#SORRY I COULDNT HELP MYSELF 🤣

[hirazuki]

So, you have an interest in moles...

[megamindsecretlair]

I was wondering how you stay consistent with all the fics you be posting. Gurl give us the tea. You dropped like four back to back.

Lmfaooo, yall making me feel like im a fic addict 😭🤣🤣

See, what you do is meditate for 2 hours straight, praying on your muse to beam ideas and writing straight to your skull. Grab an acorn, a candle (your favorite scent), red twine, and a bottle of henny. And make a circle...lmfaooo jk jk.

TL;DR: my mind never shuts up 🫠 never turns off, never stops running, and that energy has to go somewhere, okay 😭

I wish I could take all the credit. I am the one writing it. But I have a close group of friends who let me vent out my ideas or give me ideas on how to improve. They listen to my nonsense, love yall so gd much 😗 @planetblaque @westside-rot @babybratzmaraj .

Other times, the ask is just so detailed, so rich, that it sparks some inspo and I get to writing. I am so in love with the creativity yall have on here. Completely blown away by these ideas you request!

It also helps that I went to film school and was taught how to think visually. You don't have to go to school for that, you just have to expand how you currently think about scenes.

Most times, as mentioned, my brain doesn't shut up. Even when I'm sleeping. There's this running commentary in my mind where I'm constantly turning over fics in my head. I think about scenes, I think about dialogue, I think about sex positions. Half the time, I'm scatterbrained irl because I'm too busy fucking in my head 🤣🤣

I write in my head, if that makes sense. I have these loose scenes in my head that I kind of play around with. I attack the scene from multiple angles trying to think of what sounds better.

Soo, when I sit down to write ive already done half the mental battle. I've already thought about the characters, the scenes, the motivations, the positions. It's just a matter of sitting down and writing it and it flows. I re-read my own writing all the time. But *way* after I've written it and moved on.

There's still moments where I have to pause and think about what comes next. Theres still times where I have to picture what tf is happening 🤣 or what's being said. Or what they're feeling at the moment.

Truth is, I just like to write. I've been writing since I was 11. It wasn't until I re-joined Tumblr at age 30 that I fell back in love with writing. I always loved it. But at a low point in my life, I felt hopeless that no one would ever want to read my writing. I thought I should've just quit altogether.

But by writing on here, I discovered that writing is for ME. If im having fun, then i know you will. I wont lie and say its not scary. I post overnight because I dont want the anxiety of seeing comments and reblogs trickle in 🤧 but the one rule I had for posting my writing, was to write for me. Write for the little girl who thought she couldnt. Write for the little weirdo who loves marvel and has anxiety and constantly feel like im being rejected. Thats who i write for. Thank God I didn't quit 😍🥹 I never would've met any of you. I never would've grown as a writer.

Being here with all of you, sharing my writing, seeing your reactions makes my fn day every day 😭 it's because of YOU that I felt confident enough to write a book.

I didn't get here by accident, I just write. And write often. And I read often. I learn from every single person that posts on here. I learn from all the feedback you give me.

My brain ought to do something useful since it doesn't know how to sit the fuck down 😩😩😩

Sorry this was long? Hope this helped? Feel free to ask more? Idkidk. Its still weird talking about myself. Thanks for this ask though 😗😗😗

[yuujispinkhair]

heyy winter! I hope you’re doing well and happy <33 this isnt any ask or anything but i just wanted to send an appreciation msg for you! I randomly stumbled upon your fic “i wanna be your endgame” and OH MY FUCKINH GOODNESS THE CHOKEHOLD IT HAD ON ME WAS INSANE 😫 I literally kept daydreaming about it after reading the chapter 3rd🤭🤣 AND I WAS SO INVESTED AND DYING FOR CHAPTER 4 and my my my my god you ABSOLUTELY DEVOURED THAT CHAPTER SO HARD!! like im being fr genuine girly your writing is justtt soo good💗💗 im literally in love with it. I am looking forward to see whatt we have in the storee for hockey player sukuna🤭🤭 i know you wont disappoint at all💖💗💗 by that saying im gonna check out your other works too and im so damn sure that im gonna love itt!!!

