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"Are the Robins child soldiers" It depends. If the story is super serious and into exploring complex morality and grounded from reality's standards, then yes. If the story is lighthearted, made for children, fluff, etc., then no. If it's somewhere in the middle, it might depend.
If an author wants to write a story seriously delving into the fucked up-ness of children fighting criminals, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.
If an author wants to write a fun story about villains and heroes featuring Robin in a world where that's not an issue, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.
If an author wants to write a serious story but not apply IRL-logic to Robin, they can, and if you don't like it, you can read something else.
#my dc posting#dc#batman#robin#bruce wayne#jason todd#dick grayson#tim drake#damian wayne#idk if i articulate it perfectly here but like... yall#yall.#when im watching lego: batman im not thinking of how horrific and irresponsible it is to take dick on the mission#like it is a movie for children i am there to have fun. in that moment i don't careee#but if i'm reading a fic that's dwelving deep into like jason todd's psyche and taking itself seriously w real-life accurate#psychology stuff then yeah i'm fine with also exploring how directly interfering with violent crime at such a young age might#actually affect a person's development#but like sometimes it's not that deep and robin's out there solving murders and kicking two-face's ass n havin fun doin it#just. there is nuance depending on the story being told#sometimes i'm in the mood for serious exploration of bruce's failings as a parent. sometimes i wanna read him bonding with his kids and#everything is fine.#you can have both!!!
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she's quite possibly the best genshin impact character
#[.art]#genshin impact#furina#furina de fontaine#focalors#she's so... I don't know what it is about her I like girls when they're failing and tormented it seems#I could make her worse. Or fix her. I could make her read pirandello and I think she'd go as insane as I did#top ten books that gave me genuinely permanent psychological issues with masks and the ideal of a true self and knowing people. anyways. he#Furina leggi uno nessuno centomila. Per favore. Furina per favore#i've made up my mind I wouldn't fix her I could however mirror her identity issues and make us codepentently attached. Furina speak to me#<- slash jay
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After all these years and psychology degrees and all these diagnostic systems, and one of the best systemic methods of analysis of the sum total human, systemic, and cultural causes and elements contributing to a horrendous circumstance, and it comes from....
aerospace engineering.
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Imogen Temult, Exaltant Hope of the Red Storm
Heroes and Monsters by Penny & Sparrow // Critical Role Campaign 3
#thinking about the 4sd where laura was talking about how all the hells titles are good but imogens sounds like it has a double meaning#that shes the storm's hope rather than just the intended a hope that comes from the storm.#and all of imogens 'i am the storm' esque responses#something something what does it mean to turn away from the storm when the storm is inextricable from who you are on both a psychological#and metaphysical level. how do you turn away from your fate when its already in your veins#imogen answers: you don't! you take it into you. and i think that's fun!#me holding imogen's arc in my hands so I can look away from the context it exists in: this is wonderful#critical role#imogen temult#cr3#bell's hells#predathos#liliana temult#also god. i really miss fcg and imogen. not only was fcg the only witness to a lot of imogen's most significant moments of internal conflic#he was also often the only one that could successfully get her to elaborate on vague claims she would make about how she feels about#the moon and the storm and their fight and all her fear and her willingness to be scared and still do the Right thing even if it risks her#life. and I remember how much fcg's presence was often imogen's impetutus to take seriously that the gods matter to people. because imogen#was the first and often the loudest one to insist fcg had a soul. but it wasn't until the magic of the everlight through pike and their#realization of a meaning through the changebringer that fcg really began to value themself. and she saw how much the gods really could be#this powerful and good force in a person's life beyond just granting them magic. and it led to her often pushing back against (thought ofte#in over delicate and tentative ways) ashton's claims against the gods. but fcg is gone and he died for the hells. and imogen doesn't have#that ever present reminder amongst the storm that the choices she makes will echo out farther than the people she cares about.#also just. they were besties 2 me. they bullied each other but also put the most effort into both challenging and understanding each other.#actually. now thinking about it. fcg and imogen had maybe the most illustrative dynamic of what bh could've been and failed to be. alas ala#cr spoilers#my post#long post#web weaving#web weave#cr edit
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velvette and valentino absolutely both have their own money, in excess, but will ask vox to buy them things partly because they like being spoiled and partly because they know vox is (secretly, he thinks) delighted by playing the exasperated guy who can be cajoled into buying you something just this once, but you'd better not try the puppy eyes and kisses again next time, it won't work! (it continues to work, always.) it makes him feel very masculine
#vox's kinks are: (a) electrosadism#(b) deeply psychologically rooted in his experience of pretending to be a Normal Masculine Man in the 50s-60s#and feeling like he failed and deep down he's still... inadequate#(val and vel have held meetings and sworn a pact to never tell him that he IS extremely cringe but they still like him)#(his ego would not survive the first part of that sentence and he's generally cuter when he's arrogant)#happy days in hell (hazbin tag)#the vees#poly vees#polyvees#i don't know whether we're using the space... but also#polyamorvee#continuing to try to make polyamorvee happen... it's so cute
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This post is part of a small series exploring Caleb’s failed psych test and what it reveals about his trauma, priorities, and coping mechanisms:
1. Caleb's Failed Psychological Test [link] [reddit] 2. Caleb's Failed Psychological Test | Caleb's Unfiltered Thoughts + Evaluation Reply [link] [reddit] 3. Caleb's Failed Psychological Test | Follow-Up Interview with Candidate Caleb Summers [reddit]
Evaluator: Dr. Elias Vance Candidate: Caleb Summers Transcript Status: Unsubmitted
[BEGIN TRANSCRIPT]
Dr. Vance: "Candidate Summers, thank you for coming in today. We have a few things to go over regarding your written evaluation." Caleb: "Of course. Happy to be here. Love a good existential interrogation." (Evaluator notes initial sarcasm but remains neutral.)
