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PAC (Gif) Tarot Reading :

🔮 Your Connection With Your Specific Person 🔮

This reading includes what you both currently are in your connection, your challenges, & your unifying force.

Take a moment to ask yourself & sense which gif calls out to you. If more than one does, there are multiple messages for you. If one calls out to you instantly/significantly more, then this message is specifically meant for you & will resonate the most.

Piles are 1-4 & are in order.

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Pile One :

My abilities have been getting stronger & as a consequence, this message is a bit longer than my usual pick-a-card readings. If long formats aren't your thing, feel free to skim or take a look at my other PACs!

There's been something or someone trying to get in-between you two to disrupt your union. This attempt hasn't truly been successful. This 3rd party is in the picture but not in a union with your SP. You & your SP are truly in a union energy. You truly know eachother, are connected, & share a bond.

This 3rd party may have been a sex addiction, porn addiction, or some kind of fling. I'm not really getting cheating/betrayal vibes. The energy is more fitting of a situation where you've been dating someone & they haven't been forthcoming that they're dating/hooking up with others. If this is the case, it doesn't have anything to do with a lack of interest in you - it stems from insecurity and consequently an urge to have a back up plan.

This union may be triggering other unhealthy traits/traumas because of how scared they are of the amount of interest they have in you. They haven't been the type of person to put their all into someone for fear of getting hurt. But now that they've met you, for the 1st time or the 1st time in a while, they actually want to overcome these challenges for you & them. This is why they've been acting up/their behavior has changed.

For a significant amount of you, your SP literally has commitment issues. This has become apparent due to you either waiting to get engaged or them getting cold feet after your engagement.

There may be back & forth, hot & cold, in & out energy. Alot of you have an on & off again relationship with them. They have an avoidant attachment type.

I'm seeing someone who's had a difficult life & isn't well off financially as a consequence. I'm seeing someone with a low quality car being frustrated because they don't have enough gas money.

Criticism of self & others are a main theme with them. Try not to take it personally as best you can. They only do this because they don't have much hope for their life/relationships. They have a tendency to keep people at arm's length in general. It's for self-protection as they've had several experiences that have told them it's abundantly necessary.

With that being said, just because you shouldn't take it personally doesn't mean you should just deal with it. Your challenge is to love yourself first & set boundaries.

I feel like you're afraid that if you do that, that will only motivate them to distance themselves further. That may or may not be the case. That wouldn't be your fault. At all. Dont allow others to blame you for their own shortcomings.

There's still hope for this connection because, as I said, they're actually motivated to better themself for you. Despite them being a little embarrassed & not too forthcoming about how passionate & excited they are about you. You're not like anyone they've met before.

Weird note: I saw the letter "P" in this reading as a synchronicity a handful of times. Maybe you or them have a name that starts with P? Maybe their "PP" is a main theme in your connection? 😂

You've been seeking knowledge about this connection. Someone/something (article, youtube vids, this very reading, etc.) has been mentoring you. I'm seeing that someone(s) doesn't approve of your SP & are urging you to dump their ass for good.

I can't say I blame them too much because for some of you they don't treat you very well. They aren't as they appear to be & these people don't know them like you do. You're a little lost & in the dark about this situation. It's recommended you start thinking for yourself.

You have some learning & growth to do, especially in the mental, logic, & communication realm.

You both have 7 of Swords in your Unifying Force so I'm seeing that because of their lack of transparency with their feelings & what they're going through (even outright lying for some), you've been motivated to do the same. You've been looking at tarot readings hoping to find the answer instead of going to the direct source.

I'm seeing that you should find a balance with this. Check in with your own intuition to see if they're telling the truth & only *consider* others' opinions. Open your heart & feelings to them to potentially inspire them to do the same. Make an attempt to end the cycle. Initiate a heart-to-heart conversation.

You both want to take this relationship to the next level & are motivated to overcome these challenges in order to do so. The question is how much are you both willing to sacrifice & do you have enough knowledge/experience in order to have a healthy relationship. You may have to have more individual experiences first. You may not reunite at all, which is ok. What's meant to be is. And everything is for your highest interest, regardless of if you're currently aware of that or not.

For most of you, you've been given the "Very Soon" card so as long as you get your mind clear, it's very likely to inspire them to do the same. There's a high possibility of a reunion coming soon.

