#Ravenpuff Rambles

[raeofgayshine]

Thinking again about the fact that when Eddie and Dustin finally convince Steve to play DnD with the party, all of them, but especially Eddie, quickly become exasperated with Steve who has extremely high charisma, and decides that he can fix almost any situation by flirting with whoever they were in conflict with. Especially the fucking monsters, this man is bound and determined to himself a monster boyfriend and until it happens, he will make every single person they come across fall in love with him. So naturally, this happens a lot:

Steve: I’m going to flirt with them

Eddie, exasperated: Steve, you can’t date this monster, he’s trying to kill you-

Steve: Hot.

Steve: I’ll flirt with them harder then

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[raeofgayshine]

Do you think that Ahkmenrah blames himself for the 54 years he spent locked up at the Natural History Museum?

Does he think that he must have done something to anger the gods in order for them to punish him like this. He didn't honor them well enough, maybe. Or maybe they were angry that he had told Egyptologists at Cambridge about them, was it hearsay to tell stories of the gods to people who believed them only to be fiction. Did he say something incorrect, perhaps, misleading in a way that left him needing punishment.

He had to have done something. He's just not sure what.

But Ahkmenrah knows he has to figure it out quickly. The gods may have sent Larry to free him as a second chance, but something like that must come with a time limit.

And if Ahk found himself locked up again, he isn't quite sure he would be able to make it out the other side whole.

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!!! Music Tag!

5 songs you’re obsessed with…

Or as I’m going with, 5 songs I am absolutely completely normal about I don’t know what you mean

Everything I Had (Sub Radio)

Maybe it’s just the part of me that has lost the ability to do a lot of things I enjoy or at least used to be able to do with ease, but there is something that hits about screaming singing along “Everything I had. I want it I want it I want it back.” It’s not just a life free of pain or the ability to think clearly or not be exhausted by the little things I’ve lost (Though that is a large bit of it). But I’ve also lost people I used to care about, and places that used to feel like home, and it’s not quite fair how much has gotten lost with life.

We Made It (Louis Tomlinson)

God. Fuck. The queer in me is so fucking normal about this song I swear. I don’t even know how to explain it, there’s just something about the lyrics of like “We made it. Underestimated and always underrated.” That makes me go fucking feral and mixed with the “We were only kids just trying to work it out. Wonder what they’d think if they could see us now.” Like duudddde. What would younger baby queer me who was crying xemself to sleep every night out of fear think of me now? And also the line “What I could’ve become. Don’t know why they put all of this on us when we’re so young.” Fucking done. I can’t. And don’t even get me started on talking about why Louis wrote that line in particular and all the shit that happened with them as One Direction, I will stop being normal about it. Fuckkkk.

All Too Well (10 Minute Version) (Taylor Swift)

I’ve never been in a relationship, never will be. But when I tell you there a lyrics from this song I feel so deep in my heart thanks to all the other heartbreak life has dealt me. The line “I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it.” Is enough and it’s not even the start of it!! It might have to do with the length but this is one of these songs I go to when I hurt and can’t find my own words why but I know there’s lyrics out there that fit the situation. And then there’s the whole Blaine connection my god I just can’t, it’s a good song.

2022

Look me in the eye. Come here, look at me. I am Not putting this song on here because of why it was created (Phan). It’s the lyrics, the fucking lyrics that get me okay? That’s what this shit is about. Listen to this with just the lyrics and tell me you don’t go feral over the lines of “My tired eyes are blinded by the fairy lights. How far would I have gotten without you here? … I could have made it on my own, but you were like my stepping stones?” The lyrics are for soulmates I fucking swear and it doesn’t help I’ve permanently associated it with Charlie and Julius in my head. Just fuck dude, like yeah I could have made it through life without you but you make it easier. Listen to this and think about your favorite ship and you will thank me.

All of You (Encanto)

I am the most normal about this movie, I swear. This single song is all I need to send me into actual real life tears which is something that doesn’t happen easily. And if you’ve watched the movie I can imagine you understand why. It has so many good lyrics like “But the stars don’t shine, they burn.” “We’re just happy that you’re here,okay.” “She takes after you.” “You’re the real gift kid, let us in.” And the entire bit where the whole town shows up to help them!!! They’ve dedicated their lives to the town and the town will always look after them in return. And Bruno reuniting with his sisters and how happy they are he’s alive, Mariano going “Dolores, I see you.” Something she craves and the sisters working together and literally the whole end bit with the door knob!! I am foaming at the mouth, shaking a pool noodle violently, I am being so normal about this movie I swear.

