumbled under his breath before speaking up again* "Anyway, I came here to ask you something"

"What did you want to ask Sky?" Saul asks curiously.

*Sky got up from the chair he was sitting on, standing in front of Saul's desk as he spoke up again*

"It's about something important. I need your opinion on something"

"Ok...ask away." Saul replies

Sky paused for a moment, thinking it over before finally speaking

"I uh...well I want to talk about the fact that I have a crush on someone"

"Ohhh little 'I'm never getting a girlfriend cause they have cooties' has a crush." Saul teases. Though he didn't realize that Sky wasn't talking about a girl.

Sky raised an eyebrow at Saul's tease, rolling his eyes at the comment but knowing it was meant in a playful manner

"Shut up you dumbass. Anyway it's not a girl and this is serious, so I want your honest advice for once"

"Oh sorry, let me rephrase. Oohhhh little Mr. 'I'm not ever going to get someone, that's gross'" Saul teases Sky even more.

Sky let out an annoyed groan and rolled his eyes again, unamused by Saul's teasing

"For the love of god Saul can you not be a complete dumbass for once. This is serious"

"Ok sorry, continue. You have a crush?" Saul says

Sky sighed in relief when Saul finally stopped his teasing

"Yeah...and I need your opinion. Advice. Whatever you've got to give me"

"Alright, lay it on me."

Sky paused for a moment, hesitating to speak, a worried expression on his face as he tried to find the right words to say

"So how should I say this...I have a crush on someone, they're really close to me" he paused "and I've known them for years"

"Ok....? And have you just started liking them or have you liked them for awhile? And how can i help you with it? What type of advice do you need?" Saul asks unsure how he could help Sky.

Sky paused for a moment thinking over Saul's questions, looking a little bit nervous as he thought

"Well...they're a really close friend of mine, and we know each other pretty well. I uh haven't started liking them recently...I've probably had feelings for them for years now, but I've never had the courage to tell them"

He paused, thinking of how to say his next statement

"The thing is...there's a problem with this"

Saul nods, gesturing for Sky to continue.

Sky swallowed, looking increasingly worried as he continued to speak

"Well...the person I have a crush on is..."

He trailed off, taking a breath and looking at Saul to see how he would react

"The person I have a crush on.....is a man..."

Sky admitted, hoping Saul would react well

"Sky, I don't know if you were to nervous to notice this, but you already told me that they weren't a girl. I fully support you Sky. Now, how what advice did you want from me?" Saul tells Sky, He probably forgot the entire '"Ohhh little 'I'm never getting a girlfriend cause they have cooties' has a crush." "Shut up you dumbass. Anyway it's not a girl and this is serious, so I want your honest advice for once"'

Sky paused for a moment, looking almost dumbfounded for a moment as he suddenly remembered that he had told Saul that it wasn't a girl, and then remembered Saul's teasing from before. He blushed a little in embarrassment and rolled his eyes, letting out an annoyed sigh

"Right...yeah I kinda forgot about that part"

Saul chuckles. "So who is this person? And how can I help you?" Saul asks still chuckling at Sky's forgetfulness

Sky's blush darkened, embarrassed at his own forgetfulness. Saul's chuckle annoyed him a little bit, but he ignored it for the moment

"It's...a little complicated. And you'd be a little surprised to know who it is"

Saul looked a little bit curious, raising an eyebrow as he saw how nervous Sky was. He was wondering who the person could be that would make him so embarrassed like this

"Well, don't leave me in suspense. Who is it? I promise I won't tease too much"

Sky paused for a moment, hesitating. The fact that Saul promised not to tease him too much wasn't much comfort, but he knew that Saul would probably tease regardless. He swallowed nervously as he slowly spoke up

"...promise you won't laugh or be mad?"

"Yes, I promise Sky." Saul says.

"It's- It's my roommate, Riven." Sky says hesitantly.

Saul stayed silent as Sky spoke, his mind processing the words. Suddenly a sly smile spread across his face, clearly amused

"Wow. I never expected that he would be the person you have a crush on...Riven??"

"But I can tell you that he is in fact into guys and most definitely likes you back, especially with the way he stares at you." Saul adds

Sky's expression changed to surprise and embarrassment, his cheeks tinged with a slight blush. He never thought that Riven might like him back, and now it seemed like Saul could see the way Riven looked at him too

"What do you mean 'with the way he stares at me'? Does he really do that?" he blurted out

"Yeah, he literally stares at you like you stared at that puppy you wanted so bad. He literally looks at you with nothing but love, how did you not notice it?" Saul asks/tells Sky what he's observes

Sky's expression changed to a look of shock and embarrassment as Saul told him what he's noticed. He had never thought that Riven had looked at him like that, and now it all made sense. He had been completely ignorant to the way Riven looked at him. He paused for a moment before speaking up

"I...I never noticed it" he mumbled blushing furiously

Saul chuckled looking at Sky's embarrassed blushing face, before speaking again

"Damn, you're oblivious! The man looks at you like a lovesick puppy and you never noticed it"

"So when you going to confess?" Saul adds

Sky paused for a moment, the flush in his cheeks darkening a bit at Saul's question. He let out a nervous exhale, clearly embarrassed

"I'm...not sure. I wanna wait till he cools down a bit you know? He still seems kind of on edge from our conversation yesterday"

He paused, rubbing his temple, thinking

"What happened?" Saul asks

Sky sighed at the memory of the conversation and explained it to Saul

"Well, yesterday we were sitting in the living room and everything was fine. But then I jokingly pointed out about how he's been avoiding me and he got defensive. And then we had a small argument and he stormed off saying something about how he was tired and wanted to take a nap"

"Looks like we both suck at talking to the people we like" Saul chuckles before adding. "It's going to be ok Sky, He'll come around, just send him a text of give him a note saying to meet you somewhere and surprise him with a picnic and apologize, if you want."

Sky laughed slightly, taking Saul's advice into consideration

"I suppose you're right about that" he laughed "I'll think about doing something like that, but I'll have to wait a while for him to cool down first"

He paused for a moment

"And...thank you for helping me out and giving me advice. It really helped"

"That's what I'm here for." Saul says smiling. "Now unless you have more questions about how to tell him you like him, go to bed, it's almost midnight."

Sky smiled slightly and nodded, noticing how late it was

"Okay, I'll go to bed. But I guess I do have one last question"

He paused, waiting for Saul to listen intently before speaking again.

"Do you think...you think he'd actually accept my confession?" he mumbled, looking at Saul nervously

"I'm 99% sure he will and I'm only saying 99% sure because I dont want to jinx it, and as i said before, he literally looks at you like a love sike puppy." Saul says

Sky's face blushed again as Saul repeated what he said about the way Riven looked at him. He didn't realize that Riven looked at him with love and he couldn't help but feel embarrassed knowing his crush liked him too

"Right...I'll take your word for it, Night Saul"

"Good night Sky" Saul says as Sky leaves him in his office to his thoughts.

Sky and Riven's Pov. cus why not.

Sky left Saul's office, the door creaking as it slowly closed behind him. He let out a breath as he began walking down the hallway silently

He was a mess of thoughts now after talking to Saul, the thought that Riven might actually like him back was on his mind constantly and he couldn't help the faint blush that appeared on his cheeks

Eventually, he reached his room, twisting the door handle and slowly entering. Surprisingly, the lamp on Riven's bedside table was still on, an indication that he was still awake, and he was sitting on his bed, seemingly reading a book

As Sky entered the room, Riven looked up and saw him walking in. He spoke up, a hint of annoyance in his tone

"Finally back from whatever."

"I was talking to Saul, I needed his advice." Sky replies, not wanting Riven to think that he was seeing someone.

Riven simply nodded and hummed in response to Sky's explanation. He looked back down at his book, not fully looking at Sky. Sky could feel the distance between them and could sense the hint of irritation in Riven's response, knowing that he was still upset from their argument yesterday

"I'm sorry about yesterday, I was only joking around." Sky says quietly walking over to his bed as he takes off his shirt and laying down

Riven looks back up as Sky apologizes, his expression softening slightly at the sorry. As he watches Sky take off his shirt and sees his toned body, he quickly looks back down at his book, trying to hide the faint redness on his cheeks

"Uh...yeah...it's alright" he mumbled quietly, attempting to sound nonchalant

"I was wondering if you meet me at the barrier tomorrow?" Sky asks thinking about what Saul had suggested he should do.

Riven pauses as he hears Sky's question, looking up at him with a slightly confused expression

"The barrier? Why?" he asked curiously, wondering why Sky wanted to meet at the barrier

"It's the only place I can think of where people won't be" Sky says, but he felt so nervous so he added. "So no one can hear your screams" but after he said that he felt even more embarrassed because he didn't mean it in a sexual way. But before he can even fix what he said Riven spoke up.

As Sky said the last part about screams, Riven looked up at him with an entertained expression, his mouth twitching in a slight smirk, hiding a little chuckle, knowing exactly how it sounded

He looked at Sky with a raised eyebrow, amused

"Screams, huh?" he said in a teasing tone

"I didn't mean it like that, I meant that I was going to murder you, not in the way your thinking of." Sky stutters as his entire face changed to the color of a tomato.

Riven can't stop himself from chuckling at Sky's flustered look, the redness in his cheeks making him look cute to Riven. He sets his book down as he continues to tease Sky, a slight smirk on his face

"Are you sure you didn't mean it exactly like that, I wonder why you would say something like that" he says in a slightly seductive tone

Sky feeling slightly confident decided fuck it and flirted back. "And what would you say or do if i meant it exactly the way your thinking?"