Pile Two :

There's no current equal give & take in this connection. Your focus is too outside yourself & their focus is too inside themself.

They've disconnected from you while you're still trying to force the connection, whether energetically or through action. For alot of you I'm seeing the type of energy where you're double texting despite them not responding the first time. You may actually be doing this, have sent a flurry of uninvited texts, & have sent angry ones.

Life goes on & it has to change one way or the other. I'm seeing there's a *major* change in this connection. Like, you're starting a whole new life with them. It won't be *smooth* sailing, as your SP has some turbulence to deal with, but you will indeed be making this huge transition. I'm actually seeing air travel so perhaps you'll be going on a vacation/road trip to several locations or moving far away.

You're holding on too tightly to this connection, for fear that it'll slip away if you don't. Focus on other areas of your life & know that you're abundant regardless. Make a conscious effort to take note of all the things you do have & be grateful for it. Accept what you can't change & change what you can. You'll be feeling alot lighter, grounded, calm, stable, & satisfied when you do.

When you focus more on yourself & find what brings you joy, this more aligned state of being attracts more of your desires in your highest interest.

Your SP desires the childlike playfulness & passion you've shared. They're currently struggling with inaction because they're overcompensating for the times they've not set boundaries with others.

They're currently mistaking self-love for over-protection & needless isolation. Be patient with this process as they're still learning. Respect their boundaries. Pushing them & trying to force things only makes their wall higher & stronger.

It reinforces their belief & you're giving them every right to. So, honestly, most of them aren't mistaking self-love for over-protection at all. You've had within you the ability to establish a respectful, equal give & take relationship more so than their past encounters. But by trying to force them out of their shell, you've forced their hand in not only maintaining their boundaries but enforcing them & making them more firm as well.

They need you to be calm & patient. Once you've given them the space they need, you've become more established in life & independent, & they've gained stability & clarity over this situation, they'll be coming towards you faster than you expected.

Trust in this process & allow yourself & them to heal. Specifically, both of your childhood traumas, past events, & inner children. Allow your inner child to come out & play. Life isn't as scary as it can seem.

Pile Three :

Your SP is some type of buisness partner. Whether that be a co-founder, boss, coworker, etc. For alot of you, they held a higher position of power than you in some sense. You may have just met at work. They may have just been too bossy & controlling. Refarding sexual dynamics, they were dominant.

Although they appeared to be more adult-like than you, you're being reminded that we all started as innocent children & still carry that innocence inside of us.

Your criticisms of this person were born from your ego's programming to defend itself. You got hurt & as a consequence your perception of them shifted in a way that motivated you to avoid/be wary of them. This is a false reality. Yes, you discovered flaws they have. But that doesn't change who they are at their core. They're still that person that attracted you to them.

You're being encouraged to view people almost as if they were children. We're all unconditionally loved children of the Universe - learning, growing, & experiencing. Learn from the mistakes that have happened & work to grow from them with your SP.

I'm also seeing codependency. Perhaps you lived with them rent-free/relied on them for resources & as your source of happiness & love. You're being encouraged to be more independent materially & regarding your relationship dynamics.

We all carry an inner child but we also have to grow along side it. Take care of yourself. We're the ones we're alone with at the end of the day. Make your inner experience enjoyable so you can enjoy your own company. Keep this balanced & allow support along this healing process.

You're currently too thought-based & in your head. Open your heart, let your emotions flow, & let your inner child out to have fun!

For some of you, your SP is from your past in this current lifetime. For most of you, your SP is in a karmic cycle with you. You've lived more lifetimes than this one with them. You're tied together in order to resolve this conflict.

They're waiting for you while you're living in the past & being resistant to change & the flow of life. Your advice is to move forward with what you've learned & to leave the burdens & pain behind.

Both of you wish for clarity, communication, & new ways of communicating. I feel that they were the one who hurt you. The clarity you're after is where this behavior came from, whether or not they can be trusted, & if this connection is salvageable. You both desire to work on your relationship & you're mostly the one wondering if that's even possible.

The clarity they're after is when, how, & whether or not to approach you. They know they hurt you & messed things up. They don't want to hurt & anger you further by reaching out when you're the one who ended things for good reason. But they very much want to express their feelings & desire to move on with you.

Another struggle they have is not really understanding where their & your behavior came from & why. They're internalizing it instead of taking a step back & looking at things objectively. I see that they're taking your exit as a personal rejection rather than what it was ; you protecting & respecting yourself.