Dr. Vance: "Let’s start with your response to the first question. You were asked what you fear most when flying. You wrote, ‘It’s hard to get home in time.’ Can you elaborate?" Caleb: "Sure. It’s a logistical issue. Schedules don’t always line up, and, you know, space travel isn’t exactly forgiving when it comes to delays." Dr. Vance: "That’s… not quite what we were asking. Most candidates mention equipment failure, mechanical malfunctions, or loss of control. Your response suggests a personal attachment that outweighs self-preservation." Caleb: "I mean, if I die, I won’t be making it home anyway. So technically, the answer still fits." (Evaluator pauses. Scribes a note.)
Dr. Vance: "You mentioned that when overwhelmed, you distract yourself with workouts until the feeling ‘goes away.’ Do you think that’s an effective long-term strategy?" Caleb: "Depends. Do you need me to last a decade or just get through the next mission?" Dr. Vance: "That’s not an answer." Caleb: "But it’s a good question." (Evaluator exhales audibly. Adjusts glasses.)
Dr. Vance: "Your answer to how you handle extreme distress was, ‘Don’t make it other people’s problem. Fix the problem.’ Would you say you have difficulty asking for help?" Caleb: "Nope. I delegate all the time. Just last week, I told someone else to refill the coffee machine. True leadership." Dr. Vance: "That’s… not what I meant." Caleb: "Then maybe you should be more specific." (Evaluator marks response as ‘evasive.’)
Dr. Vance: "Let’s talk about your stance on therapy. You said, ‘Sounds like a great idea for other people.’ What about for you?" Caleb: "Listen, I’m sure therapy works wonders for people who enjoy unpacking their emotional baggage with strangers. I personally prefer to keep mine in a locked briefcase labeled ‘Do Not Open.’" Dr. Vance: "And you don’t think that might be a problem?" Caleb: "No, because the lock is really sturdy." (Evaluator scribbles furiously.)
Dr. Vance: "Regarding your response to whether you have intrusive thoughts, you wrote, ‘Sometimes I get stuck on thinking about things I should’ve done differently.’ Can you expand on that?" Caleb: "Pretty self-explanatory, doc. Sometimes you think back to a moment and go, ‘Wow, I could’ve handled that better.’ Then you try not to let it keep you up at night." Dr. Vance: "Does it keep you up at night?" Caleb: "It doesn’t not keep me up at night." (Evaluator underlines response twice.)
[A/N: I originally removed this question from the first post, but I've included it here since Caleb's response kept lingering in my mind.]
Dr. Vance: "Your file suggests you failed this assessment multiple times. Does that concern you?" Caleb: "Not really. I’m still flying, aren’t I?" Dr. Vance: "It suggests a pattern, though. Avoidance of emotional distress, prioritization of others over yourself, unwillingness to engage in self-reflection-" Caleb: "Look, doc, I appreciate the concern, really. But the way I see it, I’m functional. I get the job done. I don’t freeze under pressure. And if I ever do need a therapist, I’ll be sure to schedule an appointment… right after I survive my next mission." Dr. Vance: "And what if something happens that you can’t just ignore? That you can’t just work through?" Caleb: (Pauses. Shrugs.) "Guess I’ll deal with that when it happens."
Dr. Vance: (Exhales slowly.) "Final question. If you had to summarize yourself in one sentence, what would it be?" Caleb: "Too stubborn to die, too competent to get fired." (Evaluator sets pen down. Stares at Caleb.) Dr. Vance: "That’s… quite the motto." Caleb: "Right? I was thinking of getting it printed on a T-shirt." Dr. Vance: (Rubs temples. Ends interview.)
Final Evaluator’s Notes:
🔍 "Candidate remains evasive and uncooperative in self-reflection. Avoids discussing personal distress and repeatedly redirects with humor or sarcasm. Displays an apparent reliance on external validation and responsibility for others, often at the expense of personal well-being. While highly competent, candidate exhibits patterns of emotional suppression and avoidance that, if left unaddressed, could impact long-term psychological resilience. Therapy remains strongly recommended."