Riven chuckled again as Sky gained a bit of confidence and decided to flirt back, amused by his statement. He couldn't help but feel a little flustered too at the boldness but tried to hide it. He looked at Sky with a sly expression

"Well if you did mean it like that, then I would do a lot of things to you" he said in a low, suggestive tone

"What kind of things?" Sky says in a soft seductive tone.

Riven's smirk widened at Sky's soft, seductive tone, feeling his heartbeat quicken from it. He tried to maintain his composure as he replied, trying to keep up with the flirting

"Lots of things. I'd do anything if you wanted me to..."

He said in a seductive tone, looking at Sky and biting his lip as he slowly got up from his bed and walked closer to Sky

"I would want you to show me and do everything you want to me." Sky whispers suggestively

Riven chuckles slightly again, loving how forward Sky was being right now. He gets even closer to Sky, only inches away from him, his body almost pressed up against him. He looked into Sky's eyes with a seductive smirk on his face, speaking in a low, seductive voice

"You want me to do everything I want to you? And you'd let me do anything, wouldn't you?"

"If it meant I could show you everything i wanted tomorrow." Sky flirts back

Riven's smirk widened more, liking how Sky was trying to tease him back. He chuckled slightly as he spoke, a hint of playful sarcasm in his voice

"Oh so you think you can tease me too, huh?" he teased as he put his hands on either side of Sky, pinning him against the wall

"You're being awfully naughty right now, what happened to being my little good boy?"

"Maybe he just wanted to show you everything you mean to him." Sky whispers seductively to Riven.

Riven felt his heart begin to beat faster at Sky's words, feeling himself getting hotter at the seductive tone in his voice. He could barely hold himself together from the way Sky was acting, making him slightly flustered as well as turned on

"Yeah, maybe he did" Riven breathed out as he tried to regain his confidence and regain control of the situation

"But he should know his place. Good boys shouldn't be acting naughty like that"

He smirked, moving a hand up to cup Sky's face

Riven began to slowly run his thumb over Sky's lips in a gently manner, wanting to tease him even more as he got closer to him, their bodies almost pressed up completely together

"If he keeps acting like that, I'd have to discipline him a bit, wouldn't I?" he murmured quietly, his body heat mixing with Sky's

"Maybe he wants to be disciplined" Sky says seductively

Riven chuckled, feeling even hotter with each word that came out of Sky's mouth. He couldn't keep his heart rate from speeding up, the way Sky was shamelessly flirting with him was making him incredibly flustered but he tried not to show it too much

He smirked at Sky's words, moving his thumb down to his chin and lightly pulling his face up towards his, whispering in a seductive tone

"Oh really? Is that what he wants, huh? You're a bit of a naughty boy, aren't you?"

"Yeah, I'm being a Naughty boy. Why don't you show me why I should be a good boy?" Sky whispers into Riven's ear.

*Riven felt a shiver go up his spine as Sky whispered in his ear, his already fast heartbeat quickening even more. His breath got harder and he tried to resist the effects of Sky's flirting on him. He let out a shaky breath and chuckled slightly, keeping up with the teasing*

"You think you deserve that, huh? Good boys get rewarded, naughty boys get punished"

"Then punish me until I'm a good boy."

*Riven felt himself get even hotter at Sky's words and suggestion, feeling himself almost lose control and give into his desires. He chuckled darkly and moved his face closer to Sky's, his voice low and seductive*

"You want me to punish you huh?"

*He grabbed onto Sky's waist and pulled him closer, their bodies now fully pressed against each other,*

"Until you learn to behave like a good boy for me?"

Sky nods. "Yes, Sir."

*Riven felt himself get even more turned on as Sky called him sir and nodded, loving how submissive he was being. He tried to keep his composure, but it was getting harder for him by the second*

"Such a good boy, calling me sir. But you've been a bit disobedient haven't you?" *he said in a suggestive and commanding tone*

"Yes I have, Sir." Sky whispers seductively

*Riven chuckled at how obedient Sky was being, loving it. He slowly began to run his hands over Sky's chest and stomach, feeling his body underneath his fingertips as his smirk grew wider*

"And you want me to make you a good boy?" *he whispered in a low, commanding tone, looking directly into Sky's eyes*

"Yes, Sir. I want you to make me such a good boy."

*Riven chuckled, his hand slowly moving down to Sky's hip, lightly gripping it. He pulled him even closer, their bodies fully pressed against each other now, his breath hitching slightly*

"Are you sure you can be a good boy for me? You have to listen to everything I tell you to do. And if you don't.....you'll be punished" *he said in a low, seductive tone*

"Yes, Sir. I can do that." Sky says back wanting Riven to start already. He was getting impatient.

*Riven chuckled at how eager and impatient Sky was clearly getting, loving it and wanting to tease him more but also feeling his own patience wearing thin. He kept his smirk as he spoke in a commanding tone again*

"You're being such a good boy for me, listening to everything I say and being obedient"

*He pulled Sky over to the bed and pushed him onto it so that he was pinned underneath him*

*Riven looked down at Sky, pinning his wrists down on either side of him on the bed. He slowly lowered himself on top of Sky, his body covering his as his smirk widened*

"But you've still been naughty, haven't you?" *he asked, continuing his dominant tone of voice as he spoke*

*He leaned down closer to Sky's ear and whispered*

"You'd let me do anything to you, right?"

"Yes, Sir."

*Riven felt even more turned on hearing how obedient Sky was being, his breath quickening even more as he tried to keep control of the situation. He continued to hold Sky's wrists down on the bed, his body still lying on top of his*

"Good boy. I love how obedient you are" *he murmured in a low tone, gently biting and kissing his neck*

*Riven began to kiss and bite down on Sky's neck, leaving hickeys all over and feeling his pulse quicken. He slowly started moving his hands down to Sky's waist, gripping it firmly*

"You like being obedient to me, don't you?" *he mumbled against Sky's neck in-between kisses*

"Ah-hh ye-yes si-r" Sky moans as Riven leaves hickeys along his neck hitting all his sensitive spots.

*Riven chuckled as he looked down at Sky. He loved how sensitive he was and how he responded to every single thing he did. He could hear how fast his heartbeat was getting and he loved how submissive he was being for him*

"You're being so good for me" *he murmured, continuing to kiss and nibble along his neck and collarbone*

*He moved his hands down over the top of Sky's pants, pulling lightly at the waistband, slowly pulling them down a little. His body was pressed against his as his kisses slowly started to get lower on his chest*

*Riven could hear the soft moans coming from Sky as he continued to kiss and nibble his chest and abs, loving every single reaction. His hands gently began moving further down, pulling Sky's pants down further but leaving his boxers on for now*

*He slowly moved his body down lower, kissing the sensitive parts of Sky's stomach and abs and nibbling on his hip bones, causing him to jerk slightly and let out a soft gasp*

"AH-ahhh Riven~" Sky moans "Ple-ase~ I-I- nee-d yo-you "

*Riven felt his body react immediately to Sky's moans, causing his breath to quicken even more with each one that came out of his mouth. He chuckled at how desperate he was getting and how he was begging him for more, loving it*

"You need me huh?" *he said in a seductive tone as he continued to kiss and nibble his abs and hip bone, wanting to hear more of Sky's moans*

"Ahh-ahhhhhhh Ri-Rive-n pl-pl-please"

*Riven couldn't take how desperate and needy Sky was being anymore. He loved every second of it and wanted to keep going until he had him completely at his mercy*

"Please what, baby? Tell me what you want" *he murmured in between kisses, looking up at Sky with a smirk and listening to his moans*

"Fuc-fuck me, pl-please. I promsies I-I'll be a g-goo-od b-boy"

*Riven chuckled, loving how absolutely desperate Sky was becoming. He slowly moved back up, hovering over him again and looking into his eyes with a smirk*

"Yeah? You'll be a good boy for me?" *he said in a commanding tone as he takes off his pants and boxers and presses his lower half against his, causing Sky to gasp from the contact*

*He looks down at Sky, noticing the pleading look in his eyes as he tried to compose himself from the touch. He could see the desire and need in his face and knew that he wanted it just as badly as he did*

"You want me to make you mine, baby?" *he mumbled, his voice low and seductive as he ran his hand slowly down his side*

"Yes p-please Ri~"

*Riven felt his own control slowly slip away as he looked down at Sky begging and pleading for more. He chuckled darkly and started to gently nibble on his neck, pressing his body fully against his*

"Mmm, keep begging me, baby. I love hearing how much you need me" *he murmured, his breath hitching from how badly he wanted Sky*

"Ple-please Ri, m-make me yours. Pl-please."

*Riven felt his heart beat faster as Sky continued to beg and plead for him, making it harder and harder to hold back. He took a shaky breath as he pressed his face into his neck, gently biting and kissing it, leaving another hickey*

"You're mine. You're all mine, baby" *he whispered in a low, possessive tone*

As he says this, he puts himself in Sky, giving the boy what he wants.

"Ahh-uh-ahh Ri-ii~" Sky moans as Riven starts to move

*Riven felt his mind go completely blank as he slid into Sky, causing both of them to gasp out at how good it felt. He let out a shaky breath and slowly began to move, the feeling of Sky around him making him go crazy with desire*

"Mmm, you're all mine, baby. No one else's" *he mumbled in a low voice

"Ye-yeah ba-baby, I-I'm a-all you-rs."

