#SHE DOESNT HAVE AN INSTA
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online friendships ars so bittersweet
#ok STORYTIME 🥁🥁🥁🥁#so in 2020 i think? i saw this girls profile on wattpad and i was like yoo she seems so cool so i dmrd her and we started talking#she had just turned 17 at fhat time and i was a baby so anyhow we started talking and got super duper close she was the NICEST purest perso#person ever man itni yaad aati hai sometimes lol#ok so we decided to write this wattpad book tgt#we would stay up just creating mood boards and joking abt the plot#and we decided that the names of the main characters would be our nicknames lol#ik its all very cringe but uss time it seemed so funny#AND she was a big music nerd and had rlly good music taste so she was like ill make seperate playlists for the characters and im listening#to them rn she still hasnt removed them from her profile and its so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#we grew up as she got busy w boards and i also starting nerding super hard#i miss her itna BUT i followed her on insta from my abhi wala insta (she doesnt know its me) and thankfully shes doing so well abh#shes v pretty and seems like shes having fun so IM VERY HAPPY FOR HER#bohot lamba rant hogaya thanks 🙏
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Katya freaking out that Geno saw her story: https://t.me/katyastarova13/1597
PSA: if you tag Geno on your insta story, he may see it...
oh i can safely say he has never seen any of my insta stories, trust me i was checking obsessively when i posted the final renders of my sculpt 🤣 i was extremely relieved when nothing happened, and my posts got little to no attention, and im still mostly flying under the radar 👍 @robindrake13 can confirm when i posted those sculpt renders i was terrified of the possibility of a sudden increase in tumblr anon hate messages or more creepy threats about where i live/work (to be clear: from fans on here not geno lol). but nothing happened, im good :) also with the amount of public stuff geno has been up to this summer my post is already totally buried in his tag.
if anyone on here is curious about my insta 'professional' account there is a 🐧 highlight reel with all the old stories but honestly its all just content that this tumblr blog saw more of, nothing different or new.
also if anyone is curious how insta tagging works, it actually sends a message to the person who is tagged, and then they can click on it and view that specific story/post on its own. i found this out the day i tagged jorge gu*tierrez when he autographed my art book in 2022 and then he 'liked' the insta message and i had a minor meltdown bc i didnt realize insta would do that. and this was back when there was like zero art on my insta, it was just me being dumb in photos and lots of hiking / road trip documentating. i was so embarrassed to think he saw that. nowadays, being desperate for networking and all, i definitely tag artists and directors whenever i go see their presentations and there is totally a huge gap between the people who will just ignore you vs the ones (sometimes more popular than the ones who ignore you) who take the time to kindly respond. only once has this actually resulted in me meeting up with an artist though so im not sure my method is working.
anyway speaking of insta messages, i am more likely to get DM's from confused or jealous men asking who the heck geno is. case in point, just today:
i think my answer totally cleared up any confusion
#also also no i have never tagged anyone else in my sculpts on insta other than geno#rami bless his heart doesnt even have an account#and i was too chicken to tag lupita even though she has always been nice to fan artists#but with geno I was all like I MUST BE BRAVE AND TAG HIM#lmao I dunno im weird its best if people just ignore me#also fun fact if you add a story to your highlight reel you can see activity on the post for up to two days instead of 24 hrs#so yeah i can be almost 100% certain that geno never saw any of it
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Random question
What got you into art? Who/what inspired you to start?
