#SUF theory

[screwpinecaprice]

He communicated through mental text.

[devlunar]

It's up to view now. Enjoy my absurd rant about a cartoon clown. And Happy Valentine's Day.

[cheeki-tails]

going back to my roots (monster body fun to draw)

[multiquartz]

Oh the one thing I hope comes out of this is the inspiration to make one good piece of fanart for a certain fan theory turned canon. I made one before and it looks so bad, I need to redraw it frfr. 😭

[novantinuum]

*flaILS MY ARMS AROUND*

i am,,,, expecting

i found a very excellent stuffed Wormy Boi to adopt and call my own and cannot Wait to hug him

[willosword]

What would you want to see from the Lars spin-off?

oo, great question!

obviously i'd love to see the off-colors be fleshed out more, and i think this show would be a great opportunity to see more of the awesome space alien gem stuff

steven is my boy so yall know i'd love to at least pop in and check on him. i also think it would be REALLY really nice if they somehow confirm the trans lars theory. i mean they introduced shep in suf.... and we're no longer on CN so like...... im holding out hope here

[lousycapy]

i don't know if this sound dumb, but as i saw that you like to do analysis and you surely know oscar's stats well from last year, i thought you could have an opinion on this: it's a topic that's been widely discussed how difficult it has been for lando to fully adapt to the car this year, so a lot of people believe that the difference between him and oscar is purely due to those problems, but… this doesn't mean that the difference between lando and oscar last year in qualy could also have been because he wasn't completely comfortable, if we consider that a car that suits oscar relatively well has been doing so badly for lando in qualy so far, is the "pure pace" of the drivers a myth 😶

hiii, good question! I kinda started ranting so the answer is under the “keep reading” haha

I don’t think pure pace is a myth, because at the baseline all humans have slight differences that affect their performances. For example hormone levels vary from person to person, and synaptic bonds of each individual being connected differently might affect the efficiency of certain reactions. But I wouldn’t think pure pace is the main factor in quali performance, although your definition might differ from mine here.

Some people will naturally have an advantage on others and thus more or less pure pace, although I wouldn’t put an f1 driver’s 100% more than a tenth of a second off another driver. If you were to put all drivers at their peak physical and mental form in the same track conditions in equivalent (but adapted to the driver’s preferences) cars and each were to deliver a perfect lap, I’d wager they’d all perform nearly the same.

To me, the discrepancy in quali performance mostly comes from execution and “pure pace” has much less of an impact as people think. Everybody has a ceiling, and the question is how close can you get to that ceiling, and how consistently. Yk, maybe someone can usually sit comfortably from 80 to 90% of their peak, and others from 50 to 95% depending on various factors. Such as not being at peak physical form (so sickness, jetlag, lax workouts, …) or peak mental zone (so distractions from personal matters, loss of focus, overthinking, …). And those imperfections are what would lead to mistakes on a quali lap.

But that’s in a scenario where everybody is in equivalently performing cars adapted to their personal driving styles, which obviously isn’t the case. I do think everybody should be able to modify their driving style to reach the peak style possible, although there are limitations to this like muscle memory. But honestly undoing a life’s learning of a way to do things is always supremely complex.

Based on that, every driver will feel more comfortable in a car that reacts a certain way, and it might differ from their teammate. That’s something we’ve seen a lot with the RedBulls. Max’s driving style corresponds to a certain comfort range, which goes very extreme in the oversteer direction. RedBull uses this ability to sacrifice some of their car’s comfort for performance, which in line makes it very difficult for other drivers to control the oversteeriness of the beast because their range simply doesn’t extend to that extreme.

Like, in theory they could drive 10km/h slower and make it easier for themselves to hit the apex perfectly, but that added comfort means that they’re losing speed overall. The more performance you put in the car, the less slack you have available. And then having to change your driving style to fit this extreme of the spectrum is a whole process in itself.

Anyway, to the McLarens! As much as a part of Oscar’s improved performance this year could be put down to Lando’s difficulties performing, I also think he made a good jump by himself. With experience, it’s normal to get better at defining your comfort range and at adapting it to your environment. I also think last year’s car wasn’t easy for him to drive, especially after the zandvoort updates after which he really started to dip. He might have suffered a bit from not being in his peak mental zone, often making silly mistakes which I suppose was a byproduct of overthinking (maybe trying to copy Lando’s way because he didn’t feel great in the car?). Like, that man could not pull a clean lap for the life of him lol

This year, the issue has somewhat been reversed. The winter break probably did some good for Oscar, let him reset his mental zone, as well as getting a new trainer to better his physical form AND better adapting to the new car means he’s in an awesome place to perform the closest to his ceiling he’s probably ever done in f1.

For Lando, I feel like the car being slightly out of his comfort range as well as not being able to adapt as fast as Oscar kind of threw him in a spiral. Because now he’s not pulling clean laps and as well as overthinking and maybe trying to copy Oscar’s style, he has the added pressure of the expectations of being the better performing McLaren driver due to his seniority over his teammate. Add the pressure of currently being second to said teammate in the championship, and it’s a perfect storm to deteriorate Lando’s ability to execute laps cleanly because of a poorer mental zone.

Somehow we’ve probably seen two extremes of the drivers’ execution in 2024 and 2025. The good thing is that the new regulations in 2026 should bring a clearer output of the duel, since Lando won’t have the regulation experience of 21 and 22 over Oscar anymore and 26 will be a blank slate purely about who adapts best, since it’s the perfect time to have a reset. But honestly the gap between them is way smaller than it appears to be, wether it’s 2024 or 2025, since in each year one of the drivers was performing at their best (so far) and the other at some of their worst (so far).

Thanks for the ask! It was a good mental exercise, and now I’m curious of what people define “pure pace” as since I don’t think I have the most common definition..

