#SHE'S JUST 'HE'S MINE NOW THANK YOU'
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Something about her at his side, made his life feel at peace. She was doing nothing but mothering, pouring him tea, mending an old shirt he favored on the off chance but at his side. Silent and scented like sun basked feline - a favorite of his. Olu didn't know much else but to stare upon her, but he did eventually reach over with a wonder of if... she'll allow him to take her jaw. Mask not removed - as it was for her to show him what she wanted to hide... but it did little to deter the larger feline from leaning closer to settle his lips upon where she's should be beneath the fabric. A gentle peck - as he settled back on his own space. Releasing her jaw with a swipe of thumb to then take the tea poured and sip with appreciation.
"I feel like I should be asking you to be my woman."
Somi liked Olu -- being near him brought more peace than she as used to, and he never really asked much of her. Not that he needed to, she was rather attuned to things and was always eager to help whenever he did request something of her. Fingers circle the rim of her cup, watching the steam waft over it. Olu shifts and she turns her gaze to him, lashes lifting to stare at him when his hand takes her jaw, twin tails stilling before swishing with the tinkering bell.
The deity blinks several times, at the peck, simply staring at the larger feline before canting her hand at his words. Some part of her wants to shed the mask so he can kiss her proper. And the urge to do so nearly overwhelms her but she settles for letting a smirk curve her lips and a soft chuckle leaves her. Ah, how long has it been since she's had someone kiss her ? ❝ ━ So why don't you ? My answer would be yes, of course. ❞ One slender shoulder rises and falls and she meets his gaze, ❝ ━ One day, and one day soon, I'd like for you to try that again, preferably when my mask isn't on. I....want to taste your kiss. ❞ / @nvrcmplt
#🐾. ◦ ✧ ✩ ( generous & benevolent nekomata ic. )ˑ#BY E TALA IM DYING RN#SOMI IS FLUSTERED BUT SHE'S VERY SMUG ABOUT THIS#SHE'S JUST 'HE'S MINE NOW THANK YOU'#SHE'S PURRING S'MUCH#nvrcmplt#👑ˑ » ( answered. ) ᶜʰᵒᵒˢᶤᶰᵍ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ ᵈᵉˢᵗʳᵘᶜᵗᶤᵒᶰ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉˑ#🐾 oluwayemisi. ╱ » between stardust & soft epilogues if i knew that i could reach you i would go.
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I'm so glad I'm not the only one obsessed with the Marcille Laios Falin gang. Like they are a unit.... A team.... Even if the rest of the party fell apart they would stay together.... Idk it's just really fun to see all the different groups everyone falls into across the course of dungeon meshi and I love how you can tell that the three of them are a unit even as they are separated for most of the manga.
YEAH!!!! that day in the laughing wolf when falin first stopped marcille from perma-killing her brother that was fate in motion binding them together for the rest of their lives. (/hj but also i have a vague nebulous idea for a series of drawings of the toudens + marcille thru the years starting w the laughing wolf.) i love how we know that in both laios and marcille's ideal visions for the far future they are together with falin and that by the end they make it happen. i love that they both started off being connected only by the strength of their love for falin but eventually developed their own deep closeness that cemented their trio as a balanced whole.
i don't see laimar romantically the way i do farcille but those two for sure mean as much to each other as falin does to them. i love laios's strongest impression of marcille being the moment she gave it all to bring falin back. i love marcille speaking to laios's corpse with her cheek laid on his cold breastplate. i love laios looking out for marcille's comfort and enjoyment as the baseline for the party because she's the most expressive about her feelings. i love marcille always being the first to notice when laios is being dodgy as all hell and making him spit it out.
