#STILL THO THE ONES I GOT TODAY.....AAAAAAA
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iwannaban0nym0us · 8 days ago
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Y’all I’ve got a new crush, I haven’t made a post like this in a while but I think this is gonnna be one of my long rambly posts
I’m so screwed, I like her so much, like head over heals, writing poetry about her, can’t stop thinking about her, every excuse possible to see her or talk to her or text her
On one hand I’m not even sure if she’d date someone nonbinary but on the other hand I haven’t felt like this since my last ex 2 years ago (it’s wild to me that it was that long ago)
This is reminding me sooooo much of my last ex but I think it’s managing to be in a good way (I really really hope it’s a good way) it’s the same kinda friend of a friend to fast friends progression I had with my ex
As of like a week or two ago we weren’t really friends but like we’re classmates and teammates and have a lot of mutual friends and know each other comparatively well, but now now we’ve been texting for 2 hours pretty much nonstop
Over the past 2 weeks I’ve slowly tried to increase our friendship and you could say it’s gone well, I’ve used robotics and our English class as an excuse to talk to her as much as possible and I stop by her friend group in the mornings or at lunch sometimes too since I get along with all of them well
This week I’ve had the brilliant excuse of a lot a lot of robotics stuff that we both need to help out with a lot of our lunches and afternoons have been spent working together (and w/ teammates) on stuff
Monday after we both left from robotics (her to go home me to go watch the boys soccer game w/ my team) and that’s when the first like actual thing happened, we’d texted a bit previously but almost never about anything besides logistical stuff, but but on Monday SHE texted me just a casual comment about being tired and how I was going to watch the soccer game but then it lead to a whole text conversation about some random stuff
Tuesday not much happened but she was very stressed when I saw her after school and I gave her a hug and texted after to check in on her and she said thank you for the hug with heart hands
Wednesday, that was a day of big things lol, at lunch we were working on robotics together and she said she was cold and I was actually warm so I took off my long sleeve shirt (dw I had a tshirt under) and with a bit of convincing I got her to wear my shirt and holy shit it was so cute, she’s like an inch taller than me but I’m definitely bigger than her (and like my shirts baggy) so it looked oversized on her and it was mine and aaaaaaa save me
Then I saw her after an awful soccer practice on Wednesday and I was literally soaking wet but I still managed to get a good bye hug from her and then she ended up being delayed leaving so I stayed and talked to her for a bit longer
Also throughout the week I’ve been like slowly building up physical contact, a hand on a shoulder here or there, leaning into her a bit (she’s leaned back sometimes which always gives me butterflies) or putting my head on her shoulder when I said I was tired (she leaned her head on mine)
Now today, I saw her a bit in the morning and between classes and at lunch she stopped by robotics and we chatted and it was chill and then last block of the day I was in the shop and she came by and we talked and even like helped out with cleanup from the class and like we talked for a bit and like wandered over to where her friend group hangs out but we kept talking even tho her friends were there
Anyway now now oh my god, I texted her about robotics and then she kinda checked in on me because I was so tired today and somehow that has led to us almost continuously texting for the past 3 hours, I was legit kicking my feet and smiling at my phone texting her just talking to her makes me so happy
We’ve talked about so many things and she keeps asking questions and keeping the conversation going and like it definitely wasn’t one sided and our text history is more than doubled now I think lol
During the conversation she said she usually goes to bed at like 10/11 and it’s midnight now and we just said good night,,,, and like she was keeping the conversation going like there were plenty of stoping points, another big win is that I got a “gn [my name] 🫶” so uh yeah
This whole thing is just making me so happy and giddy in a way I haven’t felt since my ex and it makes me so happy, and also like I feel like I’m finally over my ex, like my new crush is on my mind more than my ex and instead of slipping up in my head with my exes name instead of my crushes it’s the other way around
I really really hope this goes well I just like her so much and now like all that stuff is giving me probably unfounded hope
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mochiwrites · 2 years ago
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I am totally not procrastinating on my assignment that's due today. Nope what are you talking about
So i heard u talk about crime au again. Gods the freezer fic. The mc freakin freezer fic. Its been months since I have read that, it was before i even gone back to tumblr and im losing my mind every time i rmb it.
It's just??? So??? Wjzjsjzjjz i can't fathom the words at how much i love it. Like wjzjsjz LIKE JUST SCAR'S ANGER WITH CUB AND PUNCHING THE SCREEN. MUMBO WORRYING ABOUT HIM THEN NOTICED GRIAN ISNT THERE YET. AND NOT TO MENTION THE TRUST THEY HAVE IN GRIAN TO LEAVE HIM IN THE FIGHT.
And that scene with Grian in the freezer??? DO NOT GET ME STARTED WITH THAT. JUST *shakes them shakes them shakes them-*
And then when Grian wakes up in the hospital. And im like aaaaaaa???? Its so soft????? Just them sharing their feelings to each other??? And just Scar and Mumbo reassures Grian that it's worth it to love him??? And Grian finally, FINALLY lets himself love them too. Nwndjsjs
Mochi i am not normal after I read that fic. Even tho its been months I am still insane over it wjdjwjxjwkzks
FBDBFHTG ITS BEEN A FEW DAYS I HOPE YOUR ASSIGNMENT GOT DONE
it’s the fact that like. the freezer fic is so memorable to other people??? I don’t have to say the fic’s name and other people know exactly what I’m talking it. that’s like so??? 🥺🥺
god I really do love that interaction with cub, scar, n mumbo. scar just…. getting so angry with cub that he sees red for just a split second and he punches the screen, and mumbo is the one to pull him back. that right there shows so much about their relationship….
and then grian trapped in the freezer and just mbthrbfbfg. he was so ready to accept death… and GOD I think about his thought process and his little thing with pearl all the time.
then they all talk and just,,,, SOBS.
this fic gives me many emotions, even as one of the writer’s.
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shima-draws · 5 years ago
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LISTEN YA’LL LISTEN SAO IS HAVING ITS 3RD ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATION AND I JUST GOT S O MANY FUCKING GOOD SCOUTS
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I GOT 3 OUT OF THE 4 NEW 6 STARS (the only exception to that being Eugeo which OF COURSE I didn’t get the person I wanted the most lol—and I actually ended up getting Kirito twice) and just MY LUCK?? GOD IS THAT YOU??
I ALSO GOT THESE LOVELY LADIES
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Can’t believe I finally got Liena-senpai...I’ve wanted her for FOREVER 💖
And then I also pulled these two!!
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ALL IN ALL TODAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY FOR SCOUTS. GOD BLESS
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virgin-mojitos · 2 years ago
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STEVEN GRANT SFW ALPHABET -- PT 2
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aaaaaaa part 2 is here!! terribly sorry for the delay i was a bit busy with studying for my exams, ANYWAYS! thank you so much for the people who liked part 1 i had so much fun writing these
ALSO thank for anon for sent me a message (it made me tear up dont tell anon) and i shortened this for your sake! anyways ENJOY
Gifts – What do they give you as presents? How often do they get you gifts?
“steven grant of the gift shop” I mean come on. I think hes that sort of partner (or friend) that surprises you with random gifts “HEY LOOK AT WHAT I SAW TODAY!! IT REMINDED ME OF YOU SO I GOT IT” its usually the randomst bizarre gifts and trinkets. Like you may make an offhand comment about how you genuinely thought unicorns were a real thing because you watched harry potter as a kid and it wasn’t until YEARS later when you found out that they don’t exist (SPOILER ALERT) so one day hes standing in line waiting for his morning coffee and he sees a cup that has a little unicorn on it and he INSTANTLY buys it and he would get sooOoOoOoO excited when he give it to you.
Hold – How do they hold you? Cuddling, sleeping, holding hands…
Oh steven steven steven, my little touch starved and deprived boy. When he gets comfortable around you (and you him) He. Will. Not. Let. Go. Of. You.
If he can he will hold you 24/7, but as its not possible (you try to convince him) he will pout when he has to go to work or he will definitely pout and whine when YOU get up from bed when he wants to cuddle
Okay so cuddling? Big spoon or small spoon? I think both? Like it would depend on the mood and on you really, but if hes big spoon he will stick your back to his front and put his arm under your head (although it starts to hurt after a while he literally does not care) and one hand on your boob (first couple of times hes very shy about his hand placement but by time if he gets confident he may squeeze)
BONUS: if youre touch starved but also a bit touch repulsed because past trauma (like me hello) it means the WORLD to him when you let him touch you and hes always asking for consent to make sure youre okay
Ideal – What’s their ideal date like?
Museum date ha ha.
I mean yes of course but I think dates where you get to do an activity is very fun for steven (although he does spend more than half of the date staring at you, you pretend you don’t notice)
Jealousy – Do they get jealous easily? How do they handle it?
Mmmm yes I think he does get jealous easily, but that’s due to his insecurities ingrained in him from the people around him (cough cough donna) making him feel awkward or too much or too hyper (cOuGh that cunt donna cOUgh), but definitely not because he doesn’t trust you or anything like that. He might need you to reassure him a couple of times to gain more confidence tho
I think he would come to you and white people smile (like marc in episode 3) the person whos shamelessly flirting with you and try to politely drag you away for that person (my polite boi *dreamy sigh*) if hes feeling confident
If hes feeling less confident I think he would just watch the scene from a far with sad puppy eyes and he only interferes if you are visibly uncomfortable. If not, unfortunately he will start to overthink and doubt himself (marc and jake are trying to help but they only offer umm…non civil offers) which do nothing to help his growing anxiety.
BONUS: if while talking to the person you point to steven and mouth “that’s my boyfriend right there” he will swoon (and might tear up)
Kisses – How do they like to kiss you? How frequently do you kiss?
While episode gives us a very middle school kiss from mr steven grant (it was horrible and awkward don’t try to convince me otherwise) I think by time he improves?? Like yes its still very sloppy (and sometimes its too tongey??)  but its very intense nonetheless. Hes very passionate about everything he does, and I think he can really pass his feelings for you through his kisses
I think before steven kisses you, he has to hold your face in the palm of his hands, one hand on your cheek and the other a bit far back near your neck for support (because you’re a gooey mess when steven holds you like that) and hes just. Lost in your eyes for bit, like AAAAAAA im blushing just thinking about this, but hes just looking at you like you are quite literaly the center of his universe. Just so much love and adoration and content before he finally kisses you. This happens almost every time he kisses you because hes that much of a sap.
(except of course the times where you guys are big hornballs and cant keep your hands away from teaching and just hitting every surface in the shared flat until you FINALLY get to the bed)
Love – How do they show you that they love you?
I think steven is a very verbal guy, so you can count on a lot of verbal reassurances if youre one of those people who are insecure (join the club) so yes he will tell you he loves you verbally.
Also for me, learning somebody’s mannerism and habits and finding them endearing is PEAK love for me, so knowhing how you like your coffee or tea in the morning and making it for you if youre running late or just too lazy to get out of bed, and somehow he makes it better than you ever did? What sort of sorcery is this?