sorry if this msg comes off really random LMFAO I COULDNT HELP MYSELF 😭🙏🏻 I dont really write any asks or stuff but im just so in love with your work that i was like aint no way im just gonna sit back and not give the appreciation she deserves 😭🤭 alsoo our lovelyyy winter tysm for writing such an amazing piece of work💗💗i hope both the sides of your pillows are cold and you get everything you deserve (cute boyfie kuna ofc!🤭)

-🧚🏻‍♀️ fairy anonie

OMGGGG 😭 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS SWEET MESSAGE 😭😭💗💗 It means so much to me that my stories can bring you joy!! The Hockey Player Sukuna series is making me so happy while working on it, and I LOVE to see people enjoying it, too, and finding comfort in it. This is really what writing and sharing fanfic is about, to me 💗💗 Thank you so much for being invested in this series, and looking forward to new chapters!!

I am sending you lots of love and wish you a lovely weekend 💗💗 Also sending boyfie Kuna over to you for some hugs and anything else you need him for 😘

[dojunie]

IVE BEEN WANTING TO GREET YOU A WELCOME BACKK!! 🤸🏻‍♀️😭 I WASNT REALLY SURE IF I SHOULD MSG, COZ THIS WOULD BE THE FIRST OF MY ENTIRE TUMBLR CARRER 🫢😭 BUT YAURSS 😭✊🏼 I JUST STARTED FOLLOWING YOUR ACCOUNT A MONTH AGO?? 😭 AND MISDIAL FUCKING ATE.‼️‼️ IT ISNT EVEN FINISHED, YET THE CHAPTERS IVE READ IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO KNOW ITS A MASTERPIECE FR 😭✊🏼 BRO I WAS LITERALLY READING IT ON A SCHOOL NIGHT, AND GURL WHEN I TELL YOU I COULD NOT STOP READING.BLOODSHOT EYES GLUED TO MY SCREEN, CHARGING MY PHONE AND LAYING ON ONE SIDE TILL IT REACHES A CERTAIN AMNT OF PERCENTAGE SO I COUKD TURN AROUND KNOWING I COULDNT WAIT AND PAUSE READING TYPE THANG 😭 SAFE TO SAY I DID NOT GET SLEEP 😭 I DEADASS FINISHED THOSE 2 CHAPTERS IN ONE GO, AND I SWORE TO MYSELF ID KEEP CHAPTER 3 FOR WHEN U UPDATE SO ID HAVE SOMETHING TO KEEP ME SANE. I LIED. I COULDNT HELP IT BRAH, YOUR WRITING JUST TEWW GOODD. I READ THE LAST CHAPTER IN SCHOOL, AND AFTER I FINISHED I WAS LITERALLY STUNNED BRO. LIKE WHADAFAK, I SAT THERE LONGING (😂😭) LIKE REAL NOT FAKE. I WAS GLUED TO MY SEAT JUST WISHING AND PRAYING FOR ANOTHER CHAPTER 😭✊🏼 I WAS DEADASS DYING WAITING FOR THE NEXT UPDATE BRO. AND I WAS EVEN MORE FLABBERGASTED WHEN I REALIZED YOU LAST UPDATED ON DECEMBER OF LAST YEAR⁉️⁉️ BRO I CRIED. I PRAYED, AND I CRIED 😭. I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE ONE OF THOSE ABANDONED STORIES OR ABANDONED BLOGS 😭🙏🏼🧎🏻‍♀️ BUT BRO I LOVE GOD FR I LOVE THE UNIVERSE THEY BE WATCHING MY BACK COZ LITERALLY NOT EVEN A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER YOU CAME WITH AN UPDATE‼️ YAHEY😭🤸🏻‍♀️✨🧚🏻‍♂️ TALK ABT PERFECT TIMINGG‼️ BUT YAURS IK DIS WAS A LONG MSG 🤣 COULDNT CONTAIN MYSELF FR 😭✊🏼 BUT I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW, TAKE YOUR TIME WITH SETTLING IN, UPDATING, AND EVERYTHANG. YOU HAVE A LOT GOING ON WITH JOB HUNTING, SCHOOL, AND MOVING!! DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO UPDATE, TAKE YOUR TIME!! (Please update misdal soon 🙏🏼🧎🏻‍♀️😭🤣 ‼️half jks‼️🤣) BUT YAURS TAKE YOUR TIME AND MAKE SURE YOU’RE PUTTING YOURSELF FIRST 🫶🏻 LOVE YOUSSS ✨🧚🏻‍♂️🤸🏻‍♀️🫶🏻 STAY SAFES AND HEALTHY IN THE MEANWHILEE 😋🫶🏻🫶🏻😭 (sorry if I didn’t really make sense, English isn’t my first language 😭🙏🏼🫶🏻)