[murkrowo]

OKAY OKAY THEORY

SO OBVIOUSLY WE'RE GETTING RHODONITE'S BACKSTORY

BUT I ALSO THINK WE MIGHT GET LORE ON THE DIAMONDS BECAUSE OF THE ART BOOK (YOU KNOW THE PAGE)

I CAN ONLY TALK IN CAPITALS RIGHT NOW

I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS EXCITED SINCE SUF WAS ANNOUNCED OMFG

[jemthecrystalgem]

My new theory (yes, in 2024) is that Steven/Pink Diamond has corruption powers. Every Diamond has a power with opposite effects depending on if they use it destructively or constructively. Blue with her emotion control, White with her mind manipulation, and Yellow with her body morphing. My theory is Pink had some form of all three of these, to the point of making her so powerful she could single-handedly corrupt or heal Gems.

Think about it, Pink alone is the one who caused Pink Pearl to crack. Not her gem, her face. Her mind. Steven tells a joke that causes White to turn pink, like how Blue’s emotion manipulation turns everything blue. Steven and Rose could heal a Gem’s gem. Their body.

And despite being the cause for Earth’s widespread corruption, even when all three Diamonds were trying to heal Centipeedle, they failed. Only when Steven joins in does she stay healed. “But wait, Steven never corrupts anybody, and the Pink Pearl crack could have been trauma!” Well for one, look at how many Gems are clearly deeply traumatized and never crack once (their gem not included). For two, Steven does corrupt someone. Himself.

At the end of Steven Universe Future he corrupts himself when he finally has a breakdown and his Pink powers go haywire (like Pink’s when she hurt Pink Pearl’s form). And what heals him? His own tears. Yes, as far as we know from the show it’s all the Diamonds’ essences that heal corruption, but we also know it takes Blue, White, and Yellow to corrupt, while just those 3 can’t heal it. But Steven? He’s the only one who can corrupt single-handedly, and he’s the only one who can permanently fix corruption.

TL;DR: Pink Diamond’s powers were healing and corruption. When she used her powers for good it brought life and healing. But if used for bad it became harmful and corruptive.

Long Corruption theory time

Ok so one of the main arguments I've seen against the corrupted steven theory is that corruption was from the diamond attack and can't be self inflicted. The only self corruption case we've seen was with jasper but that was because she fused with an already corrupted gem.

So from this we can assume that only the diamonds have the power to corrupt. The thing is, they didn't even know that corruption was a thing.

Both Yellow and Blue had assumed that their attack had wiped out all gems on earth and when shown an actual corrupt gem Yellow says "What am I looking at?" as if shes never seen a corrupt gem before.

So where am I going with this? Well first let's take a look at Blue's ability to make other gems feel her emotions and cry. Let's also assume that in terms of power that Blue and Yellow are equal. So if Blue can superimpose her sadness on other gems why can't Yellow impose her rage? All gems are made from concentrated diamond essences so it would make sense that they would be able to manipulate their emotions.

The same goes for White, who we have seen to be much more powerful than Yellow and Blue and can quite literally take control of other gems. We can assume that pre pink diamond shattering White actually showed emotions and spent time with the other diamonds and Steven's actions in CYM brought that back out of her (her anger from steven's gem not being Pink and her embarrassment from Steven's comment).

From this information we can assume that 1. Corruption can only be caused by the Diamonds and 2. The Diamonds in one way or another have the ability to impose themselves onto other gems.

Now what exactly is corruption? It's only been described as 'Damage from the Diamonds' but that's pretty vague. Pearl and Garnet's explanation is the closest we've gotten to what corruption is specifically.

Pearl: "... remember shes not cracked, shes corrupted and that's something different. Something nearly impossible to describe!"

Garnet: "It's sort of like if MC bear bear didnt tear the fabric of his arm, but the fabric of his mind."

So corruption is psychological and the result of a broken mind (not to be confused with pink pearl's psychological trauma manifesting as the crack on her face, but that's a story for another day).

So what exactly was the diamond attack? Their intention was to destroy gems but instead they were corrupted, so what did they hit them with exactly?

Emotions.

And not just any emotions. Intense feelings of rage, despair, and sadness from the loss of Pink. They superimposed their intense feelings of that loss onto all those gems; overloading their psyches and breaking their minds causing them to lose control of their minds and bodies (sort of like overloading a computer to the point where it crashes and the data gets corrupted).

Now to wrap it all up lets bring in the steven self corruption theory. We know that 1. Steven is a diamond and only diamonds have the power to corrupt. 2. Steven has been bottling up his emotions for years and it's just been getting worse with the pink mode outbursts and all his human friends leaving. So what happens when a half diamond half human teenager bottles up his intense emotions? His diamond powers will turn on himself and it's going to manifest one way or another; and so far we have no evidence on who else this big guy could be other than an emotionally broken, super powerful gem human hybrid.

[itsgerges]

Best Regards The Gravitational Waves Reflection In The Solar System (Analytical Study) (Revised) https://app.box.com/s/yx3tx5lsvwy4025p4j3mwfeliwhtka07 or https://app.box.com/s/9wywdejkxqh7x4g791ntf3p3p01kkm8f

Paper question How Is Planet Velocity Defined? Paper Hypothesis No. (1) The solar system is one energy moves in space and reflects 3 times - the points of the reflection are the planets- as a result- the planets are created depending one each other by this energy reflection.

The Explanation Of The Hypothesis No. (1) I- Preface Why do we need to define Planet velocity here? Because Planet velocity definition disproves The Solar System Classical Description.