REPOSTS AND LIKES HELP MY EGO THANK YOU MUAH
again if you want more of these i thoroghly enjoy writing about my boys, just tell me!
(part 3)
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obeymematches · 3 years ago
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Are ask still open? Hope so, but i wanna request the bothers and undatable (are they still undatable tho?) Reacting to MC turning into the cute pink sheep, she can still walk but can only make cute noises to communicate (can be gender neutral if u want)
Always wanted to see one of these in the fandom but never found one
aaaaaaa this has been sitting in my drafts for AGES i completely forgot oh noooooo
i'm so sorry anon nonono-����
Everyone reacts to you turning into a pink sheep
Lucifer: There he is; waiting for his evening coffee to brew in the kitchen. You walk in as a little pink sheep, making him glance over at you. Bestie, I don't think he was ready for this one. Whatever potion making attempt went wrong he can fix without further consequences; though he thinks you look kinda cute like this so you might as well stay-
Mammon: He walks into your room to find you rocking your new pink wool and four legs look; freaking out at first. Takes him quite some time to realize it is in fact, you. After he immediately takes out his phone and snaps pictures for blackmailing and joking purposes. Takes you to Satan to help you get back into your human form... too bad he was never any good at potions, this would have been the chance to impress you. Though he might try anyways, but chances are you are going to end up worse.
Leviathan: This man is so close to fainting when he notices a pink little sheep marching into his room. Once you baa at him like the little sheep you are he jumps a little. This cannot be real. How could this happen. MC you should have told him you were going to practice today- Though he takes pictures to save them to a secret album he is preparing, filled with your memories together!
Satan: His eyes open wider than you've ever seen, as your pink wool arises on the horizon. Has no idea it is actually you - and not a random sheep one of his brothers got for whatever unhinged reason - until he notices you went missing. I wouldn't say he laughs at you, but he is definitely enjoying himself in this situation. Can fix the situation easily so no worries, though he has nothing against taking care of you as a sheep.
Asmodeus: AAAA IT'S SO CUTE are you kidding!! Please get the phone out of his hand if you don't want to trend on Devilgram as a fluffy little pink sheep- He wouldn't prefer you in this form but honestly, now that it happened he can make the best out of it. I mean he still loves you, regardless! Cuddles you and takes you everywhere with him, now that you are so tiny and fluffy. Wouldn't insist on changing you back but obviously there is going to be a fight about that with his brothers.
Beelzebub: I'm aware I'm doing him dirty right now but; he might mistake you as cotton candy if you are not careful enough. Do not lay on the kitchen table / counter as long as you are in this form, is all I'm saying. He'd be glad to help you change back if you wanted it (as in asking help from someone else for you) and tbh he is clearly one of the only ones who wouldn't take pictures for fun. Absolutely find you adorable though-
Belphegor: What is going on. Has no clue it is you at first; he might use you as a fluffy pillow (love that for him) and he only awakens when his brothers charge in, concerned about your whereabouts, getting you out from under his head- So relieved and a bit shocked when he learns he used you as a pillow. Not that he doesn't do that any other time though.
Solomon: He was there when the accident happened, so he knows from the start it's you. Doesn't get upset or worried at all, mistakes exist to learn from them, after all! Good thing he was there with you though. Insist on figuring out what you did to make this happen, after all, you never know when you'll need to turn into a cute little pink sheep, do you??
Diavolo: What new species is this- The wonders of this world, really- Can't help but laugh when he figures out that it's you. Don't be mad at him though, he doesn't want to be mean, it's just the situation at hand- Might want to shear you so he gets to keep your cute fluffy wool as a token to remember this day. It will be easily one of his most treasured items! (ah imagine turning back into a human & being bald. oh lord-)
Barbatos: You would think he isn't going to be amused by this situation and you'd be so wrong to assume that. No, he is not taking pictures, but you definitely have to go out of your way if you want him to help turn you back. Enjoys carrying you around, though he can't look after you the entire day... Would have a conversation with you while you are in your vulnerable sheep form, only being able to reply in sheep noises. It's ok, you are his beloved sheep, after all.
Simeon: Similar to Barbatos, he'd also strike up a conversation just to tease you a little or to make you feel involved, depending on the situation. Acts very shocked when you start protesting being a sheep, as if you were a kid talking about something obvious you just learned about- No, unfortunately he is not going to turn you back. You are just too adorable for your own good MC, I'm sorry, it's not going to happen-
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xiaowhore · 3 years ago
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so i was just thinking abt luke again,, mainly because i was literally 5 rolls before getting a guaranteed ssr,, but his rate up duration has run out :// and now im basically drowning in misery for not getting him ;((
with agonizing sorrow comes the ringing bells of angst <333 so i thought…
what if luke had attended mc’s wedding,, not as the groom ofc,, but as the best man ;DD and you know, he’s patently suffering because of these practically ancient emotions he’s been desperately grasping at straws for his entire life.
and this is where reader comes in :”)) because luke asks reader to accompany him to the wedding - perhaps the reason behind it is what you believe, as some trivial root of comfort for the regretful man, while he watches the only person he’s ever loved walk past him with a warm smile and down that aisle to another man.
but you were wrong of course - it wasn’t as simple like it had seemed on the surface, in fact you had barely scraped it with those groundless assumptions yet somewhat plausible theories,, because the moment you both step out of that wedding church, he immediately turns to you with beaming irises and…asks you to be his girlfriend.
crazy, right? you’ve literally just accompanied the damn man to his long time crush’s wedding, and now he was asking you out. there was no room for doubt or hesitation in what you offered him as an answer - hell no - to which his jubilant expression falters and your eyes begin to water with tears,,
because how dare he say such a thing? what gives him the right to finally admit it now - now that mc has already gotten married, now that he realizes he has not even a sliver of a chance with her anymore, now that he just so happens to finally look over to his right and all he sees is you?
you have been second to that woman for eight damning years - in everything.
“and i will not be the person you settle for just because you cannot have her.” you say, unable to stop the stream of liquid tumbling down your flushed cheeks anymore.
you can’t, and you won’t do it.
not when you’ve spent all those fucking cruel years loving him.
aaaaaaa bye time to disintegrate, that was so,, ugh disgustingly written 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ and thank god that’s all for her damn rant today 🤢 hope i don’t ruin your day with this bullshit bestie <333
wait 5 rolls until pity??? i- im not sure what to say to comfort you ;-; i hope you got the guaranteed ssr tho, since lost gold pity doesn't carry over the next 4ssr event... (i can say i empathize with you though, i didn't get luke either :'D it's always the person in the same banner as him)
anD WHAT DO YOU MEAN DISGUSTINGLY WRITTEN?? I MUST THANK YOU FOR FEEDING ME DELICIOUS LUKE CONTENT. IN FACT, I'D LIKE TO ADD ON TO IT.
you being his rebound just to soothe his pain is one thing, but what if- what if he does have feelings for you? small and fleeting, but it exists. he can't say it's enough, but it blooms, growing stronger with each day that passes.
it starts with a simple thought — “i enjoy spending time with you.” not as much as he likes being with mc, but his eyes sparkle in joy when you walk through his antique shop's doors to pay a visit, his face breaking out into a bright smile unconsciously. though he used to anxiously wait for mc in the past, he forgot how he even missed her; he couldn't remember, not when you came to scold him for skipping lunch and brought him a homecooked meal yourself. “take care of your health more,” you tell him sternly while pinching his cheek, and he felt unusually giddy.
the next moment happens when you asked him out to go to a newly opened cafe together, eager to take a look at the store everyone's been raving about. he silently admires your contemplative expression when you examine the menu, seriously pondering if the expensive prices were worth your wallet. luke shakes his head, sliding a hefty amount of cash onto the counter; “i'll pay this time.” and, well, who were you to refuse?
you take a seat by the window, visibly happier, and luke can feel himself smile again... that's been happening a lot lately. it remains on his face for the entire time you chat, both of you thoroughly engrossed by your conversation, but you falter when your eyes sweep over somewhere behind him. naturally, curiosity gets the best of him, and he turns around to glance at what your caught your eye.
it's mc, hooking arms with her fiance while looking over the menu together.
at once, luke prepares to feel that same pang of hurt he always endures, the harsh blade of reality piercing through his chest, cutting whatever meaningless what-ifs he may have had. but it... it's faint. it isn't as prominent as before, where he wants to leave the premises immediately, just to get away from the sight. no, it's faint this time... a needle prick, causing him to flinch in surprise for a second, and no more than that. it surprises himself how unaffected he is, but it's pleasant — he can tell he's healing, bit by bit.
(in comparison, your face is paler than his, the fear of being left behind hitting you full force. it knocks the air out of your lungs, and you forget how to breathe.
you only come back to your senses when luke grips your hand, concern evident in his gaze.)
still, luke isn't sure. maybe it was his desperation tricking him into thinking he loved you. maybe anyone would do for him, anyone that can make him forget his pain. it didn't matter, so as long as he doesn't have to think about mc again.
he glances at the ring stored away in his room. the ring he used to polish to perfection, fiddling and fumbling in moments he reminisced of mc. the ring he once dreamed of giving to her, his promise of forever.
he hasn't touched it for months.
his heart tells him, “you don't need it anymore.”
he wants to make sure of it, so he waits. he waits until the day of her wedding, to confirm if it still hurts.
when luke sees her in the white dress, flowers weaved into her hair, he quietly thinks “pretty.” (but when he sees your dazzling smile, his breath is taken away and all he can think of is you, you, you.)
when she walks down the aisle, her lips formed into a shy smile, he smiles in kind. “you look happy.” (at the back of his mind, he wonders if you'd look like this too.)
when she exchanges vows with her husband, tearfully professing her feelings, he doesn't feel envious. he onced wished to be in the space beside her, but not anymore. “i'm glad you found someone you can love this deeply.” (and he too, knows he found that someone.)
and yet...
the world comes to a standstill when tears stream down your face. “i will not be the person you settle for just because you cannot have her.”
the blade pierces his heart, and it pains him more than ever.
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min-arya · 4 years ago
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Lean On Me | drabble
Based on this request: Hi. Can you do a Min Yoongi scenario where they’re like coworkers and they also travel to work together among their other coworkers and y/n develops a crush on him but she tries to ignore it because he’s intimidating and cold. But little does she know that he has a crush on her too. And one day she has to sit next to him in the minivan and she ends up falling off to sleep and wakes up with her head resting on his shoulder and his head resting on her head. Can you make it fluffy. I hope it wasn’t weirdly specific. ^_~
Pairing: yoongi x reader
Genre: fluff
Note: I swear, I kept on reading this request because it’s so cute aaaaaaa. Thank you for sending this request last last month, I think. Sorry for only writing it now. I've recently started my job and I had really little to no time to write. :( Shshs,, thanks for waiting for me shshs. Enjoy!! I adore y’all!!