this is going to sound reallyyy corny but it was my mom. she's been an artist since i was little (like, exhibiting in galleries and stuff) so i grew up painting with acrylic and watercolor and collages and whatever else i could get my little hands on 😭
she's always been such a huge supporter of me drawing for fun, even if it's fanart or whatever, and she actually really pushed me to go to college studying art or animation because she knows i like it so much. i ended up majoring in cs bc i wanted more stability in a job (so thats out the window LMAOOO), but i still do art on the side and my mom still follows me on my socials and gives support <3
#i only ever really started taking art seriously during quarantine though to keep myself sane lmao#she doesnt have a tumblr but she knows i like bsd and follows my insta to keep up with my stuff ;__;#she still asks me how dazai and chuuya are doing in the manga LMAO#te amo tanto mami <3#ask koko
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im sorryyyyy i dont wanna be a mean bitch but genuinely i feel like im the one of only ppl who are actually alone bc i keep seeing all of these ppl complain abt how alone they are then they post a bunch of pics with their friend groups and they go on trips and celebrate their birthdays with friends and im like 😦?????????? im ngl i lowkey feel betrayed bc like yes sure we can relate on "feeling lonely" but ig at the end of they day im so sorry im not saying this to gatekeep loneliness or whatever but like u just cannot relate to what it feels like to not only feel lonely but also be alone and not even have people who want to spend moments with u. and feel and be like on your birthday you're alone. on your insta you're alone. irl u dont have ppl who even want to make plans with u. i know i know that everyone's loneliness is valid and you can still have partners and friends and feel lonely and that is valid i really do think so. idk i just feel so fkn alienated from everyone, including people who say theyre lonely - bc they still have ppl to talk to and ppl to be with and ppl who wants to be with them and consider them their friend lol.... i dont have anyone to take pics with or have groupchats with or go to concerts with or go for walks with and i dont have anyone to message abt stupid things or blah lahblahblah it doesnt even matter atp
#and like i am really really lucky that i have one person i talk to on a regular basis and have been for almost two years#and that he stills wanna be friend even if hes seen my insane person rants abt him on here#like genuinely i'd prob slowly wither and die without having had experienced talking to him#ig its not even only other ppl it is my avpd#if i just send a message thats like casual everyday talk between friends#im first freaking out abt it for hours bc i obviously deserve to DIE for even bothering them with a message#so even if i long for certain things its like well yeah i cant do that bc i deserve to die and im worthless useless and a bother and burden#and why would i force someone to waste time on me when they have ppl out there who are actually worth their time#i dont know#i just feel sad bc i checked insta and someone who talks abt being alone often posted pics of them celebrating their bday with friends 😭#and ofc everyone are valid to feel what they feel!!!! i know that!!!!!! it just hurts selfishly lmaooo#bc i am lonely but i will spend my bday crying in my room alone#like i have been for the past years#not even my own family wants to spend it with me#i talk a little abt plans w my mom and she acts like im holding her hostage 😭😭😭#so idk she'll prob agree but it wont feel great bc i know she doesnt really wanna spend time w me#anyway...... we're all alone as i get to hear all thw time#its just that most ppl who are alone also have partners and friends and family members or even a therapist haha 👍#i dont care tho its all good ^-^#also one of my old bully friends is marrid and just got her baby and she messaged me like hii how are u?#like what do u even want me to say.... cool... u have traveled the world u have found love u have made a ton of new friends#while still having your old friend group (that i got dumped by) and u even have your own kid#i am a fkn loser who should just die tbh#so yeah im doing great hahahha just gonna kms real quick 😸🙌🏻#but idc tho 😁
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Full offense but fans who get to go to fanmeets or performances and get close enough to take pictures and then proceed to whitewash the boys or maybe even face app their features so a nose looks smaller or sharper, skin texture is non existant, etc etc. Are literally bastards to me. You don't deserve to be there.
