#SO ABOUT TODAY'S UPDATE. WELL.
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I'M NOT YOUR DOLL AND I'LL THINK FOR MYSELF AND I'LL LIVE FOR MYSELF
#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#eddie dear#senjart#so#so. SO!#SO ABOUT TODAY'S UPDATE. WELL.#WELLLLLL!#eddie is happy. eddie is happy!#so excited for eddie's lobotomy arc#I have many MANY thoughts about today's update. by far the best one I should say#so much implications of the situation the puppets are in#how sally is so.... harsh towards eddie#and we got shown him having an outburst when hes left alone and doesnt know what to do#like he's so underappreciated but. delivering mails and making papercrafts are all he knows#his reison de'tre#his depersonalization on the armchair during the advertisement segment AND how frank reacted to it#he dropped the ''mr dear'' pretenses and called him ''eddie'' in such a concerned voice#AND MY GOD. RED FLAGS EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!#PUPPET ON THE STRING THEORY REAL? SCRIPTS THEORY REAL? OR AM I JUST TWEAKING#HMMM HMMMMMMMMM#ANYWAYS I'LL THINK OF MORE STUFF TO ADD HERE ONCE IM NO LONGER SLEEPY
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Look what we've become.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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radical conceptussy: dan continues the tradition of tour film dumps. they post ig stories all the time, but film dumps are few and rare, one for every month or so or general area of the tour. think about the wad tour dumps: pictures are a mix of silly fun travels, solo moments before and after shows, and soft pretty moments, captured lovingly by crew and friends. except this time, they’re touring together. this is dan and phil “all grown up”. how open is the door going to be? think about all the devastating moments we’ve experienced in the last few months, but add the fact that phil essentially said they dgaf and he wants to live life to the fullest and not take anything for granted. this tour is going to be sooooo different and life changing for us as phannies y’all I can feel it in my bones. anyways back to the photos I had the clearest vision of the softest most adorable picture of them cuddled up together sleeping on the tour bus chucked into the middle one of those dumps casually because it’s not the craziest thing and I could definitely see them saying fuck it and deciding to share something like that. much to think about
#we are a MONTH AWAY from the start of tour#i feel like I’ve been so focused on how far away my show is and being sad about not getting m&g#and theorizing about the content of the show#i can’t help but think about how we got So Much outside of the tour and will this time as well#pics ig stories possibly gaming videos#those are just as exciting parts of the whole thing to me#plus the m&g picturesssss and stories like I don’t think I’m ready for seeing updated poses and just their appearance in general#their newer looks/style and hair are so good individually but they are so powerful next to each other#it’s all fun and games in gaming videos but I’m not prepared for all the new pics we’re going to get of them on the daily#seeing what cycle of outfits they’re going to have#needed something to be insane about today and decided it would be four#yapping in the tags#dnp#dan and phil#tit tour#dnptit#ttit#randomthots
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Hey everyone! this is where the zebra is currently with the design.
It has knee braces!! I will most probably be drawing the zebra usually with them on, but it’s no requirement, for example if anyone else wants to draw the zebra :-]. I always like to make sure an animal design has official colors underneath any clothing and accessory anyway. I think this will be final! thank you everyone for your feedback!
As a reminder, aside from why the zebra was requested for this flag, this is also just a zebra with the disability pride flag on it. It’s just a deisgn to fit the flag, with input from other disabled people in our community. It doesn’t mean other animals can’t have designs with these colors, too! I don’t mean this design to be the only mascot for all disabled people. It’s just a silly series i do of pride animals, and at the time, during disability pride month, I wanted to see what everyone wanted me to start off with for this flag!