*Riven felt his mind and body go a little dizzy from Sky's words, only making him want him even more. He started moving a bit faster, hearing Sky's moans and gasps getting louder and more frequent as he pushed deeper and his breath got heavier*

"Only mine. No one else can have you" *he repeated in a possessive tone*

"Oh-hh ahhhhhhh-hh yea-yeah Ri~" Sky moans

*Riven groaned as he listened to Sky moan his name, it sounding even more beautiful than usual. He looked down at him on the bed, seeing how good he was taking it and feeling his mind go even more blank*

"Say my name. I want to hear you say my name baby" *he said in a low, demanding tone as he began to move even faster, holding onto his waist as he went deeper*

"Riva-van. Ri.~ ahhhhhhh-hh ahhhh" Sky moans as he says Rivans name and nickname

*Riven couldn't stop the gasp that escaped his mouth as Sky moaned his name over and over again. He loved the way it sounded coming out of his mouth, making him want to keep going even more.*

"Yeah, that's it. Just like that. Don't stop saying it. I want to hear you say it *all night*" *he spoke in a low, commanding tone as he began to move his body even faster*

This went on for the rest of the night until 4am. Luckily for them, it was Saterday.

*When they were finished it was 4am and they were both completely spent, their bodies covered in a thin layer of sweat and their breath still trying to return to normal. Riven laid next to Sky on the bed, looking at him with a tired but satisfied smile on his face as he tried to catch his breath*

"Damn, you're amazing" *he said with a chuckle, moving a hand to run through Sky's hair*

"I love you" Sky mutters to Riven sleepily

*Riven felt his heart melt as he heard the words come out of Sky's mouth. He smiled softly and gently moved his hand to cup his cheek*

"I love you too. More then you'll ever know" *he said in a gentle and tired tone, pulling Sky closer to him and wrapping his arms around him*

END OF RIVEN SND SKY POV. BACK TO SAUL.

Back to Saul, he had just woken up and is thinking of how to apologize to Y/n.

Saul woke up the next morning feeling guilty and regretful about the way he acted the previous night. He realized that he had been an absolute dick to you and wanted nothing more than to apologize and make things right.

He lay in bed, staring at the ceiling for a few moments as he tried to muster up the courage to go and talk to you. Finally, he took a deep breath and got up from bed, slowly walking towards your room.

He stood outside your door for a few moments, psyching himself up to knock.

*Ok, here goes nothing.* *He thought to himself, taking another deep breath before raising his hand and lightly knocking on the door*

He waited a moment, his heart beating faster as he waited to see if you would answer.

*Please be awake, please be awake.* *He thought anxiously to himself, hoping you were awake and willing to talk to him.*

After a few moments, he heard movement from the other side of the door. The footsteps grew louder and louder until the door opened, revealing you standing in front of him.

"Before you slam the door in my face, can I please apologize?" Saul asks

You stood in the doorway, looking at Saul with a mix of anger and hurt on your face. He could see the expression on your face and knew that you were probably thinking about slamming the door in his face and not letting him in.

But his question stopped you in your tracks, making you pause for a moment before replying.

"Why should I listen to you? After the things you said last night?" You said in a frustrated tone

Saul's heart sank as he saw the look on your face, knowing full well that he deserved it. He knew what he had said last night was inexcusable and he regretted every word that had come out of his mouth.

"I know I was an ass last night. I said things that I shouldn't have and I hurt you. And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

He looked at you with a mix of remorse and pleading in his eyes, hoping that you would give him a chance to apologize properly.

"Fine. Come in. You're going to apologize and get out." You say

Saul nodded quietly as he heard your words, grateful that you were at least willing to let him apologize. He stepped into the room awkwardly, feeling the tension between you two.

"Thank you." *He said quietly, closing the door behind him.*

*He looked at you for a moment, steeling himself before he spoke.*

"Last night, I was out of line. I never meant to make it sound like you wanted it or that you didn't try and stop it. And I'm so sorry for questioning you over and over again. I really didn't mean it that way. I only wanted to know everything about what they had done, and I didn't mean for it to sound or look like an interrogation.

I wasn't sure of what to do. At first, I wanted to buy you flowers and chocolates as an apology, but it felt like i was trying to buy your affection. So instead im going to tell you everything I'm thinking and how i didn't mean it to sound like that, and that i was actually only trying to understand how someone could do those things and how bad they hurt you so that when i find them i can make them hurt as much as they made you hurt, but that would also involve me telling you i might like her, no screw that love you, but i don't know if I'm going to screw things up before anything even happens.

I love you. I don't think we really have a relationship, i mean, i don't know we're friends, but after, i found you crying and telling me everything about yourself.

Again, i didn't mean it to sound or look like an interrogation, i want to know who i could help you, because i know you've had people who ask about it and their say their going to help, but leave when you needs them, i don want to be like them. I want to help you, and I'm so so sorry that I made it worse last night." Saul finishes his rant and takes a deep breath.

You listened to Saul's apology in silence, taking it all in. You could tell by the look on his face and the tone of his voice that he was sincere and genuinely remorseful for the things he had said last night.

As he finished speaking, you took a moment to process everything he had said and how he had apologized. A part of you still felt hurt by his words, but another part of you appreciated his honesty and the fact that he was trying to explain himself.

"I appreciate your apology and your explanation." You said quietly, breaking the silence between you two.

You paused for a moment, taking a deep breath before continuing to speak.

"I understand that you were just trying to understand the situation and make things right, but the way you went about it last night was not it. I was feeling vulnerable and scared, and you made me feel even worse by questioning me over and over again. I know you didn't mean it that way, but it still hurt."

"I know, and I'm really sorry. Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?" Saul asks.

You thought for a moment, considering his question.

"Well..."

You hesitated for a moment before continuing.

"I guess there is something you could do..."

"Anything." Saul says not even hesitating

You couldn't help but smile slightly at how quickly he agreed.

"Okay...well, if you're serious about making it up to me, there is one thing you could do..."

You take a deep breath before speaking again.

"Promise me you'll never make me feel that way again. Promise me you won't question me like that again when I'm being vulnerable. And promise me you'll listen when I say no and won't push me to do anything I don't want to do."

She looks at him expectantly, waiting for his response.

"I promise." Sauls says with nothing but honesty in his voice.

You couldn't help but believe him. The look on his face and the tone of his voice convinced you that he was being honest.

"Okay..."

You hesitated for a moment before continuing.

"There's one more thing..."

He nods, gesturing for you to continue

You take another deep breath, bracing yourself for his reaction.

"Promise me that you'll never forget what I told you last night. Promise me you'll never see me differently or ask questions about what happened again. Promise me you'll never treat me differently because of what I told you."

"I promise Y/n. I love you, I know it's soon, and you don't have to say it back." Sauls responds, saying I love you again.

Your heart flutters at his words, not expecting him to say it again. You look at him for a moment, not sure what to say.

"Why do you keep saying you love me?" you ask in a quiet voice.

"Because I do."

You were taken aback by his simple and straightforward answer. You had been expecting more of an explanation, but his answer was just as unexpected as it was sincere.

"But...why?" you ask, not believing his words.

Saul sees the look of skepticism on your face and can tell that you're having a hard time believing him. He decides to be completely honest with you.

"I don't know. I just do. The more I talk to you and spend time with you, the more I realize how much I care about you. Even after everything you told me last night, I only felt more connected to you. I don't see you any differently than I did before, and I promise I won't treat you any differently either."

You listen to his words in silence, feeling a mix of emotions. A part of you still couldn't believe that he could love you after everything you had told him, but another part of you wanted to believe it.

"But...what about me makes you love me?" you ask quietly.

"You. Your personality. The way you talk. The small things you do, like when you're mad, you scrunch your face and ball your fists, or when you're nervous, you play with your rings, necklace, or finger. Everything about you makes me love you." Saul replies

You feel your heart skip a beat as he mentions all the small things he's noticed about you. No one had ever paid attention to those details before, and it made you feel seen in a way you hadn't felt in a long time.

"I...I don't know what to say..." you say quietly, feeling a mix of disbelief and happiness at his words.

"You don't have to say anything now. You can tell me when you're ready."

You nod quietly, feeling overwhelmed by his words and his sincerity. A small smile tugs at the corners of your mouth as you look at him.

"Okay, I'll tell you when I'm ready..."

After several months passed, Y/n and Saul continued to grow closer and their bond strengthened even more. They had more intimate moments together and Y/n began to truly trust Saul and feel comfortable around him.

One day, Y/n finally gathered the courage to tell Saul that she loved him too. He was overjoyed and immediately knew he had never felt this way about anyone before.

From that moment on, they continued their relationship, constantly supporting and loving each other throughout their journey together. Their trust and communication grew stronger, and they began to fully understand and accept each other's flaws and quirks.

THE END

Word count: 14083

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PLEASE NOTE: REQUESTS ARE CURRENTLY CLOSED, I will take more requests at the end of August.

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hey guys!

First of all, sorry for the delay in writing the requests. I finished my college on Monday and everything was very busy!

Now that I'm officially graduated, I'm going to write the late requests today and I'll post them no later than the end of next week!

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"You know I had no idea how cute you looked with your two dads." Y/N smiled. He laid down on Sky's sprawled body on the small green couch next to the coffee table.