however it shakes out those three are family 5ever and we all know the lengths they'd go to if they were ever to be separated <333
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#asks#mine#im always thinking of marcille and her toudens. in the backburner i have vague plans to draw chilchuck teaching them how to braid her hair#before he leaves bc marcille won't stop hounding him. and neither of them being good at it#even further back i have contemplated a ''what if marcille slipped up before canon and got drafted into the canaries shortly before she was#going to reunite with falin and so the first time she meets laios it is in the bowels of the dungeon learning that falin is dead'' au but#i am not good at for want of a nail plots so i just drew canary marcille and called it a day. but the laimar enemies to family slowburn#would have been insane bc now marcille's initial dislike of laios can be fueled into hatred that is in part bc of his dragging falin into#this life and in part her own failing to make it back to falin and prevent this from happening#that's my vision but it is unlikely it will ever see the light of day so in the tags it goes thank you for coming to my tedtalk
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prowlerbyte hcs
ok..... yall got me. you did. i ship prowlerbyte now 😅 and i'd like to throw out some Thoughts about them bc damnit if this ship doesn't have some Flavor to it that i'd like to share with you all 🤌
both margo and miles g here are from earth 42 tho bc i think miles g has been thru Enough and he deserves someone in his corner in his own universe, besides his family members
LOTS of words under the cut ↓
♡ weirdgirl nerd x edgyboy nerd 100%… you just KNOW IT. miles is absolutely a geek either for comics or anime and he only opens up to his closest friends to let them see that side of him, no one else. margo brings that side out of him often when they meet up (but miles is still p reserved if anyone else is with them)
♡ margo is a fantastic singer and hums mind-blowing runs as easily as she breathes and miles absolutely loves it. when she's depressed, she sings a lot less so whenever she DOES sing that's how he knows she's in a good mood. he loves having her over bc he gets to pull out uncle aaron's old secondhand record player and place rnb and 90's hiphop vinyls on it, playing soulful music that she hums to as they parallel-play or do homework together
♡ when margo first convinced miles to let her do his hair, he was hella worried that his mom would disapprove and chastise him once she saw but she was surprisingly very supportive of it, although a bit hesitant. eventually she was grateful she didnt have to braid her son's hair as often (being a single parent is exhausting enough lol)
♡ rio42 ofc had the same reaction to margo as rio1610 when she 1st met gwen, but when margo eventually started showing up more and more to hang out with the morales fam (and aaron too lol), she grew on rio. they both keep a close eye on miles and try to keep him going towards the right path
♡ in their universe they both go to visions and even have a class together, and they are both very very academically competitive. rio doesn't need to stay on miles' ass about his grades bc margo is right there taunting him with an A+ on a test every single time
♡ they actually ACTUALLY study together in the library or in miles' room during study sessions. neither of them can afford to fall off wrt their grades and they both have big dreams they wanna achieve: margo wants to become a hardlight technician and apply for oscorp (much to miles' chagrin), and miles wants to continue his engineering and robotics career so he can provide for his whole family
♡ margo's parents constantly fighting means she is often over at miles' house more than he is at hers. it actually took her an embarrassingly long amount of time to finally invite him over because she never wanted her parents to know he even existed, let alone actually meet him at all. miles was at first kinda offended she didn't want him to meet her parents even after they got together but when he heard them arguing in the background during a call one day, he finally Understood
♡ after he found out about her crappy home life (and also secretly told rio), she was welcome to stay more often at his place. she has a blanket, a few clothes and several diff books and console games lying around in his room
♡ it honestly also took them both a ridiculously long time to finally start dating. everyone around them shipped them but they remained friends for a long time bc miles was just too closed off and scared to let anyone into his private life like that. also i hc they are both on the ace spectrum but don't realize it until later (listen i see purple characters and i HAVE to wave the ace wand on them ok 😭)
♡ margo is sometimes frustrated at miles for being so secretive and hiding his emotions behind walls, as goofy and dorky as he can be. she wishes he would just come out and be more honest about his feelings but understands that after his dad's passing, its harder for him to communicate his emotions
♡ she was the one who asked him out first, actually. he was beating around the bush way too much and so she finally put her foot down and initiated the relationship
♡ in public or with strangers they are: sunshine x sunshine protector. in private or with family n friends they are: "EXCUSE ME! miles asked for no pickles ☝️" esp since margo is the extrovert and he's the introvert.
♡ miles is actually p jealous and protective of margo and she finds that hilarious.
"i don't need any protecting, babe. i am a certified badass," margo says, flipping her box braids.
miles laughs, winding boxing wraps around his hands and standing in front of his giant punching bag. he looks over at his girlfriend sitting on a bean bag, with her adorable kitten t-shirt and fluffy sweater and grins even wider. "yeah… aight, sure thing."
margo scoffs, noticing his line of sight and looking very offended. "i may look cute and unassuming but that's exactly what i want our enemies to think! it gives me an advantage!"
miles hums, nodding. "mhm. advantage to do what, exactly?"
margo throws an empty soda can at him, which miles easily dodges as he laughs harder.