#like i expect nothing from companies or magazines#but when people who supposedly love these guys but then horrendously alter how they look ?????#like how can you be all I love felix so much hes my favourite guy i spent a stupid amount of money on albums 🫶#and then make him pale as a sheet of paper no freckles in sight ?#i mean it does go to show that a lot of people dont think of them as actual yk. people. theyre just little characters to them#but regardless Hate you!!#like its one thing if you take a pic and the lightings weird but you just post it as is bc thats literally how the stage looked#but i mean the instances were it was 100% face tube editing type shit#a few pics ive seen on twt were so bad for this one of felix and one of jeongin were almost like.#idk they looked ai generated or somethinf i hate it#i remember a kstew fan back in the day used to do that like the most severe insta editing and i was just?????? she doesnt look like that#how do you have a fan blog and then go and do that the scary face is not real
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#killer bee sweepppp sndnsj#anyways killer bee bc hes so fuckin irritating i dont even want his tailed beast i would just kill him#jiraiya bc he mughtve once been funny but in his old age he let himself go. just an old creep now pip pip#kushina bc her rage and resentment over failed dreams is understandable but her abusiveness is not#fugaku bc those two lines under his mouth piss me tf off and hes the reason itachi had to do that. also he was mean to bb saske insta-die#those two elders are fuckinng everyone else over to satiate their need to conquer their own trauma. like is it enough. could it ever be#danzo idk his pissy litle voice and the fact that he tries so hard to be cool but hes just not. obviously hes living thru his little boytoy#hiruzen he just pisses me off. like in general. like ur not the hero and u had ur son murdered bc ur obsessed with a little boy. so#sakura dont get me wrong shes the epitamy of complicated mostly shes just annoying bc she wants to be different but then it doesnt happen#gai i like gai dont get me wrong but he does get annoying sometimes and i have issues with him and tenten idk#obito is literly incel annoying like he used rin as his sunshine power a complete lack of self awareness and hes that type that like uses#girls as like little cheerleaders like theyre just supporting characters for His Life and not actusl people#rin is so annoying too tho like damn girl i Understand the torment of having to hype up a mid guy that cheesed on you. like that was legit#probly harder for u than the exams but shes annoying bc she then used that role and idk something grody about her manipulating them but ma#naruto
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31 and 47 make me laugh and idk why
#2 different variations of 'i dont know what the fucks going on'#this doesnt seem like an argument to me like it's just some passionate old head yammering to a guy whos pretending to care#it's almost like sports get ur blood pumping or smthin like theres an adrenaline aspect to the shit wowww omg#who have thot#nba 2k bad acting voice#leave my bbg alone bro shes not even killing anybody rn#this is why diggs always deletes his insta randomly#yall always making smthing outta nothing sometimes
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Walking into a charity bake sale for gaza and telling them that theyre zionists for not putting up pictures of dead children on the walls or pickpocketing people for everything they have. Before telling them that their method of fundraising is cringe and stupid and doesnt do anything real while i, on the other hand, post on tumblr about it
#sorry im particularly pissed about this this morning#because my mom called me last night#and somehow we got onto the topic of social media slacktivism#and she told me about how her childhood friends started insinuating shit about her on insta because she doesnt post about the war on it#and she was like 'YEAH CAUSE ITS FUCKING ILLEGAL TO DO THAT IN THIS COUNTRY'#and they were like 'well thats the risk you take for the right thing'#yeah guys what is the arrest of a schoolteacher in a totalitarian nation going to do other than ruin the lives of her and her family#but she should have been Posting right??#some thoughts
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Swifties prove everyday that they’re the dumbest people on the internet and that’s really saying something cuz I’ve dealt directly with blarkes
