#Qwerty’s fun because of how chaotic they are

[caiman-the-chimera]

Barrie my son my silly little guy (feat an Auglur OC who doesn't have a ref sheet yet)

[solardick]

Откуда- where from, from where.

Откуда этот человек? - where is this person from?

Из (iz, is) - is from.

Я из - i am from,

Моя мама из канады - my mom is from canada.

The peculiarity of using “is” instead of from. Changes things. And is also fun getting into the mind of a russian by simply pronouncing a few words. One feels the change in mind.

The one wouldn’t technically disagree with the statement of “my mother is the land.” From mother earth or motherland. Though i suspects this notion would ho by unnoticed by native russian speakers simply because that connection isnt drawn even though motherland and fatherland are apart of their everyday language.

One doesn’t hear that of Americans or Canadians at all. For all the disrespect people, give to their home. Littering and what not. Detaching from natural associations into somethign else. Beacsue “nature sucks”.

Aside form that. They have no word for The. But they do have one(s) for this and that. Lol fucken love it.

Finnaly eatched I am dragon. Its good. Would have enjoyed it more a couple years ago.

On towards, the subject of my recents talks have been, to better phrase. The archetypes of the collective unconscious. Or of the cultural unconscious. Or better stated yet, the archetype and the letter. A dramatic switching of languages or of alphabets seems to result in this. One can nearly, immediately feel the difference in consciousness. Simply by uttering a few words of a foreign language. Though how foreign russian is compared to english in diminishing in scale the more i learn. They are not so different. My learnings have been bringing me closernin the confirmation that there’s the power of magic within the very fabric of speech probably less so in the power of the written word for it adds so much more depth.

I have been looking for sources on this subject but they are all but non-existent to me. Save for a recent finding of an author whi has spent her time scientifically analyzing words. With a book tittles the gods of the word and a phonemic type dictionary. Which has my curiosity. Perhaps. A purchases are to be ordered. It fallows my chain in that every letter of a word has its own power. And that my current tarot layout system is a blending of languages already. For they seem to match that of the russian. Before i started a venturing into that subject.

They tried lassoing this mars/ moon aspect i have between the physical and the “spiritual”-conscientual” by bringing past manipulative bs in connections with my mother and the raping of my sex today into the self-destructive/ self estrangement. But fuck that. And fuck you. There nothing positive there. Mt decision has been made. Theres no changing that. Its done. Theres no going back. So fuck off. I have no love or compassion for that woman.

Theres a reason for the habitual things we do everyday without concession. The washing of the dishes. The brushing of the teeth. The fallowing traffic rules” the same things at the same. Time everyday. It weakens the bond of the chaotic rule. By self governing in place of allowing the outer to govern for us. To an extent that is. The belief in god is the same as the chaotic except for that theres a consistency in framing the mind which is synonymous with daily chores. It works as the same. As it does with the governing rule of political affairs for the lesser bodies of society. Whoch are the everyday person. The russians say it better with the everyday Человек.

The number 4 looking letter Ч. Is not such a far off shoot from card number 4, being by tarot and qwerty as the empress and the emperor. And we have a merging of the natural state and the rulling state. If one doesn’t solely associate these to mother and father. And i rather like letter Л (L) for it is the shape of the tongue in the motion of the letters prononciation. L is a rather curved letter compared to the sharp of the latin L.

Well dont think im going to work. No sleep. Slept poor’y yesterday. The day they stop fucken with me…. Another year gone. Will be the fay i may develop naturally. But. As a side teack of what would be. I wonder what not feeling defense feels likes….. uhm. Will never know. Always on the receiving end. Though “g’job” on bringin in the small minded narcissist teacher. To say its a personal vendetta. Based off a fucken high school prank. Which was actually pretty funny. Whole classes laughed. Was outnof character. But you know. People need to lose their entires laugh for doing a single thing out of character. Just how the worlds spins. Hypocritical since. Shems a prankster herself. Thought it was funny to stage a fake exam to waych all her student squirm over. And congratulations. Now i hate my little sister too. Guess there wont be a generational gap that connects me back to family. Oh well. Tough loss that is. …wish i was a narcissist maybe i could be like my father…. On second thought. Nope. I take join out of fucken with other people. My bad.