Sky looks at him. "My two dads?"

Y/N nods and shows him the picture on his phone. Sky takes the phone in his hands and frowns when he sees it. It was a picture of himself making a pouting face as Silva and Andreas kissed both sides of his face. It was their way to embarrass him in front of the other Specialists.

"Riven showed you this didn't he?" Sky accused. If it wasn't for Silva and his father being there, he would have killed Riven on the spot, along with all the other people who thought it was funny.

"I think it's sweet. I mean I always suspected there might be something different about the relationship between your dad and Silva."

"Please, let's not go there."

"Do I need to ask their permission to date you now?" Y/N teased.

"That depends, lads. Are you doing anything that we should know about?" Silva's voice rang.

Y/N and Sky jumped as they saw Silva and Andreas standing there in their armor. "Dad. Silva. This isn't what it looks like." Sky protested, but made no movements to push Y/N off him.

Andreas narrowed his eyes. "Oh, really? Just two mates cuddling on the couch?"

"I wouldn't say cuddling." Y/N pushed his head more into Sky's shirtless chest.

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Saul silva x teen!reader - safe now

Hello. Could you please write a Saul Silva xTeen reader story where the reader is outside the barrier, encounters a Burned One, and gets attacked, and Saul saves them? Maybe reader got scared and is not one of the best specialists. Anyway, can you using the new prompt list, number 85? Thanks - Anon💜

85: “You’ll be safe with me.”

You knew the rules, you knew that you weren’t supposed to be out this far, but it was the only place that you were able to train in peace.

You wanted to get better at fighting, you wanted to be able to do everything that all the other specialists could do, so you spent most of your free time there just training.

You had never had a problem with anything while you were this far out, so when you heard the sound of running towards you it put you on high alert.

Turning around you tried to find where the noise was coming from.

That’s when it came running out of the trees and directly at you.

You barely managed to dodge the burned one, and you jumped back to your feet, raising your sword with shaky hands as you looked at it.

You weren’t anywhere near as fast as the creature, so you knew you wouldn’t be able to out run it, your only hope was to try and fight it instead.

But you couldn’t fight it either, so you spun around, heart pounding in your chest as you tried to run back through the trees, hoping maybe they would slow it down enough so you could at least hide somewhere.

Luck however wasn’t on your side, you felt the pain go right down your side, sending you tumbling to the ground.

“(Y/N)!”

Silva had been tracking the burned one, so he knew it had come this way.

He swung his sword, wounding the creature and it jumped from you.

Silva stood over you, then lunged for the creature again, this time it lunged back but missed.

Something else seemed to catch its attention because soon it was sprinting away and he cursed, quickly turning his attention back to you as he pulled his phone out.

“Hey, hey look at me.”

You turned your gaze to your headmaster, tears in your eyes as you tried to get up, but he wouldn’t let you.

He quickly stuffed his phone back into his pocket and he pulled something else out.

“Here.”

Silva lifted your head, getting you to drink from the small bottle, then he turned his attention to your injury.

“Alright, it’s not that deep. Can you walk?”

You let out a sob, shaking your head.

“No, no, no, please… it hurts sir… it’s hurts…”

Silva sighed softly, placing his hand on your forehead.

“I know, I know it does (Y/N) but we can’t stay here, it’s not safe.”

You shook your head, turning your gaze away from him.

“I.. I don’t… I don’t want to die…” you cried.

“You’re not going to die, you’ll be up in no time.”

Silva looked around, clearly you weren’t going to be able to get up by yourself, and he didn’t think you were going to be able to walk very far either.

He grabbed your sword, placing it over you and he swiftly picked you up, making you cry out in pain, then took your sword from you just in case he needed it.

“Make it stop…” you cried.

Silva looked down at you.

He knew the pain you were going through, he knew how much it burned and how much it hurt, and he hated the fact that right now he couldn’t do anything to help you.

He kept jogging, needing to get back to Alfea as soon as possible.

“You’re going to be alright, don’t worry.” He said gently.

Silva still had some distance to go until he was back at Alfea, but he’d managed to stumble across a road, so he sent his location.

They could get here a lot faster then he could get there, so he slowly sat you down next to the road, resting your back against him as he held your side.

“Nearly there…” he whispered.

You sniffled, shaking your head.

“It’s not.. it’s not safe…”

Silva let you take his hand and hold it tightly in yours.

“You’ll be safe with me.”

You slowly nodded your head.

“I’m so sorry… I’m sorry…”

“Hey stop that. Stop saying you’re sorry it’s not your fault. You couldn’t have known.”

You just let apologising and there was nothing he could do except sit there and hold you, trying to apply pressure to your wound.

“You’re going to be just fine…” he whispered.

You rested your head back, letting out small cries of pain.

Sometimes you would still attempt to get up but you were quickly stopped so you didn’t hurt yourself anymore than you were.

It wasn’t long until a familiar car pulled you and Silva helped them put you in the backseat, rushing you back to the school where they could stabilise you for the hospital to help more.

If they didn’t find the burned one and kill it then you’d die, if they didn’t sort out your side then you’d die as well.

As silva looked at you, blood standing a good amount of the hoodie you were wearing, and your hands trembled, tears falling down your face, he knew there was a good chance either way you’d die.

He didn’t tell you that, but going by the heavy silence that filled the car, he wasn’t the only one he knew this.

He wasn’t sure if you knew, but he wasn’t going to tell you, because you were scared already and he didn’t want to scare you any more.

So, he held your hand, reassuring you that you weren’t alone, that he was there and that you were safe now and everything was going to be alright

[owen-writes]

Reckless

Saul Silva x Gender Neutral Teen Reader (Platonic)

Self indulgent. Made in mind with male reader but no pronouns mentioned.

You stride into Saul Silva's office with a smirk on your face, completely oblivious to the frustration etched across his. "Hey, Saul, got a minute?" Your voice carries the arrogance only a rebellious teenager can muster.

Saul sighs, glancing up from his paperwork. "What did you do this time?" he asks, a mix of weariness and concern in his eyes.

You flop into the chair opposite his desk, propping your feet up. "Just a minor altercation with some rules. You know, the usual."

Saul rubs his temples, "We can't keep having these 'minor altercations,' especially with your record. You're here to learn and become a specialist, not to be a troublemaker."

You roll your eyes, "Relax, Saul. It's not like I'm out there causing chaos."

He leans forward, locking eyes with you. "This isn't a joke, kid. Your potential is wasted on your defiance. I've been patient, but I'm running out of it."

You chuckle, dismissing his concern. "Come on, Saul. Lighten up. It's not like I'm the only one bending the rules around here."

Saul's stern expression deepens. "That's not an excuse. This isn't a game. You're risking not just your future but the safety of everyone here."

You lean back, crossing your arms defiantly. "I can handle myself, Saul. I don't need you breathing down my neck all the time."

He leans back, frustration evident in his voice. "I'm not doing this to ruin your fun. I'm doing it because I care about you, and I want you to succeed. But you need to start taking things seriously."

You scoff, "Taking things seriously is overrated. I've got skills, Saul. I'll be fine."

He leans back, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Skills alone won't cut it. Discipline and respect for authority are just as crucial. You're not invincible."

You smirk, unimpressed. "I'll worry about that when the time comes. For now, I'll stick to what works for me."

Saul leans forward again, his eyes searching for a way to break through your stubborn facade. "You remind me of someone I used to know, someone who thought the same way you do. It didn't end well for him."

You raise an eyebrow, intrigued despite yourself. "Oh? What happened to this rebel?"

Saul's gaze turns distant, memories surfacing. "He lost sight of what truly mattered, let his ego dictate his choices. I don't want to see history repeat itself."

You pause, the gravity of his words sinking in. "I'm not like anyone else, Saul. I know what I'm doing."

He leans back, resignation in his eyes. "I hope you're right. But if you keep down this path, you might find out how wrong you can be."

You leave his office, the conversation lingering in your mind. Maybe Saul sees something you don't. Or maybe, just maybe, you're destined to carve your own reckless path, consequences be damned.

You sneak through the barrier, convinced you're pulling off the perfect escape from class. As you emerge on the other side, a sense of triumph washes over you. However, that triumph quickly turns to dread as you come face to face with a Burned One – a creature that sends shivers down your spine.

Your eyes widen, and for a moment, you're frozen in place. The Burned One's eerie presence is suffocating. It stands there, grotesque and menacing, the scars of its fiery past evident in every charred inch.

A nervous laugh escapes your lips as you take a step back. "Well, this wasn't part of the plan," you mutter to yourself, hoping against hope that the creature won't notice you.

The Burned One turns its head towards you, its eyes glowing with an otherworldly intensity. Panic sets in, and you fumble for the magic skills you've been learning in class. "Come on, think!" you urge yourself, your mind racing to remember the spells that might help.

As you hastily conjure a protective barrier, the Burned One advances. The magic crackles between you and the creature, a desperate shield against the unknown. Sweat beads on your forehead as you struggle to maintain focus, realizing the gravity of the situation.

The Burned One, undeterred by your feeble defense, lunges forward with unexpected speed. Your heart pounds in your chest as you dodge its attack, narrowly avoiding the fiery claws. "Okay, this is bad. Very bad," you mutter under your breath, trying to think of a way out.

With adrenaline pumping, you muster the courage to retaliate. Focusing your energy, you send a burst of elemental magic towards the Burned One. It howls in response, momentarily staggered. Seizing the opportunity, you sprint in the opposite direction, hoping to put some distance between you and the relentless creature.