♡ it's funny, bc on the outside they seem like the stereotypical traditional straight relationship with a macho boy and sweetheart girl. but in reality they're both sarcastic snippy geeks who can both throw down in any verbal argument. and miles adores his gf, he's completely whipped for her. lets her paint his nails and everything, and if anyone tries to make fun of him for it, he doubles down and threatens to fight them over it
♡ they are THAT couple that wears lowkey matching outfits every once in a while. they actually enjoy shopping together which was a relief for both of them bc miles LIVES just to go sneaker shopping and margo absolutely loves trying new things on in the dressing room. theyre also both fashionistas in their own ways and love to accessorize. they swap accessories a lot
♡ whenever they hit up a bookstore, they are the first to head right on over to the manga section. right afterwards, they make a beeline over to the science fiction section and compare their purchases together after leaving
♡ miles is absolutely the "idc what my girl wears bc i know how to fight" boyfriend. margo doesn't go out in revealing outfits or anything, but looking a little TOO adorable in a dystopian city can sometimes paint a target on your back and so miles makes sure she's with him at all times if she wants to put her braids up into heart buns or wear a dress outside
♡ any hardware or mechanical problem that margo has, she takes it straight to miles. miles takes any software or coding issues he has to margo. if those software issues have anything to do with his prowler gear, however… he tries to isolate the issue and explain in vague terms what the problem is to avoid telling his gf he's actually the prowler
♡ no, he has not revealed to margo that he is the prowler yet. he's terrified to see her face when she inevitably finds out anyways, just KNOWING it would doom their relationship to a breakup if she ever figured it out. he does everything in his power to keep her from finding out his secret, even if it means disappointing her when he misses out on dates they set together
♡ they are both total champions at whatever multiplayer video game they get hooked onto. their personal faves are mmorpgs and battle royale games, but they are UNBELIEVABLY competitive when it comes to party games and even board games. they absolutely wipe the floor if they get to team up together
♡ tbqh they're the EXACT level of nerdy that they would consider playing video games in their separate homes as a date. "mmorpg and chill babe?" miles texts margo sometimes as a joking way to ask her on an online date. every minute they spend on voicechat as they kick digital ass together counts as quality time for sure
♡ even tho she's kind of embarrassed about it, margo has an absolutely huge plushie and figurine collection. she was worried miles would judge her SUPER HARD for her lowkey (highkey) special interest in anime figures when he 1st came over to her room, but immediately felt relieved when miles practically flew up to a rare figure she got secondhand from a japanese seller online and started ooohing and aaahing about it
♡ he actually tries to put aside whatever he earns prowling around the city for his mom first. then whatever's left over goes right to margo. he likes taking her out shopping and letting her pick out two or three things and seeing her beam like a sunrise before giving him a kiss on the cheek
♡ miles tries to hide his prowling behind the excuse of getting a job with his uncle at the family auto shop. every time he has a job to do or needs to leave suddenly, he blames it on "an emergency/new car job at the garage". margo eventually starts hating the word "garage"
♡ get either of these 2 to start talking abt their special interest, and it will be like Infodump City in there in 2 secs flat. they listen to each other's infodumping with hearts in their eyes, ESPECIALLY miles. margo goes "hey can i just rant to you about my new interest rq" and he goes "yes ma'am 🥰"
♡ everyone thinks margo is the one who cooks and cleans but hell no. miles is a neat freak whose room is the total opposite of margo's and he spends a lot of time alone at home when his mom is working a double shift and his uncle is out trying to secure another job for them. he knows how to cook like a damn chef by the time he's 16 (and also rio42 is not a toxic boymom. she will not raise any lazy needy son, her boy WILL know how to do laundry, cook meals and wash the damn dishes!)
♡ margo on the other hand tries to avoid the kitchen as often as possible and gets panic attacks when having to clean anywhere else but her own room bc of bad memories of having to sweep up broken glass after hearing her parents have violent fights that left the apartment in tatters. she never got to learn how to cook bc they never taught her, either
♡ margo is actually p traumatized from her parents' constant hateful fighting that she tries to squash down or hide behind a confident mask. but sometimes it pops up in ugly ways like when miles accidentally slams a cupboard door too loudly or a sarcastic comment sounds a little too bitter. her knee-jerk reaction is to always distance herself from miles a bit as a coping mechanism, which they had to work through
♡ miles' own grief and loss traumatized him beyond belief too ofc. after his dad's passing, his anxiety grows and he becomes more withdrawn, easily tired, and forgetful. it becomes worse after he becomes the prowler, bc dipping into the NYC underworld every so often gives p much anyone a healthy dose of paranoia. plus it takes some time away from his gf on top of all of that.