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Who knew this wedding that you and your team were assigned to handle would be a little more amazing than the previous ones?
You have been working for this catering company for 6 years now. You've organized over a hundred gatherings, birthdays, wedding receptions, debuts and more. What you've always looked forward to the most was the satisfied smiles of the celebrants; making them feel like they're in their own fantasy or fairytale. If you were happy then, you were even happier when Yoongi joined the team.
Yoongi is the sound director; he always has a playlist perfect for every event and even for the person/celebrant. He is really good at what he does, he is hardworking and someone easy to get along with. You admire him for that, because he’s kind and very soft-spoken.
Despite being the event handler, you’ve never really interacted with him personally other than the office work talk like, “what song do you think will fit the theme?”, “Yoongi-ssi, is everything set?” or like, “Nice working with you!” Other than that; practically none, both your awkward asses won’t let you interact.
Little did you know, a wedding will change that.
Today was a wedding beyond your experience; it was a beach wedding held in Busan. Since your catering company was in Seoul, you and your team had to take the company’s mini bus and endure 4.5 hours of traveling. It is kinda good tho because you get to mentally prepare yourself for any issue that may occur during the event. Fighting~ you thought as you boarded the van.
The day went by nicely and ended with smiles and cheering from the audience to the newly-wedded couple. It was fun. The family of both parties are very fun and welcoming, they even asked your catering team to eat and join the games. Have I mentioned it was fun? Because it is! You became friends with the bride and her maid of honor and talked about how the DJ guy keeps looking at you whenever he plays a song for the wedded couple.
You quickly denied because he’s probably just being a little strict or annoyed that you were not being professional or whatever. But still, the day was too great to be ruined by a stare.
As of 8:43pm, the guests have already left the venue; your team was loading the van with the equipment you used earlier. You yawned whilst checking for any left belongings; after knowing there’s none, you stretched before proceeding to board the mini bus. When you got there, the only vacant seat was beside none other than your crush, Min Yoongi. You mentally slapped yourself, this isn’t high school, Y/n. fucking snap out of it. You thought as you slowly and nervously approached the vacant seat. It seems that he didn’t notice that you have taken the seat beside him because he just kept his gaze far on his side window; that’s when you noticed he was wearing his airpods. You sighed, another chance of talking to him; wasted.
46 mins into the drive, you were already dozing off from the draining events of today. Yoongi noticed how your awkward position would cause you a stiff neck so he, being the gentleman he is, lent his immaculate broad shoulder for you to rest on. On the outside, it would look like he didn’t care at all; he is really good at keeping a poker face. But on the inside, he is so giddy; he wants to scream, kick his blanket, punch his pillow and hug it right after that. His crush, the most independent woman he knows, is practically leaning on him or like depending on him like he is some sort of her safe haven.
After 2 hrs, the mini bus made its stop because the driver needed a bathroom break. The halt made you flinch out of your dreamland and the strong but sweet scent of sunflower invaded your nose which followed your knowledge on the thing that was pressed heavily on your head; turns out, Yoongi had fallen asleep too. You were shocked at how close you two were, but you didn’t dare to move; instead, you closed your eyes and smiled, maybe he is not as cold and intimidating as he seems, you thought as you unconsciously leaned into him more for warmth.
What more could you look forward to after this?
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staysuki · 3 years ago
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CHAPTER 24 WAS FULL OF DRAMA LMAO
OKAY SO FIRST OF ALL - wtf jeongin AHHAHAHAA is this some kind of commission why did he say yes to literally everyone who asked him out 😭 like imagine going on a dance with him and he just says "oops youre time has run out, next in line please" out of nowhere 💀 im not saying i find light mode weird pero parang ganon na nga. all my apps are on dark mode xd on one boring afternoon i tried light mode just because and i think im alrdy 50% blind 👁️💧👄💧👁️
lol hyunjin dcurb mo ean but shes got a point, hyunjin told her to fuck off yet he initiated a chat to show his jealousy :"> well in his defense, hes confused af buT sTILL hyunjin hurt y/n so much by his words. aaaaaaa but aaaa puchaaaa bat aq kinikilig sa "what if you are" e hes the enemy rn 😠 lee know pakisundo po si y/n. blocking is indeed self-care 🥰 i love this y/n the best out of all the y/ns in your stories :>
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HAHAHAHAHA SELF-HIRED CUPID SEUNGMIN AT UR SERVICE 🙇🙏 HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA 😭 i mean is this even considered "cupid-ing"? hes literally just posing as y/n Y^Y and him complimenting himself as y/n is so funny HAHAHHA the chatting he used is even 1% close to how y/n texts 😭 unless she talks like that only to changbin huhu and how y/ns attitude changed so fast when the topic concerns seungmin breaking her phone 😭 and wow seungmin has a big problem :"< i think this will take a big turn later on,,,,,
I LOVE THE UPDATES TODAY <33333 ahha dick btw i am not professional at tumblr usage so im not sure if ur drafts will get deleted :<< and the app on my phone and ipad also is buggy, i thinks its just the update not sureee
ill be waiting for the experimental fic hehesz iM SORRY FOR SPOILING ,, ANYWAYS THE MV IS beautiful✨ WATCH IT IF YOU HAVE THE TIME 😩 the tattoos are really cuteeeee ,, and same if ever ill get one in the future, itd be smth related to their songs. i like the heart you made and the nice tattoo on your leg 😗 its rly cute and clean wow how were the other 12 mini tattoos you did? did it come out well?
SQUID GAME IS RLY RLY RLY GOOD but yes it will get more gory the longer you watch. i finished it alrdy and give it a 1000/10 ,, tho its bc i like watching stuff like those jfsbfas you think youll be able to finish it?
BTW CONGRATS EHALOJ IS GETTING MORE RECOGNITION NOW, I JUST REALIZED. you deserver it ash <333
- bs
indeed, i loved that update too 😤 though i think the final two updates are also chef’s kiss 🤌🤌🤌 and i’m excited to put those out.
playboy jeongin, maknae on top feelsz si mamser 😩. di siya papatalo sa harem ni y/n JSHWJSHSHS. dating speedrun vibes.
also i’m 100% on team dark mode as well but sometimes i miss light mode idk why 😩 plus i’m too lazy to label the diff perspectives so like, i’ll just do it by colour. YHAM kim seungmin def feels like a lightmode boi anyways 🤔🤔🤔
everyone hatin on hyunjin rn but its true, he’s v v confused and clueless about everything and he’s siding with yeji bc #family ahu 👉😔👈. “he’s the enemy rn” PLSSS. kiliq sana dun sa line if only nasend errr 💔. lee know-shii talaguh? what about seungmin and felix, they are also contenders 😩🤌. and also ty :,>>> i like her too, she’s very chill and mellow but not a pushover ifykwim. dun sa kim seungmin fic i’m going for the more suplada y/n route so let’s hope i can write that well :(((((
SELF PROCLAIMED CUPID THAT’S UNWANTED 😭💔 poor y/n. seungmin’s flirting game (as y/n) kinda weak 😩 and yes he can’t help that jokingly egoistic self compliment na super out of place JSHWJSHSHS. and yes, y/n def doesn’t talk like that but changbin isn’t that close to her so he hasn’t noticed yet 🤔🤔🤔 i wonder how that’ll go. seungmin is a menace™️ but also he’s a poor boy 💔💔💔💔. we stan #seungminperalta.
thank uuu <333 dick i loved it as well :(((( im probs gonna try save some of my drafts then try to redownload the app cuz its getting harder to use na 💔💔💔 esp with the pictures and see more text huhu.
imma write it once i get inspo or else it’s gonna be just a full-on 500 word drabble 😭. and its okay! i watched in na cuz i can no longer avoid the spoilies on tumblr. the song is so good :((( and letse akala ko naman sexy floor dance, parang yung sa back door movings lang pala 😭 either way seungmin still looking fine af. my boy finally getting the solo screentime he deserves 🤌🤌🤌🤌.
thank u for the tats compliment i worked hard on them :,)))) the others are a bit messy but i’ll be fixing them over the course of the week and i’ll post pics once it’s cleaner looking. i’m proud of the ones that i used my non-dominant hand to make hehe, multitalented queen shit 😩. i’m semi-ambidextrous but i didn’t think i can tattoo with my left hand, super amazing discovery, will flex.
i’ll be taking a long time in finishing it but i’m writing comments every time there’s a good scene just to keep my attention. i’m trying to overcome my gore problem as well but i rly cant handle looking at the screen when the killing scenes come up 😩.
AND THANK U OMG!! i’m also surprised that so many people are liking it 🥺🥺🥺 this is a picture of my notes (masterlist) back when i just started-ish the fic in june:
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back then i was already like “omg theres so many people, let me list them down so i don’t forget them” and now theres even more!!!! so amazing honestly, it’s a good thing EHALOJ will be continuing for a long time :,))) i can’t wait to show everyone the different arcs hehe.
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ranger-kellyn · 3 years ago
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The gif reaction! 🤣
Okay, so in my AU (They were made for the BOTW AU, but I could make a version for AoC as well.) they have two kids. Rylo and Prestille. (One day when I can draw humans and kids I will draw them, but for now have a little description of how they look.) I wanted the tradition of every female being named Zelda to be broken because let's be honest, that's just weird..
I made their middle names references to "Wild" and "Silent" (As in the flower, silent princess.) So their full names are "Rylo Wilde Hyrule" and "Prestille Silant (Pronounced more like sil-lahnt.) Hyrule"
(I had to use the royal family's last name because Link doesn't have one. I should make one up sometime.).
Rylo is the oldest, they're twins but he was born first. He has his mom's eye color and his hair color is in between Link and Zelda's hair color.
Prestille has Link's eye color and her hair is a couple shades lighter than Link's.
I was thinking that, depending on how BOTW2 ends, they would have powers carried over like the (Most likely) Zonai magic.
Prestille would probably have the sealing power despite not being named after her mother. I feel like naming them the same name over and over isn't necessary and it just started as a rumor that the royal family listened to. (She probably won't be needing to use it in her lifetime, but at least it'd be carried over for any other future Zeldas.)
Rylo and Prestille are friends with some other OCs that I haven't mentioned (That's a whole other ask for another time.). I will say that they are Zoras though.
Link, Zelda, Rylo and Prestille live in Link's house in Hateno, that's where the twins were born.
One day they found a stray Hylian Retriever puppy and brought him to Link and Zelda. Zelda tried telling them that they can't keep a pet right now, they proceeded to use their own puppy eyes and even Link joined in because IT'S A PUPPY! Zelda eventually gave in and the kids got to name the puppy. Since they're kind of addicted to sweets, and the puppy was a little sweetheart they decided to name him Cupcakes. He wears a little red bowtie instead of a collar. He follows them everywhere.
Their favorite foods are (Like I said before.) sweets. So the fruitcake, monster cake, etc. Actual meals they like though are omelets, cooked meat, soup and apples. They LOVE apples. (Who doesn't stop to pick all of the apples in BOTW?) So they aren't as big of a glutton as Link, but if you place some food in front of them they will most likely eat it.