As you dart through the forest, your mind races with thoughts of survival. You can hear the Burned One behind you, its unearthly howls echoing through the trees. Panic gives way to determination, and you push yourself to the limits, weaving through the labyrinthine pathways of the magical barrier.

You stumble upon a clearing, and with a quick glance over your shoulder, you realize the Burned One is still hot on your heels. The realization hits you – there's no escaping this encounter. You brace yourself, ready to face the consequences of your reckless actions, hoping that your magic skills and a stroke of luck will be enough to fend off the relentless creature.

You gasp as your foot catches on a hidden root, and you find yourself tumbling to the ground, pain shooting through your ankle. Panic sets in as you realize you're vulnerable, defenseless against the approaching Burned One.

Attempting to rise, you wince at the pain in your ankle. Just when it seems like all hope is lost, you hear a fierce clash behind you. Turning around, your eyes widen in disbelief – there's Saul, standing tall with a sword plunged into the Burned One's chest. The creature lets out a final, agonized howl before collapsing.

Saul's expression is a mix of sternness and relief. He swiftly pulls the sword from the Burned One, and as the creature dissolves into ashes, he turns his attention to you. "You really know how to get yourself into trouble, don't you?" he remarks, offering a hand to help you up.

You accept his assistance, leaning on him to alleviate the strain on your injured ankle. "I didn't expect a rescue mission from you, Saul. What took you so long?"

He smirks, a hint of amusement in his eyes. "I was hoping you'd learn your lesson, but it seems like I need to spell it out for you."

Saul guides you back towards the school, his presence a reassuring anchor. "Skipping class and wandering off alone, especially beyond the barrier, is asking for trouble. You need to understand the dangers out here."

You nod, a bit humbled by the gravity of the situation. "I get it, Saul. I just... I thought I could handle it."

He shakes his head, his expression firm. "Handling situations doesn't mean risking your life recklessly. Your actions affect not only you but everyone in this school."

As you both pass through the magical barrier, Saul's tone softens slightly. "I may act tough, but I care about you. I don't want to see you hurt, and I certainly don't want to clean up after your messes."

You glance at the sword in his hand, still processing the fact that he just saved you. "Thanks, Saul. I guess I owe you one."

He chuckles, "You owe me more than one, kid. Now, let's get you back to the infirmary and hope that sprained ankle teaches you a lesson about consequences."

Walking alongside Saul, you reflect on the day's events. Maybe there's more to learn from the experienced specialist than you thought. As the lecture continues, you can't shake the feeling that this unexpected rescue might be a turning point in your rebellious journey at the school.Despite Saul's heroic intervention, the encounter with the Burned One doesn't have the expected impact on your rebellious streak. If anything, it fuels a newfound defiance within you. The adrenaline rush and the thrill of facing danger only strengthen your belief in your own invincibility.

Days after the incident, you find yourself pushing boundaries even further. Skipping more classes, exploring forbidden areas, and disregarding the warnings of both instructors and fellow students. It's as if the confrontation with the Burned One served as confirmation that you can handle anything thrown your way.

One evening, as you sneak out beyond the magical barrier again, Saul catches you in the act. His stern expression reveals his disappointment, and he confronts you with a mix of frustration and concern. "I thought that encounter would make you think twice about your actions, but it seems I was wrong," he says, his voice tinged with disappointment.

You brush off his words with a nonchalant shrug. "I can handle myself, Saul. I proved that with the Burned One."

He shakes his head, "Proving you can survive doesn't mean you should keep putting yourself in harm's way. This isn't a game, and you're not invincible."

Your rebellious grin widens, "Maybe I'm just not cut out for this goody-two-shoes specialist life. I'll forge my own path."

Saul's patience wears thin. "This isn't about being a goody-two-shoes. It's about responsibility and understanding the consequences of your actions. You're heading down a dangerous path, and I won't stand by while you self-destruct."

Ignoring his words, you slip away into the shadows, leaving Saul frustrated and concerned. The allure of rebellion, the thrill of pushing boundaries, becomes an addiction that blinds you to the genuine care Saul has for your well-being.

As your reckless behavior continues, whispers circulate among your peers about the wild specialist who seems determined to defy every rule in the book. The school's reputation is at stake, and Saul, torn between duty and a sense of paternal concern, struggles to rein in your rebellious spirit.

The question remains – will the consequences of your actions finally catch up with you, or will your defiance lead to an even more perilous situation? Only time will tell if you'll heed Saul's warnings or continue down the turbulent path you've chosen.

[davidlikesguys02]

After School Lessons

Word count: 649

Warnings: 18+, gay sex, fingering, jerkin off, unprotected sex.

M/n: male name

Requested by: @weepingsandwichenemy

GIF not mine

Kinkvember 2022

You open the door to Mr. Silva's class “listen about today I’m sorry” you close the door behind you and watch as he walks over towards you. He grips your face tightly and pulls you into a kiss, he slowly pulls away from you and pushes you towards the door. You look up at him “why do you always do this M/n?” You smile “cause it’s fun” you lean in and begin to kiss his neck “I know you like it too Silva”

You look up at him and watch as he throws his head back, you begin to remove his shirt and kiss his chest. You pull away and look at him “I want you to fuck me” he leans down and looks at your e/c eyes, he smiles “I don’t know, how bad do you want it M/n” you take your hand and slide it into his underwear “really bad” you begin to play with his member.

You watch as he begins to let out small moans, you pull your hand away and the two of you begin to undress each other “you drive me fucking crazy M/n” you smile and lean in to kiss him. He picks you up and begins to walk towards his desk, he sits you on the desk. You pull away from him and lay down throwing papers into the floor, you look up at him and watch as he spits into his hand.

You feel as his fingers begin to push into your hole, you close your eyes and feel as he begins to slowly insert and remove his fingers from your hole. You let out a small whine as he hits your prostate, “you like that M/n?” You nod “I love it” after a few minutes of fucking you with his fingers he romoves them “you ready?” “Yes” he pulls you closer towards him and lays your legs on his shoulders.

“Just relax” you feel as his cock begins to enter you slowly, you grip the desk under you tightly as Silva inserts his cock fully into you. “Are you alright” “mmhm” he leans in and slowly kisses you, you moan into each others mouths and feel as he begins to slowly thrust into you. He pulls away from you and you throw your hands over his neck “your doing so good for me baby” “mhm”

You begin to see stars from the pleasure Silva was giving you, “mhm Silva” you feel as his thrust begins to get faster. You feel as he takes your cock in his hands and begins to jerk you off at the pace of his thrust. You close your eyes and feel as your toes begin to curl from the pleasure, “close” “cum for me” “oh god” you let out a moan as you begin to cum all over Silva's hand.

“Fuck” after a few more thrust he finally cums inside of you, you look up at him loving how his face scrunched up in pleasure. He falls on top of you catching his breath “you did so good M/n” you feel as he begins to remove his cock from your hole. You slowly begin to stand up and feel as cum begins to run down your leg, you look around the room “we made quite a mess”

He walks towards you and kisses you “that’s what happens when you're having fun” you smile and begin to walk towards your clothes “I should get going” “wait” you turn to look at him “I have a cabin near here, would you like to go sometime during the weekend?” “What if someone sees us?” He walks closer towards “I don’t care, I love you M/n” you smile “I love you too Silva” you lean in to kiss him one last time and the two of you begin to get dressed.

[lomlkenji]

༊*·˚ fix each other | saul silva

★ summary : having a messy breakup is horrible, but it's even worse if you have to see their face every single day. but even with the heartbreak, you can't help but still care deeply about them. 

★ warning : teacher!reader, mature language, mentions of silva getting hurt, heartbreak, angst but happy ending!!

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You didn’t want to worry, but you can't help but doing just that. You also weren't supposed to care, but guess what, you do. 

When news spread out that a whole squad got killed by a burned one, who were led by none other than Saul Silva, you of course thought that he's dead. 

You didn't want to. But you did. 

Imagine the relief you felt when he's alive, although the only one left. He's alive. 

You and Silva had a messy history together. You were in an amazing relationship but one day you guys got into a screaming match and he just left, and he didn’t came back. You were no better though, you didn’t reach out to him in any way.

And that was a year ago. 

The feeling you felt with the incident, just proves how much you still care about him. But you have to ignore that feeling seeing that you guys are basically co-workers. 

The most conversation you had with him since then was basically just about work or silent glances you guys took at each other at school. 

It was alright, until it wasn't. 

° time skip brought to you by bloom's bomb ass wings. °

YOU knew it was stupid. The plan was just plainly idiotic but when you met Sky and Bloom walking into the forest with the same goal as yours, you can't back out now. 

After some bickering and raising some voices you, next thing you knew the burned one was dead and you were waiting outside the greenhouse like a child waiting to be scolded.

After the door opened and Sky came out he engulfed you in a hug while whispering into your ear, "Good luck, he's not very happy." 

You lightly chuckled, patting his back, "Really? You don't say." you said sarcastically, he chuckled, before moving away from the hug and going into the greenhouse. 

As the door creaked open Silva's head snapped up to meet yours. His eyes were full of worry but still held adoration for the person in front of him. 

"How are you feeling?" you said, breaking the blanket of silence. It was honestly weird talking to him so formally, but if that's what he's going to give then that's what you're going to get. 

