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Insight 4

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A/n: I feel like this one I might edit a bit more so a rerelease might cone idk I don’t really like my writing in this. it’s 1am and I wanted to give you guys another insight as promised. Also thank you to @womenwoso for helping with the logistics of this insight.

Leah hasn’t known what it’s like to not wake up and feel nauseous for the past few days, not since you left, but today it’s worse, today she goes to training and although she hopes you’ll be there in the back of her mind she knows you won’t.

Leah’s slow to get ready, slow to leave and slow to arrive to Sobha Reality training ground, she’s late and her teammates don’t understand why. Leah’s never late, you’re never late.

Leah checks in and trudges her way to the changing room where the rest of the arsenal girls are, slowly Leah pushes the door and walks making a b line for her locker before throwing her bag down and quietly getting ready.

Leah doesn’t miss the way the girls look for you coming in behind her like you usually do, and she definitely doesn’t miss the questioning glances between Steph and Alessia.

“Le where’s Y/n.” Leah shrugs continuing to get ready, her eyes glued to the floor. Steph steps forward “hey mate, where’s Y/n? She didn’t answer the phone to Less or I this morning.” Leah mumbles into her chest “I don’t know.” This only causes more confusion between the pair as Leah continues to put on her training gear.

“What do you mean you don’t know Leah you live together, you’re married to her for godsake” Leah feels her stomach flip “she’s gone-she left.” Alessia steps forward her own stomach dropping, gone, left. Where, why and why didn’t you text them or call it doesn’t make sense. “ She would have said something, why did she leave arsenal.” Leah shakes her head as she feels her emotions start to rise again “not Arsenal, not yet anyway.” Leah pauses tying her shoe “she left me.”

Leah hates that for a slight moment you’re the bad guy and that her friends support her, but it’s all a lie. Steph puts her hand on Leah’s shoulder comforting her “what happened.” Leah shakes her head the tears forming in her eyes as the feeling of getting sick intensifies “I cheated.” She lets out quietly so quietly that Steph is the only one to hear.

Alessia looks confused “what.” As Steph recoils her hand as though she’s just been burned “you did what.” Leah shakes her head “please Steph.” Steph doesn’t take pity on her instead she shouts “you cheated on your wife, on Y/n.”

The rest of the girls all seem to freeze as they turn to look at their Vice captain “you better be taken the piss.” Katie shouts from across the room.” But Leah’s silence is deafening “Leah.” Kim tries but the defender stays silent.

“She won’t answer our texts, our calls, how-is she safe.” Leah doesn’t answer she can’t answer she doesn’t know where you are, she doesn’t know you’re wrapped up in her bed in her childhood home holding on to her jumper as you sob.

“I don’t know….we…she talked and then she left.” Leah lets out, “who was it Leah.” Leah’s head turns to Lia and the knot in her stomach tightens “I-Lia.” Lia already knows, she wish she didn’t but she does “Leah.” Leah shakes her head “I didn’t-please- it-I don’t know it just-we just…please.” Lia feels sick and the room spins slightly at the thought that she had been introduced to HER months ago when Leah and her met up for coffee and SHE came bouncing over.

Steph has her phone out as she tries you again and again Alessia’s frozen “but what about everything-you guys were supposed to be having a family.” They don’t know Leah thinks of course they don’t know she didn’t know “we are.” The room seems to drop like a led balloon.

Leah’s up against a wall next Katie holding her shirt in her fists “please tell me your wife…who wants nothing more than a family with you…who we have all seen cry day in and day out over not being able to have a baby with you isn’t pregnant because if she is so help me god Leah.”

Again Leah’s silence is all it takes to confirm the team’s worst fears. “I don’t know who else to call.” Steph lets out painfully “everyone else is in this room” Leah gulps, your gone, you’re not answering your phone and Steph right everyone you love…you think of as your friends, family are in this room and once again the knot gets bigger.

Katie drops Leah back to her feet “Kim.” Kim looks at the Irish girl “you’re suspended”. Kim turns to Leah as the vice captain tries to protest “I don’t want to see you near this place until I say otherwise.” Leah nods packing up and heading out the door.

“Leah.”