Caleb’s Unsubmitted Reply Letter to the Interview:
Dear Dr. Vance, First off, I want to commend your patience. If I had to deal with me, I’d probably be tired too. That said, I feel like we may have different definitions of ‘evasive.’ Just because I don’t enjoy unpacking trauma like a Christmas present doesn’t mean I have issues. Maybe I just don’t see the point in sitting in a sterile office rehashing the worst parts of my life for an hour. And yeah, I prioritize external responsibilities. Because someone has to. If it’s a choice between dealing with my own issues or making sure the people I care about don’t die, guess which one’s gonna win? As for therapy being ‘strongly recommended,’ look - I get why you’re saying that. But what exactly do you expect me to do? Walk in, sit down, and say, ‘Hey, doc, fun fact, I was experimented on as a kid, watched Mei die repeatedly, and was forced to use my Evol on living things against my will. Let’s unpack that, shall we?’ Yeah. That’ll go well. They totally won’t think I’m insane and lock me up for observation. Anyway, thanks for the concern. Appreciate it. Still not going to therapy, though. Hope that doesn’t keep you up at night. Sincerely (but not really), Caleb Summers
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#love and deepspace#lads#l&ds#caleb#love and deepspace caleb#lads caleb#caleb quotes#humor#lads funny#Caleb's Failed Psychological Test#lads drabble#Eerie's Drabbles
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pregnancy freak satoru not letting you lift a finger let alone carry stuff, be it your purse even, bc you are with his child now and you are to sit back and let him take care of everything. the way he is so overprotective is very endearing really but gets a bit out of hand at some point when he offers to hand feed you during mealtimes so you don’t have to bother with the utensils. you want to teach him a lesson, hoping he’d read the room and stop treating you like you’re on your deathbed—you refuse to hold his cock, saying it’s too heavy. but instead you give him a boner and an ego boost. now he holds it for you whenever you suck him off….
#— ai rambles#mission failed#LMFAOOO#okay i wanna say it is very rare that you give him head during your pregnancy bc he feels weird about it#he knows the baby doesn’t literally eat whatever you do (his pre and cum)#it just absorbs the nutrients you take in BUT there’s this psychological effect still so he refrains#but what is he to do when you say you are craving cock? refuse? no way like who is he to say no to you#esp when you’re pregnant and craving…#tw pregnancy#pregnancy freak!satoru#[ ♡ ] — satoru
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Hollow Worship: It was never about him
Summary: Gojo Satoru was used to being admired. Worshipped, even. That was the natural order of things. But worship isn’t always devotion. Sometimes, it’s possession. Sometimes, it’s something far worse. Trigger Warnings(Contains Spoilers): MDNI, Non-Con. A/N: The people who feel close to someone call them by their first name. Those who don’t—or don’t see themselves as a living being or a human—use surnames. This is my dark little gift to my muses @mullermilkshake & @TheVillagerandtheSea—hope you both enjoy your dose of brain rot. Hehe.
Your POV
Gojo Satoru was used to being admired. Worshipped, even. It came with the territory—being him.
His power? Unmatched.
His looks? Otherworldly.
His charm? Debatable. But that was your problem, not his.
The first time you met him, you were busy existing like a normal, competent jujutsu sorcerer with a stellar track record.
That lasted exactly five seconds.
Because then he walked in, all six-foot-whatever, grinning like an idiot, and your brain just—
Flatlined.
Your eyes dropped.
Not to his ridiculous sunglasses.
Not to his stupid smirk.
Lower.
His chest.
His stupidly big, indecently sculpted, menacingly perky chest.
The fabric of his uniform stretched obscenely across his pecs, and you were stuck staring at them like a sleep paralysis demon locked in combat with intrusive thoughts.
“Uh,” you said, completely forgetting every word you’d ever learned.
Gojo wasn’t surprised when you immediately froze upon meeting him. Awestruck, clearly. Like a rookie catching their first glimpse of true greatness.
His smirk widened. “Oh? Speechless? Must be my overwhelming presence—”
You didn’t respond, still frozen.
Satoru knew what people usually looked at. His blindfold. His jawline. Sometimes his hands (for some weird reason).
But you? You looked like you’d seen God’s greatest creation.
Right there.
On his torso.
It was bizarre.
Your love for Satoru (or Toru, as you lovingly called him in your dreams) didn’t start that day. It had been brewing for years—long before you ever laid eyes on him in real life.
Back when he was just an unattainable god-tier existence on your timeline, you already knew he’d be yours.
Because there was one thing that separated others from you, your special grade technique was a bad match for his.
When someone dared to call him overrated? You were there, bombs locked and loaded.
When a hater tried to say he wasn’t that strong? You had an entire thesis, six sources cited, and a clip of him soloing special grades in 4K.
And when anyone tried to downplay his assets—the sheer, disrespectfully sculpted divinity of his existence—?
Oh, you were feral.
“I wonder if sex eyes replineshes his cum output too and efficiently releases cum to the point where he releases massive cum while releasing almost close to 0 cum. Also, would it look blue? Would it be stronger than normal cum? Lot of questions.”
“How much do you love Gojo?”
“How much water have you drank all your life?”
"Honestly, at this point, if he fucked my Grandma, I’d lick her asshole just to taste his cum.”