II- The hypothesis Explanation in details 1- The Energy Reflection Definition 2- The Energy Reflection Proves 3- The Energy Reflection Result 4- The Energy Reflection Objective 5- Saturn Creation Depends On Uranus And The Earth Let's explain the previous items in following

I- PREFACE Why do we need to define Planet velocity before any other discussion in this paper? Because Planet velocity disproves The Solar System Classical Description. The classical description refutation is a great event because the theories depend on it- and – that means- more than 12 theories are wrong in the modern physics book- Shortly- more than the half of the modern physics book provides imaginary ideas and wrong theories because the solar system classical description is wrong. Let's see examples to explain that clearly Example No. (1) No Planet Moves By The Sun Gravity- Newton is wrong- I have proved this fact since long time- and I explained that- Planet moves by the force caused its creation- means- the planet creation and motion is done by one force only otherwise this planet would be broken- simply – if two forces have effects on the same planet it would be broken- means- the planet moves with its creation force- again No planet moves by the sun gravity- The example shows a gap between the physics book and the solar system facts – Newton imaginary idea is believed by everyone since 400 years! But- the example doesn't show how great the gap is- in fact the shock is coming from The Sun Nuclear Fusion Theory- let's see the next example Example No. (2) The Sun Is Created By The Planets Motions Energies–The Sun Is A Phenomenon Here we can see the gap clearly - The solar planets were found in their orbits before the sun creation and the planets were revolving around a point in space (this point has no light) The planet motion produces energy (1/2 mv^2) and this energy is stored in the space in waves form- the planets were revolving around this point for long periods till the stored motion energy in the space be massive energy- From this massive motion energy the light beam is created (the sun rays is created) The sun rays is created from this energy- that tells why the sun corona temperature is 5 millions Kelvin but the sun surface is 5800 Kelvin- simply- because The Sun Is Not Doing Nuclear Fusion To Produce Its Rays, the rays is created by the planets motions energies– The Sun Rays Show The Great Gap Between The Physics Book And The Facts The wrong description is the reason behind the imaginary ideas and wrong theories in the physics book- one more example- the scientists won Nobel prize in physics for their discovery for the gravitational waves-these scientists told us– the gravitational waves are produced by the sun gravitational field which is NOT FACT– the gravitational waves are produced by Planet motion energy- where the planet moves and produces energy (1/2 mv^2) and the planet can't store its motion energy inside its body otherwise its temperature would be raised for that the planet motion energy is stored in the space In Waves Form- the scientists discovered these waves and they called them gravitational waves!! Let's provide one more example

Example No. (3) The big bang theory tells us the planet creation is done by random process- in details- the theory tells–some planets are suffered from collisions and these collisions changed their diameters and masses- by that we can't know their original diameters and masses by that the current values of these diameters and masses are found by chance and without any geometrical reasons and should be considered random data- For example- Jupiter diameter now is 142984 km but what's this diameter value in the first creation of Jupiter? The big bang theory and all random creation ideas are wrong and nonsense- shortly- I have my planet diameter equation which proves Planet diameter is created based on a geometrical rule- means- for example- Jupiter diameter is created at first as 142984 km and never changed since its creation- if any planet had collision and changed its diameter this collision results would be recorded in this planet motion features- as happened with Mars- Mars original orbit was between Mercury and Venus and Mars had migrated to its current orbit- and Mars had collided with Venus and The Earth in its migration motion- but Mars diameter equation refers frequently to its original orbit features and data- that tells the planet motion provides a record for its history because all data is required for planet motion- by that – all data depends on geometrical rules and no random process is used in it – let's introduce my planet diameter equation in following…. Planet Diameter Equation (v1/v2)= (s/r)= I v = Planet Velocity and r = Planet Diameter s= Planet Rotation Periods Number In Its Orbital Period I= Planet Orbital Inclination (example, 1.8 degrees be produced as a rate 1.8) v2, s, r and I are belonged to one planet and v1 is belonged to another planet The planet (v1) is defined by test the minimum error -Earth Equation uses Neptune velocity -Mars Equation uses Pluto velocity -Jupiter Equation uses the Earth moon velocity -Saturn Equation uses Mars velocity -Uranus Equation uses Neptune velocity (As Earth) -Neptune Equation uses Saturn velocity -Pluto Equation uses the Earth moon velocity (As Jupiter) (The Equation works from The Earth To Pluto) (the discussion explains the reason) Example Neptune Equation (89143 /49528) = 9.7/ 5.4 =1.8 where 89143 = Neptune rotation periods number in Neptune orbital period 49528 km = Neptune diameter 9.7 km/s = Saturn velocity 5.4 km/s = Neptune velocity 59800 days = Neptune orbital period (and Neptune rotation period =16.1 hours) 1.8 degrees = Neptune Orbital Inclination (CONT)

Gerges Francis Tawdrous +201022532292 Physics Department- Physics & Mathematics Faculty Peoples' Friendship university of Russia – Moscow (2010-2013)

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Kuv tau txais kuv ob lub qhov muag rau koj Koj nyob nraum txhua yam uas kuv pom Kuv xav kom koj kub hlub thiab tig tau, endlessly Kuv tsis tau hla koj Koj tshuav koj kos rau kuv Kuv xav kom koj hlub thiab tig tau, endlessly ' Ua rau koj nyob nraum ib tug hluas nkauj zoo thiab koj paub nws Koj ua li ntawd txawv ib ncig kuv ' Ua rau koj nyob nraum ib tug hluas nkauj zoo thiab koj paub nws Kuv paub xyov uas koj yuav tau Cia li tuav rau, peb yuav mus tsev Cia li tuav rau, peb yuav mus tsev Nws yog ib qho nyuaj ua tej no ib leeg kheej Cia li tuav rau, peb mus tsev, ho-oh-oh Kuv tau txais kuv ob lub qhov muag rau koj Koj nyob nraum txhua yam uas kuv pom Kuv xav kom koj kub hlub thiab tig tau, endlessly Kuv tsis tau hla koj Koj tshuav koj kos rau kuv Kuv xav kom koj hlub thiab tig tau, endlessly ' Ua rau koj nyob nraum ib tug hluas nkauj zoo thiab koj paub nws Koj ua li ntawd txawv ib ncig kuv ' Ua rau koj nyob nraum ib tug hluas nkauj zoo thiab koj paub nws Kuv paub xyov uas koj yuav tau Li ntawd, cia li tuav rau, peb yuav mus tsev (mus tsev) Cia li tuav rau, peb yuav mus tsev (mus tsev) Nws yog ib qho nyuaj ua tej no ib leeg (tej yam ib leeg) Cia li tuav rau, peb yuav mus tsev (mus tsev) Ho-oh-oh (goi