#1) swifites always being racist toward Beyoncé#2) swifities doxxing a Palestinian girl and sending her info to the IDF cuz she said that there were better options for Time’s PotY#3) swifites beefing with North West – a literal child – cuz they thot she “shaded” Taylor#4) swifites commenting snake emojis on Kim K’s insta posts thinking they’re doing something other than driving up her engagement and lining#her pockets#t swift#also these are all just annoying things I’ve seen happen TODAY#I cannot wait until we are released from whatever govt psyop we’ve been under for the past few years cuz I’m over this endless string of#swift propaganda 🔫🔫🔫 it’s literally insane and no matter how many times I block people or hit not interested in posts I am still forced to#see shit about her like it is never ending and it’s so fucking exhausting like the way white women in particular make being a swifite their#whole personality is so embarrassing!!! THIS EOMAN CANNOT SING YALL!! AND IM TIRED OF BEING NICE AND SAYING SHE HAS DEVENT SONG WRITING#SKILLS CUZ SHE DOESNT!! EVERYTHING ABOUT HER IS MEDIOCRE AT BEST!!! SHE CANNOY SING AND HER LYRICS ARE THE MUSICAL EQUIVALENT OF WATTPAD FF!#I am so tired of this bullshit and I used to be able to find reprieve in football but no more!! cuz her and her annoying cult have#infiltrated that too like this shit is annoying and I feel like I’m going crazy cuz she’s everywhere and not in an organic way. In a very#strategic marketing capitalistic way and I love The Wilds but I hate how the fandom has like woven TS into everything there too like#I think I’m gonna commit a crime. I think imma toss someone through a brick wall cuz I’m losing it
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me and @tin-can-iron-man have created a new character that is "normal insta influencer except she's from latveria and accidentially becomes the de-facto PR person because her audience begs her to livestream herself asking victor questions during a doomsday parade and she does it"
#latverian insta girlie is SO funny to me#she doesnt even get famous because of this tbh. shes a normal vlogger#everyone thinks shes just living the ultimate cottagecore lifestyle#and then she is like. ok! today we're going on an outing!#and it's exiting because i get to show you hoverjousting! there hasn't been a tournament here in a while!#and the whole chat is just. wtf is hoverjousting.#or like. a POV we have to decorate the town for doomsday video#and everyone is like. wtf is doomsday.#and then shes livestreaming the parade and victor is going by in his car while everyone cheers#and some brave and foolish member of her chat is like ASK HIM QUESTIONS#and she does#just like. completely unafraid like HELLO LORD DOOM MY FOLLOWERS WANT TO KNOW YOUR FAVORITE COLOUR#also: her name is lillian and i love her
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can we have one poc doll release without saying weird shit about what features what races are allowed to have
#i dont think moana is a cori mold at all#my choices in order would have been 4 -> jess -> og sonali#(which sonali would have made people mad too bc it doesnt have epicanthical folds but technically only jess does#and none of the molds look anything close to real anyway so you gotta pretend. my bengali character is a sonali#bc i cant have an entire collection of jesses just because she's the only mold with an accurate eye shape. sometimes u have to pretend)#but anyway pretending that absolutely no PI people look like corinne is crazy. gatekeeping cori from even SE asians is even crazier.#theyre neighbors. what do you mean#anyway. fandom wank i guess. but i dont feel like starting drama on insta#so you guys can see it#says kenna
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2 art style (UnicornWizward666 N VampyVee)
My two favorite artist from Instagram
I love their art style and I did talk to them before but I didn't end up friends with them lol
Ngl I really like to do VampyVee style 😤👌🏼
#also i was afraid to post this in insta#also vee really love to flex on her money#cuz in her stories she always buy hazbin hotel pins#bruh ☠️#just becuz you have paypal its doesnt mean have to flex on us#damn rich ppl#i can afford pringles and a amazon juice bruh#but i still follow her lol#and she like this 😤 emoji
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collecting the yellow eyed girlies ✧*。 am i missing anyone
#romance club#su.txt#here..a post that means nothing and doesnt have any criticisms i can Do it too *sweating*#okay lol jk#the worst one is On thin ice mc im afraid..i couldnt finish the story bc her design distracted me so much#in a bad way#special mention to w: tc mc bc she s literally the only one w/o the ultra sharp insta chin and like has an...actual figure
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#some of the anti atla and atla critical people *really* need to check themselves#going on racist and anti buddhist rants bc the native girl got with a monk and not the moody awkward teen is WILD#the anti azula pro zuko and anti zuko pro azula kids are also the same people in different fonts#you can tell how theyd treat victims irl too just by how they talk about them#and the guise of hating the mlm fans and ships (and the wlw ones too for that matter) bc yours isnt canon either is a weird thing to do#also the treatment of saying that a canonical characteristic is fanon bc you want a kid to be a hot moody boy and not autistic is WEIRD#get a fucking grip#also saying that a full nation deserved to outright DIE is weird af#calling buddhist cultist bc you couldnt understand the context and outright quotes from the show saying otherwise is weird af#good god these people are so fucking stupid its unreal#and other people that act the same are the zu/tara and zu/kka kids#the new 'shipping war' literally started bc more people were shipping two boys instaed of a girl and boy (NEITHER WHICH ARR CANON#and they get mad and quote the same shit verbatim#and then make zuko someone completely fucking different but in different ways#same with katara if shes not bitchy then shes a victim who needs help (but not by aang or sokka or toph or suki or-) and cant do anything :#this aint even a claim that atla doesnt have faults yall just worry about the wrong things that dont matter#also the fact yall dont know what orientalism is nor when or how to talk about it#coming back bc of the tyzula fic that was heavy anti zuko by claiming that the comic that had the most inaccuracies of them all#was 'heavuly implied' to include him TRYING TO RAPE AND MURDER HIS SISTER BY MAKING HER MUTE#yeah. yeah.