The Gojo fandom was a lawless wasteland, and you thrived in it.
You had favorites, of course.
The thirst edits that sent you into a spiral.
The fanart that made you question if you needed to start paying tithes.
The slow-mo clips of him laughing, walking, existing—each one a religious experience in its own right.
And then there was The Video. The one where he cracked his neck before a fight, his uniform stretching just right across his chest.
That was the day you learned true spiritual enlightenment.
“Daddy Gojo needs to be locked in a mating press IMMEDIATELY. I’m tired of this.”
“I will open my mouth and take big bites of your huge breasts. Then I will open my anus behind me and let you impale me with that huge dragon-slaying eagle. Until the flowers fade, until my room becomes sticky, until your semen rushes from behind me toward my esophagus and out of my throat. Until the blood flowing in my veins becomes your semen. Until I howled loudly, which made me very happy.”
It was true love.
Except now you were here.
You had spent years preparing for this moment. Practiced your greeting. Rehearsed a perfectly normal, non-feral introduction. Told yourself you were above the insanity.
Then he walked in.
And your brain just left the building.
It wasn’t just the face. Or the voice. Or the aura that made everyone else in the room seem insignificant by comparison.
No, it was worse.
Because Gojo Satoru in real life?
Was so much more.
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A few days later, you were on your first mission under Tokyo Jujutsu Tech.
Supposed to be dealing with a curse. A minor one, at that. Easy work for someone of your caliber.
Barely a threat.
But then it happened.
Satoru’s chest bounced when he dodged an attack.
The moment he’d moved, his uniform shifted—just slightly, just enough for the fabric to pull taut, for muscle to flex, for the weight of him to move in a way that was, apparently, devastating to you.
Your brain short-circuited like a Windows XP error.
You stopped mid-step, completely entranced, like a deer staring down an 18-wheeler made of raw pectoral muscle.
You almost died.
Over boobies.
Gojo had saved you, obviously. He yanked you back, put down the curse like it was nothing.
Then he turned to you, expecting at least a little bit of shame.
Instead, you were still looking.
Not at the curse.
Not at the aftermath.
At him.
At something beyond, something in, something he couldn’t quite put his finger on.
His fingers twitched at his sides.
“…Newbie nerves?” he said, tilting his head. “You know, I could give you some pointers—”
Nothing.
No reaction.
Just that same, unblinking, fascinated look.
“Huh,” he frowned.
And, like a curse magnetized to a ten-pack, you kept staring.
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Gojo’s POV
The first time he met you, he thought you were a normal, competent jujutsu sorcerer. Maybe even impressive.
Then he noticed the staring.
It wasn’t the usual kind—no awe, no fear, no giddy admiration at his reputation.
It was fixed. Heavy.
It took him longer than it should have to realize what you were staring at.
Not his uniform.
His chest.
At first, it was easy to ignore. Gojo was used to people looking at him, analyzing him, wanting something from him.
But this was different.
Your gaze didn’t waver, didn’t break away when caught—it just locked on, paralyzing, suffocating, an unspoken weight pressing against his ribs.
Gojo wasn’t used to feeling watched.
Not like this.
Sure, people stared at him all the time—students, sorcerers, civilians, enemies. Everyone wanted a piece of him, whether it was his power, his reputation, or just the sheer spectacle of his existence.
But your gaze?
Your gaze felt different.
He laughed it off.
Because what else was he supposed to do?
He’d gone to Nanami first.
“She stares at my chest. Constantly,” Gojo said, sitting backward on a chair like the human embodiment of a red flag.
Nanami didn’t look up from his paperwork. “And? I have important matters to handle, Gojo-san.”
“No, but seriously. She stares like—like she’s buffering. It’s like she’s studying them. That’s weird, right?”
Nanami’s pen stilled. He glanced up. “You mean the sorcerer with a higher kill count than you?”
Gojo blinked. “...What?”
“She’s a special grade.”
“Huh—”
“She’s more competent than you.”
Gojo frowned. “Okay, rude, but—”
“You should be grateful she even looks at you.”
“How can you—”
“She has more important things to do than entertain your delusions.”
He tried Ijichi next.
“Ijichi, listen, she stares. A lot. You believe me, right?”
Ijichi sighed, exhausted. “I believe you’re tired and hallucinating, Gojo-san.”
Surely Shoko would believe him, right?
Shoko took a drag of her cigarette and, without looking at him, said, “Sounds like a skill issue.”
No one believed him. No one.
And that’s when Gojo knew: he was alone in this.
That should have been the end of it. But it kept happening.
You were competent, respected, powerful—and yet, Gojo would catch you frozen, staring at him.
Not at his face.
At his chest.
It happened during missions.
It happened in meetings.
It happened when he was simply breathing in the same space as you.
And then, the first incident happened.
It had been a nasty mission.
Multiple special grade curses.
Gojo handled it like always, but the last one caught him off-guard.
Just for a second.
Then the mission went wrong.
Fast.
Gojo got clocked.
Hard enough to black out.
It wasn’t often that he felt truly helpless.