मेरी नजरें तुम पर पड़ गईं तुम सब कुछ हो जो मैं देखता हूं मैं आपका गर्म प्यार और भावना चाहता हूं, अंतहीन मैं तुम पर नहीं मिल सकता आपने मुझ पर अपनी छाप छोड़ी मैं आपका उच्च प्यार और भावना चाहता हूं, अंतहीन "क्योंकि तुम एक अच्छी लड़की हो और आप इसे जानते हैं आप मेरे चारों ओर बहुत अलग व्यवहार करते हैं "क्योंकि तुम एक अच्छी लड़की हो और आप इसे जानते हैं मुझे पता है कि आप कौन हो सकते हैं बस रुको, हम घर जा रहे हैं बस रुको, हम घर जा रहे हैं इन चीजों को अकेले करना मुश्किल है बस रुको, हम घर जा रहे हैं, हो-ओह-ओह मेरी नजरें तुम पर पड़ गईं तुम सब कुछ हो जो मैं देखता हूं मैं आपका गर्म प्यार और भावना चाहता हूं, अंतहीन मैं तुम पर नहीं मिल सकता आपने मुझ पर अपनी छाप छोड़ी मैं आपका उच्च प्यार और भावना चाहता हूं, अंतहीन "क्योंकि तुम एक अच्छी लड़की हो और आप इसे जानते हैं आप मेरे चारों ओर बहुत अलग व्यवहार करते हैं "क्योंकि तुम एक अच्छी लड़की हो और आप इसे जानते हैं मुझे पता है कि आप कौन हो सकते हैं तो बस रुको, हम घर जा रहे हैं (घर जा रहे हैं) बस रुको, हम घर जा रहे हैं (घर जा रहे हैं) इन चीजों को अकेले करना मुश्किल है (अकेले चीजें) बस रुको, हम घर जा रहे हैं (घर जा रहे हैं) हो-ओह-ओह (गोई

שמתי עלייך עיניים אתה כל מה שאני רואה אני רוצה את האהבה והרגש החמים שלך, בלי סוף אני לא יכול להתגבר עליך השארת בי את חותמך אני רוצה את האהבה והרגש הגבוהים שלך, בלי סוף כי את ילדה טובה ואת יודעת את זה אתה מתנהג כל כך שונה סביבי כי את ילדה טובה ואת יודעת את זה אני יודע בדיוק מי אתה יכול להיות רק תחזיקו מעמד, אנחנו הולכים הביתה רק תחזיקו מעמד, אנחנו הולכים הביתה קשה לעשות את הדברים האלה לבד רק רגע, אנחנו הולכים הביתה, הו-הו-הו שמתי עלייך עיניים אתה כל מה שאני רואה אני רוצה את האהבה והרגש החמים שלך, בלי סוף אני לא יכול להתגבר עליך השארת בי את חותמך אני רוצה את האהבה והרגש הגבוהים שלך, בלי סוף כי את ילדה טובה ואת יודעת את זה אתה מתנהג כל כך שונה סביבי כי את ילדה טובה ואת יודעת את זה אני יודע בדיוק מי אתה יכול להיות אז רק תחזיקו מעמד, אנחנו הולכים הביתה (הולכים הביתה) רק תחזיקו מעמד, אנחנו הולכים הביתה (הולכים הביתה) קשה לעשות את הדברים האלה לבד (דברים לבד) רק תחזיקו מעמד, אנחנו הולכים הביתה (הולכים הביתה) הו-או-הו (גוי

Iiga iiga Tamaita takuvaktatin Piumayunga uunaqtunik piqpagiyangnik mihingnautingniklu, taimaaqhimaitumik An'ngilimaittunga Qimaktatit naunaitkutit uvamnun Piumayunga anginirmik piqpagiyangnik mihingnautingniklu, taimaaqtitkaluaqtiluni 'Nakuuyuq angnaq ilihimayat ilihimayat Huliyutit taimaali aalangayutit avatimnun 'Nakuuyuq angnaq ilihimayat ilihimayat Ilihimayunga kinauyaakharnik Tigumilugu, aihimaniaqtugut Tigumilugu, aihimaniaqtugut Ayungnaqtuq taimailiuriami hapkuat avaliittumik Aninahuaqhuta, aihimaniaqtugut, ho-oh-oh Iiga iiga Tamaita takuvaktatin Piumayunga uunaqtunik piqpagiyangnik mihingnautingniklu, taimaaqhimaitumik An'ngilimaittunga Qimaktatit naunaitkutit uvamnun Piumayunga anginirmik piqpagiyangnik mihingnautingniklu, taimaaqtitkaluaqtiluni 'Nakuuyuq angnaq ilihimayat ilihimayat Huliyutit taimaali aalangayutit avatimnun 'Nakuuyuq angnaq ilihimayat ilihimayat Ilihimayunga kinauyaakharnik Tigumiinnaqluta, aihimaniaqtugut (aihimaluta) Tigumilugu, aihimaniaqtugut (aihimaluta) Ayungnaqtuq taimailiuriami hapkuat avaliittumik (avaliittumik) Tigumilugu, aihimaniaqtugut (aihimaluta) Ho-oh-oh (goi

Aku memperhatikanmu Kamu adalah segalanya yang aku lihat Aku ingin cinta dan emosimu yang panas, tanpa henti Aku tidak bisa melupakanmu Kamu meninggalkan jejakmu padaku Aku ingin cinta dan emosimu yang tinggi, tanpa henti Karena kamu gadis yang baik dan kamu tahu itu Kamu bertindak sangat berbeda di sekitarku Karena kamu gadis yang baik dan kamu tahu itu Saya tahu persis siapa Anda Tunggu saja, kita akan pulang Tunggu saja, kita akan pulang Sulit untuk melakukan hal-hal ini sendirian Tunggu saja, kita akan pulang, ho-oh-oh Aku memperhatikanmu Kamu adalah segalanya yang aku lihat Aku ingin cinta dan emosimu yang panas, tanpa henti Aku tidak bisa melupakanmu Kamu meninggalkan jejakmu padaku Aku ingin cinta dan emosimu yang tinggi, tanpa henti Karena kamu gadis yang baik dan kamu tahu itu Kamu bertindak sangat berbeda di sekitarku Karena kamu gadis yang baik dan kamu tahu itu Saya tahu persis siapa Anda Jadi tunggu saja, kita akan pulang (pulang) Tunggu saja, kita akan pulang (pulang) Sulit untuk melakukan hal-hal ini sendirian (hal-hal sendiri) Tunggu saja, kita akan pulang (pulang) Ho-oh-oh (goi