They're also interpreting their behavior inaccurately. They don't truly feel that they're a bad person but it's like they feel that's the only conclusion they can come to regarding their behavior.

I feel that this very reaction is what they needed to work on. This situation happened to bring your traumas to light. To be forced to be face-to-face with them & work through them. Your SP is rejection sensitive, insecure, & takes things personally.

If you want to work through this relationship, you may have to be the one who makes the first move. Take your time & only do so if/when you feel called to.

Pile Four

What I'm noticing right away is weariness & questioning if the work you've put in this connection will produce the results you're after. If this connection were a seed, the soil you're planting it in is fertile. Gather your strength & perserverance to cross the finish line you're almost at. Take note of what you've accomplished so far.

You've gone through a spiritual awakening that has caused you to change your direction in this connection. I feel that your SP is manifesting you at a more physical/practical sense & you're manifesting them more with energy & spiritual practices.

Although you're both experiencing this strong desire to be with eachother, your SP isn't as in tune with their intuition. They have conflicting thoughts in their mind & aren't sure where to go from here. They may also have too much divided attention & aren't putting in the appropriate amount of time & effort. They seem to be taking on most of the doubt & weariness in this connection.

You're both experiencing challenges with codependency but especially you. It may have already been hard enforcing your boundaries & focusing on yourself, but with this activation in your awareness, it's made it more difficult to do this. You've been experiencing their energy & the energy of this connection - even if they're at a physical distance.

With this increased accuracy in your awareness has come increased optimism. The downside of your newfound sensitivity is, again, focusing on yourself & other areas of your life. You're being advised to bring your energy into your body & ground it. Look up methods of grounding. I'm seeing that a particularly beneficial one for you is basking in nature & physically familiarizing yourself with the ground - in whatever ways that come to mind.

I'm seeing that for some of you, you haven't even met this person yet. You're manifesting a soulmate in general. There's limitless potential with this. You're not receiving the results as soon as you've hoped for but there's just one more step you have to take before their arrival. One of those steps is letting go of the results & timing. Work on yourself & self-love in the meantime.

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Chakras Healing & Balance 

The Vital Importance of Chakra Healing and Balance.

Why is it so important to maintain a healthy and balanced energy level of the chakras? Just as blood flows in our cardiovascular system, energy has its own system: the 7 Chakras. These cardinal points of our energy radiate throughout all our systems. But what happens if they become imbalanced?

1) Root Chakra (Muladhara): -Location: Base of the spine. -Function: Grounding, stability, and survival instincts. -Malfunction Effects: Anxiety, fear, insecurity, and physical issues related to the legs, feet, and lower back.

2) Sacral Chakra (Svadhisthana): -Location: Lower abdomen, just below the navel. -Function: Creativity, sensuality, and emotional balance. -Malfunction Effects: Emotional instability, creative blocks, and reproductive system issues.

3) Solar Plexus Chakra (Manipura): -Location: Upper abdomen, near the diaphragm. -Function: Personal power, self-esteem, and digestion. -Malfunction Effects: Low self-confidence, digestive problems, and feelings of inadequacy.

4) Heart Chakra (Anahata): -Location: Center of the chest. -Function: Love, compassion, and connection. -Malfunction Effects: Difficulty in forming relationships, heart-related issues, and emotional coldness.

5) Throat Chakra (Vishuddha): -Location: Throat area. -Function: Communication, self-expression, and truth. -Malfunction Effects: Communication difficulties, throat-related ailments, and feeling unheard.

6) Third Eye Chakra (Ajna): -Location: Between the eyebrows (forehead). -Function: Intuition, insight, and spiritual awareness. -Malfunction Effects: Lack of clarity, confusion, and difficulty accessing intuition.

7) Crown Chakra (Sahasrara): -Location: Top of the head. -Function: Connection to higher consciousness, enlightenment. -Malfunction Effects: Disconnection from spirituality, lack of purpose, and mental fog.

Remember that maintaining balance in these energy centers is essential for overall well-being. When chakras are harmonious, energy flows freely, promoting health and vitality. Now you can understand why it’s crucial to always keep your chakras healthy and well-balanced. That’s why I always offer a FREE energy check that provides a detailed overview of the state of each chakra.

Would you like to book your free energy check? Don’t waste any more time; contact me now to get it and let's see together the state of your chakras.