idk i think im in love w u

definitely need to put this under a read more bc i have been SCREAMING!!!!!!! OVER THIS ASK FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS!!!!!!! when i tell you im going to print out this message and stick it to the wall in front of my desk so i can see it every time i sit down to write najkdajdjsklajd nckdsn i love this ask i love u i love this ask i love you!!!!!!!!! im so happy the lil stories i write about kpop boys grabbed u hard enough to make u stay up on a school night, dying phone and all 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 as i was writing ch4 and starting ch5 i was thinking of this message like 'i cant let colorful anon down i have to get this shit out BEFORE 2024!!!!!!!!" AND SO BE IT IT SHALL BE DONE

its crazy to think that its Literally been an entire year since the last update and people are still so invested........... like im cryin a little yall are seriously the realest

i love u im not kidding this is my favorite ask of all time. i almost dont want to answer it so it can stay in my ask box forever but u clearly went all out in writing this so i simply cannot allow the world to not see your work of art

screenshotting to make it my wallpaper as we speak

i am dubbing you colorful anon, pls come back whenever you want even if its just to leave an emoji in my inbox when ch 4 drops

im going to staple this message to every wall of my house i am so honored to be ur first ask

going to OPEN the misdial google doc and write some more for YEW!!!!!!! CAUSE U DESERVE IT!!!! MUAH MUAH KISSES I AM TUCKING U INTO BED LOVINGLY!!!!!!!!!!

[eternallyhyucks]

is this love? | choi soobin

requested by: anon & @renjunn1es (like 50 yrs ago pls)

pairing: bsf! soobin x fem! reader + mentions of ex! yeonjun

word count: 647

genre/warnings: fluff + a little angst , swearing

—note: this is pt 2 of ‘what is love?’ :)

𖤐 ྀ

a month had passed and y/n was still sad about yeonjun. she still missed him. she missed how he made her feel. she missed what they had; or at least what she thought they had.

soobin was over it. he was tired of hearing y/n cry at night, he was tired of being there to comfort her, and he was tired of trying to be the one who replaced her first love. he was tired, but he couldnt help but stay because he knew that he could never fill that void her heart, but he had to try right?

“hey y/n do you wanna go get some food later?”

“im okay, i think i wanna stay in tonight too”

soobin sighed and hesitated for a second before standing in front of you. “y/n can i ask you something?”

“yeah of course” you said smiling

“do you think you’ll ever get over him?” he paused and took a breath in. “i know it’s hard and i know that you were really in love with him, but y/n, you arent even trying to. you’re just sitting here and sulking everyday-”

“shut up.” you said angrily. “soobin shut the fuck up. who do you think you are ?? just because i came to you after my breakup doesnt mean you’re allowed to say this shit. im fine and im fucking over it. now leave me alone.”

taken aback, soobin stood silently for a second. after taking everything you said in, he sat on the couch next to you and put his hand on yours.

“soobin i told you to leave me alone” you said pulling your hand out from under his

“y/n, i know you’re still hurting, i do. but you cant continue to sulk and lash out on anyone that tries to help you. i want you to feel better y/n. i want you to be happy again. im doing all this because i love you.” realizing what he had just said, soobin paused and sat still.

sighing, y/n responded to him. “soobin?”