the goal with my pride animals is to take requests and make people feel happy and seen.. that’s all <:-)
#disability pride#pride animals#disability#disability pride flag#zebras#I’ve been a little stressed about this animal for the past week.. I will be honest with you#The zebra has many stripes and I wanted to try my best to make sure it wouldn’t cause issues like headaches or other things#also.. if]ve been working on this for a while now.. i want to call it done soon!#But now that this is finished#I will start designing stickers and pins to put on redbubble and also for me to print IRL!#thank you everyone! I’ve also learned more than whatbI already knew this week#Even if it was stressful it was fun to see everyone get so excited when I would show updates to the designs#Sorry for a long speech.. I am a very nervous person today#Excuse my typos! I’m a fast typer and tired from the day#ebonytailsart#Thank you yomcloud for giving me your feedback as well. I don’t have a lot of perspective on visual processing disorders and photensitivity#so it meant a lot to me#just like the other pride animals I am very open to making more animal designs for this flag! But I’d like to save it for the future instea#It’s a bit too soon at the moment. thank youuu
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SAVANACLAW ROOK HUNT HELLO????
WHAT’S HE DOING HERE
WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT
LIKE WHY IS HE SOOOO
UHHHHHH
VIL WHAT DID YOU DO TO HIM????
HOWD HE GO FROM THAT TO DORA THE EXPLORER
#listen i’m not a rook fan at all but DAMN#and to be fr i'd wanna see more of how he went from savanaclaw to pomefiore#also the FUCK is going on over there in jp#they decided that hey lets release clubwear leona and chef azul/ortho today and then land everyone with a bigger blow the next day#well at least they finally have the rest of the tsums 🤧#i totally manifested it last month (i didnt)#jamil is an r card which is tragic 😔#still looking forward to what the card is going to look like though#[—✦ rambling#-✧ bawling#twst jp spoilers#twst jp#rook hunt#-✦—]#also i wish the book 7 update means they’ll be finally going into the other guys’ dreams#SO THEN WITH THIS ROOK CARD DOES THAT MEAN WE'LL GET SOMETHING SIMILAR WITH THE OTHER GUYS????#IM JUST GOING FERAL THINKING ABOUT THIS#IT’S THE SCARABIA DUO AND HEARTSLABYUL GANG IM MOST INTERESTED IN#I NEEEED TO KNOW#ALSO EN IT’S YOUR TURN I NEED TO KNOW WHAT IM EXPECTING NEXT MONTH
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becoming unrecognisable to oneself
Snoopy #13
14/10/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#13#snoopy pondering the passage of time and wondering when he strayed so far from the image of himself in his head#and when he no longer became recognisable as the thing that he once was defined as#so u know just a regular monday then#really this could say 'i haven't looked like a beagle in decades' but that wouldn't fit in the space and i don't want to rewrite it lol#moving away from the usual style bc although i do enjoy it i don't want to exclusively be drawing cute little snoopy faces and nothing else#also update! the thing i was insanely stressed about yesterday is over now and turned out pretty well so i am happy today :)
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the more time goes on the more negative i feel about totk, its got lots of reasons but aside from me thinking about what else they could have easily done instead of what we got its more and more bc its so put on a pedestal like its the best zelda ever and also its affecting botw in retrospect, not just by the lore, but the fact that people have been saying even shortly after totks release that theres 'no point playing botw' anymore, and will see botw as nothing but totks "bad" prototype is just SO infuriating to me
you know when you initially feel neutral (or ignorable dislike) about a character but then the fandom for some reason gets so insanely obsessed with them that you just start disliking them more and more over time ... yeah
#ganondoodles talks#i know its da new game so of course its the focus#but its 99.99% just praise and i just dont get it#the only criticism i see is from a few people in my little fandom bubble and from annoying ytubers who just hate without reason#no i am not complaining about idk monster variety or complain that the dodge tech is unfair bc i dont always get it (lol)#im too insane over this franchise to only care about gameplay#anyway#if i dont get this comic update done today i might as well quit#(joking)#i havent dared watching any of the big zelda you tuber guys... are there even any that have similar complaints as me or am i just that weir#... i might just be that weird#i have always been the odd one in my -ultimately harmless but nonetheless very important to me media-opinions anyway
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36(???) days until Charlie...