#how many people that were calling it canon was concerning but since this seems like a untagged ooc and reverse role fic (w azula joining)#im just going to ignore it#babes. youre writing a fic.#just SAY this is canon divergence and role reversal#no need to lie and say its canon when it isnt 🙄#coming back AGAIN to say that calling one issue of comic trash bc it checks the character you like#but saying the other one (read: the previous tags about the tyzula fic) canonical bc it demonizes the one you dont#(and has the most inaccuracies of all of the comics to boot)#youre making it VERY CLEAR its not about 'keeping it canon' or consistent but instead keeping what YOU want as your only fact#once again youre focusing on the wrong things
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📓🕯️🐇🖤
#just a little diary dump:#i've contacted my school therapist again. asked for help regarding anxiety abt schoolwork since i dont get any other treatment#she said she can help me go thru if there are other options since neither psychiatric nor healthcare center will help me#+ she said that she and i can talk abt my anxiety regarding school etc. so in two weeks i'll see her#school starts next week. 4days a week rip... lol thats much for me. a bum. a cellar dweller. i've decided that im gnna go to all my classes#and always work while im there since its harder for me to do it at home. and i will also talk more w my teacher nd ask them for help#then im looking into an online therapy service. it miiight be possible for me to do that. but then i have to contact them and focus on only#1 or 2 issues. in my experience it just doesnt work to go to them and be like everythings bad :(( they wont help u then. i have to narrow it#down for them. nd i'll think i will talk 2 them abt my extreme feelings of loneliness and also my procrastination behavior#but yeah i have no idea if it's possibly bc idk if i can get financial aid for that service. im still in contact w the healthcare center so#i hope she will come to some sort of conclusion nd not just leave my high nd dry (she sent another referral to the persobality disorder -#clinic. even if they rejected the first one. so i'll see)#hmmm yeah. the situation w my sisters is sooooo rough. i hate it. they make me feel so so bad#and the housing situation is roughhhh. it's impossible to get an apartment lol.#so i need to find a way to shut it off and try to not let it bother me#just focus on finishing upper secondary school. nd i've been thinking abt taking out a loan for it and take german/french/spanish classes#instead of doing what im doing now when im actually poor and stressed bc they can choose to cut me off anytime#im meeting my highschool friend on tuesday. she asked if i wanted to hang out for a bit c:#im a bit anxious but like yeah.. it's nice to get out and talk to someone besides my family. which is just my mom lol#i messaged my other old highschool classmate on insta and said i saw her in my neighborhood#she replied but i had lowkeyyy hoped for more... like maybe being able to befriend her T-T but she didnt seem so interested in talking to me#which is ok ofc. it just made me a bit sad bc idk how to make friends and i thought she was rlly nice. but oh well#im rlly sad atm. maybe heartbreak prob. even more sad bc it was my stupid fault but yeah#im still grateful for all that it gave me. nd how i got to experience feelings of warmth nd love nd appreciation i didnt know i could feel#so even if im just contantly heavily sad bc i keep being like oh. i wanna ask this. say that. wonder what theyre up to. etc etc. i just have#to... be sad and just keep going forward#hope and try to not fuck everything else up. even if it feels like... what do all the other things matter when what i rlly rlly wanted got#ruined..... thats life tho. i know. im just so bad at handling life :((#i feel so broken and confused and i hate that i didnt get to be normal and healthy#im so illequipped at dealing w myself nd my emotions nd there seems to be no professional help for me
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The actress for Young Morticia (Gwen Jones) not having an insta is an injustice to the world istg
also Young Morticia and Gomez reminded me of Jade West and Beck from victorious and i can’t stop thinking about it
#SHES SO PRETTY#I WANNA STALK HER INSTA BUT SHE DOESNT HAVE ONE#or at least not a public one#she reminded me of Jade West#aka hot goth gf gay awakening#wednesday#wednesday series#morticia addams#Young morticia#young gomez#was also hot especially covered in blood#gomez addams#i am experiencing extreme brain rot help#gwen jones
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