Enwere m anya m n'ebe ị nọ. Ị bụ ihe niile m na-ahụ. Achọrọ m ịhụnanya na mmetụta gị na-ekpo ọkụ, na-adịghị agwụ agwụ Enweghị m ike ịgafe gị. Ị hapụrụ akara gị n'elu m Achọrọ m ịhụnanya gị dị elu na mmetụta uche gị, na-enweghị njedebe 'N'ihi na ị bụ ezigbo nwa agbọghọ na ị maara ya Ị na-eme ihe dị iche na gburugburu m 'N'ihi na ị bụ ezigbo nwa agbọghọ na ị maara ya Amaara m kpọmkwem onye ị nwere ike ịbụ. Naanị jide, anyị na-aga n'ụlọ. Naanị jide, anyị na-aga n'ụlọ. O siri ike ime ihe ndị a naanị ya. Naanị jide, anyị na-aga n'ụlọ, ho-oh-oh Enwere m anya m n'ebe ị nọ. Ị bụ ihe niile m na-ahụ. Achọrọ m ịhụnanya na mmetụta gị na-ekpo ọkụ, na-adịghị agwụ agwụ Enweghị m ike ịgafe gị. Ị hapụrụ akara gị n'elu m Achọrọ m ịhụnanya gị dị elu na mmetụta uche gị, na-enweghị njedebe 'N'ihi na ị bụ ezigbo nwa agbọghọ na ị maara ya Ị na-eme ihe dị iche na gburugburu m 'N'ihi na ị bụ ezigbo nwa agbọghọ na ị maara ya Amaara m kpọmkwem onye ị nwere ike ịbụ. Ya mere naanị jide, anyị na-aga n'ụlọ (na-aga n'ụlọ) Naanị jide, anyị na-aga n'ụlọ (na-aga n'ụlọ) O siri ike ime ihe ndị a naanị (ihe naanị) Naanị jide, anyị na-aga n'ụlọ (na-aga n'ụlọ) Ho-oh-oh (goi

Ég hef augun á þér Þú ert allt sem ég sé Ég vil heita ást þína og tilfinningar, endalaust Ég kemst ekki yfir þig Þú settir mark þitt á mig Ég vil mikla ást þína og tilfinningar, endalaust Af því að þú ert góð stelpa og þú veist það Þú hagar þér svo öðruvísi í kringum mig Af því að þú ert góð stelpa og þú veist það Ég veit nákvæmlega hver þú gætir verið Bíddu bara, við förum heim Bíddu bara, við förum heim Það er erfitt að gera þessa hluti einn Bíddu bara, við förum heim, hó-ó-ó Ég hef augun á þér Þú ert allt sem ég sé Ég vil heita ást þína og tilfinningar, endalaust Ég kemst ekki yfir þig Þú settir mark þitt á mig Ég vil mikla ást þína og tilfinningar, endalaust Af því að þú ert góð stelpa og þú veist það Þú hagar þér svo öðruvísi í kringum mig Af því að þú ert góð stelpa og þú veist það Ég veit nákvæmlega hver þú gætir verið Svo bíddu bara, við erum að fara heim (fara heim) Bíddu bara, við erum að fara heim (fara heim) Það er erfitt að gera þessa hluti einn (hlutirnir einir) Bíddu bara, við erum að fara heim (fara heim) Ho-oh-oh (goi

Rád szegeztem a szemem Te vagy minden, amit látok Végtelen mértékben akarom forró szeretetedet és érzelmeidet Nem tudok túljutni rajtad Nyomot hagytál rajtam Végtelen szeretetedet és érzelmeidet akarom Mert jó kislány vagy, és ezt te is tudod Annyira másképp viselkedsz körülöttem Mert jó kislány vagy, és ezt te is tudod Pontosan tudom, ki lehetsz Csak várj, hazamegyünk Csak várj, hazamegyünk Nehéz ezeket a dolgokat egyedül megtenni Csak várj, hazamegyünk, ho-oh-oh Rád szegeztem a szemem Te vagy minden, amit látok Végtelen mértékben akarom forró szeretetedet és érzelmeidet Nem tudok túljutni rajtad Nyomot hagytál rajtam Végtelen szeretetedet és érzelmeidet akarom Mert jó kislány vagy, és ezt te is tudod Annyira másképp viselkedsz körülöttem Mert jó kislány vagy, és ezt te is tudod Pontosan tudom, ki lehetsz Szóval csak kapaszkodj meg, hazamegyünk (hazamegyünk) Csak kapaszkodj meg, hazamegyünk (hazamegyünk) Nehéz ezeket a dolgokat egyedül megtenni (egyedül a dolgokat) Csak kapaszkodj meg, hazamegyünk (hazamegyünk) Ho-oh-oh (goi

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5 Juli 2014

Ik heb een vriendin die out of the blue manisch of psychotisch kan worden. Ook beschikt ze over het talent om in een split second in een gemengde episode te schieten. Dan is ze niet alleen depressief en manisch tegelijk, maar ook nog eens acuut suïcidaal. Twee keer ging ze in zo’n bui op zoek naar een stuk touw, met het opgewekte voornemen zich op te hangen. Dat ging alleen maar niet door omdat ze betrapt werd. Vervolgens mocht ze in de isoleercel haar zonden overdenken.

Bij mij hebben de episodes een veel tragere aanloop, die weken of maanden kan duren. Dat verklaart volgens mij ook waarom ik pas op latere leeftijd een diagnose kreeg. Ik zag stemmingswisselingen lang als een fact of life, horend bij m’n temperament. In de wintermaanden dacht ik dat ik een winterdepressie had. ’s Zomers concludeerde ik hieperdepiep dat ik een zonnekind was. Nog niet eens zo’n slechte theorie achteraf, voor een amateur.