"Better." he sighed, "What you did was really irresponsible, not only did you put your life in danger but Sky's life too." his voice went more stern as he went. 

You scoffed, irritated at his actions. "Hold on a second, I didn't tell Sky to come with me. I didn't drag him to the forest. I didn't even know he was going until the last minute! So you can drop the bullshit and a plain thank you would be nice." you spat angrily, folding your hands across your chest. 

"Thank you," love, he wanted to add but he fought against it. 

He smiled when a grin made its way to your face. Truly appreciating his words. It made your heart warm seeing him genuinely smile after such a shitty week. 

You stood in front of him, the question that you wanted to ask so badly kept nagging at the back of your mind. 

"Why did you leave?" 

"Why did you leave?" 

"Why did you leave?" 

"Why'd you leave?" you blurted. It was too much and your curiosity was taking over. You internally cringed at how bluntly you said that. 

Silva's smile fell immediately at the question. Why did he leave? 

You broke the awkward tension slowly backing away, "Sorry, I shouldn't have asked that-" 

Silva shook his head, "No no no, you have every right to ask that." he said lowering his gaze to the floor. 

"If so, why?" 

"I guess I got scared," he admitted quietly.

You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, "Of what exactly?" 

"Of not being enough." it broke you into pieces hearing his voice crack. "You're an absolute angel. You deserve everything and so much more, and I can't give that to you." 

"Silva you are more than enough." you assured him, grabbing his face and softly caressing your thumb over his cheekbones. 

He leaned into your plan but shook his head, "You don't deserve someone as broken and terrible as me." 

"You're not terrible, and I'm broken too. Let's be broken together. Or better, let's fix each other." you said hopefully, smiling at him. 

It was a long shot but you're going to take it. 

"Are you sure?" 

"I'll take you if you take me." 

"Absolutely." he grinned before slipping his lips with yours, smiling into the kiss. 

Oh how much he missed you. 

reblog for a kiss <3

[jellybean-supreme]

Saul Silva X reader

Description:

*You and Saul are ex partners and still live together, and Saul brings his new girlfriend over for the night whilst your gaming on the tv and you're winning when Saul unplugs the tv*

Just warning you, I rushed this, and it's definitely not one of my best stories.

(Saul, is I btw

Y/n is you)

*You and Saul are ex partners and still live together, and Saul brings his new girlfriend over for the night whilst your gaming on the tv and you’re winning when Saul unplugs the tv*

"Right, move it megan it’s mine, and Lucy’s turn on the tv now." I say

"You have tour own TV in you room, just go there asshole" You say annoueyed that he let you lose your game. And how dare he bring some bitch into your home, we might not be dating anymore, but we're still roommates he still has to ask permission to bring someone into the house, it was one of the first rules we made when we agreed to stay roommates.

*I chuckle a little at you getting all worked up whilst my girlfriend hugs onto my arm standing besides me and I pat her head*

“Yeah we do but me and Lucy want to watch a film together and we want to use the bigger tv, besides your not even using it for anything important your just gaming and I doubt you’ll get another win anyway”

"I don't care what you guys want, Saul. I bought this TV, you and 'Lucy' can go watch a film in your room. And if you even cared to notice I beat both of our records before you turned the FUCKING TV off. " i say pissed. I should've just moved out when he broke up with me, but nooo I just had to listen to Sky. Why mist you do this to me. I never understood why Sky liked being around me, but then one night, he told me. He saw me as his mother figure. He loved knowing I'd always be there for him. I wished I hadn't listened to him and left.

“Well guess what I do care! I want to watch a film with my girlfriend in the living room so get your ass off the couch”

*My girlfriend laughs silently at your reaction seeing how much it’s bothering you and this only encourages me to keep pissing you off as much as I can*

“And who cares if you beat a dumb score you ain’t gonna impress your ex by playing video games all the time!”

"THAT IS FUCKING IT. SCREW THIS. IM FUCKING DONE. IVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOU BITCH OF A GIRLFRIEND. IM NOT TAKING THIS FUCKING MENTAL ABUSE FROM YOUR BITCH ANYMORE. IM DONE WITH TRYIBG TO STAY FIRENDS FOR THE SAKE OF SKY. IM LEAVING. IM NOT STAYING HERE ANYMORE. I LOVE SKY BUT IM NOT TAKING THIS ANYMORE." You scream at Saul and his bitchas I leave out of the front door slamming the door behind me.

I'm sorry, Sky, but I'm not staying here just for you anymore. I love you, but I'm not going to let myself fall in that rabbit hole again.

I can't believe he'd date such a bitch.

I hope Sky won't have a problem if I sleep at his place tonight. I know he's probably not even there. He's at Bloom's.

"THAT IS FUCKING IT. SCREW THIS. IM FUCKING DONE. IVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOU BITCH OF A GIRLFRIEND. IM NOT TAKING THIS FUCKING MENTAL ABUSE FROM YOUR BITCH ANYMORE. IM DONE WITH TRYIBG TO STAY FIRENDS FOR THE SAKE OF SKY. IM LEAVING. IM NOT STAYING HERE ANYMORE. I LOVE SKY BUT IM NOT TAKING THIS ANYMORE." You scream at Saul and his bitchas I leave out of the front door slamming the door behind me.

I'm sorry, Sky, but I'm not staying here just for you anymore. I love you, but I'm not going to let myself fall in that rabbit hole again.

I can't believe he'd date such a bitch.

I hope Sky won't have a problem if I sleep at his place tonight. I know he's probably not even there. He's at Bloom's.

“Wha- hold on! You can’t just storm out!”

*I go to follow you out but Lucy grabs my arm and pulls me back in*

“Let her go, don’t you think you’ve annoyed her enough now?”

“No! I wanna tell her she can’t just leave like that!”

*She grabs my face with both hands and makes me look at her*

“If I were her I would’ve left ages ago, she was only putting up with you for Sky, just like she said.”

"What.." I say."What are you talking about ?" I add

“I’m talking about you, obviously! You’ve been so horrible and cruel to her, and she stays in the same house as you because she loves Sky too much to not see him again”

“Babe what’re you talking about? I haven’t been that bad!”

*She sighs* “She’s been putting up with you being mean to her all this time because she didn’t want to see Sky sad, that’s why she stayed.

I don't even know why I'm dating you right now. I'm done. if you can't even notice that she's feeling that, someone you've known for years, I don't even know how you'll treat me, and I don't even know you for that long."

*I grab her arm as she tried to storm out too*

“Babe wait! I’m sorry I didn’t realise!”

“Stop, don't you get it Saul? I don’t want to date someone who can’t realise the people around them are in suffering! She was staying around you all this time because of Sky and you didn’t even care how she felt?! You’re selfish! I'm done! I'm done hurting her with you just because you enjoy it! We're done. ”

“Wait Lucy! Don’t go!”

*My hands slip and she leaves quickly, slamming the door making me gasp*

”God Damnit!!”

*I sit down on the couch and rest my head in my hands*

*I sit there for a moment before I get up, grab my keys and leave the house in search of you. I don’t even know where you are but I’m hoping you went to Sky’s house*

How could I do this to you. To Lucy. I should have never broken up with you.

*I knock on the door of Sky’s house hoping you were inside but no one answered, I knocked again only louder*

“Y/n? Y/n it’s me, please open the door!”

To my suprise Riven answered the door. "What do you want, Saul." He says with irritation, the boy that used to look at me with respect was now looking at me as if he doesn't seven know me.

*My eyes flicker to Riven as he answers the door before looking back at him with a pleading look on my face*

“Is Y/n here? Please tell me she’s here”

"Why should I? So that you can make her cry again? So that Sky and I have to watch the woman that we both see as our mother try to hide her sobs from us trying not to let us see how hurt she is?" Riven half screams half says to me.

*Tears well up in my eyes as I flinch at his words, knowing they were all too true*

“Please, I need to talk to her”

*I start to get a knot in my chest just thinking about how badly I’ve treated you*

“Please Riven… please…”

"Let him in Riven. It's fine. Just let him get it over and done with." You say from Sky's room, Sky and Riven are the only people you know that would never hurt you. they're your boys, not by blood but by heart. You knew neither Sky nor Riven were going to leave you alone with Saul, so you just walk over to the couch with Sky following you, waiting for Riven to let Saul in.

*I take a deep breath as a few tears fall but I quickly wipe them away and enter the house once Riven steps aside, I go into the living room where you three sit on the couch*

*I look at you with a sorrowful expression on my face, clearly a wreck of myself*

“Can I speak to you? Alone?”

"No!" Both Sky and Riven answer for you. "No, they'll be staying. So say what you want and get it over with." You say trying to seem strong.

*I nod in understanding knowing fully well Sky and Riven would never leave your side but it just saddens me to hear you speak to me so coldly, I sit down on a lone armchair, looking down at my shaking hands*

“I’m..I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to you over the past few weeks..months..however long it’s been..”

*I looked up at you*

“Everything Lucy said was..true..”

"So you're only here for Y/n because Lucy left you? What the actual fuck if wrong with you, Fath-Saul?" Sky screams at me, while he screams this you stay still not saying anything.

I fucked up so bad. Sky's not calling me Father or Dad anymore.

*I flinch at Sky’s words not being able to look at him*

“No! That’s not why I’m here! Lucy leaving me just finally opened my eyes to how awful I’ve been to you-”

*My eyes flick to you before looking back down at my feet*

“And how much I really miss you..”