Link and Zelda have an adopted daughter too. There was an ambush in a Rito settlement (Built after BOTW and BOTW2) and when Link arrived there seemed to be no survivors. He found an egg (I mean, I assume they lay eggs like normal birds. They are bird people after all.) that seemed unscathed and took it back because there seemed to be nobody else around. Zelda tells him to bring it to Rito village, but before they could it started hatching and whoops, now they have a baby Rito. They name her Veena. She looks like a pileated woodpecker. (We had them back home and they are big and so cool! They're like little raptors flying around.)
So now they have three kids and a dog to look after.
Paya babysits them when Link and Zelda have to go do some important stuff. Either by now she has left the village before or they drop them off at Kakariko for her to look after them.
The kids love her and always comment about how pretty, nice and cool she is. Asking her if she also has magic (Again, depending on how BOTW2 ends, they could possibly have the Zonai magic.) because they've been told about the Sheikah and their magic a little bit. Luckily they don't cause too much trouble for Paya.
Their favorite foods that she makes them are pumpkin stew and vegetable curry. (Yes, surprisingly they DO like some veggies. In fact, they only really eat them if she makes the dish.)
They LOVE the horses that Link and Zelda have. They like brushing their hair and they even get to go riding on them once in a while (As long as Link or Zelda is riding on the horse with them so they don't fall.).
That's all I have so far, but that's still a lot. 😅
so sorry for the late response!! i went to bed early last night and went straight to the office today and i just. have barely had time to breathe today djfhldk (i swear every time i finish scanning one folder i return to my engineer's office to find two more in its place lmaO)
but!!!!! aaaaAAA!!!!!!! I love them so much!!! i absolutely agree that zelda would very likely break the "naming the firstborn daughter zelda" thing. because like. if ANY zelda would do that, it would be her. there's no way she would want to pass off that "curse" of a name to her own child. (THO also from what little i've seen people mention about TP Zelda, she might be willing to do the same as well but that's a whole different game i've never played lm a o)
they seem like such a lovely mix of both their parents i aDORE THEM!! and an adopted rito child i- I Am Emotional (AND what a pretty bird to be based on!!)
this is all just so lovely and sweet and i am! Experiencing An Emotion!!!! thank you so much for sharing with me!! i hope you draw them one day, bc you can dEF expect some fanart from me after you do :D
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lilikags · 4 years ago
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AAAAAAA!!!!! I JUST GOT PAVEL ON EPIC 7!!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!! I REALLY WANTED HIM!!!! I THINK HE'S AWESOME, GOT GOOD SKILLS AND I EVEN HAVE AN ARTIFACT THAT I KEPT FOR HIM (or for other marksmen, but he was one of the ones I wanted to use artifact for) THAT'S SO GOOD!!!!
OMG congrats! I’ve been playing for 2 years and I still don’t have him (tho he came out recently but still ;-; pavel come home pls i have cerise and ur bff violet grrr) He really is awesome, which artifact were you thinking? 
All I got today was Kayron’s artifact, moonlight dreamblade, and more powder (artifacts i sold) but that’s fine one more thing for the collection
tho i wish i could get a hero i don’t have 
and i have three maxed ml dbs i wonder if i can make 5 by the time ssb comes back 
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iwannaban0nym0us · 2 years ago
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More gay panic stories :)
so at lunch today I walked past the lunch line and I was talking to a classmate about an assignment for a bit and I was about to walk away when I spotted my crush so I walked over to them and went with them while they got their lunch and they ended up following me to where my friends eat since we were still talking, when we get there the first thing I notice is the semi-deflated soccer ball on the ground, and I mess around with it and while holding my lunch mage to keep it away from one of my friends for a bit before I give up
we talk with my friends for a while until, as usual, most of them slip off to do different things, then the soccer ball comes out again and my crush ends up holding it after me and a friend accidentally bump someone with it while “fighting” for it, when they say the won’t give it to either of us I just make a sad awww (not expecting that to do anything at all) and my crush is just like ‘ok fine here you go’
so then me and a friend play a bit more keep away (and at this point I’m kinda showing off that I like actually know how to play soccer) and somehow my crush ends up with the ball again and this time just an aw doesn’t work so instead I hug them from behind and say please with puppy dog eyes and they give me back the ball and I just aaaaaaa I can’t believe that worked, they claim it’s just because they weren’t prepared but idk I think there’s more there
anyway we talk like all of lunch and are alone at one point and we both say how happy we are to have gotten to know each other well this year and so as we’re heading to class (we mostly have each other’s schedules memorized) they mention how they meant to go eat lunch with their friends and I apologize for dragging them away but they say it’s ok because they like spending time with me and my friends too
then I don’t see them again till after school when we both go to a club my friend runs where each week someone presents about a true crime, we hang out while waiting for the club to start and during the actual presentation I sit next to them, after the presentation we experienced the chaos of my friend group together
at one point my friends decide to start stacking chairs in a fairly precarious way, so of course I go to help, I end up standing on a table to place one last chair on top of the stack, after that we start to get worried that it’s just gonna fall, so I’m like why don’t I knock it over and I very slowly go to do that and my friends are like no don’t, but the think that really stops me is when my crush says please and gives me puppy dog eyes, and then they’re the one to be like I can’t believe that worked
after a bit more chaos they have to leave and I have robotics in like 10min plus like half of my friends had already left so I head down to the first floor with them and on our way down we run into another friend and have a quick conversation about what each of us is doing and at one point my friend winks at me and just like pls be more subtle they can’t know yet and I think this time my crush didn’t notice thankfully (my friends love to force me to have to explain their weird looks without admitting my crush)
We get to my crushes backpack and they realize they can actually stay a bit longer so we just get to talking more (and I help them with their hw for a cool elective I took last year)
at one point another one of my friends walks by and jokingly asks me if I’m ditching robotics and I like what no and then I look at the time and I’m like oh shit robotics technically started 5min ago (we never actually start on time tho) and my crush realizes they need to head out soon so we hug goodbye and I run off to robotics
aaaa more crush things
so in QSU today we were watching heartstopper and a couple of things happened, first of all our mutual ace friend was thinking about how my crush acts like a cat and I act like a golden retriever and how nick and charlie are like that too and so they told me and my crush that we’re nick and charlie respectively and all of us just started laughing but internally I was screaming because I would lover it if our relationship was like nick and charlie’s, also my crush made i comment about how I even text like nick and idk how to take that,,,
also I think I’m gonna ask them to the dance tomorrow, I’ve started to drive my friends crazy with the fact that we aren’t together yet since all my friend think they like me back, and yeah, we have spent a looooooot of time together recently, anyway, i’m gonna ask them out with a hearstopper line
my general plan is that hopefully we’ll get an empty room to hang out in during our free tomorrow and when the conversation dies down my plan is as follows
Me: So you don't have a crush on anyone at the moment then? Them: [something, probably reminding me that they already told me they like someone] Me: What's she like then? Them: [idk, maybe a comment about how they're pan so they might not be a girl] Me: Are they, not a girl? Them: [probably starting to figure out what I'm doing so might not say anything here] Me: Would you go out with someone who isn't a girl? Them: [who knows hopefully says something] Me: Would you go to the dance with someone who isn't a girl? Them: [might comment on how I changed the line] Me: Would you go to the dance with me? Them: [hopefully says yes!]
So yeah, that's my plan I just have to hope everything works out!
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taejeonie · 4 years ago
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what if jaemin and taehee dated…
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YAY OUR KDRAMA COUPLE
honestly i think that this would start off as a blur to them
like jaemin didn’t even know when or why he suddenly liked taehee
once he fully acknowledged his feelings,,it felt like they were there from the start
and unconsciously, he would have the audacity to FLIRT with her
the dreamies were all video calling, mark and taehee on the other end of the line due to 127’s schedules
hyuck was talking about something when jaemin suddenly said
“noona, you look so pretty today”
the other dreamies were completely thrown off
“that’s so sudden,” mark said while laughing
most of the dreamies has surprised looks on, meanwhile hyuck was baffled
taehee: ahh thank you
she said it as if it’s nothing,,,like this was completely normal she’s still shy tho
and ever since that day, jaemin made a silent pact with himself to get taehee to fall for him
so he sends her good morning texts and good night texts
texts in the middle of the day asking if she ate already, or if she’s taking care of herself properly
these surprised taehee at first but soon she learned to get along with it thinking it was like,,to fit their dynamic of being kdrama people
sooner or later, jaemin would call her and ask her to meet in front of their dorms so that they could go eat in the cafe taehee wanted to go to
“on second thought, i’ll go to your dorm so you don’t have to go to mine”
“but i could just-“
“i don’t want you to get tired from walking to our dorm”
“jaemin, your dorm is literally-“
“no this is final i am going to your dorm and you won’t move a step until i get there”
“…..okay”
“alright see you!”
when the line cuts she looks to mark beside her like (・・;)?
“is it just me or jaemin’s acting really weird these days?”
“hmm?”
“do you think…do you think he,” then she moves her eyebrows up and down like in a weird way
and mark gets all the more confused
from another person’s pov, this situation would look rather comical due to the fact mark has no absolute clue of what taehee’s referring to and why was she moving her face like that
and then taehee leans closer to mark and whispers, “do you think he likes me?”
then mark’s like Ö
“you think he lIKES YOU?”
“nO! he’s just so weird we never go this far with our jokes”
then there was a pause on both ends until mark says, “well do you like him?”
“idontknow??”
“WHAT”
then there’s a knock on the door and both of their eyes widen
“that’s jaemin,” taehee hurriedly whispers
“tHAT’S JAEMIN??”
then before they know it taehee’s already out of the door sweating buckets- wait why is she nervous
maybe bc ur starting to acknowledge ur feelings dumbass
“why are you so red?”
“im what?”
“are you sick?,” then jaemin tried to check if she was hot but taehee pulled away before he could touch her forehead
“im not i was just,,,doing stuff with mark”
jaemin’s face falls slightly when he hears this but then proceeds to ask, “oh? what stuff?”
“we fixed our room- enough about mark. let’s go!!”
unconsciously, taehee grabbed jaemin’s arm and whined like a baby which the latter found ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE.
he scrunches his nose at her before pinching her cheek, “alright (*´꒳`*) whatever my cutie noona says (*´꒳`*)”
then taehee felt her face get hotter when she heard ‘my’
jaemin interlaced their hands together and although he’s done it a thousand times before, it made taehee the most flustered person to ever exist at this moment
when they got outside, taehee let go of jaemin’s hand, causing him to pout
and he made sure she was gonna see his frickin pout.