♡ if they're ever at parties or get-togethers at all, its always margo initiating conversations and meeting with people, making introductions and chatting happily. she always happens to have a quiet, chill miles-shaped shadow with her the whole time
♡ if margo was going to date miles, he told her one time, she was GOING to learn how to dance bachata and salsa. throw in a lil reggaeton in there as they get older and rio becomes a TINY bit more chill with seeing them on the dancefloor. they actually become much better at dancing together as they practice at family reunions and birthday parties
♡ miles carries around plush keychains and other trinkets that remind him of margo. he's a total sap when it comes to her, even if he tries to hide just how much he loves her sometimes. his phone's lockscreen is something dark or aesthetic like a city skyline or whatever but then when he unlocks it, margo is always his wallpaper
♡ aaron likes margo, he really does. he worries that miles doesn't have enough friends but he's happy that his nephew has a gf that is genuinely good for him. they all have a great time together whenever they do get downtime to chill together, like playing cards or helping aaron clean the garage
♡ that being said, aaron loves to pretend to sabotage their relationship as a running joke and watch miles get all riled up about it. it is hilarious to him, never gets old.
they're giving the garage connected to the autoshop its bimonthly deep clean just ahead of the yearly inspection.
it's a sunday, the only day of the week that the shop is closed for business and miles is on corner duty once they get down to the concrete floor. he's tasked with using the short hard brush attached to a long wooden handle to scrub the dust and grime out of the neglected corners. margo is scrubbing the middle with a much bigger sturdier widebroom, and aaron--being the tallest ofc-- has the duster on an extendable handle, swiping through the metal rafters and high shelves.
he notices miles struggling a bit with a mysterious stain in one corner, repeatedly attacking it before finally crouching down to shove the brush even harder against the floor with his hands.
aaron casually sneaks backwards and catches margo's attention with a smirk and a point of his chin. she swings her gaze around to her slightly frustrated boyfriend crouched down into a corner and starts giggling.
aaron grins as he suddenly says, "so yeah, thats why i got miles here on corner duty, usually. y'know being a little guy and all, he can do all that that someone as tall as me can't really do anymore yanno what i'm sayin? he's real good in those small spaces. that's why i'm up here, dustin' these rafters."
scandalized, miles springs back up with a "hey!!" and a withering glare shot their way. margo bursts out laughing.
♡ miles is the little spoon and margo is the big spoon, fight me abt it. his fave cuddling position is actually when his arms are wrapped around her and her cheek is laid against his head. otherwise, he loves his weighted blanket, and margo loves her warm mattress ♡ when they're home alone and on the couch watching movies, his back is usually to her side as he half-lays on her, using her arm as a pillow
♡ margo is def not a sports kind of girl but she tries for her bf. he and aaron are very much into basketball which she tries to keep up with just to join in on their convos. she always attends miles' boxing matches tho, ofc. she actually likes watching boxing matches in general! aaron gives her some old tapes of his own matches when he was younger and that's how margo gets into televised mma fights and ufc. she's always cheering for miles the loudest in the audience
♡ miles actually uses margo sometimes in his workouts. the proudest day of his life was when he was able to have margo laying on his back as he did pushups, and he made it to 10 before tiring himself out. she's the one holding his feet down as he does sit-ups and ab crunches. she tries to join in on his workouts too, and gets p good with the speedbag relatively quickly!