It would be fine; you were there; you’d take care of it.
But when he woke up, there was cold floor pressing against his back.
Did he tear off his clothes in the fight?
But there was warmth too.
Something was off.
Pressure. Softness.
Something was… moving?
His brain caught up at the same time his eyes adjusted.
He tried to sit up, but—oh.
Oh, no.
He looked down.
It was you.
Your face was buried in his bare chest.
Fully.
And—oh God, were you moterboating his chest?
Gojo was a man of many words.
Right now? He had none.
Your hands clutched his uniform pant’s waistband, face buried between his pecs like you were trying to merge with them.
“...The hell?” Gojo rasped.
You froze.
Stared at him, unblinking.
You had been waiting for this.
Didn’t look embarrassed but... devastated?
A long, long pause.
Then:
“...Can I—”
“No.”
“Just one more—”
“Absolutely not.”
You sat back with the heaviest sigh known to man.
Because you were disappointed.
Gojo scrambled away from you, grabbing his uniform coat, almost tripping on his own feet and putting it on hurriedly before teleporting away.
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Your POV
You loved his chest.
And Gojo Satoru, for all his confidence, was confused by the sheer devastation on your face as he pulled away, as if he’d just denied you your one purpose in life.
Meanwhile, you?
You had been thriving.
You had touched him.
Felt him.
Got a taste—no, an experience—of the divine creation that was his body, and it had been just as glorious as you always imagined.
Better, even.
Your fingers still tingled.
Your face still burned.
Your soul? Ascended.
And he had moaned.
Not a little gasp, not a sharp inhale—he had moaned.
The moment his consciousness had flickered back into reality, before his brain even had the decency to register what was happening, a soft, breathy, utterly wrecked sound had left his lips.
For you.
He could deny it all he wanted. Could try to act like he wasn’t completely gone for you, but you knew the truth.
It was only a matter of time.
And time was something you were ready to bend.
You’d always admired him—Satoru, the strongest sorcerer, the most beautiful man alive, the reason why your entire search history was a carefully curated shrine of edits, thirst posts, and questionable thoughts.
You were the one who lived and breathed Satoru. The one who had a folder on your phone labeled “Toru’s Temple” filled with pictures and clips (taken of him when he wasn’t looking) of him doing the most mundane things—like adjusting his blindfold or his fingers intertwined when he sat waiting for his hot coffee to cool—because even the smallest movement felt religious.
But admiration had limits.
Love didn’t.
And what you felt for him?
It was love.
Because if Satoru told you to jump off a cliff, you’d ask how high?
Because if he ruined your life, you’d apologize for wasting his time.
That’s why, as you watched him stumble out of the infirmary, still slightly dazed, still rattled from your little touch, you knew exactly what you had to do.
Toru baby needed guidance.
Someone to make him understand.
And that someone was you.
You smoothed out your uniform, lips curving into a soft, sweet smile as you watched him head toward the training grounds. The first-years were waiting for him, clueless to the fact that their beloved teacher had just moaned like a two-bit whore under you.
Adorable.
But you weren’t worried.
You had a plan.
All you had to do was wait, when he was just tired enough, just distracted enough—
And then?
You were going to corner him.
And you were going to make him see.
Make him understand that what happened between you wasn’t just a coincidence.
That his body knew what his stubborn little brain was taking time to accept.
That he belonged to you.
And if you had to break him in to make him realize it?
Well.
That was just love, wasn’t it?
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A few days later - Gojo’s POV
Gojo had always assumed there were limits.
There were things he could stop, things he could overpower, things that no one—no one—could ever do to him.
Because he was the strongest.
Because he had Infinity.
Because he was untouchable.
Because—
Because—
Because he was wrong.
It happened fast.
Too fast.
He saw the shift in your eyes before he even registered that his body was already reacting.
Already activating Infinity.
The barrier was up.
Infinity was absolute.
That’s what Gojo had always known.
A law of physics as natural as breathing. No one—not even a special-grade—should have been able to touch him without permission.
But your fingers wrapped around his wrist anyway.
Like Infinity wasn’t there.
Like he wasn’t there.
He had never seen you use this technique before.
Something that bypassed Infinity like it was nothing.
Not time manipulation, not a Domain Expansion—just something else.
Something made for this.
He had seen cursed techniques used in ways that violated human limits, but never like this.
Never against him.
Never against his body.
Gojo didn’t understand.
Didn’t want to understand.
His breath stuck in his throat. His body locked.
His vision tunneled, and it wasn’t because of a fight, wasn’t because of an opponent stronger than him, wasn’t because he had made a mistake in battle—
No.
This was something worse.
His body wasn’t reacting the way it should have.
His instinct screamed at him—pull away, push back, destroy—
But he couldn’t.
Because his body wasn’t obeying instincts of war anymore.
It was responding to something else. Something he had never prepared for.
Fear.
Not of death.
Not of losing.
But of you.
Your hands touched his chest first, like before.
Then lower.
Lower.
The horror didn’t hit all at once.
It came in waves, in wrongness, in realization.
He had never been touched like this.
Never been unable to stop it.