It was hard only choosing five songs. I am definitely not overloading with feelings now. Anyways, I’m going to go not sleep. And uh, I tag @haunted-house-heart @blockofhoney @piscesintherain @keepers-log @wigglywiggles and anyone else that wants to do this!! Share music if you would like, I am so ready to hear it

5 songs you're obsessed with...

(Just 5?? How the hell am I just gonna pick 5 😭)

thanks for the tag @withgreatpowercomesmyfuckingdick!

Greatest Show on Earth (Nightwish) - yes it's 21 minutes, yes they keep you engaged the entire time, and i am obsessed w/ every minute. This one is the recording from their Wembley 2015 concert which is my personal favorite version. It covers the history of life on planet earth from the beginning to now in one song and it's fucking amazing so listen to it right fucking now (especially go find the youtube version because then you can watch the band have the time of their lives on stage)

Where Butterflies Never Die (Broken Iris) - psychadelic is how I describe this song but I can't find another word I like better. I discovered this song shortly before I got super into Trigun and holy fucking shit the amount I freaked out when I made the connection about the butterfly shit. Anyways highly recommend

Can You Hear It? (Aviators) - Off the Dreams of the Deep album, it's a fantastic song that digs into that good good eldritch horror stuff similar to the stuff we get in Bloodborne (which, there is at least one bb inspired song on this album so go listen to the entire thing if that sounds cool). Alt-rock with orchestral stuff thrown in I am in love from those first instrumental bars

The Seas (Envoi) - There's something about Envoi's sound and style that is just big nostolgia for me. It's sorta pop punk/rock but not quite and i just love it so much. This one gives me major season 2 opening for an anime vibes i don't know how else to explain it 😅 I recommend all their other stuff too it's great ("Ghost" to this day gives me such Tifa vibes its incredible).

Crash Poet (Cold Kingdom) - for me this is the song for Genesis. Blatant poetry/stage performance analogies?? Begging for the chance to step up and show how much you have to offer to the world? Yeah, it's Genesis alright.

as for tagging, how about @ibyte13, @nexomify, @darktiger57, @raeofgayshine and anyone else who wants to!

[raeofgayshine]

Jason, holding baby Damian: Uhm

Jason: You want a beer?

Damian: *baby noises of delight*

Talia: He’s a baby!

Jason: I don’t know, what am I supposed to do with him?!

[raeofgayshine]

You ever think how weird must have been for these cities to have one of their heroes disappear without an explanation? And then he just returns one day like he never left.

[raeofgayshine]

After he died, Ahkmenrah had a lot of time to write. So here’s one of his memories of Ammon.

Do you remember when you taught me about the stars?

I was 11.

You were 13.

You knew that I had been fascinated by their sparkling lights since before I could walk.

But they held no importance in my training to one day lead

So you took it upon yourself to learn everything you could instead

And then one night, you climbed in through my bedroom window

Took my hand and lead me to the roof

Where we sat upon a blanket you had already smuggled there

I don’t know which one of us pressed into the other, but in that moment it was impossible to tell where I started and you ended

You looked so happy

I could have kissed you

But instead you took my hand

It was too warm but you didn’t seem to mind at all as you wrapped yours around it

Guiding both of us up to point at the constellations I always knew existed but had never been able to know

We stayed out there long past the time they were truly visible enough for your stories

Curled up next to one another instead we talked about your classes

Avoiding the fact that if anyone caught us you would surely be killed

We stayed until the sun had risen and people beneath us had started to stir

You stood up first, offering me a hand

The light surrounded you like a halo and I knew for sure that you would always be my angel

My hero

My Sun

In that moment I knew what it meant to fall in love

Then you grabbed my hand, and I was standing next to you again

And the moment had passed

But I will never forget the way you looked in the sunlight,

And how much time you gave up just to make me smile

[raeofgayshine]