♡ miles-- being the paranoid guy he is-- happens to be the one to teach margo all of the effective self-defense moves. she thinks he's always exaggerating the danger out on the streets but she can't lie sometimes; whenever she's out past sunset with her keys in between her knuckles, she's just a TINY bit glad that miles taught her how to escape a rear chokehold
♡ margo is the soc media girl who is embarassingly online and posts about anything and everything of her life. new website coded? met a stray cat on her way over to miles'? bought a new manga? invented a cool gadget? they always show up in her followers soc media feed. she tries to get miles to pose for pics with her but he's mostly content to just be the guy behind the camera tbh. his own soc media account is pretty boring and bare since he rarely ever posts. he's got other things on his mind, errands to run
♡ the one and only time margo has ever seen miles cry was right after his dad died. the whole neighborhood got the news and she ran straight over to miles' apartment the minute she could. they climbed into his bed (the only time rio didn't reprimand them for it) and he just sobbed his heart out while they held each other for a real long time. she brought over homework and notes when he stayed home from school to recuperate
#spiderverse#mine#earth 42 prowler#spider byte#earth 42#prowlerbyte#margo kess#miles g morales#i hope yall can see my vision#now ofc these two havent met at all in the movie yet#but can you imagine like a lil scene where spiderbyte somehow meets up with miles42#and she goes “miles! i recoded the machine so you can go back home to your CORRECT dimension#if you ever wanna come back to spider society?“#and then shes like “…wait. what happened to your hair? i like it but… wait what're you wearing?”#and then miles42 is looking at her like O_O bc his Girlfriend But Not Girlfriend is just zipping around asking him all these questions#and… is she a HOLOGRAM?#miles1610 steps in and steers miles42 away going “uh thanks but yeah he's me from another dimension ahaha anyWAYS lets go over here bro”#and miles42 just goes “MY GIRLFRIEND IS SPIDERWOMAN IN ANOTHER DIMENSION?!?!”#god that would be amazing#i want them to have even just ONE second of an interaction in btsv mannnnn#they r So Cute what?? like#also yes they are both ace bc they are Purple. the girls that get it get it#im thinkin maybe miles42 is like... sex neutral ace and margo is demisexual. theyre both biromantic bc of course#anyways hope yall enjoyed these ^^✌️
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[ ID: A tumblr post by @/fox-guardian reading "he's a sweetheart he's a bitch he's just a little guy he's so very powerful he's the kindest of souls he's SO rude he means everything to me". Below it there is a transparent png of bmo adventure time with multiple red arrows pointing at them. End ID ]
#EVERYTHING on that post fits him acthsually.#idk if most people r aware of this but to elaborate on the ''he's so very powerful'' bit:#he knows the brown note#owns a gun#killed that one guy by drowning him into burning gold#Guardians Of Sunshine#that time he casually murdered his own brother and it was never brought up again#by: the way she often raises her fist when trying to scare off people- i bet she could just. beat ur ass with her bare hands if she wanted.#important to note: everyone actually backs away whenever she does this. implying she has actually beat up someone before.#no wait hold on. she HAS done that on canon before. she beat up neptr like two separate times.#for some reason; in the future she owns a guillotine. (and also an axe next to a ''trust no one :-)'' sticky note-#-but that's another conversation. worried for you bud)#i didn't expect this list to actually be that long. what is wrong with her /affectionate.#ALSO she kind of. defeated golb that one time. yes it wasn't on purpose but the others didn't do shit. it was all her.#if she hadn't started singing everyone would be cooked. at least finn and simon would be dead for sure.#everyone say thanks to bmo rigth fucking now.#mine#bmo adventure time#from:::#5 january 2024#anywaya#im going to do the IDs like this from now on
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love the idea that for big gift events like limes birthday/christmas/valentines day, lime just has a MASS of gifts from all the girls at school who like him, and then while hes opening them up mochi is RIGHT THERE getting first dibs at the stuff he doesnt want
#sometimes mochi just starts opening shit and going (ooh so cute!!) and hes like (uhhh yeah thanks for asking first sure you can have that)#the occasional moment where someone hands something to him and hes so tired he just passes it straight to mochi without even looking at it#its usually like snacks or something since no one really knows him well enough to buy him something hed actually really like#the RAGE these girls feel when one of them buys him like. a sweatshirt or hat and the next day fucking mochi is wearing it#and when they get mad hes like (What? it was too small for me. plus its mine now so i can do what i want with it)#OR mochi: haha what a coincidence i just bought the same one from [store]!! seems this style is popular!!#and its not beyond reasonable doubt so they just sit there mad#when mochi runs out of snacks but instead of buying more she thinks (ah but limes birthday is soon so that means free snack restock...)#full disclosure he tells all of them REPEATEDLY not to buy him things and warns them what will probably happen#but no one listens as usual#oscar and coco eventually sitting there too like (can i have that--) and he goes (if mochi doesnt want it you guys can have it)