His body was screaming at him to move, but he couldn’t.
He wasn’t fighting a curse.
He wasn’t facing death.
He was frozen.
He wasn’t the strongest.
Not in this.
Not when it was your weight against him, your voice—his own name slipping out of your mouth in a way that made his stomach churn—
Not when he realized his body was obeying instincts that had nothing to do with power.
He wanted to disappear.
His body was betraying him.
Why?
Why?
His arms twitched—move, move, fucking move—
The world tilted when you shoved him back onto the floor. It wasn’t forceful enough to hurt, but it was enough to make one thing painfully clear—
He wasn’t in control.
You straddled him, your weight pressing down on him like a cage. Your fingers tangled in his hair, yanking his head back, forcing him to look at you.
Your hands slid over his body, exploring, claiming, violating.
Everywhere you touched felt like fire, but not the kind that burned away impurities. This fire was corrosive, eating away at him, leaving behind nothing but ash and shame.
Gojo wanted to die.
His body—his own body—betrayed him.
Heat pooled under his skin, a sick, involuntary reaction that made his stomach churn.
It meant nothing.
It meant nothing.
It meant nothing.
He wanted to laugh.
He wanted to vomit.
It wasn’t supposed to happen like this.
Not to him.
The strongest. The untouchable. The undefeated.
That’s what everyone thought.
That’s what he had always thought.
Until now.
Your voice cut through the haze, cooing words that sounded sweet but felt like poison.
Like nothing was wrong.
Like he was a willing participant.
Like he wasn’t lying there, wishing he could sink into the floor, wishing he could dissolve into nothingness, wishing he could sit under water and watch as his skin shredded away layer by layer until there was no trace of you left on him.
Until your touch became a bad dream, a distant memory, and not his reality.
He closed his eyes, desperate to escape, but his Six Eyes betrayed him.
They showed him everything—the way you looked at him, not as a person, but as meat.
As something to be devoured.
His arms refused to move, heavy and useless at his sides.
Was this the freeze response people talked about?
The body’s way of protecting itself when fight or flight wasn’t an option?
He shut his eyelids tighter, as if he could block out the world, block out you, block out the unbearable reality of what was happening.
But he couldn’t.
He could still feel your hands, your weight, your breath.
He could still hear your voice, soft and sickeningly sweet.
He could still see, even with his eyes closed, the way you looked at him—like he was nothing more than an object for your pleasure.
He waited.
Waited for it to end.
But it didn’t.
And all he could do was lie there, trapped in his own body, wishing for it all to be over.
Wishing for the nightmare to end.
Wishing for the strength to fight back.
But it never came.
And so, he waited.
And waited.
And waited.
And then—
A crack!!
The weight was gone.
Gojo barely felt himself collapse back on the floor, his body folding in on itself like a marionette with its strings cut.
His body still wasn’t listening.
Then he heard the sounds.
The sickening crunch of bone against bone.
The sharp, wet slap of flesh meeting flesh.
The guttural cries of a fight that wasn’t his to finish.
His body did not move.
He didn’t move.
Didn’t help.
Even as the fight broke out around him, even as voices—familiar, urgent, furious—got lost through the fog in his mind, even as he felt the warm splatter of blood against his skin, he remained still.
Paralyzed.
Helpless.
When the silence finally fell, heavy and suffocating, he felt something solid.
Warm. Safe.
A hand.
“Satoru.”
His whole body shuddered at the sound of his name, at the weight of it, at the way it anchored him back to reality.
Nanami was there.
Gojo’s hands, trembling and weak, gripped Nanami’s coat like it was the only thing keeping him from being swept away.
Nanami was real.
He couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think.
The world had tilted off its axis, and he knew, deep in his bones, that he would never be able to straighten it again.
So he asked, because he had to.
“You believe me now, right?”
The words clawed their way out of his throat, raw and broken, the weight of them thick enough to drown him.
He was drowning.
Then, after what felt like an eternity, after everything, Kento finally spoke.
“I believed you then, too.”
Soft. Solid. Unshakable.
“She had ears on us. I couldn’t risk tipping her off.”
Gojo’s stomach dropped.
Because that meant—
That meant he had never been alone.
That meant Kento had known.
That meant someone had taken it seriously.
Gojo’s chest collapsed inward, the weight of it crushing him.
Like he had been bracing for something that never came.
Like he had been drowning alone this whole time when, in reality—
Kento had been there.
Had always been there.
His breath broke, a ragged, shuddering thing that tore through him like a storm.
He broke.
The strongest man in the world.
He didn’t let go of Kento.
He couldn’t.
His body still wasn’t listening, still frozen, still trapped in the aftermath of what had happened.
Because it knew.
It finally, finally knew.
And the knowledge was worse than the violation.
The realization that he had never been alone, that someone had seen, that someone had cared enough to take it seriously—it was too much.
Too much to bear.
And so, he clung to Kento, to the solid, unyielding presence of the one person who had believed him, who had been there all along.
Because if he let go, he wasn’t sure he’d survive the fall.
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She was dead, but Gojo Satoru was afraid.