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Gratitude in Full Bloom: #1 on Etsy for Distant Energy Healing Shaina Tranquilino February 9, 2024

In the realm of holistic wellness and alternative healing, achieving recognition and success is often a journey paved with dedication, passion, and hard work. Today, I am overjoyed to share the incredible news that my efforts have been recognized, and I have reached the pinnacle as the #1 provider of distant energy healing on Etsy. This achievement is a testament to the power of perseverance, the magic of energy healing, and the incredible support of my clients. Join me in expressing gratitude as we reflect on this significant milestone.

The Journey to #1:

The path to becoming the top-rated distant energy healer on Etsy has been filled with challenges, growth, and moments of self-discovery. It began with a deep passion for holistic well-being and a commitment to helping others on their healing journeys. Through continuous learning, refining my skills, and embracing the principles of energy healing, I steadily built a clientele who found solace and transformation in the services I provided.

Hard Work and Dedication:

Becoming the best in any field requires unwavering dedication and a relentless pursuit of excellence. Countless hours of studying, practicing, and fine-tuning my techniques have been invested to ensure that every client receives the highest quality of care. This dedication extends beyond the healing sessions to the continuous exploration of new modalities, staying on top of the latest research, and adapting to the evolving needs of my clients.

The Power of Distant Energy Healing:

In a world that often demands our physical presence, the success of distant energy healing is a testament to the profound connection that transcends time and space. Through intention, energy, and a deep understanding of the universal life force, I have been able to facilitate healing for clients across the globe. This achievement reinforces the transformative impact that energy healing can have on individuals seeking balance, peace, and restoration.

Gratitude Overflowing:

As I stand at this pinnacle, I am overwhelmed with gratitude for the incredible community that has supported me throughout this journey. My clients, old and new, have entrusted me with their well-being, allowing me to be a part of their healing process. Each positive review, heartfelt testimonial, and word of mouth recommendation has played a crucial role in propelling me to the top spot on Etsy for distant energy healing.

A Heartfelt Thank You:

To all my clients, I extend my deepest thanks for being an integral part of this incredible journey. Your trust, openness, and commitment to your own healing have not only shaped my practice but have also allowed me to reach this momentous milestone. I am profoundly grateful for the opportunity to serve you and contribute to your well-being.

Being rated #1 on Etsy for distant energy healing is not just an acknowledgment of my skills; it is a celebration of the collective energy and intention we have cultivated together. As we move forward, let us continue to embrace the transformative power of energy healing, spreading love, light, and healing across the globe. From the depths of my heart, thank you for making this dream a reality. Love and light, Shaina www.etsy.com/shop/flowertherapyhealer

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Bare Roots Energy, nestled in Lawrence, KS, is a sanctuary for spiritual and physical rejuvenation. Specializing in Reiki Healing Services and Energy Healing Techniques, they offer a haven for those seeking balance and wellness. Their Meditation Coaching Online and Spiritual Wellness Courses are tailored to individual needs, ensuring a deeply personal experience. The center is renowned for its Crystalline Consciousness Technique™ and Distance Healing Sessions, providing transformative healing regardless of physical distance. With services like Chakra Alignment Therapy, Energy Detox Treatments, and Life Path Spiritual Readings, Bare Roots Energy is dedicated to guiding individuals on their journey to holistic health and spiritual enlightenment. Whether you're seeking Personalized Energy Work, Spiritual Healing Workshops, or Online Reiki Certification, their expert team, led by Jamelle Zablow-Moloney, offers a comprehensive approach to wellness, blending ancient wisdom with modern techniques.

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Good morning everyone! I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend 😊

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Monica's Reiki Success Story

“What I received was initial ease, followed by some tumultuous energy processing, followed by not only greater ease but seeing things actually shift in my mindset and life.” ~ Monica Try Reiki today My favorite part of being a Reiki Master is watching my clients grow and begin to move forward in their lives. Monica, a current client who began treatment with clearing sessions and is now on a…

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Message of the Week: Step into your Power & Self-Care

This week’s message is two-fold, which is an accurate representation of what the week holds- a full moon. The full moon happens on Friday at 2:34pm. When we have a full moon, we experience two different energies. This is due to the Sun and Moon being in opposing signs. With this lunation, we have the Sun in Taurus and the Moon in Scorpio. Taurus is ruled by Venus- a planet that’s feminine in nature, and Scorpio’s traditional ruler is Mars, which is masculine in nature. We currently have Venus in Gemini and Mars in Cancer. The cancerian influence of Mars, softens the energy of this full moon, and the duality of this week’s message comes from Venus being in Gemini (the sign of the Twins).  