“yes?” he said nervously

“i know.”

“what??” soobin’s mind and heart were racing. did she know he loved her this while time? was he that obvious? “what do you know?”

“i know that you want whats best for me and i know that you want me to be and feel better but it’s so hard. i feel like i havent made any progress in feeling better”

relieved, soobin responded, “y/n, theres a reason why i wanna go outside and help you take your mind off of him, you just wont cooperate🙄”

“hello you should be being nice to me right now”

“mf you’re the one that just yelled at me, ur lucky that i didnt give u a nice slap across the face tf🤨 now go get ready, we’re going to get food”

“fine. only bc i yelled at you”

ꕤ

“hey soobin im sorry”

“i already forgave you for yelling at me lol, dont worry about it, i understand” he said smiling

“no,, im sorry for not being able to love you the way you want me to”

“what?” soobin’s smile faltered

“i heard you whispering to yourself the day i broke up with him. i remember it from earlier today too and im sorry. i want to love you back, but i dont want you to feel like you’re second to someone. i want to be completely over him and more in love with myself before i get into any new relationships”

“this is so embarassing” he said blushing “BUT YES I LOVE UR PLAN!! SAY IT WITH ME #GIRLBOSSY/N”

“soobin please”

“say it or else ill kick you out of my apartment”

“no soobin we are in public”

“okay well i guess you’re homeless now🤣”

“WAIT okay #girlbossme”

“YES WE LOVE TO SEE IT😩”

“i hate you so much”

“you wish you did”

©eternallyhyucks

TAGLIST!

@overthemoonbae , @yejicrossing , @baekswoons , @igsana , @renjunn1es , @junityy , @pr0dbeomgyu , @igyus , @sungsunnie , @fiantomartell

—send an ask if you would like to be a part of my taglist!!

[skin--slave]

You just don't understand my art!!! You're not my real dad, you know!!!

Rob: You know what you're in timeout. Get on top of the fridge.

Manson: This house is a FUCKING NIGHTMARE!!!

[violet-makes-an-entrance]

Desperation and frustration boiled as code continued to shift before her eyes. Fury and defiance took over.

Garen had trusted her to take care of Sango and Savannah and that was what she was going to DO. She refused to fail again.

Her eyes glowed solid purple, her movements quickened as more screens appeared around her. Occasional bolts of electricity danced around her form. Though not engaged in a physical battle, the fury and desperation propelled her through the battle of wits.

Not her. Not now. Not while I’m still standing.

She began implimenting limitors, barriers, encryptions, anything she could think of to keep the corruption from spreading to vital code, and relentlessly trying to chase down Lothar’s fingerprints.

Violet felt something creep into her core and drop like a stone. Her eyes went wide, staring blankly at the wall. She slowly turned, again imposing herself between Sango and whatever she was seeing. Though Sango couldn’t see her expression, if anything was truly there they’d undoubtedly see the fear hidden behind her steely gaze. What she couldn’t hide were the stiff movements and the shaking slowly setting in.

Her voice was barely above a whisper.

Vi: Who’s… here?

[womxnbehxndthemxn]

(Text); I'll talk to you tomorrow, something came up.

(text); At this point, it’s the same.

(text); We’ll see I guess.

[heizerux]

When you realize your “just-a-friend” Marinette has been threatened by a lying snake.

From SAMG’s instagram

[jess-21990]

Many months actually I believe YEARS of Ivan's story being out but sorry I couldnt help myself!🤣🤣🤣🤣

Ivan: Oh hi you can play my prologue, but you need to wait until much later for my main route.

Ivan: I'm in here ruining your life in Hayden's route

Ivan: And in Kuon's. Poor you.

Ivan: Now in Sieg's route. Like my smirk? Yeah you do~

Ivan: I bet I'll torment you as well in Oliver's.

Me: WOULD YOU STOP IT ALREADY?!