I also don’t have Spotify, but I do listen to a lot of the same songs so here’s 7 of the ones that have been stuck in my head recently

- Bi Bi Bi (a Sub Radio parody of Bye Bye Bye)

- The Story Of Us (Taylor’s Version) (because Stony)

- Neptune by Sleeping At Last (one of the songs always in my head)

- Look What You Made Me Do cover done by Caleb Hyles

- Sunflower by Post Malone & Swae Lee (another song always in my head)

- Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne (for silly story writing reasons)

- White Women’s Instagram by Bo Burnham (damn catchy song in my head)

@athenixs @undeniablycandycane @magicallygrimmwiccan and anyone else that wants to do this!

tagged by @waspcup fr my top 7 spotify on repeat songs! (ignoring my sleep playlist songs cause i loop that for the entire night every night so i think that may be a little skewed)

cry for judas - the mountain goats

terrifyer - ajj

permanant rebellion - l.s. dunes

dear percocet - frank iero and the patience

suffocation - against me!

hatebreeders - misfits

rapid decompression - against me!

um um um tagging @noctude @avephelis and @castihoney and anypony else who wants 2

[raeofgayshine]

Jason: -And I came back to life

Dick: Yes Jason, we know

Damian: You only mention it all of the time.

Tim: It’s not even that impressive

Jason: Excuse the fuck out of you?

Tim: Like sure you came back from the dead, but you’re not a vampire so what even is the point

Jason: Why the fuck would I want to be a vampire?

Tim: Uh, sharp teeth? The ability to fly? The fact they just look fucking cool?

Dick: No Tim has a point Jason

Damian: Yes Todd, why did you bother at all coming back from the dead if you were just going to be the same?

Tim: Honestly it’s kind of lazy

Dick: Do better Jason

Jason: I hate all of you

Bonus: Later that night

Jason: Google, how do I turn into a vampire?

[raeofgayshine]

BOOPS!!! Btw if you would like to boop me for increase count please do, I am open for boops

[raeofgayshine]

I apologize to anyone I excessively boop, but also I must hit that 1000 and I'm only half way there so...

[raeofgayshine]

Having to do important stuff on days my brain feels like it’s entirely offline due to brain fog is not fun At All. I am fighting demons just to have a single thought.

[raeofgayshine]

I love playing Pokémon in a way that would absolutely kill anyone who knows a thing about the game. No I don’t know most weaknesses and strengths of typings or what I should be using. No I’m not building a well rounded team. No I don’t remember battle to battle what moves are effective against what Pokémon’s even if I just fought them and lord knows I don’t really understand their power or literally any stat my mons have. I am heavily brute forcing my way through this game with my team full of Sunflora fusions because this is Infinite Fusions and I can do that. Yes having everyone a grass type presents problems. No I don’t care! I will beef them up enough they can tank hits until I can destroy whoever I’m fighting and if all else fails I have potions and revives and everything I need on stock to keep going. I do not know what I’m doing but I’m having fucking fun with it!!!!

[raeofgayshine]

Made a horrible discovery during stream tonight and by discovery I mean thing that I already knew but recently we as a community have been obsessed with this Omegaverse quiz and after realizing there was multiple choice on some answers, I went to retake it.

And because it’s a quotev quiz, at the end it tells you how your answers played out, how many were for each category.

The highest anyone in our community had previously gotten was a 21.

But with a whopping 29 as my top answer (with the closest second being 17). It has been determined that I am a submissive omega.

That’s not the horrible discovery. No the horrible discovery would be my friends hearing that and going “Oh wow you really just want someone to take care of you.”

Like bitch I already knew that but damn quiz you didn’t have to yell it so loudly

[raeofgayshine]

I made a what the fandom thinks of you generator

[raeofgayshine]

I wish I could go back and tell younger me that I would in fact find that place one day full of people that I adore deeply and who I know love me in return. Who make me feel wanted and cared for and appreciated in a way I never thought would be possible. And none of it required hiding, or forcing myself to be a person I’m not. And I still have that space even though I’m aroace.

For the first time ever, I see a future where I’m not alone. And I wish I could go back and tell my younger self it would happen. It’s possible to not be constantly lonely.