M’n eerste serieuze depressie kreeg ik in militaire dienst. Ik was een jaar lang niet vooruit te branden van melancholie, en blowde me iedere dag suf om het ongerief te bestrijden. Ik was weliswaar niet zo’n overtuigde militarist, maar ook geen pacifist. Dus ik deed geen moeite m’n dienstplicht te ontduiken. Dit in tegenstelling tot sommige vrienden, die geestelijke instabiliteit voorwendden, of fanatiek beleden homoseksualiteit, om zo de wapenrok te ontlopen.

Achteraf gezien denk ik dat die depressie me misschien wel geholpen heeft die vreemde militaire macho-cultuur te overleven. Ik hield me gedeisd, en liet het geblaf van onderofficieren en majoors gelaten over me heen komen. Vooral majoors waren enorme klootzakken. Luitenant-kolonels daarentegen waren juist zonder uitzondering fidele types. Rare jongens, die militairen.

Ondanks m’n belazerde stemming heb ik ook gelachen in het leger, vooral tijdens de militaire opleiding. Uiteraard leerden we stompzinnige zaken als marcheren en schuttersputjes graven. En op bivak moesten we met ons wapen (een semi-automatische FAL) slapen in de slaapzak. Maar eerst moesten we het wapen een meisjesnaam geven. In het leger hebben ze een haarfijne antenne voor het verband tussen dood en erotiek. Ik noemde mijn wapen Ineke, naar een ex-vriendinnetje, dat later met een beroemde televisiepresentator is getrouwd. Ik sliep best goed die nacht.

Ook in het leger leerde ik dat menselijke beschaving alleen maar een makkelijk te verwijderen dun vernislaagje is. En dat sadisme een algemeen voorkomende menselijke eigenschap is, vooral bij lompe onderofficieren met een paar strepen op de schouder. Tegen de Conventie van Geneve in leerden ze ons op bivak hoe we krijgsgevangenen moesten martelen. Bijvoorbeeld door een gepakte vijand met zijn handen tegen een boom te laten leunen, een FAL met bajonet staand onder zijn buik, en zijn voeten steeds verder naar achteren schoppend. Een dienstplichtig militair moest daarvoor model staan, gelukkig niet tot hij in de bajonet viel.

krijgsgevangenen sambal voeren was kennelijk ook een beproefde methode.

De onderofficier plaatste dus een FAL met bajonet onder zijn buik, en schopte de benen van de soldaat steeds een beetje verder naar achter. Zo konden we iedere krijgsgevangene aan het praten krijgen over de vijandelijke posities, was de moraal. En als de gevangene niet wilde praten, dan konden we altijd nog zijn benen helemaal onder hem vandaan schoppen, zodat hij in de bajonet viel. De onderofficier kwam niet bij van de pret.

Hij leerde ons ook nog dat krijgsgevangenen het niet fijn vinden als je ze dwingt een pot sambal te eten, om ze vervolgens een dag lang geen drinken te geven. Ook dat schijnt een probate manier te zijn om de vijand aan het praten te krijgen. Ik wilde het graag geloven.

M’n stemming werd er niet beter van. Ook omdat ik kennismaakte met het virulente racisme en seksisme in het leger. De Surinamer in ons peloton, Santiroma, kreeg er om zijn huidskleur ongenadig van langs. Ook de aanwezige vrouwelijke militaire Milva’s moesten het ontgelden, met de meest gore en liederlijke scheldwoorden die ik ooit voor vrouwen had gehoord. Uitgerekend de Surinamer

Santiroma en die meisjes-soldaten vielen door de mand toen we de gasbunker in werden gejaagd. Met het gasmasker in de hand moesten we in het donker wachten tot de onderofficieren traangasgranaten naar binnen gooiden. Toen ging de deur dicht en mochten we de gasmaskers opzetten. Alleen lukte het de domme neger Santiroma en die nog dommere vrouwen-soldaten niet het gasmasker goed op hun gezicht te plaatsen. Ik hoorde ze steeds harder hoesten, en dacht dat ze zouden stikken. Toen de deur van de bunker eindelijk weer open ging, en we naar buiten renden, zag ik wat ze verkeerd hadden gedaan: ze hadden het gasmasker ondersteboven op hun hoofd geplaatst. Terwijl de Surinamer Santiroma en de Milva’s stonden te kotsen, werden ze uitgelachen door de onderofficieren, en bedolven onder de meest vreselijke beledigingen.

Ik werd met de dag depressiever, ook omdat een van de onderofficieren me op de korrel had. Hij betrapte me in de slaapzaal terwijl ik De Volkskrant aan het lezen was. Dat werd in het leger als een semi-communistische overtreding gezien, want De Telegraaf is het huisorgaan van Defensie. Na iedere speedmars blafte de onderofficier me sindsdien in het gezicht waarom ik m’n kistjes niet goed gepoetst had. Als ik antwoordde dat schone kistjes na een speedmars van 5 kilometer door de modder een innerlijke tegenstrijdigheid waren, dreigde hij me met het cachot als ik nog eens zo brutaal durfde te zijn. Zo leerde ik dat sadistische onredelijkheid en verkeerd toegekend gezag een heel harmonieus huwelijk kunnen vormen.

Op de schietbaan kwam m’n wraak. Het hoogtepunt van de militaire opleiding was het leren bedienen van de UZI (een Israelische pistoolmitrailleur uitgevonden om Palestijnen van dichtbij omver te sproeien) en de eerdergenoemde semi-automatische FAL. Dat laatste wapen moesten we eindeloos in en uit elkaar zetten, en poetsen met een oliedoek. Uiteindelijk leerden we schieten met scherp. En de afsluiting van de opleiding, tevens het hoogtepunt, was een schietwedstrijd. Alle 45 jongens van het peloton moesten liggend op de buik 20 keer schieten op metalen poppen. Wie het vaakst raak schoot, kreeg een dag verlof. Ik achtte mezelf kansloos. Niet alleen had ik een lui oog; in mijn peloton zaten ook twee jongens die lid waren van een schietclub. Ze sloten alvast een weddenschap af wie van de twee zou winnen.