The two messages that come with this full moon echo the martian and cancerian energies present during this week leading up to Friday’s full moon. Firstly, we have the message of Protection. The principal message that comes with this card is calling back your power. There are many ways that we can give up our power to others. Oftentimes, we aren’t aware of this, and do this subconsciously. A point of reflection, during this time is “where isn’t my energy being reciprocated?” To follow suit, we can use this reflection to put boundaries in place that allow our energy to be respected by those around us. On the other hand, if our energy isn’t being reciprocated or respected, we can use these boundaries to cut people off. In a sense, this allows us to call back parts of our soul that we had petitioned off. One last message that comes with this card is to check in with ourselves regarding what and where we feel this misalignment of energy. When touching on the theme of power, the chakra that comes to mind is the solar plexus, as it deals with our confidence. 

The second message of the week surrounds self-care. As we’re in the middle of eclipses (Friday’s full moon is also a lunar eclipse), we can be experiencing heavy energies. This is mostly due to the scorpionic influence of this lunation. This calls for us to take care of ourselves during this time (or water our garden). We can do this in multiple ways. The few suggestions that the oracle card provides us is through nourishment, body care, and rest. As we have a lot of watery energies present at this time, we could also find relief by connecting with water- through baths or showers. The Sun is in Taurus at this time, so this also echoes this message, but includes working with the earthy aspects of Mother Gaia. We also have the full moon at 14°, which is a taurean degree , which enhances this message. 

One of the suggestions I have at this time includes working with water. When getting ready to get into the shower, set an intention that involves the water cleansing whatever it is you wish to be cleansed of at this time, and then let the water do its work. 

In closing, take care of yourselves this week as we experience this heavy energies. I also encourage you to  lean into the plutonian/transformative influence of this lunation (the modern ruler of Scorpio is Pluto), and call back, and step into your power. This message of power is also echoed in the fact that we have Pluto stationing retrograde today. It will be in retrograde until October 10th.   

Astrology Notes: To see where this full moon will affect you, check where you have 14° Taurus and Scorpio. With Pluto, it will retrograde from 0° Aquarius to 27° Capricorn, so check your chart where you have these degrees to see how this retrograde will impact you. Retrogrades are a time of reflection so, you’ll be rethinking and evolving in the area in which this retrograde impacts you. If you have any questions, don’t hesitate to send me a message, and I can help you figure this out. 

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The Art Of Forgiveness | 7 Healing Steps

Forgiveness is a topic I find people often touch upon in healing work, but few are actually able to explain the process of procurement. For this reason, I've done a deep dive into what it truly means to forgive based on research and a lifetime of first-ha

Forgiveness is a topic I find people often touch upon in healing work, but few are actually able to explain the process of procurement. For this reason, I’ve done a deep dive into what it truly means to forgive based on research and a lifetime of first-hand experience in order to help you find release from stored stoic anger, resentment, guilt, shame and pain. Today, I want to get into the heart…

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For Trans Awareness Week: My experience/timeline of my gender & sexuality

(from straight cis girl, bisexual cis girl, pansexual trans man, to pansexual nonbinary transmasculine)

In middle school, when I was 11/12. I realized I was bisexual during this time and still thought I was a cis girl. Who just happened to be ok with the thought of getting a sex change if their crush turned out to be gay 🤷‍♂️

I realized I was bisexual (I had romantic experiences with girls before) when I thought a girl's eyes were pretty & developed somewhat of a crush. I printed out the bisexual flag and accidentally left a copy. My mom found it & questioned me. I casually told her that I was bisexual and was confused by her resistance and doubt to the idea. What was wrong with liking girls? I didn't see anything wrong with it.

She laid out alot of the cliches. "How do you know you like girls, are you sure?" ("I know I like them just like how I know I like guys", I told her 🙄) "It was just that Tila Tequila show that made you think that." "You're too young to know that."

When I was 14, I realized I was a trans guy! I came to the conclusion that girls didn't "want to be guys". Wanting to be a "guy" in my eyes meant being recognized by society as one, my interpersonal dynamics regarding me as one, & physically wanting a typical amab body (flat chest, deep voice, penis, etc.) I was in my early 20s in this picture.