Of women.
Of touch.
Of himself.
Of what had already been taken from him.
And of what would never come back.
Gojo didn’t talk much anymore.
He laughed when he needed to, the sound hollow and rehearsed, a performance for the sake of those around him.
He joked when expected, the words slipping out like a reflex, but the humor never reached his eyes.
The mask fit perfectly, molded to his face over years of practice, but it was heavier now.
Heavier than Infinity.
Heavier than the weight of the world.
Because beneath it, he was breaking.
He didn’t touch anyone.
Not casually. Not intentionally. Not unless it was absolutely necessary.
And he didn’t let anyone close.
Not physically. Not emotionally.
The space around him became a fortress, walls built from the rubble of what had been done to him.
But the fortress wasn’t impenetrable.
It couldn’t keep out the memories.
The phantom sensations.
The way his body betrayed him, flinching at the slightest brush of a hand, freezing at the sound of footsteps behind him.
He felt it every time someone’s eyes lingered a little too long.
Every time he caught a glimpse of a smile that felt too familiar.
The weight of hands on his chest.
The warmth of breath against his skin.
The disgusting truth of it all.
And no one noticed.
Except for Kento.
The disgusting truth of it all.
And no one noticed.
Except for Kento.
Kento, who didn’t comment when Gojo’s hands shook as he reached for a cup of coffee.
Kento, who didn’t force a conversation when Gojo’s responses dwindled to single syllables or silence.
Kento, who—one day, in an empty hallway, when a female walked a little too close—stepped between them without a word.
It wasn’t just the hallway.
It was the little things.
The way Kento would subtly position himself between Gojo and anyone who got too close during meetings.
The way he would linger in the room after everyone else had left, fiddling with his phone, giving Gojo the space to breathe without the pressure of being watched.
The way he would hand Gojo a file or a pen without letting their fingers brush, a small but deliberate act of consideration.
And then there were the things Gojo didn’t even realize he needed until Kento provided them.
Like the time Gojo froze in the middle of a mission, his body locking up at the sight of a curse that bore an unsettling resemblance to her.
Kento didn’t ask questions.
He didn’t demand an explanation.
He simply stepped in, taking over the fight without a word, giving Gojo the space to retreat without shaming him for something that wasn’t his fault.
Or the time Gojo found himself unable to enter a room—that room, his feet rooted to the ground at the sound of laughter—her laughter, or at least something close enough to make his stomach churn.
Kento didn’t push him.
He didn’t tell him to get over it.
He just stood there, a silent presence at Gojo’s side, until the laughter faded and Gojo could breathe again.
Gojo didn’t thank him.
He couldn’t.
The words stuck in his throat, tangled up with everything else he couldn’t say.
But Kento didn’t seem to expect gratitude or even think of it.
He didn’t seem to expect anything at all.
He was just there.
Steady. Reliable. Unshakable.
Reminding him, even in the darkest corners of his mind, where the memories lingered like shadows, there was a light.
Faint, but there.
Kento didn’t touch Gojo. Didn’t even look at him.
But he was there.
A barrier.
A shield.
Gojo had never needed a shield before.
Now, he couldn’t survive without one.
A/N: The comments in this fic are real comments people have actually made about Gojo on Twitter & Reddit. "How would this actually play out in a realistic setting?" I’ve always had this thought lurking in the back of my mind whenever I read some of the feral, lawless thirst comments people make about Gojo. So I did what any sane person would: I turned it into a horror fic. Also, if you thought Gojo was too OP to be a victim… yeah, so did he. Now, tell me—be honest—what’s the worst Gojo thirst comment you’ve ever seen? 👀 Drop it in the comments. (Or, if this broke you emotionally, just leave a 🍞 emoji so I know you’re still breathing.)
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Woah, you're so strong dude, do you think you could pick me up? Like, do you think you're strong enough? I bet you can't. You can try if you want to, but I don't think you can.