#mira draws stuff#fate charlemagne#charlemagne#fgo#fate grand order#fate extella link#charlemagne countdown#sorry for the relatively small ratio of Charlie to picture today I realized it was 11 p.m. and went oH CRAP#so smol Crane Game AU Charlie strikes again#the class work and the existential ennui have been kicking my butt#hopefully I'll feel up to drawing something more detailed soon...#thank you to those of you who've put well wishes in your reblog tags I see them and I love you#and for those who missed my post about it like forty(?) days ago I do know we'll be getting charlie earlier than my countdown predicts#but changing the numbering when we don't have an official release date would be too confusing#so I'm waiting until we have proper confirmation of the release date before updating the countdown number#prayer circle for Traum on May 10
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why am i rearranging my entire day and doing backflips just so my dad can go play hockey today
#babbling#his car is in the shop and probably wont be done before my dad has to leave for hockey#so he asked if he could borrow my car and i was like no i have class#and hes like well could you pick up my car from the shop and use that to get to class#nevermind the fact it might not be done in time still but also i need to park#and my parking permit is only for my car#and then i was like okay maybe i will just go with him and he can drop me off at school 4 hours early#because he was so pushy about me saying yes#like yeah its possible but dude its you going to play hockey for an hour vs my class im paying thousands of dollars for#he plays hockey multiple times a week btw#he was recently sick so he might not have gone in over a week or so but still#update class is on zoom today so it all works out#except if i had gone to campus i would have been screwed LMAO
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hi
#life update nobody asked for lol#I missed you guys my pookie wookie dookies#I deleted all my social media and life is so great wow#still a lot of mental health problems but I'm finally learning to deal with my emotions and not hate life (wow)#is it bad for me to say I'm so glad I left blr#I will probably never come back here lol but I think (?) today is txt's debut anniversary and since I am the self proclaimed empress of moa#downgrading to a flip phone actually#I unstanned txt and all the kpop peoples too (SHOCKER)#I do feel really nostalgic and sad when I think about them but I think it was the thing I needed most#delulu is infact not the solulu#daydreaming about beomgyu being the new student at my school and being soobin's bestie was never the greatest idea hey#it's so freeing to not care about them and focus on what's infront of me#if you need a sign to start growing out of kpop and start worrying about your own life here it is babe 😭 don't let anybody give you shit#Not to say kpop is bad or anything I just think for me it was getting a bit out of hand#As much as we all make fun of the delulus it's so easy to fall down that spiral when these idols constantly tell you they love you#The parasocial relationship was REAL istg these people felt like my friends#Hueningkai does not give a FUCK about me and he is so real for that#Thinking about deleting this blog but I'm logging off after this so I very well may forget it exists again#But I just wanted to share what's been going on#And I miss you guys a lot#I may have outgrown kpop and tumblr but you all still have a special place in my heart#I miss the good old days 😭 when discord let's me back in I might visit wme#Not much has changed with me but mentally I feel like a whole new person#But I hope you all are doing GREAT#Living your best lives and doing things that make you happy#You owe it to yourself more than you owe these celebrities anything#xoxo savie 😝🤟🤟🔥🔥🔥
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I miss the person I was a year ago. two years ago. more social. happier. doing more creatively.