Maar tot m’n verbazing won ik. Van de 20 schoten knalde ik 17 keer raak. Ik weet nog precies hoe ik dat deed. Ik visualiseerde dat de metalen pop waar ik op schoot eigenlijk de onderofficier was die mij van semi-communistische sympathieën verdacht. Toen leerde ik dat effectief moorden alleen maar een kwestie is van geprojecteerde en geconcentreerde haat. Diezelfde onderofficier moest met enige tegenzin constateren dat ik de beste schutter van het peloton was. Ik, het linkse mietje dat zijn kistjes niet goed poetste.

Sindsdien droom ik nog altijd wel eens van een loopbaan als sniper in het leger. Het lijkt me wel wat, op een bergtop in Afghanistan liggen, met m’n Heckler & Koch Scharfschutzengewehr, wachtend tot ik een Taliban-mannetje in het vizier krijg. En me afvragend: schiet ik hem meteen door z’n hoofd, of knal ik er eerst een knieschijf van af, om vervolgens rustig na te denken over de locatie van het genadeschot? In het leger maken ze inderdaad een rechtschapen vent van je.

Na militaire dienst kreeg ik een baan bij een krant. Achteraf gezien was ik vervolgens jarenlang vrijwel non-stop hypomaan. Ik dacht alleen maar dat ik de tijd van m’n leven had, werkte 50 uur per week en haalde hele nachten door met veel bier en hasj.

Op m’n 27ste ging het voor het eerst echt mis. Ik was kort na het einde van de Bosnische burgeroorlog een week lang met een fotograaf op reportage geweest in de Krajina, waar de Kroatische bevolking etnisch was gezuiverd (of vermoord) door Bosnische moslim-milities. We reden door verlaten en kapotgeschoten dorpen, met veel kogelhulzen op straat, waar nog steeds een vage brandlucht hing. Ik vond het spooky. Maar de fotograaf, een wapenfreak, had de tijd van z’n leven, en zocht in verlaten huizen naar een Kalasjnikov. Die had hij thuis namelijk nog niet in zijn verzameling.

Na een week gepraat te hebben met moegemoorde militiemannetjes, nog steeds gehuld in camouflagepakken, en met die enge thousand-yard stare in hun ogen, reden we opgelucht naar huis, al had de fotograaf geen Kalasjnikov weten te scoren. Onderweg werd ik voor het eerst manisch. Ik weet nog dat ik in die auto urenlang keihard liedjes van Tori Amos heb zitten zingen, vraag me niet waarom. De fotograaf vond dat helemaal niet raar. Tijdens die week in oorlogsgebied hadden we elkaars latente krankzinnigheid al uitvoerig mogen verkennen.

Thuis aangekomen dronk ik een halve fles whisky leeg en rookte een paar joints om te ontspannen. Het hielp niet. Onder de douche kreeg ik een angstpsychose. Ik voelde koude windvlagen, en wist zeker dat de geesten van vermoorde Kroatiërs me achterna waren gekomen om wraak te nemen. Ik had in een van die kapotgeschoten dorpjes namelijk een paar familiefoto’s opgeraapt uit de modder, en meegenomen naar huis. Bevend van paranoia belde ik ’s nachts een vriend uit Zweden wakker, die me rustig praatte. Ik had geen flauw idee wat er aan de hand was en weet m’n psychische ontsporing aan de alcohol en de hasj, die de psychose natuurlijk best getriggerd konden hebben. De volgende dag ging ik gewoon naar m’n werk, en niet naar de dokter.

Ergens vermoedde ik in die jaren al dat er iets met me aan de hand was. Privé leefde ik bewust een teruggetrokken leven. Ik kocht een huis aan de rand van de stad, in de hoop en verwachting dat er weinig mensen langs zouden komen. Ik had goed gegokt. Urenlang schreef ik dagelijks in een dagboek om het raadsel van mijn bestaan te doorgronden. Vergeefs. Het was allemaal eenrichtingsverkeer en genavelstaar, al heb ik dat dagboek 30 jaar volgehouden. Ik leefde volgens een strikte persoonlijke erecode, die het me bijvoorbeeld verbood om met een vrouw samen te leven. Ik bedoel, ik had wel eens vriendinnen, maar zodra die te vaak wilden blijven logeren, over samenwonen begonnen of erger nog: over een kindje, rende ik gillend en zonder noemenswaardige opgaaf van reden bij ze weg. Ik deed ook verstandige dingen, bijvoorbeeld fanatiek hardlopen, wat er in die jaren beslist mede voor zorgde dat ik psychisch niet volkomen desintegreerde.

Toch belandde ik op m’n 29ste drie maanden depressief op de bank, om langdurig het schilderijtje aan de muur te observeren. Weer nam ik instinctief een goede beslissing: ik nam ontslag uit de soms gekmakende hectiek van de krantenredactie en ging freelancen. Maar eerst nam ik het vliegtuig naar Japan, waar ik op een ijskoude wintermiddag in Kyoto m’n ex-vrouw tegen het lijf liep. Ruim een jaar later was ik vader. We vertrokken naar Amsterdam. En daar, in die tegenwoordig zo opgefokte, cynische stad vol loslopende agressieve gekken, had ik in 2006 en 2007 maandenlang durende manische episodes, met alle bijbehorende vormen van ontremming. Dat ik toen nooit de politie aan de deur heb gehad, vind ik nog steeds een godswonder.

Het vergde nog een jaar en twee psychoses voor ik m’n koppigheid en trots opzij zette en naar de psychiater rende. Ik vermoedde toen al jaren dat ik manisch-depressief was. Voor m’n huwelijk was het te laat. Ik raakte aan de drank, verloor m’n werk, belandde in een echtscheiding en moest als toetje afscheid nemen van m’n onderbenen door bloedvatenvernauwing. Het bleek een keerpunt.