#reverse psychology insane boybestfriend behavior <3#why am I so bad at drawing Jensen Ackles's face??? he always looks wonky#I can draw Cas no problemo but I fail to capture the essence of Dean >:/#castiel#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#my art
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also god when i first started playing lads caleb's default sweater Pissed me Off. because why was there such a weird zipper. whats with all the straps. but oh its meant to echo a straitjacket huh
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#sorry this question came to me in a dream last night and I can't stop thinking about it#I think there are multiple right answers#but also several wrong ones#this is about Psychological Ability not physical ability btw#I think wwx could take the ring to mordor but he'd start to crack at the end yknow#not for want of power just from like the weight of it#reflecting both stories canon events#I don't think jiang yanli would cave to desiring the power of the ring but she'd bend to the psychological fatigue of it before the end#wen qing and wen ning could both get the ring to mordor#but the journey would tire wen ning for the rest of his life frodo style#I think lan wangji could do it but I need a lan wangji expert to weigh in on the details#jiang cheng absolutely Could Not get the ring to mordor#jin guangyao would immediately use it to gain power but would#jin zixuan would make a valient effort but ultimately fail#same with nie mingjue#nie huaisang..... undecided#and I don't think lan xichen would even offer#in sort of a gandalf esque moment#characters not on this poll hmmm#song lan yes#xiao xingchen could get most of the way there but ultimately succumb to the psychological torture#everyone else no#thank you for listening 👍#ghost posts#poll#lotr#CAN'T TAG CHARACTERS BECAUSE I HAVE TOO MANY TAGS SJGDKCHKD
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I love that now we have had both the Raven Queen and the Wildmother take a look at Orym and say "you know what this little guy needs? A horrifying vision full of screaming and horror"
#critical role#cr3#cr spoilers#text post#orym#first the vax orb vision at the temple#now this#stop giving him visions full of psychological horror challenge failed
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I do apologize if this is an odd and/or rude question, but I am genuinely curious about this
...Do your tastes change depending on who is fronting? (the question is mostly regarding food)

GUYS! THIS GUY WAS ABUSED AS A CHILD! AND NOW HE CAN NEVER REMEMBER ANYTHING! HIS PERSONALITY AND SENSE OF SELF CAN SHIFT RAPIDLY! HE WALKS THROUGH LIFE FEELING LIKE A SPECTATOR AND HATES REMEMBERING HIS ANY ACTION BECAUSE THEY DONT FEEL LIKE HIS OWN! THATS SO COOL! CAN HIS ALTERS DO TRICKS?
#sorry. i know you dont mean to be offensive. but please understand that this is a really dehumanising thing to ask#people who dissociate are not spectacles and we are not unique beings with our own sets of rules#we are just. people. who are mentally ill. and experiencing the psychological effects of trauma. you get me? is that crazy to suggest?#for the record the answer is no. not any more than how a normal persons appetite and preferences might shift day to day anyway#the same way how an odd day might make your favourite food seem unappetising - sure. a switch may do the same. but its nothing to gawk at#you can find future answers more easily by asking yourself: “when i am very 'out of it' does this happen?”#“would this happen to someone having a flashback?”#because. hey. its crazy but. switching between alters is just 'being out of it' or having a flashback with extra steps#im trying not to audibly eye twitch here. i might be failing. oh well#ask#i hope this answers your question. you dont have to apologise. but please internalise this haha
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i truly do find it kinda silly when ppl dont grasp that u cannot act like the narcissistic and self-absorbed behavior thats present in lannisters contradicts deeply rooted and intense self-hatred or low self-esteem. like the former doesnt at all dispute the latter lol it showcases it more than anything
#ppl do it with all three and it was esp present with cersei a lot#we are talking about tywin’s children here#like yeah they have an awful relationship with the self and fail to love themselves#intense obsession with how people perceive u is also a key example of how there is clearly something wrong with your relationship w the sel#like most of the time thats their own voice of loathing in there ingrained by not only their society but tywin’s rearing#like them overdosing on copium is not at all evidence of the contrary#ig its bc they are all pretty psychologically complex but i do believe all of this is hard to miss#i do think this is what grrm excels at#jaime lannister#cersei lannister#tyrion lannister#like writing a realistic character dealing with stuff like this is not gonna be them going just ‘i hate myself i suck so had’ on loop#i dont want to take this the pop psych direction however im not psychiatrist lol
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I know Miquella chose a bad way to set a new age... But I still feel so sorry for him ;_; He loved Radahn...
#And I know he used Malenia and her love for his own goals#Also as I see Malenia knew his plan all along. So maybe there goes psychology of japanese games: everything for my beloved#And Malenia could herself offer her help for free#Still I see that Miquella's heart could love#And probably was very ambitious manipulative but tender#;_;#miquella the unalloyed#elden ring dlc#shadow of the erdtree#promised consort radahn#elden ring miquella#Still don't really get where people get info that Radahn is charmed and has no mind of his own#is it said somewhere? :0#I mean when Miquella failed to cure Godwyn and Malenia he started to think about his own era#he isn't cracked by “bad writing” and actually fine character
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//did you know dark is canonically pussy with an inflated ego
((yes and I adore him))
#also like you guys r underestimating this guy a little. sure he didnt fight until he died for every situation or necessarily always fight#fair#but that doesnt mean he cant be competent when he needs to be.#hes clearly smart enough to make whatever that bracelet and those virabots were#it could easily be assumed he made the bracelet in a hurry too.#the joys of series like AVAM is a lot of it is so up in the air#and so I love just. projecting my NPD symptoms onto him. yk the pussy with an inflated ego disorder#like yes hes a coward with an inflated ego of course he tries to make up for what he failed to be in his creation#of course he fails at it once again and of course he feels like fucking shit over it#I have a tendency to get stuck in the details that I miss the bugger picture with like. my depiction of characters#so if Im depicting him in a way that doesnt say failed machine with a superiority complex I may have failed#also u may wanna look into the psychological context of a superiority complex if u dont know. its more than just 'Im better than these guys'#behind the darkness#bigger not bugger fuck my baka life#I love how this looks like it was written as an insult but I just took it as a chance to ramble abt my fav guy#he sucks. thats why I love him
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