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I'll share my epinagi thoughts tomorrow👍
#I enjoyed it even tho i felt brain dead after#txt#i had fun with my irls but i shouldve watched it with someone as unhinged about blIk as me#anddd what else uh#some guys showed up in their football uniforms with hair dyed to match bllk characters#no i didnt take pictures bc im not disrespectful. yes it was funny.#me and my friend kept quoting 'un lobo siempre protege a su loba' whenever nagi or reo did anything for each other.#so mad they didnt include nagi and barou fighting during their match. like when reo had to be like nagi stop this isnt you#(<-not what he said in the slightest) just so i could quote un lobo siempre protege a su loba again#every blIk irl of mine now understands that the problem is that theyre miscommunicating & reo should Not not tell nagi what he feels and#Nagi should stop assuming reo knows what hes thinking. my friend was so frustrated lmfao.#But she did say 'theyre so boyfriends' at the end. Thanks epinagi for comverting a devout nagisagier into a reonagier i guess#also my brother at some point said 'i cant keep defending him theres no non gay explanation' about nagi i dont rememebr where#it was kinda early on though#anyways#those r the things not included in my thoughts#my best friend is excited for rin & isagi in u20 and my brother is excited for shidou lmfao#i keep saying this theyre going to love kaiser itll be the death of me#what ELSEEE im forgetting already
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mothers be normal about trans people challenge (impossible)
#guy i know from high school who is trans just got a new puppy and i was showing it to my mom because cute puppy !#and one of the pictures also had the guy in it and she was like WOW IS THAT (GUY) ?#(weird cis person whos being weird about things tone) the beard suits him : )#z talks#i know youre thinking about him being trans in every millisecond of your existence right now. i can tell#like jfc. hes just Some Guy#shes just weird about people in general to be honest .#one time i went to a cafe with a friend of mine whos jewish and my mom was all (weird tone) you know… it might be that hes orthodox and -#- isnt allowed to meet with women in private…#jfc mom. what a line of assumptions. maybe he just wanted to show me a cafe he likes. it was good pastries#we went and looked at swans after. god forbid i have a nice time with a friend from a Slightly different culture…#another time he texted me some stupid meme i was laughing at and my mom asked if he Liked me/if i Liked him#no mom … we are both raging homosexuals in Opposite directions he was simply sending me legend of zelda shitposts. thank u for ur assumption#i could go on probably
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#BABIES#this was fun to work on :>#thank you CL for helping me with a lot of this as usual <3#i love doan#his wife would've been there but she was out of the country for a modeling job u.u#and elsie's husband ellis is there he just needed to step out for a moment#but ye!! elvis and elvira!!#edit for context: elsie is an oc of mine i made like 6 months ago n i set her due date in my phone back then and boom now it's here :D#my art#eddsworld#ae elsie#ae doan#ae elvis#ae elvira
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so i am singing that vitellia in the end... but at what fucking cost.
'you gotta sing this softer'
'what'
'this is mozart'
'this is vitellia'
'this is mozart'
'im singing about how much i hate this mf and want him dead before the end of the day'
'this is mozart'
'i wanna murder a guy'
'this is mozart'
'...'
'softer. gentle. mozart'
'...ok'
#they're killing me here#i already bargained for ONE (1) note in chest (thank you so so much that i am ALLOWED to sing an A3 in chest voice <333) and now THIS#THIS is why people hate mozart. fuck you.#i recorded that rehearsal and the first version sounds SO MUCH BETTER. after i did what she asked me to do its just. so fucking boring.#i hate it here#i love this duet so much but frfr im not sure i wanna do it if i have to do it on their terms.#also like sorry to be a bitch but you're a pianist girl. just stick to your stuff and let me take care of mine.#just because you're playing this like you're constipated because tHiS iS mOzArT doesnt mean the rest of us dont care either.#its possible i never will get the chance to sing the entire vitellia so i want to do justice. as much as im able. to this one chance i get#it took me A Long While to deal with the fact that i wont be able to bark that 'indegno' and 'regno' like i always envisioned.#but like. ok. whatever. i can still make it Entertaining. THIS however. no. no fucking way.#and its not even about me being a big-headed know-it-all who thinks she's better than everyone because. lol and lmao clearly im Not#but this is about having a fucking SOUL. its about actually taking the libretto into consideration too. its about trying to figure out#WHY mozart wrote it the way he did. like sorry but this is another fiordiligi case where its CLEAR that the amplitudes the crazy jumps#are there FOR A REASON. the reason is HE WANTED A CONTRAST. some fucking EMOTION. he sure as hell didnt want it to be Soft And Gentle.#i know it because i talked to him and he told me im right about everything as always and you can eat shit girl bye#grrrrrrrr im so angry#i knos i sound so arrogant here but please. please i just want to make this music fun and enjoyable. i just dont want it to be boring#please understand my vision im begging you
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i love my friends so much. maybe soulmates are real.
