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tw: mentions of self harm
*The anniversary of the Battle of Manhattan was round the corner.*
*Will woke screaming and sobbing every night* *He would go out for a walk, avoiding everyone. The memories and burdens made him work non-stop at the infirmary. HE had to be better. HE couldn't dare to fall behind. To let others down. To be useless. HE couldn't let others die. Him. It was all on him. Everyone counted on him. Him.*
*On and on it went in a cycle. Till a camper came in with head trauma. Will broke*
*Will handed the case off to Kayla, making up some excuse before dashing off and locking himself in a pitch-black room* *The sounds of the war, of the infirmary clashed in his head. All of them screaming for attention, to be heard. A replica of what he had heard that day. Images, red, white, grey, flashed in an unbreakable series. It wouldn't stop. Will began hyperventilating. His chest ached. he couldn't breathe. Couldn't see. Couldn't hear. Every shook, every part of him trembled. His cheeks and clothes were soaked with his tears. His throat was raw, and aching, mouth dry and sour. Lips struggling to keep his screams, sobs and pleas silent.*
*Will felt trapped. In his own skin. He'd already made it red from clutching on it too tightly. Now he desperately scratched at his skin, trying to escape. The scrape bleed. * *On instinct, without hesitation, its a practiced movement from the number of times he's done it. Will reaches for the scalpel in his shirt. * *He cuts. For the first time in a while, Will is able to take a full breath. His chest unclenches a bit with every cut. With every stream of blood that ran across and down his body. More scars for the collection. *
*Will feels some tension his body by way of the numerous deep cuts. It was an escape. *
*The voices quietened. Quietened. Never silent. After all, the screams never leave.*
#totally not projecting#lol#anways-#SHIT-#wrong blog- oh well.#help#tw: mental health#self harm#will solace#nico di angelo#solangelo#battle of manhattan#pjo#hoo#pjo hoo toa#My poor boy- people need to remember you are your own person#my poor boy
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Does anyone wanna hear about the uhhh a-about the uhm….
About the Dating Sim I’m trying to make with a friend 🥺?
I wanna talk about it plz-
#GGHRRRRR#I NEED TK TALK ABOUT IT#ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABOJT#FUCK#MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM#IM SORRY-#BUT IM NOT NORMAL FOR MY GUYS#MY LITTLE ONES#SHIT-#♯🦷💉🥩🪚⊹˙•⛓️〰︎ “𝐵𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒞𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝐻𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝐿𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒴𝑜𝓊 !!!”
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Me:Huh. I should show some footage of my game
*Looks at, which is literally just a basic SRPG Studio game with a few community made assets*
Me:*Sweats*
#srpg studio#srpg#indie dev#game dev#srpg studio is a niche version of rpg maker#which is already a niche and looked down upon engine.#shit-
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tw: friend sui
just found out my bsf tried to ki11 h1mself yesterday- I- he's good now but fuck that's scary like he just- and I didn't know and like- shit why wasn't I there for him
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Oops-
Heh heh- uhhhh......
I may or may not have made 0 progress towards anything uh............. I PROMISE I WILL HAVE SOMETHING TOMORROW SRRY
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school starts tommorow
wish me luck
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WHAT THE
#bloggings#SHIT-#THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY#back later- loaded w/stuff#* oh i still have not answered#Telling on myself there :'D
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Guess what lesson is out now??
Like bro i don't feel good i can't be stressing about this lesson 😖🤧🤧
What nooo!?!
*Dies* I’ve been busy-
I’m still on lesson 10 💀😭 I was scared to find out what happens-
#mail!#shit-#I’ve been playing hsr- looks like I gotta play 3 lesson tonight 🤠#obey me!#om!#obey me nightbringer!
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CONSIDER WHAT? HEART, NO OFFENSE, BUT WE ARE ALREADY REACHED THE POINT OF USING LAST RESORTS. WHATEVER IT IS IT MIGHT BE THE ONLY THING WE CAN DO! [🖍️🪱]
DAMMIT! Looks like its time to break another promise.
*heart puts in the combo on the safe he had promised to never open again. Inside was the familiar weapon. He checked to make sure it had ammo from all that time ago. Sure enough it did. He took a deep breath*
Here goes nothing!
*he found a bare wall and pulled the trigger*
*both mind and soul jolted awake*
HEART WHAT THE FUCK?!
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I just have to say, I keep seeing your polls going around, and I'm unable to vote because the choices are too hard 😭 I hope you're proud of yourself
Im very proud of myself tyvm
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Augh shit me realising cacao’s curse is exactly like eda’s curse from the owl house except eda turns into an owl
SHIT-
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Yay~! It's my b-day tomorrow! I kinda practiced to make a pop illustration... Hope you like it! ≥w≤
BUT.
Exams are also tomorrow- qwq
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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour
#bpd blog#bpd fp#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd shit#bpd stuff#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd#borderline pd#borderline things#borderline problems#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#being borderline#borderline culture is#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd safe#bpd culture is
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i made this meme in a blind rage
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#superkursunaskr#photography#aestehtic#cute cats#so cute#cute animals#cats#daily cats#catstagram#flowercore#flower#flowers#cottagecore#iyiyimlaben#sarhoskedi#resimdekigozyasi#cute art#cute#kakaollusut#lostonyoubabe#uykusuzlukbelirtisi#morsaclizombi#solukmavipapatya#landscape#style#scenery#kafaminguzelligi#collage#shit post#alternative
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