Lia chases after her stopping just at the car park “please tell me that it’s not HER.” Leah shakes her head “I…” Leah’s interrupted by a car honking HER car as SHE pulls up beside the duo “Hey baby ready.” Leah turns and looks to Lia “I-i can explain.” Lia shakes her head “don’t bother, you’ve made your bed and clearly you still enjoy sleeping in it.”

[m4rs-ex3]

ok so we know that soren only meets with corvus at lux aurea which means he's just gonna be clowning around with zym and the baitlings for a bit and i am thrilled

[valewritessss]

Not some people saying Percy should’ve apologized to Calypso for leaving her lmao she got lucky he even hugged her

[springblossomofwisdom]

I've always been told I was smarter, better, more mature, and a good student. I was praised for being good and having the best scores. It just came so easily to me. I came to school, retained information, took tests, and completed the work. Now things are definitely harder. I'm no longer in regular classes, I'm in Honors. I don't know how to study. I've never been taught, and I never figured it out. Help.

[jeahyuns]

⋆ ✿ ⁺ ∿ smarter baby smarter . . .

[anendale-fisher]

By HesitationIsDefeat

A story where Iguaza goes his own way and becomes an Independent Merc to get stronger to kick Ravens ass, last I saw he was taking jobs from the RLF. And almost drowned in HEAD BRINGER while fighting PCA.

I only had you for two days before the fic was deleted, but you were so wonderful. God speed trooper!

[dk-thrive]

I've been walking for a long time, and it hasn't made me smarter or faster... World, turn all you want to, faster even. I've come to like the way the breeze feels as it rips me limb from limb.

— Ada Limón, "World Versus Girl', Sharks in the Rivers (Milkweed Editions, October 1, 2010)

[foggytyphoondelusion]

if i were struck with someone weaker and dumber than me in the unavoidable circumstances, i would surely eat them, firstly exploiting them as a poison tester. if they stronger and smarter then i shall cry wishing for them to be harbouring better morality than me.

[thereadmind]

[mysunshinetemptress]

Smarter

Leah Williamson x ??

Warnings: because you all love it so much and all the asks I’ve gotten here is an insight to what else has happened.

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“Where is it.” Leah’s head whips up at the sound of her granny’s voice “what.” Her granny doesn’t give her a chance to think of some stupid lie “The ring Leah, my wedding ring, your wedding ring, the wedding ring that I gave you when you told me you wanted to marry Y/n, the wedding ring that saw forty five years of happy marriage, the ring I gave to you in the hopes it would see many more years of a happy marriage, the wedding ring that that slag is wearing around her neck, Where. Is. It.” Leah feels her heart jump into her mouth at the pure look of anger and disappointment on her granny’s face “I-she-I.” Leah splutters trying to make up her mind on what to tell her Granny but that all stops and her world collapses that bit more at the sound of the front door opening.

“Baby they didn’t have the shoes I wanted so I just bought a new necklace instead, wait till I show you.” SHE shouts from the hallway and Leah can swear her granny is blowing steam out of her ears in pure anger.

“Oh, hi I’m sorry I didn’t know there was anyone here.” Leah’s eyes flicker back and forth between the two women stood in front of her as her Granny’s eyes search HER body for her wedding ring before spotting it on her middle finger. She turns to Leah her face full of sorrow and disappointment “The ring always fit you both perfectly, as it did for your grandfather and I, I thought that it was sign, that you both were made for each other just like he and I were” Leah’s head drops as her stomach twists uncomfortably “Can I have the ring please Tiff.” SHE turns looking back at the older woman in front of her “why.” Leah’s granny shakes her head “it’s mine, she had no right to give that to you. I want it back.” Tiff huffs before putting the bags and bags of clothes she’s gotten on the ground and twisting the ring off “Shame it was my favourite.” Leah’s Granny shook her head “It’s too good for a slag like you.” Tiff lets out a gasp turning to Leah looking for the blonde to defend her but Leah doesn’t say anything, she doesn’t look up from the spot she’s staring at on the ground, Leah doesn’t move even as her Granny leaves and Tiff states she’s going upstairs.

[booksandteaandstuff]

There is nothing outside of yourself that can ever enable you to get better, stronger, richer, quicker, or smarter. Everything is within. Everything exists. Seek nothing outside of yourself.

Miyamoto Musashi, The Book of Five Rings

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