I still liked feminine fashion and makeup. I figured I was like Jeffree Star in that aspect. But at that time I couldn't wear clothes that weren't masculine because I'd get mistaken for being a girl. Society and those around me trying to box me into this limiting expression and characterization of myself felt alienating, isolating, & lonely.

My dysphoria mostly came from other's perceptions of me - rather than what I would've thought about myself if society didn't put a gender label on every fucking thing. I would've still longed for the body parts I wanted but I don't think the depression and discomfort would've been half as bad.

Consequently, my body made me uncomfortable. I had the parts that people told me I had because I was a woman. There was a direct association.

The term "pansexual" started becoming more well-known and I vibed with the interpretation of "you're attracted to people regardless of gender/your attraction to people doesn't feel different based on gender" so I slapped that label on to me.

This is me at 28, just last year! I started giving fuck all (similar to the expression of my middle finger) to others' perceptions of me. If I like holographic clothes and fishnets with rhinestones, and you don't like that, well then I'm sorry I have better fashion sense than you 🤷‍♂️💅

I took testosterone for about 5 years at this point so the contrast of masculine & feminine features were like a bow on top of the gift that is me 😎

At this point, instead of just wanting the bumps in my tshirts to be gone regardless of any asthetic consequences (nipples not looking good due to the particular surgeon, etc.), I'd actually want to switch between having a flat chest and having boobies whenever I wanted to. Boobies are fun on me & others, what can I say.

& here's one of my most recent selfies! A couple years ago I came to the conclusion that above all else, I just feel like a person. If I had a gender I'd be a guy so I do still somewhat vibe with the sentiment. But I'm so much more than that. The label that currently fits me best is "gender non-conforming/ non-binary transmasculine". Regardless of whatever label someone may use, I welcome their attraction to me & validate it. If you're a lesbian and you happen to like my features while acknowledging that I'm not a woman & treating me as such, then your feelings are valid & don't invalidate my own identity.

My journey hasn't been easy for several reasons - not just due to my sexuality and gender. My mother & step dad didn't believe me when I came out as trans. Before I came out, and wanted to do things like get a shorter haircut, my mom would say things like "I won't have a dyke for a daughter." And then proceed to say "you know I didn't mean it like that."

One of the more overt instances of transphobia was when her bf randomly shouted "you're a girl!" to me.

A more covert form was when my mom & grandma would "compromise" on my name change. My birth name started with a "K" so I changed it to a more masc version also starting with a "K". They weren't used to my new name and my mom expressed feelings of resentment because she was the one who named me. So the "compromise" was just calling me "K"....a feminine ass sounding name. I asked them to stop and even stopped responding to the name. I eventually changed my name to "Colton" just so they didn't have an excuse to call me K anymore.

There were other instances of abuse and mental health emergencies that I won't go into detail about. I was recently asked what my proudest accomplishment was and I told them that it was not only making it this far but also being able to support myself. I've experienced homelessness so that adds on to what I've overcome.

But now, I'm at a place I couldn't fathom. Things aren't perfect but I have the tools, the want, the belief, and the will to make things better every day. I believe my life story is meant to serve as an example of hope. I've been destroyed & broke down to my atoms so I was forced to rebuild myself stronger and more in alignment with my true self. I have this wisdom to offer and I welcome requests for spiritual guidance.

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So that was my specific experience with my gender & sexuality! I hope that can broaden your mind as to what individual experiences can look like & help you feel less alone. Sending everyone much peace, love, & support! ✌️💖

[reikifromlourdes]

Since many people are sick, wanted to send energy to help boost the immune system. The photo below has been infused with Reiki and Carnelian to help boost the immune system. Here's the link to the Strengthen the Immune System playlist, http://bit.ly/3vqlkEd For the December Reiki Special (intention is for Blessings in 2023) go to reikifromlourdes.com #restrelaxationreiki #reikifromlourdes #reikihealing #reikienergy #immunesystem #boostimmunity #boostimmunesystem

[reiki0ricki]

Hello, it’s a pleasure to meet everyone. I am creating a tumble account due to the latest situation with Tiktok. I usually post and go live over there but will now be posting here as well. I hope for those that find this account they enjoy my energy healing and that it brings you comfort as it does many others. Thank you for your time.