“where’s the car? ( ^ω^ )”
“actually, we’re walking (⌒▽⌒)”
“we’RE WHAT”
“kidding!!! we’re taking the bus stop over there,,”
“oh okay, you looked serious-“
“i don’t want my baby to get tired (*^ω^*)”
never did taehee know that there would come a day where she wanted to punch jaemin in the face
it was strike #3 baby
now the actual cafe date!!!
taehee would get stuff like red velvet cupcake, chocolate cake, hot choco,,,stuff like that
and jaemin goes, “we went here to this nice café just for you to order that? we have those in our cafeteria”
“you’ll know the cafe is good if simple snacks like these are good”
“whatever you say”
jaemin would also take lots of pictures of her using his phone, then he sets his favorite one as his lockscreen
“aaaaa”
“no”
“aaaaaaa”
“jaemin, no”
“taehee-ssi, the cake isn’t going to eat itself”
“obviously,,,im gonna feed myself”
“but i want to be romantic so aaaaa”
she gives in anyways
when she gets home mark was like, “so you did enjoy your date”
“shut up it’s not a date”
“dUDE DO YOU EVEN SEE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW???”
so mark knows taehee has feelings for jaemin
best friend tingz
as for jaemin, i think that the first person to know
would be renjun
like days after their cafe date, renjun would see jaemin’s lockscreen and JOKINGLY say
“you like taehee noona, don’t you?”
“maybe i do”
…..
“you sound so serious you weirdo”
“its the truth”
renjun: chokes on his water
meanwhile jaemin’s just going through his camera for all the taehee pics
so when renjun looks at what’s causing jaemin’s fond smile
he’s like “yeah this kid is nuts”
there were times where jaemin would randomly buy stuff for taehee
like clips and hair ties
coffee
127 and dream were together in the practice room once again to prepare for the year end concert
taehee was on the floor talking with hyuck
and when hyuck’s about to kiss taehee on the cheek that’s when jaemin steps in
“here’s your coffee, darling (*^o^*)”
hyuck feels something cold against his lips and pulls away in confusion
jaemin pinches taehee’s cheek when she says thank you and walks away
“darling??? that’s new”
“i know. hes so,,,,weird these days i don’t know what’s gotten in to him,,”
pffft
“but he got me coffee so *shrugs*”
“that’s his coffee though how are you not dying”
“no it’s not it’s sweet, here”
“*sips coffee* hmm that is weird”
in reality, jaemin got that type of coffee so he could share with her
jaemin ain’t slick tho
when jaemin walks off mark wiggles his eyebrows like those uncles during christmas and jaemin’s like
“oh no he knows…”
“bUT!!! why does he know?”
“does perhaps,,,,taehee noona have feelings for me too?”
it kept jaemin up and attentive the whole practice schedule
thinking if he should confess or not
days later of jaemin making moves on taehee, taehee felt her feelings grow for jaemin more
and tHEN she starts to worry about the outcomes
“what if jaemin’s just really joking? but if he’s not then we’re kinda fucked? oh no what would the others say”
and she just looked really out of it that it caught mark’s attention
“what’s wrong? you look out of it today”
“mm”
“taehee?”
“mmm”
“is this about jaemin?”
“….no”
mark turns off his phone like the good friend he is and turns to taehee
“you have to stop overthinking”
“what if he doesn’t like me back?”
“will you believe me if i say he does?”
“probably not”
mark smiles amusingly, “you are so stubborn”
“what if the others find out?”
“you’re worrying about that as if you’re already in a relationship”
and taehee gives him like a sad glare that makes mark stop joking around
“if you’re talking about the members, of course they’ll be happy for you both without a doubt. the fans…there will always be a good and bad side of everything taehee. the only thing that matters is how you’re gonna handle it”
taehee goes silent for a moment, thinking
yes, mark IS right. she’s just scared of the consequences
she’ll act on her feelings, but not now
taehee presses her forehead to the side of mark’s face in a loving gesture before standing up and saying thank you
meanwhile jaemin and renjun are planning how jaemin should confess
“i think noona would like it straightforward”
“you mean plain,,,”
“well if you want to have bonus points then i think you should use a pickup line,,like an original one”
“well if it’s for her then i’ll do it then”
“whatever,” renjun thinks jaemin’s too cheesy for him, “but tone it down with your shamelessness,,,i think you’re scaring her”
later in the vlive,,,taehee was kinda out of it
she didn’t notice jaemin was talking
“nooooo i only like noona (*´꒳`*),” he said in aegyo
then mark’s like “really?,” while laughing his ass off in the corner
“really.”
then it’s like one of those movie stills where the male lead *lovingly* looks at the female lead
and taehee’s like ‘oh shit he looks serious’
but then the all but’s come in and shes back to being a chicken about her feelings
later into the night, the dreamies start to head home
as everyone bids their goodbyes, jaemin tries to kiss taehee’s cheek but she pulls away
“….you know you have to stop doing that right?”
“what?,” taehee baby,,you just hurt na jaemin’s feelings :((
“what will others think if they see us like this,,they’re going to think we’re in a relationship. what will your fans say?”
“but we’ve been like this since we were younger…you do this with the others too!!”
“but it’s different with you!”
“noona, can you please explain it properly because i don’t like…i don’t like talking with you as if we’re fighting”
“you’re so sweet and caring and- and…”
jaemin sighs, “and what?”
“jaemin, you don’t know what you’re doing. you’re so loving and i really appreciate it, but tone it down. please?”
jaemin looks down and taehee thinks their relationship is already fucked
sigh
“how can i do that if i like you noona?”
drAMA BOOOMB
“what did you say?”
“i like you more than i should. i want to be your boyfriend, noona, and i’m ready to face whatever outcomes we will go through. i want to hold your hand and tell you i love you before we go to bed,,i want to cook with you and hug you and do all the cringey stuff with you!! i was trying to give you hints the other day but your pretty little head couldn’t get it”
a tear slips from taehee’s eyes making jaemin laugh softly
and he knows, he’s got her already
“huh?,” jaemin wipes her tears away, “why are you crying, baby?”
the pet name makes taehee laugh as she punches him weakly and proceeds to bury her face into his shoulder
“you’re so cheesy, i hate you”
“no you don’t”
“i do”
“you love me,” jaemin wraps his arms around taehee and leans his head on hers
taehee sighs, “okay”
jaemin smiles at her as he pulls away, “so this means you’re my girlfriend now, right?”
“yea ٩( ‘ω’ )و”
AND THEYRE TOGETHER NOW
OH WAIT THIS MEANS THEIR ANNIVERSARY IS DURING NEW YEARS
THATS SO T^T
anyways,,,
i see cheeks kisses happening a LOT more often 
off cam and on cam 
nctzens: they’re just friends!!! ^-^
whenever taehee would pass by, jaemin would suddenly pull her into his lap and taehee would have to struggle for a bit 
“JAEMIN!!”
“JUST FIVE MINUTES PLEASE”
holds hands a lot 
there was this one vlive where jaemin was playing with taehee’s hands 
mark was talking about something,,apparently hyuck saw them being all sweet and lovey dovey 
he wanted to have taehee time too >:(((
so he RIPPED their hands apart and placed his arms around them and did ( ^ - ^ )
speaking of the members knowing,,,
obv renjun and mark would know first
shortly followed by chenji, hyuck, jeno, then the rest of the group respectively 
they all would be super happy for them ofc <33
found it endearing their anniversary is on new years 
the couple would DEFINITELY act cringey just to annoy jisung 
jisung in one of his voice only vlives: “these days jaemin hyung and taehee noona are so weird, REALLY. one day we were in a room together and tHey TalK sO WeiRd!! i had to leave the room”
PLAYING GAMES TOGETHER IS A MUST.
you know that video of a girl holding her bf’s hand while he plays on the keyboard then she lets go of his hand but then the guy pulls the girls hand back and continues playing?
taehee would def do that for fun
but then get SUPER flustered when jaemin grabs her hand back
taehee would be immune to his aegyo
and even when jaemin knows that already he’ll still continue to use it ,,, BUT!!!
there are cheek kisses in the end which taehee will succumb to
jaemin @ taehee : <3 __ <3
RIDIN ERA
TAEHEE WOULD BE SO HYPED
ALSO OBSESSED WITH HIS BLUE HAIR
obsessed to the point that’s all what she’s staring at even if jaemin asks for kisses
“sorry you just look so handsome wow im- wow…..”
JAEMINS AEGYO ON WEEKLY IDOL
taehee would do a live reacting to the dreamies’ aegyo
when it was jaemin’s turn she’d be like ???????
“i can’t believe i d- know this boy…..really”
COFFEE DATES.
coffee dates would be very sweet
if taehee was curious enough she would grow to be immune to jaemin’s coffee
would visit the dreamies a lot more when she’s free even if jaemin tells her she should rest
“noona only came for jaemin hyung :(((“ - park jisung, who is also in need of his noona’s attention
“what?? i love all of the jaemins and non jaemins equally (*´꒳`*)”
“she’s using twitter slang again”
but there are times where jaemin’s really stern and like: don’t come to the dorms u. need. to. REST!!!
so they facetime each other instead!!!
the reason why jaemin would scold her a lot bc he notices taehee falling asleep when she visits them so 1) they don’t get to spend *time* with each other properly 2) she’s not getting the PROPER rest she deserves
therefore jaemin values the health of taehee very much
jaemin would L O V E taking taehee’s pics
would set her as his phone wallpaper AND desktop wallpaper
would def ask her for an album pc (esp. the punch one) and would keep it in his phone case
overall taehee and jaemin would be a vvvv cute couple
it’s like their kdrama-like relationship turned into a LITERAL kdrama,,,except the sad parts
taehee would be very supportive on her part as jaemin would be the literal caring, sweet, cute, lovable boyfriend she needs
he just wants to look out for her ;(
“you know i love you right?”
“yes i know (⌒▽⌒)”
“like really really R E A L L Y love you?”