#on friendship#one of my friends has been coming to visit me everyday in the hospital#we either laugh or sit it comfortable silence#everytime i thank her she tells me to stop because I would have done the same plus she gets to annoy me for hours and I can’t escape#my other friend came from out of town to spend a couple hours with me and he even planned a Dnd session for us to play#i spent so many years thinking about ‘the one’ and now I just want to sit in silence and soft laughs with you#my therapist was so right when she told me that you meet people that become your family#mine
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diamonds, nostalgia for a time that never existed, melbourne, june 12th
#literally the most important song of his to me#she is cry-singing through this whoe song but i just needed it to be somewhere in case#this and place in me and then he had the AUDACITY to play them back to back#so u can hear a tiny bit of the strt of place in me at the end of the vid#i'm not posting that one tho bc 1) u cannot see shit in my video bc of lighting#and 2) what you Can see is someone in front of me absolutely Losing their shit at the chorus and it feels like an invasion of their privacy#luke hemmings#nostalgia tour#5sos#this is also one of the only full-song clips i have#bc this song is so fucking important to me#and i'm nearly not actively sad abt not being at ashton's show now......#(don't repost this is mine thanks)
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*scream*
(ventpost)
"you know you're getting a bit old for meeting people if you want kids"
WHO'S FAULT IS THAT?!
Who chose to raise us in the middle of the the fucking woods?!
Who actively deliberately isolated us from our ethnic community because you were embarrassed by how we were failures and your internalized self racism makes you think all brown men as skeevy and you specifically wanted to keep us away from them and put effort into achieving that and cutting us off from all community connection?
Who let me switch to correspondence school and study alone at home because I said I was bored, instead of giving a single solitary fuck about me and noticing I was obviously depressed?
Who raised us abstinence only to the point that any mixing with the 'opposite' sex was unacceptable?
Who actively shut down any attempt I made to develop or act on hobbies or personal interests, because the only think I should be doing is studying?
Do you think that somehow the negative effects of keeping kids at home only allowed to do schoolwork and chores and unable to drive unable to leave the house unable to get a job unable to engage in hobbies unable to engage in community unable to leave the house... somehow the negative effects only apply if you're deliberately doing it for patriarchal cult reasons?
Bitch managed to raise us fully traditional entirely by accident
With a good dash of learned helplessness with constant messaging that were incapable of managing to do anything or survive by ourselves
I've only been out the house for 3 years! And 2 of that was the last year of the degree and the first year of the job being a new grad Covid nurse in peak Covid!
I've only been able to breathe for one year!
I've had one year of freedom and I've been using it to learn how to be human for the first time!
And you've spent that year telling me to break up with everyone I happen to meet!
Don't fucking tell me I'm too old now
You were supposed to help me!
You knew I wanted kids! Why didn't you help me earlier!
You did everything you could to keep me isolated because you were projecting your own trust issues onto me and never stopped to think what effect that might have when you're raising someone!
Why does generational trauma have to be so mundane
#Vent post#Negativity#My posts#My life#Aka I have spent one single evening with my family#Day 1 of a full 30 days#Luckily I'll be with my dad not my mother#The way he doesn't care about me is a lot less sharp for me these days at least#He saves that all for not giving a shit about my sibling#I'm going on a quest to reconnect with my family and heritage#This is a great start#.... She's not wrong tbh#But it's still a sore spot#Haydn's parents bought me supplies for the hobbies I want to try#Ive wanted to do them for 10 years#But I've only just now got the freedom and support to start#I'm a beginner now at everything#But I'm starting.#I'm starting.#Just let me live.#Without making mundane things into stress.#Haydn's mum is so nice.#I know mine is stressed and has a hard life too#But she's miserable for the same reason I am#Right#Flight tomorrow#Gotta sleep#And think morw positive thoughts#My birthday just gone is the best one#Thank you for making me feel loved
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tagged by @lightyaoigami <3!! rules- shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and list the first ten songs, then tag ten people!