My spyche may be inside out now. But she loves me. Right, spyche? Yes, i do. That a girl.

Worst part about it is that i helped in saving more lives today in preventing accidents and hardship. As is ussualy the case emmidiatly proveeding my acts by other people. And the fact that i got shot in the head with a nailgun. Doesnt help your guys cause much. Harmless but it could have not been. Could’da.

Oh my goddess, tmblr isnt queer today.

Fun, fallowing the numbers of notes on all this pics. They fallow the same. Blaze! Fo sho. .. lost my script. What was i gonna say?… i forget. Was thinking about cherry and russian santa‘s daughter. And devil cards, and numberings and letterings. And, oh yeah. My ass is still a little sick but, seems at thr moment to be on the mends. Grateful for that in its own way. Looking at the silver lining. And personal motivation.

But its getting late. Im not sure about driving forklifts and using power tools in a few hours time. Considering this is the second night of poor sleep.

Though tmblr is still overly trashy.

Have t had coffee in awhiel. Hipefully she dismt put speed in it this time.

Themes of new film releases are. The cold and evil ballerinas. You got ghostbusters. And you got godzilla. Both involve defeating the cold using intense heat. Considering its gonna be plus 25 today and its not even june yet. Summer is gonna suck. Maybe theres a town in northern Ontario that needs a new denizen.

Well, ill try to enjoy the day today.

Ok work on the cards today, and make a new post. Maybe go get some weed to help with images. Its been awhile.

Other than that still havent found any meaning to the robin. Other than retreat. And even that isn’t a strong notion maybe they dint mean anything.

A robin, a redwing, a dove, a croh, and a bluejay in that order. The red wing the least significant. Which seems to work as a sign of respect and acceptance. Wait for one to move. While perched on your path. The most significant was the robin and the bluejay. But whatever.

[edensrose]

Hi hi hi!!!!! I love your blog so much!!!! I always come here to re read all the fics again💜💜💜 can I make a request? I've been feeling very sensitive lately, but I do have reasons for it, and my family keeps making fun of me (as if I am like this because I want to☠) and I have to deal with it alone basically. I loved those hcs of yours where Irmo comforted a reader because of the things they said about their smile and I was wondering if I could get something similar? Maybe reader is feeling very vulnerable and Irmo finds out and comfort them? Just something soft, please.

Hope you have a wonderful day☀️☀️☀️☀️

( ❀ ) ˙ ˖ irmo ⠀〳 reader⠀ ❜࿔

· ⊰ synopsis. irmo finds you in his gardens and wishes to help in any way that he can

· ⊰ note. thank you so much dearest, but I'd also like to say that I'm really sorry you go through all that. family can really be a pain but don't ever let them weigh you down! you are worth everything and you deserve nothing but happiness. I hope this makes you feel even a little better <3

ʚ Irmo had heard from one of the other maia that you weren’t doing too well, so he took it upon himself to scout you out as he knew you often kept to yourself during times of need. And while he did want to respect your space - he didn’t want you to suffer alone 

ʚ He finds you curled up in his gardens and quietly takes a seat beside you. Doesn’t say anything, doesn’t try to get your attention, instead he gently places a hand on top of your head in a comforting manner 

ʚ If you wanted him to let go, he would, but if you leaned more into his touch he’d gladly take you into his arms and let your head rest upon his shoulder 

ʚ Doesn’t force you to tell him what’s wrong but lets you know that he will definitely be an ear to listen should you need it 

ʚ Gently rakes his fingers through your hair and sings you a soft lullaby in an attempt to calm your cries. Would even press a soft kiss to your head and rub your back as you let it all out 

ʚ It didn’t matter how long you needed him to hold you - Irmo would do it without a hint of complaint. Even if he had to snuggle you until you were feeling better or sing you to sleep, he’d be willing to do whatever it took 

ʚ If he finds out you are in this state because of other people, he’ll try to hold his disdain towards whoever dared to hurt you - but he would make sure to have a stern talking to them when you’re not around 

ʚ “You are perfect in every way, dearest. Imperfections and all. Please do not allow other’s opinions of you to blind you from what a special flower you are.’’ 

ʚ Irmo would most likely sing you to sleep, gently swaying with you

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