“I ..didn’t realise how much pain i was.. causing you.. I was being so selfish. I didn’t put your feelings into consideration i was too wrapped up in my own happiness of being with Lucy..but now she’s gone too..and it’s all my fault..”

*tears started to roll down my face again*

“I miss you so, so much Y/n.. I’ve been such a fool..”

"That seems like a you problem. You don't deserve her, Saul. She deserves someone who won't hurt her or treat her like shit. ESPECIALLY after they break up with her just because they were scared of how she'd react to them preposeing to her. You're a piece of shit." Riven screams the first part as Sky adds the last part.

“I KNOW!”

*I break down into a sob not being able to say anything else, knowing both of them are right*

“You think I don’t know that! I know I’ve been an absolute prick to her after breaking up with her! I know I messed up big time when I didn’t propose to her! But do you think I ever wanted things to turn out like this?!”

"You wanted to propose?" You ask quietly, finally looking up. Your eyes were bloodshot red. You were surprised at how I thought that you would say no.

*I look at you after hearing your soft voice*

“I..yeah.. I wanted to propose…”

*My eyes flicker to Sky and Riven, seeing them relax a little now hearing you speak, I could feel a little of my hope returning*

“That’s why I was so afraid to ask you out for that picnic… I.. was going to ask you there, but I panicked and broke up with you instead… I was so scared you’d say no..”

"Why couldn't you just say something? To anyone? To Sky? To Riven? Instead, you broke up with me and did not even try to clear it up. Then start dating Lucy. And now you're expecting me to believe what you're saying to me is true?" You say coldly, though anyone could hear the saddles in your voice.

*Tears began falling again as I looked at your cold eyes*

“Because I was so scared and I was so stupid! And i know I made the stupidest and biggest mistake on my life by breaking up with you and dating Lucy! I thought I could just live my life but I wasn’t happy. No matter how much i tried to ignore my feelings, I felt miserable because I lost you!”

*I look at you again*

“Please, please believe me. I’m telling the truth..”

“I really do miss you. So, so much.. I miss the way you’d look at me when I made bad jokes. I miss seeing your pretty face on the couch every morning when I left my room, I miss our late night cuddles and watching our favourite movies together.. I miss every single thing about you.....I miss playing games with you and seeing your adorable pout when you lose.”

*Each word is strained as I hold back more tears, trying my best to hold it together in front of you and the boys*

"I'm not going to answer you now whether I forgive you or not, I'll tell you tomorrow. Goodbye." You say, standing up and walking to Sky's room.

*My heart sinks as you walk off and go into Sky’s room. Part of me felt heartbroken but I knew I deserved it. I’ve treated her like crap. I deserved not to get a answer right away*

*I nod slowly*

“O-okay…”

*I look over at Sky and Riven, seeing the cold look on their faces made me shiver*

“Do you…. Do you think she might forgive me?”

"I hope not. You don't deserve her forgiveness." Riven says, annoyed as he walks into his boyfriend, Sky's room trying to calm you down. He loved you as his mother just as Sky did.

As Sky watched his boyfriend walk off, he turned his head to Saul. "No matter how much I love you, I'll always choose her over you. She is my mother blood or not. I hope she doesn't forgive you, just so that I don't have to see her cry anymore, but sadly, it's not my choice." Sky says to me as he leads me outside and closes the door in my face.

*Riven’s words were like an arrow to my chest and made my heart ache even more, and Sky’s made me feel even more hopeless*

*I took a deep breath, holding back my tears before standing up and slowly walking back home, feeling defeated and empty*

*By the time I got home, it was completely dark out as I sat down on my couch, staring at the wall in front of me*

*All I could think about was you. I wondered what you were doing, whether you were crying or trying to comfort Sky and Riven*

*I sat there for a while, slowly drowning in my sorrows. I hated myself so much for being so stupid. For giving into my fears of you saying no instead of proposing to you like I wanted to for so long..*

*I rested my elbows onto my knees and placed my head in my hands*

“What have I done….I’ve lost her haven’t I? And I deserved it… I’ve treated her like absolute crap…”

*I let out a shaky sigh, feeling a pang of guilt in my chest as tears fell down onto my jeans*

When i woke up, the sun was burning my eyes as i sat upright on the couch, I didn't even notice I fell asleep.

*I groan as I sit up on the couch, trying to ease the strain in my neck from sleeping like that. I run a hand through my messy hair, realising what time it was, I looked at the time on my phone, seeing it was just past 10 am. The memories of last night flood my memory, making me feel like I’ve been dropped into an ice bath*

*I rubbed my eyes, trying to relieve the tiredness from only getting a few hours of sleep as I sat there, thinking about you. I wondered if you had slept okay and if you’ve decided yet if you’ve forgiven me or not. There was only one way to find out*

*With that, I reluctantly stood up from the couch, feeling heavy. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a drink of water from the tap to try and wake myself up a little*

“Time to face the day I guess….”

*I mutter to myself as I head out of the front door*

*As I walked through the familiar path to Sky’s house, I felt my stomach start to twist into knots. With each step I took, the more anxious I became. I felt like puking just thinking about what I might be about to hear. But I’m going to get it either way, it’s what I deserve. I took a deep breath before i knock on the front door, waiting anxiously for someone to answer*

*Luckily for me, it was Sky who answered the door, I look at his face to see a stern expression still there*

“Hey..”

*I said timidly, feeling myself get nervous by the second*

*Sky just crossed his arms, giving me a cold stare with his eyes. My heart fell a little when I realised he was still mad at me*

“Can I come in?”

*I ask, my voice was shaking subtly, trying my best to stay composed*

"Fine. But only because she told me to let you in when you arrive." Sky said

*I nod slowly, a sense of relief washing over me when he said you told him to let me in. It gave me a tiny sliver of hope that maybe you were going to forgive me. I tried to calm my nerves as I stepped past Sky into the house*

*I looked around the living room, scanning around to see if you were in it. But you weren’t*

“Where is she?”

*I ask, not able to hide my anxiousness in my tone*

*Sky just looked at me unamused, like he was debating wether to tell me or not*

“Kitchen”

*He said flatly, looking at me from across the room to see my reaction. My heart skipped a beat and my palms started to sweat from nerves before I spoke*

“Okay….”

*I replied with a small nod. My anxiety now at its peak. I wanted to cry but I told myself I didn’t deserve to cry. I’m the one in the wrong here. With a deep shaky breath, I headed towards the kitchen*

*I stopped just outside the kitchen door, trying to muster up the courage to walk in. I was so nervous I could feel my leg shaking slightly. I took another slow shaky breath before slowly walking into the kitchen*

*My eyes instantly landed on you, sitting at the kitchen table. Your face was emotionless as you sat there. You looked up as I entered and a silence filled the air as we just stared at each other for a moment, both of us waiting for the other to speak first*

*I swallowed hard, the knot in my stomach tightening as I took a nervous step forward. When you stayed quiet, I realised I had to start the conversation*

“Hey..”

*My voice came out in a rough whisper, my heart racing as I took a few more steps towards you*

"I don't want to see you for a few days, Saul. I need to get myself together. Then we can start being friends and see where it goes from there." You say getting to the point.

*My heart broke when you spoke, hearing the words ‘start being friends’ hurt so much. But I understood why, it’s what I deserve*

“Okay…..“

*I said reluctantly, a lump had formed in my throat, making my voice sound strained. I looked at you with pleading eyes, wanting to ask the question*

“How…..How long do you need?”

*I asked with a shaky breath, feeling like I might burst into tears there and then. I was desperate to repair what we had, but I felt so hopeless when you said you only wanted to be friends*

"A week at least Saul. We can start having out and training again, but I won't be living with you anymore, not until Sky, Riven, and I know we can trust you again. I don't feel as safe as I used to with you." You reply

*I felt another pang of hurt hit my chest when you said you won’t live with me anymore. I didn’t blame you for not feeling safe around me but that didn’t make it hurt any less. I tried to hold back the tears as I nodded, slowly swallowing back the lump in my throat*

“O-okay I understand….”

*I continued to stand there awkwardly, unsure what to say next. I looked at you for a moment, admiring how beautiful you are but knowing I’m not allowed to touch you like I used to makes my heart ache. I tried to think of anything I can do or say to try and get you forgive me but I feel stuck. But there is one question I want to ask you….need to ask you*

“… Can I ask you something?”

*I asked quietly, looking at you with a nervous expression. You just nodded your head which made me take a deep breath. Here goes….*

*I take another step forward, so I’m standing just on the other side of the table where you were sitting*

“Promise me you’ll give me an honest answer? No matter what it is?”

You nod.

*I slowly nod back as I took a deep breath, steadying my racing heart. I looked you in the eyes, your cold expression making it all the more harder for me to get out what I had to ask*

“Do…. Do you still love me….?”

*The question was soft and quiet as I studied your face, searching for your reaction*

You nod again. " I can't stop loving you that quickly." You mutter quietly.

*I felt even more guilt and regret wash over me at your response. Your admission of still loving me, even after I hurt you, was a dagger to my heart. I wanted to throw myself at your feet and beg you to forgive me. I needed to hold you again. But I stayed where I was, slowly shaking my head*

“You shouldn’t…you shouldn’t still love me….”

"I know." You say. " I'll see you in a week, Saul. I'll text you where to meet me." You say making that my cue to leave.