Hayloft II - Mother Mother
You Stupid Bitch - Girl In Red
Char - Crystal Castles
Letter From A Thief - Chevelle
Cigarettes & Feelings - The Haunt
Permanent Reblellion - L.S. Dunes
I Hope You're Happy - Blue October
Guilt - Radical Face
The Middle - Jimmy Eats World
Interlude: I'm Not Angry Anymore - Paramore
tagging @cat-boy-girl @oberon-vortigern @mothscales @tuffcatdad @taekonaut @backalleysamurai @apheliavampire @chiefyartsreblogs @ohkaiden @l3irdl3rain & anyone that wants to join in!! <3
#sucktacular sucks#rb chain#yall i JUST found out there IS an actual playlist called on repeat on spotify?? LOL#i had to google this shit to find it my god ANYWAY WE'RE IN IT NOW >:3c - search 'on repeat' on your spotify and itll pop up#hayloft II coming up on the first play is so cringe but also i love it im sorry the beat fucks and it's birthdaymassacre-core u w u#B and naomi fuck in the hayloft and naomis dad shoots B (as he should) and then naomi kills her dad (as she should)!#anyway solid songs as of recent#kinda sad more of my 90s/2000s playlist isnt on here :( but its fair cuz i dont be playing it as much as my other one#i wanna do one of these but we pick one line from each song that speaks to us the most#try to remember that: I Hope You're Happy. I Hope You're Good. I hope you get what you wish for. and youre well understood#and whatever your progress. i know youll be fine. cuz i hope youre happy. even if youre not mine. - to every person ive ever held close#that isn't as close as we use to be/we dont talk anymore/our dynamic changed#those lyrics are so fucking me-core it hurts ; w ; <3#ANYWAY THANKS FOR TAG MEEEE <3
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I JUST GOT RAYMOND ON MY ISLAND FUCK YOUUUU ROSIEEE
#OKAY SO#i logged onto my island for the first time in probably months#and in my campsite is rosie and i’m like oh hell yeah#just one issue — i don’t have any available plots of land#no big deal. i’ll just buy another one. a little inconvenient but whatever#however this bitch. did NOT want to move in#i kept playing her fucking games and i kept losing. but i kept trying#eventually she just flat out tells me “no” and so i give up#i know that if i kept pressing eventually she’d say yes. but i ran out of patience. and if she doesn’t want in she won’t get in#but i didn’t want tom nook to move in some god awful villager. i was already struggling with two#so i went whatever i’ll just use my nook tickets and go to islands til i find a decent villager#first few island were a bust. but i’m not giving up#eventually i get to an island and i’m like alright who is it. and it’s fucking RAYMOND#AND I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT#THAT TOOK LESS THAN 20 MINUTES#i was scared cuz i thought that what i had to do with rosie would happen to him but thank god no#so he’s MINE now#FUCK you rosie#cnp rants
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" do you want to share this? " the offer in question: a helping of bite-sized cookies, renowned for their charming mushroom shape ( & strawberry flavored, a perfect match for their cute pink packaging ).
KINDNESS IS NOTHING MORE than a sweetness. a sweetness undoubtedly belong to the maiden's heart — a gesture that while most would've done, ( was this appreciated nonetheless ! ) a simple nod of an answer to one's inquiry, ❛ I would be an idiot, If I said no. ❜ — && as quick as the words were spoken, Minato snatches away the bag filled with goods out of her small hands ! a playful tone ( a rarity of sorts ) is expressed out for only her eyes to see.
❛ Thanks for the free food. ❜
#orphila#* XIII ⫶ memento mori ⊹ ( in character. )#* XIII ⫶ comment vous dire... ⊹ ( asked. )#{ if she want to be consider the big sister despite the two being the same person he's just “Okay.” act like the spoil baby brother#to start causing trouble on purpose now. that sounds bad when you consider he doesnt normally act like this unless he's comfort#with that person SOOO hehe. enjoy that minako and him just taking the 'share' to 'oh ok so its mine right? thanks.' }
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there are some pros of having parents who are doctors but i have to say. the way that my parents particularly my mom do NOT understand how therapy works...
#nightmare.personal#don't rb#just had to explain to her why there are confidentiality rules in therapy and i don't think she got it by the end#she wants to meet with my therapist and i've told her in every conceivably possible way#that it's not going to be satisfactory because her and my dad are looking for problems and solutions and answers#but she's still like yeah i know ^_^ <- face of a woman who is about to get so so pissed after talking to her#fucking. my sibling having mental health issues and a therapy experience VERY different to mine doesn't help too#because he goes around saying ohhh im cured now and my parents go ohhh why don't you have a wife and i'm going around like#hahah please don't medicate me or force me into goal oriented therapy or else you'll take me out of it you're so sexy ahah#also my mom thinking that she knows more about me in my day to day life than my fucking therapist... laughable#anyawy. okay that's all thanks
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