“i know, jaemin. i hope you know i love you just as much (*´-`)”
“i know that, love. now sleep, you still have an early schedule tomorrow”
“okay,,i love you…goodnight, baby”
“good night, my love. i’ll see you in my dreams (*´ω`*)”
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tomiyeee · 4 years ago
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Coming right back at ya with the same ask because now I'm curious - thoughts on each Half Life game?
putting under cut cuz it’s kinda long~
hl1 - indifferent, bordering on dislike. i can’t stand older games because the gameplay and quality frustrates me. i played the whole game in gmod (thank u to the person who made the resized maps addon) in order to keep the frustration to a minimum, but i can’t think of much that stood out to me about the game :(
opposing force - second favorite game! i despised fighting the military in the other games because im Bad At Games and they always killed me, so it was nice not having to worry about them so much in this one. the alien designs were cool and i LOVE adrian and the way he just...*clenches fist*...pets bugs.....boss fight sucked tho and the game still kinda got the same problems as all old games. altho the ending felt..really sad. not sure if it was supposed to just end on a black screen til you closed the game yourself but it did for me and somehow that just made it even sadder knowing that my boy is just trapped in purgatory indefinitely until gman/valve finds a use for him (if they ever do)..
decay - fun friend times! unfortunately me not processing plot points goes double for this game bc i can’t focus on that stuff when friends are around but i really like colette! she seems like a really fun character and i wish there were more voice lines from them cuz the few that i could find of hers were Extremely Good. love that woman and the way she just.....*clenches fist*.....*cackles maniacally*
hl2+episodes (grouping them together bc i don’t remember enough about them for it to be worth listing separately) - altho it still isn’t quite my type of game (i prefer open world/exploration and/or LOTS of npc interaction), it certainly is a step up from the older ones in the series in terms of gameplay, graphics, and character development. i don’t remember much past kleiner’s lab - usually when i try to replay it, the moment it throws me into combat im like “hm! i think that’s enough for today :)” - but i do have good feelings towards the whole beginning section bc of how much time me n my bffsie spent fucking around with those scenes in gmod. after that..not much i remember in detail (im sorryyy i only played through them once and i have bad memory + trouble processing what’s happening until the second playthrough), but i can say 1) i adored the antlion battle in ep 2 and played through that section multiple times just for funsies, 2) fuck the strider battle, 3) hunters. are so. fucking. cool.
alyx - aaaaaaa!!! the graphics!!!!!!!! the animation!!!!!!! the environment interaction!!!!! i want to play it!!!! tbh alyx was never really my type of character, but i love hearing her interactions with the other npcs and the dialogue is terrific (LOVE that vortigaunt dude). i’ve watched the first few parts of wayne’s playthru but i kept getting sidetracked so i’ve yet to finish it, but i like what i’ve seen so far :) i do wish more of the environment interaction from the first room(s) had carried throughout the rest of the game, but i can easily see why they didn’t. i just like vr games that allow you to play with ur surroundings (like job simulator) and the combat tends to blend together after a while so i don’t find those parts as interesting.
black mesa - yes!!!!!! favorite game!!!!!1! 10/10!!!!!!!!!! this is the only game in the series that i actively like and would want to replay multiple times. i know it’s technically fanmade but honestly it fixed p much everything that frustrated me about the original game and made it even better. i spent like more than an hour in the starting area just playing with every little thing and talking to all the npcs and i love how much more fleshed out they feel. PLUS!!!!! XEN!!!!!!! HOOOOOLY SHIT!!!!!! it’s SOOO much nicer in this game than the disgusting cheese blocks in og xen..gfuck. i would LOVE to just have a stand alone game that allows me to freely explore bm!xen because it’s so!!! gorgeous!! the puzzles were so much more fun and the environmental storytelling + atmosphere was so much better, and i loved that there was so much variety in the types of environments within xen. it feels like an actual planet with its own unique ecosystems and it looks beautiful. i kinda wish they had kept more true to the feel of the og nihilanth design, but the final boss fight is so much better, i love not having to wander around aimlessly bc the game fails to properly indicate what it is im supposed to do.
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milasartblog · 4 years ago
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No animal abuse
Everytime I wake up, I keep asking myself what this day will bring me today. New order, new problems, new visitors, or it will be just quite and peaceful. Who am i kidding, there was never a peace in assassin's life. And yet, mornings are going well for me for now. Doing all this morning routine reminds me that I'm still alive. And hot nice breakfast reminds me that there are still things to enjoy in life. My breakfast was as usual: coffee and salad. I don't load my breakfast that much, so that i could enjoy my lunch. Or dinner. After that i check my arsenal, every gun, every knife i have, even a sniper gun. I always take at least one knife before going out. You never know what can happen outside of organization or mission. Today i decided to do little shopping as i was running out of bullets and bread. Weird combination. As I was walking, i looked around. By looking around, i don't just look, i analyse. Analyse everything: lights, buildings, cars, people, their timetable and where they go. The city is usually not that alive in the morning, a good moment to do an order. But i didn't get any message from Lady Grey today, and so i could use it for myself. When i almost got to bakery....I heard a whinning. A dog's whinning. And punches. Someone was punching a dog? I turned around towards the sound, and noticed an alley where a tall man was standing and....hitting a dog.
???: Stupid dog, always wandering around here! Because of you people can't walk calmly! You street cur!
Another punch, another whine. But this whine was quiter. Seems this man was hitting dog not once. Most of the people would just walk by and don't even give a hand. Even assassins, maybe. Ready to be surprised?
???: Tsh, I wish i could just-
Misa: Hey.
The man turned around and it was my chance. First punch on his face, then footboard, and finally, strong grab on his hand.
???: Hey, what the hell is going on???
Misa: So you enjoy punching poor dogs, huh?
???: Hey, who do you think you are?? It's none of your-
I didn't care at that moment. The dog was dying from punches, and still tries to live. I'm maybe a cold assassin, but leting injustice go like this to anyone, no matter who or what you are, i'm sorry, but be ready to have something broken. Like fingers.
???: AAAAAAAA!!!
Misa: Oh, i'm sorry, are you hurt? Let me help you.
Another fingure was broken and another scream.
???: Somebody help!! This crazy bitch wants to- AAAAAAA!!
One more fingure. Five punches were made, then five fingers will be broken. Fair exchange.
???: Please, stop!! What do you want from me??
Misa: Me? Oh, nothing.
???: Nothing???!
Misa: However this dog is suffering from your punches, that you did for no reason. You can still save your other five fingers if you leave this dog alone.
???: This dog???! Don't you know how i got tired of these street dogs?? They're barking, can attack people and do other dangerous stuff!!!
But I didn't believe him. I looked into dog's eyes, they were clear and innocent. How did I understood? I felt it. This is something I learned during all my trainings. Plus, this dog was clean, so his previous host left them. I soghed deeply.
Misa: Well, you asked for it.
???: Wait wait wait, what are you- AAAAAAAAA!!!
Another five fingers. I let this man go, but he couldn't move his hands. He looked at me with such horror, like he just saw a devil. Devil by name Misa. He wanted to say something, but nothing could come out of his mouth.
Misa: Be lucky that dog is still alive, or else the fair exchange would be more sad. The hospital is not far, you will have time to get there. One more thing like this, and trust me...something else will be broken.
The man ran away with a shout. I'm pretty sure he will tell everyone about me. Oh well, I didn't care that much. I'm always ready for unexpected guests. Right now, the dog needed to be get to vet. I walked to it, picked up and walked to the vet. After couple of hours, vet told me that dog will be alright and that they will find a new home for it. I sighed with relief: today i didn't have to kill randomly found bad person. Lady Grey would not appreciate it, even tho she would understand my reasons. God damn, i'm sure she will report my actions towards this man. Oh well, not first, not the last time. Now, time to get back to my normal routine. And expect new orders from organization.
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And that's another story with my assassin Misa^^ Turned out a bit brutal than usual, so sorry about that X') Also so sorry for deleting it, got nervous a bit X')
Misa belongs to @wildstarfan and @milasartblog (both me)
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sparklyicecube · 5 years ago
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Houseki No Gift Exchange - A Gamer’s Christmas
 To: @diisuke
From: @sparklyicecube
Merry Christmas~
“A Rutile, nice! Here Phos, take it. You could use a boost.”
“Nah, I know you’ve been eyeing that gem for your collection anyway.”
“Phos. You have 13hp left.”
“But Moony, it’s a Rutile though, I know you wanted to get at least one of these~"
“Fine! I’ll take it.”
“Yes, take it! I know you want it.”
“It is a really amazing item though; it can heal your hp and it’s super valuable…”
“Exactly, so take it!”
“I will!”
“Phosphophylitte! Are you flirting with your Moony-chan again?” Antarcticite’s voice rang out from beyond Phos’s headset.
Phos went red from the comment, even though Moonwalkerpatrol and them decided to date they had not gotten used to it all. Antarcticite leaned down and pulled the mic of the headset to their own mouth, pressing their ear to the side of the headset.
“Hello Moonwalkerpatrol, as much as I enjoy seeing Phos spend time with other, respectable people, they do have an exam tomorrow and they need to sleep.”
“Oh, no problem, I have an exam tomorrow too. Phos watch out-! “
Antarc and Phos watched the screen flash as Phos got killed by a stray monster.
“I told you to take the Rutile.” Came Cinnabar’s amused voice. “Goodnight Phos, sweet dreams.”
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“I’m going to ask to meet them today, we can meet up in real life!” Phos was skipping down the pavement on the way to school, Antarc following close behind.
“No gaming in class.” Reminded Antarcticite.
“Haiiiiiiiii.”
As they entered the classroom through the back door Phos saw Cinnabar look up at them, through their bright red hair their eyes made eye contact, Phos hid behind Antarc, hiding from Cinnabar in way any onlookers would describe as comedic.
The class was still incomplete, and students were openly talking, gossiping and laughing, Cinnabar was vaguely aware of dying in the game they were playing.
“I told you Phos hates me.” Bort looked up from the notebook they were writing in at Cinnabar’s statement.
“They don’t hate you Cinnabar,” Cinnabar looked dejectedly at their own notebook, “They’re just scared of you.” Cinnabar slumped slightly lower.
“Way to go in making me feel better.” No one in class had anything against Cinnabar, they just weren’t close to them, no one but Phos it seemed.
Bort put down their pen, a slightly guilty expression on their face. “Look, Phos just doesn’t know you well enough, which is fair since no one really does, but maybe if you make more of an effort to talk to them, they’ll like you more?”
Cinnabar thought for a while, then took their phone and opened an app, a game to be precise. “You know this game?”
Bort leaned over to look at the game. “Yeah, of course I have, you play it all the time in chemistry.”
“Well, this is the mobile version, at home I play it on my PC, but either way, I’m dating this- “
“You’re dating?!” Bort wasn’t loud enough for the whole school to hear but it certainly was loud enough for most of the class to turn around. “Sorry. They’re a real person right?”
“Yes to both, I mean, I think so. We act like we’re dating, and we say we love each other before we go offline, and we send virtual kisses, but we’ve never really said we were dating? I mean except that one time but I’m not sure whether it was a joke. Anyway. I’m 99% sure I know who I’m dating.”
“You know they could be scamming you, or catfishing you, or trying to kill you…”
“Okay one, you are paranoid, and two, look at their username!” Cinnabar pointed to the username that read: Phos3.5.
Bort slowly looked at Cinnabar, then at Phos who was sitting nearer the front trying to balance a pencil on the back of their pinkie finger, back to the username, they let out a small chuckle.
“This is funny to you isn’t it.”
“I don’t know it just seems like a cheesy drama, either way if you’ve managed to date Phos in the game you definitely can date in real life, right? I mean I don’t get your taste but if you guys are already dating it won’t be that hard. Find out whether they are really the same person though, otherwise it’ll be awkward.”
“I- “Cinnabar got cut short by their chemistry teacher coming in, Bort immediately switched focus to the material and the lesson while Cinnabar took out their phone to text the number that Phos gave them a while ago.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Hi 😊
Phos3.5:                    Hiii!!! 😊😊😊
Phos3.5:                    What’s up?