*I felt my heart sink even further as I knew I needed to leave. My brain kept shouting at me to stay but I had to listen to what you said. I just nodded slowly, my eyes not leaving yours*

“Okay….. See you in a week…”

*I replied quietly before slowly walking towards the door, feeling like my heart was being ripped in two the whole time*

Two weeks have passed. You were supposed to text me a week ago. You never did, though.

I've tried calling but always went to voicemail. I need to head over to Sky's place right now. Why did you lie to me?

Did something happen? Did something happen to you? Did you get hurt?

I need to go to Sky's right now.

As I finally arrived at Sky's house. I hesitantly knock on the door.

I'm met with Riven's face, though something is different. He looks as if he's been crying. Was I right? Did something happen?

"Why are you crying, Riven? Did something happen to Y/n ? Are you alright? What happened?" I ask, scared of his answer.

*Riven just looked at me for a moment, seeing the look of concern on my face. His eyes then flickered over to Sky who was standing just behind him, looking down at his feet. Riven slowly turned back to me, swallowing hard before speaking*

“We need to talk…”

"What's wrong? What happens?" I ask, scared for Y/n

“Please….can you come into the living room?”

*Riven said nervously before stepping aside and gesturing for me to walk into the living room. Sky still stood there silently, not looking up at me*

I nod, walking in.

*As I walked in, I noticed the serious expression on Sky’s face had changed to a mixture of anger and sadness as he continued to look down. Riven sat down on the couch and motioned for me to sit next to him*

*Sky finally looked up as I spoke, his eyes meeting mine for the first time. There was a mixture of sorrow and anger in his eyes that made my heart drop. My anxiety made me feel like I was going to pass out at this point*

*I took a seat on the couch next to Riven, feeling the sense of dread and fear grow as the silence in the room built up. I looked over at Riven and Sky, desperately trying to get at least a hint of what has happened. My anxiety was at its peak as I swallowed hard*

“What’s going on….? Please tell me.”

"She's dead."

*Those two words made me feel like my heart shattered into a million pieces. I felt like I might be sick as my eyes went wide with shock. I couldn’t believe what I just heard*

“W..what…? What did you say…?”

*I could hear how much my voice trembled as I spoke, my eyes flicking back and forth between Sky and Riven. I silently praying that this was some cruel joke*

"SHE'S DEAD."

*My breath caught in my throat and I felt my stomach turn into a knot. I felt like I could pass out. I shook my head in disbelief*

“This….this isn’t funny… This is some sick joke right?”

*I said while looking at Riven and Sky, desperately wanting to hear them say that this was just a cruel prank*

"SHE DEAD. SHE WENT OVER TO YOUR APARTMENT TO SUPRISE YOU WITH A SUPRISE TRAINING AND THEN ICE CREAM AFTERWARDS A WEEK AGO, BUT SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKING DRUNK TRUCK DRIVER KILLED HER." Sky screams out his anger, surprisingly he wasn't angry at me..it's all my fault though, if I never messed everything up she wouldn't be dead.

*I felt like I was completely paralysed. My body trembled as I just sat there, letting the grief and shock wash over me. I could feel myself starting to tear up, my breaths becoming short and shaky as the reality of the situation sank in*

“N..no….no this can’t be true… it can’t be….”

*My voice was quiet and strained from emotion as I looked down, tears finally starting to fall down my face*

"It's all my fault, isn't it?" I say

*Sky and Riven both give me a confused look as I blame myself. Sky spoke up, sounding like he was close to tears himself*

"Why do you think it's your fault…? It's that damn truck drivers fault for being a drunk idiot."

"If I just asked her to marry me instead of being scared, none of this would have happened. She would have been alive." I say, looking down. Why did I have to be so stupid.

*Riven and Sky both share a look with each other at my words. They both knew how much I wanted to propose to you but I was too much of a coward to do it. I couldn’t face the possibility of rejection.*

“You can’t blame yourself for what happened. You can’t keep torturing yourself with all these ‘what if’s’ and blame yourself for something you had no control over…”

*Sky spoke firmly but gently*

"She's dead. I should've never been that stupid. I'm so sorry. If I never messed things up, you guys would still have her. You would still have your mother. I would still have her."

*Riven spoke up this time, he looked heartbroken by the fact you’re blaming yourself for what happened*

“Stop it. This was not your fault. None of this was. It was an accident. Accidents happen all the time and this one was out of everyone’s control. You need to stop letting your guilt consume you and blame yourself.”

"I'm sorry. I have to go." I say running out of their house. I can't live like this anymore. Not without her here.

*Riven and Sky both called out my name but I was too quick for them to catch up to me. I knew if I stayed there for even a second longer, I would break down*

*Tears stung my eyes as I started running down the streets with no destination in mind. I felt the grief and guilt consuming me with every step I took*

My steps led me to a bridge.

*I stopped for a moment when I reached the bridge, looking down at the river below me. My thoughts were all over the place, I felt myself drowning in sorrow as I leaned against the rails. My hands gripped so tightly that my knuckles were turning white as I fought back the tears*

At least I'll see her again.

*My thoughts of you were overwhelming as I hung my head, my body shaking as my eyes threatened to spill hot tears. I felt so lost, alone and broken. I didn’t want to live without you….*

*I looked out across the river as I thought of you. How beautiful you were, the sound of your laugh, the way your eyes would sparkle when you were excited, the way you’d get angry when you lost at video games. My heart ached with the thought of never seeing you or hearing your voice again. You were everything to me and now you’re gone….*

I'll be joining you soon, my love, I think to myself as I get on the railing of the bridge.

*As I looked around, I noticed a few people nearby on the bridge. There was some movement out of the corner of my eyes from the people nearby. I didn’t realise they were approaching where I was*

But before they can stop me from seeing my lover. I jump off. I'm coming Y/n. I'm on my way.

*My body went into auto pilot as I saw one of the people on the bridge run towards me. Just as I was about to step off the rails, the person grabbed me and stopped me from jumping*

“Wait! Stop it! Don’t jump!!”

"LET ME GO."

*The person’s grip on me tightened as they tried to move me away from the rails*

“No! I’m not letting you jump! You’re not going anywhere!”

"LET ME GO. I NEED HER. IM NOT LIVING WITHOUT HER."

*The person pulled me away from the rails and held me firmly, stopping me from moving or breaking free from their hold*

“Stop it! I know you’re hurting and you’re in pain! But this isn’t the way to deal with it!”

"IT'S THE ONLY WAY."

*The person shook their head, looking at me with sympathy but determination*

“No it’s not! Killing yourself won’t solve anything or bring her back! Please calm down!”

"It won't bring her back, but it will take me to her."

*The person’s grip loosened for a second as they heard my words. They looked heartbroken by the anguish in my voice, knowing there was very little they can do to change my mind*

“I know you want to be with her…but please think about your friends and other people that care for you! How would they feel if you’re gone?”

"They'd be fine. It's my fault she's dead. They'd be happy." When I finish saying this, I let myself fall. There was no way they could save me now.

*The person tried to grab me, but they were a second too late. They let out a gasp as I fell, watching me fall into the river below.*

*The cold water of the river hit me as I splashed into it. It sent a shock throughout my body as I started to panic slightly, but then everything slowly went dark. That's when I knew. I knew I was close to death. I'm coming my Y/n.

*Darkness soon surrounded me as i closed my eyes, a feeling of peace rushing over me at the realization I’m going to see you soon. Thoughts of you going through my mind, I couldn’t wait to hold you again and apologise for everything that happened*

*The darkness slowly disappeared and I felt my eyes begin to open. The darkness faded into light as my vision came back slowly. The first thing I was, was a figure standing in front of me. I squinted my eyes until my vision was completely clear. My eyes went wide as I recognised the figure standing in front of me*

*It was you… my Y/n. You stood in front of me, looking as beautiful as ever. My heart nearly stopped as I looked at you. I was in complete shock, my words stuck in my throat as I was unable to speak*

*You smiled and chuckled softly at my reaction, stepping closer to me. Your smile was enough to make me want to cry all over again. I couldn’t believe you were in front of me again. I shakily reached out my hand towards you, wanting to make sure you were real and not just some hallucination*

*My hand reached your cheek, shaking as my fingers gently touched you. I felt my breathing get stuck in my throat as I felt your skin beneath my fingers. Your skin had the feel of someone who was alive, soft and warm. I shakily touched your skin, tracing my fingers down your face and stopping at your lips*

*My mind was flooded with so many emotions as I looked upon your beautiful face. I felt tears sting my eyes as I tried to keep my emotions at bay. I couldn’t speak, my words still stuck in my throat as I gazed into your eyes. I wanted to speak, but at the same time words wouldn’t come out. I just stared at you, unable to believe you were actually in front of me*

So, instead of saying anything, I kissed you.

*My kiss caught you completely off guard, but you soon closed your eyes and melted into the kiss right away. It felt just like how I remembered, the warm and softness of your lips pressed against mine. I desperately moved my lips against yours as I moved my hands up to hold your face*

"I love you"

*I felt my heart skip a beat as you spoke. Those three words had such a huge impact on me I was sure I was about to hyperventilate. I pulled back for a moment, my breaths shaky as I looked at you with tears in my eyes*

“I love you too… so much…. I’m so sorry for everything….”

*I held you close as I wrapped my arms around you, never wanting to let you go again. I buried my face into your neck, taking in your scent as I trembled, letting out sobs into your shoulder*

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