#ya girl is just sad today#yelling into the void bc idk where else to yell#I was so much happier this time last year#even tho I have really good things in my life rn#I just think about like#April 2023 me :(#or!#fall 2020 me#she was living in constant covid anxiety sure#but she was also having the time of her life writing phinbella romance and sharing it with friends#now I haven’t updated that fic in nearly two years#and there’s friends I just don’t see much of anymore#which is no one’s fault that is just how life is#but it just aches#I just feel so sad#or 2021 me#she was posting so much art!!! literally living it up!!!!!!!#now well I mean#my newest pnf piece has gotten close to 500 likes on instagram which has never happened with my pnf art before#so that’s really cool#but I just#ugh#at least I have TTPD#I feel so disconnected from people which is the true reason I post art or fic or whatever#even tho I have lovely friends who I adore!!! they just feel far away#which isn’t anyone’s fault it’s just how life is and my own weird perception of the world#anyway#all this to say I do have a chfil chapter in the works still#maybe finishing that will heal me lmao#cadence rambles
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update on my tmj treatment
hey everyone! so yesterday i got my guard for tmj and thanks to all the ppl who donated i got the other half left to pay for it covered and paid it yesterday when i got my guard, and it's only been one day wearing it and i can already open my mouth a bit more and the pain has decreased i just can't believe it! thank you so so so much to everyone who's donated, i'm so grateful for all of you and i appreciate all of you so much ❤️❤️ i'll leave some pics below of my dental guard and one of me using it (surprise face reveal lmao), and unfortunately there's still quite a bit to go for my braces so pls help me either by boosting or donating 🙏🏻❤️
#tmj update#that's me being able to open my mouth a bit more#bc before i could barely open it#there's still some adapting to go it's only been one day wearing it#but i'm confident everything will go well 💪🏻#and again thank you so much to everyone who's helped me i love you all 💖💖#i've been thinking of doing some small 'thank you' gifts to everyone who donates/donated but idk what to make bc i can't draw#also about commissions i have one left but my hips and lower back have been hurting so much and today i woke up with colitis 🫠#so it's been difficult for me to spend hours sat in front on my laptop but i'm slowly working on it i promise 🫶🏻
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not even panicking . idek what ur saying why would ever be worried abt this
#head in hands#trial practice for tap class is in about 20 minutes and im just about remaining sane#GAHHHH this is so stressful#they do not really speak english and i do not really speak japanese so this will be exciting#plus the class is like..... 2hrs long lol#BUT WE FUCKING MOVE OK IM BEING SO BRAVE#IM GOING TO GO TO THE CLASS AND SEE WHAT ITS LIKE#ITS GOING TO BE FINE IM SURE THEY WILL ALL BE NICE AND LOVELY#tap people generally are i find#i will go to the class and do some tap and not die of a stress induced heart attack because ITS SOMETHING I LOVE#AND ILL DO IT#and if it sucks and i hate it then fuck it. i never have to see these goddamn people ever again if i don't want to#hopefully i WILL want to. bc its gonna be great and im gonna love it#I HAVE FAITH#I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE 😭😭🥳#i will update u guys when i get back 🫡#if its fab i will recommend it#and if it sucks we will roast it mercilessly#either way i am being very brave today and i am sharing this bravery with u as well 🫶🫡#the little gay people in my phone believe in me and i will not disappoint#just the same way that i believe in you too ✊🥳
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{{I said I was gonna spend my birthday on here and then. I did not.
Whoops.
#OOC: Out of Limits#{{ still at the shelter just in case people want updates. I privated the last posts about it for my emotional well-being.#{{ gonna push myself to do some stuff on here to distract myself.#{{ if anyone wants specific updates- i'll tell you over discord if i have yours or through dms here.#{{ the tl;dr version is that i found out my mom did some stupid shit that directly led to the rent spike that also led to our eviction.#{{intentionally. i still have no words for what I learned today. but i am very angry and i need to funnel it into something helpful.#{{ so here i am. writing.
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i really hope the cotl graphic novel kickstarter gets to $666,666 just because I am unbelievably curious as to what "we'll put sex in the campaign rewards" entails
#it's at ~$557000 right now so hey who knows#and they put out an update today saying it'd be. something ''spicy.'' well. tasteful spicyness.#i need to know what that means. i really really hope it's something stupid and funny#i don't know how much i even care about the novel I just need to know what sex in the campaign rewards means.#and I will be devastated if that goal isn't reached sdhGKJSHG#clamtalk
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Alright im gonna sleep and because apparently i didnt learn my lesson so i have to go to my lab tomorrow to rush the work i planned for this week
#but thats afternoon tho#im gonna do more 1999 stuff in the morning#the syndicate resets at 8am in my timezone so its kinda convenient tbh#also of course. no art for today and probably tomorrow#i was thinking about getting some d2 comics done before the update but. welp#idk maybe ill draw something about 1999 tomorrow#not the protoframes but maaaaybe some smol ideas?#well i draw random shit all the time you know that already#ramble
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