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Nothing, just wanted to see how you were doing
Phos3.5:                    Im doing fine!!! Class is boring though…
Find out whether they are the same person.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     What class are you having?
Phos3.5:              Chemistry I think?
Moonwalkerpatrol:     You think?
Cinnabar looked up and stretched their neck to look at Phos, who was, in fact, typing under the table.
“Cinnabar, you seem excited, could you tell me the last step of crystallisation?” Cinnabar immediately shrunk back, looking at the board in hope that it would offer some sort of help.
“I-in an experiment for salt? O-or for gemstones?”  
“In an experiment to obtain salt.”
Cinnabar stuttered for a bit when Bort subtly slid over their notes. “Uh, turning off the heat and letting the rest of the water evaporate naturally.”
“Correct.” Cinnabar shrunk back into their seat, face burning after a having to speak in front of the whole class, sinking their head into their arms.
*Ping* *Ping* *Ping* *Ping*
Cinnabar looked up at their phone, which was dinging quietly with notifications. If that new fighting game that they downloaded was the culprit then it could be deleted, it wasn’t that interesting. It wasn’t, indeed, the new fighting game, instead they were looking at 35 new messages from Phos3.5.
Phos3.5:                    MOONY      
Phos3.5:                    Are you there?
Phos3.5:                    R u ok?
Phos3.5:                    Where are you?
Phos3.5:                    Answer me I’m getting worried
Phos3.5:                    You could see my messages then you couldn’t, are you ok?
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Srry
Phos3.5:                    OMG are you okay???
Moonwalkerpatrol:     I’m okay, just contemplating why I’m alive
Phos3.5:                    ☹
Phos3.5:                    Is it smth I said?
Phos3.5:                    Im sorry
Phos3.5:                    I love you tho
Moonwalkerpatrol:     I’m sorry, it’s not your fault!
Phos3.5:                    You’re alive cus you’re an amazing person
Phos3.5:                    And you probably are an amazing person in real life too
Phos3.5:                    You’re great at gaming but you’re also really good in making me feel good
Phos3.5:                    And you’re probably really pretty too
Phos3.5:                    But even if you aren’t you’re beautiful inside and I know that for a fact.
Cinnabar stared at the texts that had overwhelmingly positive compliments that were flowing in unprompted and unconditionally.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Sorry… just thinking of stuff and got distracted so I didn’t see your messages
Phos3.5:                    Haha, there was some poor kid who got picked on by Sensei to say the answer, I would’ve helped them but I didn’t really know the answer either…
Moonwalkerpatrol:     …I feel sorry for them
Phos3.5:                    Yeah… they’re sorta scary but they are sorta pretty too. I’m sure you’re pretty too tho
Cinnabar mentally processed the fact that Phos called their real self pretty, giving them the confidence that spurred them to text their next message.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     About real life tho, do you want to meet up sometime? Like, in real life?
Phos stared at their phone in awe, with wide, wavering eyes, ignoring the teacher entirely.
Phos3.5:                    AAAAAAA I was thinking the same thing!!!
Phos3.5:                    Wait that wasn’t a typo right? You don’t mean the Ruby Stadium on level 5 right?
Phos3.5:                    Or the Shackle Ruins that we usually meet at
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Nope
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Uh actually
Cinnabar took a deep breath, ironic as they were texting and not speaking.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     I go to a school called Gakuen Houseki, we could meet at the gates at some point?
Phos3.5:                    OMG!
Phos3.5:                    I GO THERE TOO!
Phos3.5:                    THIS IS AMAZING!
The bell rang, signalling the end of this period and the start of the next one, Bort was flipping through their notes trying to memorise as much as possible. Antarc lightly smacked Phos.
“What?” Phos questioned, still on a high.
“Class, as you – should – already know we have an exam today. Books aside, pencil cases out and phones away, I’m looking at you Phos.” Phos reluctantly put their phone away as the class plunged into a concentrated area of fear and concentration.
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“So, they go to our school, and they want to meet you.” Antarcticite confirmed, walking back home after school.
“Yep! We just have to decide on a date.”
“Where are you guys going to go?”
Phos hm’d for a while, staring up at the sky. “I don’t know, maybe… the Waffle House?”
“Not the place I’d go for my first date, but I won’t judge.” Phos reddened at the statement, only really registering the ‘meet up’ aspect and not considering that it might be their first legitimate date.
Once they got home Phos rushed to the computer and started it up.
“Hi Moony-kun,” chimed Phos as they connected their headsets.
“Hi Phos. How was your exam?”
“I’m pretty sure I bombed it, you?”
“I don’t pay attention in Biology so...”
“You had a Bio test too? Do you have Alexandrite sensei too?”
“Yeah, that sensei is tough, they give tests all the time.”
“So, when do we meet? Wednesday?”
Cinnabar considered this, it was Monday, but the Waffle House Cinnabar was thinking of going to only served their favourite dish on Sunday.
“Sunday maybe? I want to take you somewhere, but the best dish is only served on Sunday.”
“I have somewhere I wanna take you too! We’ll take turns then.”
The game started and they both turned from discussing their Sunday plans to screaming strategy.
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The days went by a little too slowly, Phos was sprawled on the grass tearing apart flowers while Antarc was trying to help teach them the homework, inside the classroom was a very different atmosphere.
“Cinnabar, are you okay?” Jade looked at them in concern, Cinnabar was killing zombies on their phone, letting off some steam.
“Yeah, it was just a dumb argument anyway.” Cinnabar mumbled.
“Well… Dia is crying in the janitor’s closet right now and refuses to come out so I was wondering whether you were okay. It’s okay to not be okay.”
Cinnabar suddenly felt the world’s eyes on them, like in a click of the switch, or the reality of Jade’s words just crashing into them like a bullet train. If Cinnabar were to be honest with themselves, they legitimately did not feel bad about the argument, it was dumb, they should apologise, and they felt slightly ashamed for running their mouth like that, but not hurt. That scared them. Now Dia, one of the softest, kindest students in the class was off crying in the closet because of something that they did. It should hurt. Cinnabar should be feeling sadness, or anger, but all they’re feeling is guilt. This overwhelming guilt and a gnawing voice that tells them that everything they touch crumbles and dies, is stained or shattered.
Cinnabar noticed a soft *ping* from their phone.
Phos3.5:                    Heyyyyyy
Phos3.5:                    Im bored
Phos3.5:                    You’re not in class right
Cinnabar thought about it, about seeing Phos and knowing and being with them in person, not just behind a screen or from across the classroom. Phos was pure, innocent and kind. They wouldn’t want someone like them anyway.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Actually, I’ve been thinking that this isn’t really sustainable.
Phos3.5:                    Busting out the big words? Haha
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Phos, I think it’s best if we don’t see each other on Sunday. This wasn’t going to work out anyway.
Phos3.5:                    I don’t get it, are you cancelling our date?
Cinnabar bit their tongue at the word ‘date’, forcing tears back into their eyes.
Moonwalkerpatrol:     Not just the date, I think we should break up.
Phos stared at the words in disbelief, everything was going fine, they didn’t have a fight or anything! Moonwalker couldn’t just… they couldn’t just leave like that.
Phos3.5:                    But why?
Phos3.5:                    What happened?
Phos3.5:                    We can work this out, talking is always the best, keeping everything inside isn’t going to help.
Phos3.5:                    Moonwalker?
Cinnabar couldn’t bear to look at the messages, turning off their phone and packing their things.
“Cinnabar!” Cinnabar spun around, trying to break the grip that Bort had on their arm, “It’s only lunch time, you aren’t going home are you?” Cinnabar bit back tears, forcing them to stay in their eyes and not drip down.
“And if I am? You can’t stop me.”
“Look, Dia is sensitive and cracks easily, but that doesn’t mean you can just run away from it.”
“This isn’t about Dia okay? Let me go!”
“No, I can report you to the teacher for trying to skip class and they’ll have record of it, do you want a black mark?”
“Oh, now you’re threatening me?” Cinnabar felt a trickle slowly make its way down their cheek. “Just leave me alone.”
Bort sighed and let go. Cinnabar didn’t bolt or run, just sat down and put their head in their arms.
“It’s okay to talk about it you know. I’m really bad with people but I won’t judge.” When Cinnabar turned their head slightly to peer at Bort the other had sat down and was looking at them with almost reassuring eyes, their words echoed Phos’s too much to ignore. Phos.
“I-I broke up with Phos.” Bort looked taken aback.
“Before or after the fight?”
“After. It’s just, whenever I do anything it just hurts everyone around me: Dia, you – I don’t want Phos to be the next one.” Cinnabar rested their cheek on their arms, eyes almost but not quite closed.
“Well firstly, it’s going to take a lot more than being a bit angry to hurt me, so I can be taken off your list of victims thank you very much.” Bort paused, sensing that it might not have been the best thing to start with. “But secondly, you have been nothing but kind to Phos. You’re a bit rough on the edges but it isn’t a guarantee that they’ll get hurt because you’re there, if that was true you would’ve hurt them by now from how long you tell me you’ve been together.”
“Phos deserves better than me.”
“I would actually argue that you could do better than Phos.” Cinnabar glared at Bort, who managed to get the point. “Either way, aren’t you hurting them way more by dumping them?”
Cinnabar felt like the world was sucking out their soul, slowly reeling it into the darkness.
“It’s better that I hurt them now rather than have them be hurt by me many times in the future.”
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Phos was crying, while Antarc hugged them, seething with rage but trying their best to have a reassuring, comforting aura. They bit back insults towards Moonwalker as they knew it wouldn’t make Phos feel any better, but they sit were angry that anyone would hurt Phos like that.
“I-I don’t know *sniff* why they would do that. I- *sniff* I didn’t say anything wrong, did I?” Antarc handed them a tissue.
“You didn’t do anything wrong Phosphophylitte, in no way was it your fault.” Antarc bit back the unsaid ‘It was Moonwalker’s fault’. “Come on now, wipe your tears and toughen up. We can learn from this that unexpected things can happen, even if they are unpleasant. We can’t fight it; all we can do is stand up afterwards. So get up, that’s it.” Antarc helped Phos get on their feet, still blowing into the tissue. The warning bell rang, Antarc shouldered Phos’s things for them.
Cinnabar watched them walk into the class, Phos with red eyes and sniffing and Dia being quiet and down. They buried their head in their hands.
Antarc scanned the classroom, for once not paying attention to the lesson as much. There was only one class having a Biology test on Monday and that was their class, if Moonwalkerpatrol was from their school (which most likely they were telling the truth as they could chat with Phos about a particular teacher) then they would be in this class. Antarc heard Moonwalkerpatrol’s voice before, they could remember hearing something similar in one of their classes, but they couldn’t remember who…
“Could Bort’s group present next?” Bort nudged Cinnabar, who was the other member in the group.
“Is Cinnabar okay?” The teacher looked mildly concerned.
