#Sad happy

[trans-girl-azzi]

You know how sad it is that when I saw an older trans woman in the state I live in I got this stupid happy smile

Because I didn’t know we could live that long

[9823678]

グズマさんで夜/明け/と蛍【ポケモンSM】

[idkummok]

I’m being pursued by a sense of joy so intense that my body feels like it could rise above the ground, as if weightless as a feather on a gentle spring breeze.

This must mean the meds are finally working! 😆

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: March 13, 2020

Lyrics:

I was waiting so sad happy

Thought I lost you in a nightmare dream

You were too high to hold on

I was losing all track of time

For a moment I thought I died

Searching for someone

But I will not find myself tonight

No, I will not find myself tonight

But you can't see

My heart's made out of concrete

You know me, I'm sad happy

You know me, I'm sad happy

No, you can't see

My heart's made out of concrete

You know me, I'm sad happy

You know me, I'm sad happy

I was dancing with my eyes wide shut

Trying not to think too much

Too high to fall down

So wait for me, sad happy

I know this feels like a dream

But the good times will come round

And I will not find myself tonight

No, I will not find myself tonight

But you can't see

My heart's made out of concrete

You know me, I'm sad happy

You know me, I'm sad happy

No, you can't see

My heart's made out of concrete

You know me, I'm sad happy

You know me, I'm sad happy

Songwriter: Kieran Francis Shudall

Sad happy

Sad happy

SongFacts:

Sad Happy is the fourth studio album by British indie rock band Circa Waves. The album was released as a double album, with "Happy" released on January 10, 2020 and "Sad" released on March 13, 2020 via PIAS Recordings and Prolifica.

"Sad Happy" was widely praised by critics. At Metacritic, which assigns a weighted average rating out of 100 to reviews from mainstream publications, this release received an average score of 82, based on 4 reviews.

[charrby]

I kinda teared up Ngl

[inkskinned]

the tradwife movement is the same as it has always been - back in the kitchen, back to breeding - it just has better branding.

when i was younger, i hated pink. i was not like other girls. this is now something i'm embarrassed of - this was not me being a "girl's girl."

but it was expressing something many of us felt at the time: i literally wasn't what girlhood was supposed to be. this is a hard thing to explain, but you know when you're not performing girlhood correctly. it isn't as easy as "i liked x when girls liked y" - because there were other girls that liked x, too - but i never figured out exactly the correct way to like x, or to be interested in y.

now there is the divine feminine. this is the same rhetoric it has always been: women are biologically driven to like pink and ribbons and submitting to our husbands.

the problem is that the patriarchy found a better PR team. because yes, actually, i want every woman to have the choice to be a homemaker. i also want her taken seriously for her legitimate home-making labor. i want her to be recognized as also having a job, just unpaid. i want men to have this opportunity, too.

but it is no longer "i made this choice and I love it." instead it is a sixteen-paragraph rant about how selfish it is that my generation isn't having kids. instead it's long videos about how if you feed your children processed foods, you're going to kill them. instead it is "this is what womanhood is supposed to be. i feel bad for any other choices you're making."

the shame spiral is just prettier. it is large houses devoid of personality. it is the implication: if you don't have this, you aren't happy. the solid, everlasting assurance: women are actually supposed to be submitting. this is the default. this is the natural state of things. all other attempts inflict suffering.

but you can no longer say i'm not like other girls. you can no longer reject this image completely. you cannot find it revolting, even if you know that the underbelly is toxic and festering. sure, it is the same repackaged patriarchy. but the internet does not have shades of grey. you should support and reward other women! your disgust is actually internalized misogyny. not because you are seeing a vision of yourself the way they're trying to train you to be. not because you feel her ghost pass within an inch of your earlobe. not because your father will eventually ask you - why can't you be like her?

because they figured out how to make it beautiful: women will sell other women on this idea, and we will find the singular loophole in feminism. sure, she's shaming you in most of her videos. sure, she implies that a different life is obscene. but she just wants you to be happy! you'd be happier if you were listening!

and the whole time you're sitting there thinking: i'd actually just be happier if i had that kind of money.

[fruitytea454]

did anyone else go from hating getting dressed ever day and crying because of it, and would only wear hoodies sweat pants every leggings. hated buying clothes and just felt that it was useless trying to dress how they wanted?

but now they love getting dressed in the morning and love to try on different clothes at the store.

and The only reason it changed was because they started going to a different school, and realized no one else had an idea of you in your head

[faeriedustdiary]

ʚĭɞ happiness is a butterfly ʚĭɞ

[noodles-and-tea]

It’s always either or

[chloesimaginationthings]

Michael doesn’t like Halloween anymore in FNAF..

[panthermouthh]

“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

[spineless-lobster]

Hey so if you guys here any pained animalistic sobs and/or wails don’t mind that it’s only me thinking about the house of hades family portraits

[toughbunnyforever]

the beginning and the end

[cellystars]

Deeply hoping that these two would continue to be Godparent/Godkid by the end of the season, I need to see these two have a friendship! :"O

[an-established-butt-dent]

Soooooo after the new details that have been revealed about Veilguard, how do we all imagine a Solavellan reunion is going down? Trapped in the fade together? Lighthouse makeout sessions? A very sad mural dedicated to his Vhenan? My brain is infested with new headcanons.