Nu ben ik al twee jaar stabiel en sta ik moeiteloos droog. Weliswaar ben ik hopeloos failliet, maar daar lach ik om. Ik laat namelijk niet na m’n financiële probleempjes af te zetten tegen de destructieve rollercoaster die m’n leven de afgelopen 25 jaar was. Want ik leefde principieel volgens de chaos-theorie, omdat ik dat vond horen bij m’n libertijns-anarchistische levensmoraal. Het kostte me net niet de kop. Dat ik nog leef, heb ik alleen maar te danken aan een morsig internet-dealertje, dat zo verstandig was me 3 jaar geleden niet de 200 slaappillen te leveren die ik bij hem besteld had.

Tegenwoordig doe ik mijn voordeel met de klassieke 3 r’s: rust, reinheid en regelmaat. Dat, in combinatie met wat zelfdiscipline en zelfbeheersing, verschaft me eindelijk de gemoedsrust die ik decennia vergeefs zocht.

Vanavond ga ik met m’n zoon naar Nederland-Costa Rica kijken. Volgende week word ik 49. Daarna gaat het leven uiteraard bergaf, maar dat kost minder moeite dan bergop. Eerlijk gezegd heb ik het gevoel dat ik gisteren geboren ben. Ik, een schele, koppige, gestoorde, drankzuchtige en uiteindelijk trefzekere scherpschutter.

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SU Mini Theory: Steven Will Corrupt Himself After Repeating Pink Diamond’s Worst Mistake

In the last pisode of Future before the hiatus, we were left with a very lost feeling Steven, so much so that he’s turned to a erm.. very unhealthy, and I’d say creepy coping mechanism;

All of his friends moving on to bigger things has sent his need to feel needed skyrocketing. Now he’s tending to plants he’s named after his friends, because these plants will always need him and, more importantly, can’t leave. Right?

Except oh, oof, um.. yeah, about that., one did leave him. That must’ve been traumatic af as we’re left with a somber shot of Steven, holding a flower that was given to him by the plant who’s leaving. So, we have a Steven who reeeaaallly needs to feel needed and loved by the people around him. Hmmmmm where could he go to find endless amounts of validation, i wonder?

Steven’s going to get desperate enough to go see the Diamonds, except whoops

He’s not needed there anymore either, because Spinel is there, who i predict by this point will have also made strides moving on from Pink Diamond, and thus also Steven. When he realizes this, we’ll probably get another Pink Steven outburst, which will inevitably lead, 

to this;

Steven will corrupt White Diamond, and I presume not only corrupt her, but take over her, much like how she was able to take over other gems. Why? Recognize the pose yet?

Steven only takes that pose when he’s going through intense turmoil. He’s going to go through the mother of identity crisis once he corrupts WD, and after that, well, it’s all heading to the one thing we’re all thinking, and its been forshadowed in the show before:

What event will cause him to corrupt himself, you ask? Welp, hold on to your hats, because there’s one piece of forshadowing we all got wrong, fam: What did Pink Diamond do to Pink Pearl? What act made her learn to control her temper again? 

Oh.

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*puts on my autism* i have been waiting for this moment for what feels like my entire life.

IN THE EVENT that Steven and Connie have prolonged contact and exchanging his… bodily fluids that are laced with magic.

now remember it is theorized and practically confirmed that Steven’s sweat also has some kind of magic power, seeing as all he had to do to heal gems from being shattered was jump in the pool. By that logic and the context of him having his own sauna in order to collect his sweat, we can without a doubt hypothesize that Steven’s sweat is laced with magic.

we know Steven has magic spit (obviously).

but that leads this to a reasonable chain of questions like: bodies excrete all kinds of interesting fluids (blood, urine, semen, tears, sweat, snot) so which of Steven’s have effect and which don’t? his tears are not having any affects that we can see so clearly this is a pick and choose situation for his magic to manifest in.

Connie carrying a quarter magic baby? uh…? yeah, i’d assume during that time combined with the constant exposure to Steven that she might gain a few powers for that time. but i think it would have to build in levels outside of pregnancy as well if Connie ever wanted to keep said powers. magic would be kind of like a disease maybe or prion, it alters your DNA and damages things as much as it makes things interesting. so i don’t doubt that Connie’s DNA could be changed by exposure to magic the same way radioactivity could alter cells or DNA.

I saw you Comment on my Video about the Theory that Connie might have a Magic Ability and it honestly got me thinking what if when Steven Healed Connie's Eye Site it gave her a little Magic unknowingly (is that what we call Stevens Powers magic right ? That is what I have been calling it )

So when she kisses Monster Steven that little bit of Magic works .....

Magic and power seems to be interchangeable. 👍

I was more thinking Connie's "magic kisses" is like... Ugh I forgot the word for it... since Steven's powers is tied to his emotions, let's say a kiss from her will stimulate a strong positive emotion out of him, which in turn will generate a magic rush. Like, a kiss can make him float uncontrollably, it can make him sprout flowers, Could help him heal faster? So I think in a way, Connie's kiss can induce magic. But she's not magical herself.

Butbutbut to consider that she is a little magical because of the magic spit that fixed her eyes is an interesting thought. And the sunlight hitting her eyes when she was scolding the Gems and Greg... gems are solar powered... ey? ey?

I do wonder however, would the effect of a small amount of spit last as long? And does that make the others Steven healed also have a little bit of magic if they haven't have before? 🤔

If it is too mild though, I propose to extend this theory of Steven unknowingly giving Connie magic. If a small amount of spit is too mild, how about multiple doses of spit (and other things) throughout the years? What if Steven's essence is slowly changing her body? And what if the slow process allows her to adjust smoothly through the changes? If she is not at the moment, she eventually becomes a little magical as time passes being in an intimate relationship with Steven, is what I'm suggesting. (⁠ ⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ꈊ⁠ ⁠❛⁠  ⁠)⁠ 

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So at the beginning of Fragments we see Steven's gem glow before the wall was placed and blocked Pearl right?

Its white.

Later in the episode, we see it glow again, this time however:

It's pink.

White and Pink.

I am getting a sneaking suspicion we will be finding out on Friday what this means.

My theory: Steven is going to get eyebeams and control White Diamond.