“They just,” Bort hesitated, “Didn’t get much sleep last night.”
Cinnabar sat up, “I’m fine,” they said quietly.
The two got to the front of the class and presented, Cinnabar said the information they needed to, in as loud a voice as they could since the teacher interrupted them several times to say they needed to be louder. The entire class’s eyes were on them, they could feel it. They could feel the stares, the whispers, Cinnabar glanced towards Phos, who was staring at them with slightly narrowed eyes, Cinnabar broke eye contact and looked away guiltily. That made them feel worse. The other groups did their presentations, they had another class, and finally the bell rang to signal the end of the day.
“Phos, you walk home first okay? I have something to do first.” Antarc said after class.
“Oh, okay.”
Antarc walked to the back of the classroom where Cinnabar sat.
“Hey.” Cinnabar jerked their head up, looking Antarcticite in the eye, that was another reason they knew it was Phos, because they were sure it was Antarc’s voice through the headset sometimes as well. They averted their eyes to their notebook. “You’re Moonwalkerpatrol aren’t you.”
Cinnbar nodded, with only the barest of movement to indicate confirmation.
“Are you trying to pick on Cinnabar?” Came Bort’s voice, with Bort glaring at Antarc, the two locked in a fierce battle with knives and swords and saws clashing.
“Cinnabar just dumped Phos over text with no indication why after they were the one to ask them to meet in real life. If that doesn’t sound like asshole material, I don’t know what will!”
“Cinnabar might seem like an ice queen, but they can’t be because you obviously claim that throne. They feel really bad about it, and literally only did that because they are an insecure person who for some reason doesn’t think they’re good enough for someone as lame as Phos!”
Cinnabar was surprised that Bort was standing up for them but with every word from either of their mouths they sunk lower into their chair, wishing they could disappear, wishing they could go away, wishing-
“SHUT UP! Both of you!”
Cinnabar looked up to see none other than Phosphophylitte them self, arms straight out beside them after stomping their foot.
“Phos, I thought you went back.”
“Well after I figured out who Moonwalkerpatrol was, did you really think I’d go? Antarc, I get that you care about me, and that you’re angry but this has nothing, nothing to do with you.” Phos grabbed Cinnabar’s hand, who was still in shock, and pulled them out of the classroom.
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Cinnabar breathed out, with their breath appearing as a misty steam in the cold, winter air. They were still holding onto Phos’s hand, which wasn’t pulling at theirs anymore, there was no point for their hands to be linked except for the fact that it never felt right for them to let go. The silence was rather comforting, there was a hint of frost on the pavement and a cooling breeze. Cinnabar felt Phos shiver.
“Are you okay?” Cinnabar realised that Phos’s hand was cold and stopped.
“I’m fine, just a bit cold, I didn’t bring my jacket…” Cinnabar considered this, they hadn’t brought a jacket either, but something caught their eye.
“C’mon, let’s go inside.”
Both stepped into the Waffle House, the warmth washing over them.
“Ah, I have some money in my pocket, let’s get something.” Cinnabar hadn’t used their lunch money; they had decided to skip today, and lunch had been a bit hectic.
After both were seated with warm wraps and a milkshake, Phos decided to break the silence.
“I’ll pay you back.” They blurted, after having taken a bite and feeling a bit warmer.
“You really don’t need to; they don’t cost much anyway. Besides, I owe you.”
Phos put down their wrap. “Moony-kun, you don’t owe me anything, you know that right? Yes, I was upset, but not with you, just the fact that I didn’t know why. I understand now, and I still love you just as much.”
“Ah, see that, right there. You forgave me so easily. I don’t deserve that.”
“Yes, you do. That isn’t arguable. Now eat your wrap, it’s going cold and you look underweight.”
Cinnabar obediently bit into the wrap, it was genuinely delicious and filled Cinnabar with a warmth that coursed through their body.
“When did you become so responsible?”
“What do you mean? I’ve always been more mature than my age.” They both laughed, Phos trying to drink the milkshake and getting whipped cream on the side of their mouth due to not being able to stay still.
“There you go, being soooo grown up.”  Cinnabar said, using their thumb to wipe the whipped cream off, then promptly licking it off their thumb.
Phos gasped, “Moony-chan! - Cinnabar - that was an indirect kiss!”
“Well firstly, you can still call me Moony if you want to but my name is Cinnabar so you can call me whatever you like. Secondly,” Cinnabar leaned closer to Phos, “Aren’t we dating already?”
Phos turned as red as well, a Cinnabar, and made a failed attempt at hiding behind their wrap.
“So we are dating again. Good.” Phos lowered their wrap and looked at Cinnabar, “I’m really glad that Moonwalkerpatrol turned out to be you, you look prettier than your avatar in the game, and Aurora is pretty sexy.”
Cinnabar stared at Phos with their mouth agape, slowly flushing red. “You-you- when did you get smooth?!” Phos laughed at that and they continued chatting and talking as the clock moved its hands.
“I was planning on taking you here, they only have the blueberry delight waffle on Sunday,” mentioned Cinnabar.
“Same! For the exact same reasons! I guess if we went out on Sunday, we’d wouldn’t know what to do after Waffle House.
Just then the bells at the door dinged as it was opened, the two looked up as the shop had been fairly quiet. The two who came in were none other than Antarcticite and Bortz, bickering while holding twice the number of bags they should have been.
“Why would they come to the Waffle House?!”
“Well maybe not everyone is an ice queen and has warm blood running through their veins and so need some warmth!”
“That makes no sense, if your point is that humans are warm blooded creatures then that proves my point that your body can regulate its own body temperature.”
Antarc spotted Phos and Cinnabar, who were watching in amusement.
“There you are! You left and walked all the way here without your bag, money or even your jacket!”
“I’m fine, Cinnabar paid for the wraps and we talked things out. Everything is okay now.”
Bort and Antarc shared a look that wasn’t of pure hatred, and after putting the bags on the seats they both bowed.
“I’m sorry I got mad at you and yelled without knowing what happened.”
“I’m sorry for calling you lame and for yelling back without watching my tongue.”
Phos and Cinnabar looked at each other in pure amazement, then started to whisper to each other.
“I’m sure Antarcticite was the one who got Bort to do it, Bort has a ton of pride.”
“You clearly don’t know Antarc because when they think what they did was right they will never apologise.”
Phos noticed Bort and Antarc standing there awkwardly and pulled away, clearing their throat.
“Ahem. Cinnabar, should we accept their humble apology?”
“I believe we should.”
Bort sighed in relief. “Can we please get something to eat, those waffles are smelling really good right now.”
Antarc grabbed their wallet, “Yeah sure.”
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“Hi Cinnabar~ Ready for Christmas break?”
“Yep! Ready to be done with school and finally try out that new action game.”
“You mean you haven’t tried it yet?”
Cinnabar looked at Phos in amusement. “We had like, four tests in the past week, where did you find time?” Cinnabar chuckled as Phos sputtered.
“Hi Cinnabar, hi Phos.”
“Good morning Dia,” Cinnabar greeted, Phos just waving as a reply.
“Where’s Antarc by the way?” asked Cinnabar.
“Something about making sure that the term-end project was the highest quality, they slept over at Bort’s place.” Phos grinned, “Isn’t a ‘class project’ the oldest excuse in the book for hanging out with someone?”
Cinnabar shrugged, “Hey, knowing those two they probably spent all that time actually doing the project.”
Right on cue Bort and Antarc arrived, panda-eyed and bickering as usual.
“Oh Phos, good to see you made it to school on time, hi Cinnabar.” Cinnabar waved and Phos greeted them back.
“Remember the rules,” reminded Bort.
“No flirting at the desk. We weren’t flirting though,” Cinnabar defended.
“Yeah, we were just wondering if you guys managed to complete your project.”
Bort and Antarc looked at each other, “Well we did, at 5am.”
“Who was it who wanted to add the history of it on top of everything?”
The two started bickering yet again, with Phos just shaking their head in mock disapproval and Cinnabar laughing.
“Those two just go into their own world don’t they.”
“Yep. Hey I came up with an experiment!”
“You and experiments. What is it?”
“Experiments are the only fun part of science okay? Anyway,” Phos took Cinnabar’s neck in their hands and they both kissed, deep and long with the warmness seeping in, enveloping both of them in a cosy feeling. When they were devoid of oxygen they broke apart, gasping for breath, simultaneously turning around to check for reactions.
“Aaaaaaand they’re still bickering.”
“If they didn’t notice that then they are definitely whipped.”
“Phos?”
“Hm?”
“I love you.”
“I love you even more.”
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tl;dr I’m stressed for personal reasons
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((so,,,today there’s supposed to be this ‘celebration of life’ thing for my grandma. who, as you probably know,,,died in late december. and uh,,,not to disrespect her,,,but I don’t exactly want to go? the environment would be way too stressful for me. and why celebrate when she’s not even around anymore? we’re not gonna be able to have repeats of those good times we had cause she’s,,,not here. just thinking abt it is gettin me all sad again.))
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((my mom wants me to go over there at least for part of it but the second I think abt it I feel like crying. it’d make me too over-emotional and I’ve been trying not to think abt all of this because it’s so stressful and emotional and aaa,,,it’s hard to even believe that she’s,,,gone, y’know. like,,,my brain doesn’t wanna accept it as the truth. even tho I know it’s true. I don’t,,,want it to be. wish it wasn’t. does that even make sense?))
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((and uh,,,I’ve got myself all upset now. idk if I’ll end up going over there for a portion of the thing or not, it’s supposed to be super crowded and just too much going on and stress and memories of good times that I’ll never be able to have again which will in turn make me sad and I don’t wanna be sad I don’t want this to be happening I don’t want her to be dead but she is and I can’t do anything abt it and aaaaaaa--))
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((aaAAAA shut up stupid brain. hhh. how do people do this. how do people move on from things like this so quickly how do they not go through so much stress how do they do it. how can people just live life and be ok when someone really close to them dies of something as stupid and as bad and as mean as pancreatic cancer. the doctors said she was ok and they lied she wasn’t ok she wasn’t gonna be ok she beat cancer before why did it come back worse and have to do that why is there no cure for it why aren’t those stupid doctors working harder to stop people from dying why do I have to be going through this why am I freaking out so much this happened months ago why am I still so stuck on it why am I always so stuck on the past. and my own past lives. I’m so damn selfish wanting to remember things in my past lives that it’s hard for me to sit down and think abt this current one why am I such a stupid asshole why can’t I just do things like a normal person why am I such a moron--))
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((and now i;lj.n rambking and the strss is makni me typoe weird. thatg can nbappeb when i get too upset or stressed I put lses focous on typoijg and itn comnes out wehind. weirn. weonfg. weijrnfd.n,.ajs,fgdjhgfjymhg. that was a stress kaysmahuo. kwysmahj. keysmashj. AAA. I gotta take abljrea,. a break. see yoiu guys liater when I’m feelng betre I guiess. sad mun hours,,,))
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